GRWM: resetting, moon magic, tarot & finding gratitude

[@kimberlyvasquez3977]

Your process resonates with mine in several aspects. I am in a medical leave (? - I don't know how you call it, I'm from another country) cause I have depression, anxiety and burnout syndrome. Slowing down has been the toughest!! Even eating slower or walking without rushing...my poor body was so used to not being listened to. I'm glad you had the courage to pause and grow. Thank you for making these topics visible ❤

[@evangelinemolly]

Omg that’s exactly me! I eat so fast! I have to force myself to slow down. So much fight or flight energy to unlearn

[@adiepolkadot]

I’ve mentioned this on Instagram, but your content is so comforting to me right now. I’m going on a similar career journey and am trying to fight hopelessness by staying consistent with physical and spiritual rituals. Please keep the cosy, witchy videos coming! 🤍🪐

[@evangelinemolly]

Fighting that hopelessness is a constant practice! When I neglect it, I find myself slipping and doubt seeping in!

[@palettesandpans]

I'm a little late to the game with watching this video, but wow did it ever hit me in the heart. I'm in a new job, which I LOVE and which I feel gives me purpose through helping others. Despite these good things, I'm also so overwhelmed as I learn the ropes and build my portfolio. I work most nights after coming home from a full day's work and have been struggling to find a balance. I really need/want to rest but can't seem to find the time. For now, I'm trying to just take little moments for myself amongst the chaos, but your words about this life not needing to be so hard and the capitalist mindset really struck me. I know things will settle down at work in time and when they do, enjoying life, time with myself and time with nature, and slowing down are things I intend on making time for. Thanks for this thoughtful reflection, Evangeline 😌

[@evangelinemolly]

Wishing you time to slow down as Autumn progresses! It sucks because even an amazing job can be quickly draining, and then it’s easy to get jaded. Rest is so crucial and it’s so hard to find sometimes!

[@melaniewulforst9701]

Literally had a meltdown 2 days ago to my partner about how I feel like I cannot keep up (yu have to work and make lots of money, and keep the house clean (which is tons of smaller processes), eat healthy, work out, look nice (clothing, makeup), go do fun things, be generous and give to others and remember all the things, prepare for the future, etc etc etc), just entirely too much and I also realized it felt even worse BECAUSE of my cycle/hormones. I keep telling my partner how frustrating it is to be a female sometimes, that our emotions and motivation changes so much within a month, and I WISH I could be consistent daily. Your video made me feel seen, thank you so much. I love the warmth, peacefulness, and slow intention you’re bringing here ❤️

[@evangelinemolly]

So many of us are going through this feeling lately. Life is exhausting!! There’s too much to do all the time. But I hope in time, we can all collectively slow down! ❤️

[@melaniewulforst9701]

@@evangelinemolly me too! ❤️❤️❤️

[@emilytdk1298]

I rarely comment but I just wanted to say that I love your content! I can't wait to see you blow up on social media 💜 you inspire me to try different looks and I really like this type of video and would definitely watch more grwm or even vlogs from you, you have a beautiful energy. Love from Québec 🩵🩵

[@evangelinemolly]

Aww thank you so much!! I love doing the grwm vids and just chatting. It’s nice to find like-minded people 💕✨

[@valariebrown3768]

I get pain free ocular migraines in the fall. Not a lot of fun for a school librarian trying to connect with kiddos aged 11 to 18 over books. Computer screens, facial recognition, even reading words on a page are hard to deal with. Sometimes a mild muscle headache in my forehead, and some nausea, accompany the lovely flashing mosaic crossing my vision, probably due to my attempt to focus around the light show as it progresses from a point to rough C shape out to the periphery. Takes about 10 or 20 minutes. Again, pain is rare for me, thank God above. I just work through it, same as I used to with period pain. Women my age (50 to 60) learned from mom and media that no one should be able to tell we even have a cycle. Not one main character on TV, in movies, or books seemed to have a period, except in a Judy Blume book, Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret... Not one day off was allowed, no self care, nothing. Take your Mydol, eat your chocolate and chips, and keep on keeping on. Never let anyone know, unless you want to be known as Lesser by all and sundry. After all, we live in a white patriarchy. White Male is the default, all others are Other. So glad I have entered Crone phase!

