How Jesus Saved Me Out of the Occult & the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn - New Age to Jesus

[@emmabloomquist1868]

I am knee-deep in witchcraft and am trying to turn my life to Jesus Christ. I am no longer satisfied (and in truth, never was) with the occult, and I am starting to see the Truth. God give me strength to throw out my tarot cards, my spell books, my crystals, all of it. God be praised.

[@aisyyday4christ933]

You can do it! Burn it all, I burnt all of mine in 2020. The Lord has ur back!

[@faithsrealtalk2292]

Remember the power of choice. Refuse it and Choose God.

[@Alexrnoland]

Praying for you in the mighty name of Jesus

[@tazzypulkol9597]

Hello i hope you are ok.

[@agentjackstone3543]

Thank God

[@iraqiimmigrant2908]

“I was attacked… and it felt like my soul being sucked out of me into complete darkness and I yelled out Jesus Christ save me!”… God saved me too…. God bless you 🙏

[@UknownWorlds]

This is a very similar experience I had.

[@iraqiimmigrant2908]

✝️

[@donjoseph73]

Ya that happened to me 31 years ago.

[@tina4913]

You did witchcraft ?

[@greenlight1973]

God bless you for sharing your testimony. I was knee deep in the occult myself and Jesus Christ plucked me out of it and guided me to a Church. How wonderful our Lord truly is!

[@JacMarinoChen]

I am so thankful to read this!! He truly is!!!

[@truth2btold568]

Wow, so much I identify with in your story. I grew up in a Christian family, was sexually molested at a very young age by some neighborhood boys. Had a few supernatural experiences, went from abusive relationship to abusive relationship. I got involved in witchcraft, new age, thought I was a Christian the whole time. It took me until I was 55 to get truly back to Jesus.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Wow. That’s amazing. I’m so sorry that you went through that suffering, but I am sooo thankful for God’s power to save you and redeem your life! I’m here if you ever want to talk or share encouragement! 🥰

[@paulmartin5424]

@@JacMarinoChen hello sister in Christ how are you I'm also a Christian and yes going back to church yay please pray for me I do back slide from time to time we all do but we have a loving god amen ✝️✝️🙏

[@embearasedbear3694]

​@@JacMarinoChenI have a letter from the Golden Dawn stating you have never been a member of associated with them in any copasity. Where do I post it? Remember lying is a sin

[@Jody-dg5bj]

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony! I came to the lord 7 months ago and he delivered me from meth addiction and “new age”, but just recently started watching videos on NDEs which lead to more new age videos. Now after watching this I realise I was slipping back! No more!!🙏❤️

[@JacMarinoChen]

Praise God! Thank you for sharing! I’m so glad this was helpful ♥️

[@buckjones4901]

I been suspicious of the NDE thing for a while now, I don't think we can trust what is happening with NDE's.

[@mikuspalmis]

I'm really glad to hear you're done with meth which is such a horrible drug. It changes people so much that many become basically inhuman and are unbearable to be around. I don't even want to imagine what it was like on it. It's bad enough for the people that aren't.

[@timdzimiri]

@@buckjones4901 Am honestly curious to know why you say that? I mean the drastic changes and pursuit of God , goodness and truth NDEs bring makes me think that they can be very valuable. I have heard of NDE stories where people were told by "spirit guides" or "angels" questionable things like "there is no evil" and "all truth is subjective etc?" So we definitely cannot trust everything from NDE experiences.

[@buckjones4901]

@@timdzimiri Just what you said there, can not trust everything with NDE. People are in a state that we don't really understand and what deception could occur, I don't dismiss it completely, but I think we need to take what happens with a grain of salt and be careful and don't get caught up too much in it.

[@sarahcondict2367]

The same thing happened to me. And only Jesus could show me the truth and save me from the demon that gained control when that happened. Thank you for sharing 💞🙏

[@YY-jv4uu]

May GOD have mercy on the souls commenting in this chat who have not yet been saved. May the LORD JESUS CHRIST make moves in your lives brothers and sisters so that you may find the peace and GRACE that come with his LOVE.

[@ankrenam]

The photos of your father’s baptism and you two smiling brought me to tears. God bless you both ❤

[@ignatiusmathias7202]

The joy in the smile (photo) even radiates through the screen. Praise Jesus

[@mattheweze5654]

Amen 🙏. Hallelujah 🙏

[@jennarodriguez9858]

I heard your testimony a year or two ago on the Alisa Childers podcast, and wow! It's so amazing to hear it again and in such a raw way. Your awe of God and amazement over salvation expressed in this video is so contagious.

[@JacMarinoChen]

So encouraging to read! Thank you ♥️

[@KingdomHarvestCinema]

Watched this multiple times and forgot to comment thank you for being an instrument! All praise and glory to Lord Jesus. Similarly I had to have demons waiting to rip me out of my body before I let go of absolutely everything and come to the feet of Jesus

[@rycronin84]

Amazing testimony. Thanks for sharing and thank you Lord for saving us! You're the first person ive heard explain that attack as your "soul being sucked out of your body".... exactly the same thing happened to me during sleep paralysis whilst I was trying to call on Jesus name but couldn't get my words out, I got saved within a couple of weeks!

