i really respect your vulnerability and reflection, truly, it's not easy to "give ourselves permisson" to be so helplessly yet beautifully human. as an incoming tree (wooo) it's comforting to see someone who's made it out of freshman year mostly intact, and best of luck on your continued journey :))
@jackieliuart2 жыл бұрын
ahhh welcome to the farm! 🥳 thank you so much, and good luck to you too ❤️
@Animate4Cel2 жыл бұрын
Advice for time code 30:03..." I think I want to be an artist!" Great! I've been a professional artist for 22 years and get a lot of parents asking me how their child can be an artist. I tell them the same thing each time...Major in art BUT double major in business. If you can learn how to sell your art, the world is your oyster. It's easier to cry in a Jaguar than to cry in a cardboard box. Good luck!
@pretentioussystem2 жыл бұрын
Sooo true! Whatever you do it needs to be mixed with she good business and economics understanding and there is a higher chance that many of your dreams will become true 🙂 Your comment is the most useful I find!
@Animate4Cel2 жыл бұрын
@@pretentioussystem Thank you!
@bangtwitterandtwicetagram8302 жыл бұрын
This is EXACTLY what I plan to do in college! Good to know I’m on the right track! 💖
@Annie-pn4jo2 жыл бұрын
My ADHD brain doesn't have the patience to watch a 15 second TikTok, yet I can watch your videos for hours on hours with eyes glued to the screen... You're character and ideas are beyond creative, ingenious, and out of this world Jackie!
@katmartinez7212 жыл бұрын
I wish I could like this a thousand times, Keep being you!! Your fearlessness in being openly vulnerable is beyond admirable
@jackieliuart2 жыл бұрын
🥹🥹💕💕
@subaruu43892 жыл бұрын
I hold a true and honest admiration for how you take brutal honesty, and shape it into a captivating story formed by your own experiences. These videos are truly heartbreaking for those like me who have wanted to believe that life is perfect and exact, but your stories open my eyes. Life is a horrible yet majestic concept, and seeing it through other people is an eye opening realization that it's not all about you. Your videos have helped me realize that, and I am forever grateful for your content and your devotion. Also, this is probably one of my favorite art pieces, ngl. ilysm
@alexjones85212 жыл бұрын
watching this as someone who is about to start a fine art degree at my dream uni, you are always someone who verbalises their thoughts so well. I am so eternally inspired by you!
@alexjones85212 жыл бұрын
omg you are choosing art yay my heart swells for you!
@jackieliuart2 жыл бұрын
ahhh good luck you're gonna kill it!! and thank you so so much 🥺🥰
@alexjones85212 жыл бұрын
@@jackieliuart ahh thank u so much!!! I’m gonna summon that courage you share and hope it’ll go well xx
@ClaimClam2 жыл бұрын
Congrats, the new AI technology is opening up so many moew opportunities in art, will be fun to learn
@personified35006 сағат бұрын
You seem like such a cool person, like the way you talk shows your sense of humor, and you seem so down to earth. You’re also super talented ❤
@moonlight_YR216 Жыл бұрын
Everytime. Before watching this video. I feel like. I need to sleep. But still have so much work. No motivation. So. KZbin. This girl's video. Saved me. So. Thank you, Jackie.
@janvihuria16232 жыл бұрын
hearing the level of your introspection is always a joy. so excited to support you forever and always
@jackieliuart2 жыл бұрын
love you so much janvi 🥺💕
@elmfao18242 жыл бұрын
The part where you mentioned that you were rewarded for your harmful behaviors hit me so hard. I also have OCD and I feel like it makes it that much more difficult to unlearn them.
@cpl_2 жыл бұрын
You’re vulnerability in your art has helped me to be less afraid to do the same in my own. Your art is also so amazing too.
@juliafcmc30152 жыл бұрын
You always make beautiful pieces but at this moment in my life this one hits different, makes me feel full in a way. I’m glad you decided to post this video despite the difficulties, it touched me in a way I wasn’t prepared for. Keep being true to yourself, it’s totally worth it 💖💖
@jackieliuart2 жыл бұрын
i can't tell you how much this means to me ❤️❤️❤️
@graaceie Жыл бұрын
I have traumatized myself by guilting myself about “using my education to the max bc ur father could barely go to school as a poor immigrant” and just generally beating myself up on being successful bc my parents have worked so hard and are pouring any spare penny into my college fund and it just never feels like I’m working hard enough.
