How it all went.... | Vlogs: Chemo Day 6

[@vloggingblonde]

Thank you for sharing your journey! You're such a inspiration! I miss my Mom SO much so I've been really enjoying seeing your Mom in the vlogs xo

[@cleanwithjaimie7586]

vloggingblonde love you Zar, thinking of you and your family XX

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

vloggingblonde ❤️

[@raeleneorr3682]

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[@brandeerobinett4896]

vloggingblonde you are amazing, and so BRAVE! #fkcancer

[@carolbaswell5019]

Being a mom myself, and watching your precious mother doing what mother's do when they have a sick child is so inspirational. She is AMAZING! I am sure she too is so weary, but will go where you have to go to get you through this. I WISH for you both so much happiness in the future. You deserve it. Yoou inspire each of us to be better. Praying for you and your Dear mother every single morning -

[@virginiamicek15]

Did I like seeing the chemo videos. Yes. It was very interesting. But I hated seeing you suffer. Hang in there. You are an inspiration

[@hk5288]

Thank you for doing this chemo series. I was with my mom during months of IV chemo (she had a port placed) but I’ve never seen a cancer journey that follows oral chemo. I think there is a preconceived notion that chemo in a pill is somehow “easier” than traditional chemotherapy. I must admit I myself am guilty of this but your story has showed me how much chemo sucks in ALL forms. Hugs and best of luck on your continued journey.

[@PalisBee]

H K interesting point. I would always asume IV anything would be more intense and aggressive but it isn't always that way. ✌

[@strwberipunkin]

I guess the IV is "faster" to hit your system. No matter what form it is aggressive and invasive as all hell. I hope you're doing well.

[@sssophie9292]

H K I didn't know you could have chemo in pill form, and stay at home rather than hospital. So she's certainly opened my eyes! All chemo is very tough but hopefully so very worth it

[@MsLilacLover1]

H K on my Moms 2nd chemo (she had a port) she had an allergic reaction. Swollen tongue, couldn't breathe well. So they took her off her chemo and put her on pills, they were much easier on her (she could drink and eat cold things again plus breathe cold air and touch cold liquids) but she had to be on them for 4 more months than she would have been on the liquid.

[@sarahbeackley4134]

H K my mom tried oral chemo and it did not work so she had to go back to the IV but that was back in the late 90s so im sure drugs have come a long way. ☺

[@annyeland5391]

Your mom is a badass mother. Love that she set up a fire and is building the drawers. Shout out to your mom!

[@ptrevino0521]

Heart out to your mama, she is so sweet and supportive from what we've seen throughout these vlogs, which I love by the way. A moms love is like no other and irreplaceable. Court you're so blessed in so many ways that sometimes with tough circumstances it's hard to see. But know you have love, support, & prayers. You've been an amazing sport through this all, this too shall pass. Thank you for letting us into your home to see what Chemo is like, you are our SuperWoman!!!

[@shesaysdisco]

I don’t know that I can say I “enjoyed” watching your vlogs because it feels wrong to say I enjoyed seeing you go through chemo - but it has absolutely been very interesting and I want to thank you for sharing this experience with us. I think you are so strong and amazing for filming, editing, and posting each of these videos while also feeling terrible because of the chemo. I’m so glad you’re finished with this round so you can get to feeling better again!

[@Blaqueasian]

You, my dear Courtney has been a beacon of light and shown a side of cancer that people who do not have it know or see.You were a trooper and your strength shown through every day, even on your most sickest days. THANK YOU for taking us on this journey with you. Your MOM is EVERYTHING!! Her strength is felt through and through!

