This Day is Always The Worst | Vlogs: Chemo Day 4

[@BeverlyLoving]

Bless your heart honey. I feel for you... So glad though that it isn't as bad as before. That's what gave us those lil smiles we saw. Day 3 normally is zero smile day. Cuddle up in those adorable sheets and rest. We will be right here! ❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄💙❄

[@catmama54]

The new sheets are so pretty. Hope you eye better, just rest and get stronger.You can do it.

[@Sunshinedreams1111]

Love you all and glad your brother is feeling better! You are doing this like a BOSS! Two more days to go and you got this!!!!!

[@Damsel80]

It seems this time with the lower dosage is so much better. I think sleeping through it as much as possible is a very good idea. You are listening to your body and giving it what it needs. Thank goodness you have such a wonderful family and cozy home. Love you!

[@jaimeanguiano5115]

I know so many say you have an AMAZING family, but I must say you really do, and couldn't ask for a better mom than momma Jan! Pray you feel better soon and get through this chapter of your life.

[@erinrapp1]

You’re almost done sweetie. I’ll be glad when you don’t have to feel yucky anymore. Bless your heart.

[@maricelabarajas1]

Feel better soon Courtney I think of you every day in hopes that you will be feeling better soon I admire you so much for being so strong 💪... I have faith that you will be ok soon ... take care.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

I love your sheets! Perfect weather to stay nice and cozy and sleep

[@marianahernandez9311]

Glad you’re strong and keep fighting, I just had an uncle who passed away from cancer yesterday and I see its hard 😔 stay strong 💙

[@musicspeaks0101]

Mariana Meza sorry for your loss ❤️

[@LindaLindo]

You are almost done! Hope you're feeling better, stay strong! We're praying for you ❤

[@sirenedemer8805]

Courage beautiful 💕💕💕 I suffer from depression since 4 years and I feel very down. Stopped leaving the house since a year. I admire you for being strong, you inspire me 💕

[@Living_a_spoonie_life]

Poor baby. You've been through so much and you never complain. Love your sheets, Morgan is a keeper and hope he's ok after the ER yesterday, Jan is the best mom ever and even Lola is so sweet. You're surrounded by goodness. Get some rest sweetie.

[@moriganna67ify]

Love the new bed sheets! Courtney I am so proud of you. You really do take it like a champ! TEAM COURTNEY IS CHEERING FOR YOU! BTW Morgan was so nice to cook dinner for you all. That Lola loves you sleeping at your feet. I just love all the family!

[@courtelizz1]

Aww thank you so much ❤️

[@julielabelle4528]

Your Mom is doing an awesome job documenting all this! And sweetie rest and sleep is exactly what you need right now! Don't feel bad about sleeping most of the day, it's as important as the medicine you are taking! You are doing an awesome job fighting it!

[@kristacooper8130]

Seriously you are a trooper. I don’t comment very often but I watch every video you post because you are just a genuinely awesome human being lol. It breaks my heart to see you during chemo week because I can just tell how draining it is on you. You are normally such a beautifully happy person who is so full of life. I love that you stay so positive because this is just a bump in the road of life. It’s also so amazing to see how much your family is there by your side cheering you on. Love seeing Jan’s world and Morgan hanging out too! Hope you are doing well! 💜💜💜

[@Mytommyj22]

You handled that day well. Poor thing, last time you cried a lot. 😢 This time just resting and letting the meds work. I hope your anxiety is low. Gnight

[@MsTheepicfail]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Keep pushing on!!! also stay warm this weather is crazy!!!

[@annib1981]

I totally adore you and your family! And Lola of course! I think of you and hope you feel better soon. Much love from Germany❤️

[@robinbedwell1961]

I am going through cancer treatments right now and I am on the ketogenic diet to fight cancer and my cancer marker keeps going down. I did a lot of research before starting this diet. I am praying for you! I know you will get through this!