[@evangelinemolly]

Your migraines sound EXACTLY how mine went. This is comforting to know it passes and they are pretty common. So true about periods never mentioned in like any movies, shows, books etc! I always wonder about the women on post-apocalyptic shows!

[@sabrinaa8948]

I've really been enjoying your content since the algorithm gave me your videos a few days ago. I get visual auras too. It's like a kaleidoscope is eclipsing my vision. I'm thankful I don't get the physical pain associated with the migraines. I have an 8 week old baby (and a 4 year old) and it's very hard being in touch with my body (even though I'm hyper aware of my body activities and sensations). I like your ideas about gratitude, abundance, and the feeling of receiving the things you are wishing for. On a lighter note, I'm also a fair olive (I don't know if I'm warm, cool, or neutral though) and am enjoying your discussion and colours on that topic 🤍 And ya Canada

[@evangelinemolly]

Wow I imagine having 2 young kids must be a lot! Since putting out this video, so many people mentioned having the auras which makes me feel a bit less panicked now. Glad you found me and thanks for watching ❤️❤️

[@eap7253]

My husband and I did a similar thing as you a while ago. We needed a break from the grind of our careers and took time off. It was a winding journey, but I realize now that the most important thing in slowing down was that we allowed ourselves to take on opportunities that we would have otherwise ignored. I think that you can only control so much that happens in life, but you can change how you react to and perceive change. For us, slowing down and simplifying allowed us to start our own business and years later we are grateful to be in control of our own time. Hang in there!

[@evangelinemolly]

I love that you and your husband were able to do that together and then find a shared purpose. That’s so beautiful 💓

[@manda_musings8459]

You have articulated exactly how I have been feeling as well, regarding content creation ambition, goals, purpose, creativity through makeup, etc. I struggle with depression daily and I just keep going back and forth on how much or if I should put real effort into makeup and content. Appreciate your perspective ❤

[@evangelinemolly]

It’s honestly constant work shutting down the voice in my head that’s always saying do more, more, more! But it’s so important to come back to why we create and make sure it’s filling our cups instead of depleting them 💓💓💓

[@shannonevans2875]

Love it!

[@agingophelia9812]

I'm reading a different moon book rn- The Lunar Tao, by Deng Ming-Dao, author of 365 Tao (daily meditations). I've definitely been through some of these ruminative spaces you're visiting now, including taking a year off when I was a bit younger than you. It helped me figure out that I did, in fact, want to go to Uni, so I went back to school at 26, loved it, and stayed there for 10 years. The eye look is perfectly sparkly, just the right amount.

[@evangelinemolly]

I think I’ve heard of that one! Are you enjoying it? Should I check it out?

[@rachriri]

I just love your tutorials and the cozyness of your videos. The background is also amazing

[@evangelinemolly]

Thank you! Definitely trying to create a bit of a cozy feel 🥰💓

[@Alex_0823]

Ughhhhh those visual migraines are terrifying. The same thing happened to me years ago. I thought I was having a stroke or something and went to the ER. It still happens from time to time, particularly when I’m out in the sun. When it happens I just sit in a dark room with my eyes closed and it goes away after a few mins. Just gotta do it quickly before it “spreads”. I’m sorry you went thru that. Love this conversation. In particular, I resonated with the idea of struggling to rest. Even when I’m sick or actually have the time to rest, I still feel guilty about just resting. I’ve also been tapping into meditation and journaling/ shadow work with daily tarot pulls. The universe speaks up!! Thank you for this video, would love a follow up in a few months to see where you are in your journey. Stay authentic to yourself ❤

[@evangelinemolly]

