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so this has been my love life for the past year...
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[@maiphammy]

so y'all have heard me say "I DONT KISS BOYS" for the past year... and this is the explanation on why. lol this is in no way advice at alllllll by the way. just me oversharing about my love life ahahahah

[@khalilahd.]

Love a good story time and I’m proud of how much you’ve grown

[@allie_read]

Slayyyy🤚💅🙄

[@clopie987]

The way that she’s thinking about a boy now OMGGGGGGGGG

[@victoriaaaaa.]

ok but you still slay every video you do 💕

[@freyamelody6420]

Okayyy puuur

[@nataliesoutlet]

That last smile GIRRRRL, someone’s in love 🫶🏽💗😚

[@Brooklyn2.0.]

Omg Hi!

[@lupitaservin2004]

Hey Nat, I love you so much. I hope you're doing well. Wishing you peace of mind.

[@alexiswashere1228]

I WAS JUST THINKING THAT

[@hannah-eg5tc]

THATS WHAT I WAS THINKINGGGG

[@jaava9596]

YESSSSS, LIKE HER GENUINE SMILE AND LIKE GRATEFULNESS FOR THE GIFTS, IS LIKE ANOTHER LEVEL OF JUST THINKING BEST FRIENDDSSSS

[@chavonnerodriguez]

The vibe at the end, the whole smile Mai has at the end while applying the Chanel lip balm and showing us the BFF necklace is everything. ❤️

[@annabuddle494]

and frank ocean playing too - hes a keeper

[@starsdailyusual]

I love how she isn't afraid to say that she indeed was looking for a guy and thinks about him 24/7, and admits it unlike girls who just want to appear like "not like the other girls".

[@rainachoi9537]

Mai is so open with us and doesn’t give a f abt others opinions! Everyone needs a friend like Mai.

[@tanj1na]

the happiness on Mai's face in the end when she showed us those gift ,, that made me happy too

[@carlieronzano3124]

the fact that apparently we're both 19 but you make it seem like you're a whole ass well put together ADULT- like I could never survive on my own in NY I can't even go to the store by myself (yay for grocery delivery services)

[@iswhosheis]

This girl has MONEY. I'm 10 years older and left NYC because I lived in a shoebox with 3 guys younger than me. Yes, I have a college degree and a full resume. This girl is not living in a standard reality...

[@danni8936]

Fr same

[@sweetmarasme]

girl i'm 26 and i look up to her so much lmao she's more an adult than i am

[@GlitterObsessedFreak]

​@@sweetmarasmesame

[@piaculjak2174]

girl same....., was so heartbroken over a situationship with a guy... never felt like this before. still healing from it but literally, I can feel it changing me as a person. I'm more dedicated to my routines and being healthy, and more true to myself. It does get better :)) but I feel like you need to let yourself hurt a bit, surround yourself with good friends or find an outlet for those emotions. give yourself time, let yourself heal, and know that good and better things are coming because you deserve it.

[@citygirllislis]

i needed this, thank you for sharing:(

[@calliebrinkman626]

Fr girl. people need to go through grief whether that be over a guy a death of a loved one losing a friend anything. It makes you stronger we have emotions for a reason you gotta feel them all the way through so you can get over them if you shove them down they will always be there till you address them.

[@skylinechilii]

as a person who doesn’t have friends this video makes me feel like I have someone to talk to

[@akshu8111]

I agree.

[@samkarlitv9318]

I just moved to another country to go to a univeristy. I don't know anyone cause the classes haven't started yet, so I'm basically alone everyday. And these videos make me feel like I have a friend and we're just talking.

[@Martina-zg1os]

@@Alrorosmile mmm you're here being rude at someone who has difficulties in finding friends, it looks like you don't have anything better to do, who's the depressing person now huh?

[@rainy5517]

Same. Haven't had friends in 9 years

[@blessieyang8070]

Bestie be my friend wtf

[@victoriadeyanova]

Mai needs to make a podcast, like I was cleaning my room and listening to her talk and it's so relaxing

[@CloudSky_]

Omg yes

[@Mushumom_0523]

Agreed

[@sandradavid8464]

Literally same!!

