school rooftop intro but it's sadder (1 hour loop)

[@kitty-ty7ie]

anyone else just wanna be in the video, sit in the rain with wet clothes, think about life, watch the train, feel the wind gently going thru your body, and listen to this song in your headphones with your pet together?

[@scarecrow6581]

Yes nothing is better than this

[@eleitinopeters6042]

Honestly...yep, I would love to be in this screen rn. Nice comment tho!

[@moyvillagran6668]

Not wet clothes but like a raincoat yes

[@kariwheeler9706]

i feel like it would be a great place to just let everything out

[@aestheticallybunny7757]

You ok?

[@timmiespigeon6516]

I feel like I’m just sitting at the edge of a building watching people be happy while I sit alone looking at the city lights

[@Monotone_777]

You feel as your a cloud wishing to be everywhere you wont vanish you wont fear anything but youll still see the ones you love you know them but they dont know you they wonder why is the sky so blue and why are the clouds so beautiful? Its cause they see you:)

[@kokoboy3114]

I hate watching people seem so happy with there family, and friends, and stuff, while I sit alone with a unfunctional family, Im not happy, but I'm not depressed, I just feel empty and bored of life, I just hope that someday, someone will make me feel happy ;(

[@camilo_fb668]

@@kokoboy3114 Do you have friends?

[@kokoboy3114]

@@camilo_fb668 no :(

[@Swerve187]

$WERVE - CITY LIGHT$ reference?????

[@nostalgicmusic]

school rooftop is the song that started my passion for lofi. i luv escapism :)

[@jackb2503]

it's what made me start producing man.

[@Warrking28]

It reminds me about the dark but also brightens it...

[@Venti-o7e]

Yay your famous I'll bring you back here to bring back memories

[@AnakinMan9]

"The worst part about nostalgia is knowing you're never going back."

[@Naito_yoru]

Your right man. It hits diffentent

[@SamuelBlack84]

I can never go back home 😢

[@Ur_Crying_bish]

All my childhood. All of it..

[@keylaricardo4739]

fr. i was just watching some old videos from 2004-2014 of me as a kid that my mom used to post on youtube im so sad its never going to be like that.

[@MilestheDirtyMindedGoblin2099]

Fr, the sense of longing sucks

[@annadgs]

Scrolling through the comments and most of them are just people venting or commenting their problems or straight up emotions, even if no one sees it, it just feels good to know that u wrote it somewhere in the world and let everything out.

[@SnAKenon]

Honestly

[@WYATTWHATWHY]

i suppose so. stay safe stranger

[@finn162]

It's just a comment among millions, cast out with desperation to a dying world.

[@chosenone9434]

What I broke can never b replaced :/ :(

[@elohel1065]

yeah :(

[@evasherman8721]

This song makes me want to sit in a quiet room and wish I was a kid again. Life was so simple back then.

[@Srt_suave]

Yea bro I feel u

[@gifflebunk]

The sun shone brighter back then, didn't it? The world seemed more colourful back then, didn't it? Our eyes used to glisten with hope, with awe, with magic. Now all they glisten with is tears, sobbing silently in a darkened bedroom over where the years have gone. Over a time where the sun shone brighter. Over a time where the world was more colourful. Over a time that we can never get back.

[@abfs7]

@@gifflebunk I wish we could go back

[@comakiller2264]

You can. But in a different way. Have fun, hang out with you friends. Go swimming at the beach and make sand castles. Explore the world.

[@evasherman8721]

@@comakiller2264 I can't, im always pilled with school homework or just crowded with work. I never ever have time to go out, even if it's family.

[@a_lazy_cat8379]

Laying in bed , thinking of what I should've done, why I didn't , what to do now, and why these memories and thoughts keep me up at night.

[@samuelgallegos5107]

Bro I get it, but you can’t keep doing this to yourself. You have to move on. The past is In the past and you can’t change it and you can’t worry about the future because it hasn’t happened. You have to live in the present and do what you do best and just maybe just maybe you’ll get something you want but sadly life isn’t about what you want. And somethings things aren’t gonna play out like you want them to. So if you life life without a plan you can never fail. But remember things happen for a reason you may not know now but sum day you will understand why. I don’t even know what things happened how they happened for me but I know one day I’ll look back in a way better position and be thankful it didn’t happen like that. But yes I know the feeling of just laying in bed in the middle of the night thinking about what you’ve should’ve done and the little fantasy that play in your head. I personally believe that I am my own worst enemy and I hurt myself the most. But anyways have a good one stay blessed.

[@Lemon-kw8iu]

@@samuelgallegos5107 true… if you remain plagued with the thought of the past, what you could have done different, how will you ever think of your future? Ask yourself not what you could have done, but what you can do.

[@Lemon-kw8iu]

@@samuelgallegos5107 if you could not fail, how high would you jump

[@lilvenshy]

@@samuelgallegos5107 ty for this

[@j.pastrovic]

Same

[@___Denis___]

so empty I can’t even cry.

[@OfTheDoubt]

Like sitting in an empty room, watching everything else happen through a window.

[@declanfleming7400]

You wanna talk about it?

[@LiaStarr]

I couldn't have described it better myself, and I've been here for a while...

[@Oliver_here]

Missing all the Old Moments of the Life Were i was so happy about 10 subs…😢

[@nono-vx1rl]

Yuhh man..

[@kovu8186]

didn’t think it was possible to make this song sadder

[@ChrisEthan09]

Could never agree more...

[@epicgmaer26]

The change in tone suggests that the original song is meant to represent a façade, and this is their true personality- sad, lonely, miserable

[@Ixe2077]

@Erin Kormany It isn't just the rain it's the warped sound. Like a song from your saddest dreams.

[@krisjenner0000]

I never quite saw as this song as something sad. It was always more of just a being in the moment and having a liveliness to it and its so calm it’s kind of just like that neutral feeling you feel when you feel nothing but everything at the same time So no I don’t think it’s sad at all. if I could put this song into an action it would be a comforting but cold hug.

[@-jimbo-2717]

Yup I agree

[@dandidthat3487]

"hey man wanna play some games?" "Sorry man my mom is calling me to eat" "Ok see you later." Last online 8 years ago

[@marleeseviltwin]

:(

[@kil7696]

My homie on Xbox360 bubbleraps 🙂 hopefully he doing good

[@markmardashov4922]

:/

[@nope5994]

out of all the comments here this was the only one to give me shivers

[@greenansel1446]

dam

[@the_random_fandom1933]

This song plays in my mind in the middle of the night, staring at the ceiling, putting up my fake personality, and cry.

[@Hawkard]

This also plays in my mind buddy, I stare at the ceiling rethinking all my life choices and thinking about people. Do you ever think about that one girl or boy that you did never have any good interactions with or didn't get to know really well, do you think about they thinking abou you on this right moment? I get some... unexplainable vibes from this, it's like falling into a gray desert in the night and walking towards the moon

[@caimantoney1425]

One of the sounds in this song makes people depressed. I'm one of the people who has had a sad life for a while, and I was no where near depressed but this song ruined my life, and my childhood. so this song just creates depression and I don't know how but if you have ever saw or thought of anything sad while or after listening to this song your life already feels dry but after a few weeks you will realize that you will never be remembered. Only for a few years then your just nothing,nothing to anybody and I really wish more people would realize this but there's one phrase that doesn't make sense until after listening to this song"Whatever happens, happens

[@cuh7573]

@@Hawkard how u can exactly describe my feelings bro i’m serious how

[@Hawkard]

@@cuh7573 haha, quite surprised to see someone who felt the same, I can't really tap into how I would explain more about it, but I just feel disconnected from the world and I join my own, thinking about things that could happen, or just thinking about people I like to wonder about the thought of someone thinking about me, or missing me, so I gather all these thoughts around and just float in my mind, somewhat lonely but not quite, I would rather say solitary, I am alone but accompanied by myself, it is like a dose of good melancholy All while wandering that desert towards the moon, it kinda feels good actually lol, it is very relaxing

[@cuh7573]

@@Hawkard yeah i can relate, like now it’s 5 am and i got lesson in 3 hour but thinking about any stupid things, also little things or decision that i made in my life keeps me awake, every night. Anyway i got a nice and friendly family and a lot of friends and all material shit but you know i just feel empty...and the worst thing its that i can’t run through again those years i’ve wasted. I hope i make it understandable cuz my english is not perfect

[@thatonesalad8212]

Man, just reading a lot of these comments, i know deep down all of you are wonderful people and only deserve the best. I'm listening to this and want to burst into tears, but deep down, i know life goes on without or without that special someone. Stay strong, guys, and continue pushing through it even if it feels like it's not worth it anymore. I know one day we are all going delevop that state of mind that envokes happiness for all of us.

[@SamuelBlack84]

I just wish I had purpose in life that truly makes me happy Not just existing to work a tedious job to pay bills, eat and sleep Also, I want answers to the greatest mysteries of life and death I want to know why the universe exists and what is beyond it

[@Aidermanvr1]

Thanks man, I was having a bad day.

