Heroin Addict interview-Sam

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

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@billsmith7145
@billsmith7145 3 жыл бұрын
Holy Shit. Sam if you read this. It's Bill from Chicago. I took you down Chicago Ave. You lost your backpack, and I still have your phone. I thought you were going back to Denver. How'd you end up in LA?
@slimfastfret
@slimfastfret 3 жыл бұрын
I sincerely hope he'll get your message, sir.
@MusashiArisa
@MusashiArisa 3 жыл бұрын
Hope this comment gets viewed!
@LivewithKare
@LivewithKare 3 жыл бұрын
PLEASE I HOPE YOU CAN GET IT TO HIM
@uknowuloveit08
@uknowuloveit08 3 жыл бұрын
Bill, please keep us updated on if you get ahold of Sam! 🧡
@miketan8857
@miketan8857 3 жыл бұрын
i hope it reaches Sam
@Victorious_almost_there
@Victorious_almost_there 3 жыл бұрын
He still so young. I have faith he'll make it! I got clean at age 25 and I'm now 34 and was the best decision I ever made! You can do it! Please NEVER GIVE UP!!!
@goldielocks8231
@goldielocks8231 3 жыл бұрын
God bless you ! You can do it
@s_photo1385
@s_photo1385 3 жыл бұрын
Your not 34?
@themadaxeman6022
@themadaxeman6022 3 жыл бұрын
@@s_photo1385 i think they meant now
@Victorious_almost_there
@Victorious_almost_there 3 жыл бұрын
@@s_photo1385 yeah I am that pic is old.
@Victorious_almost_there
@Victorious_almost_there 3 жыл бұрын
Oh yeah I fixed the typo.
@BruceCL215
@BruceCL215 3 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for Sam. He seems to have a really good heart and has just been shit on, his entire life. I really hope he gets the love he needs and deserves.
@MetalRush666
@MetalRush666 3 жыл бұрын
Incredible shot as always Mark. This kid needs a hug and a chance. He clearly knows what it takes and he has it in him still.
@rolanddabeats8087
@rolanddabeats8087 3 жыл бұрын
pervert
@tiffymarieseestheteamarie4454
@tiffymarieseestheteamarie4454 3 жыл бұрын
Yes
@jctai100
@jctai100 2 жыл бұрын
he's had many chances i'm sure
@jabbardlewis
@jabbardlewis 3 жыл бұрын
Parents really are responsible for so much trauma and that’s sad. Hope Sam pulls through.
@Lorena-vq7jy
@Lorena-vq7jy 3 жыл бұрын
Very true he was a product of his environment they follow by example! And he definitely was shit on his whole life 🥺His so called parents should be proud of themselves 💯‼️🥺
@kyleallen1858
@kyleallen1858 3 жыл бұрын
Yep. Especially kids that are fatherless.
@Saturnia2014
@Saturnia2014 3 жыл бұрын
@@kyleallen1858 It's better to be fatherless than having a bitter, abusive dad in the household.
@peterrusso8050
@peterrusso8050 3 жыл бұрын
@@Lorena-vq7jy the thing that fucking baffles me is how this dude STILL wants to talk to them and cares about them still. Like I can’t see how someone can just like still want to associate with their parents and family if this is how they are.
@Lorena-vq7jy
@Lorena-vq7jy 3 жыл бұрын
@@peterrusso8050 Because it’s simply the way we operate as humans! I was severely abused by my dad but I still love him with all my heart in fact I take care of him he’s 88 years old it’s just something we’re program to do is to love our parents can’t answer that question one way or another
@rushiaj1222
@rushiaj1222 3 жыл бұрын
He seems like he’s searching for a place to belong. Then drugs ruin the relationships and he runs. He doesn’t seem to have coping skills. I hope he finds his family again. If they’re no good then I hope he finds some good people to help. He reminds me of a lil boy lost in the world
@ZhateraRuna
@ZhateraRuna 3 жыл бұрын
he is.. hope he find way
@sherrycissokho-parker2988
@sherrycissokho-parker2988 3 жыл бұрын
Most people don’t have coping skills please no judgment
@jenniferkeaton8336
@jenniferkeaton8336 3 жыл бұрын
@@sherrycissokho-parker2988 I don't think it was judgement, just an observation. Poor guy just wants to be wanted, to be loved. 😔
@rushiaj1222
@rushiaj1222 3 жыл бұрын
@@sherrycissokho-parker2988 not meant as a criticism, just an observation ♥️
@trashyraccoon2615
@trashyraccoon2615 3 жыл бұрын
@@sherrycissokho-parker2988 No, actually most people do have coping skills. They are something that can be learned. No judgment!
@lylelott4637
@lylelott4637 3 жыл бұрын
Hard to succeed doing anything in life when you have no self worth like this man. He's clearly a highly sensitive person that was surrounded by toxic assholes his whole life. I pray that one day he meets that person who convinces him he has so much to offer this world.