[@victoriaaaaa.]

literally

[@jde_qz]

girll im still a young teenager rn, and listening to this makes me feel so happy and comfortable. Like the moment when you say the advices when we might feel like "what if he likes me, or what if he's this or this.." I felt so wowow. I thought I was the only one who felt this way but I wasn't, I'm def gonna take this advice tysm!!!

[@aradikas8811]

My quest to my "soulmate" literally led me to be so over conscious around almost any guy. Like i subconsciously treated most guys and girls diff. Any guy that found attractive always held up a small "what if he's the one" question in my brain. That led to me not moving with ease with the opposite gender due to trying present myself in the most put together way. Like geez, i need to relax... the one" ain't running away. "And this video was a good reminder that.💞

[@Brooklyn2.0.]

This girl is everything gorgeous,Funny, Entertaining and acts like we are her best friends.

[@ayes_haa]

Can we appreciate how she likes everyone’s comments like Mai is so relatable love her! 💙💙

[@khalilahd.]

Always 💜 she’s the best

[@ashaterrezao7590]

Exactly😩

[@justine7743]

isn't that just a bot? lol plenty youtubers have it

[@zixzizia1066]

She has always been a real one

[@777m0n4]

liked this on 777

[@renn.eu_]

i literally relate to the part about not being able to be friends with guys without feeling like they could like you in that way or just not being able to be friends. I've had that problem throughout highschool, but now that i'm almost done, ive learnt this year that all i have to do is see guys the same way i see my friends that are girls and just treat everyone equally, anyways you look really happy!! love your videos sm

[@randomcommenter420]

if only guys adopted that attitude 😭

[@blinkeuisaswiftie8397]

@@randomcommenter420 Fr lmao- they be really messing up when you're tryna have a good perspective.

[@randomcommenter420]

@@blinkeuisaswiftie8397 they either see us as a different species creatures to analyse and “figure out” or objects. lol.

[@blinkeuisaswiftie8397]

@@randomcommenter420 agreed and some of my guy friends do both of it, I've had some guy friends who are like so nice and polite to you in person but are pretty misogynistic irl and some had gross things of their girl classmates on their phones, that was traumatizing 😭

[@JustABoy98]

@@randomcommenter420 not all of us are like that 😩 but I do get where you coming that from. I had a really nice friend (which was girl) but guys in my class ruined it and girls from her side , they always romancize us and say some s*itty things , even when we were literally studying . And it was easy to tease people like me and her becouse both of us were the one who got really bad bullied . Still she was my really good friend till end of my 10th grade , after that we went into different journey and sadly couldn't exchange number or anything

[@dorratrojette]

When you take a break from dating and on a random day you decide to get back at it and you actually start seeing guys and realize how bad some of them are and feel so proud of yourself for not letting them play you because the old you definitely would.

[@ilymingo]

this could not have come at a better time, literally love how true you are to yourself

[@khalilahd.]

Love a good story time with my favorite online bestie ❤️ and don’t worry we’ve all fallen pray to crying over boys 🥲

[@nikko1942]

Omg I’ve seen ur comments on Annie long’s vids!!

[@maplecollins2584]

Me too especially boys who have gave me trauma

[@evanseka4054]

It's prey not pray.

[@levey5480]

You looked so genuinely happy in the end there and oml me and so many others have been so invested(is that the right word idfk??) and it got me smiling and (maybe its cuz im about to start my period💀 but) fr abt to tear up

[@lfcoolg]

I'm 19 and almost a year into my first relationship and it's so refreshing to hear that other people go through the experience of thinking about someone all the time and just giving them your soul, basically. It made me reframe my thoughts to realize that other people go through this too and it's not just me (and that it's not a serious attachment issue or something, which is what my mind has been telling me)

[@pascalkamau]

I like how you were just smilling at the end while showing us the gifts😭😍💗made me feel so happy

[@lbbb5456]

The way I've been watching mai since before she moved in with her sister, and then traveling and then living alone. Absolutely insane, I've just been living vicariously through her we're both the same age and it's just like watching my bestie grow from a distance. Insane how time flies

[@jisunqluvr]

i genuinely love her so much she makes me feel so much better about myself just in general and she truly feels like a friend even though ive never even directly spoken w her i dont have a lot of friends irl so i always feel very comforted while watching mai's videos

[@2thsky]

this video rlly opened my mind to a lot of things. Ive been so conscious about this boy that ive neglected a lot of things and people in life, especially myself

[@anagutierrez1949]

The ending. Girl I’m hoping you get more happy days ahead whether it is alone or with someone. You deserve it. 🥺

[@x_lillyk]

Mai talking to us is literally like a FaceTime!! She is like the best friend we wish we all have.

