How the internet saved my life

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HellCastle & Tylerrrr

HellCastle & Tylerrrr

2 жыл бұрын

Oh my god you have NO IDEA how reliefing it is to FINALLY get this video out
i have been scripting and scrapping the script every day or two now for the past 2 months, and voicing it and talking about something that isn't about skyblock or minecraft or a game, but rather something very personal and emotional to me, was so draining... BUT i'm so glad i finally got done with it.
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Outro music : Mice on venus but EXTRA Nostalgic
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@HellCastleYT
@HellCastleYT 2 жыл бұрын
I never knew Talking about something this personal and emotional to me, would be this draining and hard to do. I was THIS close to completely scrapping this entire video so many times, but i'm so glad i finally got it out, and now that i did, i feel so damn relieved and happy. I love every single one of you and thank you for sticking with us, either you started watching us yesterday or since we first started, i love you.
@Aqabal
@Aqabal 2 жыл бұрын
I’m glad your good
@alexwong679
@alexwong679 2 жыл бұрын
Hi hellcastle
@wayupinthesky8944
@wayupinthesky8944 2 жыл бұрын
im glad
@wayupinthesky8944
@wayupinthesky8944 2 жыл бұрын
you made it ou
@envy_chicken
@envy_chicken 2 жыл бұрын
I’m glad you’re good!
@StefTeflon
@StefTeflon 2 жыл бұрын
i love how HellCastle and Tyler talk about something dead serious: "i broke a mirror lol" "lmao dont die"
@water.8311
@water.8311 2 жыл бұрын
the fact that it sounds like they found humor in it is amazing to me maybe a coping strategy and I respect it
@ludoviclacroix6258
@ludoviclacroix6258 2 жыл бұрын
XDDDDD kinda trought tough even is its a serious problem bruh
@sisoboy_4438
@sisoboy_4438 2 жыл бұрын
I think you mean tylerrrr
@peach_lobester7976
@peach_lobester7976 2 жыл бұрын
thats what true friendship looks like :)
@SwagLakitu
@SwagLakitu 2 жыл бұрын
Yea kind of like how he said: I just speed ran the 5 stages of grief and got a leaderboard record
@Dxgi_x3
@Dxgi_x3 2 жыл бұрын
sometimes.. the MC community makes me second-guess my self, but its the moments and times like these where people come together that really makes me love this community! thank you so much for sharing your story and I hope it helps others who are still stuck in that dark tunnel
@NetsgetsHandle
@NetsgetsHandle 2 жыл бұрын
@angusbrame848
@angusbrame848 2 жыл бұрын
Try getting a visa to go to Australia, it is very good here (apart from the issue with China)
@ambikas79
@ambikas79 2 жыл бұрын
@@angusbrame848 man I'm not being rude but trust me every country has the issue with China no hate to any citizen of China it's just the communist stuff going over there like every war you see in middle east or other regions has a big hand of China involved in it and my life is even worse because Indo-China border is very alarming and violent rn and like in India government isn't disclosing it but there's always a threat of being bombarded as I live a couple of 100 of kms away from border so like yes sir living life on a normal place totally not normal -_- idk why I said this on internet but it just randomly popped up in my mind
@ambikas79
@ambikas79 2 жыл бұрын
@@angusbrame848 a visa won't just work he needs to change his nationality again from a turk to aussie and that's take a long time I suppose ?
@pengi26
@pengi26 2 жыл бұрын
I 100% agree
@kenmasakaproductions816
@kenmasakaproductions816 2 жыл бұрын
I lived in Lebanon as well. I had the exact same story, and I hope for you the best. Fortunately, I am French, so I was able to go to France and search for a house while in a hotel. All of my friends that live in there still are living in complete misery. The last time I’ve ever talked to them was 5 months ago on Skype. Since then, I haven’t gotten any news from them. 5 months ago, they had 2 hours of electricity every day, and they had barely any food to survive. I don’t know what to say but… please if you see this comment donate to any organisation that helps lebanese people. They need help. Now.