[@CaliAnimalLover1961]

I can’t say I enjoyed it. It was really hard to see you feeling so terrible. But next time try to remind yourself that you feel ok the first two days, and only feel really terrible for 3 days. It may make it easier for you mentally knowing the first 2 weren’t going to be so hard. Also huge props to your mom! Boy did you get so lucky getting the mom you did!! It’s so obvious how much she loves you! And she’s so strong! And even vlogged for you when you were down for the count! Please give her a giant hug from me. Then ask her to give YOU a giant hug from me too. Hopefully by tomorrow you’ll be back to your bubbly self! Xoxoxo

[@85michellemybelle]

Pamela Uribe I feel like this is exactly what I would have said!💜

[@CaliAnimalLover1961]

85michellemybelle great minds think alike! 😉

[@janwarner]

I am her mom and you are completely right! I feel this has not only possibly helped others but has helped herself so now she knows exactly how she is going to feel...Thanks for all of your support, it has truly helped her, seriously!

[@85michellemybelle]

Vernor Warner you are a rockstar too, mom! She is so blessed to have you and I know you know how blessed you are to have her. 💜 My mom and I have the same bond.

[@megan4958]

Her mom kicks ass at being a mom

[@carolinelvsewe]

Hard to watch, but very helpful to understand how rough it is. I don't think I could do it. Props to you Courtney!!!

[@courtelizz1]

Thank you so much Carol!😊

[@TimmonBreenBabyGirl]

You have the best mom. The two of you make a great team. Love you both.

[@jessalvarezdiaz]

Just want to thank you sooo much for sharing!!!!! I watched my dad do chemo (intravenously) but he always acted like he was fine, and now he is getting radiation ...... he is a strong man and does not like to show his emotions, so it is so nice to see you showing the pain and emotion you felt, gives me a better idea of what he might be feeling and not expressing. I myself have to be tough for him, and I often hold back tears during doctors appointments, so crying with you has been therapeutic!! wishing you much luck in your health journey !!!

[@Angelinajoy111]

jessica alvarez sending you love for your dad!! ❤️❤️

[@moriganna67ify]

Courtney you are like Wonder Woman. My super hero! I loved seeing this series and hope you do this again. It really educated me and others as to what you go through. Thank you for sharing this very very difficult procedure. Now you can relax and enjoy life one small step at a time.

[@mimismalls4852]

I just am in AWE of you. Thank you so much for sharing these intimate, scary, vulnerable moments of your life. Your attitude and beauty radiates and shines a light in all of our lives. So thank you again.

[@1TLA7]

Your mom just.coming in klutch in every video girl !!! Stay strong we love u!!

[@melissagarvin2916]

Thank you so much for sharing. You may not be teaching in a classroom setting right now but you are TEACHING and bringing awareness to so many people with tour vlogs, your video's, and everything else you have been sharing. Sending so kuch love your way

[@aislingof81]

Thanks for sharing your week. I'm sure it will give much insight to anyone that doesn't know how the process works as well as being beneficial to those going through it. Much love and respect as always

[@chaylenandolino3867]

im happy you're done for the time being!! try your best to relax and enjoy yourself before your next round. sending love!!

[@LD-ij1mk]

Sending you much love and many prayers! Thank you for sharing this experience with us so that we may better understand what chemo is like for you. I’ve enjoyed your daily blogs tremendously and love seeing your Mom, Aunt and especially Lola.

[@morganelizabeth2574]

I’ve really been enjoying seeing your mom in these vlogs and how she helps you through. Even your aunt and how supportive they are through your journey. Keep pushing through darling❤️

[@cassandrafaith4457]

I'm so happy you have a warrior like your mom with you through all of this. I hate seeing you not feeling well, and I am happy that one day this will all be in the past. You are so strong and beautiful, enjoy the next few weeks off of chemo ❤

[@JenevaGriffin]

I really hope your videos allow people to see the reality of chemo and what it's like.

[@kaylariggs5188]

This was really eye opening to see what chemo is actually like for someone going through it. I watched every day. Cried seeing you feel so terrible. I wanted to come & make your food so you didn't have to, run your bath so you didn't have to... So glad you're through it.

[@brianacastillo9426]

Thank you for sharing. I live in Hawaii and every morning I would check for an update. Never having gone through cancer myself I’ve lost many loved ones to cancer so it was interesting to see how chemo affected you. It was so nice seeing your mom be so supportive and always with you

[@dyj50]

I don’t know how anyone could watch you and not fall in love with you on this journey. You are such a precious soul. Much love and prayers to you and your family.