[@hellofolks2039]

@@SamuelBlack84Islam has answers to your questions. It answered mine

[@SamuelBlack84]

@@hellofolks2039 I don't want your make-believe crap

[@lonely...9754]

Have you ever felt so alone to the point it feels like reality isn’t really reality at all? Like you are almost trapped in a glass box, spectating everything that goes on in life. That’s how I feel.

[@llMcFlurry]

bro same…. :(

[@bossd6144]

BRO BRO, THATS ME WTF.... Moments then i think my life isn't real, someone is controling, idk... :(

[@larissalittzi5813]

me too. i’m not real, my friends and family aren’t real, and to me, i feel like you probably aren’t real either. but hey, i can’t say it will get better, bc it hasn’t for me, but all i can say is i’m going through the same thing everyday and even though i don’t know you, i’m here

[@bossd6144]

@@larissalittzi5813 Posible u aren't real.... But it's ok...

[@PenleyIsLost]

Same

[@lucie2754]

I just want to be a kid again. I didn’t have a care in the world, it was so peaceful to have to worry about anything… if only it lasted longer.

[@lyrics_m_sic]

You could fantasise about everything, even the worst situations were a breeze to deal with. Now, whenever I think about the future, not even my future bit the future of humanity, I only see darkness... I wish I could go back, but instead of reliving my past I would love to have a different childhood. One in which my parents loved me unconditionally. One in which I wasn't bullied.

[@rarebear76]

It’s sad, knowing that I’m turning into a teenager in about 2 months. Everything before covid was amazing and I just wish I was able to enjoy the last moments of Yr6 without the virus ruining my memories. Secondary school is very stressful, I’ve got anxiety now and everyone in the school hates me. I just wish I was able to go back a few years and just enjoy my childhood a bit more. 💔

[@daddylonglegs772]

@@rarebear76 secondary school isn’t that bad I’m yr9 and it’s ok yiu can do it

[@Duhman2]

Same

[@rarebear76]

@@daddylonglegs772 Thank you 💞 It’s not secondary school itself that I don’t like, it’s the people who think they’re grownups and try to act like they’re the boss of the school.

[@doge4435]

This isn’t a song it’s a feeling.

[@wavyyszn9683]

Yeah man......

[@FluffysGrim]

that feeling: laying in bed at 3 am as a gentle fan blows on you and you only stare at the ceiling, feeling disconnected from the world.

[@doge4435]

@1354 I would love to see it!

[@whovianmaverick6348]

The Best kind of Music are the ones that make you feel something

[@doge4435]

@@whovianmaverick6348 damn you said it better than I did

[@feather._.]

"i love you, im going to bed" "okay, i love you too" *wakes up to find ive been blocked*

[@Naito_yoru]

Im sorry to hear that. Stay strong ❤

[@henrycool777]

Sorry but can we get a bit more context also has the person unblocked you?

[@thebetteravery]

i hate when that happens. especially when i get attached.

[@samuraidog5022]

"You were having fun, but didn't realize you were having memories."

[@theorangeheadedfella]

cool m8

[@rinx.l19]

And how bad I wish to go back.

[@I_C-y]

That’s the beauty of it

[@lynndaiana8702]

Yep I feel like I'm lonely like no want like to friends with me

[@unknownsound9204]

@@lynndaiana8702 lets be friend

[@oliverrobinson4265]

“People cry, not because they are weak, It’s because they have been strong for to long “

[@Lozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz]

Sorry for the off topic but ur pfp looks like my cat

[@oliverrobinson4265]

@@Lozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I like your high rise invasion pfp also what’s your cats name

[@Lozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz]

@@oliverrobinson4265 cat

[@cely1442]

@@Lozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz cat is a good name ngl

[@brandondwarka4091]

@@cely1442 like fr tho

[@freddieboiii4281]

I feel like every single person that comes to these kinda safe spaces on the internet, either vents, shares positive affirmations, or just sits and listens for the vibe. Sometimes I imagine all of us ending up in the same room and just sharing each others company. I'm getting too exhausted and drained from being alone. Edit: I made this comment in 2021 which would've been one year out of high-school. I was depressed, alone, used and forgotten. I didnt want to live anymore and i literally could not feel. I dreaded waking up and constantly pretending to be okay in front of my family. 2021 really was a make or break year for me. I was working two jobs, a lonley night shift job and a chaotic morning shift job. I was still poor, trying to help my family out of poverty and be the man they needed. At the same time defiling and embarrassing myself with cunning and heartless flings. With every person who managed to get near me only got to steal more of my soul. And I loved every second of it. I wanted to die. Now It's 2024 and looking back, I can hardly recognize myself. I have a whole gf who I've been with for 2 years now. I work for TSA in New Zealand (I get why TSA in America is always angry and yelling now lol). So much has happened in my life since I made this comment. But I hope that everyone who came across it has been okay. The world seems so fragile and violent. Never let them frighten or force you into hating yourself. You are not alone. :) I really did find God through trial and tribulation. I know most of yall don't believe in him. But I hope the lord Jesus Christ encompasses you and purifys you in the power of the holy spirit. May you be forgiven of your sins as you were forgiven eternally on that cross all those days of old ago, as you turn away from them and repent. May the lord bless you all in the name of The Father, and of The Son, and of The Holy Spirit. Amen❤

[@aheywood]

That would be nice

[@ericowijaya9083]

Ssme

[@civvy3681]

That would be very nice. And I feel you about being alone and numb. I hope you are alright.

[@joemoyeda6347]

that will be the best.

[@g3m1n1xd2]

I wish

[@just4gaming0855]

“this year i will make myself great!” *repeats that to myself every year with no change*

[@U-should-big-country-yourself]

It never does work out as planned, just like life, never really works out

[@SxOurYtT]

I believe in you

[@windrider777]

Do not give up

[@leonderprofie123]

I feel like I‘m standing on the edge of the depression pool, which is probably why I came here. Hope I won‘t fall in again..

[@justtheed]

Bruder alles wird gut 😞

[@jaybrielrosales9191]

Stay strong, friend.

[@dreamcoreI]

bro du hast uns allen eine gute Kindheit beschert, bleib stark

[@justtheed]

@@dreamcoreI 🤝👑

[@Menxo]

Einfach Galileel der echte

[@question.everything03]

I really like the community here, all the comments, everyone here seems to relate to one another; if only we could all gather together and talk, a lot of us are suffering in silence and nobody realizes it.

[@oliverzthekid15]

really

[@qorwyn6616]

I wish we could. At least i would feel like i'm not alone, but the thing i wish the most is to be loved, to be needed the way i need the others.

[@sybagsaira8783]

We could make a discord server and be able to join in call to be able to express what we feel

[@marco-em4il]

i just wanna make my momma proud man but i cant even do that right:(

[@qorwyn6616]

@@marco-em4il i'm sorry for you, i'm sure you are a beautiful person, you should be proud of you before making the others proud. I'm not really good for advices since i don't even do what i say '^^ but i'm proud of you :)

[@gauravkataria7780]

the most painful thing in life is to see people moving forward while u are still stuck at past with memories all alone

[@rl_eastt]

Fr

[@TPRIDEY]

No point in looking back. No one is there. So make new memories even if it’s painful. It will be euphoric.

[@Ervixius_]

Never lose yourself because everybody was born without purpose but with that they built their lives from ground up, the greeks though they were a weak country they built the most beautiful, Remember that you are alive, life is meaningless but with your experiences you make meaning, your friends are happy, you shouldn’t be jealous, find a hobby that makes you somewhat happy, its okay that you don’t have a partner but you can walk a path alone, its not a need to do basis that you need children, children is just another thing that makes you happy and to make you work hard, “you should be happy in the darkest times, because that is what gives us importance”

[@cadenzadascha4157]

Hey, I understand. But you know what ? Just move.

[@Ervixius_]

@@NyctusD LOW TIER GOD

[@NicolasCermak]

My two grandparents and my uncle passed 3-2 years ago... My uncle died from an overdose, i remember being on the balcony of his apartment, the way the breeze smelt was insane.. My grandma started drinking alot due to my uncles death, and my grandpa's machine that helped his kidneys keep moving failed and the last thing i remember of him was him acting drunk and the paramedics helping him on the stretcher, he died like a day after. My grandma drank heavily and we had to cancel our christmas gathering due to it. She later died of a heart attack and my mom found her, she was cold at that point. she's been dead for hours, i miss my grandpa. he made the best pancakes and waffles.

[@ybussey]

So sorry for your loss… ❤. As hard as it may be, just trust that things get better with time. Everything will be alright. Keep faith! Have a good night❤.

[@yoraki568]

May they rest in peace brother ❤️‍🩹 🙏🏻

[@SpilledNoodle]

I’m so sorry for you. I’m currently going through something similar. Both my grandmas are dying, one has stage 4 cancer and the other pneumonia. My grandpa has been dead for almost a decade now, he also died of cancer. My parents are in a really rough spot due to all the death. My dad having cancer makes this so much worse. I know my family members will die one day, but I don’t think I’ll ever be ready

[@marekzych30]

I'm sorry for that, I hope you will find the path of joy and hope ❤

[@animeminians7451]

I'm so sorry for your loss friend. I'm glad you were able to have at least some memories with your loved ones. I personally never even had the change to meet either of my grandmothers nor my maternal grandfather. I'm just stuck with a bad grandfather. Anyway cherish the memories that you do have with them, both good and bad and be glad that you were able to meet them, see them, hear their voice and see them alive. God bless you friend🙏❤️

[@curlyfries3767]

"The shatter of a heart is the loudest silence to be ever made"

[@kaiiimee]

this is true. it goes through the whole body, followed by your whole heart, mind and eyes. even from a distance it sure be hearable...

