For anyone about to comment "so like, are you a boy or girl???" I've said MULTIPLE times i am **MALE** I'm not sure whats hard to understand. I am a transgender male. meaning I was not born male. I make that VERY clear in this video. Please stop asking. I've made it extremely clear. You can check ANY of my social medias and it says **MALE**
@mahoushoujocaroline5 жыл бұрын
RadPax We will always love and support you for you!
@hifamily84105 жыл бұрын
RadPax you will always be amazing. We will support you for ever.🌈
@marvinbonilla36605 жыл бұрын
Hello, I've just discover your channel, anda I understand life can get real y weird and things can make you change. I dos nota suport LGBT but I wont tell you thats wrong is your life, I just want todo tell you that we care of you, all of us (people). Enjoy your life and bé happy
@hellboundhimbo5 жыл бұрын
eel man Now listen here you little shit. Don’t go out and attack some random person for something that’s out of their control, fuck you. You are the disgusting one, and if you want to use religion as a weapon against other innocent people; In the Ten Commandments god said you shall not hate, I classify as a Christian but I myself am pansexual non-binary. I will now quote you; “I fucking hate you goddamn transsexuals” Not only did you say you *hate* , but you also used gods name in vain. And if you didn’t know and are a fake Christian (which you already are because of how vile you are acting, I myself am apart of that religion and fully accept LGTBQ+, and am apart of it aswell) You shall not use gods name in vain. You are ignorant and negligent, it’s 2019, not 1875. We don’t burn innocent people at the stake for having a right to exist or get married, and here’s a fun thing to know if you “want things to go back to the way they were. Gays should be shut up and are sinful bastards” You know who else were told that they are disgusting and worthless? African Americans and Women. You are proving the equal of racism and sexism you transphobic cunt. RadPax, I’m so sorry you have to deal with these people on your video. You don’t deserve this in the slightest, you’re an amazing person. I support you, my guy!
@DemeSolluxNeil5 жыл бұрын
I have been in your shoes, I truely understand what you went through, especially with that guy, and his comments. I had an ex react the same, but demanded i stay female.
@ol1vesgarden5 жыл бұрын
"but, that relationship ended up becoming very, _very_ toxic so.. *yeet* " that is a proper response
@JudyCoxify5 жыл бұрын
In-FRICCIN -deed ( indeed )
@discordwonderland17075 жыл бұрын
Pretty much me how I found out I was Bi: Puberty: “that man looks really cute.” Me: “sounds reasonable.” Puberty: “that girl to.” Me: “Impossible. Girls don’t like other girls.” Friend: “no it’s a thing.” Me: * surprised pikachu *
@indiumblue5 жыл бұрын
Me: Sees a cute guy Puberty: "Yo bro he looks yummy,," Me: "I'm not G-" Boy laughs and blushes Me: "Y'know, I'm sorry I doubted you. " Puberty: "I told you."
@mahoushoujocaroline5 жыл бұрын
Tru
@gothic_dawg5 жыл бұрын
For me it was Friend: I like girls I think I’m lesbian Me: Oh I do too but I like guys too Friend: Oh you’re Bi Me: But I like girls more than guys Friend: So... You’re Bi but more gay Me (has excepted my fate): yEs
@al_exists5 жыл бұрын
@@gothic_dawg I am pan but at this point I might be gay. :/
@florinacruz55635 жыл бұрын
I'm still struggling with puberty and trying to find my gender. And still trying to find support
@hotwheelies14246 жыл бұрын
**Casually disabled** "You are worthy of love" *Sheds a tear*
@sage55306 жыл бұрын
how are you casually disabled--
@hotwheelies14246 жыл бұрын
@@sage5530 Well you see it when you are disabled, and you're casual with it and or you're just casually disabled
I’m not trans, but I am intersex-and it sucks. I identify as a male, I was assigned male at birth and was raised male. No one noticed anything wrong with me until I was about 5-6 when someway somehow my mom noticed something was a lil’ funky with me (having to do with the stuff you shouldn’t mention anything with a child). So apparently my mom went to the pediatrician panicked about what was wrong with her son. The pediatrician had an examination and found out that I had not only malformed female genitalia, but I had a fucked up uterus. Yay. So, I didn’t really care until I was 11, when I started complaining about when I would lay on my stomach to sleep (yes, I’m a stomach sleeper), my chest would hurt. I learned later that my mom freaked the fuck out, worrying that her son would be mistaken as a girl in the restroom or in public and shit would go down. And with my fucked genes, my chest surely grew. It was the awful experience. I had no idea what was going on-and I just wanted out. I stayed up with my mom and cried about how others would call me a girl and I didn’t like it. How kids in my class started acting weird around me and I didn’t understand. (Keep in mind, I’m autistic and social norms and stereotypes grazed past my mind as a kid). Without knowing what to do, my mom took ace bandages and binded me with those. For a year, I couldn’t breathe (also keep in mind that I’m asthmatic so that was really fun). Later we discovered that the constant pressure of the bandages began to squeeze my ribs so much that the right side of my rib started forming inward. Luckily, once my mom knew that we stopped doing that immediately. Our doctor got us hooked up with a therapist that helped with my emotions, while the doctor helped with my.. other stuff. I was able to get a binder (which didn’t really work but it compresses me enough so people wouldn’t look to my chest to see what gender I was). I’ve gone through very spaced out and lingering periods that are literally like someone twisting a knife inside of me (try having testosterone eating at your dying ovaries whilst a minuscule hole is covered mostly with skin is spewing out blood and see how you like it.) I hope one day I’ll be able to get top surgery and get my uterus removed. I don’t identify as trans, but I sure as hell feel like it from what I’ve been through. When you said “I’m proud of you for being alive”-that hit me like a truck. I sat there and felt my trachea run up my throat as the face burned with my capillaries raising to my skin around my eyes, cheeks, and nose. My eyes were hot and stinging with tears rolling down my face, and lungs quivering. Thank you, so much. I honestly can’t express the feeling of joy that gave me. I’ve struggled so much with depression and suicidal thoughts-an eating disorder from trying to stop my chest from growing-and a fuck ton of other shit. “I’m proud of you for being alive.” That’s a quote from God (whoever and wherever they are) edit: hi, i wrote that when i was 13 and i’m happy to tell the crazy amount of people who have replied to this that i got top surgery :] i also no longer bleed because i was on estrocide for about a year and it leveled out my hormones enough to prevent any bleeding 👍 it gets better guys
@RadPaxOfficial5 жыл бұрын
I really hope things can get better. :( I have endometriosis so though i cannot fully relate i know the pain of a uterus and it basically wanting to fight you internally. I'm hoping for top surgery and to somehow remove or nuke my uterus cause screw this thing >:I I really pray things can get better for you :(
@officialmaxrebo5 жыл бұрын
RadPax thank you so much :) I feel a little better now
@erenyeager-jr2ch5 жыл бұрын
Wow. That was written beautifully
@tylerstewart63764 жыл бұрын
RadPax lol
@C0PRSE3 жыл бұрын
I wish you the best ^^! 💫
@ShadowDragonGuardian5 жыл бұрын
if it helps you any. when you started talking i thought you were just a feminine guy. i legit thought "he sounds so adorable"
@aleynaorr35985 жыл бұрын
Same?!?!?!! I was thinking so cute!!!!! Reminds me of my bro his voice is very small and gentle yet he is very big (muscle-wise) but yaaa same just dude with a cute voice
@JudyCoxify5 жыл бұрын
I love the voice!
