GRWM where i overshare about my life cause im talking to my ex-boyfriend again...

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❤️ current sub count: 3.13M

[@maiphammy]

and we’re back… watch this video in 4K quality hehehe new camera. I missed you ❤ READING MY COMMENTS PHAMILY HAPPY WEDNESDAY

[@Mia-pc7sp]

We missed you too ❤😢

[@keira728O]

missed u💗💗

[@Tabasum-16]

Ok

[@Senieditss]

WE MISSED YOU TOO!!

[@Pearliea.]

We missed u too, I was wondering where you went 🫶

[@YouTube]

a 6 bedroom house all to yourself?? I would be so scared at night

[@tamannapatra_]

can't believe KZbin itself had got like 2 likes

[@chennabay]

Same

[@green5219]

Mai I think you forgot to read and like KZbin's comment 😅

[@Willow12866]

Lol hi KZbin

[@Skynsally]

She’s blessed !

[@ChloeChan-hk2bw]

mai is such an older sister, the amount of advice and vulnerability she has to us we love you mai

[@musicmakeup8481]

WTF!! Y is anyone at urology sticking anything up ur vag to simulate pee?!? I’ve been to urology and they have never done anything like that. Y didn’t they just have u drink water and pee in a cup?? Aside from that: ur legit giving “Olivia 7),Rodrigo”, seeing u tonight it’s a bad idea right?? 😂😂 fuck it, it’s fine. NO SERIOUSLY IT’S FINE Ur in ur early 20s, it’s not that deep. U have to give yourself grace!!!

[@kaylarotondi1293]

for me, she’s a younger sister. but def gives big sister vibes despite being younger 😂 ❤

[@izzywoods794]

Im quite older but 100% get ur point

[@jayyyyk419]

i just love how she told us all about her crash and then her concussion then randomly goes back to talking about her perfume?!

[@Lanadelreyloverr]

Girl I really could listen to you talk for 6 hours and never get bored

[@Llewyn-jo4yt]

So can I forever

[@ekaterinaisme]

dudeee for real (period)

[@SaroyaTheVessel]

The quality content The vulnerability The honesty The realness The comedy The greatness that is Mai Pham

[@candiceolvera7367]

you manifested your ex back... tread lightly Mai. We're all team Mai, thank you for sharing and letting us into this part of your life.

[@boboyfrgu]

you’re funny when you said get the fuck out & the popstar part

[@1lifeexo293]

Is this the ex that cheated on her? Which one is it please

[@albeilyscastillo8378]

Most exes come back

[@aumkeeks]

I think he manifested her back with that long ass letter😂

[@candiceolvera7367]

@@aumkeeks FR!! Homie writing novels 😅😅

[@LaurenGiraldo]

literally me before I found out I was pregnant

[@DdotGdot]

Congratssssss ayy❤️

[@florramirez6085]

My favorite KZbinrs. You best believe I finished your video and then clicked on Mai’s

[@Gracie_poo]

I have been watching mai for like 3 years and I feel like that I have been going along in the WILD ride of her life with her! ❤

[@Mallory421]

this is giving the same energy as my sister walking into my room after work and telling me everything

[@SophieWhite02]

it feels like my best friend and I are on the phone talking to each other, updating what happened in our lives. I love this

[@yeanope7857]

The talk about negative thoughts about others gave me peace in mind because those thoughts popped up in my mind and when Mai started talking about it and started giving advice it gave me such a welcoming and relatable feeling 🫶💗

[@iCandyBunnyMadness]

I completely relate to hating living with people, i have a roomate right now and I NEVER want to do this again. Its so suffocating living with other people when you are a creative person.

[@Carol0110]

Especially when the other person isn't 😢

[@astrid8245]

I went through the exact same thing of being a shitty person because of my upbringing when I was younger. Us and our adhd makes us think bigger, evolve and require our brain to be best version. Proud of you for choosing who you are instead of being a victim. Being a victim doesn’t mean you’re a good person. Only doing good makes you a good person. Sending you love to be kind to yourself. 💖

[@mialia15104]

As someone with diagnosed ADHD as well, ADHD has nothing to do with thinking bigger or evolving lol. It's a human-thing, not an ADHD thing. ADHD is a struggle to deal with (especially academically), not a superpower

[@astrid8245]