[@Coopdog0108]

Damn.

[@Thepilot0511]

I wish someone would check up on me But no one cares because I'm a guy

[@cocopuffcloud]

​@@Thepilot0511you okay bro? I care, vent if you need to, this is a safe space

[@Void-Gamer852]

@@Thepilot0511this comment just proves how horrible humanity is. Hope your ok

[@idk-ls8zw]

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."-Norman Cousins

[@varenzer_h8jk425]

Wow...but I'd rather die to end with this pain inside me

[@shadesofgrey7522]

@@varenzer_h8jk425 The pain doesnt stop. it gives it to someone else.

[@shadesofgrey7522]

@@varenzer_h8jk425 I took the pain of 7+ people, im still a child.

[@varenzer_h8jk425]

@@shadesofgrey7522 After you die, it doesn't matter if someone else is gonna suffer. What you say is true, but doesn't help at all

[@shadesofgrey7522]

@@varenzer_h8jk425 i know. im just saying. if you commit suicide. you'll give more pain to your love ones.

[@VortexGameplayGaming]

"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams, The GOAT

[@exu118]

Thats why he is the goat!

[@12jittiponsongtrai]

😢

[@kannibalband]

Yeah and listening to this 440hz shit all day is gonna do that (now imagine the whole wold doing this exact thing what do you think)

[@hunterquast1317]

Dude, I have a whole bunch of pain that I want to release, but no, but at school, I was the happiest kid, the funny one, but on the inside, I am sad and mad and play games to get out of reality Edit, that is what a boy feels like women have such a hard but men do you can't cry you get called names and when women cry everyone is there that Is why the happiest people is that saddest

[@chrisgwaizdon9513]

@hunterquast1317 Sadly your so true man

[@DarkPoet13]

I've never felt so comfortable, and safe as when I listen to this song, it brings be peace in a way I can't explain. It brings back bad memories, but it also brings back good memories. Life feels so much more real when listening to this. To who ever read this, I wish you only happiness and good in your future, take care dear stranger.

[@zarekkuberski2440]

The song encourages acceptance for me. Accepting that you can't fix or control every problem, but also appreciating the problems you can make an impact on. The feeling of knowing you've done the most in your own power, no matter the situation of what you're going through, has been a special one for me. I hope you're doing well, my friend.

[@adelaide.2008]

this doesn’t get me sad or anything, it just reminds me of an empty space, like i’m nothing and i don’t even exist. it’s scary but a comforting feeling.

[@adelaide.2008]

but yeah this makes me feel like i’m not at all real and i’m just something in the middle of nowhere in space

[@jdcs._]

OMORI. That's all I'm going to say. (try looking it up :))

[@isk-x5l]

exactly

[@jdcs._]

@@unclebenzo Please, avoid any and all OMORI media online. I already got spoiled. 😭😭 (and BTW I'm glad you're enjoying it!)

[@malichi3119]

I find it comforting, that’s what I believe lays in death. I feel like it’s the ultimate freedom, you aren’t bound to anything anymore not even your own flesh or ability to make decisions you have no choice other then to be calm and that’s freeing

[@isuck4388]

I'm trying my best. But "my best" will never be enough. Why couldn't I have been smarter? update: ive gotten better, my self esteem has gotten better and im getting healthier. i have new friends that genuinely appreciate me. i have a long way to go but knowing what im worth is something that motivates me. i just want to tell you all it does get better, it just takes time :)

[@kathycat8952]

Is okay sweet heart

[@jnd845]

dont worry, thats not the reason why u are here

[@Beesbumble346]

I feel your pain

[@stankgertrude9951]

being smart is really just someone else's definition of smart

[@eleven8261]

You are incredibly smart

[@ProdByRjayy]

I’m still young. I’m only 13, I don’t want to grow up everyday it feels like I’m loosing grip and one day I’m going to let go and keep falling until I reach the end. And nobody knows what happens at the end so it’s like life is just aimlessly falling. Until, you don’t :(

[@Blue-xt4tp]

Choose to be happy in some point of life,life is short you are draining the times that you're happy;)

[@somefneark5976]

I guess its true, But lets just say some advice, Since your young you can still have fun, Common saying that still have it while it lasts, Spend more time with your family, even if it seems impossible, Try start some routines like fitness and stuff, Next. Focus on your relationships, Your a little to young to have a boyfriend which is okay, try not to let people bully you okay? Try be the nicest you can. Focus on your work last, care for your mental state, try not to think to deep, Trust me, you won't know what happiness is then. Always listen to your parents.

[@ProdByRjayy]

@@somefneark5976 Lol imma boy btw 💀. Anyway yeah I’ll try I know I still have a lot ahead of me but everytime adulthood comes up it has something to do with misery, no enthusiasm and just plain old repetitive days and I don’t wanna sit here and just wait here knowing there’s nothing I can do about it and that I’m just inching closer to that miserable repititive lifestyle and there’s nothing I can do

[@ProdByRjayy]

@@Blue-xt4tp choosing to be happy is a lot easier said than done. When things get tough you can’t just simply “choose” to be happy when your surrounded by unhappy things.

[@aislinnsidloski4336]

You’re right, nobody knows what happens at the end so all you can do is live while you live and make the most of it. The bad times are just as much a part of life as the good times, it’s how you take them that makes the difference. Fear for instance is something you can learn from and sadness is something you can gain empathy from. The bad times allow you to truly appreciate the good times for without bad there can be no good and vice versa. It might be bad right now but just know that things will get better, because you will work with those you care for to make them better. If you don’t believe me then reflect on human nature and ask yourself, do humans adapt to their environment or do they force the environment to adapt to them? I think humans adapt the environment to fit themselves, so if you aren’t happy then change what’s around you so you can be happy

[@teakasha]

I have been listening to this specific video for almost three years, thanks to this video I was able to concentrate more during my university entrance exam and now I am in my third year of college. I usually listen to it when I get so overwhelmed by the rest of the songs that I usually use to study. It brings back good memories for me. Thank you 🌌

[@mrhotsauce8742]

Man tell me why I’m crying reading all these comments dude not even embarrassed to say it. Hearing everyone’s pain and relating to so much of it make me think how much shit we go through in our lifetime wow man just 😕

[@thevillageidiot6969]

fr,I resognate with them alot

[@bittenpaws]

honestly.

[@blake3176]

It makes me feel like a horrible person for thinking nobody understands😕

[@blake3176]

But yeah, I can relate

[@zakevuswells5128]

Agreed

[@kitkat-bk8wl]

this song makes me feel like i need to make up for all the years i lost. sneaking out, doing things i want, being impulsive, not caring, going out at night. just feeling free. the feeling that everyone longs for.

[@yumyum6450]

i can totally relate, i’ve wasted so much time doing nothing because i didn’t think i was capable. it’s so unfortunate but i can still make it happen. hope you can too :)

[@kitkat-bk8wl]

@@yumyum6450 thank you so much.

[@ayoyounastyasf4836]

Yes

[@gabrielavasquez7395]

Yup

[@henrycool777]

Hru now

[@Nikki-tm2ck]

“A soldier fights not because he hates what’s in front of him, he fights because he loves what’s behind him”

[@Utnsu9000]

True facts my guy

[@kaiiimee]

And a [hurt] person isn't trying to survive because they love what's infront of them, but because they hate what's behind them and just hope for the better.

[@elf6170]

ur pfp

[@lefter1nho]

Guys, I'm here to say that i finally found her. She is so beautiful and kind, I'm very happy with her. I genuinely hope we will last for so long. Keep your heads up kings, things will become better for sure!

[@just4gaming0855]

i wish i were you i just have a couple questions if your okay with that. how did you fall in love with her and how did you express yourself get together

[@ItsRage210]

@@just4gaming0855just go for it man

[@eroma3]

lucky dude man lucky dude

[@lefter1nho]

​@@just4gaming0855 We met at a random party where i shouldn't have been but a friend told me last second to attend with him. I fell in love with her because i understood that after some time i spent with her i knew that i will always want her to be happy, that's what love means. You can't stop loving someone. When i told her what i was feeling with her, she told me that she never felt something like this with anyone before. All things are going the right way and im just enjoying it because you never know for how long it will last.

[@SamuelBlack84]

I've been told that exact same thing for decades, and all that changes is that my luck gets worse and worse

[@looloo0]

I wish i was free. no school. no family. no friends. just free in the world doing whatever i want.

[@samuelnedzbala1969]

me too :(

[@smalltownchristiangirl]

me too i hate my life :/

[@yumeko6560]

:((( I want to live in japan alone without my family or anyone

[@shae4197]

same

[@bubbles5664]

Everyone here in this comments reply’s... let’s run away and start our own space. Completely secluded and away. All of us together but alone, truly free. Not that USA bullshit freedom. Real true freedom... peace, rest, and contentment...