@MsDopeyy5 жыл бұрын
Same, I love his voice! It sounds adorable
@eiroswrld98255 жыл бұрын
like deku from bnha i’m sorry i’ll let myself out
@BriR.985 жыл бұрын
@@eiroswrld9825 I love mha too! I also thought his voice was like midoriya's. So cute😶.
@chanchan1015 жыл бұрын
I think you are a wonderful example of what men should embrace. Men shouldn't be afraid to like pink, or be interested in "stereotypical feminine" things. Your gender(s) do not define your style, interests, or sexual orientation. Keep on keepin' on, my dude.
@calebbb_c5 жыл бұрын
Thanks. I'm a guy (and yes, I'm gay) and I absolutely am not a "manly man". I obviously get bullied for it (due to me living in the rural midwest), but I push through it! Pink is my favorite color, my room is aqua and white, I play games for the cute style, and I am very open about who I am. You are the type of person we need in this world.
@sleepylamb39185 жыл бұрын
That is very true!
@oscarfire38675 жыл бұрын
@@calebbb_c you don't count then pink on guys is wired and weak n sense ur a guy ur obviously Gunna like fruity stuff
@oscarfire38675 жыл бұрын
As a guy straight pink is for the weak that's why it's bad to wear it.. if you don't wanna be weak don't wear pink n just wear guy colors
@outcastforever18765 жыл бұрын
I agree
@annabelle56906 жыл бұрын
I’m not gonna lie For a solid minute I was staring at the bear on the side
@rayvonistired6 жыл бұрын
...same......
@noauzeea45336 жыл бұрын
Same
@makinzeyjarvis13086 жыл бұрын
Lol same
@fool98996 жыл бұрын
Me to
@alexhall22756 жыл бұрын
Honestly we all were. X3
@BridghamBloom4 жыл бұрын
Teacher “Stop holding hands” Pax: “Why” Teacher “you flirting with da boy” Pax: “im f*cking four”
@ynntari27753 жыл бұрын
one of my favourite quotes from this video: "I'm a child, I don't know things!"
@luisshorts. Жыл бұрын
@@ynntari2775 yeah, honestly i like being ace but people thought I was weird because I don’t get like a girlfriend and get married and whatever and I thought something was wrong with me until I discovered that ace people exist and I was one of them. That Amy story:)
@luisshorts. Жыл бұрын
Also people thought I was weird that I didn’t love or had crushes in people and thought I was gay or something, which I am not.
@AngelPorcelain36 жыл бұрын
Is no one going to comment on the artwork? Its fricken' awesome!
@maryrichard60666 жыл бұрын
SO TRUE THE ARTWORK IS BEAUTIFUL
@typicallyteamtyler5 жыл бұрын
The dude behind this camera is awesome and yes the artwork is amazing too
@susiewilliams64545 жыл бұрын
Pshyah it is!
@tsunemara6 жыл бұрын
My wife is transgender and she’s gone through many of the same things you have. She’s even been disowned by her whole family. And I can’t imagine how strong she is. How strong you and everyone else who is transgender are. I know it may not mean much, but I support you and everyone else trans and pray that one day there will come a time when you and everyone are accepted for who they are. I just want to say never give up and never give in to those who judge you because you are so much more than the sum of your parts and even if it’s hard there are so many who love and respect you for who you are.
@bgreaud6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for loving your wife. I think the example you set helps people see trans people as people. Who likely just want to live peaceful lives. ❤️
@tsunemara6 жыл бұрын
Well, I personally believe that love is what matters, as long as both parties are consenting adults. The body doesn’t matter, or how one looks. Most people wouldn’t say that someone with a physical, or mental disability don’t deserve to be loved. But gay and transgender people don’t deserve the same love and respect? It’s idiotic and people need to realize that. How you look what your body is doesn’t matter. Only the soul matters.
@shadowtemplar98146 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@boofd0ut6536 жыл бұрын
Your wife
@boofd0ut6536 жыл бұрын
U mean ur husband lol xd
@AiZBlind4 жыл бұрын
PSA: TRANS GAY BOYS ARE NOT HETERO WOMEN!!! If you are gay and trans, that is just as valid as if you are any gender and any sexuality. Do not let someone make you think that you aren’t who you ARE.
@RadPaxOfficial4 жыл бұрын
yesssssssss~!!
@shipwrecked86493 жыл бұрын
YES
@SirFigBar3 жыл бұрын
YESSSS
@planetmars86273 жыл бұрын
Mtf lesbians are not straight men
@planetmars86273 жыл бұрын
(trans pan girl here)
@xxcozixx39886 жыл бұрын
Wanna hear a funny story? I came out by texting my whole family the meme of the guy jumping off the counter and saying “ I’m gay! “
@jiso1316 жыл бұрын
dude yes i stan
@LemonTelesto6 жыл бұрын
The best way to come out
@oopsmygaynessisshowingagai96046 жыл бұрын
that is v beautiful
@veronika24036 жыл бұрын
Same😂
@galazygamer44026 жыл бұрын
I stan
@picturesstoburn5 жыл бұрын
GUYS CAN BE CUTE AND PINK GALS CAN BE ROUGH AND TOUGH!!!
@pyndr0p_5 жыл бұрын
YAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSS
@picturesstoburn5 жыл бұрын
@@pyndr0p_ YAAAAAAADSSSSS
@JudyCoxify5 жыл бұрын
YAASSSSSS
@remyfromratatouille95195 жыл бұрын
YAS QUEEEEN
@conan_7745 жыл бұрын
*Me a trans boy who tries to be pink and cute*
@flippingariel10136 жыл бұрын
Tired gay boi I completely and utterly agree with that statement
@oliviavanhook11835 жыл бұрын
*My brain during puberty:* so you see that guy over there? He’s hot. *Me:* mhm *Brain:* **points at girl** and she’s beautiful, you have a crush on her. *Me:* wait wh- *Brain:* also you’re a guy.
@tylerstewart63764 жыл бұрын
March 22, 2013 me too but I am non binary
@galacticbreadboi97964 жыл бұрын
Story of my life
@raye28624 жыл бұрын
Same
@chillgilli32003 жыл бұрын
Lol yeah I'm non-binary and female (yes, you can be both) I'm also bisexual and that was my brain XD
@StarPuppetBoy3 жыл бұрын
LOL kinda same with my brain: but mine went like: Brain: hello you are now a male and are suffering from gender dysphoria and you also like all gender ur pan :D yay Me: mhmmm this sounds promising but what does gender dysphoria do? My Brain: horrible things my friend and you will wait and see :D Me: mhmmm ok ok and? Brain: that’s all and you are extremely paranoid for some reason and are prob now crazy for talking to yourself (preferably me)
@caffeinatedsquirrelanimati83046 жыл бұрын
Puberty: Hey hey friend that girl is reallllllllyyy cute (Ima girl) Me: *Chokes*
@princeturnedpauper5 жыл бұрын
I’d be lying if I didn’t say same.