[@suzanna3966]

this comment 🥺

[@user-wi8zm]

The way you smiled at the end made my heart ache❤️ I’m so happy for u Mai

[@Liv__lvl17]

Can I just start off by saying Mai your literally like a big sister to me! I grew up with 2 older brothers so I never got to experience what having an older sister was like, and now it feels like I have! You motivate me so much, just to like be my best self and also be kind to people. Seeing you generally happy makes me so proud because I know how hard life has been for you! I’m so glad your happy and thriving just by being you! 🥰🥰

[@melodyclementine]

I love her get ready talks she’s so relatable. And yup boys they’re just so complicated but the worst thing is letting them take hold of the bad independent bitch you were. I literally lost my self in that for two years… we finally broke up a week ago. I feel so much happier. Love you Maiiii wish I lived in ny or you still lived in LA cause I live there😩🤎

[@zanaiwright02]

i love how mai is so comfortable talking to us about her problems, she is so relatable. I love you sm mai you saved me 🥰

[@paytonsims]

I am not even lying, you make me feel so connected to world for some reason. You show that love isnt all perfect and that people arent perfect. You literally make me feel so normal in a good way you know? Love you sm. ❤️❤️❤️

[@annaa6326]

Mai you are literally my role model i love how relatable and kind you are and i love love love how you are always yourself !!! I'm still trying to find my true self and you are the biggest help to me right now. Lovee you Mai ❤

[@aurorafaith442]

I love how open Mai is with us. It truly feels like we are just her besties and just chatting about random crap. I love it.

[@ishaniprasad272]

Girl ily so much. You’re literally so relatable and so entertaining to watch. LOVE YOUUUU!!!

[@selimabenameur780]

Your smile at the end got me in tears you literally look so happy and that genuinely made me happier ❤love you mai

[@anjalivue8154]

I love her line "the hormones are hormining" it's so cute. Oh and yes, the ending is superb...her cute smile

[@yutingwong18]

you’re literally goals🤍😭 love how confident you portray yourself, you’re so gorgeous. you deserve a fine man mai

[@ayakrisss7471]

She is so reaaaal y’all.ive never seen an influencer so relatable and so real with their viewers because they are only showing the good sides and them looking hot as fuck but I looove mai she is so real and relatable❤️

[@brittanysavoie7608]

At the end u were so giddy and happy, in pure bliss. That is literally the best feeling in the world. I’m glad you had a good time 🥺

[@MakeupEsra]

She tells everything I’m literally thinking. Feels like she’s talking about me💀 exactly the reason I love her

[@skarlet1670]

I love how realistic and real Mai always is. She’s my fav KZbinr

[@fay7012]

omg, it's feels so good to watch mai rant about literally everything especially boys, i feel like i'm talking to my bestfriend lmao. love you queen! 💗👑

[@vanessaadelin]

Are you a spam phamily member?

[@fay7012]

@@vanessaadelin yes!!!

[@vanessaadelin]

@@fay7012 great! otherwise would've recommended following it bc of all the ranting :)

[@graysent2837]

MAI OMG. i needed this video so fricking bad. i'm going through a breakup right now that affected me this exact way. before i watched this i thought he was the only one for me and i NEEDED him but no, what i need to do it love myself before i can love someone else.

[@Sosofloflo]

I’ve been without boys for TWO years now and I cannot even describe how Amazing My Life Is Now

[@victoriat2682]

omg....I made this rule - no guys for one year. I havent been with guys for more than a year now...and I didnt even think about it!. My life is amazing, and I dont have a guy in it! This is awesome because I used to be really lonely and obsessed about finding a boyfriend or dating

[@wondavlogsxo]

mai, you actually give me life. you chatting with us in a grwm really makes me feel like we're on facetime. ilysm 💗

[@sielladewit5434]

Love this, Mai is literally so open with us and relatable and she is my literal role model. Love you Mai

[@vivianneprice]

The ending was so heartwarming. I’m so glad that your happy!

