it's the microseconds of silence during shifts that more neurons fire than you can perceive, memories and fear and love and anger and joy and sorrow and HER and a stream of unlimited charged consciousness-- brutally cut short as the clutch reengages, the scream of 110hp/liter through glowing headers demanding your attention once more, pulling you back to reality for a little while longer as the machine charges toward the edge of its ability-- the precious last 200 rpm, the apex of its being-- and must gasp for air once more. And again. man and machine pushed to their limits together, on different planes of reality, all at once. jinba ittai, the synergy of the horse and the rider. Channel and amplify my emotions. Show me the truth, RE-71R. Take me there, wherever 'there' is. One more millisecond, one more inch, one more MPH. Harder. The machine spirit lives.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
You said literally everything I tried to say with this video. Thanks for understanding me man!🤍
@miner42363 ай бұрын
@@owenlee4585 I don't think you were talking about her, but jinba ittai and 110hp/liter makes me think of a very dear to me, 220hp Mazda mx5 ND2 2.0L 😆 Beautiful words man ❤️ We've all lived our very best and worst moments while riding that horse...
@dell_pc73 ай бұрын
In simple terms. They are more then just rubber and glass.
@sk4iv3r103 ай бұрын
Bro this sound like racing lagoon loading screens
@ragefox36203 ай бұрын
You spoke what's deeply buried in our hearts , I salute you brother.
@mahuba25533 ай бұрын
when i cant scream, my car's engine will do it for me
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
That's why we run bro
@stingraytt3303 ай бұрын
So true
@redline5O53 ай бұрын
Damn...
@insid34933 ай бұрын
90mph in 4th gear screaming down a back road. thats not an uncommon sight for me lol.
@dell_pc73 ай бұрын
On BRO!
@alessandrociabarri13063 ай бұрын
that seventh gear at the start spoke for itself
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
nothing better than changing gears and the sound of the engine screaming
@aleksandarpantic84503 ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen yeah but braking and double upshifting plus racing with the engine at 3000 rpm is ilegal
@vipxr11143 ай бұрын
@@aleksandarpantic8450 what is the 3k rpm rule?
@miner42363 ай бұрын
@@aleksandarpantic8450 you missed the point of that seventh gear, and of Alessandro's comment
@fate34843 ай бұрын
@@miner4236 i dont get it too
@CaristZ13 ай бұрын
Bro, I clicked for an Assetto Corsa vid, not a whole cinematic movie! *DAMN!*
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
kkkkkkkkkkk thanks bro
@joaobr8597Ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen"kkkkk" brasil?
@rafa_vsky22 күн бұрын
@@joaobr8597 cara minha reação mano.
@smol_sinon3 ай бұрын
the cut from crashing into the mustang was something that definitely caught my emotions. this video was like a cinematic movie. we all might have a time where we wont be able to express how we are feeling, but our cars will understand that pain, like it is apart of us.
@AnekoF903 ай бұрын
Meanwhile, I, who don't know how to express my feelings and don't have a car either.
@smol_sinon3 ай бұрын
@@AnekoF90 I struggle with that same problem, I just use video games to help me out
@x9kz3 ай бұрын
I don’t feel okay that much, but this video explains my feelings in a way that I feel. And I just wish I could do something about the issues that I can’t control.
@AnekoF903 ай бұрын
@@smol_sinon I can't even use games.
@Ambera34073 ай бұрын
I don't have a car, but I have a glock. I wonder how it will feel.
@bruhmoment37413 ай бұрын
litterally better than 200% of the anti depression ads on TV. This isnt a video. This is a work of art, with a meaning deep within.
@the_expidition4272 ай бұрын
There's no money in that
@netrromer3 ай бұрын
Bro this felt like cinematic masterpiece of accurrately representing the emotions some people go through
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Yes, the feeling of wanting to scream and not being able to is something horrible...so I put it all in a video!
@kinoshasecurity55153 ай бұрын
My eldest dog passed away today due to heart failure. He was 15 years old. I cried. A lot. I didn't know what to do, or rather, what I could do. About an hour ago, I had my motorcycle set up with the keys in the ignition and the engine running. I looked at my helmet and realized something. I wasn't ok. I wasn't ok at all. I wasn't going for a ride to distract myself, I was trying to run away from my emotions. I put my helmet down, turned my bike off, and wheeled it back into the yard. It's ok to not be ok. But running from the pain, can sometimes get you hurt even more. Thanks for this video. I'll be ok.