@adaidhfitz5 жыл бұрын
Ha same
@Matty4425 жыл бұрын
Same lma9
@treestatue5 жыл бұрын
Niomi myfriend *wth same-*
@hopetothemoon54515 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Yuki-xo5pl6 жыл бұрын
I'm not apart of the LGBTQ+ community but I completely support anyone who is apart of it. One of my friends is trans and a lot of my other friends are lesbian, so I try to support them and the whole LGBTQ+ community as much as I can.
@tesselvandijk36326 жыл бұрын
Ahh people like you make me feel warm inside uwu
@Torchandfire6 жыл бұрын
The same xD
@dannyowo46766 жыл бұрын
im really dumb,,,, i thought you said "my other brothers are lesbians"
@hope85226 жыл бұрын
@@fionort Well an ally isn't lgbt, but we should still respect allies! Hell, we should respect everyone. Just don't have to if they don't give you basic respect.
@pen0va7786 жыл бұрын
@@dannyowo4676 lmao
@Sixteenthtry5 жыл бұрын
Cis girl: **has short hair** People: oke she is still a girl Trans male: **has long hair** People: *surprised pikachu face* iSn'T hE a bOy? Btw love your video❤
@LittleBarracuda4 жыл бұрын
Well...one would think that a trans person would do anything for people to see them as the gender they feel comfortable with. A cis girl does not care. She has no dysphoria.
@crystal-ho7ov4 жыл бұрын
@@LittleBarracuda I don't need to prove my gender to anyone. I am trans and I like my long hair X
@crystal-ho7ov4 жыл бұрын
YES I have dysphoria as if I had to say anything
@koarivera19974 жыл бұрын
A trans person (specifically a trans male) can have long hair. However, they will do literally anything to get people to call them He/Him. So most of the time, they cut off their hair to get rid of some Dysphoria they have. Also, the girl doesn’t have Dysphoria, maybe the girl just wanted to cut off her hair because she thinks it looks cool or because she likes it like that. But if your a trans male who isn’t on T yet I personally wouldn’t recommend having long hair if you don’t want to get misgendered. However, do what makes you happy and I’ll support you!
My mom says I have butifull thick hair and I'm like BEGON HAIR
@pebbles7145 жыл бұрын
ME TOO!
@birdy46965 жыл бұрын
same! XD
@prpxnqity42225 жыл бұрын
LMAO SAMEEEE
@completetrash60055 жыл бұрын
Literally what happened with me😂😂
@ratskullz_x5 жыл бұрын
Same
@VanceCalton5 жыл бұрын
18:00 I legitimately started crying and hugging my laptop.
@pyndr0p_5 жыл бұрын
Okay yeah me too
@JudyCoxify5 жыл бұрын
Haven’t gotten there , *MENTALLY * *PREPARING *
@Vinderayz5 жыл бұрын
I’m preparing for this I haven’t seen it yet
@CaptainCrunchOfficial5 жыл бұрын
I’M NOT CRYING!YOU ARE!!!
@archie934 жыл бұрын
*sobbing in transgender acceptance*
@marcelajaimes31475 жыл бұрын
As a mom of a child who is questioning their gender. I want to say thank you for sharing your story. An wish you many blessing and happiness.
@ninaabruzzo36383 жыл бұрын
How's your kid doing?
@Lilith_goodevening3 жыл бұрын
You are a great mother 💕
@triciaivers25722 жыл бұрын
please always let your kid exprole themselves but make sure everything they do is safe and stuff like that
@pibbxxtra5 жыл бұрын
Puberty- Hey you know, that guy’s cute. Me- No he’s really not. Puberty- What about that girl? Me- HOLY FU-
@chillgilli32003 жыл бұрын
Sameeeee 😂
@thesnakiestboy55286 жыл бұрын
You: "Stay safe.. and drink some water." Me: Okay. *Gets up and gets myself some water* *DrInKs ThE wAtEr*
@kirachan15206 жыл бұрын
Dem tap water
@caffeinefallen6 жыл бұрын
yaaasss
@ok84996 жыл бұрын
@@caffeinefallen i TrIpEd Up ThE sTaIrS tO gEt mY wAtEr
@helicopterboat6 жыл бұрын
Me: HOW INSPIRING!!* also gets up and drinks some water*
@TeddyBear_83466 жыл бұрын
*rolled on the other side of the bed to drink water* Now I feel better
@avechopea22436 жыл бұрын
You can be trans and like feminine things, your gender doesn't mean you have to have to have a certain style. Be proud. :)
@dylanbullock57655 жыл бұрын
THANK YOOUUUUUUUUUU
@theamazing2invers1645 жыл бұрын
I agree
@RV-ff1kd5 жыл бұрын
So true!!! I'm bisexual and sometimes i act like a girl and two girl friends of mine said that i am not bisexual and that i am bisexual cause since 2019 i only talk about boys and that i know more things about make up than them. And another girl friend of mine said that i am what i want to be, and that if someone tells me that i am gay i should tell them thatvi am waht i want to be!
@yee-haw44415 жыл бұрын
Thanks...:)
@gachabanana76935 жыл бұрын
OMIGOD YESSS! everyones like, oh if ur trans FtM, you cant like pink. If ur trans MtF u cantlike sports and u HAVE to be femin.... Nuuuu
@prageruwu696 жыл бұрын
as another trans guy, i love this video so much the end of the video made me tear up, especially bc i have a really unaccepting dad thank you so much you are such an amazing person and i love you
@porchcollapse86126 жыл бұрын
Sammy w ur profile pic looks like Jayfeather
@itsblakelol6 жыл бұрын
I have one too. Agh im not alone for once #')
@inkyface_47296 жыл бұрын
I can say the same! But my parents are a lot more accepting, but I am scared of comming out as a Demigirl. My friendos know but this video is so relatable ;-;
@jarlock29695 жыл бұрын
I'm a transwoman who's built like a football player, and the parallels in your story really tugs on my heart strings. I hope you find what you are looking for and know that you are who you say you are, and nobody can make you be someone your not.
@jay81126 жыл бұрын
pax: "sasuke" auto-captions: "sauce is gay"
@mysecret62006 жыл бұрын
Yes
@caleblafevers44736 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@bluesword78786 жыл бұрын
saucecup and boruto's dad
@dexa66236 жыл бұрын
Yeah I'll have some gay on my chips.
@lunarsystem96626 жыл бұрын
Liking feminine things doesnt invalidate gender identity at all, fem boys are the best honesty! Live happy 💕
@thesnakiestboy55286 жыл бұрын
💛💚💛💚💛💚💛💚💛💚💛💚💛
@bubblesthekitty44236 жыл бұрын
Yay!!! Uwu femboys are cute in my opinion I’m actually on uwu just recently did my nails
@bubblesthekitty44236 жыл бұрын
@@fornow753 go hate someone else let us be happy uwu
@fornow7536 жыл бұрын
@@bubblesthekitty4423 shut up you white supremist go back to supporting the kkk your disgusting child
@urroyalbitchness70006 жыл бұрын
@@fornow753 you are being way to obvious with your trolling lolol
@pastelribbons7395 жыл бұрын
"You know, if that's your thing you can have a wife and 2.5 children" H O L D U P
@lillliebugg5 жыл бұрын
*W A I T*
@kyraatkins11965 жыл бұрын
2.5 children???????
