Therapist reacts to Last Resort Reimagined by Falling In Reverse

[@chriscollins3208]

I'm a 39 year old man. This song... man... I haven't cried to a song since my teens. Ronnie has a way of making you feel your feelings.

[@xorrynhexblade9486]

Don't feel bad, bro, I'm 56 and it hit me just as hard.

[@Gwydion_Wolf]

Ronnie gave voice to what this song was for so many of us.. even in its more heavy/fast-paced version.

[@natew7400]

I too am a 39 year old man. Been in a downward spiral for 13 years. God is the only thing that has still here on this Earth and I thank Him every morning that I wake up. I am blessed.

[@theJuLYheat]

I'll be 39 in July, and I'm a veteran, and I fully agree. I shouted you out in a full post, brother. ❤

[@casie3558]

I heard someone say that papa roach original was for us angry teenagers, Ronnie's is for us now broken adults. 🤌

[@Nickymoseley10]

i love the way Ronnie stands there with his hands behind his back ,no ego just wanting Jacoby to like it ,awesome

[@wheelycody275]

The video where Jacoby watches it with Ronnie is amazing. The amount of respect them two have for each other is beautiful

[@KennedyJR10]

I also said this

[@jamesford1426]

Idk man unpopular opinion it looks like a total ambush "stop what your doing and tell me if this is good" ​@@wheelycody275

[@BigMac072]

Been waiting for this one for awhile. The best description I've heard for this song is that Papa Roach's original was for the troubled youth in us, and Ronnie's version is for the broken adult we are now. Beautiful.

[@ZakWraps]

Big Facts!

[@CarlosPerez-pp1je]

Exactly how I described it when the original came out. Hits the feels at a new level!

[@chrispatten943]

THIS!

[@wademorris2226]

This was exactly how I felt. The Papa Roach version hit me as angry young adult. This version made me actually look at myself as a father and husband. I found a therapist the very next week. Bringing this video w me.

[@Zoinks_Da-OG]

This comment again. 😂

[@MrEthernopian]

Say what you want about Ronnie's presence online, but so many people fail to see how monumentslly talented he is as a musician. Lyricism, vocals, composition, his direction and production of his music videos. The dude is a certified genius. The build ups in this song perfectly capture the emotions behind the lyrics. The lowering of his pitch when he sings " downward spiral, where do I begin" it's all so intricately written. The videos of him showing Jacoby the demo of this is so wholesome.

[@SaraJfai]

Ronnie must have as many brains as an octopus. You can't be this genius with just one brain.

[@myvampireromance17]

Exactly - I don't agree with alot of the things he says on social media but you can't deny the talent of the man and FIR

[@ZakWraps]

The lyrics hit different now that Im older and Ronnie is soooo good at relaying them in such a painful way, and touches my soul!

[@brenleedee8061]

That is what initially drew me to Ronnie, I believe only someone that has lived with great pain could convey a song like this and we feel the pain listening to it.

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

@@brenleedee8061 he says in Prequel 'I survived a whole life of pain' and YES. He started out with two addict parents, who often neglected him and his brother. His mom left them when he was young, and this hurt him deeply (I think because....why did she stay for his brother, but then LEFT when Ronnie came along?) That left them to be raised by a neglectful addict father. Then he developed depression and starting self medicating. Then he went to prison. Then he lost his brother, who was his 'ride or die'. Dude has suffered.

[@davidbelcher5419]

Fun fact -the one with Jacoby and Ronnie was while they were touring together and one show Jacoby s wife called him crying and he was worried about what was wrong but she told him she was crying because she had just heard Ronnie's version of the song

[@HeartSupport]

this is precious - T

[@janglepockets]

He destroyed the world in watch the world burn. In The Last resort it was put back together. It's very poetic in a way.

[@lceidolon]

"Sometimes, all it takes is one bad day." (the Joker) But, sometimes we just need one good day, maybe even a moment.

[@Emilie-one]

That first “I’m Fine” chokes me up ! I get goosebumps. I love this so much ❤

[@MikeWilsonBarrett]

Ronnie literally made the song his own. Papa Roach was about Teenage angst. Ronnie was about Adult Sorrow. He truly made the song his own.