@annking8633
@annking8633 3 жыл бұрын
Beautifully put. 😍
@ashleysmith7850
@ashleysmith7850 3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely well said 💓
@coweenuhm9662
@coweenuhm9662 3 жыл бұрын
I totally agree but hopefully he gets some sort of therapy/rehab so he can be the person who notices his self worth. Addicts are highly vulnerable to codependency and that can cause relapses if they lose the person who “gave” them their worth
@miketan8857
@miketan8857 3 жыл бұрын
nicely said
@eunicee999
@eunicee999 3 жыл бұрын
This comment gave me goosebumps… 🖤🖤🖤 I wish for the same for him
@LadyCypher54
@LadyCypher54 3 жыл бұрын
He's an adorable guy. I would so like to see him sober and happy.
@1211jinx
@1211jinx 3 жыл бұрын
He seemed like a good person.Just sad hearing his story.☹️ I hope he gets better.
@KM-me6ev
@KM-me6ev 3 жыл бұрын
This interview is heartbreaking.. he’s never felt loved .. all his friends are dead... I just want to sit and talk to him .. listen to him .. reassure him .. do anything I can to help him .. thank you for listening to him Mark. Just heartbroken 💔
@rolanddabeats8087
@rolanddabeats8087 3 жыл бұрын
pervert ++
@KM-me6ev
@KM-me6ev 3 жыл бұрын
@@rolanddabeats8087 what !?
@lonetardigrade
@lonetardigrade 3 жыл бұрын
People really need to think about the future and how it can turn out before having kids. If you're not stable, don't even think about having children. This is one of the outcomes of growing up in a troubled home.
@wesleyAlan9179
@wesleyAlan9179 3 жыл бұрын
Having children is what made me stable,lol and its made me the man I am today
@kevinharkins6186
@kevinharkins6186 3 жыл бұрын
@@wesleyAlan9179 thats great to hear, thats the best outcome. But theres obv the other side of the coin and it goes wrong being unstable, probably most of the time
@wesleyAlan9179
@wesleyAlan9179 3 жыл бұрын
@@kevinharkins6186..yes,sadly there's the other side of the coin,well said my friend. Unfortunately, some folks just don't know how important it is to change their ways because of the responsibility they took on becoming a parent. Sadly,I know a few folks like that,its real sad.
@kevinharkins6186
@kevinharkins6186 3 жыл бұрын
@@wesleyAlan9179 for sure man, stay on the right path, your family needs you. Proud of you!
@KimchiiQueen
@KimchiiQueen 3 жыл бұрын
Right? Yet you see so many people here that think it'll change them or get pregnant with disregard. I forgot their names but that white couple addicted to fentanyl, they were TRYING to get pregnant. Mark is a very talented man for not saying shit to that and staying objective.
@tommahnke
@tommahnke 3 жыл бұрын
The sheer desperation of this young man is heartbreaking.
@jamie.777
@jamie.777 9 ай бұрын
No it's not. He is an annoying, lazy ba$tard that needs his binky "dope"
@GRIMJONESMUSIC
@GRIMJONESMUSIC 3 жыл бұрын
I just heard the whole story and wow that stabbing though - people can SEEM 'nice' and all but shit hits the fan when all the lights are out so to speak. Man, homeboy been through a lot especially as a child. Strong as ever - I'm hoping he gets better and finds his family again.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
If it would be in his best interest.
@scottyyo7834
@scottyyo7834 3 жыл бұрын
True Story!! (Opioid Heroin Crisis) "Truth" tells a story from both sides User/Dealer while in love Song>>kzbin.info/www/bejne/nYXWq61-hchqbc0 Video>>kzbin.info/www/bejne/hJfOi3-iocxonsk
@monicdavis6150
@monicdavis6150 3 жыл бұрын
Sam your Self esteem is in the gutter. You are important and worthy. I hope you get it together soon and maybe see your dad ❤️
@Lorena-vq7jy
@Lorena-vq7jy 3 жыл бұрын
♥️
@MsNooneinparticular
@MsNooneinparticular 3 жыл бұрын
Dude has PTSD and anxiety out the ass too. You can see him reliving the trauma as he tells the story to the point he gets overwhelmed :( Needs more than hugs and prayers which is why he resorted to one of the strongest opiates. And he'll have to replace it with something if he ever stays clean. If you see this Sam, we're rooting for ya and would love an update! Your recovery doesn't depend on your abusive family.