@MiguelMedV3 ай бұрын
You did the right thing, and I'm glad you're still here today, you actually get it. F1 legend, Niki Lauda went through something similar X )👍🏼🌄...
@maemaerets3 ай бұрын
don’t run away from your emotions. feel them first, accept them, let go, THEN let the breeze hug you when you ride. your dog would want to watch you from above for a while. this week is too soon.
@jakebrake48423 ай бұрын
Look man two dogs in three months I understand your reasons but I know with pets that your their forever not the other way around and that’s ok man. I just really accepted the fact that they both passed and not so much moved on but moved with them in my soul to forever be remembered and loved in fact I tear up to cry while writing this I have thought of committing but in the end it’s not worth the heartache your family will endure living or not they both will suffer one for destroying namesake and other for leaving them just always remember where you come from and keep charging forward like the raging bull we all wish to be like.
@Suixidexrist3 ай бұрын
Fully feel you, lost my best friend of 12 years a few months ago, did the same thing you did, it hurts a shit ton, and 6 months later, it still does, but we gotta keep living for them.
@S-396-Shark3 ай бұрын
i really hope you the best kino. i hope you can found that help that you need and hope you dont have to deal with it alone. i wish you the best, stranger.
@paperplanet11283 ай бұрын
How to get comfortable driving really fast (step by step guide) 1) know the road 2) learn your car 3) hate yourself 4) remember what they did to you 5) remember how they made you feel 6) remember how quickly they moved on
@este_marco2 ай бұрын
if you let your emotion control you, the ditch is where you'll belong...
@paperplanet11282 ай бұрын
@@este_marco its a joke bro
@este_marco2 ай бұрын
@@paperplanet1128 sorry i didn't find the funne
@EpicYoutubeHandleАй бұрын
7) get Shingo’d
@TregarzАй бұрын
7) Remember that suicide is never the answer, it only passes on the pain. Talk to someone you trust, it could be anyone, just don’t hurt yourself. Please. 🙏
@bvbbvbbvb093 ай бұрын
There's a point at 7,000 RPM... where everything fades. The machine becomes weightless. Just disappears. And all that's left is a body moving through space and time. 7,000 RPM. That's where you meet it. You feel it coming. It creeps up on you, close in your ear. Asks you a question. The only question that matters. Who are you?
@themaskedmusician48463 ай бұрын
I’m nobody but I’m also everybody. Someone yet no one can see me, alone but always with someone. I’m the pinnacle of existence in my heart and yet the black hole of this world in my head. The question who am I remains because who am I really? Am I who I say I am? Who I seem myself as? Or am I who everyone else sees? Who’s the real me? Is there a real me?
@hamiltonsullivan65633 ай бұрын
Im not a street racer, Im a ghost. I'm not alive because, I've already accepted death... I don't race to be first place, I race to find my final resting place.
@Cognithazard1203 ай бұрын
Carol Shelby, at 7,000 RPM, you are free
@deedeekreep91393 ай бұрын
Oh my@@hamiltonsullivan6563
@Mikkel1112 ай бұрын
Dumbest shit I've heard for a while. Literally nothing special about 7k RPM.
@Silverymoonsleeps3 ай бұрын
I’m a volunteer firefighter. Last week I had a call from someone doing exactly this. They didn’t make it out, I had to watch. Please be safe out there bros. And pray for me, I do the same.
@joshgambrell409525 күн бұрын
had us in the first half ngl
@-_Mc.A_-3 ай бұрын
1:32 that was deep man…
@razeik5.0882 ай бұрын
HOW was that deep man ?
@FreakyDrift2 ай бұрын
ofc he crashed into a mustang 💀
@marion_soda7772 ай бұрын
@@razeik5.088 6ft deep underground.
@HooningAroundLife3 ай бұрын
We used to call these suicide runs. No lift shifts and full send. I’m 33 and still have to go on my occasional run. It’s a fix that’s for sure.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
It's a solution for sure....but not the only one
@rytlocknroll7 күн бұрын
I felt the driver’s anger/fear/sorrow the moment her voice came through, which could only be perceived through the rising screams of the engine.
@nikitastrom79673 ай бұрын
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Just so you know if you give up on yourself that doesn’t mean others will give up on you :)...(And also! I am SUPER proud of you, just keep going, okay?