@kenmasakaproductions816
@kenmasakaproductions816 2 жыл бұрын
For context. Before the crisis, one dollar was equal to 1500 lebanese pounds. Today, it’s more than 30000… Only the people that are paid in dollars can survive, others die in the road. Having a car has become a luxury, and getting fuel for it even more. There is almost no humanitarian aid to Lebanon because everyone is more concerned by Ukraine, and the current problems in Europe and America…
@Voxites
@Voxites Жыл бұрын
Not from lebanon, but Syria, when the war started for us, it was a horror for me as a 5-6 year old kid, at that age i remember correctly saying to myself “I accepted my live, i think im just going to die here”. Luckily thanks to my dad and mom’s determination and hardwork, we were out of there and now im living in belgium and have a future im working towards, but leaving a war as a kid did put some scars on me, not physically. But mentally and emotionally. May allah forbid anyone who may experience such horrific experiences that people like us have experienced and i hope for all to live in peace
@GDColon
@GDColon 2 жыл бұрын
Such a moving story, thank you for taking the time to cover it in a video. Everyone on the internet is a real human being with their own story to tell, and hearing about everybody banding together to save your life as well as your entire family (most likely without even realizing their impact) is... I just have no words 🙏
@drape5
@drape5 2 жыл бұрын
Hello colon
@Slypador
@Slypador 2 жыл бұрын
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@inf3154
@inf3154 2 жыл бұрын
@@drape5 tf dude theres this story and all this shit and you're like "hello famous person"
@codycogs1308
@codycogs1308 2 жыл бұрын
Cube games unite to save HellCastle from the evil clutches of the “Necron Boom Slayer”
@SavutGD
@SavutGD 2 жыл бұрын
colon snap back to reality
@50mMidas
@50mMidas 2 жыл бұрын
Kind of insane how random block gamers around the world can do something like this! Wish you the best 🙏
@anim8edpatrtiots803
@anim8edpatrtiots803 2 жыл бұрын
I donated, not one regret. Money well spent
@agent_kartik
@agent_kartik 2 жыл бұрын
@@anim8edpatrtiots803 that is just trueeee
@angele5541
@angele5541 2 жыл бұрын
50 UR HERE WOOO also i'm so happy for you hellcastle
@Random1nternettroll
@Random1nternettroll 2 жыл бұрын
Fax
@CookieNoRookie
@CookieNoRookie 2 жыл бұрын
Glad your doing better now buddy ❤️
@HellCastleYT
@HellCastleYT 2 жыл бұрын
tysm cookie
@chischun1505
@chischun1505 2 жыл бұрын
7:49 even going through such hard times you still managed to make a joke about it, you deserve the best and I hope things only get better for you
@corrupteddesign8900
@corrupteddesign8900 2 жыл бұрын
For a lot of people joking about the serious shit going on in life is the only way to communicate it, but Fr tho he deserves the best.
@captainpirate2494
@captainpirate2494 2 жыл бұрын
A joke?
@redstoner897
@redstoner897 2 жыл бұрын
@@captainpirate2494 the timestamp is when the joke ends lmao
@noideawhoiam3855
@noideawhoiam3855 Жыл бұрын
@@captainpirate2494 7:42 or so i believe
@somepersondontask3630
@somepersondontask3630 2 жыл бұрын
i made a bet with myself that if i cried in this video id donate $2.
@sravan243
@sravan243 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for helping him
@MashClash
@MashClash 2 жыл бұрын
The skyblock community has many problems, but stories like this make me happy to be apart of it :D Wishing you and your family the best ❤
@Me16491
@Me16491 2 жыл бұрын
Thats what i was thinking.
@RattersDead
@RattersDead 2 жыл бұрын
well said :D
@jarikooper6325
@jarikooper6325 2 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t have said it better
@jackorcard2136
@jackorcard2136 2 жыл бұрын
Yea me too❤️
@bluedragon-nv7ux
@bluedragon-nv7ux 2 жыл бұрын
My dad once told me that whenever a firefighter (he's a firefighter) gets told "be a man" it means to speak up about your problems, as it's one of the hardest things someone can do, the fact that you spoke up, and got help shows that you are a strong person, wish you the best in these troubling times, and all of us are here for you - blue
@voidbite
@voidbite Жыл бұрын
Did you put the - blue against bots?
