Hero Arts My Monthly Hero February 2022: How I Cope with Anxiety

In today's video we are creating two different cards with the Hero Arts My Monthly Hero February 2022. A scene card and a traditional card.
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[@christinesheppard5759]

Kelly, there are millions of us who suffer from anxiety, depression, hopelessness and many other things. I hope it helps you to talk to us because sharing these thoughts and fears can give them less power. You are also helping us by making us feel less alone. Thank you for being so brave ❤️

[@jragnes]

My daughter suffers from anxiety. She is an RN at our nation's #1 VA hospital, has 6 children and a wonderful husband who is always there for her and supports her. She relys on medication and daily exercise. She says the exercise really helps. Love your cards!

[@jacquelineasmith178]

Kelly, thank you for sharing your battle with anxiety. I'm sure, from the sound of your voice, that it was not easy. I'm guessing it may be the reason you do a lot of your creating of these wonderful cards you make in the middle of the night. It's often hard to sleep when your anxiety has your mind going at warp speed. I also think creative people are more sensitive to things that other people see as nothing to worry about. Eric noticed your need for cardmaking after having a baby....it gave your mind a place where you were in control of what was going to happen.

[@Louisianagirl_1126]

Thank you Kelly for opening the door and letting us know that we AREN’T alone in the vicious cycle. It is so comforting to be able to be open about a very confusing subject that most people have no idea how debilitating it can be.

[@alisonpendlebury-brown7885]

So very true. It certainly needs to be recognised as a REAL illness. Unfortunately as it’s invisible many don’t acknowledge it.

[@ShawninAZ]

I won’t get into my personal struggles with anxiety but your words really helped, thank you as always for sharing. Many crafters don’t share their personal lives at all and you are just so open and such a kind person. Honestly love you Kelly!

[@colligancrafts660]

I’m glad you find something that calms you when you have that anxiety.💜

[@eileenfreter960]

Thank you for boldly speaking of your faith, Sister! We are so blessed for the faith God has giving us! Praying for you!

[@alliestylelovesbeingnana763]

A well needed story time. It helps to know that you're not alone.

[@kimjriley5463]

Your story about anxiety hit home with me. Especially driving in the highway. I figure out all the backroads to go. Takes me longer but eases my mind. My thoughts don't stop either. Glad to know I am not alone. Love your cards! They are beautiful and your coloring is that of a true artist!

[@teresasanner-fecto3690]

Girl... you are the door for many. Thank you for your open dialog!

[@papercrafttherapist7998]

I have had a lifelong struggle with anxiety and depression. I relate to the story a lot. I listened to my kids breathe at night until they moved out. It was comforting. I also quoted scripture when I couldn't sleep. Thankfully, I sleep better in recent years after lots of therapy. Driving is still a stressor for me. Crafting helps me get through rough days.

[@alisonpendlebury-brown7885]

Kelly thank you so much for sharing with us how you try to cope with anxiety, As many others have shared, I can totally relate. At times it can be totally debilitating, other times I can recognise the signs, and this is only following various types of therapy and medication. Sometimes I wake up feeling anxious and have no idea why I feel this way and it makes me so angry at times that I’m unable to control it. What does help me a lot is crafting and cardmaking, but one of my favourite ways to ‘get out of my head’ is to watch my favourite makers on KZbin; you being one of the few. I love listening to your story time while watching you create. So thank you Kelly for being you and sharing your life with a bunch of strangers. You’ll never know how much it means to us. Stunning cards as usual.

[@platinumdiva75]

I agree and can relate with everything you said 👏🏾.

[@alisonpendlebury-brown7885]

@@platinumdiva75 🥰 xx

[@michelegourd5742]

The power of prayers is wonderful!!! I will keep you in my prayers!!!

[@signature_colorpink8954]

Your words are so comforting. Thank you for reminding me there is always a door. Take care of yourself.

[@laurieashe8609]

Praise God! It is good to be reminded you are not alone. Thanks for your beautiful art and testimony!

[@annettefertitta6868]

I remember sitting up in bed when our kids were babies and having to make sure they were breathing. It didn’t happen all of the time but the memories of that still make me shiver. I know that you and Eric are amazing parents and I pray that you will find some peace. Now that the kids are off on their own, my anxiety has shifted to work…

[@jonimcdougall7624]

Kelly the serenity prayer really is very good for reminding us that there are things that are just out of our control.

