His Father Was a Murderer - This is His Story.

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The most powerful story I've heard in VR, the son of Kirby Logan Archer.
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[@sunnex474]

Protocol 4: hug the pilot

[@Azeal]

SKLDJGHLKS I LOVE THIS

[@caesar656]

Protocol 5: hug the pilot again.

[@pestylucas7406]

@@caesar656 protocol 6:don’t let go and let him cry on your shoulder

[@Panda0994]

Standby for hug fall

[@julwoshere]

yes

[@jacobapap3515]

The way the justice system acted in this story was utterly disgusting. Not only ignoring the sexual abuse of a LITERAL TODDLER and sending that child back to his abuser, but also the blatant racism in their reasoning. Absolutely horrifying.

[@generalbakedpotato6150]

It's pretty common unfortunately

[@CrazyCatNEW]

the justice system, CPS, and multiple other systems of protection are pathetic here. my friend has been physically and mentally abused by his parents for years, its visible in his mannerisms. he went up to his school about it, my friend mother sent a notification to NOT notify his parents about this. the school went to his parents about it. cps came ONCE and did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. after that incident, now a year ago, i lost complete trust and faith in the system

[@tedd7661]

@Kit NEW every state is different... I was product of abuse and neglect and my mother was seen unfit to take care of me and I was sent to a group home where it was like a family, really good kids and staff that guided you

[@SpiritDragoness]

Hearing this, broke my heart too. It is disgusting that race is more important than childs safety. I grew up in an abusive home too. I am white, but every time I ran away, i would run to my Indian (from India) friends family coz they were always nice to me and would let me stay and shared their delicious food with me. Child safety should always be priority above everything else, period.

[@rai4119]

@@CrazyCatNEW You know what's even worse? There is an incident where CPS sent the file of the interviews they had with the children being questioned and all of their reports... *TO the fucking parents!!* Edit: Oh yeah, And THEN They Tried To Deny That THEY DID IT! Yeah???? Then how did the fucking reports wind up in the mail???

[@Fo3AR]

This man forces himself up everyday and still functions after all this? And he still has an optimistic viewpoint? What an absolute fucking badass.

[@tdc3477]

His balls are bigger then a freight train

[@goodoldalpha2392]

That pilot skin truly shows how tough he is

[@antyfrost8587]

On my mother

[@litpotat5601]

I got more respect and admiration for this guy than anyone else I know exists. This man is a true legend

[@ShwappaJ]

This guy is THE giga chad.

[@nyanperona6139]

I'm speachless. His voice is shaking while he explains. Such a strong guy for surviving all that. Really wishing him all the best. I hope he can move on and be happy.

[@paralegalwork2570]

And how he doesn't break down. Goes to show how strong this man is.

[@pythonidaepraeceptor1023]

@@paralegalwork2570 'Strong', is such a messed up way to refer to this. He is likely shut down to some degree. He is alive, which shows his strength. Not crying is not a sign of strength though. Anyone who cries when talking about something as horrible as this, is not weak.

[@aramis762]

@@pythonidaepraeceptor1023 He's numb

[@josukehigashikata-jojolion8236]

As someone who has went through an… “unfortunate” situation. A shaky voice is normal talking about the trauma that took such a heavy toll on your life

[@caldw615]

You can really hear the pain in his voice when telling his story and recalling his traumatic past. I hope he is doing better in spite of everything he's went through.

[@braidena1633]

Usually with stories that warn of disturbing content, I go, yeah yeah whatever, and let it play in the background, no big deal. Here tho, definitely some moments that made me go hol up

[@DaedricHeals]

You can hear the stammer, him trying to play it off (joking I think I remember hearing) and if I'm not mistaken some hesitation.

[@engineer84-w8x]

@@DaedricHeals perhaps he was contemplating if those details were worth presenting, before remembering that they weren't shown in the media, so they have to be brought to light no matter what.

[@mrchief6193]

Its good that he can face the fact this happened to him instead of disassociate himself from it, when some people disassociate it makes them numb and almost like a sociopath

[@docholliday1882]

I feel TJ. I went through similar abuse and ended up with the same level of emotional detachment. I was never put on meds though, so I wonder how much of it's due to his trauma rather than the meds. It's been 13yrs. so far w/o the numbness fading, but I've found that guitar allows strong & raw emotions to flow through me while playing. I hope TJ can find something that bypasses all of the pain too. Guitar helps me feel alive in a way I never had before.

[@olivethesilly]

The way he talks about this is heartbreaking. He knows what his father and family did, and he's ashamed of it but still wants to share the story. I hope he gets help, such a poor guy, he's traumatized.