@bluedragon-nv7ux
@bluedragon-nv7ux Жыл бұрын
@@voidbite pardon?
@voidbite
@voidbite Жыл бұрын
@@bluedragon-nv7ux ?
@voidbite
@voidbite Жыл бұрын
@@bluedragon-nv7ux Its just that most people usually don't sign their comment, so I questioned if it was so that bots don't steal it.
@bluedragon-nv7ux
@bluedragon-nv7ux Жыл бұрын
@@voidbite pretty much lol
@peppapig9987
@peppapig9987 2 жыл бұрын
I also have mental issues, and I'm super afraid of others and take everything with a grain of salt. It touched my heart to see someone go through something semi similar to what I'm going through, and it shows how much people can care about others. This video touched my heart. Thank you.
@ManhalIQ
@ManhalIQ 2 жыл бұрын
this made me tear up. I'm sorry you had to go through all that you and your family. glad the mc community helped you out and hope everything now is going well! much love bro ❤
@sahilyadav2167
@sahilyadav2167 2 жыл бұрын
Manhal thanks for motivating him...
@dottortot
@dottortot 2 жыл бұрын
Manual is number 1
@poast
@poast 2 жыл бұрын
I also teared up at this
@1staccount449
@1staccount449 2 жыл бұрын
@@poast manhal gl on 3k stars
@piggylover6571
@piggylover6571 2 жыл бұрын
same
@Dragon-ez2uy
@Dragon-ez2uy 2 жыл бұрын
The thing that made me tear up the most about this is the fact that it was from skyblock, a place known for wicked toxic people, and yet they worked together to save one of the best youtuber's life. I love you guys and will forever be here
@Arvl.
@Arvl. 2 жыл бұрын
Its is truly amazing, and i hope things wil get better from now on for him
@nchappy16
@nchappy16 2 жыл бұрын
Well said. It just goes to show what we could do if we all banded together. We could leave a lasting impact. I’ll sleep a little better knowing that we at least helped someone.
@wasenttaken9599
@wasenttaken9599 2 жыл бұрын
This situation reminds me of the good old days when the emergency room was in the game and people went around giving nons lapis armor lol
@swagubirk
@swagubirk 2 жыл бұрын
i thought skyblock players are nice arent they???
@dema636
@dema636 2 жыл бұрын
@@swagubirk uhh, sorry to tell ya this, but not really...
@itshappyguy5357
@itshappyguy5357 2 жыл бұрын
love seeing a community of a game coming together to help somebody get through some really tough shit hang in there, love ya ❤️
@junkemail5575
@junkemail5575 2 жыл бұрын
Saw this on my recommended, will definitely sub and continue watching. Your stories make your community love you more and appreciate the hard work you put in and realize that not everybody in the world is happy and has everything they need.
@braker128
@braker128 2 жыл бұрын
I've written this like four times now, but in the end, I'm just really glad you're alright--I read though the tweets and kept up with the situation best as I could. This video made me tear up a solid bit, and thank you for pushing through the stress; I love your content and hope things continue smoothly in Turkey! Really, thank you for all you do
@pasamnagalaxmi9299
@pasamnagalaxmi9299 2 жыл бұрын
How u donate in comments?
@sreleet516
@sreleet516 2 жыл бұрын
@@pasamnagalaxmi9299 a thanks option near the like button
@pasamnagalaxmi9299
@pasamnagalaxmi9299 2 жыл бұрын
@@sreleet516 ok ty im gonna donate
@pasamnagalaxmi9299
@pasamnagalaxmi9299 2 жыл бұрын
@@sreleet516 but i dont have thanks button i think jt isnt avaliable in my country
@pasamnagalaxmi9299
@pasamnagalaxmi9299 2 жыл бұрын
@@sreleet516 nvm its there ty
@Usemonday461
@Usemonday461 2 жыл бұрын
i’m happy that the community can band together and do something quite literately life changing, stay safe :)
@IAmHuTAR
@IAmHuTAR 2 жыл бұрын
@@exernity. STOP IT DUDE there's emotional story and ur just sitting there and "OMG ITS KZbinR I WATCH YOUR VIDEOS OMGGG" really dude change it
@trulytrash5282
@trulytrash5282 2 жыл бұрын
me too
@synz8
@synz8 2 жыл бұрын
It’s a person who did nasty stuff. YaY
@nerd888
@nerd888 2 жыл бұрын
@@synz8 what?