[@conqueeruu]

If you have LED lights I reccomend making the color purple or blue when listening to this.( Not saying you need to do this but Wear something loose, or comfortable. It just fits the vibe better. Cold rooms are also a good way to fall asleep) This is my recommendation to people with messed up sleep schedules, coming from a person with a bad sleep schedule.

[@bananabro1010]

Thanks bro :)

[@conqueeruu]

@@bananabro1010 No problem:)

[@bananabro1010]

@@conqueeruu know that there is people out there who will miss you when your gone. _Not_ insinuating anything, just making sure you remember that.

[@conqueeruu]

@@bananabro1010 Not many though, only my fake friends who pretended to know my and my mom

[@jacobbreiner3373]

This is sad cuz I mean many ppl are helped by you you probably helped someone but you sadly won't take ur own advice

[@seanfuct]

"People's lives don't end when they die. It ends when they lose faith." -Itachi Uchiha

[@hiraeth4179]

itachi is daddy

[@OnePassingMoon]

naruto be teaching us life lessons

[@TotalGoatHead]

Ah yes, a person of culture I see. Thank you for this

[@eleitinopeters6042]

People's lives do not end ofc, but they reincarnate...It's when you have faith or courage in God, not god, but God...see the difference? god is a made up god, but God is our true heavenly father up above us. He will decide if you have a chance of becoming a human or animal again...(I rlly hope if I reincarnate I turn into a boy lol, just wanna experience) But....Nice comment tho

[@photosynthesis9179]

i am more dead than ghosts themselves lol

[@constantsans]

i think to myself "wouldnt everyones life be better without me?" because ive never actually felt like ive done anything for this world that impacted someone in a good way

[@star_and_owl]

Even if you are not good to others, you should be good to yourself, you should be happy because we were born once, please don't be bad to yourself.

[@password_denied]

This feels like drowning. Not the underwater bit, or that first breath after you finally break the surface. It feels like the exhale, when all the tension seems to just... dissipate. It's nice, being able to breathe again.

[@Comealongwithkay]

Yeaaaa

[@jeremiahdouglas1908]

I don’t wanna go to a heaven or hell. I just wanna float through space, reliving my memories. Listening to my favorite music.. Now, that’s what I call my heaven and hell..

[@josephparkin3486]

I dont want anything, i just want an end, were i dont exist anymore

[@erikasmain]

Same

[@vaskl8]

I just wanna live in a happy dream forever

[@mayhjuga2332]

@@josephparkin3486 same thoguh. I don't want to die, but I really don't want to exist either. If everyone just forgot that I existed that would be perfect. I don't want to meet people. I just want to quietly observe from far away. If I could have a super power, it would be Invisable or being a ghost.

[@ashpile985]

when i die i wanna see past memories and dreams and live in the world that i want :(

[@hah6360]

I watch people's stories and they tag their besties and share pictures, and im like damn and get on with life because i dont have a bestie that i talk to everyday.

[@yukika1452]

me too I wish I had a friend to talk to instead of being alone all the time

[@mirabell.]

me too. it’s been over 3 years since i’ve made a new friend. and you know who always manages to make friends? my brother. and you know what else? they like the same stuff that he does. my childhood “friend” only hangs out with me when her mom forces her to come, and she spends the entire time talking about bts, her boyfriend, and how fun school is. she knows that my parents are over-protective of covid and that i haven’t gone to in person school in almost 3 years. i hate it. i want my own friends who are my age and who like what i like. i’m tired of being alone.

[@freedom0_0_0_0]

I'm with you bro

[@hannahsincler2852]

It’s a simulator honestly in my life

[@H3lvetian]

@@mirabell. exactly what im going through

[@Handleishere1]

Lying in bed thinking about what you could have but you don’t. Hits different.

[@ladyofthedarkmoonlotus]

it has been 2 months and 24 days since i lost her. i will never forget her. i feel her presence with me all the time. it's comforting, but it's also the biggest burden i carry among all the other stress and suffering i've experienced thus far. no one should ever lose their girlfriend to suicide, more so being 17.

[@bxby.dollface5804]

Im really sorry

[@raystingray3415]

im so sorry

[@mariakemmler6585]

I lost my best friend to suicide on February 18th and i didn't even say goodbye before she was just gone and she was only 11

[@bxby.dollface5804]

@@mariakemmler6585 im really sorry to hear that

[@raystingray3415]

@@mariakemmler6585 Im so sorry, that is so sad! Im about 12, and I can't imagine a world with my friends gone

[@blurz9374]

I miss my family I miss my friends I miss my old self I miss all the good times I miss the *happiness*

[@VendettaBassist]

I like how the happiness stands out its like its calling you know

[@pixelcat4593]

I miss the feeling of not having a single care in this world not being judged by anyone and living freedom as a child

[@dzsoszi1827]

Same

[@boot2root317]

Miss my old myself

[@gabs5458]

i know it won't help but i love you things will be good again. they may be different but they will be good. better than you could ever imagine

[@NANggg23]

This song is horrifyingly beautiful, addictive, calming. It gives me a sense of nostalgia of places and people I’ve never been to or met. It’s unnerving just how this song makes me feel and yet, I cannot stop listening.

[@shades6331]

Described perfectly I have feelings for people I’ve never met, and memories of moments I’ve never experienced

[@Enderboy172]

Gosh, when I listen to this song at 1AM it hits different. All of a sudden it’s not just sad notes, or a depressing melody… it’s the story of my life. All of my mistakes come back to me and everything I did wrong comes back to haunt me. I think about my life and how I could have changed in so many ways and how I affect the people around me. I hope whoever reads this has a great day and if you’re ever depressed, just remember that you matter, and I believe in you. Don’t just take it from me, I’m just a stranger on the internet, but look inside of yourself and think to yourself that you matter, and remember that you have people who care about you. Never give up

[@isokedavies1967]

yeah it becomes a charming melody after lisning for it for a while but at 12oclock it turns sinister

[@myxa3842]

thinking about how the past is never coming back. I just got my license, and it hit me. wow, not even 2 years ago I was wondering how it would feel to drive. now i’m here. sad and melancholic about wanting to go back to simpler times.

[@ΜΕΑΤΥ]

Make the most of it man, your gonna keep getting older and older and your gonna keep wishing you would have stoped thinking about the past and moved on to the present. You can’t go tho the past so make the future bright!

[@phantomquinn315]

This exact feeling is the reason I havent retaken my test yet ( i failed it already and it sent me into a depressive spiral so i dont want to try anymore). Im 2 weeks away from 16 and I dont have my learners permit, in a state where everyone is driving alone by 16. My mom keeps nagging on me about "well dont you want to feel mature and like an adult? Dont you want to go out with your friends whenever you want?" When am i gonna have to tell her ive been mature for all my life, because i was scared. when will she finally realise i only have 2 friends and they hang out with eachother more than me? I dont want to grow up, and i dont think i ever will.

[@eleitinopeters6042]

The past is very memorable, you do wish it can come back, but it doesn't. It wants you to focus on your future, make it better than your past. Be happy, and thankful for what your pat hast done for you. Now see what you can do for your past life as a kid...(Nice comment tho!)

[@usedtissue6871]

Its been 2 years since

[@U-should-big-country-yourself]

Been 3years since

[@cripplexfilms2429]

"most of those who start with you will not always finish with you." that rlly hit me hard. . .

[@ernuha1080]

Just the felling that they don’t care anymore

[@saturn9740]

Damn.. that hits hard bro..

[@aestheticg0]

and they don’t sucks having to learn it the hard way

[@Thepilot0511]

Mom: I want you to meet the boy next door! Me: Okay! I think we'll be good friends this was the conversation when I made my best friend! I just lost him last week to suicide.

[@rosepierce9382]

yeah, my bf refused to finish with me 😔

[@marylisbon44]

i used to constantly listen to this in 2021, feeling hopeless and suicidal. But now, almost 2 years later i’m doing so much better and i came here to tell you all that it gets better. What you’re feeling now you won’t feel forever. You’re gonna be okay

[@cutesyfr0gzz]

I’m so so proud of you! :]

[@lemxnn0]

that's hard to believe when ive been going through this shit for years and its only gotten worse

[@trurune-tech]

@@lemxnn0 I'm praying that things get better for you, stay strong.

[@lemxnn0]

@@trurune-tech thanks, I hope so

[@christialboo2551]

I just don’t believe that

[@lunareclipse75]

it's come to a point I trust strangers of the internet more then my actual parents and friends

[@ggameart]

I feel the same, my friends that I made online just for some reason don’t comfort me in a way, it’s weird. Even though I’ve known my friends and family for years.

[@securoserv6490]

The five words I wish I didn't say "I wish I was grown". Man the things I would do to go back, and actually be happy.

[@farizsuwandi657]

same bro ..

