Therapist reacts to Happy? by Mudvayne

[@MrGmanDan]

I listened to Mudvayne every day when I had time while deployed in Iraq! They were an escape from the BS going on around me! Every track they ever recorded saved my life! I Love this band!

[@DARKDREAMER85]

I hope you realize now that these lying politicians sent poor people to kill other poor people, not for freedom, not for democracy, but for oil , control and power. So many lives destroyed because of these lies and manipulation

[@josephberg1586]

I was on the USS Ashland. Ghost Ship was out on the way over or the way back? But “Not Falling” is all I listened to… and C.C.R. I did learn what depression was. Nothing like smoking a cigarette and, manning a .50 Cal and driving through the desert, up for 72 hrs straight. Good times 😏

[@dennisbarker5986]

Definitely a band that's helped me well serving

[@PML78]

Still wish I could scream like Chad 🤘🏽😎

[@KalebThatcher-zf9jh]

Thank you for your service 🫡

[@CaseyFaris]

"I love butterflies SO much" - Taylor's first reaction to MUDVAYNE.

[@Michael97Moore]

Now she's needs to dig

[@NeCoruption]

Lmao

[@Yuri-oj5lk]

@@Michael97Moore Agreed. Happy is a good song, but there are much heavier tracks. Dig is a good one for sure, and maybe IMN or Cradle.

[@Michael97Moore]

@@Yuri-oj5lk or its softer but do moth by hellyeah

[@5pad3d]

​@@Michael97Moorebbr ding bbr ding bbr ding

[@sandieshaw6231]

I love how how most therapists understand and support listening to metal as therapy. It's a safe way to get out the darkest, most painful emotions.

[@johndef5075]

The lyrics are dark sometimes but the music is so badass it still feels uplifting somehow.

[@Phoenixltx]

Metal music gives voice and a safe escape for inner turmoil and pain. Better than lashing out.

[@ericklandrud5356]

The METAL saved me a few times

[@ericklandrud5356]

It vents the rage, hatred and anger in a way that isn't truly dEsTrUcTiVe!! The MOSH PIT is a place of combat, bit you lift the fallen and send or take them to safety, out of it, to be able to continue together! 🤘🤘🤘

[@Jcikokalol]

You should read the study that showed people that have more extreme tastes in music tend to have more (I hate this term) emotional intelligence. Digressing, I think that term just sounds narcissitic and fake. All it really means is someone who has developed the human condition and realizes other humans probably feel something similar. Emotional intellipushover. 3rd/4th wave feminist buzzword to manipulate people into always having empathy and being pushovers. And usually the ones who claim to have it are the most narcissitic main character syndrome people who want to come off as altruistic when it's either to manipulate or pander

[@Kingbam810]

Gotta admit, her final thoughts of the song just left me speechless. I've never thought about it that way. Thank you so much for the insight on this one.

[@joshuajeppesen4455]

I love your point that you never thought of it this way. That is one of the fundamentals of therapy in bestowing the understanding that each and everyone perceives the world differently, no wrong no right. Well depending on your beliefs.

[@kerstinoberlin4708]

I have always asked myself this am I happy now if not then what can I change . To be fair I really didn't start doing it until my toxic ass marriage and going thru divorce.

[@SgtSolidShot]

I've just gone through this same frame shift. Speechless.

[@mineralspirit]

Amazing speech at the end. Made the song have intense meaning. Suits the energy of the song. Hellofa take!

[@NHndrsn1234]

3 combat tours in Iraq. Mudvayne helped me get thru a lot of metal issues. Especially since my wife (back home) wasn’t giving me the support I needed. I felt alone and no one understood what I was going thru. I went to their most recent concert last year and cried almost throughout the whole concert.

[@keithhendrickson5116]

I honestly feel that!!!

[@unclemikeh2922]

Thank you very much for Protect in us

[@JonKorpi-o9w]

Brother I feel ya have same feelings about Alice in chains Operation deasert storm Layne Staley got me through came home to empty house wife took everything and left while I was deployed only thing she left was my revolver and one round almost used it but my chaplain helped alot

[@reddeath5delta]

My brother, I'm right with you (only one tour though). Music has been the only thing keeping me going sometimes. Don't give in to the demons. You deserve a fulfilling life. As does anyone else reading this that is going through tough times. I love you. I'm proud of who you've become. And I'm glad you're still here.