@prexytheartist2 жыл бұрын
Love your painting and I really love how you tackle different heavy topics on your art. Sometimes, it is okay to grow, losing something and gaining something in the process. Understanding the self brings more essence to everything: life, death, and art. ❣
@noxave30092 жыл бұрын
Jackie, I just want to let you know you are one of my -- if not my absolute -- favorite creator. Both on this platform and as a creator of beautiful art. I've been a long-time viewer of your content and your work, your writing, and your poetic way with words is astounding. I'm not one to pity people so don't take this that way, but I'm really sorry about all the things you have to go through as both an asian and an artist with profound paintings. It's honestly hard to believe how hateful a single person can be. However, you inspire me so much to just turn away; not ignoring it, just acknowledging it and moving on. I've delt with a lot of what you have over the years, although I am white, so it's a little easier on me. I'm nonbinary and I also worked a lot with art in the past, though I don't plan on pursuing a major or anything like that in art. I'm actually aiming for top 3 in my class so that I can get scholarships to MIT to study neurobiology and computer science. But enough about me, this is about you after all. Jackie Liu, you are the most talented, inspiring, thoughtful and poetic artist I have ever met (as much as I can "meet" you because you don't know me lol). You're going to be so successful and you have a beautifully bright future. I only hope to be as talented as you one day. As a closing note, I hope you realize how many people you inspire each day and how much positivity you promote in the world. Your work with controversial topics really shines light on things that not many people think about and helps them understand the issues of the modern day. I don't even have to hope that you'll be successful and happy one day because I 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 that you'll be. Thank you for spreading so many beautiful words and making the world a better place. You are quite literally the epitome of intelligence in its most beautiful form. From a junior in highschool, hoping to one day be as good with really big words as you are :)
@berrybunny022 жыл бұрын
Hi Jackie :) I am currently in my freshman year of college currently undecided but taking courses in art. I completely relate to the "gaslighting yourself" because I thought art wasn't truly a career and my family thought it was not a real career so It left me stuck. still figuring out what I want to do. I do enjoy animating and art but still undecided.
@saralusia53372 жыл бұрын
I honestly love your videos and how self aware you are! I wish I had a friend like you
@ClaireArt2 жыл бұрын
you are not 'mid', you're amazing!
@p1nkwhitady2 жыл бұрын
tysm for all you do
@nidhirao14892 жыл бұрын
i cant put into words how much this video resonated with me and helped me. just know that your vulnerability is so powerful and incredible and that so many others are struggling through similar experiences. beautiful video :')
@rosebud03912 жыл бұрын
It's very easy to go without knowing something when eternal aspects of life reward them. Kind of like how we reward people with ED in a society that glorifies smaller bodies. Good on you for coming to this realization and wanting to work on it even if aspects of it are appealing to society at large. We are all a work in progress.
@Ranasabia4202 жыл бұрын
Idk why this made me cry you inspire me to actually do more art I stopped cuz of the problems I face you made me understand I can make those problems into art
@taylorkrajnik98192 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this piece. Such a beautiful concept!
@UnholyQuantumChicken2 жыл бұрын
Shiat i feel like you're that one friend that actually knows how to relate, and is fun to hang out with.
@mitskilover4life2 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for sharing so many vulnerable aspects of your life. you are incredibly well-versed and i really admire not only your skills as an artist but you as a person
@wtmnagios17932 жыл бұрын
It's hard to know how to start, and my words aren't adequate. This video is utterly engaging on multiple levels. Your artwork is wonderful--very beautifully crafted, visually engaging and fascinatingly representational. Layered on the art is your video production, which is phenomenal. The flow and timing are incredible. Applying gloss to your painting might be a relatively mundane process, but you make it fascinating, holding the viewer's attention through every pour and varied brushstroke. And through it all, your narration--your public journaling--is deeply appreciated. In summary, you are an incredibly gifted storyteller.
@metw99282 жыл бұрын
Your comments about wondering about what keeps you going and being a try-hard really resonated with me. I still have no idea what keeps me motivated to do good work, it's so weird. This piece is beautiful and I love your work! I hope you're doing well.