@sourfrog42635 жыл бұрын
@@kyraatkins1196 just cut the 3rd baby in half and feed the other half to a dog
@kyraatkins11965 жыл бұрын
Sour Frog ok 👌
@ne88925 жыл бұрын
*Wait Hold up*
@aWERFRGT6545BGFG4 жыл бұрын
You sir are not filled with toxic masculinity, I respect you.
@hilarywillhoite90495 жыл бұрын
Puberty: Hey there, that guy is hot. Me: Mhm Puberty: But that girl is also hot. Me: *What?*
@yesphrog84465 жыл бұрын
You're bi
@dearlord32595 жыл бұрын
tedungi beulping or pan
@Mythicalwaters5 жыл бұрын
mE-
@cupid30785 жыл бұрын
Screams cause I'm a pan
@ohnah75915 жыл бұрын
*_Same except I grew up in a homophobic area so i was just like HELL NO I'M STRAIGHT-_* Now I'm coming out to random people on KZbin for being bi (like I just did-) because I mean why not no one cares so it won't bother anyone-
@nastyratking69766 жыл бұрын
*stay safe and drink some water*
@cnd3burrs-2705 жыл бұрын
Can I drink bleach?
@Julie-hk4hy5 жыл бұрын
• ChurroKiid • only if you save some for me
@crystalvitagliano63815 жыл бұрын
No. No bleach for any of you.
@maxbunny38175 жыл бұрын
Sit down and drink some puerile
@kbirby6 жыл бұрын
Pink and cute things are just that, cute, that doesnt mean feminine and trans guys and other non feminine peeps have ever right to like those things
@TamaoMizuki6 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I found this channel, because this story is so relatable to me and I'm glad I'm not the only one who is a trans guy and likes cute stuff. I always felt paranoid about it, like how I feel like a guy but I still like cute stuff. But by meeting other people with the same interests doesn't make me feel weird about it anymore, since a lot of people feels the same way so it's totally okay. :)
@wolflckle52356 жыл бұрын
Just because you like cute stuff doesn't mean you and to be trans
@metaaaanoiaaa34986 жыл бұрын
Cute things are persived as feminine. That is how it is
@wolflckle52356 жыл бұрын
That isn't true
@enviisyk6 жыл бұрын
I feel like his persona is a big heck you to gender roles
@swizzadamlize5 жыл бұрын
video about being a trans guy in the teens area: "I was like, essentially just tired gay boi" *damn same*
@davidarnold44305 жыл бұрын
"-or are just generally confused" Or do you mean *Gender-ly* confused
@RadPaxOfficial5 жыл бұрын
HECK
@carolpitchell995 жыл бұрын
Just why.
@trashnamedmax71184 жыл бұрын
I almost liked it, but it's at 420 likes and I can't bring myself to ruin it
@kurapikakurta19974 жыл бұрын
@@trashnamedmax7118 we can make the comment 6.9k. *do it.*
@cipherphillips42296 жыл бұрын
"Tired, feminine, gay, trans, boi, that used to hurt himself." that is mood. ✋😔👌
@justacityboybornandraisedi11646 жыл бұрын
trueee!
@tessakutesa32576 жыл бұрын
Huge mood
@catelinaplisetsky13396 жыл бұрын
Lonley Artist same but im a girl
@CaptainCrunchOfficial5 жыл бұрын
Pretty much same but I have not transitioned
@alessandraoliveri45285 жыл бұрын
Same but i'm questioning
@aq036 жыл бұрын
"I basically wanted to look really unappetizing to everybody" oH wOW that broke my heart but thank you for saying that because I finally found a sentence that fully explains my middle+high school experience (I'm also trans)
@RadPaxOfficial6 жыл бұрын
sometimes just.. looking "ugly" makes you feel better????? idk why
@aq036 жыл бұрын
@@RadPaxOfficial yup yup yup, when I was younger I didn't know a single thing about being trans but I knew I didn't like being feminine and always looked "ugly" by basically hiding my figure with pants+sweaters that were too big for me because I knew it I wouldn't draw to much attention in school (but that backfired since it caused a lot of arguments at home)... I'm 21 now and I still take a baggy sweater with me regardless of weather because I can't stand the thought of people having to look at my chest ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
@randomperson-rj2nx5 жыл бұрын
ME EVERYDAY!Tho.
@myriadsims76375 жыл бұрын
So am I
@franceskagriffith69635 жыл бұрын
Me too
@catboychemicals66305 жыл бұрын
This is insane... I watched this December of last year, and at that time I thought I was a lesbian, and I was dating a wonderful girl and we loved each other. About 3 months ago I figured out I was a trans male. I told my at the time girlfriend and she started crying. Turns out HE is the same way. We've been dating almost a year. Thank you, when I figured stuff out I only figured it out completely because this video had given me a full understanding of what being a trans guy meant.
@oddperson57263 жыл бұрын
Oh wow that’s awesome
@shinfren6 жыл бұрын
I personally think guys who are feminine are really cute--
@gachasoapy74476 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@nadian8485 жыл бұрын
Sameeeeeee
@sakari61955 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@tovafilms81305 жыл бұрын
YES
@rainbospud43165 жыл бұрын
Same
@danteXcrossing5 жыл бұрын
My current Mate came out to me that they are trans. And My love for them didnt change. I love them for who they are not what they are. And I dont want to just push them away because of it, If that is who they believe they are who am I to judge? They are the exact same person I love. Hate solves nothing.
@promisetobemyeuphoria59065 жыл бұрын
I wish i had a friend like you lol
@pyndr0p_5 жыл бұрын
You are an amazing person and I hope you get ALL the love in the worl because you are WORTHY
@MitchellNihil005 жыл бұрын
Out that on whisper not in the comment ❤💛💚💙💜
@whalecat80495 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU!
@ravenfrancis14765 жыл бұрын
It's not "what we believe we are", it's "what we are". Period.
@yami_mori6 жыл бұрын
I tried listening to this while I worked on some projects, and I bawled my eyes out when you said you were proud of everybody. I don't know why, it just hit me right in the feels. I needed to be told that today a lot more than I thought I did. Thank you.
@st4rz.of.perdition5 жыл бұрын
Me: I wish I could have been born a boy like I legit hate my body Friend: Transition is an option Me: W A I T ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰᵃᵗˀ
@sandaynur48323 жыл бұрын
Me too 😅
@Vipanen033 жыл бұрын
Literally me, like I just hated being a girl and hoped I could be a boy and when I heard it was possible I was like "wait it is?" And now I'm trans
@mochinoopbros74546 жыл бұрын
I hated it when people said "yOuR a wOmaN nOw". It annoys me alot
@alexblake21226 жыл бұрын
Not trans but I am not straight, when I complained to my grandma about the menstrual cycle she said *and I quote* "You have the ability to give life, it's a gift from god." I have never been more furious at her in my life. My first thought was literally "I'm fucking gay, I don't NEED a period."
@alexblake21226 жыл бұрын
and the idea of having kids disgusts me anyways so thats another thing
@mochinoopbros74546 жыл бұрын
@@alexblake2122 same with me, I dont like the idea of children either
@saltynoodle48856 жыл бұрын
Alex Blake it’s not like you can change it lol you’re complaining that you’re having a period, and saying that you don’t need kids but many people do you rely on straight couples to have kids that fit your sexuality soo.
