How I Knew I Was A Cocaine Addict

This is how I knew I was a cocaine addict and that it had taken over my life, if you know, you know. I have been sober since 7/25/17 and was obsessed with cocaine but getting sober changed my life. If you are struggling www.aa.org and www.na.org are great resources and places to start.
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*I am a not licensed Therapist, Doctor, or Counselor I share experience being diagnosed with ADHD, PTSD, GAD, MDD, Losing a Wife, and Father to suicide along with being a recovering alcohol and cocaine addict. I Share from experience to help others through their journey!
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[@matthewkobayashi-himes858]

Brother I’m 12 days clean. I have came clean with everyone. I got my self a good therapist and now watching these videos I have been even more inspired

[@randexhvh9138]

if u relapsed u need to get clean again bro

[@javidpiercy7709]

I’m here watching this high on flake. It’s so sad. I can see my relationships being jeopardised. I can see my money going away. I have nothing to show but a bloody nose and empty bags. It’s such a hard journey. You are so strong and inspirational. I’ve always said I’m going to quit but i always find myself at day 1. I appreciate your content! Thank you! ❤️ one love

[@tnt666tnt]

When I looked at my kids and all I could think about was leaving and getting high.. Almost 5 months clean!

[@Rocko1990]

I don't know if I'd admit that on the Internet lol

[@rxstaman6712]

@@Rocko1990well I love the cocaine more then my kids Jeremy

[@allikitos]

​@@rxstaman6712Kids can feel that. One day, they'll be completely over you. This is what happened to the pathetic individual I called "father" when I was a kid. He lost everything, he never appreciated his family, so he lost his family as well. Me and my sisters became scientists (me a lawyer, sister a psychologist who is intrigued by addicts), took our mom away from him, she found peace. He's all alone, nobody talks to him, he has tried to be manipulative before (trying to portrait himself as the victim, lying about getting clean) thinking he can outsmart everyone, that false confidence coke junkies have that they think they're geniuses and can fool everyone. Meanwhile, everyone knows and can see exactly what they are, but avoid busting their bubble out of pity. Long story short, he's 60 and alone, an empty carcass, he has even started smoking it lately as he has destroyed his nose after all those years of snorting. He'll die alone, desperate and in pain, and his kids couldn't care less about it. Long story short, what goes around comes around buddy. Make sure you get yourself comfortable for the future, cause if you don't change, it won't look good for you

[@davidramos3343]

Eric Keep making these videos. Believe it or not 11 months ago when I saw your video I stopped my addiction and watching these videos are the only thing thats keeping me sane.

[@kaylamason1050]

My ex gave it to me one night and it made my depression melt away and now I’m 6 months in 🤦🏼‍♀️

[@newhieghts9464]

I knew I had a problem when I dumped some out then actually tried to get more after.. insane!

[@powerdreamer374]

This is very real and powerful.

[@castlebilliards8712]

Back when i was using I used to just randomly think i could smell coke . I could be in work or walking down the street and would suddenly think i could smell coke.

[@Sausagerills]

Yh especially the gas station... I get paid weekly and most of my money goes on sniff it can be addictive

[@moneysuper8590]

Crazy how it starts as a party drug now I’m 24 years young and I cannot stop doing cocaine it’s been 5 years now this is the hardest thing I’ve ever dealt with in my life

[@rachelh7079]

❤❤❤

[@Nikkeyma-The-Empath]

I told everyone and it didn't matter... Nothing happened but pain and desertion

[@tomaspimentel6279]

Hey bro, would love to have a talk with you, are you down? Love Ur videos

[@Lydell151]

Im using your channel as help. I am a follower. I was sick in the brain. I contacted help and found it close by

[@Nikkeyma-The-Empath]

No one cares...too much for people to ask why is she like this...they only care about what your doing

[@900octanehero]

What does cocaine do to your intelligence? Does it make you dull and slow?

[@RonaldRagn]

When you run out… yes. So then you make it all about not running out

[@mluna9cr]

Cocaine makes u think faster and desinhibit ur front cortex. In my case that I was introvert has helped me to give a fuck of what people think. So not Allis bad.

[@powerdreamer374]

I feel very addicted to the intense feeling of power it makes me feel. Maybe it is because I have lived with intense feelings of powerlessness across my whole life since childhood, and the drug staves off that feeling. I was also diagnosed with ADD (without hyperactivity, since I'm just a chronic daydreamer) and was medicated with Adderall.

[@AceQ777]

There’s no such thing as ADD, the correct diagnosis is primarily inattentive ADHD

[@OzarkGiGi]

​@Blake Edward SCAMMER GO AWAY!!

[@Lydell151]

I was going back to back with crack. I developed a heart murmur. Isolation gives strength to an addiction. I was getting worse, and worse. It caused me to go against my self. My brain was shut down

[@nevertestELOHIM]

Do you struggle with the cravings today?

[@Christopher_moltisanti123]

Addiction is everlasting til death

[@Mariabadeia]

Non user here, what would you do if you had a friend who was recreationally using cocaine

[@Christopher_moltisanti123]

@@Mariabadeia depends nothing i can do it would be their life but it depends how hard their going.

[@tygriffith7893]

Maybe 1,2 🎱 a day?

[@JOEY__SR]

You weren't doing 2 eightballs a day and you never drank 2 or 3 fifths in a day, ever.

[@Lydell151]

I woke up in an ambulance one night. Drinking is what starts the stupidity for me. Life is better within drugs

[@dublinsfaircity]

I hope you were not driving it?