[@TeemoonMaster]

Those little cracks in his voice when he is screaming "i'm fine", always slicing my heart❤

[@hellhound1389]

20 years ago my wife found me in my workshop with a revolver in my hand contemplating ending it all. I was lucky because she pulled me back from the edge. I turned my life around and put down the bottle. I also decided to tell her about everything that happened in my childhood. I unburdened my secrets and she helped me. I was struggling with memories of my father's abuse and my mother's neglect. I didn't want to turn into my father and she showed me because I cared enough about my kids I was willing to take myself out of their lives that I was superior to my father. It made sense because he was a narcissist that viewed his family as his slaves. She's been my savior since the day we met

[@HeartSupport]

this is so beautiful. I'm so grateful you have her and that her love for you healed you and made you believe in your future. So glad you're still here. - T

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

wow your dad sounds like mine. Narcissistic sociopath who treated us like his possessions. He took us up to the wilds of Alaska so noone could stop him from having total control. I'm so glad your wife was able to help you and pull you back from the brink! No one deserves that sort of treatment. I'm sorry you went through that.

[@aaronnoble923]

I pulled the trigger but for whatever reason the firing pin hit the primer but it never fired. I fell asleep with the gun on my chest only to be found by a loved one the next morning in that same spot. I was locked down inpatient for treatment and it destroyed relationships because I went there. Half the days I’m thankful and the other half I’m angry. It takes everything I have most of the time to not do it again. You don’t get that opportunity twice.

[@Heimdallr1789]

Found this song and FIR right after my brother ODed on heroin. We had a hard childhood. Abuse, neglect, abandonment, extreme violence from abusive father figures. He never recovered and spiraled for years but this original song was something he played for hours on end growing up. RIP big brother. Thank you for reacting to this

[@hellhound1389]

I feel your pain because I too am a child of abuse and neglect. I was drowning myself in the bottle and contemplating ending it all then my guardian angel (my wife) stepped in. She pulled me back from the edge before it was too late

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

Ronnie also lost his big bro.....:'( I'm so sorry you went through this man!

[@afa1515]

Dude pushing out songs and videos in the highest possible quality. Definitely wanna see them live.

[@9876Sven]

Will See them in 3 weeks! I‘m so hyped!

[@afa1515]

@@9876Sven Tickets in Vienna are sold out, which sucks…

[@AdamSmith-wu3dp]

I saw them live in February with Disturbed. Fir is awesome live! Enjoy!

[@randeereyes2315]

Just saw them in Phoenix a couple of weeks ago. DEFINITELY the best live show I've ever seen...and I've seen MANY (I'm 56yrs old!). You NEED to see them live!

[@deannamarie8389]

Saw them in September. It was the first concert for my teenagers. Falling in Reverse did NOT disappoint!

[@StephanieEMT16]

Ronnie is able to convey EXACTLY what not being “fine” sounds like. He does it in the most beautiful way and he couldn’t have made this any better in my opinion. I remember crying through it the first several times because that’s how I felt inside (medical issues and PTSD took over) and I remember he hit that “tell me I’m fine!” it was this incredible connection that has on ever happened with one other song. When someone, for me especially a male singer, can make you feel that pain coming up from their toes and it’s a special thing that is unexplainable. God bless 💗🙏🏼🇺🇸

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

I think that's because Ronnie knows exactly what 'not being 'fine' feels like. He's got a lot of issues he struggles with, between the depression, the online hatred of him, his mom's abandonment, his addict dad, his brother's death, his former addiction.....He says in Chemical Prisoner 'it's so hard to be 'together' and it won't get better. Days go by, I won't die, but I must try forever' And I feel this because I am a recovering alcoholic, and even after YEARS of sobriety.....I still can't drive past a liquor store without CRAVING. I get it. So I think, he's gone through 'a whole life of pain' and he KNOWS how it feels to hurt.

[@XDex91]

This song has me at the verge of tears every single time. The second half, screaming his pain at the world but rebuilding through shear force of will, is beautiful. The pain he expresses in the first half, followed by the determination in the second half, is just so powerful.