So many people saying similar things about the visual migraines! Sounds like you’re doing similar things to me to reject this guilt and learn to rest. There’s so much “work” in learning how to not work 😂

[@albamoralesmunoz]

I really appreciate these videos of grwm because it makes me see that I am not the only one on this planet who has the same concerns. I am also making it possible to embrace a slower and more paused life while studying to have my job as a teacher, work and prepare for my wedding. But this summer has been a total halt. At 28 I need to detox from social networks, work life and toxic relationships. I think I’m getting it and this summer was just the beginning. Courage and strength, your channel is a haven of peace for me and I thank you deeply. Slowing down is the new sexy.A virtual hug from Spain 🌌🧡✨️🍂 PD: Here In Spain we can ask for a few days of leave per year for menstrual pains, it is a law that was approved now a year and a half.

[@evangelinemolly]

Thanks so much for sharing your experience and it’s so comforting and validating when I find that others are feeling the same way! Wishing you the best on your upcoming experiences! And that’s so amazing about Spain. It’s great to hear some countries are making moves in the right direction

[@ayyaz.4864]

I really enjoyed this! I resonate with a lot of the things you mentioned and love the way you articulate your thoughts. Please do more videos like this when it feels good to you :)

[@evangelinemolly]

Thanks for the watch! GRWMs are fun to film and I love discovering how many people have similar thoughts and journeys

[@Nicolepratt850]

Love your content, the mother daughter duo too! Glad to hear you're okay, listening to our bodies is so important 😊

[@evangelinemolly]

Aw thanks for the support of both the channels!

[@SocialMediaShan]

Love The Moon Book! Sarah Faith Gottesdiener has a podcast called Moonbeaming that you would probably enjoy, and a moon planner that I’ve used as well! I stepped away from my practice in 2022 and I’m looking to get back to it this autumn.

[@evangelinemolly]

Omg didn’t realize she had a podcast!!

[@Katelyn-uk4gp]

I’m so sorry that happened!! I’ve been experiencing the same problem! It’s very scary please take care of yourself and rest ❤ I hope everything gets easier and that you find magic and peace as well as happiness in all aspects of your life ❤😊

[@evangelinemolly]

So many people in the comments are saying the same thing! Makes me feel a bit less scared ❤️

[@jillbravo5252]

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[@shannontaylor8892]

Money brings up a lot of inner beliefs and programming....you could take a first step of identifying what money will give you and manifesting that , rather than the money itself. Financial security, a home, travel, etc etc. Money is usually just a vehicle to something else. Also, fellow Canadian.... the CRA strikes fear in all of us I think. Shiver.

[@evangelinemolly]

I love this approach and definitely want to try that!!

[@KarenPiggott]

Loved your open, honest vlog . I am post menopausal and struggle with tiredness as I don’t sleep well. When I suffer with stress I go into overdrive and doing as many chores as I can. It is my coping mechanism 😂 Crazy I know but that’s just how I operate. I feel guilty not doing anything but I think that stems my narcissistic ex partner who criticised me all the time. For me getting out in nature keeps me sane. I have my beloved dog Miss Edie Sedgwick and we walk twice a day, so grateful for her in my life. At nearly 60 years old I desperately want to take time out to do creative things, read books, help my aging parents more, help with my new granddaughter, bake etc…….Finances do not allow that at the moment so Saturdays are leave home get out in the open air days, they make me so happy 💚 You are very talented and feel sure you can make a living with your skills, never give up ♥️ Best wishes Karen 🌺

[@evangelinemolly]

Omg I love your dog’s name! I also start to go into a bit of overdrive and can’t relax until the house is clean etc etc. Glad you are finding some peace when you can ❤️

[@KarenPiggott]

@@evangelinemolly thank you🐶 I am the same regarding the house 😂the more stressed, more cleaning takes places 😂

[@jenelenjenelen5545]

Such a beautiful little mirror, very up to a witchy theme ❤

[@evangelinemolly]