@Lorena-vq7jy
@Lorena-vq7jy 3 жыл бұрын
@@MsNooneinparticular Well put!...Hopefully he finds himself before it’s to late‼️🙏🏻
@alisonwonderland8680
@alisonwonderland8680 3 жыл бұрын
The irony of violent abusive parents kicking their son out for bad behaviour 😒
@tino6229
@tino6229 3 жыл бұрын
Right, truly pathetic. I feel bad for him
@gurumayne8684
@gurumayne8684 3 жыл бұрын
Some kids turn out to become millionaires, some kids perish and turn into heroin addicts
@pinkpugginz
@pinkpugginz 3 жыл бұрын
@@bobbybrooks4826 stop making all these assumptions about people you don't know. yes there are some alcoholics that don't physically abuse their children and are just "escaping" reality. but this is a form of abuse by neglect. My mom was an alcoholic and completely checked out. stepdad was sober and ruled the family with an iron fist and abused us so much I had to leave the house at 15. If my mom had her wits about her I'm sure that never would have happened. don't assume that people are lying when they try to talk about their abuse. maybe you're triggered because you're a bit of a drinker?
@chaoticatmos1461
@chaoticatmos1461 3 жыл бұрын
@@bobbybrooks4826 you're fucking insane pal.
@sarahdixon6011
@sarahdixon6011 3 жыл бұрын
@@bobbybrooks4826 Good drunks eh? a bit like thoughtful crack heads and gentle misunderstood heroin addicts??
@skylerbaker000
@skylerbaker000 3 жыл бұрын
It's heart breaking to hear him talk about wanting to go home to see his family again, the same people that made him feel like a waste of space. And his love still seems unconditional. I wanna give this dude a hug for real.
@coloradobrad6779
@coloradobrad6779 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, no contact is the only real survival mechanism.
@zacburns5091
@zacburns5091 3 жыл бұрын
I really hope Sam sees these comments and realises that there are people that care about him and that he is worthy of affection.
@christineweeden7656
@christineweeden7656 3 жыл бұрын
Yes he is .I pray he finds good people to help him and he finds his way and ends up clean and happy💛
@bmeeseeks2881
@bmeeseeks2881 3 жыл бұрын
As a mom of 2 teens it kills me to see young people homeless. So sad. I hope to god this young man can get his life on track.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Really scarey to think of young people being homeless.
@terrell9702
@terrell9702 3 жыл бұрын
I can tell this young man has a good heart. He just can't see his potential. Let's pray for him.
@meljc2823
@meljc2823 3 жыл бұрын
😔🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌹❤️💙
@freakyfrank4303
@freakyfrank4303 3 жыл бұрын
invite this good hearted kid in to your home and your tune would immediately change i do pray, , for YOUR naivety, do not take it personally but this guy needs a lot more than good intentions, he needs to be in a hospital far far away from LA
@meljc2823
@meljc2823 3 жыл бұрын
@@freakyfrank4303 l agree.. I let a homeless guy stay at our place one night and the next morning he was walking around out the front just wearing his underwear, scratching himself like a big gorilla outside his cage.. Someone called the cops.. 😂.. it's funny now I think of it. Glad he at least had his undies on. But we should have taken him to the hospital instead.
@jamesdragonforce
@jamesdragonforce 3 жыл бұрын
@@meljc2823 How did that work out, letting the guy stay?
@4eyes2sea
@4eyes2sea 2 жыл бұрын
To wake up from an OD.. stiff, cold, freezing, emotional and hurting so bad... so scary to be alone, you can hear it in his voice. Hope today is better, Sam. Great interview Mark, and love your portraits soooo much! *hugs*
@stephaniebabcock852
@stephaniebabcock852 3 жыл бұрын
Sam. The fact that you are alive after what you've been through is a miracle. Being rejected by your family creates a pain like no other. It's so painful that you would rather deal with the problems of addiction than face it. However, you ARE worthy, you ARE good. You CAN have and DO DESERVE a good life. Fight for it, young man.
@rolanddabeats8087
@rolanddabeats8087 3 жыл бұрын
no one cares
@1211jinx
@1211jinx 3 жыл бұрын
@@rolanddabeats8087 stop being negative.Its the least you could do.
@juxtaposition_and_dogs
@juxtaposition_and_dogs 3 жыл бұрын
For people that argue drug abuse/addiction is a choice should see this. How he describes what waking from an overdose feelings like, yet he still uses. Sam - you ARE worth happiness and a meaningful existence. I hope you are able to begin your path of recovery soon. 🖤💫
@nealjohnston954
@nealjohnston954 3 жыл бұрын
He's very very thoughtful and insightful. He mentions being shy and peaceful. This is one of his great strengths. He's very eloquent indeed, despite the trials of his life. It would be great to hear of his being reunited with family members. Those ones who would be willing to care for him. And help to heal his wounds, instead of inflicting pain and causing more concentric cycles of restlessness, neglect and abuse. He has a lot of experience to draw from. He's very loveable as a human being. He can be saved, but in my opinion its about reconciling his past and finding the space for healing. This will be very intricate and challenging for him to face. But, I believe it is possible for him to find his place. His insights are very real and vivid for him. He has a remarkable degree of empathy and love for people. Especially in terms of how he describes the longing he feels for his family. 🤲
@James-ck4bg
@James-ck4bg 3 жыл бұрын
Man I really hope Sam finds a caring girl, ditches the drugs and settles. Feel like he could be an awesome dad and partner.
