hisohkah - school rooftop intro (slowed down) 1 hour loop

[@selene2824]

my big sister told me when i was little the day before she left, “cherish being little while you can..” with tears falling. i wish i understood and i listened. to bad she isn’t here to remind me to keep my head up like she used to...

[@jvx7i2]

i’m sorry about ur sister i’m sure she was a wonderful person

[@daviddumawete]

So sorry for your loss if you wanna talk just lmk

[@evoplanet627]

My sister told me the same thing too ik how you feel 🥺

[@evoplanet627]

Everyone's time will come but even after childhood there's teen years! That's a whole phase you can still enjoy before our adult years 🙂

[@footylad6468]

You had an amazing sister if she where here she would be proud of you ☺️

[@sIavetotheworld]

Hearing this just makes life good…

[@escapism....]

Takes me back to when life was more simple...

[@Neilasa]

fr

[@man.7992]

It brings me depression but i like it..

[@eddahramirez4710]

yea is dose

[@mxtsyso255]

why tf u like depression it’s not fun or cool.

[@swazoz7539]

I just found a box full of my preeschool and kinder school work... man, time flies

[@probablysleepingrn1065]

Hits different

[@hadassahtaylor5461]

@@probablysleepingrn1065 it does

[@kanikcantdrivex]

in nursery we had to write something about our mothers, and i wrote 'i love my mum cos she puts on Cbeebies on for me :)' good times, good times

[@normalhumanbeing.2794]

Yeah man, I remeber being in 4th grade like it was yesterday. Im in middleschool already... I wish I knew what people meant by " Cherish being a child." because now its too late. People in the past move on like its nothing, but I used to have a friend who LOVED hanging out with me in 5th, and now she found another. Dang a time machine could really come in need 😅☹

[@Tx9Yg7]

@@normalhumanbeing.2794 man I graduated Highschool goin on 2 years now, I’m 20 …. It’s been 5 years since I left middleschool and 8 since I started…. Kid middleschool finna fly by cause it more than definitely did for me damn I miss 2012-2015

[@Juliette_888]

I can't tell what emotions this song makes me feel.

[@ItzCertifiedEmma]

Same, it gives me feelings of nostalgia, emptiness, and liminal spaces.

[@degenerarnolonger]

cringe

[@a.f5576]

@@degenerarnolonger can you let people have feeling plz, and i know you had a bad day but atleast don't unleash all of your angry feeling on other people and hope you will have a bettter day tomorow

[@degenerarnolonger]

@@a.f5576 cringe

[@a.f5576]

@@degenerarnolonger i just wanted to make the thing better but well maybe joe can do it

[@crybaby7954]

I wish this was the background sound in my life.

[@klapz7102]

Yeah

[@courtneyblanchfield1521]

Same

[@yassenchampy]

So true

[@hisua2375]

yes so true

[@Takumiiii]

It is for mine. i got headphones on me 24/7 and i downloaded this. Im antisocial n ion fw nobody, so nobody rly cares if i got headphones on me 24/7

[@cindy427]

POV: You’re slowly losing them as months go by. No calls, texts or messages coming from them. You’re slowly going deep in pain as the days go by without the person. You miss the old days you and this person have shared, you’d say you’d do anything to go back to those simpler, happier days but you’re just there, laying down in your bed, looking at the ceiling in a dark room, almost about to cry. You’re looking back and thought of what you could’ve done in the past but that’s pointless now.

[@GHOST_0W]

bro:(

[@rentnico]

I feel this...

[@conalkillen3861]

that shit is the most relatable thing ive ever heard, and how are you now? any better?

[@arrowanico8841]

Exactly what I feel

[@cindy427]

@@conalkillen3861 i’m fine, i’ve moved on from the person i wrote about. but also not good, i feel mentally alone but i can cope, i’m strong

[@TheScarletBoi]

This is a mix of nostalgia, sadness and comfort. I love it

[@2.menaces845]

A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun. Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp. I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager. We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more. It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go. Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed. I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends. We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there. Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore. Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story. I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him. I hope you're happy, Gabe! You were the best friend I could've ever had.

[@lemony8793]

I hope u can find him one more time and when u do, im sure u'll feel him ;))

[@QRverse]

Damn bro…

[@Voidlettt]

Bro imagine he/ she finds Gabe 20 smith years later

[@holyinquisition8854]

i don't know if this makes my depression better or worse

[@Kayla-ln6cj]

Literally tho

[@libbylolit9311]

Same.