[@kerstinoberlin4708]

I feel it this song got me thru my divorce bc he cheated and lied and stole and tried to make me seem crazy when I caught him so I would scream this song sorry you did not get support thank you for all you have done for us I love her breakdown it hits on the head.

[@danielfryer8768]

You should consider doing there world so cold next.

[@jamesgreer9366]

As long as it's not the video!! So then you can hear the whole song!! There's a lot left out in the video! But I do agree with this suggestion!! Ten fold!!

[@MastersApprentices]

The live version on a (possibly?) Swedish TV show is the best version.

[@joshuajeppesen4455]

Was going to say this myself. Cold is wonderful

[@djentyman4002]

YES!!

[@shay5129]

I agree. Very powerful song

[@shaneanigans440]

The whole LD50 album is one of the best complete pieces of musical art.

[@KaseyBadwell]

Literally the first must have to any collection

[@josephainsworth9681]

Agreed.. start to finish

[@JackFrost-kb7nx]

Same with ‘The End of All Things to Come’!

[@chadfawley2924]

I'm definitely a heavy metal/,rock guy but another album that was magic.. BEASTIE BOYS PAULS BOUTIQUE

[@shaneanigans440]

@chadfawley2924 There are a ton of "one of the best" albums from every genre. I just never heard LD50 be talked about in that way when it absolutely deserves it.

[@chrisjackson276]

Started playing bass at 60 during Covid. My daughter introduced me to Ryan Martinie playing Dig, (partially for shock factor). I was hooked. Last year went to Mudvayne, Coal Chamber. The tour was called the Psychotherapy Sessions. Chad stopped the show and talked about his darkness and how therapy saved him. He said, The world is a better place with you in it. Ironically, I'm a LPC psychotherapist

[@moventur]

Melbourne show? It's a shame you didn't get to see them in their heyday. Saw them in 2001, 2004 and 2005 and the most recent show was a bit of a disappointment :(

[@CertifiedWorldWide1]

Badass.

[@Mr.Event501]

I saw them also at ozzfest in 05 ​@@moventur

[@rochandil81]

LAC Therapist here, just working on my independent license hours, still have anothr 18 months at least. And I love the bass too.

[@chrisjackson276]

Very cool. Need more in the profession. Are you in AZ

[@thomasray6955]

So getting a therapy session on KZbin , based on a mudvayne song was not on my 2024 bingo card. Thank you for this it has resonated with me more than you could know!

[@timbrosnan5575]

I was like, "Why am I watching this woman try to move to Mudvayne?!" And then she had the nerve to go ahead and describe me! Lol. I appreciate your comment. Mental health is no fucking joke. I think things like this are spectacular to expand outreach. Be well!

[@Vince1goliath]

Ive herd this song a million times and never thought this much into it. I just got out of a relationship like that. I have nothing now. No job, no car, living with loving helpful family. Ive never been to therapy or anything like that. Just listing to this song and this woman talk. It sounds like the words are directed straight to me. It makes me feel so much better, The fact that i feel like this is a normal problem people have. Im not alone with these feelings. Thank you so much!

[@purityknot1081]

I feel what you mean. You're not alone.

[@timbrosnan5575]

We all feel lonely. Few of us are truly alone. We just need to embrace those that are here for us. Even if we don't yet know them. Be well.

[@thelastskullripper6383]

Ladies & gentlemen, this is why therepists are a thing. They are trained to think differently to help and understand their patience problems/issues. Taylor, this is my first video of yours I had watched, and before this video I had never heard nor seen your videos or your account. After watching this video I immediately followed your account! Thank you so much for being a therepist and helping those in need!

[@zackkullis5555]

The saddest and most burdensome part of this kind of relationship is the other is never happy, and after you’ve depleted your energy, your will to continue, and stripped yourself of everything that makes you “you”, the relationship ends and you’re left with a festering shell of what you used to be, stinking of self hate and anger. It’s not an easy place to be. This kind of music helps you find a little bit of relief knowing you are not just some detritus without value.

[@justinhaugen130]

Thank you so much! They have some really great music. ‘Dig’ ‘Death Blooms’ and ‘scream with me’ are all great.

[@craiggkee]

Hell yes!

[@purplebandicoot_219]

I was looking for someone to mention "Scream With Me"! That one's hit very heavy and personal to me through several times in life! Though another one that's been really hitting home for me lately, for several reasons, is "Scarlet Letters". Though I know that's not one of their more popular ones, it's just been resonating with me through recent losses, relationship problems, depression, and other shit I don't feel like pulling back up to mind at the moment. Anyways, yeah! That'd be one I'd love to see, her reviewing Scream With Me!