[@lonyamathys7131]

I have no words of wisdom, I can only say God bless you and your family.

[@janeastwick1418]

Oh Kelly! I am so sorry you struggle with anxiety. But, I a,m so happy and proud of your testimony and unwavering faith! The fact that you are willing to share this and your faith warms my heart and brings “a proud mothers” tears. You know the kind. They are happy tears and tears that just want to hug the one the tears are for. You are a wonderful example and testimony to the rest of us as to how we should be sharing our faith. You are right God has you in His hands and will always be there for you. Thank you so very much! PS: the card is just wonderful!

[@kristenbradsethchristianse371]

So vulnerable and so encouraging. Thanks for helping normalize the mental health reality of many of us!

[@paper_hugs_by_AlondaMae]

First, I loved hearing your testimony of your faith in Christ & how you practice your faith. I feel we all should be doing this on any platform we have💗. Second, I’m praying for you, right now, for your anxiety🙏🏻. Third, I love this card, your coloring and your story time. Sisters in Christ my friend!

[@anniegotakindlee]

Oh yes Kelly we must have story time. This is a lovely butterfly card!

[@joannesummers08]

Your honesty is a comfort I've struggled for years and yes faith helps 🙏 thank you xxx

[@MegaDharrell]

I totally relate to the anxiety issues. And I wish I could just snap my fingers and get out of an attack. But watching videos and listening to others tell their story helps me a lot. Thanks so much for sharing.

[@papercrafttherapist7998]

I practice deep breathing daily. When a panic attack begins, I breathe my way out of it. I use the app on my tidbit to practice. There are also phone apps available

[@jenniepugmire5654]

Thank you for your testimony. Scripture and prayer is my greatest tool, as well.❤

[@abbystone5738]

So glad you know exactly where to put your trust. I’m committing you to prayer, friend. Take care!💕💕💕💕💕

[@lauraallen2046]

Look for the door is such a wonderful way to put it. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us. Hugs and prayers to you.

[@patleon6296]

Kelly, I appreciate your willingness to share your heart. Our son has been challenged with anxiety & panic attacks from time to time as an adult. This has given me tremendous insight. Thank you for your transparency. I'm sure it will have a positive impact on many. God's blessings!

[@teriwilson897]

Beautiful….and thank you for sharing your faith and trust in our Lord and Savior…some one needed to receive that message today…🤗

[@ryantaylor7283]

I love your honesty. I, too, have suffered from anxiety all my life. Currently, my anxiety revolves around Stage 4 cancer. Thanks for reminding me that I am not alone. You will be in my prayers.

[@lisaweiss681]

Your card really does go with your story. Anxiety is suffered by so many, myself included, and we all have different ways of coping. It sounds like you've found some good coping methods to help you during the tough stages. Thanks for sharing your thoughts maybe this will help others.

[@sharonwaters2994]

Just want to hug you after hearing your voice during this video. You are so brave talking about our anxiety, and we dont always know when someone is anxious. Take care of yourself, stay safe.x

[@terriconrad4612]

You just preached a sermon of encouragement to so many! I’m sharing this with my daughter who is not a crafter but suffers from anxiety. You spoke such truth of where strength and hope lie. I love that you’re so bold about your faith and unashamed. As we all should be! Great message Kelly! And a beautiful card! I love what you did!

[@Cards4Cancer]

Kelly, I truly appreciate you explaining stress and anxiety. I was the same way with all 4 of my kids. I was extremely over protective and guarded very highly what they could do without me. They were incredible and independent your never wrong for loving your kids. God bless

[@dawncooksley4444]

Beautiful cards, and yes knowing that you are not alone does help. hugs...

[@kimbrewer223]

Beautiful card and thank you for sharing. Life is a struggle for most of us at times, anxiety is real and finding different ways to cope is so important. Loved hearing what works for you, know you are NOT alone. The Bible is timeless and faith is key. Finding things that bring YOU joy is important and staying focused on whatever that is. Sending big hugs

[@sherrywoods4630]

Hugs to you and bravo for sharing. You are a perfect example of how we think you must be super woman juggling full time work, two children, including your new baby, a side side hustle with the furniture refinishing, card making and you have beautiful nails in every video - but now we see you are human like the rest of us. You are still amazing, but hey, maybe we are all amazing, too.