[@vegeta19809]

Man stfu

[@klapz7102]

True

[@gio9726]

both

[@ms_musicarchive]

Every night I go to bed hoping I dont ever wake up. Im tired, physically and mentally, all the time. I do well in school, but I dont have the energy to do anything I want. I dont even have the energy to do schoolwork on a regular day. The only reason I push forward is because life is all about pushing through it no matter how hard it is, but sometimes i feel like I can’t anymore. There is too much pressure. I just want to live. My parents love me but they don’t care about me. They want me to become as they are in their image. I dont even know what I want to be. Im so tired. I dont want to do it anymore. I will, but I don’t want to. Every day is the same, and every day I become more and more disappointed in myself. I’ve always wanted to go to space, and touch the moon and the stars. I always thought they were beautiful. I just want to be part if the universe again. But I remember, everything dies eventually. Even if I live out my life a complete failure, Ill eventually get my time to rest. I wont feel anything, i can be free. Thats whats motivates me. As horrible as my life might get I cam only guess whats in the future, maybe ill be happy then. But at the very worst, it wont matter anyways, so i might as well try to experience the world as best as I can. If its my time to rest, then its time, until then all I can do is push through. Who knows, maybe somehow I really will touch the stars before I die. Wouldnt that be fantastic. Up there all alone, in silence, surrounded by the universes natural beauty and wonder. I want to rest.

[@daviddumawete]

Wow bro, doesn't it feel better to talk about it?

[@MariaCadena2005]

my boyfriend is going through the same thing, just remember to keep pushing, school doesn't last forever and it'll pay off. don't be so hard on yourself

[@airbornemelody6156]

Wow.. that was a lot. I hope you’re at peace soon, keep fighting

[@ms_musicarchive]

Update: I am doing much better! I realized that just because I hate myself now doesn't mean I am uncap-able of loving myself, and all that matters is how I perceive myself. I am still tired, but I find purpose in living. No matter what path life takes me on, I can always enjoy it, it just depends on whether I choose to enjoy where life takes me, or bemoan it. Im still fairly curious about the universe, but have also taken a great interest in music, and even learned guitar. To those in a similar situation as I was when I wrote this, don't complain, or sit around wishing your life was better, do something small to change it and make it a little better everyday. Even if you get hurt from your decisions, it is still better than doing nothing at all. Although I do not know my purpose in life, that does not matter to me anymore, because I know that whatever my life ends up being, I can always be happy and accept myself if I choose to.

[@daviddumawete]

@@ms_musicarchive woohoo 🎉 🎊 🎈

[@user-cy9se3bl7w]

This audio gives me a certain feeling. . . . Just imagine a home it seems so nice calming and friendly just there with the door open waiting for you to enter while all the people you love or characters you love are in there waiting for you and you slowly enter as you cry while hugging them making you feel happy after the miserable life you may have. It's a dream that forever stayed in your mind while you hug all your comfort characters and comfort people while you're crying in tears in a warm, kind atmosphere. The minute you wake up you look around to see yourself back in your room awaken while you devastatingly sigh and knowing that you have to get up for another of the same day.

[@noone6991]

This song along with the scenery makes me think of a sky island, a small but still large chunk of land cast high up above the clouds just 2 years ago, to avoid the apocalypse. Some people didn’t make it. On the top of one of the buildings, two people sit. One says to the other, “hey, [name1]?” [name1]: “Yes, [name2]?” [name2]: “I miss the earth.” 1: “I do too.” 2: “I just feel lonely, you know? It’s like I don’t have anywhere to go. I mean, of course, physically, I have somewhere to go, but I just feel isolated, even though there are tons of people on this sky island.” 1: “I completely understand. I feel the same way. My brother didn’t make it to the rising ground in time, and he was caught in the apocalypse.” 2: “Oh. I’m sorry for your loss.” 1: “It’s fine, I’ve accepted it now.” “...” 1: “The view is quite nice though, right?” 2: “It is indeed. It’s very quiet and relaxing. Helps to take my mind off of things, too.” 1: “Let’s just stay here a while and enjoy the view.”

[@degenerarnolonger]

*Opens door* "Bakugo, is that you."

[@asian.nat11]

bro this made me cry :(

[@user-cy9se3bl7w]

A year ago today, everyday is the same nothing about me has changed but everyone else around me has. People leave and people stay no matter the reason. I have seen and I have outgrown on what I used to enjoy or love but the kid inside me is still reaching out for help. This song gives me such weird comfort it almost makes me wonder why I’m going through this and why I’m still suffering. I have made friends and I have lost many others I have been in relationship but most truly end tragedy no matter the person I will always apologize for things that I have or haven’t done no matter what I have always stayed the same physically I have changed but not mentally. To whoever reads this, I love you please know that there’s people there for you and I’m sorry I know I can’t do anything to better things with words but I love you. I know I can’t take my own advice for the death of me but please if you could I know things could get better you’re gonna grow and see things and then realize life isn’t that bad as it seems most of the time I love you.

[@user-cy9se3bl7w]

@@asian.nat11 I’m sorry dear, I love you.

[@ann1e_ruth]

This reminds me of a nice cold day after school, going on KZbin and seeing stampy or someone else posting , and getting so excited. God time flies ..