[@swaggysimp1847]

just the only thing i don't really like being a kid is that sometime people just don't belive you becase you are a kid and they will just say ''is only your imaganation''

[@wes7437]

Things you wish you didn’t say in the past were things you said about the future. Yesterday is gone, so love Today as He is, and Tomorrow will great you ready

[@larissalittzi5813]

too loud.

[@oni5909]

i remember i said this to my godfather and he said “no you don’t when you grow up you’ll regret it”

[@Lyusny]

here i am, 4 am, i have school tomorrow, and unfortunately it’s not online, i’ll have to see real people lol, i can’t sleep, my mind won’t shut up, my hand is all red because i keep punching the walls, i honestly don’t know what to do anymore

[@loukalanglois3811]

Same men

[@nourelxhouda101]

please hold on Im struggling too but I always try to be the best of me, seek the happiness in every small detail... Don't fall just yet ... don't you want to be the star of your life? hold on...

[@loukalanglois3811]

@@nourelxhouda101 damn l’an you just made me overthink about this for Like an hour

[@sadmellomon]

I hope you get better soon💔

[@jesusisking2854]

it’s okay we all go through hard times, time were we feel tired not only physically but mentally.. I’ve been dealing with it myself but I’m here to tell you it’s gets better, just know that God loves you and cares for you... and He can take away all that burden and unease feeling.. if you just let Him! God is there for you if you just let Him in! I hope the best for you ! :)

[@Stellyzfye]

"I don't wanna get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end." -Anonymous

[@bartplayzzz8824]

Wow that hit

[@russellnoe3054]

Yup. That Disney movie shit ain't real. 9/10 times they don't love you back. And your unrepricated emotions just eat away at you

[@Danny-v1s]

I had 2 friends and they were like a part of me, then we lost contact and I guess the ones we love most are the ones who betray and hurt us the most.

[@destroysoloist]

it’s not late

[@stickmanstudio6451]

Yeah me to

[@silly_moon]

If I’m nice to everyone why do they still hate me? I just want a shoulder to cry on and make that hug last forever. Or give me a room to sit and cry in reminiscing my life but only reminiscing the bad things, but I still put everyone before me. They deserve it more than I.

[@cocopuffcloud]

Same here, I don't get them. But it'll be okay. You know, I don't want to brag, and I don't mean to. It's just, after ages of such loneliness and horrible series of events happening, I feel so calm. So mentally stable and so free. So trust me love, better things are coming your way, sooner than you think. ❤

[@thatonebaldheadedclassd1074]

We all want a shoulder to cry on too bud, it hurts but I hope your feeling better now! (Also Nice Steven pfp!!)

[@gothic_dream9422]

POV: it’s the middle of the night, you lay on you’re bed, unable to sleep, when this song starts to play. Instead of just laying there you get up and mindlessly walk outside and sit on a chair outside. The moon gently illuminates the scenery around you, the sky adorned with millions of shining gems, the world around you slowly fades off and now it’s just you, you’re thoughts and the song, playing over and over, and just for a moment you feel a sense of calm, as if you’re finally home, just you, the music, and the stars...

[@eleitinopeters6042]

Indeed, it's like you just read my whole scenario tbh...Calmness, and relaxation does sound peaceful tho, to bad we don't have none of that here. I hope you have all of that tho. This song does have a connection with me and life I guess, it's like a memory card, and it can't get out. But Nice comment tho!

[@_donthave_aids_andproud5023]

Thank you

[@burusi610]

that was most beatiful thing iv ever readed in my whole entire life, it was so beatiful it maked me cry

[@cffeemug4862]

"A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried." -Unknown

[@marinblataric2768]

That hit too deep ://

[@SamuelBlack84]

All that is left is a void of despair that fills the emptiness that was once their presence

[@prettygirls_.arehottt1693]

It hurts...it truely hurts, I feel like no one cares about me...time is going to fast and I feel so lonely...and I can’t stop thinking about death, and it scared me...that one day I will be nothing...it keeps me up at night and then my mom gets mad at me for not going to bed on time... I feel dead on the inside,it’s either mad, sad or nothing...everyone says that it’s going to get “better” but I feel like they’re all ways lying because nothing is getting better...I went on a walk to day and even though there were a lot of people I gust feel so alone...my mom gust got mad at me for something that I had no clue about what was happening, btw I was balling my eyes out went I was writing this🙂.thanks for reading this

[@bankingwithcapitalone1792]

hey it’s going to be okay trust me. just trust me. you will see why.

[@thethicccat4718]

@@josephlopez9727 no

[@dollbiites]

im so proud of you for getting up each day even though it might be hard. im proud of you for eating something even if it’s not a lot. im proud of you for doing even one thing because trying your best is all that matters. im so proud of you.

[@thethicccat4718]

@@dollbiites im proud of you for being kind ❤❤❤

[@championnr.1693]

keep walking on in your life . if u live in hell right now, why would u stop walking ?

[@princelotor5248]

this song reminds me of ripples on the surface of water. extending outwards over and over. eventually it returns to the same state as before. feels like there's no way to move past this, to start anew. just keep going forward, knowing you're the same.

[@kryptiq2608]

This makes me remember my childhood. Everything much more simple and easy. The nights where its warmish but slightly chilly due to a small breeze, the yellowish orange tint of the square shaped lights around you. The days watching the outside rain which seemed endless as i watched the lightning and rain come from the sky. The recess days at the elementary school where i got to hang out with my friends drama - free. It's like a feint memory to me now

[@ayla-40]

It feels like a lifetime ago and I’d do anything to go back, even just for one day

[@Riftxy_]

Yea it feels like timelines are shifting back

[@A1Xrimson]

I swear trees and grass used to be a brighter as kids

[@epv888]

Oh yeah, 1 year ago feels like a lifetime.

[@lapsus904]

Glad I'm not the only one who recalls the particular yellowish orange streetlights. The window from my room, when I was a kid/teen, used to have a light post right in front of it, and this song reminds me, very nostalgically, how I used that light that came in through the window, that yellowish-orange tint light, to play my Gameboy Color or Advance with it...late at night while my parents slept. Reminds me of how serene those nights were, a time before instant messaging and social media. Soothing memories from calmer times.

[@XPalpatiine]

Most of us are here for similar things, mainly due to pain, depression or any other result of sadness. Just please, do not give up. If it’s about a girl, focus on yourself. If it’s a lost loved one, remember the good times and do them proud. If it’s a build up of anxiety and other depressive feelings, I urge you to find something that you enjoy or create a routine. This could be as simple as going for a walk once a day, because it is really good for clearing your mind. Please try it. Just know, it does get better as long as you don’t give up.

[@fedespotdestroyer999]

You made me cry😅

[@sharloteberthou1924]

It will never be better ,everyone who told me this is not with me anymore

[@monderzorgani8897]

@@sharloteberthou1924 u should know this long time ago you're the only one who cares about yourself

[@hah6360]

i dont have a best friend that i can talk to every day, no relationship, i ask my other friends if they are free to call but theyre always busy. i cant go out with anyone because i have hw and other responsibilities all the time. i thought some people were really close to me but i just happen to be the extra person in peoples lives. while i was listening to this i actually started tearing up and almost crying twice cuz i realised im more lonely than i think.

[@Mana7891-l7w]

Im not sad am not happy idk how I feel

[@Qveno]

Funny how strangers on the internet are more relatable than everyone around you..

[@kalebportes4541]

u tired of being here too?

[@MissRozyy]

Yeah that’s true and maybe, just maybe you become friends or best friends online or in real life but if your parents or anyone that says this to you “strangers, you can’t talk to them” if they are strangers then how the heck are we supposed to make friends or communicate, talk with someone or have relationships or be social to a person who is a stranger? Think about that.

[@andreibruck1947]

Its because its harder to express your feeling in real life. Your parents might be more relatable than people in the internet but you never really know cause its hard to express in real life than in the internet

[@grassly7997]

Cause we persue friends here in an attempt to find someone relatable, wich is much easier since i can mett someone like me on the other side of the world.

[@burntbingus]

Yeah

[@deVa_rmy_]

I've school today but i didn't go, because ik if i did I'ma be all alone there. Whenever i sit alone i look at others to find them talking to their friends, laughing. Even my bench mates talks about things idk. I've no chance to catch on to their convo. Even if i try making a convo with them they're like "are you finished?" "do you want to know everything" "stop talking" or just give me a weird look like I'm some alien when I'm clearly their bench mate. Like atleast include me in one convo, im here too... This makes me more insecure so i just sit there alone plus i feel speechless whenever someone scolds me and i start panicking. So i think it's better to just not talk. One day i got a friend she was nice at first and takes me with her wherever she goes now it turns out that she only needed someone to accompany her for her journey to the teachers office/ bathroom. And she sometimes lashes at me with her rude words whenever i try talking to her. She replies like "stop yapping im trying to concentrate" but the next moment she's laughing with her friend. It hurts, but I didn't care much cuz it's atleast better to have one friend than having none. She barely comes to school. So I'll be back to my normal lonely self. Sometimes it's humiliating and awkward having to sit there alone. Feels like all are staring daggers at me saying "look at her she's always alone lol" when i know they're minding their own business. Sometimes ppl even comes to me and asks "aw why are you alone do you need to come to our bench?" Idk what to do then. One day i was eating lunch with 2 of my bench mates they were facing eachother and i was just sitting a lil bit away from them and eating and this one girl from nowhere came in and said to my two bench mates "why are you two sitting face to face while she(me) is sitting there alone. Include her also. I feel very bad for her." Those two replied "she's fine on her own, aren't you sweetie" they looked at me like they're mocking me. They sometimes bully me and say things like "Take my bag and put it there" "move your ass that's my favourite place" when clearly i sat there first but her friends have her back also and they make me get up from there. Whenever im early to the class i see ppl talking with their friend, so i just sit there and act I'm doing work. When i was in my old school, i was like that one bubbly friend you all had. I had 2 besties i studied well and had full A+ the teachers loved me. But in my new school this school no one knows me. I've tried to make friends and they left me when their main friends(my bench mates) came. I've never felt this much worthless in my whole life. My mom scolds me for not going to school cuz I've very low attendence percentage. Idk why i should go anymore to a place that gives me trauma and loneliness.