@graygam6 жыл бұрын
It's scary that that reminds me of "yOuR a WiZaRd NoW"
@heliodotust6 жыл бұрын
Awh, the drawing is so cute!
@dengosodawg6 жыл бұрын
TheDragonRiolu ikr! His sona is adorable
@queenloonie6 жыл бұрын
yes just because your transgender or gay or lesbien dosnt mean you have to suffer, im sooo proud that you didn't end it all, your also a strong person for going through all this, dealing with this your a hero. you deserve wayyyyy more followers.. for that, say helo to a new subscriber
@liofotiafan94606 жыл бұрын
Or bi
@g.briella6 жыл бұрын
Titeka F Well, if you’re gonna say that, might as well include every other one.
@liofotiafan94606 жыл бұрын
@@g.briella :v
@margaretrodgers50765 жыл бұрын
🌹Roses are red🌹 💙Pepsi cans are blue💙 🏳️🌈You are trans🏳️🌈 🤗And we support you!🤗
@Poker27354 жыл бұрын
Aaaay! Respect! ✊
@lilratdude4 жыл бұрын
thank you for saying Pepsi cans instead of violets. flippin violets are violet
@milkybuttercream47624 жыл бұрын
Thanks for respect :D
@drewmiller88254 жыл бұрын
This made me cry
@Arcania95164 жыл бұрын
Can Pepsi actually be blue?!
@SpringBonnie-js3jh5 жыл бұрын
Cis male: *wears makeup* People: "yess, you're doing great I love it on you"👌 Trans male: *wears makeup* People: *"CIS-PICIOUS"* No, it shouldn't be that way. Trans guys are males, so there shouldn't be a difference :)
@spaceygalaxy7765 жыл бұрын
No they aren't
@Sayyaa25255 жыл бұрын
@@spaceygalaxy776 what do you mean
@mikeoxsmull37575 жыл бұрын
Bro I am a wrestler with a mullet and with a 17 inch punisher and have muscles like John Cena and I do not have any feminine factors but I call myself female so should I be allowed to fight women cause it's not more different than a hairy strong woman right?
@itskass31465 жыл бұрын
I think guys with makeup are fabulous, trans guys are just regular guys, they can rock makeup as much as the next dude lol
@Robb36365 жыл бұрын
@@mikeoxsmull3757 No, because you don't have a female brain, and brain scans would show your male shaped brain, with a lower density left frontal lobe, a larger hypothalamus, etc. Stop it with the bullshit. No one thinks you're funny mullet-man.
@morningstar..5 жыл бұрын
I went through the lesbian phase before I realized I liked boys too. I'm trying to base my look off of what Jack Stauber sounds like. If that makes sense. I just think it's unique. And I too am smol.
@xandavidson18455 жыл бұрын
Ah a Jack Stauber fan I see you’re a person of culture.
@miketns22124 жыл бұрын
yea, old comment ik. but still, yeah i can relate to this, i also thought i was a lesbian until like 4 months ago. now I've come to the realization that I'm a trans guy!
@abababab84763 жыл бұрын
i thought i was a few years ago and i realized very recently that i liked guys as well lmao
@smalllittlerabbit16936 жыл бұрын
I'm a transgender male as well, I never came out to any of my friends but my online ones... I have a fear of losing everyone I love. I feel so horrible knowing that it will probably never will tell anyone irl. But my online friends are so supportive. I'm greatful to have them. I hope you are doing well!
@BigBoy-ds5nn6 жыл бұрын
keep going man,keep going man.
@whoamiaboi95716 жыл бұрын
Same.. But I’m a Bi Gorl uwu Ive always been Bi since kindergarten- owo ..
@alastortheradiodemon69986 жыл бұрын
Hey, if you wanna come out to your irl friends then do so! The LGBTQIA+ community is right here supportin' ya!
@getmoldy6 жыл бұрын
i believe in u dude!! (nice profile pic btw :))
@CaptainCrunchOfficial5 жыл бұрын
You should come out eventually but if you don’t want to yet then you don’t have to
@Nova-gh9hx3 жыл бұрын
i feel you about the hair. Everyone constantly talks about how long and “pretty” it is and how “people would k*ll for your hair/body” and it makes you feel like it’s your only worth. I’m so proud of you for how far you’ve come man. 💛
@confettiveda24606 жыл бұрын
_Hi, pansexual goober here. I was listening to the video while drawing and I was just enjoying your story so much and happily listening and then... when you said how proud you are of everyone, I started crying?? I just felt this spike of warmth because I kind of realized that "Hey, I actually am doing a pretty good job of not jumping off the end or letting the things around me eat me whole." Like, my life isn't absolutely terrible, but there's always the things that happen the push a little too hard. Like when the people who promised me unconditional love when I was born slowly but surely get funny ways of showing it. It's been a while since someone's sounded so legitimately proud of me? Like I said, not absolutely terrible, but I more or less can't wait to get out of here._ _I just wanna say thanks, dude.
@mere53806 жыл бұрын
amy small Thank you, for writing this comment, a thank you from a fellow Pansexual.
@rosepeterson66266 жыл бұрын
Same here, thanks for writing such a great and relatable comment! Also pansexual goober is me in a nutshell 💗💛💙
@bluusonn6 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this comment! -from another fellow pansexual 💖💙💛
@mcspence43476 жыл бұрын
hello fellow pans :3
@livingsalami65296 жыл бұрын
So many pans welcome to the kitchen im pan too 💖💛💙
@ugandansquirrel16326 жыл бұрын
“Tired gay boy” *THIS IS LITERALLY ME I SWEAR*
@ugandansquirrel16326 жыл бұрын
yay, I got a like from the Holy King,...... or, Holy Queen? jk
@animelover50996 жыл бұрын
I’m a tired TRANS gay boy...
@Eli-yk2yi6 жыл бұрын
@@animelover5099 ok but your username and the trans gay boy fit me perfectly.
@maddoxd31936 жыл бұрын
Yessssssssssss
@legendarycrusaderholyman4306 жыл бұрын
WhyAmIHere 6107 let’s not bring holy into this bruh
@gae64956 жыл бұрын
When someone calls me a boy I feel like I’ve been complemented or someone is like I got you bro it’s just really happy feeling and you don’t know why until you know why
@damiens_6 жыл бұрын
!!
@damiens_6 жыл бұрын
I can feel this in my soul
@gae64956 жыл бұрын
Damien Signes EXACTLY
@frogeeejump90146 жыл бұрын
Don’t worry. I got chu :)
@rulerzreachf4n2006 жыл бұрын
Your username is literally me. (I love David so much. Seriously. I. Love. Him.)
@wannabe83685 жыл бұрын
My brain: hey that girl is cute Me: yeah I know My brain: so is that guy Me: ok yeah? My brain: holy crap every one is cute Me: oh shiz I’m Pansexual
@gamingtomusic63675 жыл бұрын
I am transgender mtf and I am glad you are alive to this day 😊 and this is my first time watching your videos have a good pride month 😊
@sageywagey66685 жыл бұрын
I bet you’re beautiful! Remember to love yourself bb :3
@buckets136 жыл бұрын
You kind of sound like a more masculine version of Pidge from Voltron!
