I got up early today and just wanted to exercise but I couldn't at all today. Just too tired. I'm numb and don't even know whats going on anymore. If the event doesn't happen I'm planning for plan B, which is try to stay healthy and play out 'old age.' I can't picture 'old age.' It just kills me. I don't want to die early either. Just trying to hold on. If we don't have flushing toilets and running water, nothing else matters.
@Jana-zp4to3 жыл бұрын
Just crying..... Plus so many symptoms. Yesterday heartache, stomach burning, low pressure where I see stars when I get up and my pressure is always ok (second time it happens in 2 months, I think, cannot track time anymore) , anxiety, heart broken in 1 million pieces. And didn't sleep all night. Fell asleep at 11h30 this morning for 2 hours. Today it's a rare day where I got nothing cause usually, I have at least a symptom a day. Take care ⭐⭐⭐
@Buddhamaster443 жыл бұрын
Hey brother, Erik here again, hope you are ok, been on a holiday, but even being on a holiday, the energies kept coming.....sadness, alone, greef, etc...I hear your energies and anger Taylor, understand them, you are doing great ! 🧢💕. Big hug from me ! Gratitude and awareness are key indeed.... we have to help each other ! It is ok to be the way we are now... surrender to the process....be with water and nature, Please react in the comments brother, I also need you...👍🏻💪🏻. It is rough these days.....🦋🛐🙏 Erik