[@courtneyblanchfield1521]

Yes

[@vsxtir]

hey karl fan, cool to see you here. hope you’re doing okay. :]

[@thanosowo1703]

even if this makes me cry, i still enjoy it. This loop makes me cry,but it calms me at the same time,im just obsessed with it.Thank you for this song.Many ppl enjoy it.

[@degenerarnolonger]

do something with your life bro, this is sad fr fr

[@poe676]

ur like 12

[@arrhetos7286]

​@poe676 dude now is not the time. Life sucks for me right now

[@harshmallowiee]

Hearing this makes my depression worse and better at the same time, Life isn't what I used to think.

[@meiosis169]

🤡😐stop your blubbering and have a krabby patty😀

[@stormxeno6242]

same man my friends just arent friends anymore, school is just making me not want to be here anymore

[@lilianjimenez5598]

😭

[@asian.nat11]

fr :(

[@PrewarPickle]

“Depression” dude if it gets that bad just eat some legos then you’ll feel true pain

[@AzazelThe1st]

I feel sad. Just, sad. No tears, no breakdowns, just sadness. Nothing more or nothing less.

[@C4sP3rzPaWz]

Me too but reading these comments and thinking about my dog that died is just sad My eyes are watering and I feel like I am about to shred tears..

[@Madokakaname-r2m]

@@C4sP3rzPaWz i am very sorry for your dog :(

[@plushiechilli6063]

Same

[@yeag_yej]

i wish i couldn't say the same

[@Ozzy-worsttaste]

not sad at all...just empty mind

[@mxrs8386]

love is unenjoyable when you realize itll end soon

[@user-bu4vi9or6q]

Just imagine- you finally give up on life and jump as your falling you start to hear faint music as you get closer and closer to the ground you think About life with a tiny sad smile forming, tears rolling down your cheeks as You hit the ground, the music becomes louder. (this music) your version becomes blurry, all you hear is this sound playing it’s so peaceful you drift off into a endless sleep it’s so calming you want to stay there forever but your interrupted by a bright white light as you slowing open up your eyes you see a white room. it’s so quiet on here even when you take a step it makes no sound. You start walking wondering where you are. it’s all white nothing but pure white. As you slowing come to a stop you sit down, there nothing here. It’s not what i was expecting... heh i don’t know what i was expecting... Time seems endless just a loop of nothingness tears roll down your cheek as you slowly fall asleep. It feels like you’ve been sleeping for ages as your woken up by a voice just as your about to go back to sleep you hear a hello in a beautiful calming voice as you look up to see where the beautiful voice came from you feel a hand touch you chest softly pushing you back down. the voice spoke again shh calm yourself i mean no harm... do you trust me? You sit up a little. i-i guess you say hesitant as your voice cracks the voice speaks again this isn’t what you expected was it? ... every human mind is like that... they all think at the end of life they’ll just sleep or go to some magical place the voice chuckles a little.. where am i? You say ... You are in zeven. Zeven? You said. What’s zeven? Well zeven is a place in between the universe. The voice said. Will i get to leave?.. no. No nO n0 N0 2no 20 2o no you couldn’t see yourself anymore you just hear the voice saying no over and over again the voice started sounding scary and glitched out the. same music you heard as you were falling started playing louder and louder until You couldn’t hear anything but that This took me two hours to Wright its 4am now

[@basecampgaming4253]

U deserve a like for that

[@vaskl8]

When i reach my final day on purpose i hope that when i jump of the balcony and fall down until i fall to the ground, i would be in a happy dream and stay Forever, For Eternity, For Good, and ill never have to worry about life anymore.

[@MxGRhythmlModsMusicGamingl]

@@vaskl8 I hope you get out of that suicidal ideation or tendencies situation. it's really a endless loop and hard to get rid of.

[@jitterycafe6515]

The Bible says that these things are final sins. You cannot ask for forgiveness. I only hope there is some forgiveness for those who weren't strong enough.

[@lung_licker]

omg!!!! this is so beautiful 😢 not suicidal but wow this is so sad ❤ see you in zeven.

[@_sxrcy9182]

You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness. Tears come from the heart and not from the brain. To have felt too much is to end in feeling nothing. People keep telling me that life goes on, but to me that's the saddest part.

[@dreams_cave]

I understood you

[@_sxrcy9182]

@@dreams_cave why gf is cheating on me😞

[@dreams_cave]

@@_sxrcy9182 ehh .. i'm only 12 i have everything yet to come..