@lizbetpcb3759
@lizbetpcb3759 3 жыл бұрын
Sam, please accept help to get your life headed in the right direction. Skid Row is no place for you. ♥️
@AdrianMartinez-eb9wu
@AdrianMartinez-eb9wu 3 жыл бұрын
Its not that bad, they try to look after each other
@1211jinx
@1211jinx 3 жыл бұрын
@@AdrianMartinez-eb9wu but he deserves better than that.He needs good direction.Includes goals,good future,better life.He has potential.
@AdrianMartinez-eb9wu
@AdrianMartinez-eb9wu 3 жыл бұрын
@@1211jinx yeah I agree with you. The longer he stays, the longer it will be to get out. I said I was gonna take off and its been 20 yrs already... Smh. If I see him ill holler at him
@chetchelios7614
@chetchelios7614 3 жыл бұрын
@@AdrianMartinez-eb9wu damn, you're out there?
@justinreynolds5557
@justinreynolds5557 3 жыл бұрын
@@chetchelios7614 LOL! XD
@deannafrench7062
@deannafrench7062 3 жыл бұрын
My heart is hurting for him. He makes me want to cry
@byzere
@byzere 3 жыл бұрын
I just found this channel and I'm absolutely addicted. This man and a lot of other people you interviewed made me feel all kinds of emotions. It makes me value and appreciate what I have in life and raises this need to help others. Thanks, man. Keep doing what you're doing.
@uknowuloveit08
@uknowuloveit08 3 жыл бұрын
once you’re here, it’s hard to leave. these interviews will quickly humble you!
@scottyyo7834
@scottyyo7834 3 жыл бұрын
True Story!! (Opioid Heroin Crisis) "Truth" tells a story from both sides User/Dealer while in love Song>>kzbin.info/www/bejne/nYXWq61-hchqbc0 Video>>kzbin.info/www/bejne/hJfOi3-iocxonsk
@svtman93
@svtman93 3 жыл бұрын
I just turned 28 myself and this guy's story really moved me. Being that we are both the same age. I've never been homeless but I definitely went through very similar personal/family issues growing up. A lot of rejection as well. Sam, I really hope things turn around for you soon, and stay safe!!!
@bluedolphin5792
@bluedolphin5792 3 жыл бұрын
I had a pretty rough childhood myself, turned the table on my abusive dad one night at 17 grabbed some clothes while he was knocked out I hit the road. Finished high school working after school and on the weekends .Life isn't how you start out in life it's how you finish ,now happily retired doing whatever I want to.
@1211jinx
@1211jinx 3 жыл бұрын
Life isnt how you start out in life its how you finished it.Love this line.
@hawaiiankansanfeindel7131
@hawaiiankansanfeindel7131 3 жыл бұрын
His story just rips my heart.
@sammauldin3524
@sammauldin3524 3 жыл бұрын
This was two days after I O.Ded on fentynol and didn't have a pulse till I got narcanned. I got completely sober almost right after this video haha
@imminent1910
@imminent1910 3 жыл бұрын
You got this man! Blessings to you from Aus. Thank you for sharing your story. We believe in you ❤️
@IncredibleIceCastle
@IncredibleIceCastle 3 жыл бұрын
Stay on the subs or whatever they’re giving you or try Kratom, anything is better than using again because even if you get addicted to the substitutes they won’t kill you if you take them right. Stay the fuck away from skid row, going back there is agreeing to die young.
@sammauldin3524
@sammauldin3524 3 жыл бұрын
@@IncredibleIceCastle yes Sir. Skid row is only to die young. It wasn't my first few hours there when the paramedics found me alone on the toilet without pulse
@Whiskey_Jane
@Whiskey_Jane 3 жыл бұрын
Don't worry about the past Sam, that's why it's the past. Just keep moving forward. We are rooting for your success and happiness. Many of us don't get a good hand in life and it is far more common then most people let on. Every day sober is a small victory, revel in your small victories. Wishing you the very best. 💙
@GhostofaSamurai8
@GhostofaSamurai8 2 жыл бұрын
how are you doing buddy? just want u to kno ppl care about you and want to see yiu thrive, you are smart and much stronger then you think, just belive in yourself.... i will pray for the best
@tarranalexander241
@tarranalexander241 3 жыл бұрын
He from where I'm from and it's easy to get hooked on drugs out here if you run into the wrong people. Bro better wise up and stay out the way 💯
@1FlyGemini
@1FlyGemini 3 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most saddest interviews that I've seen yet, but his story is not over and I'm wishing him nothing the best.
@zayidm3218
@zayidm3218 3 жыл бұрын
He is so timid. He has to get tired of the life though. Hopefully soon he will see the light.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Drugs keep him from feeling his fear and thinking about the situation he's in.
@GRIMJONESMUSIC
@GRIMJONESMUSIC 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for all you do, Mark.