[@marysharvey]

Kelly, you are never alone. I hear the anxiety in your voice, and I feel your pain. Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us. Doing what you just did, is going to help and support so many others who suffer anxiety. God has you always, and those of us who love you do as well. You are such a compassionate and loving person. You are blessed, because you have God’s most perfect tool; faith. Take care.

[@meganharp2422]

So brave of you to share your vulnerability! Sending you hugs and prayers, you already know things will get better! TFS, as I know your story will help others! Great cards as always!

[@triciakaplan5201]

I struggle with worrying about the future also, and have lost much sleep myself. World affairs threaten the future security of my children and I am helpless to control it. Satan wants to shake our faith and make us believe God will not shield us. You are turning to the best source of refuge there is, and I applaud you. I think your anxiety over SIDS is something ingrained in all mothers. We always seek to protect our children from the worst possibility that could threaten their health or their life. We childproof our homes, we make sure they aren’t alone by a pool, we never let them wander off in a store when we are shopping. I think God designed us that way. You are especially vulnerable right now with an infant who has no way of protecting herself from the world. I remember those days well, and although they were precious to me, the sleep deprivation between feedings and worrying was the worst. Thank you for sharing your heartfelt stories and your beautiful art. I will lift you in prayer. May God saturate your soul with His peace and your body with sleep.😘💕

[@reallycrazy4paper]

Beautiful cards. Thank you so much for sharing your life with us, it shows I’m not alone and neither are you. Hugs, Julie.

[@bluesbabe73]

I just wanted to reach through my laptop and hug you. You are an amazing person to share your life and struggles as you do.

[@carololeary5929]

Kelly, I understand your anxiety about SIDS; I had it, too, when my son (now 36 years old, somehow) was an infant. We did some research and found that, at least at that time, hospitals were using waterbed mattresses in cribs for babies at high risk for SIDS. They seemed to think that the very slight movement of the mattress kept the baby’s breathing steady and regular. We put a waterbed crib mattress in Michael’s crib, and it gave us considerable peace of mind.

[@brendajennings5438]

Thank you for sharing your feelings with us Kelly. It takes such strength to share, and by doing so, help others. Love the cards as well...wonderful ideas. I hope it helps YOU to know that we're all out here listening and we understand just where you are coming from. Thanks for bravely opening your heart to us.

[@rebeccanieves-pagan86]

Kelly, the card is beautiful. And so are you. I will keep you in my prayers...you are so brave for sharing something so hard! My 15 year old daughter suffers from severe anxiety and she does have panic attacks. As her mom I wish I could just bear it for her so she doesn't have to suffer. You are right though you are not alone!

[@helenastanser9801]

Thanks for sharing this with us Kelly! I have been there too! Not able to sleep at night, overthinking everything. Now I put my trust in God and his angels and my life is much calmer. I have stopped worrying about whats going to happened and live in the trust that He takes care of me! ❤

[@tjw1972]

I would sleep at night with the baby's bassinet smooshed as close to my bed as possible and my arm would be draped over the side so my hand would rest on my little one. During the day if I'd lie down and doze off I would have those daytime dreams that my child was in an accident and hurt. And the driving part?! I used to drive my car all day long for my job. Now, since retiring, I have an extreme fear behind the wheel if I have to leave my little town. I'll take the backroads to get to the next city before I'll go onto the interstate. It makes me crazy!! Anxiety is such a real thing, and it hurts! I just always have to remember that it's okay to not be okay all of the time. Thank you for sharing your heart. ♥♥

[@nadinewarner855]

Yes Kelly! God is in control of everything! So just leave your worries up to God! He got this! And everything else! I too listen to a Christian station, And driving is my prayer time as well! I will have you on my prayer list! God bless you for sharing!

[@charlottedenton4048]

You're not alone. Trust me. Hugs to you my friend. ❤

[@teresatrump8366]

Sounds similar to when my kids were born. Didn't even realize way back then that it was anxiety. Thanks for pointing that out.

[@bakaderka1]

Thanks for sharing your anxiety story with us. It helps to know that we are not alone! 🥰

[@brendadonabedian6324]

Thank you for being so brave in sharing your story. I have dealt with anxiety my entire adult life. It can be crippling at times. Like you I turn to God and pray. In recent years my doctor has prescribed a small dose of anti-anxiety medication so my stress doesn’t trigger my chronic health issues. You are not alone, we are not alone. I appreciate your honesty. You card is great too😍🙏

[@carenadkinson5149]

Thanks for sharing about your anxiety! I suffer as well!!! Sometimes I feel I am the only one!! I don’t sleep well because of it!!