[@JacMarinoChen]

Praising God for saving you! That was a terrible experience. Forever thankful that God is almighty!

[@KAli-dk6on]

Amen sister in Christ! ❤

[@KafkameetsPlath]

So giddy with excitement right now! Literally SQUEELED at the end! So SOOO HAPPY YOU ARE SAVED AND IM CHRIST!! Woohooo!!!!!! And your Daddy is too!! Praise the Lord!!!!

[@michellestone1732]

God is using you in such a mighty way! Please continue making content like this. People are hungry for the truth without even realizing it! So grateful for you!

[@timdzimiri]

People are hungry for the truth without even realizing it!! well-spoken

[@ToLoveGod]

Amazing. I love how in-depth and articulate you were able to be about it, cause these types of philosophies and practices are more common than a lot of people realize now, including the people involved in them, and I feel like they need to hear stuff like this. Sometimes people within the New Age don't even realize how all-encompassing the New Age itself is, and how deep it goes.

[@timdzimiri]

That's well spoke. Many people naively and sincerely pursue new age practices without having ever made a real study of the whole movement, its practices and its background etc

[@deborahbulthe]

​@@timdzimiriyes

[@timdzimiri]

@@deborahbulthe I find that Christians from a new-age background will not settle for a merely intellectual/religious faith👍

[@grantno308]

Thanks a million!!! God BLESS. I felt your humility on the video. It touches me. God saved me, when I walked through nature. Jesus used his wonderful creation to develop my faith over periods of times. Many people tried to take me away from him. But I stood strong with the lord. I suffered from manic depression since age 12, I am 27 now. Thank the lord for saving me a few moths ago. I would just got deeper into the darkness I am sure.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Praise God!! How are you doing in your faith now? 🙂

[@timdzimiri]

Trusting you've found a vibrant, loving Christian community to continue getting stronger in the Lord!

[@ashly-3672]

So flipping inspiring!!! To think my dad could get saved moves me to tears it seems so far away. I just came to jesus and don’t have a church but my heart aches for everyone I know who will judge me for my love of Christ. Anyways lol thank you for sharing

[@JacMarinoChen]

Praying for your dad now!!

[@RachelR-4324]

Praying for you! Remember, Jesus told his disciples “When the world hates you, remember it hated me before it hated you” John 15:18 Stay bold in your faith and I will pray God helps you fear and revere Him over man. I think this is something that is hard for a lot of us, me included. But always just ask God to guide you and help you.

[@KatieKatzz]

Thank you for your testimony.. Christ is King.

[@Jacques.Smith_]

Greetings from South Africa to all my brothers and sisters. I'll see you all soon! Praise Jesus!

[@samanthastolte8291]

Thank you for sharing this! The Lord working in your life is so clear and I’m just so thankful that we serve such a FAITHFUL, HOLY, PERFECT God!!! Our story’s are very similar and God saved me out of addiction & terrible sin, & girl He made us FREE! Praise Jesus!!!❤️❤️❤️

[@JacMarinoChen]

Yes HE DID! ✝️♥️

[@paulmartin5424]

@@JacMarinoChen so sorry for your pain I'm also a Christian and yes I have had my fair share of back slideing we all are not perfect but we are part of gods creation and yes saton likes to minipulate us in our faith amen ✝️✝️🙏😃🔥🙏✝️

[@J.Franco-e4t]

When we call out with e erything in us to Jesus he hears every word .His love is beyond our greatest hopes.❤

[@ratso4444]

Jesus lifted me out of all that garbage too. Praise Him forever!!

[@mattheweze5654]

Amen 🙏. Praise the Lord. Hallelujah

[@kathleenmckeithen118]

Dear Jac, There is so much I wish I could respond to in your wonderful testimony of how the Lord brought you out of darkness into His marvelous light. I was born again in 1978 a couple of months before my 30th birthday. After nearly 44 years, I am still stunned, amazed, and overwhelmingly grateful for that fact that the Lord had mercy on me and saved me after I had lived so rebelliously, knowing that the Bible - the whole Bible, every verse - is 100% true. As you spoke your testimony, I was agreeing with you all of the way!! ♥

[@findingshalom]

Such an amazing testimony! Welcome to the family of God. Thank you so much for taking the time to share. God bless and Shalom! 💙 Christa

[@childofgod269]

Thank you for sharing this testimony. The picture you put up of yourself at 23:36 shows your transformation. You looked demonic. I still have some pictures like that of myself. I went down that same road to ultimately come to the truth. I kept going back into old religions to find the ultimate truth. The way God came into my life and led me to the Bible (the last thing I was trying to read smh) was in itself supernatural and once I picked it up, I couldn't stop reading it. I'd never read anything so truthful before, you just know it to be true and can see the truth even today. Everything fell into place after that.

[@moriahcarter7557]

Thanks for sharing your incredible testimony. I believe God is using your story to help others. He is so good.