[@narramorenarramore2380]

her input at the end was so spot on. 17 years married felt like I was giving and and giving when I finally stopped the demands and all the traits of my wife showed through. till this year when she moved out and feels like a divorce is coming. I've been healing more and more feeling pretty good therapist telling me I'm doing all the positive things they want me to and set goals. no longer do I feel like i'm in a pit trying to climb out of. things will come in waves and I have the tools to make sure I no longer get knocked down.

[@HankTheTank78]

Some other Mudvayne tunes to check out would be IMN and Death Blooms. Both fairly gnarly in their own ways.

[@cpurday9681]

Cinderella Story

[@eyespyyourspy1328]

Death Blooms 💯

[@holycegaming4367]

I actually forgot about Cinderella story. Going to put that album on now

[@joshw3010]

Death Blooms is still my favorite Mudvayne song. 👍

[@MisanthropicTimeSlipperz]

Chad wrote Death Blooms about his grandmother when she was dying. I wish Mudvayne would write some new music!

[@MISTERBABAD00K]

Been a fan of them since 2001. Their best tracks are all off of their first album, LD 50. I recommend Severed, Death Blooms, Nothing to Gein, Cradle, Dig, and -1. Their second album has some great tracks too: Not Falling, Mercy, Severity, Trapped in the Wake of a Dream, World So Cold, and Skrying.

[@cpurday9681]

Don’t forget The New Game and Cinderella Story

[@superblahman]

Fish out of Water. About drug abuse, etc.

[@cpurday9681]

@@superblahman I love that song. That whole album.

[@shawnwacek6791]

All these suggestions these people commented perfect choices for mudvayne music

[@DarenMiller-qj7bu]

I requested -1 as well. Just pulls out the despair.

[@Destructionater]

Everything and Nothing would be a PERFECT reaction! The lyrics are deep and instrumentally and vocally, it's one of my favorites from their album LD50, which has 0 skips at all!

[@TheNamelessOne86]

The fact that you truly GET this song is a beautiful thing. And your breakdown of it had me emotional. Please don't ever stop doing this kind of reaction. These videos help so many people.

[@xXRepoXx]

I actually asked Nate to have you do this one for me so thank you both! Loved the breakdown and analysis, Thank You!

[@quentinwynalda5624]

Yes yes yes. Taylor, absolutely thank you so so much. She broke down every emotional part of myself to me and this song. In my previous relationship I was an anxious overgiver in Her own words. I am 100 in love with this. I gave everything to a narcissist and I got absolutely destroyed. I can't say thank you enough to Taylor for this video. I NEEDED THIS 100%

[@quentinwynalda5624]

I gave 100% of myself to a toxic relationship. I got emotionally destroyed. I chose to make bad decisions for myself because I couldn't find worth in myself. After time being alone I'm learing to gain my own power again. I know I'm a avid emotional giver.

[@stevengiannetti87]

I love mudvayne and especially this song. I am going through this exact situation right now so your commentary felt like it was talking directly to me. Thank you for this. I needed it

[@arronknox2884]

hellyeah - hush. please you'll love it

[@mikestubblefield4978]

I was coming here to say the same thing! Fantastic song and an epic band!

[@kyahama6284]

And moth

[@davidgessin-mccully3919]

And Love Falls

[@hellion0213]

And Black December

[@lilithdeath1388]

Yes!!

[@toolfool_]

I truly felt your reaction to the lyrics of this. This song is relatable on so many levels.

[@chrismunoz7859]

Adema- giving in

[@CecilWilloughby-wj7ou]

Yes please

[@christineghere2461]

Fun fact: Mark Chavez (lead singer) is Johnathan Davis’ (KoRn) brother.

[@chrismunoz7859]

@@christineghere2461 I know that I got to meet Jonathan and his family at chuck e cheese here in Bakersfield where korns from back in 07

[@christineghere2461]

@@chrismunoz7859 that’s so awesome!🤩

[@Flowmada]

Adema with Chavez was legit!

[@GarrestheWarrior]

"Happy" is on my break-up playlist. Really covers how I've felt since, especially after finding out how much better her life has been since, despite how much she hurt me and how much it still hurts 2 years later.