[@nutking8330]

I’m gonna get me shower shower in the morning lol lol I’m doing gonna lol 😝 I don’t think you have

[@nutking8330]

I’m

[@mr.switchblade604]

@@nutking8330 go home you're drunk

[@bradengoldsberry]

@@mr.switchblade604 lmao

[@lordundependable5008]

People shouldn't be automatically associated with their parents, no matter what kind of people their parents could be.

[@BrothermanBlue]

"i'm....I'm doing ok now.' That statement after everything else said hit hard, brought myself to tears. Stay strong buddy, keep doing right.

[@barrellbaggins]

This is someone had the worst childhood possible, but still has the strength to move on and try to enjoy life. I can't imagine how much willpower he must have.

[@j.pinardgaming985]

*Damn, I feel weak now. Yes - So much willpower I could Definitely Use.*

[@grimm4438]

INFINITE (WILL)POWER

[@mertyuip06]

My guy makes a stereotypical super hero blush

[@DragonUH]

There can be way worst.

[@TheSpyFromTeamFortress2]

@@DragonUH You may be right, but there’s no need to make what he’s doing seem obsolete by saying that.

[@VictoriaWilder13]

There is no clickbait. He literally is the "son of a murderer". And he is literally telling his story. And, goodness, what a story. It's heartbreaking.

[@revilno]

And he’s not monetizing, and he’s using a charity here. As he said in the end, “you never realize the bad when you are surrounded in the good”. He’s helping us help others, and I love that.

[@alexandruchira184]

well,he is light comapred to what we have recored in history

[@PhoebeEtc]

Opposite of clickbait even. Probably avoiding censorship but holy shit this story is even darker and more miserable that I expected.

[@alexandruchira184]

@Barry, 63 yes becsuse we dramatize to much

[@docholliday1882]

I completely understand the emotional numbness/detachment problem TJ has. I was never put on meds, but I also went through severe child ab___. The trauma forces numbness to protect your sanity. I'm still this way at 29, but I've found that playing guitar bypasses all that and lets me feel raw emotions strongly. Music is powerful therapy. It might help TJ too.

[@yrknutzreek]

The constant exposure to the hormones that cause negative feelings are less effective at causing the feeling, just like constant exposure to alcohol makes the same amount effect you less. This leads to numbness instead of insanity for the same reasons incredibly strong smells are soon barely noticeable to prevent sensory overload. Doing something that elicits emotion makes the feeling stronger while also heightening your awareness to what you're feeling, leading to catharsis which is like taking your hand out of a bowl of hot water that you're used to, putting it in a bowl of hotter water after the air has cooled your hand down, and then moving your hand back into the original bowl of water that no longer feels hot as a result. It helps, but only for a short time. The result is like drowning in boiling water that you don't even notice is slowly spilling into your lungs.

[@jmsgridiron5628]

I recently started dating a woman who has a 2 year old son. Hearing what this man did to his son makes my blood boil. My girl's kid ain't mine but I love him like he is and God couldn't help anyone who even thought about harming him. This shit is bringing me to tears just watching it. I hope his life gets better and he finds help.

[@IdioticMonke]

I was crying aswell

[@TheCopyNinja733]

Good man. I hope you get your chance to give that coward his comeuppance

[@TheCopyNinja733]

@@RebelPride1993 🤨

[@geistpowder6789]

good for you im glad you feel that way, because the world needs people like you

[@TheCharmedRose]

Good man. please stay that way for that kid.

[@ayoxe]

I wish I had a *SLIVER* of the strength, selflessness, and bravery this man has.

[@porkyminch1640]

I prob wouldve killed that dude long before.

[@Cheeseoogus_]

@@porkyminch1640 unfortunately you probbably couldnt

[@alexm7627]

Jesus gives that to those who join Him

[@Cheeseoogus_]

@@alexm7627 thats really unrelated not gonna lie

[@alexm7627]

@@Cheeseoogus_ no it isn't

[@bronks1200]

Him telling his heartbreaking story with the anonymity of VRchat is why I like VR. Gives you the chance to talk and unload without having to expose who you are. That’s why Facebooks VR future is crap all they want to do is expose you. Being able to tell such tragedy to strangers helps so much more in this way. Damn man I’m so sorry for all you’ve been through.

[@evellior]

I get what you're saying, but it's hardly anonymous when he said exactly who he is at the start.

[@russiantinkywinky5059]

@@evellior I don't think they are being specific to this dude, from what I got is a better version of these deep web sites which basically was true anonymous therapy, where you can just talk to someone. VR chat is just a free better version which you can kind of see body movement, which does make it in a way more personal.

[@alexanderleonardi3625]

@@russiantinkywinky5059 they specifically mentioned this dude

[@horace7346]

I might have gotten the wrong idea but it sounds like some of the pain he went through could’ve been avoided if the court wasn’t RACIST toward his mother for having the complexion of an Asian woman.