[@nathy12step]

I’m glad you showed us your chemo experience because it is very eye opening. You and your mom are such a big inspiration! Your mom is such a strong woman and you really take after her! Praying for you and your family ❤️🙏🏼 I know you probably heard this countless times, but God has a purpose for all of this and He is in control!

[@katieotto1610]

I having an mri soon and this was helpful to see how relaxed looking you were! I am not sure what we will find with the brain scan and your series has helped me on this journey. Thank you

[@tequilamockingbird5852]

Thank you, Courtney.for sharing your most vulnerable moments with us. Even though we can tell how horrible chemo is making you feel, you still vlog your journey for us and we appreciate that. You are so amazingly strong and beautiful. We all will be here supporting you for your next round. Have a great weekend love. 💕💕

[@heatherj4351]

My kids and I send prayers n blessings everyday all week. Thank you for allowing us to be apart of such a private time. Your spirit jumps out the screen girl. Blessed be.

[@dhines3804]

Glad you feeling a little better! Love seeing your mom in all the vlogs!

[@MissUnderstood-yi1zm]

Thank you for sharing your life with us! The good, bad & the ugly! You're such a beautiful & strong woman. I enjoyed seeing so much of your Mom too. It's easy to where you get your beauty, strength & grace from.

[@tonyag4510]

I’m glad you did this series. It brings awareness to people that would otherwise have no idea how bad chemo can be. It also helps others that are going thru health issues or difficult times. Maybe not the exact same thing as you, but you are so strong. And so inspirational. Thank you for letting us glimpse you life. Love, love, love you!! 🤟✌️🤘💪💜

[@SuzieB7283]

It was interesting watching the effect it had on you, thank you for sharing your journey...you are such a strong girl!

[@Angelinajoy111]

Your mom is such a champion.. As a mom I have so much respect for her and love for her for how she supports you!! I can only imagine how she feels. I would love to hear her words of wisdom and perspective.

[@andik.4350]

Glad this months chemo is done with. So thankful that you’re feeling better! Hug your momma and keep her close to you, it warms my heart seeing how much she loves you. ♥️ stay strong pretty girl!

[@SolsticeBeautyByJessica]

Can I just say that your mother is a trooper, I just love her! She loves you so much!!!! I just want to tell you that I am so at awe with you. You are an inspiration to me. Thanks so much for this series, I’ve watched every single one. And I’ve cried and prayed, and it doesn’t even matter if I don’t know you. Hang in there. I am rooting for you, you should of seen how happy I was after your results after the MRI. 💜

[@deborahscholefield]

What an awesome mom. So great to have support. Love your mom.

[@annamack6526]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey I love you I’ve been watching since the beginning stay strong!

[@mademoisellekaya1438]

Finally your going to feel better every day from now on and I am also very very proud of you that you documented your Chemo pill journey! My respect for doing that 👊❣ Your mom is also so so so special! Give her a big kiss for all she goes through and does because she is very handy and cooks fantastic! If she doesn't mind she can learn me some receipts? You know what? I love your whole family! Your mom, Auntie, brother and the last time we've met your boyfriend, just love Lola, they're all great! I bet your dad had a very special personality and I don't know if he ever was on film? But seeing all of you he still is there with all of you and pulling and lifting you all up 💖💋😎👊🤗😙 Love ya bunches girl❣

[@dianakbecker]

Hey Hun, Just watched all of your vlogs and it totally broke me. I'm really really sorry for how you feel through chemo. I know you're gonna do this whole thing. You're such a beautiful, strong woman, keep going, girl ❤️ By the way I'd love to see more vlogs :)

[@DanceLaughMusic]

Thank you for filming this! I think this is a side of cancer not many people get to see and its important that people see it! Also just wanted to say that you are so beautiful, even going through cancer!!! You dont even need makeup girl! Love you :)

[@shannonschneiderman6341]

Thanks for doing the chemo series. It was sad to see you not feeling well but you are so strong and you’re moving through chemo with such a positive attitude. ❤️

[@juliebeard4430]

Words cannot tell you how brave you are. By putting yourself and your journey out for the entire world to see shows me the courageous and strong young woman that you are. You are an inspiration to those fighting illness and those who may be fighting other demons. I have been enriched just by getting to know you through your videos. By the way, ask Chris about his surrogate mom, it's me. Hang tough, you've got this!

