*The sadness of growing up without having a childhood, the stoic demeanor as a child taught by the toxicity of oneself and the people around you turned you against yourself, leaving you empty to the core, true horror is the cold stare of your own reflection not knowing who you truly are as if no one existed in the embodiment of regret and self hatred, what lies in the future for you is a mystery you fear, craving to get out of your own burden.*