hi! i need to tell you something 🤗

[@izzygeorgia1274]

“sometimes life isn’t aesthetic” hahaha very true! i’m so glad you are so conscious about not falling down the rabbit hole of only portraying ‘a perfect life’ like lots of influencers do... its so refreshing 🌱💓

[@suziehan544]

honestly, i think it's good that you're coming to this realization and it sounds like you're stepping in the right direction for you. Even though it can be hard to break out of that desire to build a image that is visually appealing, I think you're doing what is best to help build your authentic self (if that makes sense). I know a lot of people relate to this, I do too!, and it's hard and can be quite a long journey to figure out what is authentic to you specifically, but the first step is to slowly break away from what everyone else thinks is "aesthetic" and take time to freely discover what speaks to you ❤️ I love your honesty and I loved watching this. and I wish you the best Nadine :)

[@rednaxelakristin]

let me preface this by saying: take your time! i hope all is good and well with your health 🤗 i think i get the gist of this video: you love the creative process of filmmaking and storytelling, but for yourself anymore (maybe for other people/client i assume) - because you were always a low-key person (and i feel that dw). also, you’re starting to get bored of the same circle of content you’re subscribed to (i know i am) bc of the narcissism vibes you get from it & the biggest leap you want your consumption to be is rawness/curiosity and not aesthetics. your description is so right as well - it’s your choice what you make of the tools that’s available!

[@yellow_binger]

ate nades, this video is pretty raw, but tbh i prefer to see more of these, where i can just sit down and watch u and totally relate with u. i'm a huge fan of ur aesthetics but watching this sort of "real talk" video just hits me differently.

[@izzygeorgia1274]

don’t feel pressured to stick to a certain niche or exact time you have to post! i love your channel because of your personality so i will watch whatever content you make and whenever you post it! 🥰✨

[@NadineFelice]

you're the sweetest, izzy!!!

[@ieltsdragon]

@9:26 - 9:48 That’s what I felt 2 years ago and decided to quit facebook and just last year I decided to quit instagram as well. Honestly I felt guilty showing my life here in Australia through photos and vids because I knew some of my friends on socmed did self pity. Based on their messages and comments on my posts, I felt that they couldn’t help themselves but compare their life to mine and they did think that nothing happened in their lives. I know it’s almost every Filipino’s dream to visit or live abroad. And because of that, I realized that I didn’t want to be the reason of their self pity so I quit my socmed accounts. Now I’m just so happy as I could do more valuable things in life and more importantly I stop caring what people think of me and living a life without yearning for validation. Anyway, do what you love doing Nadine, I subbed to you because of your personality. Cheers!

[@yellow_binger]

aww :'< this is the very first time that i hear someone quitting socmed coz she doesn't want others to feel bad about themselves. T_T geez that's so sweet. im crying

[@kaaaaatttttt]

you are not weird. you are not a mess. as you said, you still have to do lots of self learning and that’s totally acceptable and those who really support you should understand that. you don’t need to elaborate and say the prefect words to explain what you’re going through. it’s true what they say: “you do you!” i do relate on the things you’ve mentioned about Instagram feed being all the same - seems their life is curated based on other people’s perspective. that’s why i love your vlogs cos u are different from the rest of ‘em. good different, of course. don’t be pressured to create and upload. take all the time you need. keep safe always ✨

[@elizabethofeverything]

i totally get you ate nades. thank you so much for always being real. you have always been an inspiration. thank you for reminding us to be more intentional, and authentic and cherish life -- even if it's not always "aesthetic" and simply mundane :)

[@wanderjas]

I just found out about your channel, and your past videos about fonts and video editing had been so helpful for me. It's fine to take a break, don't stress yourself out. We'll be here :)

[@Afrah03]

I'm quite late and I regret it so much haha. I can't emphasize enough how much I relate to everything you said. I'm no youtuber, but I still feel the same is so many things. I've been reading a lot of books lately, also, just read my first book in the fantasy genre yay. I think I've just realized how little knowing about other peoples lives matters. Spending time with my family and everyone around is so much more important. Healing and finding ways to deal and live with my anxiety. Practicing art, which I love. Just focusing on myself. It's not selfish. Thank you so much for making this video. It's so realistic. And relatable.