[@JacMarinoChen]

He is amazingly, astoundingly good! ♥️

[@agentjackstone3543]

I used to be a sorcerer, too, and Jesus saved me.

[@HermettiFlux]

What were you doing as a Sorcerer? How did you come to be a Sorcerer?

[@TheDivineCallingofJesusChrist]

@@HermettiFlux bad question man

[@HermettiFlux]

@Dyortos Why is that a bad question? I generally want to know how he defines a " Sorcerer " and what specific Occult path led him to identify as such. I spend a great deal of time studying all aspects of Thesophy and have questions regarding such claims. Should I rephrase the question or am I just not allowed to have any curiosity to such a claim?

[@mattheweze5654]

Hallelujah 🙏 The joy of the Lord 🙏 is your Strength, Keep on bouncing in the Lord 🙏.

[@secktor677]

I hope u had a good pastor who helped to get delivered There is so much, hope u healed, wow spirit of freemasonry n stuff. U said this with eyes, thats how unclean spirits Look outside one.. Glory to Jesus and the Father

[@claireboltjes7646]

Thank you for your testimony, Jac! You give me hope for my family who are struggling and confused in their beliefs right now. To God be the glory! Can't wait to meet you in heaven someday as a sister in Christ! My verse today: Matthew 10:32 - "Whoever acknowledges me before others, I will also acknowledge before my Father in heaven." Can you imagine Jesus leading you to His Father and saying, "Here's my little sister Jaci!" 🥰 He claims you now! I'm so glad you found escape from the darkness!!

[@timdzimiri]

And I trust you're praying continually for your family so they are set free from the confusion- I have heard many wonderful testimonies of the power of prayer very many times. Not that I have arrived myself, but growing in the area of prayer as well.

[@jakefromstatefarm4131]

Thank you for this amazing testimony! I had an experience with God when I first really started seaking him. I had an out of body experience where he brought me up high near heaven and I told him I was his to take. I literally thought I was going to die for sure, right then and there. I didn't even care that I was going to die because I felt the most overwhelming peace and engulfing warm love that is indescribable with words. He gave me this old beaten up bronze armor and told me I had work to do. Then he was gone and my mind and body were back together. I didn't even know about the armor in the Bible at this point...so when I heard about wearing Gods armor I freaked out because I KNEW I had a real encounter with the most high. In the following weeks and still now, I am attacked by the devil and demons. After learning what I know, and believe me I'm leaving a lot out here. I think the devil sees me as a threat. After finding Christ personally, the devil came to me in the form of light and told me to become a 33rd degree freemason, I thought this was God for quite a while but I was being lied to. I was told I was a master number 33 and my IQ was 333. I was taught directly by the devil many "secrets" which is all just new age BS but I didnt even realize it was him! I was smoking medical marijuana and I believe this let's the devil in and he can manipulate you via the marijuana. I came SO close to joining the masons, I even had lunch with them. But God used my wife to get through to me and kept me from joining. He lost the battle for my soul and I belong to Jesus Christ! And I'm sure some freemasons will come in and call me a liar. Well explain to me why a freemason would have baphomet tatood next to the freemason logo on their arm. www.deviantart.com/stormpod/art/Freemason-tattoo-305927318

[@timdzimiri]

Preach it bro!

[@williemaejones9944]

BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST OVER YOU I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU 🙌

[@mattheweze5654]

Amen 🙏❤️. Most Powerful Precious Blood ❤ of Our Lord Jesus Christ 🙏, continue to protect her. 🙏

[@luciemarinov129]

This is an amazing testimony, a very tragic past, so very glad u have been saved and have so many wonderful things happening to you now, thanks so very much for sharing. You answered a lot of questions I had about the New Age and u answered them all. I Was signing ip for on line sessions with a psychic a few times because my daughter died recently from alchoholism, leaving me with a 13 year old boy to raise by myself. The psychic s video s and teachings were very comforting. So I believed she was with me every day in spirit. Now I know for sure it is the demons pretending to come through to the psychics.

[@mikuspalmis]

Please look up Bill Donahue/Hidden Meanings.

[@tina4913]

In Greek Orthodox Christian Church they do prayers😊 on the 40 th day after death so that the soul go to Heaven. Jesus was resurrected on the 3 day and I think 40 dayes passed and he go to Heaven .😊You can ask the Priest .

[@anselmomacaraig6143]

I can't thank you enough for your story. I had a very similar life like yours. I was raised catholic and I was also sexually abused as a young boy. I moved to California and I had a very adventurous childhood. It made me want to get away from my family and religion and find my own path. I felt as if I could imagine my own God I could follow and make my own story in the world. I joined the marine corps and I was introduced to bad people who showed me new drugs and psychedelics. It got me diagnosed with schizophrenia and made me make many mistakes such as losing all my friends, almost killing myself in a suicide attempt, and crashing my truck almost killing myself again. I finally got medically separated and came home but the war wasn't over. I tried to become more spiritual and and lose sight of God. I had so many visions of a light figure stabbing me with a spear and made me manic. After searching so much for answers about life and making up stories about it I lost my self in the euphoria that I could be God or I'm special but no. I am a sinner and I lost sight of my religion and almost lost my soul to the deceiver. After watching your video my heart became to beat intensely as if I just figured out what I have been doing to my self. Thank you for saving me from so much heart ache.