[@saumsdigitaldiary]

I love the range of videos she has, like I can vibe to her cleaning and decluttering and another day vibe to getting ready with her

[@rubyjt5754]

Thank you for helping me out of my depression, i've still got loads of issues but after i ended my long term relationship recently i got really depressed. So that on top of a bunch of family stress i just became bedridden and developed loads of physical issues, i quit my job and stopped going to therapy, basically i was just going through it; but when i stumbled onto your channel around June of this year you really helped pull me out of that depressing state and helped me with the decision to go back to therapy. So again, thank you. I wish you the best and i hope you're well.

[@itschristybich]

you are so freakin gorgeous in every sense and way of that word!!! i literally adore watching you so much because of how genuine and real you are!!

[@guefaifiasara7058]

The way she's true to herself makes me so proud I see myself in her alott

[@mayleestewart8864]

her smile at the end looked so wholesome and genuine like it just made me so happy

[@AliseBella]

Mai, you are such an inspiration. I have been going through some dark times and watching your videos gives me the motivation to keep going thank you for being here you will always be my comfort KZbinr.

[@alexisjishie3148]

Girl, it’s been so fun watching you transform into the person you are today!! I literally started my little “self love” & “no boys” journey around the same time last year, so it definitely feels like I have a bestie who understands what it’s like & who I can turn to 💓

[@rose4_9p]

girl you are so amazing to talk to and I wish every girl sees u becoming a boss of there own

[@Hirayaaah]

I stg mai is the only youtuber i can listen to for 14 minutes straight without getting bored or skipping, i don't even watch grwm's usually but when Mai posts one i rush so quick to watch them, srsly love how relatable and lovable of a person Mai is, she's true to herself and others, i really love that abt her❤

[@zi8436]

Trust me mai you really don't need get ready even you are naturally beautiful,even though the makeup was fire🔥, ily sooo much♡

[@lucylantz642]

Mai is my favorite KZbinr, so real and relatable, whenever she posts i get so excited to watch!! ❤️ you Mai

[@a44y.58]

YOU ARE LITERALLY GLOWWINNGG!! you’re literally throwing off such good vibes, so so so so sooooooo gorgeous!!

[@elainamcclendon5593]

I love your videos, Mai. As someone who doesn’t have friends, this is comforting. Seeing you happy about the gifts he gave you made me so happy 😭😭!!

[@Janzzz.x]

I honestly love her she is so comfortable and when your alone it feels like she is their. I love her videos and watch them over and over !!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@ruimacedo1075]

I swear I’ve never watched a better video this is my whole entire existence like it’s so aesthetically pleasing and satisfying and I am loving the intro that girl every day is another slay

[@pragyasingh2297]

You have such a genuinely warm energy about you Mai. It’s a really rare quality in people. Even though you’ve grown as a person, that’s never changed about you and it warms my heart ❤

[@alexiswilliams1346]

literally watching your videos makes me feel like everything’s going to be ok and make me so happy💕

[@sarahdworatzek8394]

I love when you just talk to us while getting ready sit so therapeutic

[@Niaslife28]

maiiiiii u have helped me so mucjhthis year in being more confident and happy with myself and as a fellow teen its so hard to love urself and so easy to break urself down so i really appreciate everything u do! :) ilysm!!!

[@shrutii.waghhh]

Found your channel like two days ago now i can't stop binging!!! You're like super relatable and i got the motivation to get on top of my stuff from you, thank uuu

[@KOKO-yz7hv]

I love how open you are, I think that’s what sets you apart from other creators. You are genuine and honest!

[@yaralisthen1104]

Honestly Mai is like everyone’s big sister,I love her SM!!

[@foreveryoung3998]

she's like my bigger sister and im 22 yo

[@sandhyashankar4715]

Mai makes me feel good about feeling insecure

[@tiana1519]

I love the fact you share these things with us it makes me think and I love that and I love you 💜

[@celinezoorob7461]

I love how she smiled at the end, omg I love how happy she is!!!💗😻

[@aimeequan9082]

This video was honestly so cute, just loved everything about it.

