HOW I EVOLVED SPIRITUALLY (MY FULL STORY ) | STYLEDBYKAMI

[@mimirose3009]

I’ve definitely been seeing the signs & feeling the need to step into my *power* . I’m coming off the heals of 4 rough years of extreme depression after I lost the love of my life. He was my safe place & breathed life into me. The second he was gone I lost it & was laughed at by the ones I thought genuinely loved the both of us. I settled for a man who became extremely physically abusive & I didn’t even leave just to have anyone to tell me I’m beautiful & provide the drug & alcohol I used bc he supplied me with them. I’m finally on the other side of that. Making healthy choices for myself, basically cut EVERYONE off now I’m alone lol. But it’s all good 🤷🏽‍♀️ I have MYSELF again

[@JazzRockablity]

Good on You. No one is Perfect. Chase your happiness and freedom miss. I wish you luck and Love!

[@bellefairydust]

What you were saying at the beginning resonated with me, I felt unaligned for a long time but knew there was a me inside that needed to come out but couldn’t get it out as I was older. But it was there when I was a child and didn’t care. Then through growing up and people’s opinions I stopped showing my care free self, I became so shy and insecure. For about a year I feel like the me inside is finally showing through and I’m loving who she is. It’s been a journey but I’ve never felt more like me!

[@StyledbyKami]

Beautifully said! The road to healing is such a wonderful place to be and it’s still continuing! Keep getting closer to your lite 🥰

[@danikakolai]

Idk if you’ll see this but sorry for “over sharing “. Hi I’m 19 and in my first year of college, and I’ve been going through the being told who I am phase like you lol since I was a little girl and I’ve been feeling lost for a while now. Ever since I was 13, I’ve felt like I have been entering a dark stage of my life and I’ve been feeling more and more miserable as the days passed by. My goals in life just went away and I’ve been feeling clueless on what to do with myself. I went through some traumatizing things that I feel like the average teenager has never experienced (and should never experience) and because of those traumas, I’ve been displaying self destructive behavior that have slowly become more and more apparent to me, especially last year (2020). I started college in August and finished in November feeling bummed out my experience there was just terrible along with the fact that I had a longtime friend who did not look out for me the I did for her until she saw how much I cared for her while she was just recently struggling. My final results in my classes really just showed how much I was going through it. My family saw, of course, and I guess they didn’t like that I was peeling away the image they had painted of me. They were just telling me who I am and what I’m supposed to be, and all that they were saying just didn’t sound like me at all because I’m still trying to find myself. I just feel like I have been around bad energy and it’s just time for a change for me. Good change. My grandmother is spiritual herself and told me to meditate at some point in my day just to start off. Honestly Ik that everybody’s journey is different but I just wanted to know the fundamentals of spirituality and how should I continue as a beginner. The I can across your video on 6 books you recommend to start off spiritual journeys. Your video was the only one that I felt comfortable enough to click on and watch without feeling the need to rush. One of the books you listed was the 4 agreements and I have seen that book everywhere I go, so I will definitely be purchasing it. After that video I saw this video and I just felt the need to share this very long paragraph about myself. Starting off my spiritual just feels like the right thing to do for myself along with going to therapy to help. I just want a some guidance to help with starting me off at least.

[@s.eddasigurjons]

@Danika Kolai: I read your message, and although I know it was intended for Kami, I wanted to tell you how much I can relate to what you wrote. Looking back to my own teenage years there is so much I wish I had known and understood and have somebody guide me... I've always been a spiritual person and known I was "different" from those closest to me.. yeah and well just everyone really. But as a teenager I didn't know how to express it and also there wasn't any room for it. I would like to reply to you on a more personal level.. so if you want to connect, please feel free to send me a message directly 🤗 My email is: [e-mail]

[@HoneySnowflake]

Thanks for sharing your story with us. I definitely resonate with wanting to rewind time and talk to my teenage self. It definitely gets better. Trust in who you are,not what the world tries to tell you. When you begin to heal, you begin to realize only YOU have that key to unlock your power within🤍

[@natural_niky]

This video is everything Kami. It really touched my heart. Keep shining.

[@rudbowman]

You have a beautiful spirit and I never continue to follow KZbin personalities who I don't connect with in positively. Keep doing what you're doing 🙌

[@chiomaakoma7777]

just came across your channel today, you are gorgeous. Thank you. ❤️❤️

[@gyptianwifeey]

Ohhh diving deep and peeling back has been such a long journey for me!!! Thank you for sharing your story ❤️🌸✨

[@nxviibxvii]

in 15:00 you were talking about other videos that might be a sign to move forward in out spiritual journeys but THIS video is the video that I believe is a sign for me. Our stories are very similar. Much love :)

[@SeUUme]

This video was exactly what I've been waiting to see from you. I could tell over a year ago that you had a very bright light within. Can't wait to chat; hopefully soon, life has been busy. ❤

[@jaelynnyleaj6405]

You are so beautiful both inside and out ☺️. You have a beautiful smile! Thank you for helping us.

[@sharaiwhite2371]

Thank you so much for making this video❤️ Wishing you nothing but more healing in 2021, sending you so much love from the UK xo

[@Vessel_of_God]

I love this video of you i went through the same things growing up and still now I connected with you on this video love it!!!!

[@Vessel_of_God]

Even down to your insecurities

[@tanibeetv2590]

Thank you for sharing!

[@julianac1825]

Love how you are on your spiritual journey. There’s a book I think you would like. Lalah Delia - Vibrate Higher Daily. She also has meditations on insight timer daily ( free app) that are symbolic.

[@AaliyahR21]

Thank you for sharing. What advice would you give then for someone who isn't sure what root to take in order to get back to there normal self again. Because I have a friend that feels the same the happy her is not shinning through as she tends to have more down upset moments than not and just want to get back to her normal self?

[@heyitsbrya2749]

U r so beautiful

[@sakariyasmine4014]

When you say “spirituality” and connecting with the universe what is this called?? Is this like a new age type thing??? And does it mean you’re not a believer of Christ Jesus ? Just asking a question for better understanding.

[@StyledbyKami]

Hey beautiful. Just a little history I grew up Hebrew with my family and as I got older I decided to not be attached to a specific religion. I do believe in a higher power or force and I believe in energy. It’s not so much of a new age thing I would say it’s close to Buddhism but not exact. I do believe you can be spiritually and have a religion you follow they don’t have to be separate hope this helped a little

[@sakariyasmine4014]

@@StyledbyKami ohh gotcha thank you for your reply 😊