"part of being alive is wishing you weren't sometimes" Good fucking god I'd never commit suicide but I've been looking for this series of words for years
@im4g0d_15 жыл бұрын
Todd Ryan part of being a soy boy is crying on every song.
@evan48565 жыл бұрын
Sometimes living is easier
@im4g0d_15 жыл бұрын
willford55543 Bahahaha. I like your style. 10/10
@ArkaeaFCL33 жыл бұрын
Ive come dangerously close several times before....
@willford555433 жыл бұрын
@Isaiah Byrd ok?
@TheREALBOJACK5 жыл бұрын
Bro this is an auto-tuned poetic power ballad about suicide. I've literally never heard a song like this before.
@buttsauce1234 жыл бұрын
Hes the goat at what he does bro. Its a club and hes the first of one members. Thats why i love him. Hes like a really nice eminem🤫♥️♥️
@wingedogre83684 жыл бұрын
Yea this shit is weird
@nina-xd7ol4 жыл бұрын
yodadcaleb yt that’s the point. the more auto tuned parts are representing the little glimmers off hope that people with depression feel. the more clean and easier to hear parts are the voices in your head that tell you to kill your self. he’s making art. this is art
@wingedogre83684 жыл бұрын
@@nina-xd7ol your weird just for replying to some nigga on youtube
@nina-xd7ol4 жыл бұрын
yodadcaleb yt the audacity of saying the n word to someone who replied with their opinion. some people these days.
@courtneyeisantaylor90625 жыл бұрын
“If I don’t feel better in the next 10 years, then then sorry my dear.” That killed me. Fuck that’s relatable.
@ZoeyJManuel5 жыл бұрын
"Have you heard the story of the guy who decided not to die?" Brought tears to my eyes
@colind6135 жыл бұрын
it's just the first sentence. it's not really even a complete idea, it's like, the first half of one
@ZoeyJManuel5 жыл бұрын
@@colind613 but that's how you know the message is strong... it didn't have to be a "complete idea"
@huggleston69365 жыл бұрын
@@colind613 It's also the beginning of the Chorus.
@LuckyMoniker3 жыл бұрын
errey tiem
@DameonTheSergal5 жыл бұрын
The use of auto tune here is absolutely magical, have the moments of long screams coming across as a beautiful melody push the point of suicide feeling like the answer, while also delivering the strongest and darkest lyrics of the song that way show how sometimes those with anxiety and depression think they have everything under control, the brief moments of beautiful harmony and low dark chaos that we become numb to. While the major crescendo of the song show both the chaos of the mind and the drive of a person to keep living “have you heard the story of the man who decided not to die.” Is almost always followed by the crescendo with the exception of the beginning where one could say the manic episode is just starting.
@DameonTheSergal5 жыл бұрын
Hell this goes deeper, the darkest lyrics are the clearest while the lyrics of drive and hope are the most garbled to show that they “hear” but maybe can’t believe it.
@imtherealfish61462 жыл бұрын
R/im14andthisdeep
@PAKisicki5 жыл бұрын
This is what your cover art sounds like. Love it!
@GBCuddLe5 жыл бұрын
That's the best explanation for this new sound. It's amazing.
@petergrzywinski18905 жыл бұрын
Facts
@botboyvs36465 жыл бұрын
Well said A K.
@Lipsticklilyy5 жыл бұрын
I’m so genuinely happy you are getting your 3% chance 🖤 it’s beautiful.
@brittawhitlock275 жыл бұрын
Marina Salinas this comment made me tear up
@Nicole-ws3pm5 жыл бұрын
I couldn't ever find a song that resonated with the noise inside of me, til now
@buttcheeksmcgee76063 жыл бұрын
Kanye’s gotta bunch of songs like this like key but I love this song
@buttcheeksmcgee76063 жыл бұрын
Low*
@audreykim35855 жыл бұрын
This song... fxck, please never lose your voice and color, your music and lyrics and style mean so much to me and so many. This is such a unique and creative song and I emotionally can NOT
@danihayes85315 жыл бұрын
This hit a little too close to home. I love it
@rodpops71755 жыл бұрын
Once i heard the 1st piano key i instantly knew this is the song i was looking for from their concert. So raw!😭
@hudsonsmith92675 жыл бұрын
Dude same!! I heard them perform it a year and a half ago and it feels so good to finally hear it again!
@5.3pachyderm155 жыл бұрын
Same! Heard it in Birmingham and its been stuck in my head since
@dalanyi115 жыл бұрын
Omggg same from Toronto over a year ago! I didn’t listen to it until this past week and instantly recognized that it’s the same song.