[@sc9475]

I seriously think Ronnie is one of the best artists in a very long time.. Everything he touches lately is absolute Gold! Saw him in concert in Houston this year and I'm so glad I got to experience that. I hadn't been to a concert since Linkin Park and this band revived something in me that I haven't known in many years.

[@mikesimpson1866]

We get it Ronnie! You can music!

[@fritzAG]

That a ryker quote? Lol

[@mikesimpson1866]

@@fritzAG yes and it’s still accurate.

[@marylandwehr1666]

I want one of their shirts lol

[@rainbowshane3603]

I honestly never liked this song, but then Ronnie redid it and I finally actually heard and felt the words for the first time. I started crying while listening to this for the first time. It's so beautiful.

[@sweepist]

I love these redone songs ! would love to see a reaction of I'm Not A Vampire - Revamped !

[@Kelly30stm]

I'm glad you saw Jacoby react too. It was a sweet moment when Ronnie posted it.

[@brenleedee8061]

My Son introduced me to this song not too long ago, I suffer with Major Depression disorder with anxious distress, GAD, PTSD and OCD. I have been in a downward spiral, when I heard this song it was almost my life story...I have to believe for Ronnie to sing this song with such raw emotion that he has been where many of us have been. Just amazing job, loved your analysis.

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

Oh boy has he ever been through some tough shit....

[@TechnoTone]

OMG - you're perspective of the last part of this song - the rebuilding section! I hadn't thought of it like that before, but it makes so much sense. This new version of this song often brings me to tears, but your thoughts had me literally sobbing! 😭 I need to process this. 💔❤‍🩹

[@HeartSupport]

so glad you're here and that this impacted you. Sending you love - T

[@leostarfire79]

Never heard this take before. I like it BETTER, MUCH BETTER than the original. Wow. Falling in Reverse is FUCKING AWESOME!!

[@JeffHayes-l5e]

Been dealing with a lot the past two years, and I recently found this channel. I wanted to say thank you for your support.

[@HeartSupport]

I'm so glad that we have helped in some way. thanks for being here :) - T

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

Ronnie has ALL the ADHD! Can you tell? Look at his motions. All the twitchyness, fidgety little motions, pacing, etc. The crossing his hands behind his back is something we often do because it forces us to not fidget when nervous. But even then, you see him rocking from foot to foot, leaning in and out, etc etc. He's like this in his Twitch streams too, dude CANNOT stand still. It's f'n ADORABLE!

[@fritterskitter9125]

So glad you finally got around to this one, it is an emotional masterpiece. You might like to compare I'm Not A Vampire with the Revamped version, and also The Drug In Me Is You with the Reimagined version.

[@aaronreed713]

I have listen to this version probably 30 times, and every time he belts out that 2nd I'm Fine with the hurt in his voice hits me so hard. Don't know how many times i have thought to my self, I just need someone to tell me everything is going to be ok. Tear up every time.

[@brianpigg3119]

I've never been able to explain how I feel when my mind goes to that dark place until now. This video is a great representation of how I feel on a daily basis.

[@ianboyes9154]

I never heard of these until this song. And now i love them, off to see them on 4th of December cant wait

[@Requiem4aDr3Am]

For entertainment I like the original version, but as far as how impactful and the actual feeling of the pain involved with suicide this version absolutely nails it. That is how I felt in 2018 when I almost ended it. Mine stems from physical pain and the difficulties of living like that for 15 years. I was right at that edge and out of the blue my niece called me up and said she was pregnant and she always loved it when I was around when she was a kid and that she wanted me to be there for her kids. It was enough to bring me back and realize that I couldn't leave my family or pass on my pain to them through taking my own life.

[@amysmithakabipolar.teddybe6047]

Glad you're still here and fighting the good fight! 🤘💀🤘

[@Gwydion_Wolf]

It's a bit ironic in a way, that so many of us who win that mental battle always end up in some way or shape realizing that we'd only be 'passing on' that hurt to those we cared about, and the refusal to hurt those we care about being one of the things that gives us the strength to fight back from the edge.