[@mtst]

i love your honesty in this video and i also felt the same way. i deactivated instagram for the same reason you unsubscribed from a lot of channels. i also feel like, why do i care so much about what other people are doing with their life. now that im older, i feel like i should focus a lot on myself and what i am doing. thank you for this video. im glad that you came to us even if you don't owe anyone an explanation.

[@NadineFelice]

hehehe aw ily aria!

[@alliahrose2878]

Why I felt like I'm listening to my long time friend? I really love you and your videos! We will support you no matter what! We are rooting for you!

[@NadineFelice]

because we are long time friends!!

[@alliahrose2878]

@@NadineFelice aww trueee🥺🥰❤

[@kay_1011]

Ate nades! Omg *hugs* 🥺 it is definitely okay to be ia once in a while and to have time yourself! The bibe squad will always be here for you and would be waiting! No pressure, take your time, rest and smile! 💛

[@angellinicole]

I know that whenever I watch you I always relate to you!! ever since you started and I was inspired to make a channel but I am also a lowkey person and I find your sentiments relatable. Love you ate nades!!! I will always look forward to your videos

[@claire4654]

hi ate nades!! i completely understand you. i also used to follow a lot of influencers but i just felt more insecure about myself and now i only watch youtubers that truly inspire me and you're one of them! ever since i started watching your videos i know that you are such a genuine and softie person hehehe hope you're doing fine, ate! luv uuuu

[@aiciaaera767]

I relate to this a lot! I started comparing myself to some 'influencers' and I decided to withdraw from them for a healthier me 💖

[@iamxristine]

I stumbled upon your channel just yesterday or the other day, i think, and now i see this... I binge-watched your vids and i want you to know you have a positive, happy aura and you're pleasant, if i were to compare. I don't like comparing but you feel and know when you wanna watch someone over another person, right? Anyway, i think we know how you feel. Bsta yun! 😊... there are vids after this, and not done with all your vids, so im still ok. Haha! Watching them randomly. 🤣

[@arlynsomera7523]

Upon watching your new video, I realized that somehow we are lost at some point of our lives and trying new things that's out of comfort zone. And I think it's not bad to "grow up" and have new things to prioritize since we are constantly maturing in our own way. And that's the reality of life. I don't know if this is cheesy or anything but no matter what you decide to do in life, I think there will be people who will cheer for you and sincerely support you 💓

[@swaggyiguess8161]

U can upload as much as u want or as little we'll still always love u♥️💕💖❤️

[@stardustsarah]

Exactly yes 💜

[@rianna9846]

Aaawww Nades, thank you for being honest! I hope you get and feel clearer in the following days. Please know that I’m always going to support you no matter what.

[@mariavictoriat.luzano5067]

i support this growth and am truly inspired that you have the courage to let go of past inclinations that you are no longer comfortable with! 💖

[@JoyceUy]

I feel you! :( I try to upload once a week but sometimes it can become exhausting because I feel pressured. I would always go back and remind myself why I started KZbin in the first place. It's because I enjoyed! And it's ok to take a break! :)

[@julianneaspillaga5604]

been here since your Ateneo days and I'm so amazed by your growth. Just keep being you nades!!!!