[@tasteslikebacon1]

Incredible testimony Jac!! Praise God!! Really enjoyed this video. I too was lost in the world of New age philosophies for years. I followed money and status as a successful chef for a long time and no matter how much money I made, or position I acquired, was never satisfied. Lots of spiritual attacks and over the years, I tried to remedy the feelings of depression, anxiety, p.t.s.d., fear of lack, anger,.. by studying the occult, esoteric teachings, "hidden" knowledge, Kabbalah, conspiracies, secret societies dialectics, tarot, Reiki and natal astrology. Then I had my first encounter with the Holy Spirit a little over 2 years ago but not realizing what it was I backslid into tarot, natal astrology and reiki. Then Covid happened...and in January of last year things got so bad mentally one night, that I repented to God and gave my life to Jesus and received the Holy Spirit and it transformed everything in my life. My crippling mental disorders that plagued my whole life were washed away overnight!! finally feeling a sense of calm that comes from Gods word and his promises. Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life! Since then, reading my Bible, praying, repentance, fasting and conversations with God, and Jesus through the Holy Spirit are everything to me and when attacks come I know they are schemes of the devil to take me off my path. But God is good and I carry my cross. I pray many more see this testimony of yours. I can relate to most of it for sure. I'm going to try to get my 17 year old daughter to look at this video and hope and pray it helps her find Jesus and know God, being born again in the Spirit. I pray you are still going strong on your walk with Christ! God bless you.

[@RealProdisty]

both god and manifestation can achieve the same internal and external experiences. how do you know god is not just another deity like all the others?

[@SimplySami13]

such an INCREDIBLE testimony!!! the best one i've listened to! (and I've heard so many) I relate so much with my toxic relationships, occult, addictions, LOA all that and I was trying so hard to contact aliens and "guides" and wow I'm so grateful God allowed those experiences to happen because so many people are being deceived in this time including my cousins and family and testimonies are so powerful. you are helping so many people and i am just in shock i got recommended this video after posting about 2 Corinthians 11:14 and how i was deceived into new age then i see this video. God is so incredible, I still have so much to learn but His presence and being full of His spirit is the most indescribable, spiritual experience anyone can imagine. the experience we all search for without knowing its been Him all along. I'm so grateful you posted this! Glory to Jesus wow the pictures of you and your dad made me tear up

[@JacMarinoChen]

This is so beautiful! Thank you for sharing some of the work God is doing in you! I love our Savior!

[@timdzimiri]

"but His presence and being full of His spirit is the most indescribable, spiritual experience anyone can imagine. the experience we all search for without knowing its been Him all along."- These words really resonate coz I also got drawn into New Age beliefs as they seemed to "offer" the spiritual experiences that I saw in all my bible heroes. Whilst most churches and Christians I knew seemed completely silent/indifferent on spirituality. Thankfully I saw before going way further that there was much darkness being presented as the light.

[@laurendrake3847]

Praise lord he brought you up and out and lifted you up he will use you to help lost souls amen I hope he will use me too and my testimony to help lead people to Christ

[@kassahungebre3800]

Hi sister Jas !Nice to know you. God Bless you. Wonderful testimoney u gave-Glory to God. I believe many will turn to God hearing ur testimoy.God Bless you😍🤩🥰

[@ac9938]

Going wayy off topic but your eyebrows look amazing. I am so happy that Jesus saved you. Isnt God the best? God bless you sis & welcome to life with Jesus♡

[@louierivera7512]

HI JAC, I WATCHED AND LISTENED TO YOUR TESTIMONY ON AN ALLIE BETH KZbin VIDEO…..I PRAISE GOD FOR YOU SISTER, I TOO EXPERIENCED, EMBRACED AND PARTICIPATED IN ALL ASPECTS OF THE OCCULT AND BLACK MAGIC MAINLY TO SATISFY MY SALACIOUS APPETITE FOR WICKEDNESS. JESUS CHRIST IS AMAZING!!! 😇🙏🏻❤

[@patrickphilip777]

I was a Luciferian for years and Jesus saved me!

[@JacMarinoChen]

Praise God, Patrick! God is so merciful!

[@patrickphilip777]

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[@FoundSheep-AN]

Patrick please make a video with your testimony

[@robertfreid2879]

God bless you! Unlike you, I am not a Nondenominational, Born-Again, Evangelical or any kind of Protestant Christian - rather, I am an Eastern Orthodox Christian. I grew up Evangelical (Baptist), rejected Christianity altogether in high school and post-high school. But in the past few years, have returned to the faith in the form of Eastern Orthodoxy (which I feel has much better theology). But, at any rate - God Bless ya'!

[@elizabethhayward570]

This is an amazing testimony I needed to hear it. Very encouraging God Bless you.

[@ErvaPetra]

Praised be our Lord and Savior, 👑 *Jesus* *Christ* !!! 🎺🎺🥁🥁🎺🎺

[@seeker-of-knowledge-777]

I love to hear happening endings like this. I'm so happy for you. God bless you.