[@_sxrcy9182]

@@dreams_cave advise never date a girl it will bring you problems

[@dreams_cave]

@@_sxrcy9182 it's better to live without a girl at all

[@mrsn0x742]

I want this to play at my funeral

[@coreytheluckykid3005]

RIP

[@Ozzy-worsttaste]

not bad

[@savwilliams876]

(not mine) “I love you,” he grins “I love you,” his eyes sparkle with euphoria and delight “I love you,” he smiles “I love you,” he writes no response comes to him in return. not that he asked for one though wouldn't it be a thrill to have something so meaningful to be told something so remarkable? “I love you,” he managed to say within seconds of the call ending “I love you,” he mentions “I love you,” he mutters he still maintains to beam at her slowly noticing she doesn’t in return the anguish and agony of not being worthy doesn’t come across his naive mind why would she make my heartbreak? eventually time went on she started to drift away farther and farther from his voice his isolation it gets drowned out by the significance of a meaningless life he realizes. nobody will be watching him while he does this, nobody that he thinks would care most doubtfully her “I love you,” he whispers a soulless creature just wanting to feel happiness yet that happiness was all a disguise a filter hiding a nightmare from the boy who didn’t want to be frightened “I love you too.” she sobs quietly realizing he isn't there to love. -m

[@KoolFace.]

🥺

[@olilowry3343]

🙌

[@sleepierhollow5892]

I pissed in the sheets

[@sleepierhollow5892]

@M.C.J already did

[@norinorin_]

Wha I m confuse I don’t get it

[@gianna5267]

if i could be anything, i would want to be a bird. i could escape reality and see the world from a different perspective. i could live out my dreams in the mountains, i could fly high up to the clouds, i could swoop past the ocean, i could even fly in a field of sunflowers. i always wanted to fly, but i guess in this life you just can’t get what you want. i’m so tired, but sleeping can’t help this kind. i need to escape.

[@plutinum2825]

I'd be a god. Not to be powerful, but to finally not have any barriers. I could make what I wanted. I could feel how I want to feel. I could explore what I wanna explore. God doesn't seem like a realistic goal though. I'd choose a bird if it was under the realistic section. I just wanna chillax.

[@sci-bot]

Actually played this after school. Gives a certain vibe.

[@capsize3216]

I play it in the mornings and idk if it makes me worse or not

[@stormxeno6242]

i just played this cus i just needed to cry man

[@sci-bot]

@@stormxeno6242 well, I mean that works too, but hopefully you good tho

[@courtneyblanchfield1521]

This song just reminds me of my childhood in the late 2000s and wishing I could go back

[@coreytheluckykid3005]

Ik what was the 2000s like? I was born in 2012

[@besirbajrami503]

@@coreytheluckykid3005 it was really cool, everything felt exciting and people didn't take themselves too seriously. Good times, it feels so much long ago tho

[@Cartooncatedits]

It makes me wanna Go Back to the 10s

[@georged7583]

this simple 8 bars of music has gone through so much with me this school year. crazy to me how it’s already over and i’m still trying to figure out the first week of school

[@mood2156]

"you gotta be ashamed of your self, real talk"

[@crispyeminems2647]

I am

[@daviddumawete]

@@crispyeminems2647 dont be bro

[@daviddumawete]

U from tik tok?

[@cyphrix3952]

Idk why but this makes me remember stuff from the past that brought me joy then it makes me sad growing up I’m 15 right now and terrified of becoming an adult In 3 years

[@probablysleepingrn1065]

Same, goodluck man❤

[@mandochan69]

Don't worry you're not actually an adult till 21 so you've got some more time

[@prestonblankenship5158]

When you’re 18 or when you’re 24 like me, this sound will feel the same. Just make sure you do everything you can possibly do today so that your future self will thank you. “Invest in today for a better tomorrow.”- me this is my quote.

[@oculusanji24fe48]

I'll be okay I promise

[@jitterycafe6515]

@@prestonblankenship5158 I will remember that quote.

[@nazyia3691]

This makes me think back to when I was a little kid I didn’t have to worry how I looked, I didn’t have to worry about losing friends, I didn’t have to worry about my life. I’ve been bullied almost my entire life. Sometimes I think about what heaven looks & feels like.

[@sweeking8662]

Dw bro getting bullied is temporary :D

[@jitterycafe6515]

If you want to find heaven, the only way to get there is to keep on going. You can't get there yourself.

[@Kuhtarrr4293]

*This music is beautiful... It suits any atmosphere. I listen to it all the time - when I am calm, when I am relaxed, when I look at the sunset, at beautiful clouds, day and night, when I am in the shower, when I take a bath, when I am sad, when I am lonely, when I am nostalgic, when I'm thinking about life, about the future, about plans, and so on..... This "song" has been making me live for a very long time. Many thanks to the author. I hope I will never forget this song, and in my old age, I will be able to enjoy the atmosphere again and listen to this masterpiece for the last time ... Good luck to those who read this comment, everything will be fine bro, if you are cool - get high, if you are dead inside - do not give up. bb.*

[@ayavxls]

Pain is temporary, Swag is forever.