[@Jdl110]

No matter how vague this seems, I GET IT. And I feel you. ❤

[@NadineFelice]

💓💓

[@InaLouise]

I relate to this on a spiritual level :(( and yes instagram!!! I genuinely miss the days where we can just post about it. I truly understand this. We have so much reflecting to do still. Hugs, Nadine! 🤗

[@thearizaldo]

Hugs, Nadine! Thank you for reminding us that it's okay to take a break ♡ I've been watching your content for years now, and I appreciate this video a lot. I'm looking forward to meeting you soon! :)

[@uknownspecie7651]

you’re so genuine. take the needed break that you need. your video is always a blessing. 💕 not sure if it’s because of the current situation that we have during this quarantine but I too had to be on hiatus on my IG and facebook account to just take a break , reflect or go back to the simple things that I enjoy doing like reading, journaling, arts and crafts without the fear of missing out if I don’t get to browse my feeds, something like that. Anyway, will include you in my prayers, Nades! Stay safe always and God bless your heart! ❤️

[@atmidnights1106]

hi ate nades. idk if you’ll rly see this but i love this so much. i’ve been feeling something similar, growing up just leads you to doing more things w intention and to improve yourself yknow? and some things just need to take the back seat for that to happen. thank u for sharing this to us!!

[@pomeloju]

waaah this is why i love you. i relate to you so much and i totally understand how you feel. do what makes you happy, ate nades!!!

[@multimemedia7537]

aww i miss you ate nadine ; (( take care of urself while hustling that reality, we love you < 33

[@christineemeraldr]

I FEEL YOU, NADES!!!! Weird, pero those feelings are valid. I am super proud of you for sharing this to us. ❤

[@kagamine5166]

hugs!!!!

[@catherinerqi]

Hello Ate Nades! I've been watching you since I was 16 and now I'm 20. Time flies so fast but I still get the excitement of getting a notification from you on yt. You do you, I would love to see you upload content on your own time and will 💜 All the love from the South! Also, Stream Dynamite by BTS on Aug. 21 💜✨

[@areesha9742]

Wow 4 years of watching her ❤️

[@tricia1904]

I've been going through some of the things you've mentioned. It's nice to hear that you're taking steps to becoming the best person you possibly can and I wish you the best 🤗💗 (p.s., idk if it's just me but i would loooove to hear you talk about what books you've been reading + sharing your thoughts!)

[@edithanne100]

Cheer up nads! Do whatever you want, we will be still here for your next upload, it's okay to rest a bit and enjoy whatever you want to do. Been watching so many vlogs even the super popular ones but I will always have that an excitement everytime I see your upload. ❤️SO MUCH LOVE AND STAY HEALTHY💕

[@CharmaineAlmasen]

That's okay. Change is inevitable and we are changing everyday as we go throught life / adulting. 😊 Huuugs Nades.

[@nellyymessy]

omg!!!!! i missed thisssss i love u ate nades... and your doggie is so So so cute huhu omgggg you can upload whenever you want or if you want to take a break or what basta pls pls pls no break up!!! hahaha and i can't say that i understand u because i really can't, i'm not in your shoes. Pls know that i never think that you are so full of yourself or something like dat, yes, you don't have a certain topic that you tackle about in your contents but you as a whole is the inspiration. personally, i also have a lot of interests. for years, i asked myself and wonder, why can't I have 1 interest and then focus on that etc but i totally see myself in you and that's why i'm staying. i've also noticed that you are reading a lot of books as you've mentioned in the video and that's totally fine instead of watching a lot of strangers doing their thing. we love youuuuu thank you for being transparent

[@NadineFelice]

HAHAHA NO NO BREAKUP OF COURSE 💓💓💓

[@nellyymessy]

Nadine Felice 🥺🥺🥺

[@totzoz]

I was sad at the beginning when you said you almost stopped posting forever, because i just discovered your channel this week😂 and I love it & been enjoying watching your videos even though i'm not that into vlogs but i like the vibes of your videos💗 I understand your decision and it's totally fine if you choose to post less. I can relate so much especially when you said that you have many interests & can't just stick to one, it's nice to know that there're other people out there who are the same

[@mayfranco2629]

I like how real and raw you are here. I think those feelings you are saying are your convictions. Totally understand that, I hope to see you on your next video take your time as you contemplate on it. God bless you Nadine 😊

[@NadineFelice]

I appreciate that!! thank youuu 💓

[@wybeetcampugan4839]

why can i always relate to anything you say, we’ll get through this nades 😌 love you po, take care!!!