[@empanadadegato]

It's heartbreaking that you have to go through this and I'll never understand why nobody cares about this type of bullying, you don't have to deal with loneliness just because the people in your school don't want to be friends with you. This is a serious matter not only because school is important for the future but because you might end up having depression, which is terrible, so you have to speak to your parents to try to change to a different school. I'm sure you are a beautiful person that should have good friends like everyone else, so please try to keep starting conversations and meeting new people because you might find someone that you can hang out and be friends with.

[@deVa_rmy_]

@empanadadegato thank you that means alot. I needed someone to talk this with. I feel a bit better now. I hope you have a beautiful day ❤️

[@empanadadegato]

​@@deVa_rmy_It's good to know it helped, I hope you have a beautiful day too!

[@Perseuslfou]

I can almost never cry. I can feel sad, but I have such a hard time crying. I usually have out of body experiences that feel kind of like this song's aesthetic. Repetitive, muffled, and chilling. But this is one of the first times I've cried in almost a year and a half. Thank you so much for making this.

[@calebmcg]

Same. Its the exact same for me. Haven’t cried in a long time until I heard this.

[@haydensinclair8115]

I haven’t really cried in a long while as well. People always say “man up” or whatever so for the longest time I tried avoiding crying but here I am wishing I could. I’ve become so numb I didn’t even cry when my grandpa died. I feel the sadness but I can’t cry and it’s all I want to do sometimes. My life really isn’t even that bad rn. I have a wonderful girlfriend and friends but I just have these waves of sadness for no reason. It feels like all that sadness and emotion I keep holed up comes back every once in a while and gets all clogged in my throat blocking the tears from coming. All I want right now is someone who understands to hold me while I cry into their shoulder…

[@ekdahlsigrid2478]

Same, I haven’t cried in 9 months and I wish I could. I just get really zoned out and it feels as if I’m inside my head looking out. Sometimes I’m zoned out for days and I think it would be easier to just be able to cry.

[@drm4tt]

Last time I cried was 6 years ago

[@Marcel-f3v]

+++ I can’t cry either I don’t know maybe this is some kind of disease, but I manage to do it with difficulty, with great difficulty I am torn by emotions, but I just cannot release them, show them, so I listen to e

[@harshmallowiee]

I wish I could just be in a small but comfortable bedroom with a window showing the outside world while raining with me all by myself thinking about my life.

[@zyrenium306]

That’s my room... it’s quite peaceful what’s out side my window... but what’s out my door... well I will just say I keep the door closed.🙃

[@shabbadab4613]

that is one thing on my bucket list 💓

[@luzerlaurio]

My room:'(♡

[@tobieisscared5814]

i get to go there tomorrow eeee (my room at my moms is like that and the forecast calls for rain:])

[@vex.tv1687]

Same here

[@Wolfsta]

Yes I made mistakes...plenty of them..Yes I didn't always make the right choice but hey - I made it all the way to where I am. I lived through all the troubles life threw at me. So no, I am not going to keep living in my sadness, because tomorrow belongs to me.

[@fernandovittorio552]

big fan bro

[@Snow-ri2bd]

Pog

[@PIKI5014]

Thank you... @wolfsta

[@simp4anything2d]

i love that phrase. tomorrow belongs to me

[@davionhelms]

W vid been listing to gts since 2020

[@legrandl5115]

The problem with hapyness, is we realize we got it only when we lost it. ~Kellog, Fallout 4

[@Emma_1-luvv]

Fr

[@skylarlee-qg2lw]

Lots of truth in that though.

[@kryptic1llusion]

Songs like this don’t make people seem sad, it makes them realize all the things around them aren’t really as they seem, and the tone brings the depressing feeling of being everything not being ok

[@antonioelmore13]

Best comment!!!

[@CrimsonSweetTea14]

​@@antonioelmore13 ikr 🥺

[@leahnutley4718]

I’m trying to be better but everyday I wake up and cry because I can’t stand being here. My procrastination won’t let me do school. My anxiety won’t let me tell my parents about all of this. My intrusive thoughts won’t let me have fun with friends. I’m dying inside and no one knows.

[@jesusisking2854]

I know that feeling in the morning you wake up feeling like you have no purpose feeling tired not physically but mentally... I know it hard but know you can do this you are loved and you have a purpose... I struggle with procrastinating and with anxiety I also overthink everything when I’m with my friends, but hey don’t let that get to you!! I know you are strong !! You can do this I hope the best for you and I hope you know that God loves you and He cares for you and He can give you rest, if you just let Him take away you burden! He loves you and I love you too ! Have a blessed day :)

[@bubbles5664]

The truth no one accepts is that we have no purpose. There’s no god nothing to work towards. We’re here to suffer in a world we created that way. We made a world that holds as slaves everyday of our lives and they tell us that’s normal. The truth is we can NEVER change that, it’ll always be that way till the day we go extinct. There’s no hope for contentment, there’s no way out. Only death and the pain and suffering of just... desperately wishing it’s a lie every second of your miserable existence. I’m so sorry.. but it’s the Truth.

[@kalebportes4541]

we the same bro.

[@draibat]

you just perfectly explained me. lets all get through this together, okay?

[@ds1arr]

i lowkey miss my childhood man.. i really took that for granted because listening to this makes me rethink my childhood and all the nostalgic memories.. i miss my child hood i miss when christmas used to be christmas. i missed the joy i would have in my childhood regardless of me saying “i wanna grow up so bad” cause now i wish i was a kid again to be completely honest with you

[@SSuzukii]

Omg don't we all wanna stay or be children again ?

[@aliassem1035]

I wanna go back to 2013, 2016 and 2019 man. Best days of my life🤧

[@Subparfat]

Back in the early 2000s was the best time, I want to go back to that, without all the pain and family members passing

[@aliassem1035]

@@Subparfat were you born in the 90’s. Honestly for me in the 2000s, I was still a little child. But 2010’s like I said, was the best decade ever. I’m 18 and I’m turning 19 in April. I really miss my childhood, 2013,2016 and 2019. Best days of my life. I wish there was a time travel machine

[@JonP1245]

@@aliassem1035 Bro fr I was born 2001

[@TeaTee_Princess]

Sitting in the dark on my phone just relaxing with the natural light from the window at 6pm when it gets dark early..:

[@maxcahet6865]

12/3/2021 1:30 AM today was a nice relaxing day. School is almost out again for winter break in about a week or two, and I'm here enjoying my time relaxing playing Kenshi. As much as I love to reminisce about the old days and worry if I'm gonna be able to do anything when I'm done with high school I much prefer days like these. Where I can calmly collect my thoughts, and and just be happy and thankful for everything life can be hard with how fast time flies over your head so do yourself a favor try to relax and live life one day at a time

[@RareSquid]

Thanks

[@kv-2863]

Hope u feel better and hope for the best for everyone

[@jq.fairy1]

i also feel like i wont be able to do anything after highschool, im almost at that point of life where we have to be way more responsible then ever, sometimes i feel like im just alone, i dont get talked to that much, i dont know, maybe its just me

[@lmm1206]

@def not coco i get called worse-

[@Ackhi]

1 year now dam

[@ast3rr.sp4ce]

honestly, why can’t the pain just stop? being told I “act too bitchy” “i’m too quiet” “I don’t eat enough” “i’m acting like a pig” “my grades aren’t good enough” “i’m just not trying hard enough” “smile more” “your teeth are gross” “I miss the old you” “why do you always wear black” “you can’t look like that, you’re representing me.” “it’s just tough love, it’s not that big of a deal” “i’m just looking out for you” and of course, “I do this because I love and care for you, if I didn’t I wouldn’t care” we all have our struggles but sometimes one will take it too far, don’t act this way, in the end you won’t get rewarded for your behavior

[@aviwrld4763]

too much debreshion so saddd 😍😍😍😍😍🤷‍♂️😘🤷‍♂️🥱🥱🤗🙂😍😎😘🥰🥰🥰🤔🤔🤔🤔😮😛😛😫😪😯😯😙😖😲🤑🤑🤑😩😩😨😨🥵🥵😷🤬🤬🤮🤮😳🤥👺👺🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫

[@wadethomspon9635]

@@aviwrld4763 you're pretty sad man.