[@kaitlynbulloch4402]

I admire you, wow. I don't think you understand how much it means to us that you consistently upload every day and take us on your journey through a day in the life of you. You probably read a tonne of comments saying this, but you are one inspiring woman and so very strong. I wish I could take away some of your pain and discomfort at the click of my finger, but we all know you can get through this. Much love, you have the power to over come this ❣️

[@andreamurphy1372]

A massive hug to you (and your mum and your aunt and Lola and all your support team) from Luxembourg (the country in Europe lol) from an English mum who's been quietly following your journey for the past few weeks and wants to add a huge Thank You for sharing your pain and joy with all of us out here. You really ARE an inspiration Courtney, to ordinary and extraordinary people alike. Keep doing what you're doing and feel immensely proud of yourself. You are a beautiful soul and a real asset to KZbin. Looking forward to your next video! Lots of love X

[@robinpinkham9398]

I learned alot and the vlog was very interesting. Courtney you are a tough fighter and mom..... you are just amazing!!

[@heatherryan5880]

courtney you did awesome. its good you recorded it for us and youself but not good to see you unwell. noone likes to see anyone sick. but you were amazing. it was real raw and im so happy for you that its over for some time. everyday you feel better . you did great courtney and i know everyone loves you. 😍 your mum and lola as well.

[@LiveLife287]

Courtney this was a great thing you did vlogging your experience during your chemo treatment. It can’t be easy putting yourself out there at such a vulnerable time. Your mom is just a doll!! She did a great job with the Alex drawers! I continue to keep you and your mom in my prayers. Stay strong and God bless!!!

[@lindamonnett4450]

Love to you and your mom. Thank you for sharing your personal experience with chemo. It definitely inspires gratitude for each and every day. Bless you and heal you. 💖🙏💖🙏

[@happinesshappens6631]

It’s humbling to see another person go through chemo. I’m probably 12 or so years older then you and watching such a young vibrant intelligent woman go through this with such grace shows your true character. Praying for blessing upon you. Thank you for being so candid with us.

[@melodybelfiore3934]

Thank you for letting us in to your very personal struggle. Your doing well and I am hoping it will all be going towards the better!

[@eyetech1975]

I am so proud of Courtney. You help me keep going each day with my illnesses.

[@sunnypie2]

Glad you're improving! Wow your house got a holiday feel. And you and your mom are lovely people! Have a Happy Thanksgiving

[@carrieheffernan2886]

So proud of you for finishing this round of chemo! Hello to Your Mom and Lola! Sending love and prayers your way! 😘❤️🤩

[@SuperWilliaam]

Incredibly beautiful. Incredibly strong. Just incredible, so much love and support from everyone here. We’re all with you❤️

[@emilycrowe890]

yes i really liked to see these vlogs. i did absolutely hate to see how horrible you were feeling but the things i learned(like you cant touch the pills) was pretty neat to see. ILYSM and im continuing to pray for your recovery.

[@gingerkirby8208]

You have displayed an amazing strength by vlogging all these chemo days when clearly during some of them you felt like total shit. I think I would have been tempted to curl up under the covers for 5 days until it was all over. I am sure you have inspired other people by showing them that you can get through this. Glad you are on the other side of this treatment and hope you continue to get better and better!

[@halliesunsinger9771]

Thank you so much for sharing the times of your life. Your grace, your smile, your strength and courage are inspiring to all. I’m your newest & loudest cheerleader, and you are in my prayers. Please know that the valley you’re in is not forever. You go, girl!