@el.c.88582 жыл бұрын
you never cease to deliver such sublime content😭
@Animate4Cel2 жыл бұрын
"The tragedy in life doesn't lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy lies in having no goal to reach." Benjamin Mays
@_eeooee_2 жыл бұрын
Your art always inspires me. When I watch your videos and see your art, I feel like I have a goal. One day I want my art to awe others in the same way you amaze me. Keep going!
@themaxtax58032 жыл бұрын
from the way you talk about finding your place, your flaws, you make me less afraid to embrace certain parts of myself - pursuing what excites you, being vulnerable, knowing your limits, embracing radical acceptance and the value of the right kind of friendship
@mandilu49142 жыл бұрын
Jackie, you are my favrotie youtuber. Your artwork has both inspired me and connected with me so much. The beautiful painting, beautiful footage, beautiful stories, and beautiful words you use always make me feel better in that I can relate some of my experiences to some of yours.
@angelsaysart2 жыл бұрын
Jackie I am so happy I found you. I appreciate how you are using your channel to connect your art with your health, mental health, and life experience! I am starting an art channel and I want to talk about the emotional and psychological connection we have with and through our art! You're awesome!
@charlottecheung31632 жыл бұрын
thank you so much, really. throughout this video i had many introspective moments, when your own introspection reveals those of mine in the subconscious, when i thought i was doing quite nicely. you brought awareness to me as a complex person, and many of your thoughts hits home - growth is not a linear process, your point in the ending on naivety, and many more. i study in a high-achieving high-school, and although for the majority i didn't really grind hard and pursue grades, i still relate with quite a lot of what you're saying at a fundamental level. especially since the last two years really had an emphasis on work hard and doing well, i placed and am placing burdens on myself - the pressure and requirement of doing well - when really, your video allow me to see education as enjoyment. i mean, this is one of the things you brought of my subconscious - i thought i was learning for enjoyment, but this process i now feel is littered with stress and expectations. i've recommended this video to my high-school classmates - im sure every single one of them will find, in some way or another, a deeply relatable experience. again, thank you so much for taking the time and energy to create this vid.
@feliciabayles60602 жыл бұрын
I have started following you a month ago... and as an artist and as a woman....Girl... I'm OBSESSED with your videos. I look to see if you upload new ones all the time. I relate to you SO hard!
@patatafrit2 жыл бұрын
Hey Jackie, I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I'm here whenever you want to vent. I hope you have a close support group because usually OCD therapy is quite painful to the soul and that may go against your plans in uni. Believe me, a year on mental health, even in the middle of college, is absolutely worth it. And with your astonishing talent at painting, it may also serve as a way of documenting this new health journey. You're amazing, give you some credit
@jhopewithcurlyhairismyreligion2 жыл бұрын
I watch ur vids as I paint in art class, love this sm
@louise-sl6rt2 жыл бұрын
i actually loved the old videos so much and just watching part of this video has already made my day so much better. i am also a perfectionist and i was like a work horse in high school but then i could no longer repress my trauma and made the wrong choice for college so my compartmentalized reality crashed and i've been really sad about my lack of productivity ever since. i used to eat, sleep and breathe being the best at everything and for some things i was very good but i was not happy because like you said you were sacrificing your mental health to achieve it! thank you for sharing your experience!!!
@jasonnguyen32462 жыл бұрын
wow, i never thought i would relate so much to your words (not to make light of your personal experiences.) thank you for uploading this.
@plurisdesign32102 жыл бұрын
Hello, i am a writer. Deeply touched by your vlog, keep doing it, i also have a daughter and hearing your thoughts is helping me to understand her. Thanks for your content.
@isydoyle2 жыл бұрын
“Just let me destroy myself in peace” 😭😭 ain’t this the truth
@brad_bohannan21212 жыл бұрын
the way you expose so many aspects of yourself and your personality out there to help others in hopes of relation is so admirable!! you are incredible, artistically and personally, and i admire you so much! wish u the best!!🫶🫶🫶
@dexterity.by.nandini Жыл бұрын
You works, videos and wisdom is just amazing❤ love your videos 🥺 inspires me to do things that make me happy 🥰
@jamiijam2 жыл бұрын
I’ve never felt so heard, thank you I keep thinking about this when thinking abt my education
@sydneyspeck63902 жыл бұрын
saying I have no words is in understatement🫶
@hellaprincen27222 жыл бұрын
i could watch your videos for hours on end. the honesty and vulnerability is truly so inspiring. i'm also so happy for you that you chose art, i made that decision to and it made me so much happier, i hope the same thing happens for you
@Shalondria2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. Such self awareness is refreshing. Go 'head on girl!