[@HeartSupport]

From ThriceTheThird: @GarrestheWarrior Hello! I think it is natural to be hurting even a few years after going through the loss of a significant other. Even if its through a break-up and not death. It is a similar process, and feeling that we can experience/grieve. I think the best thing we can do in these situations is try to not focus on the individual who is gone, and what they are currently up to in life. More so, focus on ourselves and our self-love/self-care. I think the best thing we can do in these situations is to try to channel the emotions from it, into self growth and becoming something better then we were the day before, even if just gradually/little by little over time. Focusing on how we can make our lives better, instead of how much better the person who hurt us' life is. I think could make a huge difference in how we feel. Regardless I hope you find what you need and can feel a bit better with time. Thank you for sharing with us what you are going through, and feel free to share more if you ever want/need. I have found that talking about what I am going through with peers in a safe environment as helped me a lot in feeling better with the emotions I am dealing with, and I hope the same for others.<3

[@HeartSupport]

From DyllonKG: @GarrestheWarrior Hey my friend. I have definitely felt this exact feeling before - this sort of stuckness while you watch the world, and a specific person, thrive. This entirely makes sense. www.loom.com/share/98ee9b1587f34846b799c1fad835e334

[@Roh_Echt]

Their 'Dig' is a must. If you want more songs with lyrics w/deep meanings, yes, there's many, I hope you try a couple from Mad Season (Layne Staley: vocals): River of Deceit __ Wake Up. So long as you react to "other than metal" stuff that is. This, their only, album was recorded near the end of '94 and Layne was not in good shape. But he poured a lot into those songs.

[@caseysmith3012]

Mad season is a great choice. I thing Dirt the song from Alice in Chains or the album itself

[@ToolFist598]

Why do people always suggest Dig when talking about Mudvayne. It's literally the worst song on LD50. That doesn't mean it's bad, that album is f'n amazing though and there are so many better songs than Dig. -1, Cradle, Death Blooms, Prod, Nothing to Gein, Severed, etc.

[@franzwohlgemuth2002]

Heard that live before it was released as a single.

[@n.88.]

@@ToolFist598 yep, dig is easily the worst song on the album.

[@atlasisshrugging]

​@@ToolFist598 They suggest that song just for the sake of the "Brr-Brr Deng". The bass-line is good, so they compulsively suggest that song. (At least, that would be my guess.)

[@bobbyvennema289]

The majority of this song is actually him talking to himself, Its him asking his inner-self if hes happy now, realizing what hes done to himself, tearing himself apart, putting himself in a hole

[@cpurday9681]

Mudvayne is one of the best bands out there. Obviously listen to A World So Cold and Not Falling, plus Scream With Me (mental health related and one of my depression songs)…but also listen to underrated A Cinderella Story. That whole album is great.

[@jeremeywilson2318]

DIG (Live Ozzfest 01’) is absolutely brutal!!! Happy is the friendlier version of that song haha

[@PML78]

Went to OZZFEST 2001 in DallasTx... what a line up 🤘🏽😎

[@jamesgreer9366]

I cry every time i hear this song!! And its because of life traumas and stupid shit thats happened throughout my entire life!! Its more remembering where i came from, and what ive molded myself into!! The amazing woman at my side, two beautiful kids that are learning to be amazing people, and not have to deal with the absolute shit i went through!! Love this song!!!!

[@tankerboysabot]

You are the therapist I need. Ive watched like 4 of your videos before thisnone and this one got me to comment and think.

[@BMH-cb9jt]

They just announced a tour with Megadeth and All That Remains. They are actually playing 20 minutes from my house and im going to find anyway possible to go to see them.

[@cpurday9681]

I’m jealous. They’re not coming to Canada. I want to see Mudvayne and ATR again. Could easily leave without seeing Megadeth again.

[@BMH-cb9jt]

@cpurday9681 I seen Chad and Vinnie with Hell Yeah a few years ago. They were amazing live but I've never got to see Mudvayne.

[@cpurday9681]

@@BMH-cb9jt Nice. I’m glad you’ll get to. I saw Mudvayne with Deftones, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit and Metallica at Summer Sanitarium 2003, then saw Mudvayne open for koRn in Toronto in 2006. I’m glad I did. I went to a Megadeth concert, but I was there to see In Flames; not Trivium, Lamb of God or Megadeth

[@justinturner8278]

Say hi to Phil.