[@Azeal]

indeed.

[@dutchvanderbilt9969]

How could the court let that happen there was very clear signs of abuse but you'd rather the kids be raised by an abusive white American instead of a loving Asian woman I've loved to have beaten the hell out of that judge and those jurors

[@ystconnection]

@@dutchvanderbilt9969 a lot of judicial position are held by old people. A lot of these old timers are stuck in the past. Sadly…

[@dutchvanderbilt9969]

@@ystconnection yep...

[@charlesleonitol.iringaniv8320]

Did any of the people in the court let alone the jury thought "hmm this psychopathic dad has a lot of baggage on top of cheating WITH A MINOR" They just went, we want which of you is American, did not even occur once that was the dumbest decision those idiots had done.

[@dukesboy1016]

27:42 “you can make the bad things that have happened to you in your life … be what makes the good ones shine the even brighter.” Probably the best quote I have heard in my whole life. I wish this man had social media that I could follow him on

[@SabirTheHuman]

That is the best quote to ever exist (that I know of)

[@louisstrobel356]

Coming from a person who has overcome so much, shows how strong he is.

[@grapeape4589]

Him saying that honestly made me burst into tears. I’ve never seen someone so strong

[@Tivallia9010]

This man deserves the best for the rest of his life. He has gone through so much in such a short time. Even waking up and being able to get up despite what happened to him, truly aspiring

[@jellomiki]

He's a strong man, there's no two way to say it, he's a strong man

[@mikewilkins959]

Amen man amen

[@scrunkms]

Absolutely. I'm astonished and my respect for somebody has never been higher

[@ashthemoltenonegx4921]

yes

[@hideyoshiq7813]

6:24 Him putting himself up for his brother truly shows the heart in this man... Letting himself hold that weight so that his younger brother wouldn't have to go through that. You can only have respect and admiration for this guy after seeing himself talk his life even tho its all vr ha

[@DerFinder]

I was bullied really badly since Kindergarten till 10th grade. It deeply effected me but in comparison to this, I almost feel ashamed of myself thinking I had a bad childhood. I know that's not a healthy mindset either but he literally went through hell and got out if it. He is so strong

[@qantaloupemelon2791]

I totally feel you there. Although, as someone who had the kind of childhood where I was constantly spoonfed the idea that I had a really really good childhood when it really wasn’t the best it could be, and I knew people who had it way better, something to remember is, there’s always gonna be people who have it worse, but that should never ever delegitimize you or your pain or your trauma. It’s not like there is one golden standard, either you have it really good or you have a really bad. Life is full of complexities, and no one’s trauma should feel invalidated because it’s not good enough so to speak to be considered trauma. If it felt like a traumatic experience, it counts. 🤗

[@Stellar-Dawn]

It's just a different type of hell to be honest. it is still valid.

[@SoraFantasia]

I can't believe the horrors some people go through.. Why is there so much hatred and anger in our world? The fact that he went back to help his mother... His strength and selflessness is something i hope i can achieve.

[@spacetacos7574]

It’s not that he had hatred or even anger He was just crazy

[@royaltyfree9607]

“As long as two people remain alive on the Earth, someone is going to want someone dead.”

[@ghuttsmckenzie4269]

Humanity is just fucking rotten.

[@seantaggart7382]

@@spacetacos7574 but i still have hope

[@david-um8rw]

@@ghuttsmckenzie4269 I agree its sad.

[@anonymousanonymous9209]

Can I give his man a hug please? I couldn’t even imagine what he has to go through on a daily basis. The American judicial system is so fucked up. Someone give this man a hug right now!

[@siplt2946]

If I could meet this man I would and I would hug this man a hug try to make his day better

[@royaltyfree9607]

Guess what…..the world is fucked up right now, and it’s gonna get a lot worse

[@sheriffwasted6426]

@@royaltyfree9607 “…Always has been.”

[@royaltyfree9607]

@@sheriffwasted6426 true

[@Mzn_is_]

@@royaltyfree9607 that last part is gonna happen

[@aluminiumfailvods8080]

Holy shit. I'm so proud of him being brave enough to tell his story. It's terrible that this can happen to people.

[@crimsonshadow6664]

Yeah I almost cried so sad bleeding, bruising, abuse and getting beat by a belt with metal spikes

[@finnthecheese2846]

This dude went through hell in more ways than one, from his biological father, biological mother, his step siblings, his step father, and step mother. Through all that he managed to make it through those hells to where he is today. That is strength in the purest form, and those monsters can rot.

[@fritzjackson4336]

step siblings were a product of abuse themselves quite clearly.