[@aviwrld4763]

@@wadethomspon9635 yes berry sad 🤫🤫🤫😳😳😳🤥🤑🤑🤑🙂🥶

[@ilyasjenkins4149]

@@aviwrld4763 nah bruh, not the time this is a serious topic and I love dark humor but this ain’t funny, u gotta grow up u fuckin child smh

[@醜い-p3q]

@@aviwrld4763 you have no idea what it feels like to hate yourself. grow up.

[@lobsterfudge9135]

this song made me realize how everything is falling apart like family,friends and trust and how eventually i’ll be nothing

[@adrianvang4560]

Hope all is well

[@callum6020]

i hope ur okay

[@jellybeann69420]

Same. Your not alone dude.

[@kfscas]

I sadly relate

[@krojzzz228]

@@mccrispycreams i can say 2019 was the best year and after that i have been feeling empty

[@giuliabttn7786]

Ive beeen listening to this for about 2 years everytime i cant sleep, it help me to stop the rush of toughts .. I think .. this is how inner peace sound like

[@lexgonzales9019]

This gives me the strongest feeling of nostalgia.. I play this at night to go to sleep and just reflect on life when I was a kid. I should’ve cherished it more. Sonder.

[@lexgonzales9019]

@Someone childhood memories will live in us forever.. you’re doing the best you can and you’re still standing strong.. you have a purpose, as cliché as it sounds you are MEANT to be here.. it’s also the times that we’re living in right now, absolutely depressing. You should be excited for the future.

[@clown3361]

don’t be embarrassed to cry, crying is natural therapy. you are loved by me and alot of other people, it may not seem like it but i promise❤️

[@fusedwolf7783]

I can’t cry though… I barely shed a tear at my great grandmas funeral… after I broke up with my gf in July of 2020 everything went down hill… I could cry, even if I tried.

[@kasique]

thank you i needed this

[@footylad6468]

@@fusedwolf7783 sorry about that bro my girlfriend has ghosted me for a month and removed me from her contacts

[@amberholcomb5243]

@@footylad6468 I am so sorry to hear that

[@Coopdog0108]

Anyone else battling su***de? 😞😔

[@21_rxz]

Why can’t I get a break?! When I was little, everyone told me “enjoy being a little kid now before you become an adult” but I’m only 15 and I’m going through everything they said would happen when I am an adult, I just want to escape. Not from life but from now. I want to go back...I now understand what everyone meant I’m only a teenager and like most other teens I’m also reminisce about old times. I just want to go back when we were all little kids and the world was an amazing adventure to us all, but we’re not even fully grown yet and we all understand pain and depression and how cruel this world is even if we weren’t prepared for it.

[@skrimpey7514]

Would say it gets better but it get 1000% times worse once you hit 18. You have it good now, trust me. I was the same way, but being an actual adult paying bills is so much worse than worrying about your next test or exam or project. School sucks but life after school sucks even more

[@hudasyed2844]

@@skrimpey7514 yea same:(

[@Xusko]

@@skrimpey7514 i’m stressing abt future my man not the school i dunno my dreams i dunno who am i what do i want only thing i know is that days pass and i stay same and it hurts disappointing yourself when you know future you is going to disappoint everyone u care abt rn

[@chillycoldchomper9389]

@@skrimpey7514 this is going to suck

[@skrimpey7514]

@@Xusko honestly dude just don’t try and live up to other’s expectations. It’s honestly the best advice I have. They don’t know the struggles you’ve been through and they don’t know what goes on in your head 24/7. You got this dude

[@aisonraygaming4397]

when i was 3 years old, my dad drove me to get cookies for my birthday. on a night day. i remember how beautiful the city looked, that was the only time when i ever saw the urban city at night time.

[@mulletdaddy2709]

This kinda feels like my life. I just watch people move on and I'm just there. Not having any place to go.

[@manueljrzozaya9814]

You could be a child again in JESUS he renews our spirit to be born again and to really know him you have to seek him with all your heart he loves you man and wants the best for you. But he’s such a gentleman that he will be patient and wait for you to repent like he did for me and others for over 4000 years

[@vampirevalentine5365]

Bro...

[@thetank2997]

@@doncorleone6784 uh. we get you like god and your christian and stuff and i respect that but we did not need a 5 paragraph essay to explain why jesus isnt god

[@fourthtoe5173]

@@manueljrzozaya9814 I tried... I only ended up with more trauma. But, if you believe in him, then good on you. Believe what you wish, if it makes you happy, you spread love, and you are respectful then by all means... be happy and content in what you believe. Stay safe and healthy my friend. :)

[@TD-ck5wc]

You can move if you want to. You have to believe you can and you will. One thing at a time, first. You got this.

[@ThesimplerThings]

“If you spend your teenage years partying and doing crazy stuff you’ll regret not studying and working hard but if you spend it studying and working hard you will regret not having fun while you had the chance♋️” -MPII

[@Nick_308]

I know you’re just quoting something, but I’ve found that the best way to avoid regrets is to simply do things. Especially in your younger years, while you’re still in school, take advantage of every opportunity you can. Try things, don’t be too stagnant if you can help it. That mentality of ‘fuck it let’s see how it goes’ has taken me to some pretty interesting places. I think the easiest way to end up with regrets later on, is to let chances pass by you. It’s way worse than failing. To look back and wish ya could’ve seen how things turned out or what something would’ve been like sucks. Be a participant in life in general

[@yuqfps3299]

@@Nick_308 balance is the key to living a fulfilling life. You have to spend time doing different things or stuff just gets old.

[@somebody_that_you_used_to_4992]

@@Nick_308 y'know what? Yeah, u r right, fuck it, let's see how it goes

[@ranzrendz7919]

@@somebody_that_you_used_to_4992 so how did it go man?

[@Srt_suave]

Fax

[@gurjevensingh1521]

you guys ever feel like ghosting everyone. like you just can’t take the toxicity but you can’t cause deep down you love them but slowly realise you love the version of them in your head and not who they really are.

[@lol-lr7ns]

same.

[@bae7954]

ghosted everyone and i realized that i never really existed in their life..

[@yukika1452]

@@bae7954 :(

[@Vibration7965]

"Ay man i gotta go eat my mom is calling me." "Aw so soon?" "I'll be on in like 1 hour" *last online 20 years ago*

[@wallowsstan]

I'm laying here listening to this while I can hear my family next door laughing like it's the best night of there life, cause yet again they forgot I existed.

[@lol-lr7ns]

can relate:,/

[@novacaine9086]

Itss cool I feel you brother

[@dead_channe1]

I'm sure they didn't forget you exist! I don't know your situation but it sounds like it was a gathering where they can't focus on everyone at once, so you shouldn't try to take it personally and separate yourself from the group! Again I'm sorry if I misinterpreted your situation because I obviously wasn't there but you should know that they love you! And if they were without you from the start I'm sorry to hear that but I'm sure they didn't forget you EXIST.

[@ilaymouyal4727]

I'm sorry man I feel u my family looks down on me just because I'm myself

[@aidanannunziata4278]

tbh i’m glad they forget me i kinda just rather be alone sometimes uk

[@giannatreglia4134]

ever fall in love with someone you can’t be with :/

[@swagger8147]

every time

[@apostrofo-c8x]

In this exact moment

[@kussabook9247]

I fell in love with a person who dosnt exist, just one imagination of her hand on my chest whoever she is she fkd me up lmao

[@AsahiSann]

2D anime men

[@sxshii_exe3281]

@@AsahiSann Yes... ;-;

[@Radechanicalarsonist]

This sounds like going to your old childhood home for the first time in years. But like a warped version of it walking around seeing what's left of your old bedroom the bathroom every room until it all sets on fire. It really is just a burning memory.

[@longhaul744]

Perfect description…

[@destinatoadessere]

The old days 😥

[@Radechanicalarsonist]

@@monke8072 Yeah my old house was rented as well

[@toxiclag8952]

My childhood house actually burnt down 😀

[@Radechanicalarsonist]

@@toxiclag8952 oh damn-

[@mariajoserodriguez6498]

I love this loop, I listen to it every night because it gives me a feeling of peace and tranquility, I love it

[@yxngkai3523]

Who else wanna have this playing when you review the memories you cherish when you die?

[@alexpalmytelsa]

I’m currently listening to this while saying goodbye to everyone I know

[@D7A1]

@@alexpalmytelsa pls dont do that, i'm sure if you stay patient, someone will find you and save you, if you've given up never stop trying, have hope. but i think i'm gonna say goodbye too...

[@alexpalmytelsa]

@@D7A1 I should’ve been more specific my friends are going to a different highschool

[@D7A1]

@@alexpalmytelsa oh, ok, i thought it was something way worse...

[@D7A1]

...

[@jasluvz..u]

'''Im sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry. Stay here until you stop crying.''

[@darkinsanity6438]

"I love you, so come sit and let's watch the stars."

[@Beesbumble346]

I am not able to cry but this has got me on the virge of tears thank you for this

[@Beesbumble346]

@@darkinsanity6438 I would love to do that right now but it's sleepy time heh-

[@darkinsanity6438]

@@Beesbumble346 Goodnight sweet stranger

[@roopapandit4931]

why are you all so menacing to me. i was just being appreciative.