@Nova_Flixx2 ай бұрын
i did save 1 once still proud of it
@samurai-f77Ай бұрын
Thanks for saving 'someone's' life
@EpicYoutubeHandleАй бұрын
*LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER*
@SonyericssonowedramyАй бұрын
lies
@f8spot872Ай бұрын
I am proud of you too, tysm for your words, :')
@Sim_World73 ай бұрын
Damn the emotion really hit
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
It's literally the pain I feel that I tried to show people, this video has more of my feelings than any other video I've ever made
@stzerror68172 ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen F
@skinnyjeanis71773 ай бұрын
Despite being mechanical, there's something primal behind the sounds of an engine. From that first time with your first car that you floor it and hear- feel, even- the engine really open up. That playful press against your seat as that swelling growl from ahead pushes you forward... Without a single word there's an emotional connection forged between you and your car in that moment. Maybe you were in a bad state of mind, and you felt you had to go somewhere, anywhere, just run. Maybe you were in a good one, and you just wanted to have a little bit of fun. It doesn't matter to your car. The rev range is a language up to you to interpret, whether it's a hum of comfort, a howl of joy, or a scream of rage or agony or sorrow. The only shortcoming between the relationship of a craftsman and his tools are the blind obedience of the tools. The car doesn't know when you're at your limit, and it'll follow your every command for better or for worse until the very end. The need to express is human, but you have to take care of and look after yourself. You can take care of a car, but there's only so much it can do to take care of you. Take time to sit still. Sort through your thoughts. Don't let emotion push you around and come to terms with yourself. Reach out to someone- anyone- that you're comfortable with. As much as you and I hate it, we can't solve personal problems with revolutions per minute or miles per hour. That part is up to us.
@GavinHawk-z4b3 ай бұрын
UNDERRATED COMMENT OMG
@10Sambo01Ай бұрын
Yes, I've thought about this myself; I think it's because it's the ultimate harnessing of the power of fire. This is why the ultimate car will never be electric.
@BumpHeadRacing22 күн бұрын
fuck this is beautiful
@jonahkey93133 ай бұрын
I wish a car with that kind of engine roar didn’t cost as much as a house
@brandona.57713 ай бұрын
Well there is actually a few tbh, but if like Hi revs? Honda Civic for example. The old generations with the B series or the K series Naturally Aspirated engine get the Vtec Kick in and you'll know what I meant, not the current Turbo charged version of it. I've driven on in real life, B16A with 5 speed manual old school EG sedan body... when it hits 4k RPM above to 9k, I really felt alive. I mean sure there's many cars out there could outrun you but the feeling of it the sound of it, it's really different and unique for an inline 4 engine.
@MGdrifts3 ай бұрын
a good exhaust system can do wonders
@Mikkel1112 ай бұрын
Get a bike
@este_marco2 ай бұрын
m5 v10
@brandona.57712 ай бұрын
@@este_marco hohohoooo that's an eargasm anytime!
@fax5official3 ай бұрын
I was practically beggging "please dont crash" at the end there...man you really know how to reach my soul. gj man...
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
really thank you very much
@JustDan_443 ай бұрын
I don't know man, the feeling is complicated
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
everything hurts brother, but we can handle it
@noburt93 ай бұрын
I'm in my early 20's and I finally am feeling some sun through the clouds again I tried to save my mom and my dad from the belly of the beast, and all I did was take who I am. Who I know I am and forced him to hide away. I was with my friends last night talking to them, and my laugh's didn't feel so fake. My smiles weren't as forced as they once had been. It is so nice to get that feeling back. I hope it continues to get better.
@lethall0ve8903 ай бұрын
u deserve it King
@lukelariviere70903 ай бұрын
160 into a white mustang…I’ll never forget that feeling of a focus like I’ve never experienced before. Seeing everything flash before my eyes and holding onto the steering wheel with a strength I didn’t know I had. The instantaneous regret and realization, so many emotions all at once I could do nothing but place every ounce of energy I had into making that gap. I didn’t make it. As I can’t control other drivers. How no one got hurt is a miracle, I could’ve killed myself, or worse, others. This video made those flashbacks a little too real again. But thank you, it’s a work of art and a great reminder of the lessons I learned that night. I mustn’t ever forget them. Please drive safe everyone. There’s so much more life ahead of us to experience. Allegedly ;)
@Shqdows13 ай бұрын
Sometimes i feel like doing this going 100 mph on the freeway since no one really asks me if im really ok...
@antoniosoares3073 ай бұрын
Are you okay? If you're not... That's fine, just know you'll get through this, keep going, you matter.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
My dear, if you're not feeling comfortable with yourself, and you're not able to think straight... before picking up your car, send me a message on this server and I'll leave it below My name is Thorin Malak, I'm looking for you We can talk, nothing better than someone to share the pain and think better about what should be done discord.gg/4pMudaBd66
@Shqdows13 ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen Thank you so much man.