@oopsmygaynessisshowingagai96046 жыл бұрын
YES OMG
@justacityboybornandraisedi11646 жыл бұрын
that's what I was thinking!
@ApoIIogetic6 жыл бұрын
Yoooo just noticed! Thanks
@styxmacniven22366 жыл бұрын
rainyboi YES!! *VIRTUAL-HIGH-FIVE* Fandom squad
@personnotfound42576 жыл бұрын
Yessss
@aminishnamedvaati5 жыл бұрын
5th grade me: I dont want to go through puberty. Puberty: Hi 5th grade Me: Fine, I guess I have to deal with y- Dysphoria: Hi 5th grade Me: Wait a minute, who are you-
@mouse36172 Жыл бұрын
Lol
@MarzZeekmm6 жыл бұрын
Legit started crying near the end. This video is so fucking inspiring and I thank you for making it. As a fellow trans male, this video really spoke to me and it was so nice to hear the things that not even my best friends will say to me. "It is so worth it to keep going." Once again, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
@MarzZeekmm6 жыл бұрын
@@RadPaxOfficial thank you, same to you xoxo
@blazeshadowanimates31626 жыл бұрын
@@RadPaxOfficial hi
@Andrea-yw8mk6 жыл бұрын
This is a very comforting video. I admire you. I'm Bisexual and I haven't come out to my family it, but I'm hoping one day I can
@DreamyFlowerz6 жыл бұрын
Me too! ^^
@kittymuffin68326 жыл бұрын
I believe in you 🌺
@fuckwit1076 жыл бұрын
Me too, but I came out a few months ago. They were really accepting, but they still seem touchy and awkward about the subject. My mum took me to Glasgow Pride though!
@DreamyFlowerz6 жыл бұрын
@@fuckwit107 Wooow you're so lucky! I'm proud of you for coming out
@fuckwit1076 жыл бұрын
@@DreamyFlowerz thank you so much! I think my parents kinda suspected it before anyway, lol
@maki53656 жыл бұрын
18:07 - 19:06 okay, just the way you said this... it's just so amazing, I super glad youtube recommended your video to me since...I came out to my dad yesterday after years of trauma when my mother told me that being lgbt is a sickness and so may gross things... My dad still cannot accept that I prefer girls, but I know he's doing his best and he loves me. Also, I'm so happy that there are people like you. I love you too, just for being yourself and your kind words that made my day ♥ and if anyone's reading it, stay strong! I am with you!
@DannyGeezus6 жыл бұрын
Makiuch I hope things get better ❤️
@Un_Mango_6 жыл бұрын
Makiuch I love your confidence and that you're super strong! My parents found out that I like girls and they went nuts. They were telling me "it's just a phase!" I ignored them… months later I came out to my siblings (which accept me). I told them I was stuck in the wrong body, and that I am a boy… They said that I'd grow out of this phase. And I feel alone. I really appreciate your braveness
@maki53656 жыл бұрын
@@Un_Mango_ aww.. i am with you... you may not know me, but i'm glad that you're still here. Things are hard sometimes, but i do believe that in the end, everything will be alright! Let's just, stick with people who accept us the way we are! I think you're amazing
@verninas73026 жыл бұрын
Hope everything gets better!!💜💜 (I purple you!!)
@aprilflowers92146 жыл бұрын
Lolz I'm eleven, pansexual and trigender and my mom is "fine" with gay, lesbian ect. love because love is love but when I come out as trigender I'm going to get my @$$ disowned even though I think it's just a phase....yup life
@jfaux74335 жыл бұрын
Puberty: "ok so you're going to like this guy." Me: What can go wrong? Puberty: "but you're also going to like your best friend." Me: **chokes on sweet tea** but she's a girl! Puberty: "ahhh yes but she's bi."
@jay81126 жыл бұрын
tbh i dont care about how your character is "pink" and "cutesy" because i have a female oc who looks masculine with very masculine features and likes. like... WHO TF CARES??
@enviisyk6 жыл бұрын
Art _ mation ikr like fuhk gender roles
@jay81126 жыл бұрын
@@enviisyk yersh
@DrPsychotic6 жыл бұрын
Same, none of that really matters, whats really important is that your just being yourself, you don't need to fall perfectly into one of the 2 slots. Personally I'm a trans girl (Only recently self accepting tho) and I'm not a huge fan of makeup, I'm a gaming nerd and as for style, I hope to develop a mixture of cute things but I'm still okay with just a normal old T shirt and pants, and honestly I'm pretty okay with my current voice, I used to think that if I'm going to be trans I NEED to make everything pink, and like only wear cute clothes and always wear makeup and I even thought I might need to give up my desired career of a youtube gamer, but I dont need to do that, I can just be me, and thats whats really important. (Sorry I kinda went on a bit of a rant there, sometimes a train of thought triggers and I just need to say it all) TLDR Just be yourself.
@augustoxymoron39186 жыл бұрын
Pink is actually a pretty masculine colour if you think about it.
@jay81126 жыл бұрын
@@DrPsychotic hello fellow trans! and i agree with you. i still like wearing baggy clothes that are more the feminine style. as for my voice, it's the same thing. im pretty comfortable with my voice as far as how it sounds when i talk since its already pretty deep. you dont have to give up everything you love to be fixed into a gender role, cuz tbh its already pretty wrecked by now :/
@aneurysm29085 жыл бұрын
Me: *chilling in the hallway at school with one of my guy friends who I came out to already* Me thinking: *"Oh,that girl's kinda cute"* My friend:Hey,bro, that girl's kinda cute! Me: *spits out all my water*
@rissiuniverse20725 жыл бұрын
Time to stab him 37 times in the chest and remind him you're legally a yandere. UwU (Jk lol)
@boredrat25735 жыл бұрын
I dont get the joke(no hate) But can someone explain it to me
@animelover50996 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much... I’ve been struggling with my sexuality for so long... and you just gave me all the confidence I need to finally say... I’m a gay trans boy and DAMN proud of it. Thank you so much I will always think of you whenever the worlds getting me down. Stay proud, be loud and never let anyone tell you how you’re“ supposed to be”.🏳️🌈
@animelover50996 жыл бұрын
PS I couldn’t stop crying when he said “I’m proud of you”
@thatonedude41406 жыл бұрын
Yay to u I’m proud
@fornow7536 жыл бұрын
Disgust
@fornow7536 жыл бұрын
Horrible
@fornow7536 жыл бұрын
No one cares about you
@frosticlechillblade40285 жыл бұрын
Me: what’s the deal with liking people like wot? Puberty: hi Me: hmmmmmmmm DaMn My best friend: i’m a lesbian puberty: AHHHHHHHHHHH Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH the end i’m bi.
@calvin32065 жыл бұрын
Puberty hitting me in fifth grade: So that guy right theres really cute Me: Uh huh. Puberty: Nah JK I know you're staring at that girl Me, a female: *What?*
@ssip73395 жыл бұрын
Lol same
@vanessaparnell4665 жыл бұрын
Stolen.
@calvin32065 жыл бұрын
@@vanessaparnell466 no its not. I literally came up with this. Believe what you want ma'am.