[@TannaLohouse]

I ordered this kit and I can’t wait for it to come!! I have to say todays story resonated with me, I had my first panic attack the week before Christmas and ended up in the hospital because I couldn’t breathe and my oxygen level was super low, I’m now at a loss for how to deal with it.. I’m not the type of person that usually allows myself to feel out of control so losing that control terrifies me now. Love that second card. It’s gorgeous!!

[@lindacogle5976]

Yes, so many of us live with anxiety and for me it has increased tremendously the last 3 years with COVID. Some people believe we should be able to turn off our minds and replace the negative thoughts; it isn't that easy for us who struggle daily. I am so glad you shared your coping mechanisms especially the focusing on faith, blessings, gratitude and turning things over to God. I was once told that my story has already been written by God and He is the only one who knows what will happen and when it will happen. Trying to control that creates a whole other level of anxiety so I've learned to let things go, replace negative people and circumstances with more positive people and circumstances and be grateful for absolutely everything I have in this lifetime I've been given. I live alone helping with my grandsons so I have to be very careful not to go into that dark space of fears that have consumed me in the past. It takes work every single day. Please remember that you are loved by so many of us and you are valued beyond belief. I cherish your talents and your story time -- please keep them coming. Have a great day:-)

[@enchantInk_aus]

Hi Kelly! I wish I could give you a big hug … but actually … the best way to handle this is what you are already doing! How brave to share your burden … but how wonderful to also share y,our testimony that God is your ultimate strength and comfort … and how much praying, reading the Bible and listening to Christian music helps. You are right … God has this in His hands and is perfectly capable of keeping you and little Kaitlyn safe. And He will be with you no matter what and wherever you are driving too! Keep shining that light for Him. I am so moved by your trust … it is a super encouragement to me! I hope others who have commented about their own struggles might also search for that faith which ultimately is all they need to cope. (Of course … there is a place for medication and therapy too!) But there is a very real peace when we can also leave our worries in God’s hands. Thank you, Kelly for story time today. Very insightful and inspirational. 🌸❣️💕💖😘

[@sarahlongshore2605]

It is harder to control as we get older! I also pray because that helps me. I'm glad you did this story tie because I know it really is something that a lot struggle with. God bless you and your family!! And yes all mother's go through that fear. I had four plus 5 grands and it's just a fear we have.

[@reneeayling8238]

These cards are so cute. I love the one with the open door, I never think to add the extra lines to make it a room. Then you step it up with the shadow of the open door. I love your creativity. I have 4 kids ages 16, 14, 12, 10 and I can not sleep until I have tucked in all 4 and made sure they are breathing. Yes, I understand it is not older kids that it effects but it just a fear that is hard to shake. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your heart and life with us.

[@samanthastonesss]

Thank you so much for your beautiful card. Thanks for sharing your story of anxiety. It is so great to hear how you go to Gods word. I struggle as well at times. Prayer helps me so much.as well. It is wonderful to hear that people I look up to such as you put all things in Gods hands. Thank you

[@743linda]

Beautiful cards! Love this kit!!! Sending hugs and prayers. God is with you always.

[@727Lizbeth]

Kelly, I normally don't do cards such as this night sky, but I learn so much from you, so today's video was a blessing as well. I always felt something different about you (story time) that drew me to search for your videos. Thank you for sharing & know that I for one, needed to hear your story. I will keep you in my prayers, yes, God is faithful, he is using you in a mighty way! 💙🙏

[@maggieyager1840]

Thanks Kelly ! I appreciate that you are willing to share your feelings and how you try to cope with. This came at a time when I most needed it. Turning over these things to God really helps.

[@jenniferlee6324]

Thank you for sharing not only your amazing talent but also your personal strengths and struggles. I was in a bad roll over car accident with my 5 year old daughter and it took a year of me sleeping next to her so I could check her breathing because I was terrified she would die in her sleep. I almost lost her that day and the fear of losing her was so intense for a long time that I developed anxiety that still exists today. My daughter is now 10 and it's gotten easier to sleep through the night but I do still check on her. I haven't ever told anyone, other than my mom, about this because I feared people would judge me so I thank you for sharing and letting me know I'm not alone in these types of worries. Take care of yourself and your lovely family :)

[@maryhughes6390]

Prayers for you. Your story time touched my heart. Beautiful cards.❤️

[@barbborja1910]

First, GIANT HUGS to you, Kelly. Second, thank you for sharing your experience with anxiety. My adult son’s girlfriend struggles with anxiety and panic attacks. I’m not sure how to help her or what I should do/not do to ease her anxiety. Lastly, do you think having one of those video baby monitors would be helpful?