[@justineviseral4337]

It’s okay ate nades 🤗 we will still support u no matter what happen 🤍 as long as you’re enjoying and comfortable doing ur thing, we are just here for you

[@nathaliellanto]

Been feeling and going through the same thing. Hugs Nades! Don't be so hard on yourself. You are amazing. Wuvyouu! 🥺🥺🥺

[@NadineFelice]

i love you!!!

[@XXX-fs6xb]

Sending bear hugs ate nads, been watching u since 3 years and more also dolan the duck :3 . let's take a break and grow, find inspiration again ☁🌿. Keep calm and do something that can make u happy and enjoy about the simple things in life. I'm praying for you po and Godbless always.

[@akadevera]

i had a lot of insights from watching this and i really appreciate this video :( I hope you find peace! i wish u all the best in life!!!

[@NadineFelice]

💓

[@misscamilleneri]

I feel you ms nadine 😭

[@nikki2590]

Take your time, Nadine. We'll be here. Sending hugs and prayers! I hope everything goes well for you 🤗

[@kagamine5166]

btw looking forward to ur video about the books u've been reading!!! :>>

[@jaschryleguavis608]

we'll always be here to support you no matter where life brings you. we respect your decision, nades. thank you for telling us. i hope you find peace while you rest.

[@honeypotfilms6066]

aww i'm so sooo glad you uploaded this video! i really feel a lot closer to you as maybe a friend instead of a subscriber! - honeypot films

[@beafernandez4130]

Your Mental Health is just as important as your Physical Health. Do whatever makes you happy, if saying 'NO' to something makes you more at Peace then do it without apologies. At the end of the day its your Satisfaction in life you are bound to please!

[@ricamellacruz4722]

It's ok. Your mental health and well being is what matters the most. ❤️

[@00mistacory]

But you’re the same lil ducky that’s so cool ☺️ Do what you have to do your real supporters will do just that which is support you 😊

[@giannamarinela]

hi ate nades! just want to say that i can relate to what you're feeling right now and i get you. it's okay to take your time and please know that we're always here to support you in every step of the way. i started subscribing to your channel 4 years ago because you gave me a lot of inspiration and u never failed in creating such great quality contents. thank you for sharing this video to us! you're my all time favorite content creator ate nades! sending my hugs 🤗💗

[@delacruzkatrinabeaf.8259]

I am always be here to watch your vlogs whenever you want to upload...love you

[@alzinamelendez3280]

Hugs on you!!🥰🥰

[@felice1612]

I found your channel because I was looking up my name ( Félice ) and I’m so glad I love it

[@trisha7041]

we love you ate nades!!!! 💛 thank u for being so transparent to us 🥺💛 and we do understand where ur coming from 🥺 pls jus know you are loved by so many and that we'll always support whtvr u do ok!!!!! 💛

[@oeeeaieei]

Hi Ate Nades! I kinda feel that way too. :( For the past couple of days or weeks, I've unfollowed a lot of people. I even deleted socmed apps on my phone. Hope you'll feel better soon 💛

[@oeeeaieei]

We'll always support you whatever your decision may be. ✨

[@NadineFelice]

right!!!! wow feels nice that someone feels similarly!! i love youuu

[@oeeeaieei]

@@NadineFelice I love you too 🥺 **hugs**

[@alyssajennagotiongco4446]

We understand you ate Nades 💛💛🐥

[@NaomiVlogs08]

We support every decision that you made 💜 always do what makes you happy and don’t pressure yourself ☺️

[@gwenlazaro1905]

no worries! we love you ate nades, i hope you're doing well❤️

[@keziahtagao2002]

take your time 🤗❤️ we’ll be here lang waiting, we’ll not go 😊

[@deagamurot1217]

We will support u always!! Pursue what makes u happy and contented, okay? ❤️

[@NadineFelice]

I LOVE U

[@deagamurot1217]

@@NadineFelice I love u too ate!!!