[@clairbrett4211]

Amazing how differently one song can be heard with a change of tempo. I love everything about this version. The arrangement on the strings building with the vocals just takes it to a completely different level. I'm in tears everytime I hear it, cus the lyrics just hit the spot so hard xx

[@Joe666HC]

I love Papa Roach, they helped me through a lot of though times in my teens. When I first heard this song I think I started crying just when you said "Oh, Oh, Oh no". I never really listened to the lyrics but this song is soo powerful. I'm not even 50 sec. into the video and I know I will cry at the end. Still love your reactions and your support/insight - thank you for doing this!

[@Joe666HC]

@12:54 me too ^^

[@dylanshultz3560]

This song portrays exactly why Ronnie is one of my favorite vocalists of all time

[@mr.markjcogley2138]

Ronnie is absolutely fucking amazing. I truly believe there is nothing that man cannot do. His musical range is untouched.

[@hellandbackoutdoors965]

I’m 47, clinically depressed, since my teens. Diagnosed in my late 20’s. No one understands what it feels like inside. This song does a fairly good job of showing/explaining it. IF you can FEEL and HEAR it. I and others like me can’t “tell” you what it feels like and those that don’t have this feeling will never understand it. My heart goes out to all of you that are dealing with this. The struggle is real and it IS worth it.

[@TheIntrospectiveBreakdown-t1o]

Im 36, have had 'treatment resistant chronic Anhedonia' since I was a child. People who don't have mental illness don't get the struggle. I recently had someone who Does NOT Have depression tell me 'I'm depressed too but I DEAL WITH MINE you need to DEAL WITH YOURS' and honestly that pissed me off. Because she has no clue. People don't get it. Suffering builds empathy.

[@Mrminimaxx3]

i remember when this song came out... i played this on reapeat so many times... his voice is soo soothing and filled with sorrow

[@patcyr4545]

That song hit’s hard! Ronnie’s interpretation of it just hit’s you in the feels. This version is for us the broken adult.

[@Kaiandlahna]

The way Ronnie has a massive heart! He is such a sweet guy and everything he makes with his lyrics are always so heartfelt and powerful and meaningful! I love that man with every ounce of me! 😭❤️😭❤️❤️ He will always be my favorite

[@CaroleMcNamara-wy5qp]

I’m too old in that I never knew the original version but this version just grabs at your heart and soul, I’ve been listening to FIR ever since my daughter played it to me 🖤🖤🖤

[@JifeesAgo]

In the final release it's these two singing together when it gets quiet and they start. "I can't go on living this way." Goosebumps

[@JifeesAgo]

If you listen, he says I want you to sing on it

[@craiggarner72]

Its amazing how recontextualizing a song can make the core message stand out, we never knew how desperate the lyrics we at the time

[@MarkSmith82]

Every time he hits that nothing is fine it hits me, I can't not cry at that part. Because right now in my life it's true.

[@mistakenmusicgroup]

This version and Radke’s music has helped me through some of my darkest days. He is a voice musically I do not have.

[@christianpeters5925]

This Song is a missle directly into the heart

[@TheBradsk1379]

I read this comment on another reaction: "The original version was one that the angsty teens in us wanted at the time, now this is the version we needed as broken adults" as A 45yr old Gen Xer nothing could b further from the truth and ur reaction is amazing to it.....also, Ronnie's voice!

[@mattcavanagh5701]

Glad you added the Jacoby reaction here! Ronnie was clearly nervous as hell! It almost brought me to tears when I watched how much he liked it

[@Trinity1976]

I wish someone would tell me I'm fine and make me believe it but HeartSupport is definitely a start. I don't feel alone ❤

[@HeartSupport]

you're fine and you're going to get better. You are definitely not alone. I'm so glad you're here and I know it doesn't feel okay right now but that's the beauty in everything being temporary. The pain can't last forever. You're on the right path. Sending love - T

[@richardnchase4412]

This song is so relatable, especially this version. From an internal perspective. At least for me.

[@laurenb.9512]

This is one of the best covers I’ve ever heard. The original was for us angry teens and this one is for the broken adults we became.

[@joshiepolley5277]

save yourself- make them suffer i think itd be a great song to represent mental health and relationships love your stufff

[@benningbradley5323]

Jacoby reacting was the first time I heard this song. What a honor to have the man who brought us this song such a different way say fuck yeah bronthis is awesome.