@brianmitchell9965 жыл бұрын
“Part of being alive is wishing you weren’t sometimes” damn
@gnashattack15 жыл бұрын
Frank, you're going to be famous some day and I honestly can't wait
@TherRevenantTiger5 жыл бұрын
SaladToss he’s already famous, just not MASSIVE.
@keatynn10385 жыл бұрын
Parker Campellone ^^
@BangerisNewGod5 жыл бұрын
Parker Campellone yeah true he said he could afford a Lamborghini so I’m assuming he’s doing pretty well.
@yado75505 жыл бұрын
@@TherRevenantTiger in what world is frank not already famous? get outta here
@SubliminalMessagesTV5 жыл бұрын
Hey man my boy Frank is more famous than the God damn shoe store. Check yourself.
@allibrooklyn54195 жыл бұрын
I have been waiting for this album for so long, and I can now say that it was definitely worth the wait
@ValerieKasinski5 жыл бұрын
The drop at 1:28 gives me CHILLS every time. This song is incredible.
@finnre14shark5 жыл бұрын
No one captures the sad raw emotions we all have but no one wants to talk about like you do😭❤️
@Autismspokesperson20 күн бұрын
I bought this album on vinyl yesterday and heard this song for the first time. It's one of two songs that have been so beautifully sad and relatable that I've cried from hearing. The other was Because by The Beatles.
@ellieneko59614 жыл бұрын
Hobo Johnson. Your album is literally called the fall of yourself. I know we will never meet. But your song has represented my entire existence and I can empathize. I will always connect with you and other souls like you and you’re not alone. Never have been never will be. Much love you beautiful soul
@katelynbingaman56375 жыл бұрын
The grit and rawness of this song really hits different
@aadarshkhimasia4 жыл бұрын
i don't know how to describe this. it's the realest thing i've heard, possibly ever.
@kalgrandy21013 жыл бұрын
This song saved my life. I used to scream it in my car in high school just to get out of my own head and to stop being so depressed. It was something to actually scream to saying I’m tired of being sad. I remember listening to it when I drove home after attempting suicide. “Part of being alive is wishing that you weren’t sometimes.” That line echoed in my mind. I got a second chance at life that day. Here’s to hoping I feel better in the next 10 years.
@justcassi92 ай бұрын
Really one of the best songs ever. Makes you feel.
@Jonboy2073 жыл бұрын
This is a beautiful and real song. It's art. Frank... Hobo Johnson deserves all the success in the world.
@vampiresnvrhrtu5 жыл бұрын
Frank. Thank you. For being you. Thank you for trying. For speaking your soul. Speaking your heart. I feel understood for the first time in years.
@angelawilson90225 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song on the album, it hit really hard. Thank Frank 🥀
@chagus69755 жыл бұрын
Same
@Nonetheless8023 жыл бұрын
I found this song when I was half listening letting my adhd carry me around my room. I suddenly had to stop and listen to what I was hearing and now I’m here crying. This song touched my soul out of the blue when I needed to be reminded of reality. Thank you hobo
@misshalloween18305 жыл бұрын
I needed this right now, thanks Johnson. Your song helped me smile a little and helped distracted. Thank you. Though ik you won't see this. Thank you
@delayedsniper08385 жыл бұрын
Hope youre ok. Needed this too, just know that while this musics here for you, so are we ❤
@misshalloween18305 жыл бұрын
@@delayedsniper0838 thank you, your to kind ♥️
@peculiarcomics22555 жыл бұрын
Sorry your having a rough time. Glad you can get some joy from the music
@buttstankmcgoo58395 жыл бұрын
Bro I wasn’t ready for this.
@RL-nv6fq5 жыл бұрын
That drop, though. Damn. This song is raw. This whole album is amazing. Thanks, @HoboJohnson for making such a masterpiece.
@itchidara5 жыл бұрын
I was instantly drawn into this song. And for the life of me I could figure out why. As the song kept repeating itself...I realized I’m so captivated by this song because my own darkness and thoughts resonates with this song. I think everyone has that raw, vulnerable darkness inside. Now whether or not they acknowledge it is a different story. That’s what art is for.
@Gweem134 жыл бұрын
This man's music has so many crazy emotions put into it that just makes you able to feel the pain behind his words at times. Its fucking incredible-
@ljiljandrea Жыл бұрын
mr.hobo johnson i love your music! thank you a lot!!!
@leetonuchiha5 жыл бұрын
This album couldn't have came out at a better point in time in my life. It's helping me through so much. Thanks Frank.