[@thruErinseyes]

inspired Robin wow really??? That’s amazing. I’m going to keep that in mind for anyone I may meet who has to go through this. I’m so happy your markers are going down. That’s amazing. Stay strong!

[@bm4867]

inspired Robin I am praying for your health! All the best to you . Have you read about raw veganism , alkaline diet. It prevents inflammation which eases cancer . 💜

[@hollychristinecrawford]

I love the sheets! Your family is so sweet, you have been my favorite KZbinr ever since you started. I hate seeing you in pain girl! Sending prayers and love your way.

[@antonellalopezsalvarani446]

it's amazing how strong you are ... do not give up! God bless you💓

[@alavidlak1096]

All family is great - mom, Morgan and of course you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@isurocks1]

You seriously are an inspiration to so many. You have so much strength and perseverance and pull through with a smile. You are truly loved my so many and I hope one day you cAn look back and see how far you have come. ❤️

[@brookestanton4667]

You guys know how to cook! Glad to see you feeling better and being strong 💕

[@kirstynlila9396]

So glad you have such a loving family around you while going through this who cook you good ass meals and take care of you

[@cadisquire8592]

You can do this as Dory would say "just keep swimming"!! xxxx

[@criabxe]

You’re such a strong girl, I admire you. The smile you keep on your face reminds me of how my sister was. I hope you feel better soon xx

[@lindamonnett4450]

Courtney, you’re the bravest person ever. You share the good times and the bad. Praying that many more good days are coming your way. 💖🙏💖🙏💖🙏

[@michelleeastridge3065]

I’ve also noticed that your speech is so good and I am so happy for that. I am so jealous of your big ol red pillow!

[@jaynemaggie]

Hey, hope you feel better tomorrow. Good to see your brother feeling well also. Love Jan's world. Keep going, sending love from UK...💟

[@kotik4ever1]

You have such an amazing family 💞 glad you feel better than last chemo months

[@hannabo2799]

Almost done with your chemo stay strong you got this praying for the best mri yet !

[@Clare-kj6tq]

My 7 year old cousin has brain cancer, she is way to thin to continue chemo.... I just wanna say Stay positive and strong!❤️❤️❤️

[@NaysPlaceLove]

My dad had bowel cancer removed and is starting chemo in the next week :( he’s doing a mix of IV and tablet chemo, watching your story helps to understand what he will soon be experiencing. You are so strong thank you for sharing with us xxx

[@rociotorres4344]

You’re a warrior,dear!! And you’re giving us a lesson in strength !

[@CHAILIFE]

Day three and four we're the worst. You are doing better than last time it looks like. Praying for a long restful night for you.

[@leahgriffiths1694]

Awww, honey. You're so strong. Keep on fighting. You got this! For all of you viewers who are going through tough stuff, keep going. I'm cheering for you! Have a wonderful day everyone.

[@MrsBozoiyo]

Aww...trooper. Little things like your cute snowflake sheets help with the atmosphere. And of course, your mom! And your brother is quite helpful too :)

[@mckenziewalrus6510]

So proud of you! Keep pushing on. 💕

[@Bestbirths]

I love your new sheets. your mom tries her best to feed you healthy salads with dinner with the time she has. love brother cooking for you at home for break. I was like good carbs with that juice. yes I know about juicing for cancer. i read some of the rude comments. I watched some documentaries on Gerson therapy, and I did that juicing for my kidney. worked great but it was time consuming. you are doing just great. hugs to you and lola, mom and brother.

[@robinharris0562]

Your doing so much better this time. I’m glad your brother is better. The chili looks great

[@mimivb87]

Oh hunny 😘😘❤❤❤ stay strong ❤ you can do this 💪🏼 you're so powerful!

[@ThrottledEarwig]

Courtney at her worst looks better than so many people at their best 😍 she’s so sweet & down to earth

[@Primroseonfire]

Omg that looks delicious Morgan!! So glad you feel better than last time Court, sending you and your family a lot of love from Argentina❤

[@brushoff098]

Omg your brother is the sweetest! Sending many blessings and hope to your family.. :)

[@BornAgainFarmGirl]

Hang in there Courtney , we're all praying for you ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ !

[@maryhelen1011]

Morgan that chili looks so good, def going to try to make it! I'm so sorry it's a rough day, even if it's better than the last time you can tell you just don't feel good. Rest and stay hydrated. Let your sweet mom help you. Lots of love to you and your wonderful family.

[@e.fleming3580]

Noticed the sheets 😄 are they flannel? We used to have our "winter" sheets! Your mom is the best- taking over the vlog when you're having a rough day.

[@juliannacabrera1176]

Hope u feel better .I love all ur vlogs u motivate me !!!!! Praying for u !

[@sarmkaty]

Bless your heart!!! My prayers are with you .... you can do this Courtney 😆😆😆 we are all her for you !!!!

[@jaamzq]

I’m glad they lowered you’re dose.. I can see the difference from last time! Love your channel! Wishing you all the best! You got this!

[@katelynsturdivant6521]

Thanks for sharing your chemo days!

[@maikolosav]

I'm so happy that you are feeling so much better in this chemo cycle!!!

[@CrystalSaysSo]

Bless you! So proud of you. You've handled this with stride and beautiful grace. Sending love to you, and your family. ❤❤❤ I love the sheets! And chilli... yummy!

[@bdaina]

Glad you are feeling better with new chemo dose. Love the snowflake sheets

[@gnomeoundjuliet]

Hi Courtney ❤️😘 keep going girl. The sheets are so cute!! Today gor breakfast i tried the fried tomatos and onio recipe 😍😍😍 wow! 😍

[@saidirey5480]

The sheets are cute! And that food looked so goooood 😭 Praying you get better! 💕💕

[@asher619799]

Wow such a good mom. Makes me smile😊

[@nicolebruton480]

You’re so strong court!!! Sending love from Texas ❤️

[@soblessed4766]

Wow!! Chili looked so good! So sorry your feeling worse today Courtney, but hopefully a much better day tomorrow!! Love your sheets...very comfy looking and pretty!! Prayers for you and your family....God Bless You All!!

[@LD-ij1mk]

Hang in there brave girl! You are such an inspiration to me. Btw, I tried cinnamon with peanut butter and omg it was delish😋

[@tamratackett8149]

Love the sheets!😍 Perfect for this time of the year so cozy ❤️ good job Jan! When will you be done with chemo for good? I’m so glad you’re doing better this time!

[@Sarah-uq9ci]

The sheets are so cute, you are all cute and chemo is almost over ... two more days, girl! Sending lots of love ❤

[@stephaniedurand7993]

Sending you a bunch of cuddles you can do it girl you're a champion LOVE YA!

[@CarolineMickle]

I hope you’re feeling better now 💗

[@Sarasara-bi1oq]

Awwh you look sooo ill but your still so gorgeous!!!!♡♡ hope you get better sooon xxxx

[@thruErinseyes]

I’m so glad your doing better this time. Resting and drinking water is good for you so just keep doing what you’re doing. You give all of us strength to face what we have in our lives. I’m worried about Morgan too. Is he ok? His voice sounded really hoarse in the video? But I’m sure he’s good if he’s cooking. And omg Lola is the cutest most cuddliest little chemo buddy you could ever have!!!! Big big big hugs pretty lady!!!!!

[@JulieJ4]

Good night Courtney, you're amazing and an inspiration. So cute how you gulped down the orange juice :) keeping you in my prayers always ♥

[@joannar9446]

Sheets are super cute! Your hair is growing so fast too! Love dinner time with your family

[@kimbershark]

I'm so happy you have such a loving family. I have a question do you drink smoothies? You can pack so much good stuff in smoothies of you're like me and hate eating healthy foods. Also raw garlic is amazing for your body.