@@mialia15104 leia, firstly, whatever your opinion is, the way you speak is disrespectful. I’m sorry you feel that way. For me, adhd has been the tool that helped me think past my environment. It was difficult being the only one who, not by choice, thought beyond my circumstances. It is in fact not a human thing to evolve. Are you a POC? Or do you have generational trauma that your family refuses to change and you’re the first one? It is a gift and a curse. You’re saying adhd is a struggle, perhaps that’s because that’s your perspective, not an objective fact that it is in no way beneficial to social evolution, or that people w adhd are more inclined to create change because of their creative and constant minds. Me saying that it helped me evolve by making me work through the anxiety and depression amongst other things other people without adhd didn’t have, doesn’t mean it’s not difficult? Idk why you’re feeling so defensive. Perhaps it’s your adhd noticing when you feel negatively, so you overthink it and have to control opinions to feel calmer and less adhd type obsessive. It is because adhd helps you recognize when there are problems, like those negative emotions. That’s why people w adhd have more mental illness. When you think more you’re bound to come up with more solutions. I’m unable to avoid the truth because my mind will always redirect to obsessive spiraling thoughts. Saying adhd is purely a struggle is false. Some of the most intelligent and creative minds have adhd. It is most certainly a superpower if you learn to control your thoughts. It forces you to address your problems because you can’t avoid them or you won’t be able to focus on other things. It’s more difficult to compartmentalize. My family that doesn’t have attention issues never has to worry about their thoughts being extrapolated and a continuous stream of consciousness reflecting. Further, your adhd might be different than mine because of our personalities, it is not a universal experience. It is an effect or tool that can be applied variously. You don’t really know what I’m talking about with family evolution and adhd, I’m guessing you’re really young too, so it’s best to stop invalidating and competing for no reason.

[@besamecuh1217]

its not quirky and its not fun. its a debilitating disability that can lead to dangerous impulsivity, financial ruin, feeling of incompetence, inability to handle stress, task paralysis, ruined relationships, anxiety and depression, overstimulation and breakdowns. its so much more than thinking more thoughts at once. im glad you aren’t struggling and using it positively, but how dare you completely disregard the negatives it comes with. ive seen my little brother struggle so much with it, it makes me want to cry:(

[@besamecuh1217]

@@mialia15104👏👏well said

[@aquatran123]

Honestly, sometimes it's meant to be when your ex naturally comes back and you both feel like genuinly better/more compatible people! My husband and I were broken up for 6 months, then had the healthiest relationship we've ever had :D I hope things work out Mai

[@xvenicexbitch]

mai i seriously don’t know why a lot of ppl hate on these types of videos i can binge watch all the grwms you’ve posted and not get tired, you’re my comfort youtuber and actually the only girl i watch i’m so loyal 🩷🩷😝 anyways i love u sm and i send you lots of happiness and love 🩷

[@elizabethwebb2533]

watching her is therapy 😩 she is just so relatable and open 🤞🏼

[@TaylorVlogs09]

The fact that she continues to make me smile whenever I’m sad, love you mai 🩷🩷

[@Sam-hl4zf]

As someone with BPD, it’s so nice seeing one of your favourite people having it as well, I’m glad we can be successful regardless of what we’re dealing with

[@meganmoonga7402]

I love Mai so much for how real and relatable she is ❤

[@eunoiaa1530]

almost 2am and watching mai is the highlight of my life ngl

[@Pearliea.]

Realll

[@eloises_adventures]

You have absolutely no obligation to share all this with us, so we appreciate SO much that you do 🥹🥹

[@Sara-qw7lc]

I like how honest you are! Some ppl would just hide the fact that they want to be alone and it’s so normal to want that, especially if you are an introvert! Love ya girl! Been my comfort KZbinr for past few years now! Even though u are way younger than me, I still admire you and see you as a inspiration! 💖💖💖🧿

[@pollypocket1238]

I just wanna sai Mai thank you! Thank you for being so REAL, and TRANSPARENT, I completely also admire your choice on working on your mental health. I feel like therapy truly allows you to grow as a persona and literally watching this video was literally exactly me 2 years ago and now I'm with the love of my life so you never know lol but again LOVE YOU AND THANKS OF SHARING THIS NEW PART IN YOUR LIFE

[@milyrockz]

im on the spam account, but every time I watch her grwms I always watch them anyways cause the energy is literally so perfect. like how she went to talking about a concussion and car accident to her new perfume so quickly, I literally love mai

[@cassthompson3386]

Sooooo......what did her ex boyfriend surprise her with??