@mrdante_
@mrdante_ 2 жыл бұрын
@@nerd888 usemonday did some pretty sus stuff... but i dont know if its real or just fake stuff
@Bilbys
@Bilbys 2 жыл бұрын
omfg this made me cry, im sorry you had to go through this
@megan00b8
@megan00b8 2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad to hear a positive story. There are so many stories of someone who didn't or even couldn't make it, but you've pushed through and saved basically your whole family. I'm really glad for you man!
@kigeryt
@kigeryt 2 жыл бұрын
I was once in a place like this and this is incredible to hear. I love hearing recovery stories like these as it reminds me that I’m not the only one who feels like this. Keep doing what your doing cuz ur amazing
@horrokrux5911
@horrokrux5911 2 жыл бұрын
Noob
@JrMilton
@JrMilton 2 жыл бұрын
@@horrokrux5911 do you think you are funny child?
@squinch_x1344
@squinch_x1344 2 жыл бұрын
@@horrokrux5911 do you think people will laugh at this?
@slurpkoi9257
@slurpkoi9257 2 жыл бұрын
@@horrokrux5911 you are a terrible person, and if your 12... change your personality
@DanDN_
@DanDN_ 2 жыл бұрын
@@horrokrux5911 Your such a horrible person..
@wantediscool
@wantediscool 2 жыл бұрын
i actually cried watching this. i pray for you and your entire family to feel well soon ❤️
@block_nate
@block_nate 2 жыл бұрын
how would you not cry LOL
@block_nate
@block_nate 2 жыл бұрын
also i am at 17:58
@thomask3951
@thomask3951 2 жыл бұрын
@@block_nate nice $51
@DarkAsasin16
@DarkAsasin16 2 жыл бұрын
same
@sythe_btw6270
@sythe_btw6270 2 жыл бұрын
Great work, can’t believe you got through all of that perfectly couldn’t have had a better person for the job can’t believe it that so many people loved and supported you in these trying times love to see more content out soon with everything fixed can’t wait to see your next step from here
@0PE.
@0PE. 2 жыл бұрын
I remember meeting you online not too long ago. I was stressed about medschool and you made my day and week a lot better. Glad to see you’re doing better, stay strong
@ShufflesCards
@ShufflesCards 2 жыл бұрын
Your content isn’t the reason we have donated and helped you. You, as a person, is the reason all of us have come to help you.
@cubeninja1881
@cubeninja1881 2 жыл бұрын
yes, yes it is
@morkertheborker6660
@morkertheborker6660 2 жыл бұрын
im so happy that people could actually be this nice :) cause a lot of times creators get harrased and im happy this is not one of these cases honestly just how the community banded up to help is amazing!
@AlonGil
@AlonGil 2 жыл бұрын
He played so much skyblock that he could carry his family irl.
@classic345
@classic345 2 жыл бұрын
Now this is an f7 level threat
@darthmauve
@darthmauve 2 жыл бұрын
hyperion real life
@ambikas79
@ambikas79 2 жыл бұрын
15:50 I can actually hear u having tears man respect to you for handling the situation so well I hope the other problems get sorted soon
@calebwillitts8903
@calebwillitts8903 2 жыл бұрын
Bro your story literally made me cry! I’ve been here before 40k and it’s so sad to see what you went through but is brilliant to see how you’ve come out of it😭😭😭
@monke5206
@monke5206 2 жыл бұрын
"I don't know what I can do to repay you guys." Just keep doing what you're doing man, we love you ❤
@areubad1020
@areubad1020 2 жыл бұрын
true
@arsen4093
@arsen4093 2 жыл бұрын
true
@basher1904.5
@basher1904.5 2 жыл бұрын
true
@xunsuu
@xunsuu 2 жыл бұрын
true
@sylverpc
@sylverpc 2 жыл бұрын
true
@jamiesz2748
@jamiesz2748 2 жыл бұрын
I wanted to bring it up when I was in a call with you for the giving nons vip video but I didn't feel like it was the right time, so ill do it now. I've been following your situation since early September and just wanted to say that I'm so glad you and the rest of your family got out and are safe.