[@Kuew01]

This song is quite possibly one of the best re-imaginations of a song in the history of music. I remember rocking out to Last Resort when I was younger and never realized the depth and beauty of this song before this. Ronnie is a master puppeteer on the heart strings and this solidifies it. This version got me through so much stuff this year when I was feeling really low. I love your channel and everything you stand for. Please never stop. You help so many people. Even the ones who don't say anything.

[@kennethalvarez3485]

Thank you for finally doing this one. The line that reverberates most with me is when Ronnie is screaming out "Nothing is fine." It is an apt summary of my physical, emotional, and mental states right now. This is actually the culmination of a story that is told by the videos for Prequal, Popular Monster, Ronald, Voices in my Head, Watch the World Burn and Last resort.

[@derrickroderick7729]

This man is a musical genius

[@joshmedina5471]

Makes me cry every time…😢 You’ve got to see them live next time they tour! I’ve been to 3 shows now, and I’ll go whenever they go on tour again FOREVER! 😋🤘🔥

[@nathanlee7157]

Your reactions are so genuine. Like you wanna pause but then don't due to shear amazement

[@smoupnhoize]

You've been the first one to comment on the rebuilding at the end when he let it all out. I actually didn't like this version until I saw the video. Then I loved it.

[@Texaszebra82]

I listen to this on repeat when I'm at my lowest. Just having a really good cry with it helps and its relatable.

[@shaunv.564]

This hits hard for so many reasons. I encourage you to check out Citizen Soldier, if you haven't already. Specifically, "Words That Don't Exist, " "Scarecrow," and "Afterlife." He is also a licensed therapist. I don't think you'll regret hearing these songs.

[@racer6489]

I've heard this song for the past 20 something years. I've NEVER heard it like this. Well done.

[@forbescustomfishing5189]

You finally did this song!!! My favorite song by Ronnie by far, actually my favorite song ever

[@raidonbay]

Wow, my eyes are still watering. His version truly touched me. 😮

[@timdowings9351]

Ronnie slayed it again .. his music has continued to help me along Chester would be proud music definitely helps

[@dfusit]

Taylor, yes this rendition really does hit hard. I absolutely love your reaction to this version and especially when you included Jacoby hearing it for the first time. Ronnie really nails the raw emotions of this song and its meaning. Jacoby was so awesome, he was really feeling it. I think he was shocked by Ronnie’s vocals. Thank you for this one Taylor. ❤️💪 I wish my big sister had lived long enough for me to play this song for her.

[@ErrrahTech]

it is so crazy how its the same song same lyrics, but hits so differently with this rendition, as the original gives off a headbanger hype up version, but this literally gives me chills and goosebumps you feel every word.

[@mattheffelfinger6093]

One person made a good comparison to the original is the teenage angst showing through and being unable to properly process it, while the Reimagined version is closer to the adult mindset of breaking down and truly considering a 'last resort'.

[@Slainshadow42]

It's been months on months waiting for a video and reaction to this. We Appreciate you. :)

[@HeartSupport]

thanks for waiting :) - T

[@FinalShineInc]

i live on the internet because its the Only place where i get to me unfiltered. keep making these, your doing excellent work!

[@hsky618]

Thank you for reacting on both of the videos! Great reaction and true thoughts! Love what you're doing.

[@matthewalbright4753]

All That Remains! Let you go, Devine, No Tomorrow! And the abundance of OG bangers too!

[@Caleb-s2g]

I feel I need to highly suggest a song called “Shattered” by the band Currents. That song has deep lyrics that honestly got me through some of my hardest times because it’s relatable and put words to how I felt that I could have never found on my own. Now that I’m going through some of the pain I never thought I’d experience though, this song is right up there with it 💔

[@cheetos1231000]

I like that you reacted to Jacoby reacting to the song as well.

[@k.heinsbroek4467]

took 5 to 6 months but this (version of) song finally broke me. (thank you Ronnie

[@kylem8841]

Doing his im not a vampire original and remake like this would be awesome...see the changes over the years with the exact same lyrics is crazy.