[@thegreatkid]

​@@cassthompson3386yh she had post her hugging a but w the similar hoodie

[@angellll357]

@@cassthompson3386 i think it was flowers :)

[@taliw7736]

Yep 👍 god bless so much happening

[@cassthompson3386]

@@angellll357 thank you

[@akeesa731]

Mai is like the older sister I never had, love you girl ♥

[@user-px5bb2fe9j]

everytime i watch mai i get so inspired to do something useful and the fact that she has so much going on and she STILL posts for us is amaze. i love her so much and before i die i have to meet her she is my fav person in this world. (sorry mom) ive had trama when i lived with my parents aswell and here mai is KILLLING it. go girl you slay ❤

[@amylouisa652]

Girl I acc never find people on yt that I can relate to bc they seem to look perfect and have this fake demeanour about them and literally when I watch you , you sound so real and I love that about you. I listen to every word you say about mental health and your life and it’s so real and the advice is amazing. I love you girl you’re amazing and so so gorgeous 🤍

[@Hirayaaah]

I literally LOVE these kind of videos from Mai. it really feels like we're on ft with her and it's so comforting because she really feels like an older sister that's just telling you all the tea in her life and i love that she can open up to us like that❤

[@abbeyy8816]

you inspire me sm and actually helping me out in a bad time, fr your manifesting and working out routines got me going and hopeful to end up as successful as you are today. i saw someone else comment this before but seriously if anyone deserves success its you

[@insaafmohedeen4436]

Came here for a light GRWM, instead I got life advice and motivational chats, inner thoughts 150% relatable, thought it was me being a terrible person, THANK YOU

[@jahzell.m]

thank you for sharing mai im so proud of you and i’m rooting for you in everything 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@gyxious]

I absolutely love how mai can simply just talk to us through a camera and I always enjoy her videos❤

[@xtayerx]

Mai honestly gives the best kind of vibes and feels like an older sister who just straight up inspires you whilst giving such amazing advice and just the best vids y’know! We appreciate you Mai!!

[@giannawhitehead4513]

LOVE THESE. you’re so open and it makes my life feel a little less insane because we’re all going through it

[@teigandelbeck1331]

I have bpd and I struggle a lot with opening up and expressing myself, watching your videos just makes me feel understood and I’ve never felt like that before thank you for being that safe place for me❤️❤️ also been watching you since middle school and it’s crazy to say shit like “oh a KZbinr changed my life” but like fr you truly did and evrytime I get the notification that you post a new video it makes my day. You have such a genuine energy that I haven’t even found in people in fucking real life like I just find it insane that I can find that with someone who doesn’t even know I exist

[@r1kuthevamp]

i love mai so much, like she could for hours and hours and i would listen to every word she'd say. and i love how in a way her videos are just a bit chaotic in a good way. i love you mai and i have a sense that the greatest is yet to come for you!!!

[@keaiwei8818]

i just love the tea that Mai gives us she is such a slay icon i manifest hard to be like her ❤

[@usnavilton]

I started to watch your videos almost a year ago, when I moved alone and needed company, and you have been with me ever since ❤ please never stop uploading 🎉

[@babydollprincess3917]

You're literally my comfort person, thanks for always being so real. You're the best

[@hereisacookiepri]

mai, i hope you realise that you're one of the bravest & coolest people i know. i always & always will look at you in admiration. i hope you know you actually mean a lot to each one of us watching. sending you so much love & empathy.

[@rejinabasnet334]

She is way too honest and REAL..Ily Mai💞

[@TheZog_]

Mai you literally hear this all the time I know you do but I just discovered your channel when I've been going through a HARD time financially, no self care or self love and feeling like what's the point and you've made me realize that it's worth it to keep going and keep trying and put the effort into myself that I deserve instead of into everyone else. You are amazing thank you. Typing this crying, you've made a difference to so many just being you. Give me a year from today and let's see how far I've come thanks to u. I'll update. ❤

[@2028lions]

Mai is like the older sister we all need and love ❤

[@amayal5606]

Watching Mai is like having the one best friend who is so entertaining and funny

[@SHARAN0303]

I really like how Mai is always just spitting FACTS...like OMGG she is like SLAYYYY ......anyways lots of love to you Mai and keep up the good work :)

[@rfanaccount]

you are 100% my fav youtuber, watching you talk is my therapy

[@katie4395]

the way mai is so real. literally says everything we all think but forget to say

[@jillsarah7356]

So proud of you for seeing a therapist bestie!!! I’m in therapy and the updates come fast but it’s still great to have an outlet to vent!