@dot5527
@dot5527 2 жыл бұрын
when something so random yet so amazing shows up in my recomended i cant help but feel happy about it, this is the happiest a video has made me in a while keep it up!
@greydientz582
@greydientz582 2 жыл бұрын
i find it amazing because you helped me through my rough times. i found myself unaware that i was crying by the end of this, thank you for doing what you do.
@_halfmist
@_halfmist 2 жыл бұрын
So happy that you were able to make it out
@cloverhansel5668
@cloverhansel5668 2 жыл бұрын
I feel so terrible that I somehow didn’t know. I’m so happy your doing better!
@thelemon3813
@thelemon3813 2 жыл бұрын
same
@KingMatthewXV
@KingMatthewXV 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@raphiberger5582
@raphiberger5582 2 жыл бұрын
Such a emotional and touching story, I feel so bad for you on your behalf of all the horrible things you and your family’s been through. I could never imagine the suffering you’ve been through and to have the motivation and perseverance to find the ‘light at the end of the endless dark tunnel’ I’m so glad that you’ve made it through and come out whole. You’re such an amazing person and me and the whole community really appreciate you.
@infernalglaize2175
@infernalglaize2175 2 жыл бұрын
Oh my god man I didn't know this happened until now but I am so proud of you for sticking through it and you got amazing people standing with you W Tylerr W Thirtyvirus W Simon W Father
@UtibaOfficial
@UtibaOfficial 2 жыл бұрын
This is probably the best Skyblock video of all time, just the community coming together for this is honestly the best thing ever
@sudowo3688
@sudowo3688 2 жыл бұрын
i was able to donate to this cause :) hellcastle is just such a good guy and he rly deserved a better life im so glad he was able to!
@dr_doom1226
@dr_doom1226 2 жыл бұрын
I just started watching your channel and I feel so bad for what you’ve been through and im happy you are still happy and strong ❤️❤️
@Quixilix
@Quixilix 2 жыл бұрын
I really hope that your life keeps going better. I have also thought about that deep topic too but this was motivating enough that i think i will stay. Anyway hope you’re great!
@classic345
@classic345 2 жыл бұрын
This man is quite literally one of the most motivating people you will ever find on the face of the planet
@lemonlover052
@lemonlover052 2 жыл бұрын
I heard about this on a thirtyvirus stream while it was happening, really proud of this community for coming together and accomplishing such a great thing as this. I hope that your mental situation will get better now that you are out. Its always heartwarming to hear wholesome stories like this one in a world where things aren't going that great. Love the content and I hope that you are well.
@zskfalken
@zskfalken 2 жыл бұрын
I was completely shocked when I read the Story of your life when you first posted it on Twitter. I could rely on everything you’ve said there. It completely changed my way of thinking about different things and stuff, and helped myself to grow stronger, as I was recovering from a similar mental state as you were in Back then. And as I saw your gofundme I shared It with everyone I knew so that your life can change to the better. And I’m so happy that so many people had the same or at least similar thoughts about your Situation and donated all that money you’ve received. Hope you can life a way better life in turkey now and I hope that you and you’re family are doing well in the new place and the hopefully much better life! Just keep up the content you and Tyler make, because it entertains many people. And always make me feel happier when I’ve got something to watch you two made. (This represents only my own thoughts about your whole story, so pls don’t judge)
@pointlessatom5617
@pointlessatom5617 2 жыл бұрын
I am so happy that you managed to get so much help which you deserved and I hope you keep making great content :)
@hadchfur
@hadchfur 2 жыл бұрын
Watching from Turkey, hearing these kinds of stories hits different. Happy to hear you made it!