[@y0h326]

XD

[@kaidenpye7873]

69 likes... the funny haha number

[@Soelifyj]

I am on swag

[@kierra1660]

Amen

[@local38on-tv]

Ay Im boutta buy swag (blue Yankees hat)

[@sarahmartin3641]

When your tryna cry but you get a Shopify plus add 😩

[@evoplanet627]

LAMAOAOA PLS I CAN'T

[@richardmadeka7963]

I'm so sorry for laughing 💀💀💀

[@wibblewobble203]

BWAHAHAH

[@shinobukocho3332]

j[ow#gjp3qwfp istg i was literally on the verge of tears and THIS made me laugh LOL

[@_N-0-N-4_]

hmmm..., yes S H O P I F Y

[@C_011]

My eyes just feel so heavy and tired. and when I try to sleep it's hard even if I get 1 hour or 15 hours of sleep. I'm still tired no matter what I do I just feel like this song

[@jettopistol1547]

Damn bro, you need at least 7 hours more

[@modhyfaleh2904]

this makes me relax and cry at the same time. cause life isn't great as I thought it was

[@juicyplays3425]

This loop makes me think of life and how everything changed..the only thing the people you love care about are your grades and no one is ever asking you how your mental health is..a few years ago you were the happiest person and now your awake at 3 in the morning thinking why your in this world

[@Lluvscar]

so calming, but i still don't know if this is fixing my depression . it's so *depressing*

[@notmisaa8123]

Do you guys notice how we share our painful feelings with strangers on the internet but never with family ;/

[@id10cyy]

at least they’d understand

[@KrrForWin]

because the family doesnt know abaout that, they dont taste or lived[thats what you said i dont know how did you going to think] but anons on the internet.. there should be min 1 anon taste that problems.. and you two doesnt even know who is he.. or who is you they can't judge you

[@MementoMoriXIII]

I don't tell my problems to my mother and father because I don't want them to worry nor feel lost in life as I do every single day of my unimportant life. Since I'm here I'll share something with you all, whenever I try to open up to someone I think to be especial... BANG in the face. I know every human being we get to know throughout our lives is meant to teach us something, whether is something good or bad, but DAMN, It hurts even more than the last time.

[@elijahburrowes9064]

Real

[@escapism....]

Hope you are all doing well. Take care of yourselves. ❤️

[@lennybird]

I’ll try my best :)

[@ffaneaudios2652]

didn't get some words like this in last years... thx bro, hope you're doing well too!

[@rocksoft3901]

You too man

[@King.Julien]

😔

[@Arxiee]

Lived in Japan alone with nobody but yourself, travel to the countryside, go to Temple, go to schools rooftop and enjoying the sky view…I called it freedom💛

[@lucygoosey3428]

i wish this was playing in the background 24/7 quietly when i live my daily life

[@Ozzy-worsttaste]

and youtube spam ads to you

[@swaggyrei1389]

Man there's just something different about this song. It's like the feeling you get when you first hear a song you really like but you feel that same feeling the 100th time you listened. It's something I can not explain. It's a song you will never get tired of no matter how many times o versions you listen to.

[@attackongacha2916]

Everytime I hear this I wonder what my escape from reality is

[@gabrielortiz1614]

Mine is anime

[@coreytheluckykid3005]

BACKROOMS

[@id10cyy]

mine is my imagination because i create friends that are eternal as long as i don’t get any memory loss

[@jitterycafe6515]

I don't have an escape

[@GengarSama94]

Don’t you ever feel a intense feeling sometimes and want to let someone know but you’re afraid they won’t understand so you just run to the internet cause you know they will understand? No... just me?.... lol.... ok

[@shinobukocho3332]

yeah i get that

[@lily_flower9446]

mhm...

[@RVeeCadigal]

Welp your not the only one.

[@legendf2p611]

Yeah

[@Mrdeath673]

Im not the only one :(

[@SlateGt]

For some reason it makes me feel nostalgia like back in the old days as a little baby when life was all happy and now when there are fights you listen to this and remember when life was so happy wishing you could go back.

[@chililube]

going through the albums on my digital camera of my friends and i before we all eventually stopped hanging out, listening to this while doing it is something else

[@mothpills407]

this intro alone gives me the most melancholy vibes more than anything in the world, it's sort of like nostalgic and calming both at the same time. i like to have this video playing whenever i do homework or just thinking about stuff

[@sakura8928]

these pixel art backgrounds are so good!! i like that your channel has original content. keep it up 💙

[@livelaughloveaaronwarner]

this song makes me miss 2021. i used to sit in the middle of the night and watch the stars. this song is healing.

[@mariahhoward2458]

Hearing this makes me just wanna cry while the world is ending

[@Ozzy-worsttaste]

world ending ? lmao

[@diaveioncaniff1747]

just dumping my feelings here: this song makes me feel like I need to do more, I had to grow up fast so I never had a chance at a happy childhood. I’m now 18, with crippling anxiety and depression, with nobody standing behind me supporting me.