@themaskedmusician48463 ай бұрын
Honestly it’s the only thing that keeps me alive is my late night drives at this point.
@flowchris41403 ай бұрын
@@themaskedmusician4846 same
@mr.shgamingguyАй бұрын
0:11 no I just need to drive away I just need someone to love a real person and I just want to go back and relive my answer over and I want to go back to my own girlfriend who is my best friends.
@jeremyjackson81919 күн бұрын
I'm here for you man
@raiyaanarif4342Ай бұрын
1:05 that downshift's sending shivers down my spine.
@hotdoggaming9183 ай бұрын
"are you okay?" *V12 INTENSIFIES*
@youssafsu230727 күн бұрын
Was that not a V10
@tamaslovasz289217 күн бұрын
@@youssafsu2307 yes it's a v10; huracan performante
@ddavidel3 ай бұрын
I can feel the emotions that has been put to make this video
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thanks for understanding bro🤍
@kenny99113 ай бұрын
“I live my life a quarter mile at a time” - some wise character
@dboggamer67293 ай бұрын
Dominic Toretto
@Moostbad3 ай бұрын
This is the best trailer for Assetto Corsa - it's the only thing left for those who miss real racing, until it all ends in a crash.
@WEC_Connoiseur3 ай бұрын
To quote that one comment from 5 days ago "when I can't scream, my engine will do it for me" literally did it just a week ago... thank fuck I didn't crash, car's still fine, I'm physically fine but yeah, it was another attempt of mine... No one I mean no one in my family asks if I'm okay, not even my friends, or someone like in the video to leave a voice mail like that ever... I've done a hundred but then it hit me so I brake and stopped by the side of the road with my hazard on that I'll still try to enjoy just by myself for now without anyone...
@whoamiidk3983 ай бұрын
dude, i cant offer you any confort, but i hope you have peace of mind, its the only thing i can do, yet, its seems like nothing
@kawaiirunnersdriftclub2 ай бұрын
I did way over 120mph on my driftcar and when the engine was limiting at 6000rpm on 5th gear, I just closed my eyes... Everything was finally peaceful for a couple seconds. When I opened my eyes, my car was heading towards a jersey barrier and I pulled it towards the lane again... I'm fine, car is fine and didn't fell apart... I'm still trying to live without her by my side, but I guess this pain will last forever... I can't sleep without crying... I wake up everyday looking for a way to fix myself so I can carry on with life, cause I'm too tired of this pain. Even tho my mom and some friends thinks that I'm okay, I'm not, I'm really not....
@grey521.mp4Ай бұрын
hey are you okay?
@caseyphillips2565Ай бұрын
Hey are you ok this month?
@vitucovigoАй бұрын
I feel you mate. Reading your comment was like watching me in 3rd person. I'm sure everything will be ok, we just need more time. And yeah, we should let our engine scream, but we must drive safe. For us and for the rest on the road.
@Pemalstula3 ай бұрын
No words, this was so well done
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thank you very much man🤍
@Velakzoom3 ай бұрын
It deserves a lot more views. But not everyone will be able to accept it
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Thank you bro, you help me a lot by saying this🔥✌🏼
@Webgud3 ай бұрын
KZbin trying to tell me something recently
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Maybe it's to make you better bro
@szofer45803 ай бұрын
That was actually really good, im impressed
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thanks bro
@Snakemp48573 ай бұрын
My friend die today due to a motorcycle accident just remember a lot people love you. Drive safe (rest and peace M.L 10.08.2024)🕊
@louis-ny4jnАй бұрын
god bless your friend men ❤
@Snakemp4857Ай бұрын
@@louis-ny4jn Thank you men ❤
@SaschaJanetschek3 ай бұрын
Plan A: Beautiful Wife and Children Plan B: 200km/h against a tree Either way, it's gonna be fine.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
exactly
@WolfTwep3 ай бұрын
Same
@_paradigmАй бұрын
same
@cattheepik54143 ай бұрын
i love the details of the crash, how it is so genuine, rather than fake stuff where the driver just drives straight into another car like some video game character
@Ok20066Real3 ай бұрын
Great editing man, shits awsome
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thanks bro
@GhostMart17Ай бұрын
bro this was the most emotional edit about cars I´ve ever seen in my life. The song, the feelings, everything´s just perfect, good job bro
@osprey5611Ай бұрын
0:51 I am painfully awaiting this moment, just keep swimming bros.