[@amelia_Co.]

Mai, you may never see this, but you are literally the inspiration of my life, like I watch your videos religiously! Please never stop what you're doing it's just comforting and motivational to watch your videos, I've been watching for around four years and I know it's not long, But Mai, your story is so inspirational. I'd also like to thank you for the time I was watching your video when my mum came in to yell at me, instead she lowkey sat down and watched the video with me instead. So, figuratively and literally, you are a lifesaver.

[@user-pt4xx4wu2i]

You need a psychologist 😢 you get fanatized so easily and beg for attention and acceptance from people you don’t even know. ❤ i wish you can free yourself from it.

[@loriangelydiaz2066]

Mai you are my realest parasocial relationship 😭😂 anybody that knows me knows that you are the one person that I found on KZbin that feels like a friend to me. I love how you can go from joking bout something one second and get all physiological the next and change subjects so fast cuz literally me😂 I’m grateful that you exist and keep me company💜

[@simplylovelight5368]

I love her content so much! Mai is unique and fun and I always get so excited whenever she posts. Love you Mai!

[@leylani222]

I was getting ready and couldnt find anything good to watch then you posted this... NEVER been more excited and now its like im getting ready with you. LOVE YOU MAI

[@meadhbhniriain4672]

I think mai is so motivational and so good to always read her comments

[@avabennett8901]

Seeing Mai improve herself makes me inspired to do the same! I love you mai!

[@softheartednemo]

praying for you mai with your businesses endeavors and well-being. you are a strong woman !!

[@MelikaGharehghani]

watching Mai right after a long day at school just hits different. thx Mai for making school less sufferable bc i know that after school i get to watch your videos

[@lagueux19]

The spam pham gets so much insight. I feel so lucky to get to see the behind the scenes. She’s the realest KZbinr and I’ll always be proud of her for that reason. ❤

[@KassidayK]

i love mai so much she really just makes me smile sm i love how she talks to us like she’s on ft with us it makes my day

[@tkxxxx]

thank you mai :) you calmed me down so much,, so happy to see you getting your personality back!

[@bryp4350]

Can we take a moment to realize how good you got at makeup holy😍😍😍🙌🏼 and OFCOURSE SHES MY FAV KZbinR ❤️

[@paisleybooth]

I love how Mai is so real about everything and is such a kind genuine person. Love you Mai :)

[@kallirroimouzaki]

omg she is so gorgous inside and out, i love ur personality mai

[@samclark9832]

MAI YOU NEED TO MAKE A PODCAST!!! I WILL LITERALLY LISTEN TO IT EVERYDAY. EVEN IF IT IS NOT MOTIVATING I WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU ALL THE TIME !!!

[@Jada17171]

I literally can relate to Mai SOOOOOO MUCH that’s it’s actually crazy she is definitely the most relatable KZbinr!! ❤

[@editsbyevie7695]

MAI I MISSED THIS SO MUCH!!! i absolutely LOVE your energy bc i feel the exact same when i’m alone and i literally have a BLAST WATCHING UR VIDEOS EVERYTIME!!! the editing on this is so good and so funny im obsessed AHHHH 😭 the tea was extra good this video 🫖🍵 currently super busy with school and this couldn’t have come at a better time 🩷 love you girl

[@ryanvillagomez]

this video is exactly why i love mai & her videos!! just the reality and relatable thoughts.. love u mai 🫶🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Vi_sVids]

THANKYOU FOR EDITING THE VIDEO! I missed your style ❤

[@snehas1127]

me getting MY personality back after watching you, yes sis😌❤

[@user-sq5uu3ws4m]

I only just started watching you but I am obsessed. You are like a big sister to me. I love you so much ❤️❤️

[@annimarii6797]

ur makeup is always soo pretty💞

[@M_unknown35]

I love how relatable she is and how open she is with us! We don’t see this with other youtubers. And that makes her unique and Mai if u see this do u remember me? Commenting on most of ur vids lol if u see this plz say hi and once again love uuu😅😊

[@_hanni_0649]

GIRL ofc you are my favorite KZbinr. I showed your channel to my boyfriend and we watched you together but sometimes I come home and he watches you alone, it’s awesome. Wearing you tree of life hoodie right now actually

[@DrIreneB4080]

I’m so glad that you are back!!! I’m sorry that you were going through all of that. But I’m glad that you are back!! You look amazing as always ❤ May you always be blessed