[@user-qr5vt3yz3q]

I’m here for you, i’m always here to talk

[@alyssamartinez2596]

this song is a vibe

[@twentysix1680]

this song makes me feel alone but deeply inside happy.it makes me emotional and reminds me of the old days,how life used to be,how mu family used to be,my childhood,my past,him and myself.i’m tired bit what can i do about it?nothing.I’m not depressed but i’m not really happy either.i just wanna be happy without any guilt,without being scared and without feeling bad.I wanna be happy with my family,my friends and him.Sadly life isn’t as easy as it sounds.i know i’m too young,so?can i enjoy life?can i be happy?can we be happy?my escape,escapism. I know this doesn’t make any sense,i just had to let out what i felt,thank you.

[@strawberryicecream777]

don’t worry to me it totally makes sense, you’re not alone! I hope you will feel better and you will find something or someone that makes you as happy as you deserve to be.

[@twentysix1680]

@@strawberryicecream777 Thank you,this made my day❤️

[@strawberryicecream777]

@@twentysix1680 aw you’re welcome you deserve to be happy

[@blxdyxlux8507]

We didn’t know we were making memories, we were just having fun.

[@omni-_-king5076]

Makes me think about how you can never be truly happy. You can do everything In your power but there’s always one thing that is going to bother you. The one thing you can’t get rid of.

[@annabelleez3244]

this song makes me cry and comforts me at the same time..

[@natesgoatedromero9374]

When a man learns to love he must bear the risk of hatered

[@dweeb9915]

Obito uchicha thats fax bro i was thinking the same thing

[@user-lc9pb5lm2v]

man, im listening to this in the car, raining outside, with my headphones on. my family is in here all laughing and talking, enjoying themselves. and i can only think about what will happen when theyre gone. what if i blink and its just me in the car. as an adult. time flies. please live in the moment and enjoy every moment. it will be gone before you know it..

[@dylx8637]

this comment just made me sob even more

[@cutbyjarvis]

Did you cherish those two years

[@unbuzzedout]

My heart cries when hearing this sound. Its like you threw it to a deep ocean were it will drown,every second would be painful,while it just gets more deep and deep to the ocean. I cant breath. -....

[@maia6998]

This song brings me this certain vibe. It's alike something or someone telling you things will be alright and things will get better in the end when your struggling through things. It's like the background music of when your moving on from pain they have brought you. It's like memories flooding back to you. It's a rollercoaster of emotions. Sometimes this can make you happy, and at times it can make you uncontrollably sob into your pillow at night. This song brings me something I thought I didn't need, I avoided things like this. But now, it makes me feel happy. It makes me feel safe. It makes me smile :) -Maia

[@odetteviolajanssen4410]

The sad thing is, when you lose someone it’s really hard at letting them go or believing that their gone

[@khi781]

I don’t belong here. I’m not lazy, I’m tired. I don’t wanna get up and do things, I don’t wanna go out, I don’t wanna shower, I don’t wanna go to school. I feel so hopeless. My dad dosent have a place to stay, my mom lives in savanah ga, my sister is living with her friend, I’m living with my childhood friend. I miss my dad. I miss my sister. I miss my friends. I miss the memories. I miss my cat. I miss my dog. I miss it. So much..

[@zarqamalik9648]

Don’t worry it will all be fine I feel u..

[@Hannah-cz6mi]

i'm sorry your going through this, i pray that one day everything sit right and you become happy

[@daviddumawete]

You cant talk to us about it, let it out

[@jehovanylopez2586]

One day you’ll notice that everything is getting better and that you’re feeling better but for now keep pushing through your struggles and know it’s going to get better.

[@smalltownchristiangirl]

i know i’m just a random person, but this comment really hit deep. just know that a loner in texas will be praying for you ❤️

[@oshaderp7138]

this makes me nostalgic, reminds me of those days where I either came back from and go straight the computer watching the older Minecraft youtubers all day and those rainy days where I always looked out the window having nothing to do and nothing inside to do except Minecraft, Minecraft was most of my childhood... this just makes me kinda sad how I dont really enjoy their things but I still wanna keep memories of them :[

[@oshaderp7138]

sorry ment to say school when i said coming back from

[@aurride]

i love the lo-fi comunity its so chill and heartwarming no-ones mean just people either going through a hard time or have anxiety personally i have anxiety myself hopefully we all get through this togethere

[@marce1a]

This just randomly make me cry and it helps a little.

[@khi781]

I’m so tired. But I don’t wanna sleep.

[@Hexstasy100]

This is the song that plays when I go to bed and it saves my progress as it loads into the next day.