[@5pad3d]

​@@cpurday9681how can you not like Lamb of God? Greatest band ever. Saw them live in 07' SOTU Waverly Hills Sanatorium in Louisville KY. 20 bands that day they headline. GWAR played before them, Darkest Hour, Goat Whore, In Flames, Chimaira, Hatebreed,

[@a68freak]

Love how you said a lot of people go through things like this. Music brings people together so you don’t feel alone. Knowing you aren’t alone is half the battle in my opinion.

[@kjrieder6996]

Dull Boy by Mudvayne is one that's very close to my heart

[@yrunaked4]

all work and no play

[@Michael97Moore]

Her trying to headbang is so cute. I love chads voice

[@PML78]

Love Chad's growl... If I could I would order my food in the drive thru that way 🤘🏽😎

[@Michael97Moore]

@@PML78 I especially love his voice in hellyeah moth more especially

[@Ryashon01]

I'm here for it, Mudvayne has some great music!

[@warriorodin8367]

This band saved my life and my sanity. Forever and always will be my ultimate favorite band

[@bullybrutusandrob393]

I Love songs like this that have such subliminal meanings and can be taken to heart in different ways.. Mudvayne rocks !

[@michaelkletz2465]

Mudvayne - NOTHING TO GEIN Your input about Ed Gein would be interesting. Also a great song with great lyrics.

[@darthrealgar]

Oh man. You hit on the head a lot of what I went through in my last ship. Pretty eye opening and never thought it would come through after rediscovering this song. Thank you, Taylor!

[@JordiBlanch-dv8tv]

Mudvayne was my therapist for a very long way and had helped me through very difficult times until these days

[@SteveCoronado2]

There are sooo many good songs from Mudvayne please do more such as “World So Cold” 🤘🏻💥🔥🙏🏻💯

[@Kelly30stm]

I love Mudvayne so much! Not Falling is my all time favorite!

[@dudaimradio]

I'd love to see your reaction to the Lorna Shore - The Pain Remains trilogy. But PLEASE if you do them, watch them back to back in one video

[@Lyubo83]

This song expresses my emotions after breaking up with someone I loved and gave my all to and yet she betrayed me leaving me heartbroken

[@Yuri-oj5lk]

I listen and hear his pain because that man is me. It was both of us. No amount of therapy will ever heal the scars. Perhaps it isn't their purpose ro heal, but a reminder and a guild to why we strive for better. They teache us great lessons.

[@LasCallesHTX]

Welp, didn’t think I was gonna have a therapy session to a MV song, but here we are and I love it..

[@JoshuaClark-lk6mz]

Journey of a 1000 miles is one my favorites and all of ld50 .when i fisrt discover them after my dad died. this band is my all time favorite , helped me in dark times

[@theonlySuperunknown]

DAMN..... That is some very important information you gave there. I've alway'sed used this as a hate song for someone, to turn it around to me, just lifted soooo much weight off of me....... WOW

[@indianboy72]

The end was just a relief. Letting go. Take a breath. It’s over. It’s hard. But it’s over!

[@Evo-nt6be]

Her breakdown of this awesome song hits me hard. I have spent my life letting others take from me and trying to be who they want me to be. I am not true to myself and it hurts.

[@HeartSupport]

From Micro: @Evo-nt6be Oh, my friend. This is such a heartbreaking place to be in. Feeling like you are present in this world but you can't show your true self somehow. That you had to give up and authenticity in order to be accepted, loved and seen in this world. But the version of you that others see is not your true self, is not who you feel you are deep inside... So you see and feel this huge distance between what others see of you and the way you actually feel every day. You wish to start showing who you really are, but then others are used to see you differently, so there is a risk to feel even more abandoned and alone. Change feels scary and intimidating when you feel stuck under a mask that isn't yours yet allows you to function and navigate in this world. There is no doubt that it hurts to be in this position, and that somehow being aware of it adds even more pain to your heart. As human beings, there is nothing more beautiful and comforting but to feel really SEEN for who we are, without needing to hide anything. It offers this validation that you are enough as you are, that you belong and that there is nothing to be ashamed of when it's about the person you are. At the opposite, having to wear a mask gives this subtle narrative that you have to hide parts of you, that you would have to be ashamed of being you. It makes me thing of these games for children - where you would try to place a cube shape into a circle, realizing that it doesn't work even if you use all of your strength. It's disheartening, but you keep on trying because using the right shape *feels* wrong and unknown. There is something truly intimidating about learning to show our authentic selves to the world, especially when we've been so used to please others and be what they want us to be. For what it's worth, as someone struggling with social and performance anxiety, what you describe has always been a part of my life, and learning to expose more of my own vulnerability is a slow, learning process. It's hard when there's constant doubts in your mind that pressure you to be more focused on how other might perceive you and what they need of you, rather than what truly resonates with your heart. Sending much hugs and strength your way as you navigate this. On a positive note: you are aware of this pattern. You are not simply living it, you also have perspective over it, and that alone is a real strength to cultivate and nurture. It is thanks to this awareness that you might encourage yourself to increment small changes into your life that would allow you to get closer to the person you want to be when you are interacting with others. Being a certain way, wearing a mask, might have been a way to protect yourself and respond to needs you had previously. Now you are aware of how it works and how much you'd like to free yourself from it. There is HOPE with this awareness, my friend. Hope for change to be possible, for embracing new pathways and learning new ways to be in relation with others. I wholeheartedly believe in you. :heart:

[@francismurio1782]

I soo went through what she said! I put a ring on my girls finger just to let her my one and only when i was young. This song hits! She is soo right!

[@tarriverblues]

So great to hear these analysis of songs (as a middle aged guy) that resonated with me when I was a teenager. Probably should have gone to therapy 20 years before I did lol

[@stephenthrash282]

Chad has always had killer vocals. Always been a big fan.

[@shawneeskinwalker7932]

Metal gives one two beautiful experiences....to plug in, to the rhythm with your own vibes & let go........& the lyrics are able to trigger emotions and present you the writers mind set & state in prosa or raw pictures. Music is a train that can pick you up anywhere, it can take you anywhere & even if you ride it, you're never in charge, but the journey is worth letting go

[@sylentlight6771]

I've never even considered that other way of looking at this song. Thank you for that! Chad Grey is an incredible vocalist with such powerful lyrics. I have to recommend Mudvayne's song "World So Cold" or Chad's other band Hellyeah who has a song called "Love Falls". I would absolutely love to hear your take on the lyrics to either of those. Thank you again!

[@m0zidesigner]

This song is pretty much actual therapy.

[@tinavera2476]

I listen to mudvayne when i sleep. Soothes me. At my age, too much has happened , i cant be fixed. But, was a good video.

[@MiniacsTV]

I see what she is saying, we as people have the choice to give are selves to others, so if we don't like the outcome, then just leave. But what if a person is scared to leave or they really don'twant too because they really love the other person and they are just hopping and praying that one day this person will change and you can become yourself again.

[@MastersApprentices]

Wow. Loved Mudvayne as a teen (Dig, Cradle etc) and also this, but the insight you bring to the lyrics which I had not put any thought into are very eye opening, cracking analysis.

[@kevinphillips4427]

I'm not a huge Mudwayne fan but your interpretation but I'm 100% going through this in life right now and the way you dissected and interpreted this song

[@michellegower6812]

This song helped me voice my emotions while going through my first divorce. I'm 7 months on the other side of my 2nd divorce and this song is on repeat in my head 24/7. Not helping so much this time around.

[@jeremyhansis79]

Check out "Not Falling" or "Death Blooms". Those were my absolute favorites and both helped me deal with the loss of my mother in 2007.

[@chickenpimp5190]

Not Falling was the first Mudvayne song I ever heard. I've been a fan ever since.

[@franzwohlgemuth2002]

This helped with a lot of dark times.

[@heffatheanimal2200]

With you on that *hugs* All their albums still hold a special place for me

[@scottclark3761]

You hit on the ideas floating in my head. Of course I have heard Mudvayne before, and this song....but I took more time to listen this time. People can't take from you. They might take your stuff. They might take your job. But they can't take from you, unless you let them. Bring that locus of control to the inside.

[@larryisazombie6454]

World so cold by mudvayne would be great for a therapist reaction!

[@gstevenson7781]

This is genuinely turning into one of my favourite channels due to the content and your reactions. I’d like to recommend “Poet and the Pendulum” live at Wembley by Nightwish. It is not the normal song people start with when it comes to Nightwish, however it is the song that suits this channel the most as it deals with depression and struggle. It was written by Nightwish’s song writer the keyboardist Tuomas during the hardest time in the bands history and he basically ended his life in the song to stop himself doing it in real life, however the new song finishes positively with a new beginning. It is one of the best written pieces of music you will come across and is broken into Acts. I won’t say more about it. Nightwish hold the record for most reacted song in KZbin history with “Ghost Love Score” (normally what people start their Nightwish journey with. However, as previously mentioned, “Poet” suits this channel perfectly, especially if the research is done on the songs meaning beforehand.