[@dropbarracuda]

I don't know if you finally saw one of my comments recommending this, or if someone else recommended it to you, but I'm so happy you reacted to this. I did a deep dive through your videos a while back, and knew this one specifically would resonate with you. 😊👍🏻

[@HeartSupport]

we had SOOOO many comments recommending it we had to!! glad you're here :) - T

[@Atlas_UK]

I'm so happy you finally reacted to this, this song made me ball my eyes out, and honestly it's amazing :) ty

[@JaredSilva-s1d]

This version of last resort has pulled me out of dark places and gives me hope

[@madshadow85]

Reminds me of when Trent Reznor said in an interview that his song Hurt was no longer his song. Hurt is now Johnny Cash's song.

[@DrGreerIsRight]

Facts

[@LivingCrysis]

You're reactions are the main reason i finally decided to subscribe to your channel!

[@loganbrown6184]

Hey Taylor, loved the video as always. I bawled my eyes out when I heard this when it dropped. And I HATE crying, it makes me feel weak, that I'm not doing all that I can, that I failed. But when this song hit me as it did there was little to nothing I could do to stop this..Immense wave after wave of emotions flowing out of me. I relate to this song a lot, I didn't exactly "lose" my mother, but I definitely lost the part of her who was Supposed to be nurturing, and compassionate. But at the same time, she was/is battling her own things being a bipolar alcoholic. Granted the last time we spoke she was telling me how she's been sober, and talking to people. But she still tries to scoot past all that she did, says she doesn't remember, bullshit, you can't just forget 14 years of abuse, no amount of alcohol can erase those kinds of memories. I know cause I try to do it every single fucking night. There's a difference between not being able to versus not wanting to, and I personally think she doesn't Want to remember, it's not that she can't. But, I Wish someone could take the things I hear, see, and at times feel out of my head. I wish I didn't have to keep myself awake to become so sleep-deprived that when I do sleep I just pass out, and don't dream. Drinking only helps for a bit, and then it doesn't. It's hard trying to rebuild, as you said, when our worlds are crumbling apart and I've been feeling like that for a while now, that everything is just breaking around me. People at school used to ask me why I listened to certain music on the bus, school, cause I'd blare Papa Roach and other artists so loud that it could be heard from my earbuds, and they'd ask, "Why do you listen to those songs on repeat?" All I'd really say was that either "Don't worry about it." or something along the lines of, "I hope you never know truly why, they're songs I hope you never have to relate to." oh the faces of bewilderment and confusion I got from answering like that. But I meant it though, I didn't want anyone to know the kind of pain I was in, I didn't want to have it all be on me, the spotlight I mean. I'm now starting to realize that I probably should've been more vocal about it, probably wouldn't be as bad as it is now but. Ya live and learn I guess, I know I'm not alone others have gone through the same or worse than I did, I'm aware. It's kinda why I'm hesitant to get help, and I can barely afford it too ontop of everything else. I feel like there are others more deserving of aid than me. For context and for those who don't know me, I have 14 years of C-PTSD (physical, neglect of food and water, verbal/emotional abuse), 2 of those years I was SA'd by a male step-sibling who was twice my age (I was 7), and pretty much all of my school years I was bullied as the cherry ontop. In no way, shape, or form am I here to farm sympathy, I'm only giving context and specifics as to what I experienced. I'm not trying to get any special attention or anything. It's the Last thing on my mind, I'm just trying to be open about it, cause then people will *Hopefully* feel brave enough to share their stories. The more we normalize talking about these things and asking questions, the more we'll feel connected at least from the lens I'm looking into. Granted I'm only 24 so I have much to learn. I always enjoy your takes, and opinions, gives me much to think about. Thank you for all that you do Taylor. Until next time, - Logan

[@cyndeljahnke2337]

It's been 14 yrs since my last suicide attempt. And 10 years since I became mentally stable and I'm in tears listening to this. I remember that pain you never forget the pain or utter sadness. July 26th is my 15th year alive after my last attempt and I never forget that poor young woman I was. I live every year knowing she deserves the world.