[@michelleweeks4749]

Jesus is King!

[@JesusLovesyou..1John3.6]

Love all the Scripture ❤ there is Power in the Word it never returns void 😊❤

[@untitledtruths]

This is a powerful testimony! I know it was 2 years ago but Im looking forward to checking out your other videos! Thanks for sharing!

[@kj1678]

Praise God you’re saved by the blood of Jesus!!💖

[@JacMarinoChen]

Amen! Yes! Praise God!

[@Yet333]

I left Christianity because of its deplorable present day nature-: false deliverance ( for $), mega church fanatics, corrupt millionaire pastors and priests, i remained faithful to ABBA father and Jesus . Started doing golden dawn rituals, that DIDNT involve black robes and hands tied, and sketchy masonic groups. This is not all connected. Anyone who says you cannot have an affinity or relationship with God and Jesus and still do benevolent rituals ( that invoke God in Hebrew ), is teaching the exclusive “ us vs them” doctrine of religion. It’s control fear and shame that most churches teach. Occult groups are not much different. It’s spirit and love that are the true nature of connect and faith. 💛

[@curtammann]

John 14:6 Christ's simple words - regardless of how miserably Jesus is represented in some places.

[@bootsy70]

I am SO Happy fir your father and to be the wordhip leader singer, and look how far you have come. Amen. ❤😊.

[@tioalex-px]

Thank you for your testimony! :D

[@mattheweze5654]

Yes, indeed a beautiful ❤️💚 spiritually rewarding experience. Praise the Lord 🙏. Hallelujah 🙏

[@discordianastrology4438]

my life story is very similar to yours. teaching astrology and practicing with the golden dawn for the past decade ultimately did bring me to a place of light, sobriety, and total peace with myself and learning to live in harmony with the upper middle and lower spirits. one cant exist without the other and are both a necessary force in this world to ultimately bring us closer to the light. the golden dawn delves deeply into balancing the shadow self in order to bring us to light where we do overcome to fear of facing our own internal demons instead of repressing bad thoughts and emotions. it exists within every person and is human nature. this comes at higher ranks though and is much like a shamanic initiation. we have to choose what we are willing to suffer for in life and i chose this path because it brought me the greatest joy and emotional fulfillment. i do believe in christ consciousness, but more as the concept of free will over luciferian deterministic thought. i’m so sorry to hear you had a negative experience with it. most people drop off in the earlier grades because it is so psychologically challenging but its also brought me the biggest personal growth and transformation and career opportunities. i am happy for you and your personal transformation - i dont believe you are a sinner or are inherently bad or wrong for your past. it brought you valuable life lessons. theres so much stigma and shame surrounding addiction or domestic violence etc that we tend to internalize that a lot and i think the idea of needing a savior or salvation does become appealing. i just hope you dont become disillusioned with it similarly when you learn christians can be just as “depraved” and dark and that the bible is full of absurdity. i will say the people higher up in my order were very reputable and kind, the golden dawn can be appealing for people in earlier grades seeking a power trip and are approaching it in the wrong way. massive ego death tends of occur as a result of it. we were also advised to actively seek therapy during our entire initiatory process to effectively work through these issues. i dont advocate people do what i do or join an order like this because its simply not for everyone. just know there are still good hearted practicing occultists out there. i did have a near death experience where i was viewing the stairway to heaven and my guides were telling me it was not my time to go yet, so i know without a doubt my soul is right with god.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Hello! I’d love to continue this conversation. Do you have social media that we could DM on? Instagram? ♥️

[@secktor677]

U r blinde by the Angel of Light, or u just like it. Ur guides r in fact the employes of the false Light god Satan, Do you know hes both n know the dark stuff He does. You r in his Team, maybe u like it ok... But the real creator of all things n Not the prince of the earth, well, he really doesnt like that... If u maybe one day get drawn to him, u will see, that only one way leads to him, through christ jesus. But with what He did on the cross, the father, the real creator can forgive us if we repent to him.. I hope 4 u, really, cause theres no reincarnation

[@secktor677]

U cant know if nde s r the truth or u got shown a lie movie... Think about who is the Master deceptor, what right He got n He n his agents can do

[@secktor677]

Damn i got a long comment bout all, that one got deleted, the one above not🤓👻🥱 There really is just one way to the real creator, God. N that is not through christ conciousness, but through jesus Christ.. I would love it so much of u would repent to God

[@Nikolaos1212]

You can be a nice, well-meaning person but still be lost in the darkness. Most people in the new age are like that. It is a fact that all magic is satanic deception. Jesus Christ is the way, the truth and the life.