@HowellingStarАй бұрын
I've genuinely never had anyone ask me this and truly dig beyond the surface "I'm ok"
@themaskedmusician48463 ай бұрын
Honestly it’s the only thing that keeps me alive is my late night drives at this point. And the tiny bit of emotion I have left from this is fading fast idk how much longer I can last like this
@jeff-053273 ай бұрын
This has more meaning and is way better to me than a lot of what people label "cinematic masterpieces", this is insane quality and i love it
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much man
@jeff-053273 ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen it's honestly crazy to me how this doesn't blow up but there's a skibidi toilet movie, the yt algorithm is weird
@kaylathekat26873 ай бұрын
i havent been able to cry in so long and ive been going through a lot in my head. i rewatched this video many times and cried...
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Stay calm friend, all this will pass eventually, better things are prepared for you! Soon you'll look back and think "damn, it was difficult but I did it."
@sjY.nАй бұрын
I've had this scenario in my head for so many years. I've been telling myself for so many years that one day I'll end up the same way. Never let up on the accelerator pedal and see where it takes me.. It's been 8 years now that the difficulties have been piling up. Sometimes it's better but at other times it's almost unbearable and the worst part of all this is that I can't even cry. As if I'm crying inside but nothing comes out so everything hurts me inside.. I understand the emotion of this video so well, thank you for this very well done work and for "sharing emotion"
@ed3i19126 күн бұрын
In know that feeling. It’s now 2 after she broke up. I know her for 11 years. I met her when I was nearly 17, she was 21, through a motorcycle ride together with my friends. Her bf at the time was new in the group. We instantly became best friends. After a while I met my ex-gf. It was a toxic relationship with emotional abuse from the side of my ex. I had a pretty severe motorcycle accident at an intersection. She was there for me when my ex wasn’t. The first sentence my ex dropped, when she visited me in the hospital, was: „now, we can’t ride your motorcycle anymore.“ she was there when my ex made a scene at a public area. I called her. She came immediately to pick me up because I was desperate. My ex came back and chose my ex. That was the last contact I had with her for 1,5 years because she distanced herself from me. Meanwhile I broke up with my ex. She wrote me a WhatsApp message really late one night because she was out partying with her friends. I was still awake. We saw each other more and more again. She broke up with her ex and moved in with me, my brother, my mom and my step dad. My step dad had a brain tumor which couldn’t be treated anymore. She was there for me when my step dad moved into a hospice because he was more of a dad than my father was and will ever be. The last time I saw him was 2 days before he passed away. I had her with me. He was just laying there and wasn’t really himself anymore because of the tumor. It crushed my soul. What crushed my soul even more was what she said afterwards what she whispered in his ear. She said: „you can go. It’s ok. I will be always there for him and take care.“ it’s always in my mind when I think of him. The second thing that pops up in my head like it’s branded into my brain. After he died we became a couple at my birthday. There is so much my step dad missed, like my graduation from high school and my graduation as an engineer from university. There is so much I would love to tell him about. And I fucked up the relationship. We were together for 7 years. The only thing I can think about is that I miss her and my step dad and the silence during my motorcycle accident when I blacked out for a second. She always asked if I wasn’t scared to drive through that intersection or if I haven’t ptsd or something. I’m not scared. I wonder how it is to be dead but I never feared it. Now I wonder if it wouldn’t be better when i didn’t survived the accident. What her life would be like. If I could Safe her from the pain I brought her. I have the same thoughts.
@sjY.n26 күн бұрын
@@ed3i191 I understand your feelings. Unfortunately, many of us are in this situation. After everything you told me, it hurt me for you because it is a feeling that is rooted in you and that will take a long time to go away. At least the pain. It's been 6 years since I broke up with my first girlfriend. I had others after her but I could never feel what she made me feel. This girl was like the sunset on a beach. Radiant, warm, soothing and above all so beautiful that I could lose my sight. I miss her every day, I still love her... She was there for me when my father insulted me, hit me, rejected me. She is the best girl I have ever met and she still keeps this place in my heart because I can't get it out. It was very difficult when my father beat me, insulted me or forced me to work for him without earning anything for it. He has always been violent because of alcohol, he tried to kill each member of my family including me 1 by 1 on several occasions but there was always someone or a circumstance that spared us and this for more than 16 years. We must have a damn lucky star for us to still be alive today. Maybe it's a sign that tells us to stay alive and continue to live despite the difficult trials we have been through. I also lost my grandmother a little over a year ago. I suffered enormous relentlessness during the year 2023 because of my former colleagues who took me for the guy who did everything and who we could always yell at because he never opened his mouth. Now it's starting to get a little better but I still have these moments when my heart hurts and he cries from the inside without being able to express himself as if he were a prisoner of himself. I really wish you the best possible and that you get out of all this pain. I send you a maximum of energy so that you can feel better and live again with a sincere smile on your lips and not live with tears of incessant souls. I don't know why it's always the kind ones who suffer the most. I just want to live happily and with as much calm as possible...