[@gundonkey]

This man deserved none of the shit he's gotten, everyone deserves love and kindness but this dude... Jesus Christ this dude needs every cookie, hug, and shoulder to cry on in the entire fucking world, and even with all of the shit he had to go through, he still has a healthy outlook on life and rather than becoming like his "father" he has become a good person.

[@idkcba]

dude, that is horrible what happened to you. im so sorry for all that you've been through. how you have managed to stay optimistic and even still function is amazing. i give you my friendship as a sign of sorrow [insert virtual hug here]

[@5quidge]

My dad is a sadistic pos he didn't kill anyone but he enjoys hurting ppl. He threw me across the living room for crying once. Locked my mom in dark rooms when he wanted to. He's fucked up and he's still out there hurting ppl. I have about 10 brothers out in the world somewhere some of which I barely know. I feel for this guy (to an extent). I'm real sorry to hear about this story.

[@SnowyTulip0707]

So sorry to hear that. Hope everything gets better

[@5quidge]

@@SnowyTulip0707 oh na I'm peachy. Living with my mother at the moment. But if I see my dad again I'm breaking his knees make him wheel chair bound for a little bit

[@billjamal4764]

@@5quidge good. Sadistic shits deserve hell. I'm sorry you went through that.

[@MR.BONES007]

@@5quidge gg man gg

[@gundamgamer2146]

@@5quidge bro you just earned my respect

[@swiggityswagunion1223]

This dudes mom is a monster too. Poor kid, i was always thinking i had it hard until i hear stuff like this, it makes me grateful for the life i was given, he is so incredibly strong. He is a role model.

[@crawlingcrow]

I think she's equally responsible. She kept putting her kids in these situations

[@taegantan9445]

@@crawlingcrow But there's hardly anything she can do.

[@zafiruzoma6234]

@@crawlingcrow you don't know her or her life so how can you deal her blame? Life isn't so black and white. Shit happens and she got caught up in the crazy man

[@theandromedaeffect979]

@@taegantan9445 She dated multiple abusive men, did nothing to stop them or help her children, and then suppressed information of what truly happened to them. She is awful.

[@Kaiman165]

@@theandromedaeffect979 he talks about the court case where they said he had to go to his dads and when you get with someone you don’t know that they are abusive it is not the mothers fault at all .

[@jameshunt4097]

Hearing the pain in this guys voice is heartbreaking, I wish I could reach thru the screen and just give him a hug.

[@jhonythan6694]

I've grown up in bad conditions, and have been abused and hurt...But not his level. Stay strong and eventually like he said, the good in live will will reflect on the bad and help you forget. You deserve all the hugs you can get.

[@S1n_gopnik]

Same here but damn I hope he is ok

[@jhonythan6694]

Yea.....sucks we all have to go through this....maybe I can vent about it to someone one day

[@S1n_gopnik]

@@jhonythan6694 were all here if you need us

[@jhonythan6694]

@@S1n_gopnik ;-;

[@laurieboy3353]

I had to pause this video twice. To beat up my mma heavy bag. In the attempt to get out some of the anger I have towards this guy's parents. You're my new hero bro and I wish the best for you.

[@greatswordofvictory1271]

"Of course, in a world filled with misery and uncertainty, it is a great comfort to know that - in the end - there is light in the darkness." - Joshua Graham, Fallout: New Vegas Thank you for sharing this, TJ, and I hope the future holds the best for you. You've earned it. o7

[@destroyer_fletcher7415]

Joshua Graham is the best Fallout Character, you cannot tell me otherwise

[@bloodangel19]

@@destroyer_fletcher7415 you mean Randall Clark

[@nooner5933]

Bro you can’t seriously tell me you quoted a video game character.

[@kaiju3646]

@@nooner5933 i mean videogames are considered a artform and this character is genuinely full of amazing writing and quotes

[@alexm7627]

@@kaiju3646 i consider it especially amazing because it reminded me of Jesus, i believe He is the light

[@bodypillowwaifu9941]

I'm not a viewer of this channel, but the title drew me into this video, and now that I've watched it, I want to say this. I hope he lives a long, happy life and that it only continues to get better for him from here on out. Having your childhood ripped out from under you like that is absolutely awful and no one ever deserves that.

[@MrLegendofLP]

I hope you’ve watched more of this channel, it’s one of the best interview channels I’ve seen on KZbin because it’s never about celebrities or sensationalism, it’s always raw, real, and a perspective that most would never have heard from otherwise.

[@Ziffelzoovop]

I'm not sure how this ended up in my recommendations, but this is so heartbreaking and I'm so glad he's been able to make a better life for himself. I'm proud of him for hanging in there and for the strength he has to tell this story. I wish nothing but the best for him and I hope he continues to have a better everything.

