how I lost my virginity | VLOG 17

[@KalynNicholson]

Vlog chapters for ya ✨ 1:52 - truth or dare begins. 3:05 - truth: top Taylor Swift songs? 4:00 - dare: sing something on the guitar! 6:00 - truth: who is your celebrity crush? 6:53 - dare: DM a hot KZbinr! 7:47 - truth: something you would tell past you? 8:54 - truth: how many times have you been in love? 10:33 - dare: edit Bentley's shooting trick into a western movie! 11:03 - truth: are you afraid to fall in love again? 11:28 - truth: have you ever smoked weed? 11:48 - dare: tell us the story of losing your virginity! 13:27 - truth: a fact about the last person you kissed? 13:30 - dare: drink the entire bottle! 14:20 - truth: have you ever felt attracted to someone of the same sex? 15:05 - truth: reveal the most carefree thing you've ever done? 15:45 - dare: scream "I'm a chicken" outside! 16:04 - dare: draw a moustache on with eyeliner! 16:17 - dare: take a shot of a condiment in your fridge! 16:45 - truth: what's one thing you regret not doing when you had the chance?

[@imkaramarie]

Kalyn Nicholson oooh yes girl! What wine are you drinking?!

[@jesuisjoselyn]

Kalyn ♥️ what ring light do you use?

[@MariaKonieczna]

The dress is aweosme. Like, totally. Love the color and the perfect cut.

[@MA-dz2nx]

Who else wants a girls night with some wine and some kalyn?🍷😂❤

[@KalynNicholson]

once I'm caught up on content I'll do a livestream so we can bring that reality to life 💛

[@katrimariaa535]

yesss I need this!

[@palakjain406]

We need it.

[@whiterabbitontheroad]

yes please

[@chelsey8737]

Ill make a hot chocolate instead of wine 😂

[@NanaSladurana]

I think that a lot of us would like a video about 'the talk', you know? You are like the bigger sister I don't have.

[@KalynNicholson]

added it to the Coffee Talk list 💗

[@Ambzx]

My gooood. So many goosebumps of your singing! holy crap you're good. Also: this video concept is genius. I loved it. So funny. This should have been a video of 1-2 hours. Again please. haha.

[@KalynNicholson]

omg thank you! if we end up staying in isolation for a while perhaps I'll make a few more ✨

[@romaissamedjber672]

@@KalynNicholson please doooo 😍😍😍

[@biancairisbura6154]

Amber Fox YES!!!

[@brandiklump6151]

Imagine: We are all gathered at an arena, listening to Kalyn Nicholson play a very TS track 5-esque song on her guitar. We all lift up our reusable Starbucks cups filled with coffee and start to sway to the music. You have such an AMAZING voice!!!!

[@KalynNicholson]

😂😂😂 "we all lift up our reusable Starbucks cups" took me

[@brandiklump6151]

@@KalynNicholson The thought came to me as I sat on my sofa lifting up my morning coffee going "yaaassss I love this song!!!!"

[@dianajeanlewis]

This just made me like you 100 x more and honestly I didn't think it was possible

[@tashalee7495]

AND YOUR VOICE IS INCREDIBLE! We need a singing video now please

[@KalynNicholson]

🤓🤓🤓 thank you!!!

[@JaimeDyson]

I'm sure he's still a jerk. Just saying.

[@annesbalance9191]

Okay. 1st: Did Matthew Hussey answer? 2nd: Can you actually do these on a regular basis? Love from Germany, Anne ❤

[@oanessandra]

Omg am I the only one that got emotional and shocked in a good way when she started singing? I did not expect that. I love love your voice

[@maryanfabila2838]

HI QUEEEEEN JUST WANT TO SAY THAT YOU'VE IMPACTED MY LIFE IN SOOOO MANY GOOD WAYS THANK YOUUUU ✨✨✨

[@liveyourbest]

Maryan Fabila me too🙌🏼

[@UmairKhan-cd1ec]

Yes u r right

[@admirbarucija2018]

I’ve always admired your level of openness and honesty in your videos, it’s awesome! I hope you’re having a terrific week Kalyn!!! ❤️

[@kayrowguns7439]

You should start singing more! I would 100% always listen to you on my Spotify I just love how you sing! Very Indies style

[@tulipska]

the fact that you sound drunk in the end is so funny😂😂like we can hear that lil drunk tone gosh it's funny😂😂😂

[@nognog10101]

I did not expect this video to be this good Definitely need more of those drunk nights with you!!

[@user-ep8bk5ku6g]

THE TITLE HAS ME SHOCKED

[@GlitterPaws.]