@kaiwontwin3 ай бұрын
Its why we run, boys. Its why we run.
@Reedux_rT3 ай бұрын
absolute cinema
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
ksksk tmj
@IsaacFoster..8 күн бұрын
I love racing programs like this. I personally don't call them games cuz games let me have fun. Racing programs let me forget everything safely, get a feeling of numbness in my mind, remember how "normal" is.
@Hzzinnn3 ай бұрын
pov:your best friend died and you were driving a car that reaches 350 km/h
@CanOfSpriteFoundInNewYearsEve3 ай бұрын
:(
@olafgurke46993 ай бұрын
...Fck. This is incredibly on point. It perfectly encapsules the feeling of going fast, the emotion and reason behind doing something like this... and the tragic consequences it will inevitably bring. Pure art, man. Pure art. 11/10
@RaghavChandraNaveen3 ай бұрын
"I didn't join a band so i could talk about my feelings. I joined a band so i could hit my feelings with sticks."
@CHRF-5545715 күн бұрын
Brought a much needed grin to my face. Thank you
@JacobMiller-y6i15 күн бұрын
The sad part is i can relate to this entire video thats only 2 mins long with my entire 27 years on the planet.😢
@Jake_Fish_plebАй бұрын
this made me cry I've been having a real bad year. Losing my job, my girl, my dignity, my friends and now my privacy. Lord have mercy on me a sinner.
@wavelengthdesigns15 күн бұрын
As a man, I've conditioned myself to never expect to receive a call or voicemail like this. I just have to cope, learn to deal with not being okay and how to become okay by myself because at the end of it all you're only as good as what you can do for others.
@guy_who_makes_content89263 ай бұрын
Man made the most amazing caring car video i have ever seen... amazing😭😭😭
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thank you bro
@guy_who_makes_content89263 ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen no prob
@luxis457420 күн бұрын
bro, this video carries a lot of pain. I understand you..
@the.getaway.drifter3 ай бұрын
Sir, thanks for this. I'll drop a like to remind me to watch this video before getting in a car when I'm feeling down.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Drive carefully brother, you still have a lot to live for, enjoy it man! In the end everything gets better.
@the.getaway.drifter3 ай бұрын
@@ThorinZen thanks mate. Lots of love ❤️
@trulyawesome572315 күн бұрын
I have never experienced something hit harder than this video, like damn…
@Random_rc-dude3 ай бұрын
i feel like this is why i love cars, because listening to an engine revving and hearing the satisfying noise of a good shift while accelerating at 200 mph, and not worrying about all those burdens you experience in the real world. not worrying about how i will pay bills when i'm older, or what i did in the past, just living in the moment, just this gear shift, just this turn, that is why i love racing
@Allu6813 ай бұрын
This... was what i needed after a difficult day at work. Thank you. I felt the emotions on so many levels. I often go and drive in assetto when i have deep thoughts. It helps, just to get the thoughts away, to relax. This video... i can relate to it a lot.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Thanks man, but I really hope you get better soon so this video doesn't end up becoming reality
@L9samuraj2 ай бұрын
Really well done, the sounds of gear shifts, the engine, the music playing in the background-something hit me, and I even got emotional. Absolutely amazing. 10/10.
@steaaaalth18 күн бұрын
I’m flying down the highway, foot pressed hard against the gas pedal, feeling the full force of the engine as it roars beneath me. The world outside blurs, lights and shapes streaking past as if I’m tearing through time itself. My hands grip the wheel tightly, though it almost feels automatic, like I’m watching myself from somewhere far away. Every turn, every shift is second nature, but tonight there’s nothing comforting about it. It’s just me, the hum of the road, and a weight in my chest I can’t seem to shake. Sad music fills the car, wrapping around me like a shroud, each note sinking deep, amplifying the ache that’s already gnawing at me. And then, her voice. I can hear her voice, woven into the lyrics, as clear as if she were sitting right beside me. Her laughter, the things she used to say, all the moments we had-they flood my mind, relentless, each memory sharper than the last. It’s like she’s here, haunting me, a presence that feels both comforting and painful. The weight in my chest grows heavier. I can feel it in my stomach, like a stone that’s pulling me down even as I push the car faster, faster, as if somehow, speed could make me feel less. But I know it won’t. This isn’t about escape; it’s about drowning. I’m not trying to outrun anything. I’m surrendering. The curve ahead looms closer, but I don’t brake. I don’t even try to steer. In these final moments, everything slows. The engine’s roar fades, her voice quiets, and for one brief instant, there’s peace-a stillness that feels almost like relief. And then, everything shatters.