[@JWFowler36]

Thank you for reacting to this I was so excited to see you react to this. my mental health is a daily struggle ive lost so many people to afghanistan and iraq that tear my nightly dreams. i just keep reaching out and trying to find someone who can help me through it. sooooo happy ive watched this video like 14 times already. thank you for everything.

[@HeartSupport]

awww man friend. I'm so sorry to hear this. Grief is one of the most painful experiences and so often we are able to find solace or an escape from the pain when we sleep, but you can't even have that small reprieve because the pain is in your dreams. That has to be a whole new level of exhaustion. And then to keep reaching and to feel like no one is grabbing your hand to pull you up. I hope that you keep reaching, because i know that if you do you'll find healing. So grateful you're here :) - T

[@Nathan_Wasser]

Gonna see them live in 10 days! So much looking forward to their concert. Tears gonna flow so much 😭

[@raidonbay]

I heard the original when it first came out. But this hits different. I'm crying because that I've been there. I love life now, and at worst I am distant from my friends. I no longer wish to end life.❤🤗

[@kodylaird9342]

Gosh she is such a beautiful person.

[@colecollins6076]

When I first heard this song, version of the song anyways, it absolutely broke me. The scream is what’s been in my head lately.

[@coleeg69]

The fact that these are basically the same lyrics is mind blowing. These lyrics are freaking intense which got covered up from the original because of how it went vocals/beat goes. Crazy deep.

[@marshallyarbrough2972]

This version hits so much different than the original. I hadn't seen the Papa Roach reaction. I'm so happy you did both of them, and I hope it helps whoever needs to hear it.

[@williamwadepaulus330]

Can we take a moment to thank you guy/girl that animated this video?! Like wow....

[@Ho4130x]

The trilogy is a must! Losing My Mind Losing My Life Drugs You will not be disappointed

[@michaelnichols5777]

I am not a fan of the original or Papa Roach in general but when I heard this version I was blown away. I love what Ronnie did with it, I’m a huge fan of his other reimagined/revamped songs as well.

[@NFRealMusicFan1619]

YOU HAVE TO REACT TO NF’S SONG REMEMBER THIS! Remember This is just so real and relatable, it’s a personal favorite for me.

[@thegamingmurph9682]

Its also amazing that Rony is classicly trained on the piano

[@thepunisher6521]

This came out the same time my best friend lost his fight with depression i still can't watching it without tearing up

[@davidfullmer5888]

I'm combat vet with PTSD and these are battles I and so many others fight on a daily basis.

[@kayti1376]

The goosebumps I get when listening to this song....

[@mattissht]

I think the recent songs by Ankor would be an excellent fit for this channel. They've released a story in seven chapters over the last year or so. It's a story about grief, her husband gets murdered in the first chapter, and the story continues from there. Every song touches on a different stage of triying to cope with the situation.

[@Jay-yp3oq]

As a cult survivor, I can relate to this song so much. I'm still struggling but helping others. I have to be here for my nieces and nephews. I believe I have CPTSD, but I am dealing with it as best as I can.

[@MG-yl6xo]

She needs her own channel 👍

[@matthewhead1465]

The first time I heard this version of this song I cried. It hit so hard and Ronnie’s vocals tear through your heart. One of the many things that drew me to metal music as a teenager was the way it gave an outlet for emotion. Not just anger, as so many people unfamiliar with the genre think is all it’s about, but happiness, joy, grief, sadness, and everything else you can imagine. Metal music told me that it was okay to feel the way I did, that it was okay to cry. At 50 years old songs like this hit so much harder than they would have when I was a teenager, but they still show me that it is okay to cry. As a man that’s something that so much of the world screams to you is wrong, crying is weakness. This is so false. Crying is a perfectly valid emotional response and is more a sign of strength.

[@MelancholyWithin]

I spent 15 years depressed and suicidal. Papa Roach's original was one of many songs I turned to in those dark times. I attended school friends' funerals where they carried through on the act I always presumed I was too cowardly to complete. This song is so different to Papa Roach's, but even so, listening to it reminds of just how bad things were, how much I miss those I lost and reinforces the fact I never want to go back there again. Those memories are black and white, dark and dreary. The one thing that I take from it is that I am still here. It was never cowardice, it was strength in realising that no matter how bad things are, they can, and do, get better.