I’ve never had many close girl friends to do stuff like this with and so this video felt like what I imagine a real girls night would be like. Thank you Kalyn for being the bff & big sis that we all need/ needed. One of my fav videos! 💜🍷

[@threecrookedhearts]

Am I the only one that laughed uncomfortably at the "Ready for you 2020" sign at the beginning of the video? Girl, nobody on this earth was ready for 2020 🙈🙅🏼‍♀️

[@devydew]

I had the same thought!

[@prettypolishes]

Interesting, I never thought to wear the dress backwards! Clever

[@anna-maymoon1001]

I was LITERALLY just thinking this morning "god I could do with a girly sleepover right now" nd you have delivered ❤ wine drunk kaylin is my fave ❤

[@shalaka.5963]

Holy crap was that the best vlog or what?! I don't know if my favorite was the Bentley movie (SO CUTE), you singing (SO GOOD) or drunk Kalyn after that bottle chug (SO RELATABLE). thank you for this gold content, friend. My only regret is not having wine myself while watching this - but can we PLEASE do a live stream girls night as someone suggested below?! Could you also announce it on KZbin cause I'm off Instagram atm and will tune back in JUST for the live ❤️

[@Brumethefairy]

This vlog was so perfect : funny, with deep insights, love, truth, emotions ! Gosh, I loved it !!! And you speaking a little bit of French

[@nikkidatlangin6603]

kalyn your voice is so beautiful!!! 😭😭😭😭

[@keeshamelissa9292]

Love how chill this was, felt like I was there hanging out with you! If it wasn’t 9 am I’d drink with ya lol

[@Kyethecreator]

Fatima Seyma same. 😂😂😂

[@birtcher21]

Fatima Seyma omg same!! I literally came here to comment the same thing 😂😂😂

[@KoaGrey]

You've helped me grow internally SO much Kalyn, you've got no idea. Since 2017. I remember watching a video where you talked about a snake needing to change its skin into a stronger one. Since then I've gone through a very serious disease, a heavy break up and what I would say a soul-changing journey. And you were there when it all began. I listened to your podcasts from the hospital and now I'm here, home, looking at it all, after the hurricane, picking up the pieces of what's left of me. So thank you for being my guiding light, I wouldn't have listened to anyone else. You're so easy to listen to, you give such good, soul-touching advice. Love from Barcelona. You are truly a life-changing light in this world. Please never stop trying to change and impact this world because you definitely helped me through my worst and lowest times.

[@kristinandj]

You make me so comfortable, like I was talking to my sister. And the cowboy Benji and you singing with the guitar : I FALL IN LOVE

[@Ferncovered]

Who votes Kayln uploads a full cover of Hallelujah cuz I cried did yall cry? I cried.

[@mortallymysticalfox2490]

I cried and got legit goosebumps

[@shrutivedula]

YOU ARE THE BEST THANK YOU FOR EXISTING!!! YOU HAVE impacted my life in SOOO many ways and I am so so thankful for you!

[@JS-bp1wp]

Yes Shruti, I feel the same. She is a revelation and wonderful person

[@Bullish_Lauren]

This was so much fun! I love this kind of video. It’s like hanging with a bestie. And honestly even if you did vlog yourself doing the same thing every day I would still watch it because your videos are always such a mood.

[@megan0127]

I love that you're into Outlander! I've been watching since season one was airing

[@kimmye.9145]

Good morning! How are you and Bently? Hope you're staying safe 💛💛 This video was AWESOME im laughing so hard right now. Glad youre still having fun haha

[@witchiejadie1494]

Oh my god Kalyn Your voice is beautiful!! I’ve never heard you sing before. People who have heard you sing before will probably have said you should make a record/cd etc. I would totally buy it as I could listen to you sing all day 💕 I hope your doing as well as you can be during this time. Xxx

[@CameliaCounseling]

I want to know if Matthew responded 😂 thank you for this video Kalyn❤️❤️

[@sienadellicarpini7803]

tbh I've been watching kalyn for a long longggg time and this was one of my favorite videos

[@haylise95]

This was such a bright spot in my day, thank you Kalyn! Your content makes quarantine that much less scary and gives me something to look forward to 💜

[@kristiehenderson1036]

I have an idea for you! You’ve mentioned wanting to be more minimalistic - maybe shoot a video of decluttering your makeup! I’m obsessed with those videos right now lol 😺

[@squiggiez1327]

This video was awesome 😁 I love how vulnerable you have been lately on your channel. I get down on myself when I’m not basically being perfect and I look up to you and I think seeing the more vulnerable sides of you has only made me feel better about my vulnerabilities.