[@gilberteffenlie9146]

i hate rapist and sexual harassers so much, i myself have never had any experiences or have any one of my family member or friends had that experience (thank god) but when i listen to these stories it makes my blood boil with rage

[@novaangle2183]

Having lived through terrible things from family as well it's amazing how easy it is for abusers to get away with things for so long. I was told by a councilor that my parents should have been arrested but i told her no one cared at the time and that when anyone did bring up the issues to cops or cps no one did anything to protect us kids. The system has so many holes and so many people who work in it that just doesn't care.

[@Flaschenteufel]

I'll never understand why these doings aren't set equal to murder in court. It's simply murder of the soul at the very least.

[@CarlsCozyCorner]

You have no idea what kind of heartbreak comes with the experience of looking someone in the eyes when they tell you that they've been abused or raped. I've seen it 5 times now. Thank God I've never been through anything myself, but I've heard too many stories...

[@redred668]

Sadly the human brain isnt perfect , many people are Born as phsycopaths or many turn into bad people , i dont think its their fault , its Just that this world hates mentally weak people and many of them start to hate everyone , and even harm the people they love..

[@gilberteffenlie9146]

@@CarlsCozyCorner 5? bro that would feel absolutely horrible, i cant imagine live through getting raped, aswell as hearing from someone you care that they were raped

[@nouslisons]

You know, when you see a title like this, you think it must be fake. And honestly, i wish it was fake. But the moment TJ said one word, I could tell it's very real. TJ, you are the strongest soul. You deserve all the happiness, love, support and peace

[@nickmason7920]

Not to be the devil on anyone's shoulder, but if you find out what prison he's in and become a random pen pal with a lifer or two, (they appreciate that by the way) and tell them this, there's an excessively high chance he will have a much worse time in prison. Just a thought.

[@zenenglund8325]

Bump this so he can see.

[@pyromaniacal2337]

Penn State Pen last I checked ;)

[@renkomon.8312]

Yo, I know where he is. He is in Pennsylvania state penitentiary. I have the number for you in the info I gathered.

[@renkomon.8312]

You can try to be pen pals with someone there and tell them everything that this punk did to his children and other family members that were also children.

[@jeffreykirkley6475]

If the authorities find out you tried to cause trouble, they'll move the guy out and put him in protection and you can potentially get in trouble. Much as I want for this to happen, guys, don't. U.S. prison system isn't a joke, and he won't suffer major consequences.

[@gaitlin9406]

i just wish i could hug this man, he’s been through so much and is still fighting. idk if he’ll see my comment but i just want to tell him that i am just so proud of you for fighting so hard and long. i’m happy you’re here and are able to share your story. you did a great job getting to this point in life. i know i don’t know you but i love you, thank you for being here sharing your story

[@christmastiger]

I have never so badly wished for a happy life to anyone before this, T.J. deserves so much love/happiness/comfort/safety/healing and the fact that he is strong enough to tell his story is genuinely awe-inspiring.

[@Mushroom187]

"My brain is convinced if I stay asleep nothing bad can happen to me" goddamn that hit me really hard

[@bullymaguire5577]

The fact that he looks like a pilot from Titanfall makes this feel like a pilots backstory *in* the game

[@malnaizsofia2913]

I feel like that degrades the importance in his story though. This isn't a video game, it's a very important, serious, and absolutely horrifying thing that could happen to ANYONE.

[@PCLHH]

@@malnaizsofia2913 The comment is not taking away from it. It is just a side note. relax,

[@josephschroeppel852]

Theres this quote that i live by that when ever I feel bad about my life. "Your life is another person's dream". He is unbelievably strong minded I wish him the best I know i could never have handled that.

[@SgtChip]

Somehow he still gets up each day, and keeps pushing. Tenacity at its finest, not everyone can do that.

[@Azeal]

his sheer willpower is an inspiration to me and I'm so thankful that I could hear him speak live.

[@H3LLS4NG3L]

I'm crying... I was abused as a child as well, but no where near as bad as this guy. My mom stood idly by most times, but would lash out at me as well. She was abused by every man she dated, and I was abused by them too. There's a lot about my childhood that I cannot remember, as I am sure I have blacked it out of my memory. But the things I do clearly remember start around the age of 9 years old. I believe my mother was herself a victim and powerless to stop the abuse due to circumstances (poverty and homeless periods). I secretly saved money for two years and moved to a different state when I was 18 to get as far away from my life as possible. It helped me take back control, and I was able to come to terms with what happened to my siblings and I. I forgave my mom at the age of 20. My siblings have never fully forgiven her. During my adult life she was the mother I had always dreamed of having. She passed away several years ago from cancer, surrounded by my siblings and I. I found the light in the darkness, and so did she. I love her so much and can really empathize with him being able to choose to be home with his mother at her end of days. Thank you so much for telling your story.