@alishajessa
@alishajessa 3 жыл бұрын
I’m probably around his same age and I also grew up in spring, Texas. This really hit close to home. For all I know this kid could’ve been sitting behind me in class. It’s crazy how people in your own backyard are struggling and you wouldn’t even know it. I wonder if we know any of the same people. I hope this man finds the strength within himself to build the life he wants and deserves!!!
@yusraturkmen9896
@yusraturkmen9896 3 жыл бұрын
This video just hits hard.... i hope he finds peace
@RawOlympia
@RawOlympia 3 жыл бұрын
A lovely smart sensitive human, we need more like him, may he heal and find support.
@hailees6319
@hailees6319 3 жыл бұрын
Also - thank you Mark for doing this. You have helped me gain so much perspective and compassion. You are really doing a great thing by creating awareness around trauma and abuse. Everyone you interview have the most heartbreaking stories. I pray that they get the love and support they need to get healthy. You have truly opened my heart and mind to those on the streets and struggling with addiction. They deserve a chance, like we all do.
@donnadonato527
@donnadonato527 3 жыл бұрын
You may have a small stature but you have a huge heart. You are articulate, smart and kind. Years are passing, as you said, but you have decades to look forward to. Don't beat yourself up. You are not "useless or a waste of space or in the way". Those are your feelings, and those are real. But I have faith that you will be blessed with a better life. Don't give up, on yourself.
@MrAddison79
@MrAddison79 3 жыл бұрын
my teens and 20s were the toughest time of my life, things get better my friend hang in there
@1211jinx
@1211jinx 3 жыл бұрын
Some parent's are really failures when it comes to parenting.Sad to hear his story.☹️He seemed like a nice man,eloquent and respectful.Sam,if you get to read our comments,i wish your life gets better someday.🙏 You have potential.
@crimsonclover8314
@crimsonclover8314 3 жыл бұрын
Sam I hope you get to read these kind comments left for you. It really breaks my heart that so many children are being raised by unfit parents. Growing up being abused, feeling unsafe and like they are just in the way and then made to leave just to be made homeless! Sam you're still young and things could change for you! Get out of skid row before it kills you please🙏 I hope you can reconnect to friends and people who love you. 🤗😘💕
@pepperachu
@pepperachu 3 жыл бұрын
Not only do you make great interviews and raise awareness about struggles and sorrows happening right in front of us but then, your pictures are art worthy to be hung up on museums
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Check out his interview on Koncrete.
@Picklesmom2
@Picklesmom2 3 жыл бұрын
I have every faith that you can get clean Sam. You’re still so young and have so much potential, believe you can and you will ❤️
@Kunstenaarus
@Kunstenaarus 3 жыл бұрын
This really breaks my heart. I really hope that he will find a way back to his family. I see so much potential in him. I hope he will see it too. I hope that he will realize his worth. He matters, so much. I wish I could hug him. Truly so saddening...
@ayaka.2152
@ayaka.2152 3 жыл бұрын
Inderdaad
@ricardohernandez404
@ricardohernandez404 3 жыл бұрын
Listening to this young man breaks my heart.
@wapiti3750
@wapiti3750 3 жыл бұрын
This guy has such a gentle soul, and he has so much untapped potential. I didn't hear him ever mention rehab but that seems like a possible way out for him if he can stay on the wagon. Although staying clean is like climbing Mt. Everest for any addict.
@andreacho9903
@andreacho9903 3 жыл бұрын
this is so heartbreaking... he seems like such a soft, kind and sweet soul. i wish i could jump through the screen, give him a big hug, sit with him and let him talk his heart out❤
@sherrycallaway6578
@sherrycallaway6578 3 жыл бұрын
Seems like such a kind-hearted Soul... Wishing him the Best... 🙏🙏🙏
@betsysuetrueman3532
@betsysuetrueman3532 3 жыл бұрын
He's so good looking..young and well mannered I hope he gets clean..and has a more happy life..God Bless..🙏
@FowkeTV
@FowkeTV 3 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else open KZbin > Softwhite underbelly (normally on my feed) > fall asleep to these every night? I’m addicted.
@kylieamanda1340
@kylieamanda1340 3 жыл бұрын
he breaks my heart. i just want to give him a hug so so bad and tell him he has so much worth and meaning. god bless him 🤍
@3gabi
@3gabi 3 жыл бұрын
Mark is a voice for the voiceless. Thank you Mark. I hope everyone realises they're worth. That they are more than their experiences and that forgiveness is powerful. No matter how painful, it will eventually set you free. I say this from my own experience. And forgiving yourself will help you learn to love and protect your soul
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@gurumayne8684
@gurumayne8684 3 жыл бұрын
Ima young dude using H too man Its a hard lifestyle but were stuck in the never ending hell of a loop... I hope one day We reach a clean lifestyle
@samvisser182
@samvisser182 3 жыл бұрын
The world is in ur hands bro, its not too late yet
@Xbangsplot
@Xbangsplot 3 жыл бұрын
Hope is not a plan.