[@toulousesho]

i’m extremely depressed and suicidal and deep into my ed. i’m graduating in two days from highschool and i feel like i don’t deserve it and that i’ll have no future. i didn’t get the high school experience, no friends, no prom, no walking across the stage. i have no hope anymore. i’m completely lost and feel like a burden. hope one day i’ll come back to this feeling better but pretty doubtful to me with the way i’m feeling now.

[@chochuu1]

i wish you all the best man! :)

[@rera1290]

I am tired of this life, boring, severe depression, and I cannot live happily, I have been in a state of sadness, problems, anxiety and illusion. I hope I'm as happy as the others. .

[@marwaa6289]

what this song feels like to me: realizing you were never the first choice being that left out friend in the trio growing up getting *_that one_* message getting so hurt that ur stomach feels like its twisting loosing a family member that was there for you 24/7 ur fav person drifting away from you, knowing that u cant do anything about it slowly ghosting everyone looking in the mirror and not recognizing who ur staring at realizing that you’ve officially lost urself hearing : “Where did our happy little kid go?” being around people but feeling alone realizing that youve been talking to urself the whole time & that ur alone finishing ur fav show finishing a very long show that you got attached to waking up from a long nap & its dark outside walking in the rain that energy drain you get after throwing up when ur teacher calls on u, everyone stares at u but you dont know the answer wanting to cry but tears wont come out so you just sit there. emotionlessly. that moment after crying where you just sit there without any emotions crying urself to sleep waking up with red & puffy eyes bc you cried almost the entire night leaving ur friend’s house after a fun sleepover leaving a fun concert of ur fav artist getting ur heart broken holding in tears at school not knowing if youre okay or just pretending forgetting ur original laugh bc youve faked it too many times when you slowly stop talking bc everyone is talking over you & no one’s listening to u getting ignored by everyone in the gc watching ur best friend having more fun with someone else knowing that ur probably not ur best friend’s ‘best friend’ rethinking ur life choices sitting in ur bed at 2am thinking abt life

[@jitterycafe6515]

"wanting to cry but tears wont come out so you just sit there. emotionlessly." I feel this one all the time

[@eddahramirez4710]

I love to hear this at night at 3am

[@muhammedserverkadga70]

im listenin now :D

[@musical.distractions]

Yes✨

[@RedXeon_]

I remember the memories of childhood, the time when he had no problem or everything was easy

[@shinrigakusha_]

This is the perfect song for calming depresión when you calm down It feels existencial and relaxing

[@jorjaalmonte3513]

This unlocks memories of my childhood, makes me feel weird and gives me unusual feelings but I don’t know if it’s good or bad I asked my brother if it makes him feel the same way about our childhood as he agrees…I never knew I’d be so addicted to a sound I fall asleep listening to this just to a feeling of familiarity and unlock memories from my childhood

[@GigaChad-dp2jx]

This is my absolute favorite song to cry to, it really brings out my tears, doesn't it?

[@toulousesho]

this helps the silence when i don’t want music but i don’t want complete silence either

[@toulousesho]

this audio gave me the most comfort i’ve felt in weeks

[@zoettalovu]

This is like my theme song...

[@1eyestudios]

I miss my grandmother, she was the one person who truly understood me and knew when something was wrong, I could still hear her asking me “what’s on your mind sweetie?” God I wish I could back and say that I love her just one more time, she was the best person in my life, I met a girl that lit my world up and brought me to a better place, but i don’t know what happened to her, haven’t heard from her in weeks, I’m losing some of the most important people to me, the people that made me who I am, I’m losing myself, where did the time go? Where did the times with my dad at the beach go? why did things have to go this way? where did all the good memories go? it feels like the memories are fading, and no ones left to make more. it’s all gone. everything.

[@probablysleepingrn1065]

❤

[@virginty_thief7372]

i go to this video to talk to myself out loud, as if i were talking to her. i miss you sweetheart.

[@probablysleepingrn1065]

❤

[@draw943]

This hits different

[@Cristian-wv2ro]

It remember me at the end of the school when i about to leave school at last day of school and then i thought about the good times i have in shcool with my friends and the last time i see my friends it's been 5 years that i see my friends i hope they're okay. :(

[@Breadcrab_archive]

I understand bro.

[@hisua2375]

I am sick of living in this world. A couple years ago I enjoyed doing stuff, now I have no motivation to do anything. My father passed away 2 years ago. He always made me happy and we were travelling through the world just having fun. Now I have to fake smile to the others, but I am sick of this life. I can't do this anymore.

[@daviddumawete]

Are you alr bro? You can talk to us

[@thebluelion8715]

Stay strong⭐

[@probablysleepingrn1065]

❤

[@KoolFace.]

my friends hate me, I can only remember the bad things that have happened, but I don't want to leave them because it will just make us all sad and we will want to get back with each other when we cross paths in school.