[@itsangelboose]

MAI I LOVE U!!! 💖 U REALLY MAKE MY DAY AND THESE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS BEEN TUFF AND WATCHING THIS VIDEO MADE ME KNOW IM NOT ALONE!!! THANKYOU SOOO MUCH!!!😊

[@aiminguyen3367]

every time Im having a bad day I would always watch Mai's video and it would always make me have a better day

[@shannongatti847]

takes so much for someone to come out and open up about things that’s been going on without over sharing and you’ve perfected this talent. thank you mai for updating the phamily🥰🥰

[@Emmieaesthetic]

You’re so comforting and exactly what I needed right now. Tysm❤❤

[@jiyamalhi6919]

i love your videos so much and you’re skin is glowing! love you mai💕

[@tealaskye467]

I love the realness you always give Mai❤️ I feel comfortable when I’m watching your videos and you’re honestly so inspiring you always lift my spirits after watching your videos. Also..Hypnotic poison by Dior is my favourite perfume rn I really recommend it for your perfume collection 😌🍎

[@DsCelebrater_]

You are the best thing to watch after a fight with my family you never disappoint me, always making me laugh. Thank you Mai, and ur definitely my favourite youtuber 😉

[@MadisonBrouillette]

as a soon to be 16 yo living in a toxic ass household... you help me a lot. You're my only motivation I have been watching you for almost 3-4 years now

[@leylachuk6780]

omg, mai is very older sister material bc she lit is so real, even if something seems rlly good she’ll still tell you the realest things abt it bc she went through it all, and even the fact that u had the courage to say this in front of a camera is amazing because ik a lot of creators don’t take the time to share this because everyone thinks their life is perfect. love u mai, hoping the best 4 u ❤️

[@tee4405]

Mai you're so brave for putting your life out on the internet ❤️! It's what makes you so relatable because a lot of us are going through the same experiences and at the end of the day you're only human. You provide a sense of comfort in knowing that these experiences aren't unique to us and that we all go through them. Thank you for sharing your life 🥺❤️.

[@otlunata9007]

Okay, but can we appreciate mai's editing?! So goood

[@arianasnax5818]

Don’t worry girl , life goes on. Make the best of each moment whether good or bad. Big fan, love your content. Keep slaying beauty 🎉❤

[@pookiedookie3]

gurl ur videos are so relaxing, but the way you just casually mention getting in a accident, getting back with ur ex, and getting a concussion.✨gold✨ Ur personality and delivery is just amazing

[@gurleenkaur6515]

Yes girl !!!!! I missed you !!!!!!❤❤❤ watching after moving across world to USA ✨✨manifesting meeting u in New York !

[@kazuhaxiao1551]

Literally been waiting for this vid, girl my life feels so empty without your videos

[@s4turn_8]

I love how real and open you are in comparison to other youtubers. feel like I'm just talking to a friend on facetime and I appreciate that.

[@CComrie16]

I know how hard anxiety can be..praying for you Mai

[@charmagneaa__7171]

i love how real mai is, i feel like you don’t see that often on the internet.

[@janaebailey6983]

I love how honest , so RELATABLE & funny af you are 😂😭❤️keep striving girlie 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

[@blancamaciel7282]

You’ve grown so much Mai I love you

[@aksnckscnsaopqjsd]

Im ready for the content of mai having a boyfriend! So many cute vlogs could be made. But of course its up to her if she wants to share that side of her life❤

[@fairxyl274]

I love to watch Mai when it’s night it hits different❤️❤️

[@jiyaupadhyay567]

Fr tho 😅

[@kanyebest_]

frr

[@heather5933]

Thank you for sharing so much with us! I know it’s hard and no one shares the way that you do on KZbin. I love honest and real content. Keep focusing on you and your mental health ❤ I hope you find mentors and people in your corner to help you be successful with your business, mental health, and adulting cause it’s hard.

[@Jforbdowndonwodneifne]

So so glad I clicked on this vid, Mai ik this gonna sound weird but this is some of the best advice I’ve gotten, like ab the positive thoughts and all. Literally love you Mai.

[@Farhaan_Enigmatic]

I feel like when mai posts there is suddenly a great shift in the world where the world seems to become more heavenly and beautiful 😍 Mai talkin' Phamillllly listening yeahhhhhh babbbbby let's go 😉👍🏻

[@karen6208]

My boyfriend of 2 years suddenly broke up with me this week and your videos are really helping me through it, thank you❤