Homage To Hickstead: 'We Will Never Forget'

Hello everyone :)
Hope everyone's doing okay.
So, as some of you knew, I had been working on a tribute to Hickstead that sadly passed away last November.
I started this video I don't know how many times this past week but it just never felt right - because of the music, the clips that didn't match together as I wanted to honour Hickstead as he deserved. Then I realized I was just never capable of it - when I managed to finish it, I just had to accept that.
This was a very difficult video for me to make, if not THE most difficult. I've never done a tribute in my video experience until now. I cried while I was making it. I could barely see what I was doing at some points, and I'm crying right now while I'm writing this because I feel like a failure, and I'm not ashamed to say it. Hickstead deserved so much more. It's harsh. But anyways.
My heart also goes to Eric Lamaze and the people whose lives were touched by this horse. They lost a great friend and partner.
Rest in peace, Hickstead. Our hearts are with you. I hope you are happy and that you like this video wherever you are :')
Soph.
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Music
"Flowers For a Ghost"
by Thriving Ivory
The music nor the footage is mine.
No Copyright Infrigement Intended.
Video edited with Vegas Movie Studio 10