[@KettleBlacktheBat]

Stories like this is what makes me cling to my kid so close. I wish I could protect every kid like TJ. Nobody deserves this. I'm glad he's still here to tell his story.

[@randomcow6440]

Really messed up, but how they just gonna say, 'hey you gonna be raised by an american man on american soil not an asian woman', like what?

[@Azeal]

racism in american courts is still quite common especially in the south actually

[@dutchvanderbilt9969]

@@Azeal that about figures

[@dutchvanderbilt9969]

Especially when there is very clear and obvious signs of abuse it doesn't matter what the race of the parents are as long as they're going to raise the kids as they should be raised that's all that matters in the end

[@ghuttsmckenzie4269]

@@Azeal agreed!

[@mertyuip06]

Remember kids it’s not racist when the court says it Sidenote this is sarcasm it was a dumbass move for that judge hopefully both sides of his pillow are cold

[@steellionstrength2709]

This kid is a true actual spartan just for waking up in the morning after all of that.. AND went and joined the military after is all? What a man.. May he have a more peaceful and happier life every day he lives on..

[@furiscafynn6275]

He forgave his mother? He is a... far, far, far better person, and far stronger, than I'll ever be. Than anyone I'll ever know. I am so so so glad he's doing better, and that he does he live his life the way he wants despite everything. He seems content now, and for that I am so glad

[@spiwolf6998]

Forgiveness is for the victim, I didn't go through what this guy did but my mother did something really terrible that screwed me up for years. I can't forgive her to her face because she is gone but when I honestly forgave her I felt so much better and it helped me move on.

[@nothingtosee6397]

You can view trauma as a reason to not live anymore or you can see as a reason to keep fighting and prove that your deck of cards can be winnable

[@Daredax]

"You can use the bad things to make the good things shine even brighter" that hit me hard.

[@imkuelllgremlin]

I wish you the best in your healing, you and everyone who had to go through this all.

[@Lilman102]

You can hear him cry a little while talking what a brave young man for telling his story

[@cannonfodder4854]

In a few seconds less than half an hour, in wisdom borne of a bed of pain. I have witnessed the breadth of man. I see the depth evil and sin that makes monsters out of us, who's nature makes us sons of the devil. I see the indomitable spirit that bears the mark of divinity, the flawless good in a flawed shell that makes us sons of god. I am neither priest nor believer, but today I have seen strength that is none but holy.

[@Azeal]

that was... beautiful

[@karvenman]

I know you're trying to be emphatic but you kinda sound like a mormon

[@EcnalKcin]

@@karvenman because people who say they are non-believers sound like mormons to you?

[@shepherddog1199]

@@karvenman some Mormons do have good points though. Without them the west would have never been settled, and depending on where you live, you might not even exist without them pushing out west like that. From what I’ve found, the survival rate of women was less than 30%, so having multiple wives was an advantage in survival.

[@karvenman]

@@shepherddog1199 I live in Indonesia so I'm pretty sure that I wouldve still existed but I see your point and I respect your opinion as that is part of our 4th national "democracy led by wisdom and representative deliberation" And another meaning is that we need to respect others and their opinion even if we disliked it

[@shinobiighost6946]

This destroys my heart, I feel so much rage in not being able to understand the mindset of these abusers. Full support TJ.

[@Feber2001]

Study narcissistic abuse. I recommend watching Sam Vaknin's lectures on KZbin. It will give you understanding of their sick mind.

[@terminus9897]

This man got screwed over in almost every aspect of the system. The sad thing is i bet there are many others like him that don't make it out.

[@zero69kage]

Man they were literally born in Hell. The strength it took to get through that and come out the other side as well adjusted as they did. You're an amazing person, I hope you have a good life moving forward.

[@damianlaughlin7063]

"I was in the military... I've seen some things... Even that couldn't get what happened out of my head" This stands out to me. A lot of people join to run from something, but few actually escape whatever it is

[@junk_dealer1874]

Some people are brave for standing up for themselves by fighting. This man is brave for telling everyone what he has been through and thinking it was a normal routine as a child This man is the bravest I have ever seen.

[@wootska]

I can 100% confirm the justice system will ALWAYS fail you in abusive situations. When CPS was called in for my fathers abusive tendencies by worried neighbors they came in, asked a few questions, checked for surface level bruises and left without another word, the abuse continued for another 3-5 years.

[@jaketinsleywbc]

Life is not given to us with all the instructions, and often times life can absolutely destroy an individual who isn't properly prepared. And sometimes it doesn't matter how well prepped you are, sometimes all that matters is that you bounce back, that you survive. And my dude, you SURVIVED, props, mad props, and respect. And of course lots of hugs. 🤗🤗🤗 I may have been through some holy hell but fucking shit I can't even imagine, I hope you're ok

[@doublestarships646]

I hope he knows that he is a true hero and that he defeated evil in his own way, with his own strength. There are those born with broken minds that become an agent of darkness but there are people like this human being that shined through it with the light.