[@dystoniaify]

I am or was a panentheist. But I've been praying for years for God/Jesus to show me if I'm wrong. I've always had trouble with the Old Testament Yahweh in passeges where he tells the Israelites to "do with the virgin women they captured in conquest whatever they wanted' and other passages calling for murder and genocide of the "ungodly". I have and am suffering my entire life starting with childhood abuse and bullying and now becoming disabled, chronically ill, and in poverty as an adult. But I've never blamed God or been mad at God. I want a loving, personal, savior God, but only if it's true. I've prayed the sinners prayer and repenting daily. I've committed to give Christianity a full chance. I stopped listening to or practicing anything that isn't Biblical, I pray, I cry out to be saved. I ask the holy spirit to fill me and teach me the Bible and to open my eyes and heart. I'm still left with emptiness, silence, and nothing. I don't even require to be healed physically or financially to believe. All I ask is for the Triune God to make himself real to me and to show me his love, to save me. I watch countless testimonies from even atheists who get a real experience when they ask for God to show them the truth. I want to fully believe! I'm scared that either Jesus is the only way and he doesn't want a two way relationship. I don't want to die with doubts and go to hell! Or maybe God is just a panentheistic "force" How come God doesn't answer me?

[@TheCountofToulouse]

I've been 'almost there' for so long. Unlike so many that have these horror story testimonies, mine has some parts that are really hard to deal with and really hard to understand. I have been hoping for that 'moment' when I KNOW that its over and the peace everyone talks about it with me and I KNOW that its done. So far, nothing. I've had prayers answered for others, I've thanked GOD for it all but to this hour, minute and day, I wake up with a broken heart, a heaviness and a hurt that I've NEVER felt leave me. At times, when I hear these testimonies, I get more depressed and feel like GOD really only loves 'some' people and that I don't deserve it. I really just want this to be over. I believe it all but it just hasn't happened for me and I'm not sure how long this 'kick the can down the road/donkey carrot' treatment is going to go on for.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Hi The Count of Toulouse. If you'd like, please email me at [e-mail]. I'd love to talk to you about this. I'm praying for you now.

[@urgatorb8]

What a glorious testimony! God is truly great and Jesus is the only way to our Father. You tell your story so articulately and with such passion for what Jesus has done for you. My story is not nearly as tragic as your but I was an atheist for forty years, trashing Christians any chance I had. I thought I was so much better and smarter than they were. I believed the Bible was just a bunch of fairy tales. Then about 16 years ago I started to question what I believed and didn’t believe. It was a slow process but I finally admitted that God was real. About four years ago I was plunged into a life-altering medical issue. I suffer greatly every day with physical pain but it has only drawn me closer to my Savior Jesus Christ! I grow in my faith every day. I was near death, hopeless, until Jesus spoke to me and told me I still had work to do and gave me the strength I needed to fight my health problems. Each day is a struggle but all things are possible through Christ Jesus! Thank you for sharing your story and God bless!

[@JacMarinoChen]

Thank you so much for sharing. Wow. Absolutely amazing. How gracious and loving is our God to die for us while we were yet sinners? I'm amazed by His mercy.

[@Warmsunset26]

hello ' jack '. It has been at least a year, seemingly even two, since last I came across you. It was when you had first/early years - come out of darkness and you were a '' young Christian ''. Since then you have...... yes, I can see it in you - your maturity. You are more settled, sure of your calling before you. But more than that - you are growing deeper in your revelation and personal KNOWLEDGE of Who Jesus Christ is. Well done. There I S only one way. Band....! p.s. God has given you a wonderful nose, it fits your face ' just right '. Laters.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Thank you for the encouragement in Christ!

[@reedemed_caleb]

Thank you for sharing such impactful testimony!! Glory be to God

[@WildAntics13]

2 Chronicles 15: 9 For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to give strong support to those whose heart is blameless toward him. ❤

[@vision2080]

Shocking the similarity and sinister tone of some of these comments. Really makes you think 🤔 Satan isn’t happy about videos like these.

[@mamathemeat]

Imagine saying people having their own thoughts opinions and experiences was Satan…

[@Abdiel777]

Thank you for your testimony sister. watched the whole thing. We serve a just and righteous Lord indeed. I hope you continue to win souls for the Honor and Glory of God.

[@donaldstaub]

Thank you for sharing your story. You have helped me with a decision I was making. God bless you.

[@samuel-jl3gc]

God bless you Jac! Keep telling your story (Jesus' story)❤❤❤

[@silvannamk8339]

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony and sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ. God bless you sister!

[@joeburnsandclassiccars]

Praise God. You are so brave and God is doing amazing things in your life.

[@Lucymaevideos]

I am so happy you have been part of our LORD that I feel so beautiful to wanting to know more about him. I myself when I hear or read his word I get hungry for him 😊 you are GOD child that he want you to be happy forever 😊

[@aaronthaxton640]

I was born and raised in a Christian Church. I grew up in one of the worst neighborhoods in Florida. I was in and out of jail since I was 13 years old, Homeless and not doing good in life. I remember when I first read the book "The Secret" and that led into me doing rituals and joining what people may call the "Occult" to be honest when I left the church my life has changed for the better. I don't smoke anymore or do drugs I have a way better diet then how I use to eat, and everyone who knew me back then are amazed in my change of life. I feel like to each is own but i would never go back to the Christian church.