[@smilemore5653]

Love the sheets and Lolas adorable sleeping at your feet! Glad to hear your dose is better than the last, you're doing so well guurl xxx

[@lifeisawesome12]

God bless you courtney you are in my continued prayers! N i love those sheets!

[@Mandy7D7]

You are such a strong fighter and look so beautiful in your battle. No matter how the illness effects a person I see the beauty. Pain is not beautiful but the battle with it show show beautiful a person is, and strong. OH!! What kind of car did your Mom end up getting? You were not feeling well enough to show us but I like to show excitement for your Mom too because not only is she a sweetheart but it seems like she loves doing these videos too and she's perfect for it. A perfect Vlogging partner.

[@CarolineMickle]

Have you seen What the Health on Netflix? ❤️❤️❤️

[@thedhufty]

You are awesome... Hugs for you, Jan and Lola... love ur mom as well Love Jan's World and Morgan !

[@Racheloo0]

So glad you feel better than before but hate that you still have to go through it. Hang tight, it’ll be over soon! Xo

[@courtneyfleischman2338]

You're doing amazing!! Also, that chili looked soooo good!

[@charlottesalb4236]

You go girly! Sending positive thoughts your way

[@karenmonzon7614]

Love the sheets!! So cozy and nice! 😄sending you hugs!

[@gossipgagabloggt]

Sending you a lot of love from germany ❤️❤️❤️❤️ you are amazing!

[@SandiHartke]

You have such a sweet family!

[@autumnkeefhaver3239]

can you take any pain medicine for your bad headaches?

[@gravityarcade]

This might be a super weird question because of how private it might be, but do you still get your period and everything on top of the chemo?? You go through so much and I couldn’t imagine it. You are so positive and I will continue to pray for you! You’re truly an inspiration.

[@courtelizz1]

Yes I still get my period during chemo. I get so lucky that the last two cycles I had my period the same day I started chemo lol so annoying lol

[@teddyb3795]

Oh that’s just cruel timing 😱🙈

[@kat7047]

Courtelizz1 that’s awful!!!

[@livelongandprospermary8796]

Courtelizz1 Mother Nature is a cruel bitch. Just curious but have you considered medical marijuana? Is that an option where you are?

[@jazminebrink5277]

Where did you get those sheets they are super cute!!

[@michelleeastridge3065]

I am so sorry that you are not having a good day today and I will pray for you!

[@Paperinparadise]

Question...how many months do you have to do Chemo?

[@brittybrad]

Gosh you're pretty! Stay strong girl ❤

[@Maturleyglam]

Your awsomne and an amazing BADASS!! You are so strong!! I have a chronic illness and I look to you for inspiration and strength! I always say Courtney can do it so suck it up buttercup!! Luv ya!!❤💋

[@patticharles2905]

So glad this chemo wasn't as bad for you, but you rest girlie as much as you can

[@karenmccann8644]

Stay warm. It's 7° here too in Pennsylvania.

[@courtelizz1]

Too cold!!!

[@brendapeterson4637]

Good to see your doing better Courtney !♥️😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

[@kenya_bravo]

Sending prayers your way 💕 hope you have an amazing day love! Youre awesome, youre intelligent, and beautiful 😘

[@HWolfe]

Morgan, you hit that turkey chili out of the park. Guess what I am going to make a big pot of,cause it's cold as the Dickenson where I live., and I am looking to earing something I usually don't, which is chili anyway.. .plus it looks super easy to whip up in a snap. Nite Courtney's fam, nite Courtney, hang tough as always woman!

[@tamarmatchavariani4946]

Courtney, fist of all, love you, you are amazing, strong, and beautiful

[@lydiaalexander7494]

Everything you guys cook looks so good 😋😋

[@mariasmilesalot821]

Stay strong beautiful..💕

[@hoangtruong4409]

you are really pretty, just be strong girl, hope that you will be better ♡♡♡

[@kimbershark]

Praying for you.

[@pageroman3498]

Love the sheets!!! Love your momma!

[@sarahcatherinerowell]

You’re amazing! 💕