[@mckinleynosalvatore7754]

“Ur too young to be depressed u haven’t matured yet” maturing isn’t abt age it’s abt experience

[@ordinaryluv]

for real.

[@laggard7173]

It's partly about age as well, your brain isn't done developing yet until you reach a certain age. I'd say it's probably like 30% age, 70% experience

[@Thepilot0511]

thats what my parents told me "you cant be depressed, your too young!"

[@LiaStarr]

You're right. People look at me and assume that I'm some ignorant 11 yr old. I'm not 11, --far from it, actually, despite my looks. It doesn't mean I've never sat alone in a dark room at 2 am with my head to my knees, crying my face out. Even though I have childish roundness to my face doesn't mean that I've never experienced depression. It doesn't mean I've never lost someone... If they're so experienced, maybe they should know by now that a smile means nothing. It rarely does, anyway... I am not underestimating how they feel. I'm accepting that it goes both ways, really... Just because the world hit you, doesn't mean that the world hasn't hit anyone else harder, after all. Don't assume things; just know that we're all just minds with varying experiences. And we're all real... we're all real... right?

[@IHaveNoConfidence6198]

I always laughed at the people making these comments and videos. It just never occurred to me that eventually i'd be one of them.

[@merlin.4567]

“Now we are strangers again, but this time with memories….” ~Unknown.

[@jesseybell5493]

Yikes man

[@Monotone_777]

This is really heart warming and sad i get mixed signs and emotion from this “We get to enjoy everything all over again”

[@Monotone_777]

BOREDOM

[@mr.ferrari9550]

When I was a kid, I went to a daycare. There was a man at this daycare, he made everyone so happy, he made them smile and laugh. He was an excellent man. His name was Freddie. He'd do anything to put a smile on our faces. Honestly, he seemed happy himself. But now, I can very clearly see that isn't the case. Freddie killed himself. I have no idea why. He seemed so happy. For the most part, people aren't the same on the inside as they are on the outside. I don't know why I'm typing this. I'm sad. Don't kill yourself, please.

[@krazykidaiden8420]

Dam that hit hard..

[@hako964]

i am writing my suicide letter rn and now im thinking.

[@mr.ferrari9550]

@@hako964 Please keep thinking, throw those thoughts away. Whether you know it or not there are people out there who care for you. Don’t be so selfish as to kill yourself. Do you even know how it would affect the people around you? Sorry, I got carried away. Please, don’t do it.

[@mr.ferrari9550]

@Khandro Tashi Thanks

[@runoski]

@@mr.ferrari9550 i think he/she already doesnt care about others, life, friends, or future and other things. he/she just want to not feel this pain anymore. i feel the same. that's why i understand him/her. sorry if i seemed rude, but.. whats how we, suicidal and depressed people think. good luck in the future :) ... why am i even writing this, no one cares about me either. thats how it was for all of my life

[@mayhjuga2332]

Last week it was raining, so I went outside and walked through the forest with my non soundproof headphones. I was able to listen to all the different sounds around me. I was getting more and more wet with all the rain falling on me, so I stood below a bigger tree to shield me from most of it. So now I was standing there. Almost completely soaked, jamming to some sad music and felt the most relaxed since a long time. The upset I felt from one of my may arguments with my little brother vanished by the second. The noises all around you with the music on was heaven for me. I very likely have ADHD (I'm not allowed to get it diagnosed because of my parents, but it's very obvious I'm neurodivergent) and was finally able to relax and cool down. I can recommend walking in rain (in a forest for extra chill) to almost everyone. I's very grounding and it just feels incredible. have a nice day or night

[@ayoyounastyasf4836]

I loved this comment, thank you…

[@pigeonleadre]

I don’t know if I have ADHD, but I do show a few of the symptoms. Every time I think I have a mental problem, my head just shakes off the feeling, claiming I’m just looking for attention. I don’t know if I am looking for attention, but if I am, I don’t think I’ll be getting it any time soon.

[@5Rice5Cake5]

I have asd :) I need to try this :3 at school they don't let me be alone so I wander off and then they get angry :|

[@mayhjuga2332]

@@pigeonleadre I know the struggle of not being sure if my head just makes up the connection between symptoms and the actual thing very well, though that does not stop me from doing things that help me ground myself. I like putting something soft and heavy over my neck when I'm uncomfortable. It doesn't matter if you or I have ADHD. What counts is that you're comfortable. It sure would be nice to know if I have it, but my life doesn't depend on it. Just do something you like every now and then. Hope that helps^^

[@pigeonleadre]

@@mayhjuga2332 Thank, you this was really supportive; it really made my day! 😊

[@Agents_BS]

I just wanna relive being a kid. Going outside with friends not having a single worry in the world. Having fun. Being a kid.

[@finyh4046]

When you look back at the memories you made. Don’t regret not enjoying it enough, just be grateful you experienced it.

[@crazyvalsik]

I needed that comment

[@trentSMC]

@@4lkali this comment focuses on memories you enjoyed in the first place. Obviously not horrendous memories like that one. Sorry that happened to you.

[@DaddyLoff]

That made me hold back tears…

[@fruitlomps4360]

I'm about to graduate from highschool, and I feel so lost I guess, and alone, I hope this isn't all I'm going to feel for the rest of my life

[@rizzaaaaaaaaaaaaa]

You got this

[@TotalGoatHead]

Hey, it's okay, it's always okay to feel what you need to feel. I personally don't think that is all you or anyone else will nor should feel for the rest of their life, this is cliche but there are always ups and downs. Its okay if you can't get out of a rut or down part of your life, but don't linger, make a change, try new things, meet new people, it depends on who you are but this may all be scary for some people. But just give it a go, give it a try, life gives you lemons squeeze them in life's eyes, I don't want lives dam lemons! get mad! Make lemon grenades! I seriously wish the best for you though, please please please I hope you meet new and awesome people, maybe new friends, and stick with them, learn something new, learn a song maybe if you play instruments, if not try something and anything. If it comes to the point where everything is bland tasteless and nothing feels right anymore, you may want to check out going into therapy too. There is absolutely no shame in that, everyone should have a therapist if necessary, its extremely helpful yet scary at first but 100% worth it. Good luck out there, stay safe!

[@viktorkrakowski7221]

It is not possible for you to feel the same your whole life,it is impossible.

[@H2Ojellyfish]

Most people feel that way when they graduate but start by getting a job

[@jackb2503]

I'm about to graduate high school too so I understand you completely. we have college ahead of us bro things will get better we can persue our interests and stuff. we are still kids y'know? we gotta have fun as much as we can before we become adults and having fun gets hard. that's my take on it at least. but either way I hope you find a purpose In life and since we around the same age if you need a friend, @ me and I'll give you my number or ig or snap or something.

[@rroronoaa]

It's gotten so bad to the point where I don't even know what emotion I'm feeling anymore. I don't know if I'm even feeling an emotion. Life went stale like cheese, once good then bad. All I wanted was to feel joy again. One more time could've been enough. But this world is so bad that even that can't happen. I pleaded for better days, and my cries were ignored. I could feel an emotion from a song, because music can express feelings. So can we, our tone of voice could tell us anything. But sadly I've lost my tone too. It just went blank. Enjoy life while you can, because I sure didn't.

[@Iphipher]

Amongusbuttnaked

[@strawberrysundays7626]

hey i noticed you wrote didnt instead of do. please know that life gets better. i know it sounds lame and over used but it does. there are many ups and downs but if you focus on every tiny detail, you'll notice how amazing every moment is. so even if life isn't currently good, there is some good there, even if just the tiniest sliver :)

[@kasique]

I understand you, I already know how to sink slower, if you need to talk to me

[@ieatshortpeople6825]

@@Iphipher what the fuck man

[@eathanidk.anymore9279]

Same...

[@chanhayoo2903]

school rooftop is just what makes people reveal their true emotions. We are all tired and exhausted, and as we listen to this, im sure all of us were in deep thought, all of us scrolled through the comment section and saw that we're all tired. In the end, worldly concerns ARE INSIGNIFICANT, there is no reason to worry, so please promise me that we will power through for each other. don't lose yourself, dont lose ur identity and who you are. dont change for the sake of others. keep living and although it may be tiring at times, its going to be all worth it at the end. have fun when you can, work hard when you can. opportunities are not always there. Find peace, find love and find hope. There is never an end to anything. Even if the world ends, our hopes and dreams will live on, as you should as well. This comment may just seem like the others, but i really did pour all my emotions into this, you matter and you're important. Don't forget that. Seek happiness, happiness is not found through peoples opinion of you, it is not found through other people. Finding happiness is about appreciating the simple things in life. It sounds repetitive, but i really do mean it. Even if you think nobody loves you and that u have no supporters, just remember that I am here, and although im insignificant and you don't know me, im still supporting you. have a great day

[@FaydraLoeb-ji9wu]

You have a great day, too.

[@Ihaveinsomniaaa]

I need this the most right now, thank you so much I hope you live the best life ever