[@savvathun4901]

I HAVE NEVER LOVED A KZbin CHANNEL MORE IN MY LIFE

[@Eighty8k]

me: this is so calming everyone in the comments: this song makes me realize I’ve never been happy and should end it all

[@jitterycafe6515]

Meme time

[@sweingnakarmi6201]

The animation is breathtaking

[@carlosfranco9369]

-How many hours do you spend listening this? +Me: yes...

[@o11ie_0]

this with rain in the background is just perfect

[@mikayla0944]

while you're listening to the music here are some of my favorite quotes: "lost in a world that doesn't exist..." "sometimes you want to disappear, but you really want to be found..." "people change, even satan was once an angel" "stop trying to fix the past when you can create the future." "great things never come from your comfort zone." "no amount of guilt can change the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future." "life will only break you if you let it." "sometimes faking it until you make it is the best way to go about life. even if you don't love yourself, pretend you do, one day you will." "self worth isn't determined by others." "the definition of beauty includes you." "your past doesn't define you, people change, so can you." "life is a b*tch and then you die" "t's okay to not be okay" "start living now, not later" "live for the present not the future" "you aren't the only one with feelings, remember that" "making mistakes is better then faking prefection" "it's okay to not be perfect, no one is" "don't let the past define your future." i hope these quotes helped you or gave you some guidance

[@strawberryicecream777]

thank u

[@daviddumawete]

Ty

[@vaskl8]

I cant change the future im useless im worthless i just wish life would’ve been easy with obstacles that are easy to get over i just wish i lived a happy and different life where i have nothing to worry about i just wish i would’ve fixed my past and maybe i wouldn’t be like this anymore.

[@AV218_]

This looks like the main menu of an amazing game that’ll put you in your feelings

[@llqrisw]

i come here everyday this is so good

[@troll68342]

this reminds me of when i left school at 3:01 PM and got home at 3:40, i walked so it took me long. i used to always take naps after school. i did not have much homework, this was in 4th to 7th grade. I'm 25 now and i work as a cashier at speedway. i hate these days. I WISH IT WAS 2001!!

[@Anthony-go6hy]

Ty my ears are blessed hope you have a great 2021

[@MoonLavenderyt]

This sound is comforting!!

[@maniahoshamnd3156]

I can't express my feelings... it's like I'm in a school where no one cares about me... and I'm alone 🙂🙂

[@Moon-a-Stan-Fan]

I may not know you but trust me. It'll get better. I was always the outcast in primary and secondary school but I eventually found my true friends. Keep going because there are people who care ❤

[@jhon_morocho9678]

Feeling sad hurts a lot, but its a charming reminder of the fight we put everyday.... And that we are alive.

[@the_cat690]

"Maybe one day I will sleep and never ever wake up." -My quote

[@dollopofdamian]

it would mean more to me if i understood it

[@dollopofdamian]

wait it means X_X nvm

[@eleitinopeters6042]

Just dreaming on a rooftop. Gazing yet wondering what will happen next...As the clouds, or stars pass me by a million times.

[@INFERNALREQUIEMMUSIC]

(ignore my yt name, its for the shits n giggles, this is a serious rant) I feel so alone. I want to go home, back to the stars. I was never ment for this place called earth. I have nobody and no-one to connect to. I'm so distant and i want to feel happy and like a normal person, but part of me knows i don't belong. I want to go home. I know the types of pain humans feel and the other emotions. Lately, its all been sadness, and pain. I'm so alone. I'm sad. I wish i knew what was wrong with me.

[@andreanicoli7799]

This is why I think virtuality is better then real life

[@INFERNALREQUIEMMUSIC]

@@andreanicoli7799 it truely is. It truely is.

[@sadrandom4262]

i feel the same way buddy. life sucks.

[@nuggget1060]

Life does suck, but my friend once told me. "There will always be a little rain before the sunshine, and the more rain the more shine" sadly that person moved away and I'm pretty sure she's not on Earth anymore. But she was right, life will always be tough to be honest. But then what's the point in living where there is no challenge. The more challenges the more reward. There is nothing wrong with you too, everyone goes through tough pain, sadness, and loneliness. Maybe try working out and finding a workout-buddy to train with. And if you aren't feeling okay I'm here to always be down for a chat

[@abrilguillen4036]

Live for yourself man. Don’t follow other people that make you feel out of place. Find ur own path and start from there. Go places that will create memories. Going back won’t make the old times u had come back. If ur alway looking back you won’t be able to see what’s in front of you. Just make sure u make decisions you won’t regret.

[@bc8724]

I want to go back please take me back to the old days I can barely remember. All I know is that they were good

[@Ryukontherun24]

Back when life was happy.

[@asian.nat11]

when i listen to this it feels like my soul is trying to fly up to the sky but my body is stopping my soul from leaving. :(

[@Ozzy-worsttaste]

okay.Your soul is mine

[@starrelax9641]

Time waits for no man, but sometimes I wish it could wait so that I can be in that moment forever