@SuperBakaTaka5 жыл бұрын
This speaks to me deeply and specifically. Just what I needed to hear at 1am as I can't sleep.
@idkwywfm3 жыл бұрын
From someone who has had suicidal depression since their first memories as a toddler to find out im not here for myself but that I'm here for others, I'm not as suicidally depressed as I used to be, those thoughts are more non chalant now, I jus want you to know that I believe with my soul you are here for others more than yourself, it's basic math frank, you interact with so many lives throughout your life its impossible for it not to be our purpose, to just be kind people. Love you brosofski.
@skyumi61545 жыл бұрын
Mr. Lopes, as much as this song is helping your hurting and emotionally tattered listeners (I myself being one), it can't be expressed how much our hearts go out to you when hearing you scream out in your own pain. It feels like you know us because of how well you have come to except and embrace your own thoughts and feelings. You don't have to write about what we want or what we think. You just tell us who you are, and that we aren't alone. And that beacon of emotional understanding feels like the life raft in my stormy oceans when I hear this song. It's grounds me in knowing everyone hurts, that's the point, and moving forward from that place is the only thing you can do besides dying.
@rheabenner34685 жыл бұрын
i’ve heard this probably a million times and have cried a million and one to it
@5.3pachyderm155 жыл бұрын
Oh my god... I've been waiting on this since I saw you live in Birmingham early in your first album cycle. You mentioned that it was a song off of the upcoming album and played it. And it was one of the best songs of the whole concert. It's been stuck in my head ever since. I'm so happy right now
@tw2thr3tw24 жыл бұрын
He played this LIVE? I would have died 😩
@thisjustseemsorchestrated30335 жыл бұрын
If you're listening to this on your phone speaker, plug in your headphones. Good headphones are an essential life item. My compliments on the production.
@user-ik3se5kb5k4 жыл бұрын
Trigger Warning: Mentions of Depression I went to the mental hospital 2 weeks ago for suicidal thoughts. I voluntarily went because I knew I needed help. During music therapy they asked me my favorite lyric so I said, “have you heard about the guy who decided not to die.” I checked into the mental hospital because I figured that living was easier. I went to the hospital 2 times in December just 2 weeks apart. I played this whole album on the way and played this song specifically two times because I could relate to it. Don’t give up, things get better. There will be hard patches in life and that’s normal, but you can get through it. I believe in you and other people do too.
@goofypandaperson73 жыл бұрын
This mans music has changed my life. I feel so much less alone. I hope I get to see him live. My favorites are back yard sessions but being in a crowd that relates to this music would be incredible. Love to you all. Life is painful and beautiful.
@hallowed8454 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this gift Frank
@FatedCourt134 жыл бұрын
this song is a reset for me, i’ve been having a horrible few weeks and whenever my emotions overflow me this song brings all of them out so i don’t bundle them up anymore. i love it so much.
@coltonware56275 жыл бұрын
I honestly had to of listened to this song 15+ times since last night. I have this shit on REPEAT.
@chagus69755 жыл бұрын
Same
@zurihay7325 жыл бұрын
This is sooooooo different but beautiful imma cry 😢 so many tears of so much happiness
@raeann99835 жыл бұрын
@Vincent Valentine not saying op has a mental illness, but you can't say that they don't just because they don't have voices in their head lol. I have mental issues and this doesn't apply to me. Some things are different for different people :)
@RL-nv6fq5 жыл бұрын
Now that I've listened to this song 50 times today, already; I'm going to need a Hobo Johnson & Watsky collab asap. Like...yall get on that. The world needs it.
@Someone-ey4ge2 жыл бұрын
Please bring back this kind of music...
@MagnetfishingLikeABoss4 жыл бұрын
I sincerely doubt this is really the "Hobo" page. But just in case it is...I'm a 42 year old man that has felt this kind of pain. Life can be awesome.
@lorrainenimeskern33453 жыл бұрын
Can it ?
@gabriely24483 жыл бұрын
Hey, just wanted to say thank you for your music. I listened to February 15th, Happiness, and Sorry My Dear and it really helped with my current depression. I'm not making this up, but, anyhow, my girlfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago, and my dog died the day after. I'm American and Japanese, and I want to go back to my family in Japan, but I cannot currently, because I am in Vienna studying, and also there are regulations for travel (due to the Corona pandemic), so I cannot travel home and/or come back. Your music just really speaks to me, and I can feel the heart and emotion that went into the lyrics and especially the singing. Been listening to the NPR live session you guys had, and the first 30 seconds always give me a smile. For real I am not making this shit up, and I highly doubt anyone will read this, but just wanted to say thank you.