@luniette2 жыл бұрын
Omg I remember being obsessed with ur art in 2015
@Calico.Katherine2 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS PEICE 😭❤ art provides value to the world. I’m so happy to hear you are pursuing it. (I would love to see videos on how you make your art career possible if that’s something you ever wanted to do)
@strrwbrryjamjam21912 жыл бұрын
Honestly this video opened my eyes, I love your work and just being open with your audience! Thank you!
@keaobakaeustice55255 ай бұрын
you are beautiful ❤. and so is your art❤.just everything about you makes me feel calm and insipered. you are my meditation and my medication. ❤
@addisynadkins92652 жыл бұрын
you are my absolute favorite cannot thank you enough for all of your videos they make me feel seen and at peace sending love your way🤍
@nicholesgarden90262 жыл бұрын
Ohhhhhhh my goodness this painting is beautiful love the photo for your thumb nail . What a story without words. 😍😍😍
@Wolfstar26 Жыл бұрын
i just discovered your channel and i fucking love you. amazing writer and artist. love your vids
@_annaur2 жыл бұрын
i was violently nodding along when you talked about possibly pursuing art as a career.
@otuzel2 жыл бұрын
oh my goodness you are INCREDIBLE
@HerbertLandei2 жыл бұрын
I wish I had so much insights at this age, although I had more the opposite problem - being overconfident in my abilities, and not working hard enough to sharpen my skills.
@o.e.o.r28752 жыл бұрын
You're deadass awe inspiring 😅
@pretentioussystem2 жыл бұрын
Many thanks for sharing! Growing up occupies one for about 25 years. Then you live for a few years (let's say 10) carefree. If you get kids somewhen the growing up reflections re-enter your mind unexpectedly. One is able to understand their own past better I find because you as a new parent get the first hand experience of what your parents had to get through to raise you as a kid and manage their own life at the same time. 😁 Kids have a high priority but not all the the the highest and this is a not too easy to come to terms with. Re: loosing a lot of data: One of the best opportunities to free oneselfs from the sticky past. Re: OCD: A good reminder to be kinder to OCD people around me. Looking after someone in your family, a friend or a stranger helps to take the focus off yourself and to have a better perspective on life - OCD is a strange self obsession I find. Enough rambling; I should work on my next painting 🙃
@cheesemainaim2 жыл бұрын
Your videos are always super comforting!!
@antmilklover12412 жыл бұрын
Every sentence she says is giving the 🥲🥹 emoji. May she find peace in life 🌞
@brenthobbs52942 жыл бұрын
Hi, I love you. Sincerely, a stranger on the inter- webs ☺️ You're a gem of a person, hilarious, poignant, introspective, intelligent, witty....all the things. Keep on making art, you're skilled and have a lot in our soul to share. I enjoyed this video, your talks...your rants and tangents. You express depth and humanity.... that is rare! That's the work of an artist, there is no other way, all sides of the self or nothing🙃
@liofotiafan94602 жыл бұрын
thats such a beautiful and touching painting. i think it will stick with me for a long time
@filippersson52562 жыл бұрын
I come here often, love the paintings.
@aurasoular68042 жыл бұрын
wow jackie youre such a great artist! you have very fine detail
@elliotropio2 жыл бұрын
Loved the painting deeply🌼 and God I resonated so deeply with so much of what you were talking about. Thank you. Feeling inspired to do something of my own maybe?? 🤭🤭
@Ayagloomyfanpage2 жыл бұрын
i needed this, im a freshman rn, im so stressed lol and its only been a month. :)
@emilhjort39062 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing! Lots of love!