@TheOneAndOnlyPookster5 жыл бұрын
*same*
@poopypantsmcgee125 жыл бұрын
Yaaaas
@sheppin_6 жыл бұрын
Honestly I think your voice is actually pretty gender neutral
@electromad63856 жыл бұрын
I'm about to be honest here (like it or not, but think before hating or loving) I honestly immediatly thought she/he was a girl because of her voice ... It sounds more girly than boy...y Although your vid kinda helped me understand trans-people (but I can't really understand why you want to change your gender) Plus I don't really understand why some people (example, you said you thought you were lesbian ... but you see yourself as (are ?) a boy ... it confuses me)
@dannyslemonade9766 жыл бұрын
Laurent Marchiani it seems like they use he/him. I’d recommend doing more research into this subject but I’ll give you some base level information: Trans people are born with gender dysphoria- something that makes them dysphoric about their body and/or social treatment (like pronouns) It’s not really a choice to transition since gender dysphoria is usually quite strong and can lead to depression ect which makes transitioning (the current treatment for gender dysphoria) a need. There’s research that shows this is due to a difference in brains but we cannot be sure yet. About his voice it’s due to not taking hormone treatment (in this case testosterone) due to health problems. For your last comment I’m assuming he’s still not sure of his sexuality or bisexual (attracted to both genders) and the term lesbian means women attracted to women which doesn’t seem like it describes him.
@villainapologist6 жыл бұрын
they sound like a girl
@electromad63856 жыл бұрын
@@dannyslemonade976 thank you for this comment, will do some research in my free time !
@kactkaii86836 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@kaiwithak296 жыл бұрын
I am not Trans, but i have related problems. Earlier in the year, I cut my long hair to a "boyish" cut, which caused my peers to label me the trans or gay kid. That upset me because they should not determine that for me. I got tons of hate so I moved schools. I am doing much my better. It was amazing to hear your story Pax.
@hollylolly29856 жыл бұрын
I used to have long hair too but I cut mine short like you
@princess_fwog14626 жыл бұрын
I have long hair, but at one point I cut it because I thought it looked cute! And it did with my baby face, but now I'm growing it out~! Might change my mind and cut it again, or to something more shorter. It's pretty long, and after a nights sleep, it's untameable....
@ayeronair6 жыл бұрын
Werido With A Fringe I love your profile picture sooo much uwu
@rat_magician6 жыл бұрын
@Felicity Honan I've been shaving the side of my head for almost 4 years and only heard compliments from other people
@kaiwithak296 жыл бұрын
@@ayeronair :) thank you!
@_cetinqqxx5 жыл бұрын
10:39 Me: *I SMELL A SUPERNATURAL REFERENCE THAT PROBABLY WASN’T INTENDED, but whatever.*
@fyreign3 жыл бұрын
I don't get the reference, can you enlighten me? I absolutely love Supernatural lol
@highbloodpressure24765 жыл бұрын
Dude, I'm being very honest. You have the PERFECT emo voice, hands down! Keep being who you are, and if they judge, screw 'em.
@federicaguzzon77036 жыл бұрын
"If you dont like lgbt people...just...just go...this isnt for u,go get some water" lmao same
@Uloveeverglow5 жыл бұрын
ARMY
@fuzzbone5 жыл бұрын
Jungkook's girlfriend Army shut up
@baldkiwi4445 жыл бұрын
@@fuzzbone hey daniel, i saw you in a jojo video before
@chloeschmidt10105 жыл бұрын
I marched in the pride parade yesterday, and there were protesters. They disgusted me. Luckily there were only like eight out of the thousands of people that were there so...
@micapowder12215 жыл бұрын
ArtisticGaming I was gonna say that!
@kayzero83666 жыл бұрын
One of my best friends is lesbian and more than half of my friends are gay or bisexual and they are the best people I know and they mean the world to me they help me with my mental health issues and I help them with depression LGBTQ people reading this you are loved by someone so don't feel lonely
@DarkWolf-qo7qo6 жыл бұрын
Spoderman is back bitch I cryed reading that comment. I'm only 14 I'm Bi (possibly pan) I have Depression and Anxiety and have alot of LGBTQ+ friends and some non LGBTQ+ friends.
@rottenmilkcarton6 жыл бұрын
Im lesbian
@theaudienceofdeath63806 жыл бұрын
Spoderman is back bitch same I love them ❤️
@artyz78516 жыл бұрын
@@DarkWolf-qo7qo to be honest, i dont really understand what being pansexual means
@grimwolf25006 жыл бұрын
I know like most of my friends are gay, lesbian, bie, and I'm trans and they are the most important people in my life
@mercurymoonn5 жыл бұрын
I like rewatching this video sometimes because your voice is just so calming to me I just can't put my finger on it, but your voice is so reassuring.
@micapowder12215 жыл бұрын
Don’t be sorry for low self esteem. I have it too, from years and years of bullying. It’s not your fault, so it’s nothing to be sorry about! You’re amazing, you’re awesome, you’re valid
@maddie59005 жыл бұрын
as somebody just starting down this road (mtf), it's surreal having hings that i'm dealing with be put into words by somebody else. Genuinely: thank you, this helped. i hope you have a wonderful day/year/life, have some tea or something you wonderful person! you deserve it! :)
@ronny_fkn_nose88596 жыл бұрын
I'mma send this lovely video to my trans friend, and then spam him with love, because he's so amazing.
@chenleschildsupport42686 жыл бұрын
Damn I wish I had friends like this
@sasha.r136 жыл бұрын
@@chenleschildsupport4268 godammit same
@blurredbandito16 жыл бұрын
honestly as a trans guy myself, i wish i could have a friend like you, he must be so lucky
@sock_boy5 жыл бұрын
Pink Yellow Blue THATS ALL I DO I am pan That's the plan ❤️💛💙
@katykillerandthesuspects13805 жыл бұрын
Me to a T
@IdontKnow-rq7rf5 жыл бұрын
Endigo_ Artz same 👌
@oscarfire38675 жыл бұрын
You like frying pans?
@lillliebugg5 жыл бұрын
Me too dude
@Penguin_Animates5 жыл бұрын
💖💛💙 and I'm a trans boi :3
@deaargraavity6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for telling us your gender, I was confused and didnt wanna get it wrong.
@themoss53876 жыл бұрын
Yes! I was confused on what to call you and what your pronouns are, but i was too embarrased to ask!
@TamaoMizuki6 жыл бұрын
Actually same, before this video I didn't know if artist is he or she cuz this voice can belong to both genders.
@crystalvitagliano63815 жыл бұрын
RedPax: goes on rant of being worthy of love Me, someone who needed that; *starts tearing up* PREACH!!
@idk80765 жыл бұрын
TOKOYAMI... ITS REALLY YOU
@crystalvitagliano63815 жыл бұрын
TG Gaming in the feathers!
@idk80765 жыл бұрын
SENPAI NOTICED ME!!
@crystalvitagliano63815 жыл бұрын
TG Gaming of course.
@idk80765 жыл бұрын
Jokes aside u r my favourite character in the anime and I'm watching memes about it as I type this... Revelry in the dark
@delirious_deviation5 жыл бұрын
You know you talking about this made me feel a bit better and I hope you know you are awesome
@riverrat77435 жыл бұрын
This video is the very first I saw from this person and I love it. The music, the speedpaint, and the story that was told. I can relate to some things but I can also see another side, since I'm not Trans. Good job to RadPax and I'm glad you overcame the obstacles thrown at you(plus you earned a new subscriber ^^).