[@DarthTwilight]

Wow..... Your story is so similar to mine that it is shocking. It's brought me to tears, and that's not the easiest thing in the world to do. You really are a blessing from THE LORD, because I've been down those roads, and Satan has been chasing me down with a baseball bat, so to speak for the last.. well, years. I'd say my faithometer that's pretty low recently because I backslid, but wow. Your testimony is incredible.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Thank you for sharing! I'm praying for you right now.

[@DarthTwilight]

Thanks, Jac. Please put me in the prayer circle, because I have an addiction problem, too, and I've been begging G-D to grant me repentance...

[@ceasarbrantley6308]

thanks for sharing your testimony. Jesus Christ is marvelous. His glory spans from high heaven to the depths, and there is no end to it. We could go on speaking about the goodness of the Lord, and how He saved us out of a wretched condition, and how He is continuing a work in us from glory to glory.

[@sonder152]

"His glory spans from high heaven to the depths, and there is no end to it" - Incorrect, his glory spans from his head to his feet. The glory of Jesus is the glory of a man. The glory of El-Elyon is far beyond that of any Jesus, Yeshua or godmen.

[@ceasarbrantley6308]

@@sonder152 You are mistaken. Jesus Christ of Nazareth is given the glory that He had with the Father in the beginning, as per John 17:5. The kings of the earth and great men will hide themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains crying that they might be hidden from the wrath of God. Will you be saved?

[@sonder152]

@@ceasarbrantley6308 you can spew a lot of nonsense but your fallacious theologies cannot defeat YHWH, who is truth and has given salvation since the beginning, who is far above childish mangod pagan ideas. YHWH created you but you insult your maker by believing in mangods. You try to turn Abraham and Moses into vain jokes instead of upholding their legacies. YHWH will not take mercy on you for worshiping a man.

[@elizakourlinis8349]

I love this testimony. Glory to you God. My savoir Lord Jesus Christ

[@giuliom8520]

Great video and testimony! In the future, maybe you can share other people's testimonies as well. It's important for us all to hear these testimonies because, before I woke up, I used to think evangelical people were desperate and lost people. Hearing their stories helps people see the whole picture, which adds legitimacy to their story by helping us relate to them. That's why testimonials woke me up.

[@tylerbriggs6002]

I had the honor of liking this video up to the 777th "like," the number of perfection, and I see the perfection working in you. Very moving to hear you tell your story, thank you.

[@lilpoohbear653]

perfect new age numerology thing to say....trust in Christ for salvation and deliverance from interpreting omens, number etc

[@traceyburroughs1111]

Thank you for your video Jac. Tracey Burroughs from South Africa 🇿🇦 watching this video

[@Purify123]

It's so simple. Just read His word, learn more & more about Him & you become like Him. You become fit for His Kingdom. Few people have known how to help Christians grow & become free & healthy. It requires persistence, dedication, being kind to yourself, standing up for yourself & never letting anyone take away your goodness inside.

[@mamathemeat]

Yes and that can happen regardless of your religion or spiritual practices

[@jaymeece3218]

Praise God for this powerful testimony!

[@JuniperTreeee]

I'm so glad you learned all of this Young. Before you made lifelong mistakes in relationships.

[@yvonnegaffley382]

Thank you for sharing We Serve A Mighty God with Him all things are Possible I Pray God continue His Good Work ❤ 🙏👏🙏

[@was129]

Welcome to the family of God my sister 😊🙏❤️

[@kattur916]

Wow..! I believe in God too! God bless 💖

[@Jacques.Smith_]

Brave girl. I'm praying for you. Thank you for your testimony. I'm being rebuked by it...always wanting to do things my way. Stand strong. Look up.

[@AnnBarlow-qv3tb]

❤❤ Jesus is King Love you girl! 🤍💜💛🩵

[@nobodybutzach]

Thank you for sharing your testimony!

[@rockyourpain4683]

Amen. Thank you, Jesus!

[@barrygaynor1025]

Praise the Lord!

[@AviannaLemonier]

You have an amazing testimony. Please pray for me. I'm getting bombarded with spiritual warfare.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Praying for you now! ✝️

[@AviannaLemonier]

@@JacMarinoChen So many things have been happening. One of my sisters even passed away and even her passing feels loaded with warfare.

[@cassp7558]

I see the light of Christ beaming through you so strongly!!! He is so GOOD!!! So encouraging and I can relate so much to my own life. Would love to keep watching if you carried on with KZbin God will do many amazing things through you. Blessings!! 💜💜

[@HARVEYDOWD20]

They still do want to use your body( to feel it remotely)but mostly to feel your emotion(they might create scenario, coincidences " I was just gonna say that " and they can see through your eyes . Later as life moves forward the only love you will know is from Jesus Christ which is abundant and very rich( and of course if we find one another before winter, let the reader understand). I have the same problem, totally surrounded by them. I live in Northern Ontario. They will appear as different types , they seem to bicker amongst themselves on minor issues but not on bigger issues such as you breaking free. Some but not all can feel your 5 senses, it depends on their purpose, some will have info relayed to them extremely quickly like a fast slideshow . Do you get a lot of staring in public or intense eye contact during ordinary conversation that might manipulate emotion, sort of mood control ? Also ponder what locusts might eat if they were spiritual locusts eating your fruit of the spirit. You can leave your Church but never leave Jesus He will protect,