@Xbangsplot
@Xbangsplot 3 жыл бұрын
@@samvisser182 Are you saying that hope is a plan?
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@Xbangsplot Hope is a beginning.
@tamsinlouw760
@tamsinlouw760 3 жыл бұрын
You know you have it in you to get clean :)
@misselizabeth6631
@misselizabeth6631 3 жыл бұрын
Hope you get well and get in to some therapy.. you’re a good guy with so much potential!!
@DopamineSchizo
@DopamineSchizo 3 жыл бұрын
usually these people had a traumatic childhood, its a pattern in these videos
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
I believe the abuse was much worse than he told us.
@TheViceX
@TheViceX 3 жыл бұрын
Childhood trauma is a catalyst for self destructive behavior. It's so heartbreaking. I love that this channel exposes that. If everyone were trauma informed the world would be a better place. "If we could read the secret history of our enemies we should find in each man's life sorrow and suffering enough to disarm all hostility." -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@TheViceX 💖👏👏👏
@SmartMoveGraphics
@SmartMoveGraphics 3 жыл бұрын
No one gets to restart. I wish he could. Be strong brother.
@Ashleyiza
@Ashleyiza 3 жыл бұрын
Sam heres a hug 💙. Whatever you do, don't give up. There's always someone willing to help
@elizabethl3392
@elizabethl3392 3 жыл бұрын
I hope this experience of having people listen and have compassion for him will help him turn his life around. He seems like a gentle soul traumatize by abuse.
@LS-ek1fd
@LS-ek1fd 3 жыл бұрын
These videos are the most important videos on the internet. I’m so grateful for having the opportunity to see them. Keep up the excellent work. ❤️ You are making a difference, helping the rest of us truly see and hear people. One of the answers I’d like to hear from God, why do people who don’t want or love children, have so many, while those of us who would have loved them, don’t or can’t have them. Sam could and would have been loved dearly by many childless parents.
@parkerholt8097
@parkerholt8097 3 жыл бұрын
I know a lot of young people in long term recovery from opioid addiction. This kid could get into a program and get some counseling, do the work and be a changed man. I can see it in him. There are great recovery communities that would welcome him, and he could help others.
@twest0625
@twest0625 3 жыл бұрын
Poor, Sam. Seems so broken, yet so humble. Best wishes to you Sam ❤
@onepartyroule
@onepartyroule 3 жыл бұрын
There’s nothing wrong with you other than what you’re believing about yourself, and you can change that. Turn this around Sam, you can do it.
@AlexiHolford
@AlexiHolford 3 жыл бұрын
Well, what you believe about yourself is a pretty hard thing to change. He really needs some wins. Sam is in a real rough spot.
@onepartyroule
@onepartyroule 3 жыл бұрын
@@AlexiHolford It can be, but sometimes its just a case of identifying what you believe and thoroughly questioning it.
@AlexiHolford
@AlexiHolford 3 жыл бұрын
@@onepartyroule again, very hard
@onepartyroule
@onepartyroule 3 жыл бұрын
@@AlexiHolford It has to occur to you to do it. Once a person is aware that they have beliefs about themself, and can question them, it doesnt have to be hard at all. It can literally just a be a moment of realisation that what they were believing wasnt the truth. When beliefs are based on long term habitual thoughts they can be harder to identify, and once identified may have to be continually questioned, which could take months or years to resolve. I've experienced both.
@AlexiHolford
@AlexiHolford 3 жыл бұрын
@@onepartyroule - I have had literally decades of therapy. I know myself very well. I am 51 years old and my first therapy experience was after I tried to kill myself at 7 years old. After a second attempt at 18 years old, I was diagnosed as having bipolar disorder. It’s a lot to unpack and it is a lot to accept. It has never been easy for me. So, regardless of your opinion and saying it doesn’t have to be hard, I challenge you. So many people would have improved their lives if it was such an easy thing to do.
@notsorry3631
@notsorry3631 3 жыл бұрын
He's such a cutie. I hope he gets clean. I relate to his childhood a lot, bitter sweet. Both really good memories and really bad ones.
@littlejoe2595
@littlejoe2595 3 жыл бұрын
When you feel worthless, you attract bad people, it's like a magnet for evil. Try loving yourself a little bit Sam. And if you can't, just avoid people for a couple of months.
@cookie22100
@cookie22100 3 жыл бұрын
Facts facts and mor facts.
@NkiiA
@NkiiA 3 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@maximwilson1482
@maximwilson1482 3 жыл бұрын
True that!
@yellow-t6074
@yellow-t6074 3 жыл бұрын
@Sneak Gang i think what he meant was, avoid people that using drugs avoid surrounding himself with that kind of people.
@velipyr
@velipyr 3 жыл бұрын
Everyone should do that. Take time to make only basic interactions to survive, like getting food. And focus on yourself without staying in company.