@nesbrosproductions1028Ай бұрын
I once was giving my old 91 dodge ram all it had. Not whole lot…. But when it’s on a winding one lane back road through the trees… 4 speed manual in top gear doing 90, with the engine wound as high as it can… roaring, absolutely roaring… my grandfather had just died… and I had no one… he gave me that truck before I got my permit. Taught me to drive manual… it roared, and for the first time in ages I roared with it.
@avgeek-n8b7 күн бұрын
i wish i had some one in my life who would check on me every now and then... but i don't. im alone...no one cares...i'm a nobody... (this is how i feel most of the time in my life but yet i'm still young)
@winniesauvage3 ай бұрын
Damn. i feel it on my bones. Thank you Zen.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
No bro, I thank you... your comment inspires me to make more videos like this, and motivates me to continue...
@dropinctive.218 күн бұрын
Bro that last 2 minutes just hits hard man like real fucking hard, my old school do a 24hr row for people just like this that struggle with this kind of stuff and we raised more than $20,000 dollars this year! Man that message needs to be spread around.
@РусланЛогунов-о3б3 ай бұрын
Случайно наткнулся. Прекрасная работа! Рёв мотора - он говорит за нас. Мы не отпускаем газ только лишь потому, что нам хочется в немом крике сказать "Больно! Нам больно!". Только лишь железный конь может сказать за нас... тот миг: педаль газа в пол, тахометр показывает красную зону оборотов, скорость за 100 миль в час.... сцепление, переключение.... - газ в пол, рёв нашей души! И этот атмо не собирается молчать, он будет рычать в надежде, что нас хоть кто-то услышит.... лишь бы выиграть в эту битву с самим собой, пока смерть не нагонит нас... P. S. Пробило моё сердце потому, что очень люблю моторы Honda с их мотоциклетным звуком. Владею машиной Honda Accord 7 EuroR (кузов CL7), до этого был Honda Accord 6/Torneo EuroR (кузов CL1).
@nicmillsАй бұрын
This edit makes me feel deep comfort, that moment when you feel as if your floating and the car is just moving through time with you and its just you and the open road
@joaopauloam5003 ай бұрын
Isso foi simplesmente incrível. É quase exatamente igual aqueles cenários que criamos na cabeça quanto não estamos bem. Dá para sentir aquela sensação mesmo que meu consciente ainda não tenha entendido até eu puxar na memória. Por favor, continue
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
obrigado mano, vc entendeu bem o video! Eu realmente vou produzir mais como esse com certeza...
@EpicSpeed5222Ай бұрын
This works so well together. Great video
@HeyElii03Ай бұрын
This 0:26 clip is very well made theres not enough appreciation for it
@haykminasyan226124 күн бұрын
Damn Fire video G This is why I want to start driving soon, The sound of a cars engine just reliefs all the stress
@Carz_PalaceYT3 ай бұрын
this made me feel something, made me start thinking
@No._.Name.17726 күн бұрын
wow this is a master piece thanks for the video❤❤❤
@padiosracer123 ай бұрын
this did not need to hit as hard as it had to, great editing and cinematography!
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thank you very much bro🤍
@UrSKL27 күн бұрын
Good editing, very emotional
@williamelliott97543 ай бұрын
Someone has gotta put a scene like this in an actual movie. I always think these edits are so cool and they really hit home for me sometimes so seeing something like this with the context of a whole movie I think would be sick
@megasny_113 ай бұрын
I've watched dozens of these edits and tbh, this one hits the hardest.
@STRANGEGAMES.STUDIOSАй бұрын
Some day if things don't go out the way I planned. I wanna go out speeding down the highway listening to my favorite songs while drinking for my last moments.