@beezlebabb5 жыл бұрын
dude this song literally hits so hard this is the song i need thank you so much
@kurtsnell55675 жыл бұрын
Love the more you listen the clearer the lyrics become , the stronger the message and meaning.. love it very well done
@Belgium-oe3gt8 күн бұрын
Somehow he always manages to hit yoy with the absolute most heart wrenching yet hopeful lyrics ever
@athenadelgadillo19155 жыл бұрын
This is and has been my absolute favorite song in every way. I don't think I've ever felt so touched by a song before. It's beautiful and ugly and hopeful but real. I could say a million things about this one song
@kimberlyestrada52865 жыл бұрын
I honestly can’t wait until your selling out stadiums. I believe in you bro and it’s going to be glorious. And worth it!!!
@Mentalhealthadvocate5 жыл бұрын
I’ve felt very little in the past 7 years. So I relate to the line where he says if it doesn’t get better in ten years than sorry my dear. It makes me realize I’m not the only one going through almost a decade of numbness and emptiness and suffering.
@chagus69755 жыл бұрын
I hope it got better for you, though you might not feel it gets better in 10 years, there's still so much out there. I hope you truly and really are feeling better ❤️
@MarkGraves55 жыл бұрын
I never saw this coming, but it was clear as day that it was inevitable. This song is pure.
@quantumJ5 жыл бұрын
This is the most real song. Ever.
@helpumuch68875 жыл бұрын
Was not expecting that It was a very welcomed surprise
@HydraWulf3 жыл бұрын
one of, if not the most powerful song ive ever heard, youre incredible man
@emilyp814 жыл бұрын
Something about this song immediately hit me and I know its been months but the first time I heard it I cried and played it for 3 hours on repeat just crying. This song has allowed me to actually feel feelings ive been surpressing for so long and I listen to it nearly every day for months. Thank you so much.
@maddybaby20234 жыл бұрын
i want my future kids to hear you . don't leave us .
@Boondocks904 ай бұрын
I wouldn’t want my kids to feel the emotions that led us to be in the comment section of this song
@coppelxia11 ай бұрын
I first heard this song in 2019 at one of the lowest points in my life. I promised myself i would come back in 10 years to see if i felt better and was in a better place in life hopefully in 10, 5, 3 or even 1 year from now i’ll be in a much better place and in 2029 i’ll feel better when i come back to it again
@bigtonbeatbox420693 жыл бұрын
When I first heard it I thought the zombie voice was weird but after I heard the lyrics all I can hear is his voice through it all.. thank you Frank.
@jasonwright37545 жыл бұрын
My god this is a masterpiece....
@dwubprod Жыл бұрын
Listening to you reminds me of the first time I heard Korn’s self titled album,. I knew then that I’d discovered something truly special and unlike anything before it. Your an amazing talent!
@4evervalerie9074 жыл бұрын
I think I really needed to hear this again for some reason this time hearing it was different I mean idk it’s the fact that these past few months have been so hard and the days seem to blend together and I listened to this and it made me feel like I wasn’t so alone as what my head tells me everything about this song is perfect and I honestly hope that frank can make it big big one day he deserves it way more than anyone righ now
@idkdontaskme94914 жыл бұрын
Im 12 years old, a person who deals with depression and suicide attempts and self-harm and anxiety, This hits close to home because its slowly getting better but im still stuck, its still really hard to deal with though.
@ImGonnaShitYourPants3 жыл бұрын
Are you doing any better? I'm 12 too, and have self harmed, and dealt with mental issues. I'm not gonna claim to have anything like depression cause I haven't been diagnosed but I've been through some stuff.
@Cody-gy1fc5 жыл бұрын
This is the deciding not to anthem. Thank you Frank.
@AwkwardSmiley5 жыл бұрын
Far out this is gave me the same chills creve cour 1 gave me. I was driving home from work after a stupidly long day and listening to the album, i had to pull over listening to this and I want a dog. I was bawling my eyes out so overcome with emotion. Please don't ever stop Frank. Your music is what gets a lot of us through each day.
@mauricekmedia5 жыл бұрын
truly a great song, frank. you put a lot of effort into this album and it really shows. we all hope you eventually feel better about yourself because we all love you.
@andrewmosley25885 жыл бұрын
NYT: Nobody makes a song like Bon Iver. Hobo: Hold my cigarette.
@audreyperson92215 жыл бұрын
THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING
@gillianwhite79225 жыл бұрын
AudreyPerson **joint
@ayeeee7345 жыл бұрын
who?
@audreyperson92215 жыл бұрын
@@ayeeee734 Bon Iver, look him up. Musical Genius.