@dewdrop1015 жыл бұрын
When you said “I’m so glad that you’re alive”, I literally almost cried... T^T Edit: thnx so much for the like RadPax!!! ^ ^ Also thank you for this video, it really helped me a lot and made me feel so much better about myself
@mochabear87226 жыл бұрын
Something that bothers me is that the most stupid videos put together in 2 minutes used as click bait have more views than this well put together, inspiring video that probably took forever. You don't do click bait, and once I saw this video, I quickly subscribed.
@marisamann2206 жыл бұрын
icefawn same
@creehd3276 жыл бұрын
Hey, this- as someone from the south, who is also a trans boy, I very much understand the struggle and unfairness of being trans. I have a supportive family, and incredible friends, but the environment I'm being raised in is not even close to accepting, it's very difficult, but people like us, we are stronger than the naked eye can see. You're strong for getting through the turmoil, and of course, we will always have to deal with the burden of being trans, but it does get better. The way I see things is that, we can power through the hardship to live the life those who didnt make it, cant have. You're very strong and this video is so inspiring that you for making it for people like us to know we arent alone.
@birbtweettweet37626 жыл бұрын
i live in this exact same environment except i know 0 people who are accepting of it.. ;w;””
@furretch6 жыл бұрын
@@birbtweettweet3762 rip I'm a trans girl and I am accepting of it and so is my family and friends
@alexandria5921 Жыл бұрын
i have always felt uncomfortable with my body, no matter how many time i tell my mother she buys me a dress or gets me a nail appointment. i had never felt so sad with all my traumatic times, but one time when i went to tell my mother she had went through my phone and called me a lesbian. she said that since i was missing my trans sister so i was a lesbian. but even then she had said that it was all in my head and itll go away. As if it was a sickness...i have never talked about it since but your story is amazing and helps. i hope you and whoever is reading this is accepted and feels worthy of love, have a great 2024
@shushanon16716 жыл бұрын
this was absolutely inspiring to watch, you've been through so much, ups and downs, lefts and rights. and i truly believe you'll become the happiest dude on earth, i hope nothing but the best for you, keep fighting 💕 xoxo
@davidrutitsky95186 жыл бұрын
I cant be a tired gay boy just a regular one because of all the caffeine i consume Seriously call an ambulance I have a problem But dont actually Mabye do it
@DannyGeezus6 жыл бұрын
Me right now
@thepostman73566 жыл бұрын
Eat chocolate covered coffee beans instead
@davidrutitsky95186 жыл бұрын
@@thepostman7356 lol
@inactivioli6 жыл бұрын
420 what'cha smokin'?
@nerfff59646 жыл бұрын
Same tbh monster energy is my bloodstream
@imevie9306 жыл бұрын
_up to that point I was just a slug_ *I can relate* But I love this video and well done for doing this😃
@kathradyne68015 жыл бұрын
I'm still a slug.
@thecluckster39084 жыл бұрын
The good thing is that people have changed. Legit I had a trans boy in my class and no one disliked him.
@MemeProphet6 жыл бұрын
I am not trans, but I have a bad case of BPD, and I relate to a lot of this. This made me cry, but thats a good thing, like in a good way. Maybe I can be loved one day too.
@crossingtube64936 жыл бұрын
The Zircus YOU WILL BE LOVED I PROMISE
@cromeg57966 жыл бұрын
The Zircus you will find someone. everyone deserves to be loved, no matter what, never doubt that you deserve love
@cryotics90136 жыл бұрын
If this gives you any hope... I also have BPD, last year I was a terrible person, I was just so toxic and horrible and it was because of this mental illness. Then I met my current boyfriend, 3 months into our relationship he broke down crying because I was hurting him and that's when I decided I wanted to change. I've now been with him for 9 months and I am a much healthier and happier person. I feel so good about myself and it took a lot of work but it was so worth it. No matter what anyone tells you it can get better and even with BPD you can be loved and you can have healthy long lasting relationships/friendships. I promise you, it can get better
@TheGum5255 жыл бұрын
Even though I’m not trans, this video had so many relatable moments and sentiments. I’m happy to hear you’re recovering and finding your own family and happiness!
@smdluva5 жыл бұрын
**Me walks in hall of school** **cute short girl walks MINDING her own business** Me:aww she’s adorable!!^^*heart beats faster* Me:..... Me:wait I-
@soyamilk50825 жыл бұрын
Me during my summer camp: Me:*sees a super cute and funny girl, befriends her and starts crushing on her* Also me: nO hOmO rIgHt?
@twiw52073 жыл бұрын
Mines beating fast just thinking about it 😭
@S2MiaS26 жыл бұрын
I'm in a very dark place right now and trying to figure a bunch of stuff out and that helped lots. Thanks dude... That video is important
@yourfriendlychuuyalover5 жыл бұрын
RadPax: "That relationship got very very toxic so.. YEET" Literally ME.
@babyspatter60755 жыл бұрын
Ellie Gacha 2 that describes why I broke up with my girlfriend sjskskks
@gabedadawg55935 жыл бұрын
That describes how i never had a relationship with anyone
@jax89166 жыл бұрын
*2.5 children*
@alexlozano25606 жыл бұрын
HOW CAN YOU HAVE HALF A CHILD😂
@reiphas6 жыл бұрын
I will not die until I have 2.5 children. I'll born three and... I dunno, cut one's legs off or something. And when I die I'll go to Hell.
@DD-oo4sg6 жыл бұрын
_WHERE IS TIMMY’S OTHER HALF?_
@PhantomCatcus6 жыл бұрын
THIS COMMENT SCARES ME
@colegensey18766 жыл бұрын
"Where did Billy's other half go?" "Honey did you try to make Billy a half child, you know you can't do that!"
@ConsciousTaleError5 жыл бұрын
I am a Transgender Male. People often call me cute and just constantly telling me...female which made me uncomfortable and unwanted. So I was in the same spot, as you can see from my profile pic. I normally tell people I’m a He and they’re like “But you’re a girl!” I have to say I’m trans male over and over again which is tiring. Anyway yeah. Not alone ^^
@bongocat91566 жыл бұрын
Thank you for having the courage to put this out there! I know the struggle, but this was truely beautiful
@trocy31746 жыл бұрын
I'm not trans but I feel like a guy isn't the best thing for me but neither is a girl so I'm going to be a non-bianary. Thank you, this was really uplifting
@alx87166 жыл бұрын
you cant be a non binary. you are or you are not. so maybe you dont realised it now. i dont want to offend but you shouldnt say "im going to be"
@Starlightsuper-nova6 жыл бұрын
Thats how i discovered i was NB too, i didnt feel very feminine nor masculine and when i discovered NB was allowed i felt so much more comfortable.
@user-js7kb5fe7v6 жыл бұрын
You cant be trans without gender dysphoria lmao
@magical_spirit_wolf6 жыл бұрын
@@user-js7kb5fe7v non-binary is an exception even though it's under the trans umbrella
@6luelights26 жыл бұрын
@@user-js7kb5fe7v exactly
@FauxByte6 жыл бұрын
Im screaming cause I though you were just a younge cis male What the heck