How Numi discovered she is BI

[@RoachChan]

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[@ultramegaman7252]

Hello, can I ask you a question? I would like to translate this clip into Spanish, but there are parts of the clip that are lost when I translate them, so I wanted to ask you if you could help me translate the clip, I mean, you tell me the words that the three of them are saying and me I would translate them, if possible I would like to communicate with you through discord or twitter.

[@im_Someone141]

👍:)

[@bunnyconcubus8468]

Numi right here going through her coming out story and making it sound like she has PTSD flashbacks like girl needs a W once in a while.

[@Crackokaine]

That’d be way too off brand

[@casteanpreswyn7528]

She very well might. A lot of people have ptsd due to coming out.

[@alfianna2578]

@@casteanpreswyn7528, I mean, coming out as anything is scary. It is a frightening thing to admit you are different. You start to worry if there is something wrong with you and are afraid of what others will think. What will the friends and family say? Will people leave you for it? Will people hate you for it? This doesn't just being LGBTQ or not. You can come out with a hobby your family has never liked and be afraid they will hate you for it. My parents hate video games, and I enjoy video games. I mostly played at friends' houses or on my phone at first. It's just normal anxiety. Being yourself is scary at times because it is the side of you that you want people to like, but nobody can like a side you don't show them. I read a quote once that said, "the brave may not live long, but the cautious don't live at all." It is best to just be yourself and figure things out as you go.

[@Mirro18]

I mean as a fellow bi, is... is kinda awful. I remember accidentally coming out to my class and having to struggle for months on end with the "So do you wanna fuck us or..." and "Are you doing it just for attention cause you are not doing anything" because bi was just gay but insecure and all that stuff you suddenly have to deal with because suddenly you are "representing" something. It sucks a lot.

[@Never_heart]

As someone who has came out as bi the later as nonbinary, yes it is genuinely that intense

[@kidEmperors]

This is goin too well for Numi 2:45 “and then I ghosted her” Ah yep. There it is

[@Artwr]

Our streammer

[@wowguy1243]

and the combined numi nooooo from tricky and yuzu? i think i kno the girl on the rightside of numi is tricky dunno the name of the other one to the left of numi. but i think its yuzu

[@TheKyrix82]

Yeah, even my jaw dropped at that

[@bodabodapasta1500]

I feel a little sorry for her honestly. Must be really frustrating to desire that kind of closeness but be too shy to admit it to someone even when you know they like you back.

[@flbstudios8988]

Imagine the alternate timeline where Numi had a girlfriend all along ... yeah it's difficult to, I know

[@lorainejustice]

"Came for the brother, stayed for the sister" LMFAO BARS

[@BLeePrit]

It's crazy how many opportunities she had that she just threw away lol. The L's just keep coming.

[@Reniniks]

You have to take the L's to finally take W's

[@TELECHUBBIE]

>The L's just keep comig. That's what makes her relatable I guess.

[@colson3050]

they don't stop comin' Fed to the rules and I hit the ground runnin'

[@conduit64]

I mean she's brought the L's on to her self, she has either ghosted or self cucked her way out every potential relationship she has been faced with.

[@Crackokaine]

I’m not bisexual myself so it’s really interesting hearing stories about people realizing they were it’s kind of nice and wholesome the way they described it like how she mentioned her thigh felt hot when the girl was laying on it like that’s such a teenage innocence I can resonate with

[@WolfFireheart]

In a world that basically tells you "This is the norm, we expect you to follow that norm." Its can be hard to find yourself, or accept the part of you that doesn't fit the norm. Not that I am bi or gay, but I have other things about me that doesn't fit the norm, and I wasted a lot of time and effort denying those part of myself and trying to fit into the very small "normal box." And I think that is quite common, the normal box is just so small.

[@catarinamelchiorgomes8750]

@@WolfFireheart man, being autistic myself, it's quite liberating knowing i'll never be the norm, so i can do whatever

[@WolfFireheart]

@@catarinamelchiorgomes8750 Hahahahaha!! That's such a good way to view it! Keep up the positive outlook :p

[@FiltyIncognito]

My situation was kind of ironic. I grew up in a time and place of normalized, casual homophobia, but this one good friend and I would often hang out and just talk about philosophy. So one day we talked about it and we realized that there's nothing wrong homosexuality and it seemed dumb to bar yourself from a potentially awesome relationship just because you're scared of some harmless thing. Time passes and we're hanging out again, except this time, while he was talking I caught myself staring at him a bit TOO intensely. Cue internal freakout and hoping he doesn't notice or think about my sudden, out of control blushing. I never told him about it, though I did come out to him many years later. Another irony is that it was like the stereotypical story of the gay, nerdy bookworm and the straight jock, who were friends through some random circumstance but didn't interact much at school even though we spent a lot of time together outside school. We just never got to the part where after losing contact for years, we randomly met again and he realized he liked me too. 🥲

[@goranisacson2502]

@@FiltyIncognito The pain I felt when getting to the final line of this message, man. Hate to be all Bad Purple Raisin Dad about your life but "Reality can often be disappointing" just fits the situation so well. Hope you found someone since / will find someone one day regardless.

[@movespammerguyteam7colors]

Numi just needs to make the jump to have a relationship in general. She literally runs away every time she finds out someone is also interested in her.

[@TheAyanamiRei]

She REALLY needs to just date Bao already, considering how much Bao is setting things up for that. Just....seriously Numi. Get with Bao, Bao will top you girl!