[@KellyTaylorCards]

We do have monitors. It does help some.

[@tammymillette5628]

Thank you for sharing your story Kelly! It meant a lot to me to hear you telling about your struggle with anxiety, it helps so much to know that I am not alone, it almost sounded like you were telling my story💕

[@flowerlily1]

We all deal with this or that. On a regular basis or on certain occasions and you are so right, we are not in control and accepting this and finding a way to cope with it (what ever “it” is) is very necessary. Thank you for sharing your stories with us and making us feel less alone in our struggles. Faith is one of the most powerful tools we can have. You got this girl!

[@nancydismukes9030]

Kelly, thank you for your honesty. As a Christian, I often feel my anxiety is a spiritual problem. It's not. It's physiological and my medicine helps. I have the same issue with driving, but I do it anyway. I think that's the answer. Just do it and let God take the wheel. Love your cards and your videos. I love you.

[@heatherfergusonsuprfoxdesigns]

I have always been an anxious person and it can be so hard, but you are not alone and however you need to get through it is how you do it. When my kids moved out I would get so tired and my hubs would say I needed to sleep I should take something, but I couldn’t because what if they needed me in the middle of the night….. and I couldn’t function? I like you have found ways to work through it and it isn’t always easy and there are times it doesn’t work, but knowing you are not alone does bring some comfort. Thanks for sharing your authentic self it is appreciated. And as always great cards!

[@kimberlytomaszewski7717]

Hi Kelly. You are incredibly talented, but that is only one of the reasons I enjoy your videos. I love story time, and love that you are who you are. Thank you so much for your chat about anxiety and sharing how you deal with it. I too pray often, and find it gets me through the tough times. Getting into the scriptures is also a great way to be able to move forward and get past the tough times. Thank you for all that you do♥️

[@sharonpott4253]

You sound exactly like me , I have found crafting makes me relax more and takes me to another world xxxxx

[@dinarinehart557]

Kelly, I totally understand as I have OCD. I am on meds now that controls the issues but have experienced that overwhelming anxiety. Had a horrible time when my babies were little. Some real worries and some completely unfounded ones. Praying for you and for your peace and comfort!

[@lflines]

So many people are afraid to talk about these issues and it's an important topic. I hope that anyone who can relate to your story receives the treatment they need. You sounded a bit choked up and I'm praying that everything is OK for you and your family.

[@suelanham5125]

I too can relate to anxiety issues. I think for a long time”worry” was my middle name. Retirement helped, but now with Covid lasting so long, I find myself uneasy about going out. My best days are when I know I can stay home and “in” all day. I am fine once I leave, but the unease before I leave starts working on me the day before. Like you, I believe in a loving God, and I know I just need to let go and give the worry to him. I think that is the lesson we are supposed to learn, and it takes a lifetime. God loves us, and doesn’t that make us smile?!

[@mecheledunlap4301]

I have anxiety as well, I also go to my Bible & quote Scriptures that I have memorized, & sometimes say them out loud. My favorite is Psalm 94:19 (NKJV) In the multitude of my anxieties within me, Your comforts delight my soul. Another good passage is Philippians 4:6-8, as well as Psalm 61. You are doing the right things by replacing anxious thoughts with Scripture. Be encouraged, you are not alone. Prayers for you sweet friend.

[@suesellers2975]

Thank you for your transparency. And your testimony to the Lord for HIS strength and sufficiency. By His stripes, we are healed!