[@mhuff8626]

Even when you're sick you are still so gorgeous. Keep getting better and stay strong young lady! You are so brave to allow your subscribers to see your journey.

[@Rtytanicj]

Ur speech is so much better!!! Keep it up girl!!

[@SassyTracey]

Your mom seems like an amazing person and I am so happy you have her love and support, but I am so sorry you are feeling so bad! I am praying for your recovery!

[@Unabailarina26]

You should keep vloging! I would love to see more of your life and who you are! ❤❤❤

[@cleanwithjaimie7586]

So glad you’re doing better Courtney! Your videos inspire and motivate me so much x

[@kristenclark9257]

it was so interesting to see a more in depth look at how chemo is for you!! you’re so strong courtney!! sending you positive vibes and hugs!!

[@lindatannock]

Thank you for sharing this with us. Even though it was so hard for you to do. Your mom is an absolute gem! I'd give anything to be able to have my mom back. I'm ill myself, and I really miss her. There's nothing better than a hug from your mom when you don't feel well! I'm glad it's all over for now. I hope you start to feel better over the next few days. You're so brave and strong, and and an inspirational young woman. Best wishes to you! X

[@donnam7041]

I know you are helping others. I’m learning a lot myself. You are so beautiful inside and out. I’m praying for you.

[@tanyacrumlish]

You've got this precious. Hope you're feeling so much better soon. You and your mum are SO strong and I know you'll get there. Love you.x

[@4utob]

Relieved for you that this round is over. Thank you for letting us into your life through this difficult time, I'm sure it is of great help to others going though similar hardships. Lots of love xxx

[@MahamHamdani]

Your nail game has been on point in all these vlogs! Hope this goes well and you get better soon

[@zeushoward3479]

Praying for you 💕💕.

[@heatherhorvath7232]

Thank you for sharing your series with us!! You seemed a little better today. Always gorgeous though 😍 your mom was soooo amazing through the whole thing!!! Feel better soon 😊😊

[@katezipp916]

You are beyond strong! I can’t believe the boldness and strength you carry each day! I pray god meets you where your at and drastically heals you and touches your heart! You are amazing

[@melly4746]

It was very difficult to watch and know that I couldn't help you in any way. However, it did bring me to a new level of sensitivity when it comes to what people endure throughout chemo. You've really done a service by sharing this. Love you!

[@denisepertuit8818]

Thank you for sharing.. It was the raw reality of chemo.. And what you endure... My prayers for complete healing💛💛💛💛🕊️

[@ran8745]

My dad stayed in the hospital for the past week after IV Chemo because of how bad the side effects were :/ his blood kept on breaking down and it terrified me to see my dad go from someone so strong to become as weak as a child... He's thankfully much better since they discharged him yesterday. I hope it will be way easier on him the next month and I hope you will get better

[@Jessica094]

Your amazing!glad you have a little break for awhile so you can feel better!btw your speech is getting so much better!yay!😁💚

[@kolbymeyers66]

I think it was very important for you to share this and we are all very thankful for your openness to share. Love you!

[@ShariVanderWerf]

I wouldn't say I enjoyed watching exactly. It's hard to see someone suffer like you have. But I think it is important for people to see this so they can empathize more fully with people going through treatment. I did however enjoy seeing what great care your family is taking of you. Your mom is the bomb dot com, and Lola is adorable. You're doing a great job. Hang in there, kid. You've got this!

[@85michellemybelle]

I am so glad you recorded the series also eve though I HATED seeing you suffer💔 I feel like these types of videos help bring awareness and tangible feelings to others.

[@callen0915]

I love your videos! I look forward to them everyday and am starting to feel emotionally invested..😄 (I don't normally follow KZbin's like this) But I'm praying for you- so glad you have your Mom!! God Bless her...and you too!!😉

[@janetjuarez8770]

Thank you for sharing your experience! It's something so personal that I just love you even more for being so brace to share and educate people on chemo a little more. Love you so much hoping you feel better as soon as possible

[@asraar5996]

Best mom ever!!! You look amazing!