@marthashepherd341
@marthashepherd341 8 ай бұрын
Sweet guy just needs a hug and a safe place to figure himself out. Bless him ❤❤❤
@catherineperciado9194
@catherineperciado9194 3 жыл бұрын
Sounds exactly like my ex, K-why, when & how he started using. He’s such a great person when he’s clean. He’s 44 and lives with his folks, I just couldn’t handle his emotional instability. I want the best for Sam. ❤️
@scottyyo7834
@scottyyo7834 3 жыл бұрын
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@payton5660
@payton5660 3 жыл бұрын
As unsettling as these videos may be, they do bring some sort of comfort to those struggling. “Maybe im not the only person in the deep end with no life jacket”. Thank you for sharing.
@mainlinemitch
@mainlinemitch 3 жыл бұрын
Prayers for Sam. The Great Comforter please guide him and never leave his side. Sam has a Father that makes him our brother, a Father who will love and protect him from this world he struggles against. Please Father touch this young man and allow this beautiful soul to be freed!!!!
@somethinggood9267
@somethinggood9267 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@Melanbrocolli
@Melanbrocolli 3 жыл бұрын
Keep doing what you do Mark! I look forward to every single video from New Zealand 🇳🇿
@hailees6319
@hailees6319 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Sam - I’m not sure if you’ll ever read this but I hope you do! So many people are rooting for you in these comments. You aren’t alone. I’m so sorry you had to deal with abuse. You don’t deserve that and never did. I really hope you can get clean, you can tell you have a genuine heart. Stay strong and be safe. Skid Row is a scary place. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
@kassiek6896
@kassiek6896 3 жыл бұрын
Sam’s story really hit home for me. I would love an update on him. However, I really hope he doesn’t stick around Skid Row.
@rolanddabeats8087
@rolanddabeats8087 3 жыл бұрын
skid row is his home now
@1211jinx
@1211jinx 3 жыл бұрын
@@rolanddabeats8087 He has no future if he remains in skid row.He has potential so i hope he finds opportunities to better his life.It might be a tragic and rough start for him but he can do something to change it.
@genoflo4138
@genoflo4138 3 жыл бұрын
Your giving me a Cobain vibe! You’re very insightful and I can tell you have a beautiful soul💜 Get better brother 💜💜💜
@deejay7352
@deejay7352 3 жыл бұрын
This one's very sad to watch. Sending best wishes. I could imagine so much more for this guy. I truly hope there is a way to overcome the worthlessness and the not fitting in anywhere. You seem like such a nice dude and so in touch with emotion - there's plenty you could do with that and plenty of people would respond to that.
@danielwest752
@danielwest752 3 жыл бұрын
I agree
@iJuanGutierrez
@iJuanGutierrez 3 жыл бұрын
I agree
@dianaestrada7746
@dianaestrada7746 3 жыл бұрын
He really seems so sweet , I wish we could have updates on him to know he’s alright
@tmc115
@tmc115 4 ай бұрын
Yeah, I had a very similar issue with all the adults in my life. I was constantly told if you want to help then help by keeping yourself entertained. So I learned to entertain myself and stay quiet and I always got praised for being so quiet, but then you grow up and, you’re being punished for being a quiet person and you don’t know how to talk to anyone
@skyking228
@skyking228 3 жыл бұрын
I wish I would have been his big brother. I hope skid row convinces him to make some positive changes in his life. Always interesting, thanks!
@issy8849
@issy8849 3 жыл бұрын
Sam I just want to give you a hug, I hope things get better for you! :)
@SharonBenson2674
@SharonBenson2674 3 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for Sam. He has endured so much abuse in his life and it is still happening today. He’s a nice guy even after the life that he has had. I hope someone can help him. Please if any of you reading this can help Sam please do. He is so vulnerable, so messed up. Take care Sam. You are a good person. You need to believe that! It is easy to see that. I hope someone out there can help you. I will be looking for updates on you.
@thuraiaj849
@thuraiaj849 3 жыл бұрын
i really resonate with sam. my father is also an alcoholic and sam seems like an empathetic person that grew up in a turbulent household which i can relate to. here for you sam, you can get your life back thousandfold
@er1ns
@er1ns 3 жыл бұрын
Sending my love to you Sam. You are worthy of everything good. You can turn your life around... you are believed in and loved. Wishing you the best.
@Mimi-bs7kn
@Mimi-bs7kn 3 жыл бұрын
Poor thing he seems like a sweetheart. I hope he finds sobriety. It’s crazy how our childhoods really impacted for the rest of our lives. I’m still battling my mother’s demons. I’m pregnant now and I would rather die than to put my child through trauma. And I would literally kills someone who tried to hurt my child. He or she hasn’t even been born yet and I love this baby. Parenthood is not going to be easy but it’s a blessing and a grand gift from the most high god. How can anyone be mean and destructive to their own flesh and blood ?!?! Or kick them out at 17, smh being a parent is from the cradle to the grave. Take care everyone make good choices
@ryan0787
@ryan0787 3 жыл бұрын
I hope Sam finds his place and gets well. You can tell he is a kind person
@jamesfox8930
@jamesfox8930 3 жыл бұрын
crazy to think how easily family drama seriously fucks up someone's life and opens the door to addiction. every time i watch these interviews I think how close I came with getting addicted.