Ooh yes, I love the mirror! It’s from Flower Knows 🌸

[@jenelenjenelen5545]

Oh, thanks, I'll check them out 👀

[@purplerain902701]

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[@carinawulff1673]

What you experienced sounds super similar to the visual migraines I used to get. I was getting them fairly regularly for a while and it also seemed to coincide with my period (no idea why that happens). There also seemed to be a stress component because they would often happen when I was at work and my job at the time was quite stressful. The good news is I don't really get them anymore, but my life and my job are quite different now. Usually, the only thing that would help me when it happened was laying down, resting my eyes and strangely enough ginger ale / ginger brew (non-alcoholic)! So sorry you're dealing with this!

[@evangelinemolly]

It’s wild how many people have experienced these migraines! I’m getting lots of similar advice about how to cope with them. I hope it doesn’t happen again but I feel a bit less anxious now if it does

[@littlemisslipstick2999]

I occasionally get occular migraines and they are WILD. I didn't know what they were for years but unless I'm driving, they are mostly manageable and typically stress related.

[@evangelinemolly]

They are so freaky! I could definitely see how it would interfere when driving 😬

[@mariagismo699]

Hi there, regarding the migraine with aura. I felt the same way when I experienced it the first time. For me stress is a big source. I have to be very cautious and gentle with myself. Over time I've learned the early signs and there is no better way than stepping back (for me at least). What helps most in that moment is a cool compression. With anY other form of tension I prefer something warm or a hot bath. But with this type of pain even painkillers/pills aren't as useful as a cold cloth. I hope you'll be able to avoid it. Be safe and take your time:) I've found a work place where it is okay to take a day off whilst on the period. In Spain the even have specific sick days just for women!

[@greenjewelbeautea1461]

Girl I totally feel you!❤. You have a lot to offer. Just keep swimming… 💜💜

[@evangelinemolly]

So many people are saying similar things about the aura migraines! They seem to be fairly common. That’s great your work place is supportive like that!

[@bytessaelena]

Oh I have the visual migraine every few months. Didn’t know what that was. It doesn’t hurt but it is super irritating. It starts small, it’s like a half circle that gets larger and it flickers geometric shapes in that half circle. It usually occurs when I have been reading for hours or working intensely on the computer. I have to stop whatever I’m doing because it blocks my sight so I can’t read the words properly.

[@evangelinemolly]

These comments are soothing my anxiety… so many people have had similar experiences!!

[@janelledillon6553]

Here in America, that doctor visit would have been 2,000 dollars. That’s it, I’m moving to Canada. 😝

[@evangelinemolly]

It's definitely one nice thing about Canada... although the cost of living is getting out of control!

[@dawna.x]

Migraines with auras are fairly 'normal', I get them every so often. Sometimes it's hormones, sometimes it's changes in weather like when it gets humid. Advil and lying down will take care of it, but get it early!❤

[@evangelinemolly]

The amount of comments saying how common these are is soothing my anxiety! ❤️

[@ndrodriguez]

Your face card is 🧑‍🍳 💋

[@evangelinemolly]

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[@mommylap]

I was fired from an extremely stressful job at the end of June, and have been trying to take care of myself and reset my whole being. I’m in the throes of menopause but without relief yet. So for me there’s trying to stay grounded and out of the clutches of despair, while trying to find a job, but more importantly my own purpose. I have a lot of issues with focus, and I’m trying to learn strategies to keep myself on track also. As a Cancer sun ( Gemini moon, Sagittarius rising) I’m very excited to check out the book you mentioned. When I was a senior in high school, we were asked to put our goals on this worksheet and I, being impish, quoted Blake saying “ To see the world in a grain of sand, and heaven in a wildflower”… everyone else put where they were going to college. Hee hee.

[@evangelinemolly]

I hope you discover what your next steps are and find your peace during this transitional time. Having a stressful job should never be the norm! ❤️ I’m a cancer moon, sag sun! I think you would like the book!

[@moonpearl23]

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