@tajdin9278
@tajdin9278 2 жыл бұрын
same for me dude, nice thing about Turkey is that It's only nice to the people from outside but very harsh to It's own people. At least It's nice to hear that my country provided a benefit for you and your family. If you have any questions, we would very like to help answer you ❤❤
@hadchfur
@hadchfur 2 жыл бұрын
@@tajdin9278 yea i was gonna mention those but the point isn't the our country
@huseyincetinkaya5376
@huseyincetinkaya5376 2 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@dasiyn1086
@dasiyn1086 2 жыл бұрын
I’m really glad u opened up everything u had to go through, and u are lucky to have the greatest friend and good community. Good luck from now on too .
@Yeetbloxian
@Yeetbloxian 2 жыл бұрын
Wow. I never knew about your channel until this was in my recommended the other day, and this was so heartwarming to hear. I’m so sorry you had to go through this, but I’m so glad you did end up getting through. You handled the situation better than most people, and you’re truly strong.
@thaliaravenborne7267
@thaliaravenborne7267 2 жыл бұрын
I have massive respect for you dude. It's really hard asking for help and hanging on like that. 👍 live your best life
@HashimAl-Atassi2013
@HashimAl-Atassi2013 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you! I love your content, and am glad that your situation has gotten better
@mango5519
@mango5519 2 жыл бұрын
Havent watched you in a while. Still, you have no idea how happy it makes me to see you and your family save.
@anivishy8956
@anivishy8956 2 жыл бұрын
So glad that you were able to get out of your situation and that the community came together to help you out. Keep up your great work and my prayers are with you 🙏
@petrjoklik6308
@petrjoklik6308 2 жыл бұрын
Actually no way, I remember watching your old growtopia videos as a 12yr old. Much love, so happy for you and also keep the work up. Def going to start watching you again. 💜
@megavirusuchiha5468
@megavirusuchiha5468 2 жыл бұрын
Such an emotional story, we will always be here for you! Your content is the best! :D
@xunsuu
@xunsuu 2 жыл бұрын
i nearly cried multiple times, im so glad youre okay
@unavailableun
@unavailableun 2 жыл бұрын
This is the first tale I have heard in months (years if you don’t count poetry) that has moved me to tears. Really hope I don’t have to go through something similar at any point in my life
@justen4887
@justen4887 2 жыл бұрын
mental health is a serious issue and I’m glad u got through it. Massive props for getting a better life. You are truly an amazing high quality content creator and a really good content creator. You truly deserve and I’m glad u got a better life
@tearise2964
@tearise2964 2 жыл бұрын
Hey Hell, just came to say, you really do deserve everything, you’ve helped so many people with your incredible content which is all helpful, funny, and more. I’m so happy to hear that you got out of that hellhole and I hope you’re enjoying your time in Turkey, you don’t need to repay us (unless it’s more content) you’ve done so much for peoples lives including myself, you’ve brightened many kids and teens lives. You’re an incredible person and we all highly appreciate everything you’ve done and for how much time and work you put into your videos, I wish I would’ve been able to help out but i don’t have go fund me myself where I live. I hope you’re doing great and I hope you keep up the incredible work
@scoby8990
@scoby8990 2 жыл бұрын
This story is amazing, even though I did not know about this until now, thanks for pushing through and allowing us fans to give the support and happiness every human being needs, including you.
@SawBSketch
@SawBSketch Жыл бұрын
Such an heartwarming story, i feel bad for missing all this happen, but im happy you made it trough, you're an inspiration to work on my own life, to get me to a spot where i can be happy
@cupsofpog4999
@cupsofpog4999 2 жыл бұрын
You are such a great personnnnnn! I hope the rest of ur moving goes incredibleee!
@mako1332
@mako1332 2 жыл бұрын
One of the most incredible difficult stories to hear, knowing someone had to live threw all of this is just crazy to me. HellCastle thanks for making content and not giving up. You are one incredible person and content creator.
@qadrus7803
@qadrus7803 2 жыл бұрын
I also was in a situation like this and throughout watching this video I’ve gone through all of this again and I’m so glad you’ve recovered and got through that. I‘d never thought that someone like you, who is an idol to so many people would‘ve also gone through all of that and had this much responsibility. I know how hard this is and I‘d never wish it to anyone. Please don’t let anything bad catch you again, just do what you want to do and keep in mind, there will always be people who love and need you.