[@margaretmcgettigan4160]

Hi Kelly, I'm sorry to hear you are suffering like this. I had post natal depression and I can identify with all you are saying. MY husband used to tell me she will grow up so fast, this will pass so quickly. She is now 30 and just got married. I use an audio book to quieten the conversation in my head. It also helps with my driving as I am so engrossed in the story the journey goes so quickly. Keep talking and keep asking for help and it is there. I'm sending angels to wrap you in their wings. Enjoy your children every day and if work is too much at the moment, - you get to deal with such terrible stuff every day- take some time out for your health , the bills will look after themselves , ( I worried about money so much). You will get caught up so easy when you are feeling better. big hugs and Angel love Margaret

[@rosemariewatz6741]

Hello Kelly, I had not come across you or your subject matter in the crafting section of KZbin, but listening to you just made me go cold all over. I was fussy cutting some ephemera at the time and had to put my scissors down. You articulated your experiences so clearly and so much of it was like listening to some telling my life story. I too am in the midst of a horrid situation and had fairly recently turned to the Lord, which I had never done before in my life. I enjoy reading my Bible but am not yet at the stage where I truly get comfort from my readings, unfortunately, but I am not going to give up because if God does not help me who will. Thank you for sharing your very personal journey. That takes a level of bravery few would understand. I think the Lord sent me to your channel tonight. I am heavily medicated already, but have been sent back into therapy again....... wish me luck as I wish and pray for the same for you. God bless and Thank you again...... Rose.

[@sherrifredrickson2509]

You are not alone in your anxiety! Praying right along with you, friend! This second card turned out so cool!

[@dotydiva]

I love the meaning of this beautiful card and it's great that you talk about anxiety and how to cope with it or try to. It give others the help and ideas .. the 3,3,3, is an awesome idea that may work for someone else. I hope sharing your thoughts helps you and it's great you have a family support system. I know my kids are in their 50's but even then I worried about sids.. and all through their life more worries and even now worry. it's a mom thing that will be with us forever. Hugs.

[@liztrumble9238]

Thank you for sharing. I too have driving anxiety and also have issues riding as a passenger - mostly on the freeway. It's hard but I'm working through it. Hugs to you!

[@Cards4Cancer]

I get so happy to see you have a video out with the newest kit because I know you will through some blue in there. Makes everything better.

[@carolalanis795]

So sorry you are so anxious, I too am anxious due to my chronic pain a nerve damage, yes dark thought haunt me too sending prayers and hugs 🥰🙏🏼🥰🙏🏼🥰🙏🏼🥰🙏🏼🥰

[@jennifer1996xxxx]

This card is beautiful, you are beautiful, your message today was beautiful ❤️ thank you for the story time

[@MBExplores]

Thank you so much. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for knowing my daughter isn't alone. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability. Thank you for being open and honest. This is just a simple Thank you but it means so much.

[@tracylee4442]

Hugs. I have anxiety too. I think Joyce Meyers’ book battlefield of the mind is a great one for anxiety. I listen to podcasts and audiobooks at night to keep my mind engaged and not spinning out of control. I don’t think you can quite do this yet since you have young kids. When they get old enough to come find you at night, might be worth a try, when you aren’t quite so much “on duty”. A final note. In my experience, if you give your anxiety an inch, it will take a mile. So fight it every chance you get, so as not to give in. Don’t let it take any more from you. It will rob you of your rest, take your happiness. Zach Williams words, I believe. Fear, he is a liar!

[@ritaswanger1047]

I had anxiety issues and attacks for years. Thanks to God they are under control. Some of that I believe comes with being older for for me. I try hard not to let things overwhelm me too much. Wishing you the very best with your situation.

[@heikecarlson1281]

Sending you hugs and prayers. So love the second card it is just beautiful!

[@jessieb.1954]

Kelly so sorry to hear you suffer axiety. I love hearing how you cope getting into your Bible listening to Christian music while you drive. You have such a great outlook on life. You always say how lucky you are to have your husband BUT so is he to have YOU! You are a great and amazing person, a great Mom, wife, daughter and sister and I'm sure friend to your friends. You are in my prayers and thank you for allowing us to get to know you along with sharing your talent! 💙💙💙

[@lesleyeden3580]

Awesome card. Thanks for sharing this very personal issue. My sister also suffers from anxiety and panic attacks can happen quite quickly. It must be very difficult and just wanted to say how courageous you are. Day to day living must be very challenging at times. Bless you lovely lady.

[@lisajones3692]

Thank you for your soothing words.

[@lisaciccarone176]

Best story time. EVER

[@kaisatiisler2000]

Woow, you have just described myself. Driving anxiety getting worse by time, constant fear about loosing my children or other important things. My brain rushes with movies how some bad things are about to happen, I constantly have to argue with my own brain telling it to stop. Sometimes I manage to stop, sometimes not... I was also a medical worker but quit because the sense of duty was a lot to handle. I haven´t found my "soother" yet, I´m not as much religious I guess for a bible. When I got really stressed out, I will craft or look videos of people like you, crafting...But we will survive, I´m sure about that. Just keep fighting and don´t forget to rest- don´t let the weaker side of you win!