@karolainymeurer24342 жыл бұрын
Girll I love you!! and I love your work!!♡♡
@queencass91272 жыл бұрын
eye feel you're the amiga eye need to match my deep desire to be this vocally vulnerable (as eye am in my head to me-self) with and not be the slightest condemned for being. everything about this video helps me feel less crazy. Thank Y O U for the medicine
@rumshears2 жыл бұрын
I love your art and poetry so much. 🌸💖
@keaclebsch42572 жыл бұрын
Aghhshjfkwnfk I relate to sm of this. Imma be a frosh at Stanford (in like 3 days) and I basically gaslit myself into thinking I would major in public policy and CRES because “that’s the only way I can make real change and art doesn’t actually make change” or somethin stinky stupid like that. Anyways this summer I realized that I’m the happiest when I’m making art and I CAN MAKE CHANGE THROUGH ART so yeah I finally gave myself permission to major in art practice 😜 literaly 10000 times more excited for college now. Hope to see u on campus:)
@mellowllow2 жыл бұрын
this painting made me sob :(
@savan5593 Жыл бұрын
funny story: the same thing happened to me on the Flight of the Hippogriff ride at Universal :) beautiful video
@mizubiart62304 ай бұрын
I come back here whenever I feel like I need a fellow soul to relate to. For the last.. year or two?
@diegodesigns39762 жыл бұрын
“My hard drive pulled a Queen Elizabeth” NOO 💀😭😂
@botondszilvagyi77572 жыл бұрын
MAKE ANOTHER ART SUPPLIES VIDEO PLS , I LOVE YOU !!
@moonlight_YR216 Жыл бұрын
Love you ur videos!
@ritaliao1282 жыл бұрын
are there any podcasts you would recommend? Love ur videos and the level of detail in which u explore the facets of ur life! Very eye-opening!
@MindCanTroll2 жыл бұрын
It happened the exact same thing with me recently, but with a Pen Drive. It sucks. 😬
@jocelynsnow33242 жыл бұрын
Ah you’re amazing ❤❤❤
@Abbey-vm1gn2 жыл бұрын
I loved this
@abbygailbecker8563 Жыл бұрын
You help my mental health and You showed me a new perspective, and you opened my mind and my Heart my mentalstate stay chill?, my soul? I started watching i think in 3 or 5 years ago. Thank you so much . jackie liu Respectfully, AbbyGail ❤❤❤
@mongopoe50992 жыл бұрын
Another Jackie banger
@rubybirchall17172 жыл бұрын
The citrus section had me wheezing ngl
@ericaalo79352 жыл бұрын
ms jackie liu, i need to know what oil paints you used! what oil paints did you use?!
@mhjazzi10222 жыл бұрын
W art + edit + commentary
@alifishies2 жыл бұрын
Living is hard. We lust for reasons to live because we're scared. Scared of missing out or inconveniencing others. We seek a value from others, but running after this validation can ruin our life quality. Not too much not too little. It's hard to balance on a surfing board. More reasons for worry building up in you arms as you age, making it easier to tilt over. Missing the time when we had less to worry about, but at least we can try to utilise the things we've been given. More interesting than nothing
@Blandde_Arts2 жыл бұрын
Lukisan yang penuh makna 🌹🌿.....'
@williamfriar62952 жыл бұрын
Don’t take this the wrong way: You’re a very beautiful woman with great talent and a strong work ethic. You are blessed. I hope the very best for you. Adversity is the gateway to paradise.
@xatastrophix2 жыл бұрын
Jackie gurrrl ... Your EDITS ... LMAOOO
@ricardorivera44362 жыл бұрын
Talent
@emilywu38762 жыл бұрын
not to be a huge simp, but why did I replay 21:28 so much.... ahhh
@WonnyArt2 жыл бұрын
looks good
@12Shellz2 жыл бұрын
How’d you learn to paint so well?
@Audion2 жыл бұрын
Always use cloud ☁️ storage
@MultiRwarren2 жыл бұрын
No dude those tik toks were amaaazing
@Bagle_rising2 жыл бұрын
Dont understand anything your saying but i sure do like it
@etaha43572 жыл бұрын
Haha.You are very focused in yourself.Let Go.You create beautiful art
@MultiRwarren2 жыл бұрын
I feel like smoking gange might be a bad idea lol you already have so much going on in your head. Good things come out of it though ❤️ thanks :)