[@YoungKasanova412]

Happy to see you reacting to them definitely check out Not Falling by Mudvayne

[@chadfricke-fp8ii]

I love your breakdown of the lyrics. Just over a week ago, my wife of almost 10 years asked for a divorce because in her words, she wanted to have fun and she's seen how her depression brought her down, she didn't want mine to bring her down. I supported her for almost years though numerous phases of depression, anxiety, suicide attempts... Yet when I finally realized I was suffering from depression myself, there was nothing there for me. It was soul crushing. The years I tried to give everything I could then to get no help when I needed it most.

[@SharilynBratton]

❤ Just love yourself, you deserve to love and value yourself and care for YOU now.

[@HeartSupport]

From toastaintbad: @chadfricke-fp8ii Hi @HeartSupport_Fans, Thanks, for expressing your concerns! Mental health issues can be exhausting for someone to live through each day. It's good for you to communicate with your wife about the issues that you guys have going through many years. @PlatformReply I agree that it's important to take care of yourself before others. Did you explain your wife about suffering depression too? Depression is hard for others to battle because I used to have it too. I have numerous of mental health issues and keep telling myself to remain positive. Just think of your mental health issues like a wall blocking you to pass through. No one likes to be block by something to go through. Do I expect you to be happy 24/7? No!!! You are going to have good and bad days. I recommend to be really brutal honest on how you feel with her mental health issues. You can't always depend on your loved one to help with your depression and anxiety. I don't want anybody closed to me be more stressful with my mental health issues. People have a outside life and need to take care of themselves. It's okay to vent others but you need to remember on how your words and actions affect someone's mental health. Don't let mental health issues impact her and your marriage. I personally don't know if she is seeing a therapist for mental health issues. If your wife did divorce you, she can't be in another relationship if she doesn't improve her mental health. I hope you & your wife able to fight through this difficult challenge.

[@chadfricke-fp8ii]

@@HeartSupport I reread my original comment and it's almost unreadable. She suffered depression all throughout our marriage and I always supported her. After all those years, I finally needed support from her and there was none. She left to start fucking my best friend instead the same day she asked for the divorce. Needless to say, there's no marriage to save, just lives to salvage and rebuild. On the rebuilding, it's rough. Some days are harder than others. The meds help, won't lie. Progress is being made though. Lives are being rebuilt. I won't let this break me.

[@HeartSupport]

From Micro: @chadfricke-fp8ii Wow, friend, my heart goes out to you. It is so hard to be in this position of pouring your heart out and giving everything you have to the very person you love, then being told that as they are doing better and *you* need them now, they choose to move into a different direction than yours. It feels like somehow you don't have the right to go yourself through a rough time. That you would be at fault for having similar needs she had previously. It's heartbreaking to feel like the care and love for someone isn't reciprocated. It is especially during those challenging times that we hope to rely on the people closest to us. The ones we've learn to trust with ourselves. Losing them during such a crucial time feels like hitting the nail on the coffin. It is completely understandable to have expected that, during your own dark times, your wife would have been by your side like you were for her. Just because that's how marriage should be - partnering through the good *and* the bad seasons of life together, not side by side. I'm sorry this has been your experience, friend. It's absolutely heart-shattering to be abandoned that way. I hope you can keep in mind that your struggles are not a fault, and that her decisions are only hers. It certainly doesn't erase the pain and heartbreak... but through all of this you are absolutely worth being supported, cared for, and loved. May the meds keep helping, and may you seek all the support you need. We're in this with you. :heart:

[@kevinmccadegarner2760]

This is definitely a newer and different type of reaction channel, and it's amazing. The breakdown of your insights on all the songs you do are always really put into a great perspective. Not just reacting to the music but breaking down what is really being stated. 👍🏼 You should really consider doing a few songs from the band HURT. "Thank you for listening" "Falls apart" "Rapture" "How we end up alone" "Better" No specific order, just a few you should really check out

[@IxnayTheDude]

you should analyze "Open Windows" from Dream State, its one of their older releases and they have a different singer now, but this girl CJ touched so many with her struggle, you can see it in the comments of any video that she's in

[@Thugzilla90]

Lost & Found was such an underrated album. It was the first album to where the band had completely separated from their older progressive math style and focused into a more streamlined structure.