@coloonat
@coloonat 2 жыл бұрын
I could strongly relate to a lot of the things you described and i got really emotional watching just want to say im proud of you for getting trough and still being here
@punyoverr
@punyoverr 2 жыл бұрын
I understand everything you said. I’ve also faced the suicidal thoughts and stuff but when I think like that my body just brings different thoughts that are nice and it helped me. I loved how Tyler said those nice things. I hope everything does go better and I’m thankful I’m not the only one who faced depression like this. You helped me out too. And that is to talk to someone about this. Hope all goes well.
@keegabooshoo
@keegabooshoo 2 жыл бұрын
Dude your story is so heartbreaking and I am extremely glad to see that you and your family are doing better. You deserve to be happy with your life and im glad to see that life finally noticed that and gave you the happiness you always needed. I hope you get way better and you slove this situation once and for all.
@FreyjaWithA_J
@FreyjaWithA_J 2 жыл бұрын
That was a really emotional story. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. We will stay with your channel forever!
@smartiesgg9050
@smartiesgg9050 2 жыл бұрын
Bro that gave me the midnight cry hope u keep having a fine time, and life keeps being positive to you. Keep it up buddy
@philippr.6786
@philippr.6786 2 жыл бұрын
Bro I am in tears and I feel a bit bad because I did not notice what was happening. But i am so happy to see that all that shitty stuff got better. I went through some bad mental health states as well, in the last years so it makes me even more happy to see a friend like Tyler by your side. He is a real MVP! I feel like it’s kinda awkward to talk to you like I know you in person but I just had to tell you how awesome you are! Keep it up and talk about the things that go through your mind, just like Tyler sad: Let the world know your anger. So I hope you know, that we love you and wish you only the best! Stay strong
@newtab3150
@newtab3150 2 жыл бұрын
You're amazing for being able to do all of this and to keep going. This changed my perspective on things. I only wish I had access to the internet sooner so I could donate to the gofundme. You two are the best.
@foreverdarling256
@foreverdarling256 2 жыл бұрын
This was just wow. Very inspiring, emotional and just so deep. I very often am suicidal but i feel like if i do kms its a betrayal to my family and sign of weakness. I always try my best but you, you are one amazing man and please keep up the work
@darkromano_
@darkromano_ 2 жыл бұрын
Keep strong! hope you get better day after day!
@uk_cpu573
@uk_cpu573 2 жыл бұрын
That moved me a lot. Thanks for sharing such a powerful story! You're truly incredible.
@mcbzrk5281
@mcbzrk5281 Жыл бұрын
I only found out about all of this from watching your video and I wish I knew earlier so that I could have done my best to help in any way I could. Before this video I watched a few of your videos and thought the way you and tylerrrr have such an amazing friendship was awesome. The fact that your community was able to come together and help was wonderful, I just wish I could have helped too.
@leeney708
@leeney708 2 жыл бұрын
oh my god this is making me cry congrats on getting out of that, this means alot to me and everyone that supports you amazing job getting the confidence to get out of this, thats an insane thing hat alot of people dont have
@the_coolguy7977
@the_coolguy7977 2 жыл бұрын
It's awesome that you felt comfortable sharing this with everyone and when times get tough I know its difficult to hold on this story I'm pretty sure made everyone super grateful to live in the homes we live in now, so stay strong and keep making content that keeps everyone in a upbeat like you always do
@matthewbarry1852
@matthewbarry1852 2 жыл бұрын
I am so happy you made it through this terrible time i insure you it will get better and you have so much people who love you including me
@jewy1408
@jewy1408 2 жыл бұрын
You really made me realize some of my own imperfections and I thank you for that. I'm grateful that your situation went smoothly
@HoneyBeeGtag
@HoneyBeeGtag 2 жыл бұрын
I was watching the video, I knew the whole scenario was happening but I wasn’t sure of the whole thing, I’m so glad you made it out safely and with your family too!
@melonresourcepacks3362
@melonresourcepacks3362 2 жыл бұрын
I just want to thank you for still being here and sharing your story. You cant imagine how much strength this video gives to others.