@StanTheBlueYoshi695 жыл бұрын
hold my arsenic laced cigarette
@YafunaGaming3 ай бұрын
This song hits different when you are already in the mood to listen to it for hours with headphones up loud.
@qquinnifer5 жыл бұрын
this is by far my favourite song off the album, it resonates with me so much
@bwant1233 жыл бұрын
first song able to make me cry
@brittXscreamworks3 жыл бұрын
Can't tell you how many times I've listened to this today. It's resonating with me a lot today. Glad this song exists.
@Derkinderesser5 жыл бұрын
This song is hauntingly beautiful. I've listened to it more than any other song on the album. You pour your heart into these songs and I really hope letting these emotions flow helps you.
@MadeUpTV5 жыл бұрын
When you think music has died but then these guys show up and save us
@lavenderblood43902 жыл бұрын
This puts my whole life into words. It explains things that you can’t find words for. But he did.
@yourfriendlyneighborhoodde8335 жыл бұрын
1:26 was just beautiful how it all kicks in and just makes me feel it all.
@SuperDBZKILLER4 жыл бұрын
This is genuinely one of the best songs I’ve ever heard. It 100% encapsulates how I feel on a daily basis and the sound & energy in your delivery is perfection. The instrumentation sounds perfect in accompanying the lyrics AKA the whole feeling of quiet worthlessness during the verses exploding into explosive suicidal ideation and raw emotion during the choruses. Thank you for making this song & this album; it’s helped me cope just a little bit more with this hellscape we call existence.
@barleigh2345 жыл бұрын
Sorry, My Dear reached my most painful places. My first listening, reduced me to an ugly, cathartic puddle.
@Dreadmyshadow5 жыл бұрын
I sit listening to these songs and i feel the weight of life in each and every single word. You kill me, with music.
@polarbeargizzard99145 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song on the album, I can’t wait until he’s famous!
@itsokayliz2 жыл бұрын
if i had to listen to a song over and over for forever i think it'd be this one
@gse2501874 жыл бұрын
Bro your words are amazing.
@alaskan_adventurer64145 жыл бұрын
This song is beautiful. The instrumentals, your voice... It's all so beyond comprehension. Please never stop making music, Frank. ❤❤😢😢🙂
@katequarmby87165 жыл бұрын
Thank you for giving a voice to all my demons for so many years with your lyrics. I will always be thankful for you and your music. Thank you.
@robstilwell42745 жыл бұрын
In an album full of amazing songs, this is the best. Cant stop listening to it. So original. Just amazing.
@lumisee40043 жыл бұрын
still listening to this, still feeling more than I would like to, still thinking this song is far too underrated. Thanks for this masterpiece.
@lithiumgrrrl4 жыл бұрын
idk how to describe it other then it feels like my heart is starting to crack and i’ve came to a big realization...
@r0ck3rt0swa110w5 жыл бұрын
I was not prepared to listen to this song...only been crying for the past week
@yugen97585 жыл бұрын
Chills. Just raw emotion. This is why I come back time and time again Frank. Your music makes me feel something I've been lacking in myself for a long time. Thank you for this feeling, thank you for being you, for us. I think I may speak for everyone when I say, you mean so much to us.
@whit99875 жыл бұрын
i've listened to this song maybe around 100 times over the last few days. This song speaks to my soul, i swear.
@stacyanderson54924 жыл бұрын
Damn, this song is incredible. Gives you the feels. Art all around.
@jakejordan48125 жыл бұрын
Such a unique individual. An inspiration for those who say fuck the way it should be because its better the way it would be.
@JustennWolfe5 жыл бұрын
This is easily the greatest song you have ever written. Never have I ever heard a song that is 100% what the demons in my own head sound like. Thank you.
@scarletbeltjens87363 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making music it helps me feel ok after having anxiety 24/7, I remember going to your concert in teh parks in sacremento, my dad is the one who built the DJ booth for that. Ive loved you since 2017 when I was 8 I just love how much love an support you have gotten, keep going.
@ImGonnaShitYourPants3 жыл бұрын
I was 8 in 2017 too. Your comment reminded me of the times my dad has asked me if I was suicidal or depressed and me denying it. I think it's happened 3 times in the span of a year.
@ashleyearley30675 жыл бұрын
The first time I heard this song was at a show last November. I was blown away and have been waiting since that day for it to be released. I love it so much.
@kidadoodles4 жыл бұрын
this song really touches my heart, i swear im so glad my friends introduce me to his music
@chloeyoung70115 жыл бұрын
I started crying in class when I heard this song, I listened right as he dropped the album