[@christinaleighstephenson2236]

It's great to see Mai growing more confident with herself. She's super inspiring and she helps me to feel more confident in myself too. If I want to go somewhere, I'll do it, even if no one can come with me. For example, if I want to go to the symphony, and unfortunately no one can come with me, I'm confident enough in myself to go by myself and have a good time. Which is a huge improvement from where I was a few years ago. Keep up the great work Mai!

[@shaborneedey3335]

MAI MAKES ME HAPPY. PERIODT.

[@chuns6348]

i LOVEEE the fact whenever i watch your videos, i always feel like i'm on a facetime with a really good bestie. YOUR SO SLAAY LOVE U U DESERVE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLDDDD

[@ilm4ds]

i love these type of videos where it feels like we’re on ft, Mai just has the best big sister energy! 🫶🏽

[@jordynnwhite4812]

This was a good one, I very much loved the vlog. And, the little speech you did about doing what you need to do for yourself (when it comes to romantic relationships) was what I needed to hear cuz gurl lately tingz been crazy when it comes to romantic relationships/love/hormones, so thank you for that gurl

[@callynjune8966]

So pretty Mai! Love seeing you so confident, you have come so far, I love you, praying for you🙏💗

[@peepeepoopoo4003]

Her practicing her walk even though she’s late is sooo me lmfaooo

[@nasimmason]

Mai I love your personality. I like the content where that shows, and these are perfect to sit down and just watch.

[@__hajar__]

The way I relate to every single thing she says is just wow...

[@patrix3567]

this vlog is so relatable mai, I can see myself to your situation.

[@diyachhabra4460]

I just hope you keep making these GRWM vids I just love seeing you get ready and share your life with us….just makes me feel that I’m not alone..thank you mai

[@rosalbatesti1441]

i literally get absorbed by your videos, they're so good that make me forget the sense of time, plus ur so gorgeous I can't-

[@brianachovancek8362]

Absolutely gorgeous ❤️ I love that this feels like a FaceTime and honestly I relate so much to you and it’s nice to know that someone has the same thoughts as me.

[@marenbailey2570]

I seriously love you so much 😭 your videos are everything and you have inspired me so much to take care of myself

[@kimmynarankhand8009]

I’ve been watching you for years!!! Girl you my inspiration!! You have helped in every chapter of my life and made me feel so normal due to my anxiety as well!! AAAH! Sending lots of love 💕

[@andreaabad3522]

Mai,you really evolved and you re glowing!I can see a big change in the past months in you and I wish all the best for you!❤

[@kaeya713]

the more she uploads and rants like this the more i feel closer to her!!! and always she looks extremely gorgeous with the best vibes of her!! im so in love with her she my bestie frr

[@adorxocean]

ive never found a youtuber like u whos actually super super open and real with us ur subscribers i love that abt u mai thanks for posting❤️💪(hope u had fun going out and u feel cute is always the best)

[@irisraudvee4839]

why are your "get ready" videos literally the best and you talking about boys is always so entertaining lmao love you mai!!

[@nupurrout4746]

Mai is literally glowing in all of her videos 😩 So proud of how far you've gotten

[@maceyboo2597]

I love Mai, you’re my inspiration. You have no idea how much you’ve helped me.

[@deysepinheiro3196]

Mai, you are just the best gift. So happy I found u. I smile a lot wachting you, and you are so genuine and relatable. ❤

[@idylla9261]

Mai's smile at the end is so beautiful...i've been watching her vlogs and that is the BEST SMILE 💗💗💗💗✨✨

[@kennedycharfen7358]

I love that mai is so real on KZbin, I’ve been binge watching her vids for like two weeks now. Love you mai!!! I hope your doing well

[@jazminem7750]

Can we appreciate how real and genuine Mai is, literally love her ❣

[@nadineroypen2306]

Watched this video at 3 in the morning and ii don't regret it at all.💕You are so relatable . Love you mai😊pls never stop making KZbin videos 😭

[@riley766]

Girl you are so perfect from the inside and out and I love it. I litterally love you so much and I have an obsession with your channel.❤