[@arconite2842]

i'm glad he's gotten time to speak about it. he needed to say it for his own mental health

[@tylersev4024]

this man needs a hug a lot of support and never again to be in an interaction of any kind with his father holy shit

[@wet0wl]

This is the deepest shit I’ve ever heard. The courage that he has to speak up about the issues that were just glossed over in the story covered about his father. I’m so glad he’s at least doing ok now, even if he’s not doing the best it’s just nice to know that he’s not going through as much emotional and physical trauma as he had been. I thank you for giving him an opportunity to tell this story and let him share it comfortably.

[@unknownleo24]

Same I o7 pilot

[@beanoboi6844]

the fact he even wears that vr skin and talks about an issue of his where he had no control over it shows how brave this guy is to talk this guy is a fucking legend who should be allowed to take revenge on his dad

[@musicnotewirt]

im seriously bawling my eyes out you deserve the world dear TJ. You're soo strong. I'm honestly in shock of how amazing of a man you are. keep it up dude you're fucking great and have inspired me to be stronger too despite all my physical conditions. You dont know how many people can find their strength in your story. youre so strong dude..

[@Flaschenteufel]

yes had to stop 3 times because it was too much and the pain in his voice...i can't imagine how he can be that strong.

[@dareuhhh]

Through all that this man still put his life on the line for others... What a true hero. I’m forever moved by this story. TJ you have a lovely voice and I hope you’re able to share your story in a cathartic way like this as many times as you want to. A motivational speaker, an author, whatever you decide to do with your story please continue to share it, it needs to be heard. ❤️

[@kiro6924]

As someone who is also a survivor of abuse before the age of 4 (general time your brain can develop and hold memories and comprehend feelings) I feel deeply for him and his sibling having to live with that. If you ever read this comment, you are brave for allowing your story to be shared, stay strong, you are not what the people before you did

[@mega__miss6309]

The fact that he says "This man." Instead of dad or something shows how this affected him and how his father was so bad that he didn't even want to address him as his dad.

[@boi4841]

He sounds so traumatized.

[@ChipDiparoo]

How does something like this just goes by this long for YEARS without CPS?? jesus christ. poor man

[@chimpmunk350playz5]

I love how this channel gives people an outlet to talk about their life and stories that they couldn't talk about it any where else

[@my_leeeeeeeeg7564]

I’m so happy to have heard your story. And damn those who thought you deserved those. No one. No one. Deserves that. I’m so sorry.

[@jsosllsslslla]

The worst thing is that nobody realy cared. Im sure that sombedy would notice that Child that weights only 50 pounds, has scars allover his body and had some ribs broken is geting beaten.

[@koalachan6029]

So this is true human nature...

[@thebonapettit9828]

All children deserve parents, but not all parents deserve children, this was painfull to listen to, i hope hes better now.

[@thedoorisontheleft4263]

I really want to hug this dude, he should not have been treated that way…. As you as you hurt your kids you’ve failed as a father.

[@OrevelTheAllay]

I love how this is jack coopers model because i can imagine jack cooper actually having this type of past

[@damn_dude02]

I want to give homie a long hug after hearing his story

[@tf2scout394]

Scout says: This man needs a hug, Give it to em.

[@Azeal]

Thank you TF2 Scout

[@OffSatan]

Still can't quite get over the fact that a lot of this could have been avoided if the Judge thought that abuse of a varied nature (to say it in a way that won't alert any bots) was just slightly worse than having noodles for dinner a bit more often, or having to listen to a few childrens' songs that wasn't sung in English, or God forbid learning two languages. The legal system at it's finest.

[@corndawg2448]

I have now been given a completely different perspective. I feel like I never want to complain ever again, after hearing what this man has gone through. TJ has got the heart of a warrior, I think we can all agree. if there's one man I'd like to meet, it's this guy.

[@TheShadowen1]

My dude. By no means do I know the extent...but I've felt so much of your pain. Addict mom, violent Father - Step Father. I feel you brother. Find something to devote yourself to, cause it's always better to look forward rather then back.

[@Baximus23]

This man deserves all the love and the care and the best moments that he never had growing up. I nearly cried watching this. Coming from a background of abuse myself, I know how hard it is to get past what has happened. And what has happened to him, the cards that were dealt to him was terrible. But like he said, if the cards were once again dealt, you can arrange them into however you want. You can make it so that the good things in your life outshine all the bad. And that, is growth.