[@franziskaschmitt1645]

Omg the text to Matthew Hussey is legend! Not even through the video but love it already! Lots of love 🥰

[@mountain.mama.]

This was so much fun, I love this style video and how it feels like a chill girls night 💜 Would love if you could do a video, (maybe a coffee talk ?) of the advice and encouragement you would give your younger self? Like about losing virginity and how to handle alcohol/weed, boys growing up, dating and love - all the advice you wish you could go back and give yourself?? There's so much we go through at such young ages, and most of our parents don't really talk about that stuff or if they did/do it was so awkward and weird at the time we didn't listen.... Or was that just me 🙄 LOL xx 😘

[@bellak.h4160]

This was SO MUCH FUN! i didn't know i needed this thank youuuuu 💙

[@alexandraamandamaxwell8564]

I’ve been watching your videos for years and I just wanna day no matter how bad my day was, what boy problems I have, how stuck I’ve felt... your videos make me feel better and more human every time. Thank you ♥️

[@sierrahg2204]

honestly, this is my favorite vlog to date. it’s so chill and creative (and also you answered my truth which was exciting 💗)

[@alexis9635]

Wow this is one of my favorite videos of yours for some reason! Hope you’re thriving! Living this way is so hard!

[@womaninread4158]

I loved this video!! It’s nice to see other sides of you and see more of a whole version of you than a curated KZbin persona. This was awesome. ☺️🖤

[@emmascorner9110]

Easily one of my favorite videos you have ever made. Loved the vibe, loved the content, love you.

[@Aylaluna950]

Such a role model even when you’re just having fun. You have made my entire quarantine thank you Kalyn ✨✨✨

[@amarleenkaur9425]

Outlander is my favorite show right now! It makes me so happy that you seem to love the show as much as I do! And Jamie 😍😍

[@MessyMountainHair]

This video was great! Loved you showing your outro because I literally think about that all the time watch your videos and how much work you put it to making everything look so nice for us

[@JennieDubbs]

I thought the singing part was going to be my favorite of the entire video but no. Bentley trumped all of that with his awesome play dead! I haven't 'awwwwww'ed that hard in so long! It put such a smile on my face! I needed that today.

[@998-z1x]

You are like legit the best motivational, inspirational, life-impacting human being, and i love you.

[@Kyethecreator]

You always give me what I need, truth. That is why I love and appreciate you! I can’t believe I’ve been watching you for almost 3 years now. I came for a stretch and talk and got a friend/mentor. Love you Kalyn! 💜

[@tsiky7smile]

kalyn you are SO stunning & just seem like the most fun, down to earth person. i love ur videos

[@autumnelizebeth]

The end was adorbs. Love you girl! Thank you for this content when I so badly needed to think about anything other than COVID

[@WolfAngel360]

This video is EVERYTHING!! You are such a good sport! Thanks for cheering us up! 💕

[@samkcatladyaks]

I love this style of video. This really is Koze. I’m married and had such an amazing date with my husband last night, but this feels like a cute girls date...just what I needed. I still would love if you told us stories and sang us chill songs while sipping on wine-another girls date night idea ❤️

[@Amanda-es1hd]

I love these videos where you let loose so much! i've been watching you for so long I legit feel like we're growing up together (':

[@vanessahall3867]

Honestly, this has been one of my favorite videos of you. I love seeing you so open and completely yourself and having fun. Also, love learning so much about you! I love you Kalyn! 💕

[@2cwn2]

Aw you answered my Taylor Swift question! Knew limiting it to top 3 would be tough ☺️ mine would probably be All Too Well, Wildest Dreams and Daylight! 💗

[@caitlynstech7036]

Girlllllll! Loved the singing and guitar playing, what a QUEEN!

[@katiejwells]

Loved this!!! 💖 Reminded me of some of the old videos, and it was so nice to see your personality come through! Thank you for sharing 😘

[@mariaortiz5943]

OMG KALYN YOUR VOICE IS SO BEAUTIFUL HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!! so talented!!! please more songs on guitar!!!! loveddd ittt! gave me goose bumps!

[@shyannekiser6425]

I love that you sing with a southern twang!! It’s so cute

[@ZoePritchard]

ahhh this video was amazing!!! it was honestly too short, we need like monthly instalments of these. Loved seeing this side of you xx

[@jackieleonard887]

This is such an open and raw video and I LOVE THIS SIDE OF YOU

[@tiarasparks12]

Thank you for opening up to us. I personally feel that I know you better than before. Wish I was there hanging out with you, lol.