[@edram.5251]

Love you, Nades!!! Sending you virtual hugs 🤗

[@karlalatagan3517]

we love you ate nades and of course your wellbeing and happiness should always be the priority, we will always love you and support you with everything you do ❤️❤️

[@jilian.6042]

We love you so much ate nadine! We’ll support you no matter whaaat! 💗

[@heartdelacruz5285]

Issokiiiii Achi Nades :`( We love you as you aaaaare, always take care of yourself opooooo :> 💛

[@NadineFelice]

i love you!!!!

[@heartdelacruz5285]

@@NadineFelice love youuu ate nades bestest girl!! 🤗✨

[@hannasamonte1084]

i love u ate nades!! ❤

[@cyannss]

i love u ate nades 💗🥰

[@nikki2590]

Don't be too hard on yourself. I'm rooting for you!

[@rochellefajardo4194]

Love youuuu. You are amazing! 💖

[@krljrmflrs]

Awww Nadine! I appreciate you!!! 🤗🤗💖💖

[@onoletmontemayor1603]

love you nades 💗

[@samanthamari16]

aw will still support you and respect your decision no matter what!! :>

[@steffi1508]

I love u so much and I miss u!!! take all the time u need, we'll always be here waiting for u 🥺

[@bllntd]

New vid! Missed you ate nades 💛

[@kaylamillen]

I hope you take time to figure out what really matters the most. Always remember that God is always there to listen to you. Take care and have a great day ate nadine!

[@NadineFelice]

hehe love you kayla :D

[@geeyuhh5412]

love u always ate nades ❤

[@kathgrnd]

ily ate nades!! 🐣💛💛 URE AMAZING

[@NadineFelice]

You are!

[@SUNFLOWER-fc1oh]

Imy, ate! Thanks for the upload. Love you💕

[@moontears6709]

we will always support you ate Nades 🧡🧡🧡

[@kristofferliong6021]

Heyyy ate nadie can you do another Hokkien vlog cause you are really good at speaking hokkien :) to-siā

[@amandanikkisantos8663]

its normal nades. hahaha you're just aging and u wanna focus more on yourself. i totally understand how you feel

[@JohannaEstrellado]

Love you, ate Nades!! See you every month ❤️

[@leiandchi]

I learned so much from this. Thank you very much 😊

[@zaylynmerrells3842]

Hi! Btw you look amazing ❤️⚡️

[@kycineusa9803]

when are you doing a q&a video?

[@NadineFelice]

eeep i actually have filmed + edited a Q+A already! (from last month) but i've never put it up!!! hehe i might tho 💓

[@kycineusa9803]

@@NadineFelice please do haha, looking forward to it. one of my questions might be there haha

[@miaramos7189]

Love you!!!

[@mojowhs1814]

i love you!!!!!!

[@cristinealiwalas827]

Early and ready to listen and have a chat with you hihi

[@mariellecristinefrancia1816]

Ily!!💛💛💛

[@BooksandBoybands]

i missed you a lot and this news kinda broke my heart 😔

[@vincentegina804]

hope you're fine :

[@angelaisabelbantayan2708]

finallyyyy 💗💗💗💗 we missed you 💘

[@shesprobablykat3865]

I get you..

[@serainity530]

keep safe and take care, we love you!

[@zoerejeancabungcalrana8044]

missyou Ate Nades ✨

[@alliah.00]

take care of your mental health 🥺💗 we love you!! 🤗

[@Michelleissoaawesome]

we'll still be here, Nades 🥺 YOU DO YOU.

[@NadineFelice]

thanks, michelle!

[@BrittneeQue]

YAY NEW VIDEO ❤️❤️❤️

[@shangrila123]

awwww walang THIS VIDEO IS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS :(

[@NadineFelice]

i FORGOT HUHU BUT I PUT IT IN THE DESCRIPTION!!

[@shangrila123]

@@NadineFelice aw senpai notice me AHAHAHAH I hope you enjoy your break and I hope you find what you're looking for