[@maxmachac9756]

God man, everyones hearts go out to you

[@PyorMany]

Damn Poor Jack Cooper I did not know he had to go through this, BT basically became the therapist

[@MedicalRider]

I feel so sorry for this guy Stay strong pilot o7

[@siplt2946]

*.salutes pilot o7. *

[@edwardnewcat4745]

o7

[@Seismitoad3]

Salutes pilot salute?

[@unknownleo24]

o7

[@clickboat4790]

o7

[@ghostlilly_clips]

i think the avatar he uses is representative of what he went through as jack cooper had to watch his mentor die which is what a father is meant to be

[@jollycooperation_sun]

Prayers out to this man. He's been through so much, yet he still stands strong. Both his father and stepfather were monsters and his mother permanently messed up his brain with drugs, yet he still stands strong. Praise be to God for his success.

[@alexm7627]

God is worthy of all the honour and credit

[@alexm7627]

Without Him, who can even remain alive? Even those who curse God, breathe another breath because God gives it to them

[@Julia-tk2em]

@Alex M Keep God out of this. He let it happen in the first place. Give credit to this real human man for pulling through.

[@alexm7627]

@@Julia-tk2em That's exactly yours and everybody else's problem, "leaving God out of it" if he pulled through its because God allowed him and sustained him, we will never fully know why God allows certain things to happen on this side of eternity, but we do know that according to His word, "all things work together for the good of those who love God"

[@alexm7627]

@@Julia-tk2em sustained*

[@BrainrotEntertainment]

The vibe of these conversations are so chill and easily listenable.

[@emiliobonifacio1400]

"A man is chased by 2 tigers. He is chased to one end of the rock where he could escape, but another tiger is there, and they have the man surrounded. The man falls, but grabs on to a vine at the last second. Now, he has two choices. Either try and climb back up but get eaten, or fall to his death. But, in that moment; In the last, dark moments of his life; he sees a beautiful flower, sprouting from the vine he has grabbed on to... and he smiles." The line "There cannot be dark without the light" is so true. as well as the fact that in every darkest moment of your life, there is always at least one, lonely firefly shedding it's light to be seen. God bless ya

[@nordlichedonner]

Please don't get me wrong for not wanting to watch it all but this is heartbreaking and rn I am not willing to finish this. I feel terrible for him. I will try and finish later.

[@Azeal]

that is totally ok, I appreciate you watching the part you did :)

[@Purpleglucose]

The thing about the cards really moving. :c you're a beautiful person.. Omg 😭 i wish i could see this light man somehow after all that you still can see it. You're amazing!

[@acurioustraveller8194]

The whole time I was watching this I just wanted to give him a hug. The ending made me feel much better. Thanks for giving him a hug 🥺❤️

[@gregsalinas99]

Hey, Azeal. You got me through a lot of rough moments in my life, I plan to commit suicide tonight. But I'm still not sure if ill go through with it. If I do, thank you for all the videos and life experience I got to see through the eyes of others. My mother personally, she beat me just about every day for years and I can't even tell her cause she's such a good person now. But for all the sad days I had, thank you. For these videos, they saved my life

[@Azeal]

If you see this, my discord tag is Azeal#0001. Please dm me. There's hope.

[@gregsalinas99]

@@Azeal hey, sorry. But I messaged you. This is such a big deal for me, if I go through with it anyway. Please don't be mad at me. Im sorry

[@Eclipse-9341]

Please tell me that you are still alive

[@warpotato8700]

I’m so glad this guy is moving on, however hard it may be. I’m so sorry you had to deal with those horrid things that raised you. I’m also hypersomnic due to my own demons, so I completely understand what that’s like. Sending out a virtual hug man, and keep looking up

[@loxny8664]

ok but fr their voice is so calming, and i feel so bad for what happened for them but their voice shows maybe some cracks but hope to me- and its just a relaxing thing even though it hurts at the same time

[@nova_nightwalker3376]

Bro, this really is the most mentally and emotionally powerful story I have ever heard. I honestly just want to go to his house, tell him how great of a job he has done in getting through this mentally and emotionally, and just give him a massive hug bro. Like that s***'s amazing that he was able to share that. I only hope this man has the best life he could ever get.

[@uhhmm2132]

This guy deserves the world. He's been to hell and back and still stays strong even though his side got swept under the rug. He should write a book or something more people need to hear about this.

[@kalielik]

I can only say that he's so strong for surviving all of that. He deserves a good life.

[@Fingerscrossedout]

Thanks for the hug at the end, we all wanted to give him one! I think it's important to share this story because people never realize how much more lifes these monsters have ruined before they're finally caught!

[@OlivesAndHam]

As a person who’s dad killed someone, I went into this video expecting to be able to relate, but everything you went through is so much worse than anything I could have even imagined happening to someone. I am so sorry for you.