[@illustriousx88]

Aw Kalyn!! I love this! You’re voice is amazing.

[@mountain-mornings]

Omg Outlander is SUCH an amazing series! I laughed, I cried... I miss it already 🤣😭 haha Love ya girlie! Hope you're well and taking good care of yourself bc you deserve it! ❤💕

[@Lana-tx9ee]

By far my favorite video of yours Kalyn !!

[@rondeaufrederique695]

Girl, been a fan of yours for YEARS and this video is def my fav one so far!!! I'm a huge fan of the holiday gyst and youtober but this was maaaad fun!

[@ver0nike247]

Your energy just brings me joy!💛This was so different from your past few videos and I liked it a lot🌸

[@Danielisetravel]

I FEEL YOU trying to pick top Taylor Swift songs they’re all amazing 🤩

[@jelly96music]

I love how open you were in this video! You have become so much more relatable to me

[@meghanshipley]

I've been watching you since 2016 and this is my favorite video!!! I love your honesty and openness with us!!

[@diannadiaz5366]

Loved this, hope you do more in the future. Loved the Bentley western too! 🥰

[@elise3355]

This video was everything we all needed, you're so down to earth and I love how personal all your 2020 content has been. Favourite vlog of the year thus far :)

[@ashleymcminnsellers440]

The energy in this video is chaotic and I LOVE IT

[@TazzyBear2267]

Haha I love you so much, you’re so funny. Also your singing/guitar playing and editing/training skills with Bentley were beautiful

[@immarockstar333]

Kalyn, I just want to thank you for this video and of course all the other ones. I struggle with regret for things I've done in life when I was young. They weren't bad I just wouldn't do them now so to hear you recall those moments in your life and to not hate yourself for it and to move on knowing you had to go through that in order to be who you are means so much to me. Keep up the great work

[@mirandah6348]

This was great! Please do more of these

[@chrissevilla_xo]

OMG You´re awesome!! Love Bentley´s shooting XD!!!! Love you!!!!

[@ashleymorrasimota9036]

This video was so much fun! I love the care-free openness of full bottle of rose Kalyn

[@jaelreimer5702]

Me while she's singing hallelujah: what a queen, a goddess, an icon

[@christinemooney24]

Kalyn, I love your channel and your podcast so much! I feel like we are in very similar life stages and you have helped me not feel alone.

[@morganbaxter1340]

I really loved this video. I loved seeing this open side of you where you didn't feel the need to put a disclaimer that you're getting real. I've always loved your videos and I've been following you for a long time. I also just wanted to say that I'm sure we'd all have clapped for you after your song!

[@leannaoxo]

this might be my favourite video of yours ever!

[@TheTogaParty22]

this is definitely my favorite video of yours that i've ever seen! i loved loved seeing this side of you

[@jessicajohnston8231]

GIRL! you have a beautiful singing voice!!! Your videos and podcasts are and have been such an important part of my life. I don’t really ever comment but please know i am thankful for you!!🤍

[@jadepynee8069]

Love your personality and energy. Its great that you are open and comfortable with being yourself and sharing your past experiences 💗💗

[@intoxicatedfantasy]

I love you! Is there ANYTHING you aren’t good at?!?! ❤️❤️❤️ thank you for being YOU!

[@kleinesren7064]

That was awesome, thank you

[@carolinepeters323]

Loved it! You always have such a blast by yourself and it’s so inspiring!

[@ttran0861]

This was the video I needed right now. You are incredible. I never really comment on anything but I've been watching your videos for some time now and you never fail to make my day.

[@kiafleming1629]

This has to be one of my favourite videos of yours 💛💛💛 ohh I loved it it was so fun to see this side of you x

[@gracindaduarte185]

Loved this video so much!! You should do more of this kind of videos!

[@paigegrahame3407]

I loved this type of hang out vlog!!! It felt more chilled and real! Would love more of these 🥰 Getting to know you more always makes me smile 😆

[@merlij6259]

This honestly was so goood! And I love how generous you were, like truth or drink, nah both.

[@KelsVaughne]

god yesss i never thought the scotish accent was hot until outlander....

[@alejandracastillo6327]

This is now one of my favorite videos you've made so far!

[@beckabrooke]

I LOVE THIS VIDEO. Thank you for your laughter, honesty, vulnerability, and including us! I love your home vlogs so much and have been so happy now that you're weekly vlogging.

[@alissamathieu9589]

Okay WOW I loved this video!! Thanks for always being so authentic and honest, I LOVE IT