[@KellyTaylorCards]

I hope you find something that works for you! Anxiety can be so hard.

[@ninascraftflorievega3592]

Kelly, I understand your feelings. I was never anxious, 4 years ago I got really sick and it has been surgery after surgery including a 16 hour, $1 million transplant done by one single surgeon whom it’s a wonderful human being. I gotten so weak that my passion for crafting went down to 0. I try to start crafting, but my weakness force me to put everything away. The anxiety 😥 it’s so bad that I had to ask my family physician to prescribe me something to control my anxiety. When I got sick I had to travel to Texas and Virginia for my two mayor surgeries and I had a 38 year marriage and I was happy, but I found out about 3 years ago that my husband was playing with another lady. That destroyed me so bad because he left the house when I needed him the most. The meds for the anxiety help for a bit and all of a certain the anxiety makes me feel like I want to just go out and run without stopping, but my weakness because I don’t absorb nutrients won’t let me do anything. I asked my physician to recommend me a good psychologist because my anxiety is worse. My psychologist it’s really good so I hope that someday I can start crafting again. I have a new neighbor that although I asked him once to please lower his music a bit because when he put his music on, it’s so loud that inside my house it feels as if I have a disco party. It’s a nightmare. When I feel like, I put my Christian music to calm me. So when you said that you put Christian music, I had to pause your beautiful tutorial and broke down in tears. God Bless you always.

[@kiminalaska9363]

First of all, that is such an awesome card! I love this stamp set but I am exercising self control because I made a couple of big craft purchases and so I told myself that there would be no purchases for a while and you know what? I am ok with that. As for story time, I never really thought of it as having anxiety but when I am driving somewhere unfamiliar or to an address I have never been to before I am extremely anxious. In fact I will google it and check various routes of how to get there. But you are absolutely right on target on how to deal with it. Prayer, reading your Bible, and meditating on what you have read, I rarely listen to the radio when driving. That is my time to talk to Jehovah God. It’s not what I would call a typical prayer but I talk to him about the creation around me and how beautiful the weather is that day. If it’s yucky outside I tell him how much I am looking forward to spring. So good for you for knowing who has the power to help you.

[@debbiepiccolo7846]

Fantastic cards. Sorry for your anxiety.

[@gayle1055]

Kelly, I’m so sorry you have such anxiety. Yrs ago I had it so bad. I would be fine then all of a sudden I would get the sweats, and start shaking, feel like I was in another world. I also prayed and was able to talk myself out of it. Unfortunately all 3 of my kids have it. Actually my daughters do not really suffer any longer but 2 yrs ago my son started with it, it totally freaked him out. He would call me and the sound of his voice I could tell he was scared. It’s really awful. Your doing the right thing; trusting in the Lord. Still I get anxiety but no where near what it was. I would love to take some card making class’ like they have at the craft stores but I don’t dare because I feel stupid next to most crafters. I think I know what I’m doing until I do it then forget it. I’m not very fond of new experiences I really have to force myself to do things at times. Since I changed my life and moved from CT to FL I absolutely believe in the power of the Lord. Kelly, everything I prayed for HE granted. Wasn’t always easy by far but i could not have survived without believing. You keep reading your bible and believing, you will be stronger and stronger. I admire your strength and courage. As for worrying about SIDS. Oh yeah I had it just like you. It was terrible. I suffered 3 miscarriages and it really escalated big time. In my days there was no monitoring either. Hang in there Kelly. You are a fantastic person, a wonderful wife, and an awesome mommy 💜❤️💛

[@jessicasquirrel]

Thank you for sharing your story. I suffer from anxiety and it was horrible after my baby was born. He's 2 now and I do feel like I have a better grip on things but it is 100% due to putting my trust in God. To really understand that whatever happens, God already knew it before it came to be. He will be with me through any troubling time just as he is in the good times. That he gave me my baby and ultimately my baby still belongs to God so if he wants to take him back, I cannot change that. Something I've learned that has helped me for getting through anxiety about things that come up randomly is to play it through to the end. To see what the end result would likely look like makes it less scary.

[@shelleyd1177]

You do such stunning work. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

[@roxytimmons482]

Beautiful Kelly hugs💕💕💕