@forkile7898
@forkile7898 Жыл бұрын
this is the first video i ever watch from u and im already tearing up. Great to hear that the story ended well
@patriksvanags4872
@patriksvanags4872 2 жыл бұрын
you handled your situation as best as you could and i think that shows how strong you are and you truly are a amazing person/content creator
@spongebobman9278
@spongebobman9278 2 жыл бұрын
When I first saw thirty’s video I was so scared for you and was waiting for this. I’m glad your okay now! Bests of luck in your journey❤️
@SLVEMSTER
@SLVEMSTER 2 жыл бұрын
This was incredible to watch and hear, I'm so glad you made it.
@Louskeil24
@Louskeil24 2 жыл бұрын
Bro when I saw your channel it was good content and I didn't know you had to suffer through this mess and now I'm so glad I can support you. Keep going, good luck and have fun.
@h4ckerrrroof60
@h4ckerrrroof60 2 жыл бұрын
Bro..... I randomly came across this channel one night,liked the vids so watched some of them and then i come here and cry by the end of the vid...keep it up bro just keep it up
@juanbey
@juanbey 2 жыл бұрын
this made me cry, i really understand you, and i respect you, i really hope things get better for you and your family, much love.
@snowyyHD_
@snowyyHD_ 2 жыл бұрын
Incredible, being able to pick yourself up after everything that's happened is insanely respectful
@anaveragenon6835
@anaveragenon6835 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry u had to go threw these times and I hope u have a bright future
@ottofort
@ottofort 2 жыл бұрын
made me tear up good job getting through this man
@tobyash
@tobyash 2 жыл бұрын
I never realised how much of a hell living in lebanon is, Thank you for all of that amazing content. Im really happy you made it through this horrible time in your life. I wish you the best of luck! ~Toby
@imcr7mson54
@imcr7mson54 2 жыл бұрын
I really understand you man. It's truly terrible. When I was 12 I had suicidal thoughts, I needed to move schools since nobody would even slightly enjoy being around me, I once pushed somebody down a few stairs out of self defense, the kid had thrown a stick and rock at my head. Of course, I was the one who got in trouble because the teachers didn't believe me. For a 12 year old, this traumatized me, being comically bullied everyday, I refused to go to school around the end of the year, and finally told my parents about what's happening. I do have a better life now, as I'm in a great high school. This story was really touching! I wish all the best for you bro, most people cant even imagine what this is like.
@GoChamps
@GoChamps 2 жыл бұрын
Im currently going through a hard time in my life these past months but its slowly improving mentally and physically. Glad you are doing much better ❤️❤️
@smellephants
@smellephants 2 жыл бұрын
The respect that I have gained for you after this is at least 1000km through the roof, like seriously this story is inspiring and all of the support you got was deserved, I wish you the best and I am glad that you got through this and I am sure that everyone else is too. I wish you luck in your future and hope that you can continue to help yourself and everyone else by putting smiles on our faces ( sorry of this is badly worded, I just feel really inspired and it makes me type weirdly idk)
@sagemarleybaca4778
@sagemarleybaca4778 2 жыл бұрын
I've been watching you since forever and I'm glad you've been doing better ❤️💖
@jakediamonds3071
@jakediamonds3071 2 жыл бұрын
I am happy to help you out and always here for you, I know how hard it is, I live in Sudan, We have literally the same things, But we're having the government get melt down by coups.
@daboiing245
@daboiing245 2 жыл бұрын
Good for you man! Almost made me cry, keep going!
@VIIFinn
@VIIFinn 2 жыл бұрын
I hope you are better and I have loved your content for a long time! luv your vids and what you do.
@AnnetheAnt
@AnnetheAnt 2 жыл бұрын
@xsolo8450
@xsolo8450 2 жыл бұрын
This is such a touching story, I never thought about how thought life could be for the person behind the screen, God bless you.
@Striknin
@Striknin 2 жыл бұрын
I only discovered your channel a few weeks ago but after hiring this story I think you are the most deserving of all that support
@_TriGN
@_TriGN 2 жыл бұрын
Im so glad everything is alrightish. It's been amazing watching your channel grow man. Love ya (not parasocially ok)
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