@juniorsantoyo4280
@juniorsantoyo4280 3 жыл бұрын
I live in spring! Hope he finds the help he needs to come visit his mom and brother, really seems like he wants to see them.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Or was that about getting money? Seems he can get anywhere he wants to go.
@anthonypoulin8063
@anthonypoulin8063 3 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for you man. To hear you talk about your early life and all the nasty struggles, but then to hear you say you didn’t realize it wasn’t bad until you lost your ID. Nothing has gone your way, and I’m praying for you man. I really hope so much good comes into your life. You are loved.
@nathaliem1274
@nathaliem1274 3 жыл бұрын
He has a big heart, he wants to go back to the same people (family) who tortured him since childhood, left them on the street and become the man who he is because of them...specially the hard drugs...it's like stockholm syndrom...its very sad. I wish him the best of luck
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
You got it.
@scarletred8888
@scarletred8888 3 жыл бұрын
This is heartbreaking, listening to a lovely young man who has suffered so much. He has so much potential, i really hope and pray that he gets the help he needs.
@MsAlien911
@MsAlien911 3 жыл бұрын
I hear a boy who has been let down by every significant male in his life. Find your peace buddy. Change what you can, stay safe
@ashhosek
@ashhosek 3 жыл бұрын
It just breaks me... I can tell he’s a sweet soul. I pray he can turn his life around.
@sandrabrooksher666
@sandrabrooksher666 3 жыл бұрын
For anyone struggling with addiction please get into a rehab. Exit to a sober living where you are held accountable through drug testing. Get into a 12 step program and work All 12 steps. Sit still for a while. Get out of your head and be of service to others. We do recover!
@blazefairchild465
@blazefairchild465 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Mark for another brilliant interview & all the work you do on this project. You have helped so many on both sides of the addiction syndrome get a much better understanding of how hard it is to actually get out. I hope & pray it makes parents & teachers understand how important it is that childrens brains avoid any type of trauma while in development ! From before birth until at least 18. We would have less on the streets & in prison if we as adults understood this. Please make some of your interviews into a program that that can be shown in schools both to parents as well as kids.
@pamelastates5600
@pamelastates5600 3 жыл бұрын
Sam you are Important! You are ENOUGH! You are LOVED!!!! and people Care!!!!❤️🙏🏽🇨🇦
@Bambi.Eyes14
@Bambi.Eyes14 3 жыл бұрын
I just want to give Sam I big virtual hug. It’s so sad to see how much he just wants to be loved and accepted. I hope he’s doing well in Denver, if he’s still there. Stay strong Sam. 🙏
@patriciakelly4728
@patriciakelly4728 3 жыл бұрын
This is breaking my heart, i feel your deep sadness and pain Sam. I so very much hope you find some grounding in your life. You are a good person, you deserve to be loved and cherished. Mark plz help this beautiful person get away from Skid Row, into rehab and by the grace of Jesus hooefully a clean, drug free and peaceful existence. I pray for you and may your guardian angels protect your soul!!🙏💜🇦🇺
@devochile
@devochile 3 жыл бұрын
Looks like we were watching this at the same time and saying the same prayers for this young man. God bless him and good luck. I think he's been protected somehow buts its time now for more positive change. Not sure if reuniting with his family is best until he is stronger and they have changed as well and will treat him with respect and love.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@devochile I sure do agree about his family. Seeing them could make his life Worse!
@jillainenewman1358
@jillainenewman1358 3 жыл бұрын
He seems like such a sweet guy. I pray he finds his way back. People care about you, Sam! You're very special and you're here for a reason.
@marilynbradley8487
@marilynbradley8487 3 жыл бұрын
I want to rescue this poor fella. He still looks like a baby to me.
@richelleyamato4845
@richelleyamato4845 3 жыл бұрын
You have had such an incredibly tough go of things and of life so far @Sam Mauldin . You clearly have such a big heart and you deserve love and compassion. You deserve great things. You have so many people rooting for you. Sending love from Portugal.
@journeebean
@journeebean 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for these Mark ❤️ I pray for anyone hurting. You’ve definitely given a new prospective to others.
@raemarlow57
@raemarlow57 3 жыл бұрын
I love how people are seeing a side of addicts,homelessness,&people in general they would’ve otherwise never have known!!
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@raemarlow57 Yes! These interviews have helped me see the homeless, addicts and the kids in school who never fit in, in a whole new way.
@brandiLicious81
@brandiLicious81 3 жыл бұрын
TX is praying for Sam! Can u please post more? I’m watching them over and over
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