[@laurendrake3847]

I have had generations of deep rooted occult in my family and mental illness addictions. I'm praying I just broke my contracts with witchcraft. I'm praying for my dad he is a 33rd degree freemason and has been for quite sometime. Most of my dad's family if not all have been high ranking Freemasons and Rainbow girls. I pray 🙏 that God will heal me it is been deep rooted for years. I have spiritual gifts and visions but I want to pray that God will usee for his kingdom in that way and transfo me Amen

[@timdzimiri]

Sounds like you will need Christians who are equally deep rooted into spiritual warfare and deliverance ministry to walk with you on your journey. The Lord be with you.

[@doug_peterson]

Such an amazing testimony. Thanks for sharing. Teresa and I were crying again. Such a great testimony of God's grace and mercy. Thanks for sharing 🙏 😊

[@JacMarinoChen]

Thank you Doug and Teresa for sharing this! I’m so thankful to God for your encouragement and friendship

[@paulmartin5424]

Amen 🙏🙏✝️✝️

[@paulmartin5424]

@@JacMarinoChen hello sister in Christ jac how are you and god bless you amen ✝️✝️🙏🙏✝️

[@paulmartin5424]

@@JacMarinoChen whatched your faith based Christian channel jac you have a calling my Christian sister just loved how the holy spirit moved you jac yes I've also done weed it's past wrongs god gets it and hanging around the wrong people amen ✝️✝️✝️🙏🙏

[@paulmartin5424]

@@JacMarinoChen you are a beautiful Christian sister in side out sister in Christ jac your brother in Christ Paul amen ✝️✝️🙏🙏

[@beatsbyjiro8291]

Crowleys cards *the Thoth deck* do not say Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn on the back though.

[@indakgalak]

AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!🙌🏼 WOW WOW WOW Jac… What an amazing journey back to JESUS!!!✝️ I wish I had been able to get to know you more while you were visiting Tucson… Thank you so much for graciously and honestly sharing with us your story and how GOD saved you and redeemed your life for HIS praise and glory!❤️

[@JacMarinoChen]

I do too! He is so amazing and I am sooo thankful! 🥰🥰

[@johngarcia8827]

It's so funny how people to this day try to twist and rationalize the Garden Of Eden story to suit their own wants and lead other people astray when it's so obvious that was what led to the fall. They still can't see and it's right there. It's the mushrooms, the cacti, the magik ,divination . I searched through those things . I'm so glad I found the one true God And while I'm still new I believe without a doubt And my faith is getting stronger every day

[@debsbrown8128]

Amazing story and testimony! I’m so glad Jesus saw you through it and now you are living for Jesus. There’s no darkness living in/on you anymore. You are fresh and clean thanks to The cleansing Blood of Christ.

[@Skuza-dm6pn]

Praise The Lord Name You Got Saved Great Faithful Lady With Grace, Amen.

[@bronsondiamond2025]

My testimony is basically the same minus the relationships cause I wanted to stay a virgin until marriage, and the occult organization I joined was called The Theosophical Society because they included Golden Dawn literature. I know that feeling of trying to justify our decisions regarding witchcraft and kabbalah. Praise God for his faith in us even when we stray away. And Hallelujah that your dad got saved too! Stay blessed.

[@JacMarinoChen]

Amen, Bronson! I'm so sorry you went through that, but I am so thankful that Jesus is truly the Savior. It's amazed that God rescued us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of His beloved son! Glad we get to be family in Christ. :)

[@MetaversoEnEspanol]

I respect your personal experience and your opinions. The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn is just baby steps into the occult and real magick. Magick is not for everyone, specially if you’re not emotionally stable and you’re looking for your own benefit. Usually you end up in Christianity again because emotions. I was a christian preacher now I’m an occultist and my I love it. I hope you can flow to the outside as you flow to the inside. Many blessings 🙏✨

[@PoliticallyZen]

From my perspective I believe Christianity plays a big role in occultism and was originally part of "The Faith" before the Roman Catholic Church burned anyone that practiced authentic spirituality and didn't follow their culturally accepted form of Christianity. Do you believe there are reasonable grounds for this?

[@Foodieee-ls3wu]

Please pray for me. I have been experiencing demonic harassment since getting out of the occult and I am so tired.

[@JacMarinoChen]

I’m praying for you now! Please feel free to email me at [e-mail]

[@Foodieee-ls3wu]

​@@JacMarinoChen Hi, thank you. I appreciate it. Things are getting bad again. Please remember me in your prayers. ❤

[@JacMarinoChen]

@@Foodieee-ls3wu praying for you now!

[@76meko]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. ✨💞🙏🏽💞✨

[@magusthemage4411]

The hermetic order of the golden dawn enhanced my spiritual practice and gave me a better understanding of Godand myself, I didn't cower in the hour of trial cus I now possesed the knowledge as well as the faith to overcome qliphotic spirits and negative energies which r just negative aspects of my own psych

[@josephsekavec5232]

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