[@jons.4918]

Metal has been my therapist for 40 years 🤘

[@LightMediator]

The first time I heard this song I was 15 years old, I never stopped listening to it since then, I even bought the Lost And Found album just to hear the word "Fukng" at the end, since every time I downloaded it on the internet that part was censored.

[@darinkubin2596]

First video.... Subbed within 3 mins....I have many other Mudvayne I'd like you to dissect ... Like Mercy , Severity ... For example 😘 luv your energy

[@KCXMedia]

I've always thought that Chad was singing this to himself. When you live with the kind of trauma that Chad does, you never look outside for all the pain in your life. You always assume the failure of relationships and your world is all inside. So you rip those scars open evaluating all that pain trying to figure out what mistake you made that brought it all on yourself. So you always walk around like a raw nerve, from evaluating and over evaluating every interaction you ever have...because the one constant in all of our painful interactions and failed relationships is us. So it must be our fault right? Trauma sucks dude.

[@Mr.Sidenote]

Anxious attachment. Yep, I felt that. I love your jacket.

[@Justin-nq6kf]

Mudvayne is a criminally unappreciated band. They're their own genre in my opinion. The only downside is their music videos are all cut and edited to hell missing complete sections sometimes so the lyric videos are the way to go.

[@Handsofakiller19]

I understand this song to my core

[@andyendrio]

Hey there i'm really digging your vids,i'd really like to see you react to Bilmuri's Corn-Fed Yetis.Bilmuri is such an underrated band and is so dang talented.Please keep making awesome content!

[@newskatee3918]

Seen them live when they got back together an it was straight up amazing look into their ld 50 album

[@josuealvarado7276]

Gracias por analizar Mudvayne, it's so great Band!! Saludos

[@thothmark]

The one song that I express towards all of society.

[@pandaking979]

mudvayne- not falling is also pretty good

[@preston8836]

Oxygen Waster till I Die. These guys got me through things therapy could only dream of helping with

[@HeartSupport]

From ThriceTheThird: @preston8836 I'm glad you were help to find some solace through music! Feel free to share more with us if you ever want/need.<3

[@HeartSupport]

From Micro: @preston8836 You matter, my friend. You do belong. Here's a voice reply ofr you: www.loom.com/share/94cda78e24ef4a8e8f666e61c91a3b78?sid=4f9eb94e-d628-4b54-9224-e88f80e96bca

[@Lionheart_Cowboy]

I use to listen to mudvayne all the time. mudvayne songs you should check are Severed, Death Blooms, (K)now F(orever), -1, Cradle, & Skrying. Couple time stamps for two songs. Know Forever from 2: 04 to 3: 10. That Build Up Severed from 2: 42 to 4: 00

[@ka8989]

The lead singer of Mudvayne is also the lead singer of another band called Hellyeah. Please react to their song "Hush"

[@chrono050]

gained a sub from this loved it love mudvayne ..

[@Ryan-ws3yf]

Just found this channel through this Mudvayne reaction. Awesome BTW. Went back and practically binge-watched all your Slipknot reaction videos, along with a few others, on my overnight work shift. Definitely got a new subscriber here. If I may make a request for the song Walk With Me In Hell by Lamb of God I've noticed you occasionally do a tiny bit of research before your video like Daddy by Korn Despite the name of the song, Walk With Me In Hell is actually more of a support song. It was written by the guitarist after he and his wife's first child was stillborn. Ultimately the song is about how everyone has their own struggle or "hell," I'm here for you. Take my hand and we can get through this together. Absolute banger too.

[@guilhermehofstadter]

You need to react to death blooms, that's a deep song.

[@davidsiwa6009]

You are great Please do "all that you are" from mudvayne next please

[@jeremylong7533]

Gotta do Dig next. Old school Mudvayne is the best

[@MZX4206969]

Im going to search and see if you reacted to Not Falling by mudvayne. Great song. I first heard that song at the end of Ghost Ship and immediately fell in love with it

[@TylerScott-lx7ow]

Loved the video and this channel!! Can you do Masochist by Polaris? I think this channel would love that one

[@chadengert7786]

You might like just about any other MudVayne song. Three brilliant musicians and one very emotive vocalist. Dig is one of their best along with this track. Not Falling is also really good

[@edhottle]

Darn, I soooi needed to hear this.

[@mcbridemotorsports5788]

Awesome video and content!

[@larryisazombie6454]

Also, he has another band called hellyeah. Two songs by them that would be great for you are “hush” and “moth”.

[@jperales495]

HellYeah also has a great discography