[@vlael2387]

Girl you are so strong. I will continue to pray for you. Thanks for sharing your journey with us. You’re right it is quite interesting and even though I hear about chemo I’ve never had anyone share there experience with me. I really hope and pray everything gets better. You are so sweet and even though you’re hurting you manage to put a smile on your face. Your ma is so amazing and I pray that God blesses her. Love you guys!

[@deborahscholefield]

Yes enjoy your six day journey gave a true picture of what so many people have to go through and it looks so hard and my hat is off to you you are a hero to so many for your courage. Stay strong, and I love your spirit so much.

[@Alfiewow]

It's so cool how you find words so well sometimes! Like "plummeted". It's almost like if you aren't thinking about it too much you just find the words.

[@checkersssss9]

Thank you for making this little series! Loved watching it.... Didn't love seeing you suffer but loved the updates!! It was really insightful and made me realize just how much you go through and have to endure. You are so so strong! ❤

[@mollynicolehome]

So glad that you shared your journey with us girl, thank you for doing that! I hope you get to feeling better asap! 💕

[@cherrylm2]

You are so beautiful even when you don't feel well. Im glad your 5 days are over. It was good of you to show what its like for you. Thank you. Xx

[@caliluv4244]

Another course of that gross stuff done! Whew! Super hard to watch you struggle, however, a very real glimpse into the challenges of a cancer patient taking chemo. You are breathtakingly strong. 💕💕💕

[@katiecarnevale9285]

Like others have said, the vlogs were difficult to watch at times. I hate seeing you suffer. The vlogs are very informative and insightful. I hope you continue to vlog your journey. I’ve enjoyed seeing your day to day life, your mom, and dog. I hope you continue to feel better over the next few days and can enjoy thanksgiving.

[@arielcoytoy]

Loved watching this. Love how sweet your mom is and am glad you have so much support! I’m glad it’s over for now and hope you enjoy the holidays 🎄❄️

[@dottiedots5866]

Thank you for sharing this. It is really helping me see what it means to be on chemo and I like being able to understand at least a little what it feels like for people that go through it. You're fighting your battle so elegantly! Keep it up Xoxo

[@orangesweetness]

Thank you for sharing this week with us!!! I hope you are feeling well enough to enjoy turkey day with your family next week! Also, I love your mom's house! It's so nice! It also looks very spacious from what you've shown this week! 🍻 here's to a great next week!!!

[@nancytabares4206]

You look much better today! I hope you feel better. Thank you for positive even through the difficult times. I love to follow your make up blogs.

[@jennamorley4710]

You're so amazing at keeping up with your vlogs everyday through all of this you are so strong .

[@angelsbeautymark4916]

I Want To Start Off By Telling You !!! You Are So Brave! & Beautiful!My Heart Goes Out To You & Your Mom!She Is Super Women! As You Are Super Courtney!!!!!Sending Prayers & Hugs Yalls Way!Keep Smiling Your Best & Changing This World One Smile At A Time! I Have Been A Subscriber Now For Almost 2 Years. Just The Past Year Ive Consistently Been Watching Your Content On A More Regular Schedule:) I Didnt Think I Could Watch You ,Due To Having 2 Close Loved Ones Affected By Cancer & Watched Them Go Through Chemo My Niece Was 3 Years Old When She Was Diagnosed & She Is Such A Fighter I Am Proud To Say She Is One Happy Healthy 10 Year Old Today Cancer Free! We Lost Our Other Family Member At The Age Of 19.Watching Soemone Go Through This Journey Is Life Changing & I Just Want To Thank You For Sharing Your Journey!Hugs Prayers & Lots & Lots Of LOVE :)

[@JuicyWipe]

This has been really eye opening for me! Its so interesting too! Thank you for sharing your journey with us!

[@Taran532]

Just popping in to say hi. Found you randomly. You are AWESOME. Thank you.

[@patriciaerickson8478]

Courtney, I hope you feel every day and can enjoy a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family. You are such a trooper. What a wonderful inspiration you are!