@thegamingbiscuit6407Ай бұрын
That ending gave me goosebumps.... Whenever I get on my bike and take a spirited ride, music playing and feeling the rush of adrenaline with every pop and bang. I always wonder if it'll be my last ride
@notuser4044 ай бұрын
0:26 essa parte ficou muito foda, o carro na chuva da pra sentir uma adrenalina e ansiedade ao mesmo tempo, mt foda maninho🔥🔥
@DERICKASAFEDASILVA-oz3xj3 ай бұрын
Muito dahora, o cara manja
@kaiovtr04vitor682 ай бұрын
Alguém sabe o modelo desse carro 0:59
@DERICKASAFEDASILVA-oz3xj2 ай бұрын
@@kaiovtr04vitor68 Lamborghini Huracan Perfomante
@kaiovtr04vitor682 ай бұрын
@@DERICKASAFEDASILVA-oz3xj obrigado você é demais
@Slyfox22nd25 күн бұрын
Gonna leave this here so i never lose this gem
@gloworms35923 ай бұрын
Genuinely gave me chills, great vid man
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thanks bro🤍
@Megacooler96_Ай бұрын
Impressive work on this video...perfectly demonstrating how severe depression can become after some event.
@dantehasim2493 ай бұрын
i have no words that could say more, i wish i could, but i love this.
@LondonMus3 ай бұрын
I’ve watched thousands of AC uploads, this was definitely something way more unique and full of emotion. Big respect to you for making something amazing like this
@LoneWolff8923 ай бұрын
One of the reasons i love cars. Thanks for the video.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Thanks for the comment friend, you help me want to make more videos like this
@Wing31z3 ай бұрын
Man this hits. At my lowest point the only pleasure I found was sending it 200kph+ on the highway, I was ready for the inevitable yet in the end I ended up totaling my car going only 40kph in the rain not the highway. To be rediculed, to lose my car and the stress after
@davif11073 ай бұрын
this is very...good even though it could kill me...I feel like the engine screams in your place when you are sad or really angry at the world
@choubeyjiopАй бұрын
I really liked this video, shared it with all of my friends as they could also relax after watching it. Thank you ❤❤❤
@ragefox36203 ай бұрын
This speaks for us all , they'll never understand and they'll never get it.....But one day hopefully they will. Well done my man , although this randomly just appeared on my feed but I'm glad it did cuz at least someone understands it all . I admire you
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
thank you really bro
@Scornedkangaroo5 күн бұрын
Life is like a glas of water you can pour pour and pour, but if you don't empty it time from time, it overflows and it all goes to shit
@ceejayluisbravo52083 ай бұрын
This should be like a beginning plot to an nfs movie
@MisatoBestWomanАй бұрын
I can’t describe how I’ve been feeling the last while This cinematic masterpiece is incredible
@kristian15453 ай бұрын
Sometimes, when your life is dull, you just have to go remind yourself you are alive.
@GavinHawk-z4b3 ай бұрын
This is a f*cking powerful video. It's not just a amazing video with great editing and visuals, not just an amazingly executed idea, but a way to remind people that with great power comes great responsibility. Pushing your car to the limit can cause horrible horrible suffering. This shows that so well. It is powerful in the way that it shows what can and does happen all the time. To people you may or may not know. Honestly I'm having a hard time putting my thoughts into words and I hope you can understand what I'm trying to say. Great work and great video. I'm blown away.
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
Thank you my friend, I hope things get better for you
@HaBepH0E3 ай бұрын
May be in future something like that happens with me, but now I don’t have my own car, so, sometime…
@ThorinZen3 ай бұрын
KASKASKAS we are the same then
@thejdmsloth13862 ай бұрын
This just hits different..... Just when it felt like no one else understood. The juxtapositions & the entire atmosphere is almost chilling, with its ability to invoke emotions. Regardless of who we are or what our struggles are, our differences or incompatibilities.... the one thing, above all that connects us, is cars & the freedom they bring us.......
@justalittletoserious77963 ай бұрын
This is my "Just one of those nights" video, but way more angry and extremely higher production quality. Love it.
@IamNotMN18 күн бұрын
I'm not ok, I was never okay. Every smile felt like lifting something impossible to lift, as if I was successful to even smile, or chuckle a little, it was all fake inside. Backstabbed, betrayed, left, and dumped by close friends, I have no hope. Grandpa passed away, arguing parents, bullies, etc. I cried so much tears that it ran out, I couldn't even cry anymore. Depression hit me like a train. What a cruel world. Care for other people, you may not know if they'll harm theirselves, or, something way worse.
@sincerus062817 күн бұрын
Схожая история. В 2017 умер мой дедушка. Тогда же я жил не в своем городе, а в небольшом городке ради начала карьеры. Вернувшись, я осознал, что люди, которых я считал друзьями, будто исчезли. У тебя все будет хорошо, я надеюсь. Будь сильной