[@walterroche8192]

Fear goes a loooooong way in preventing relationships from having. Numi has some insecurities about things that only she can clear up (if true and not just VA'ing). But she may not be ready for another7-15 years...

[@gamerguy6990]

@@TheAyanamiRei how’s a pillow princess gonna top anything besides the bed

[@shriekinninja330]

@@TheAyanamiRei Pretty sure Bao's bf that she lives with would have a problem with that

[@christophsiebert1213]

@@shriekinninja330 There it is. Always wondered if she was already taken. All the Bao-Numi shippers... as hard an L it is for Numi, Bao might not be available.

[@Ghost3210]

Numi: why does everyone cling to me? Never even considers that she might just be a genuine likeable person who people just love to hang around with.

[@z3iro383]

I did one of those "Am I Gay?" quizzes online when I was first questioning, and because one of the questions was "Do you find this attractive?" and it was a picture of a muscular dude who looked like the cover of a Harlequin romance novel in a weird angel male stripper costume, and because I said "No," I ruled out being anything other than straight for years. Turns out that guy just wasn't my type

[@FiltyIncognito]

😂 if I had to rely on popular or commonly perceived ideas of male body attraction I'd have been similarly confused. 'Online' and 'quiz' is such a cursed combo.

[@suckapunch565]

yeah, Idk, not really into those types either, unless they're a himbo. idk why, but himbos are just kryptonite!

[@Naurdagnor]

That's super understandable, actually. I myself am not really into muscular men, it just doesn't do anything for me. The way I found out I was bi was by discovering "femboys". Not transgender, necessarily, but rather petite, slender, and seemingly submissive young men (obviously of age), that did stir me, and that was when I acknowledged the idea that I was bi. It's more of a standards thing, really, and in terms of my own physique, I'm known as more of a "bear". And, yes, I do like some furry stuff as well. So there is that.

[@suckapunch565]

@@Naurdagnor Femboys are pretty nice though.

[@FiltyIncognito]

I'm all over the place. Visually, some bears, twinks, femboys and gentle giants can catch my aye, but I'm more about personality and the development of the relationship between them and I. I've wanted a guy pretty intensely just because he linked me some music that I really loved. Another guy I previously looked down on and wasn't impressed with at all flipped things around just by showing some gentle kindness and confidence at the right times, which kind of awakened in me my interest in tall and kinda chubby guys. And I fell pretty deep for this other poor guy who had life pretty hard, but despite that he still held himself with confidence and a smile when facing me (who apparently intimidated him), and his scooter hobby, which I previously thought were kind of lame, had shown through my bias with his passion and hard work. And lots of extra points for being good with tools. If not for my autism having gotten in the way, I could easily have seen myself marrying him. He didn't have a top tier body, and that thing that everyone either envy's or denigrates shamelessly...well he was on the lower end, but I loved him. Every bit of him.

[@lightningbeanz8581]

as a bi girl this put a smile on my face

[@terra-blejoke9941]

Same girl same

[@QTEila]

saaame, and the amount of signals i've missed has made me die internally.

[@evanm1337]

As a bi boy this also puts a smile on my face

[@muaries12]

"I kissed a girl and started drinking more". Yeah women do that to you

[@hamsteratemyhomework618]

Clingy girl, SLAM poetry, church camp. She was literally a Wattpad yuri Protagonist. So cute!!

[@Maiyosu23]

Never knew Numi was Bi till now. My reaction towards the discovery was an acceptance that was so organic and seamless that it put a smile on my face. 😀😄😁

[@dasherplayz4471]

I honestly thought she was just gay. I know shylily is straight but idk about bao

[@TheAyanamiRei]

@@dasherplayz4471 Bao seems Bi, or at least Bisexual for Numi at least. 90% sure she's INTO Numi. She definitely seems to be setting things up to get Numi to date her, worming her way into the other girl's life and such

[@minifeebas8911]

I am mainly confused bc it felt like during one of the collabs with lilly and bao, she seemed to claim she was actually straight? Or did the other two not bring up bi as an option

[@shangurila7]

@@minifeebas8911 Yeah, that confused me too

[@Afrochilla]

A lot of vtubers are bi. You usually can tell when they start reverting to monkey at the sight of big booba.

[@KDB349]

I've given myself plenty of L's throughout my life so i can relate lol. Not to the whole Bi thing but to ruining shit with girls in the past. I still shake my head in embarrassment at the thought of it. My mind just loves tormenting man lol.

[@nelsonperez9546]

I'm with you brother my brain reminds my of my cringe teenage self ever chance it gets but the best we can do is use those situations to learn about your self.

[@rOvertJustice]

I remember in college I was so dense that I got invited to a girl’s house at night to do homework. They girl had proceeded to make dinner for me, told me her roommate was out with her BF, and after dinner said she didn’t feel like doing homework and left to take a shower. I literally didn’t understand the signs and was like, “Oh go ahead, don’t mind me. I’ll just finish this assignment while you’re showering.” And then I did homework before leaving since it was getting late. People don’t understand they need to beat me over the head with these things. 😅

[@Artwr]

The worst thing is when we rememver the screw ups and missing some garanteed W's

[@FiltyIncognito]

brooooooooo, you have no idea I accidentally turned turned down some fun time with two girls. Then that same year, I accidentally turned down some fun time with two guys, and not once but TWICE! They weren't the same two guys. One guy from each pair was really into me at the same time. They even had a cliche staredown with me in the middle at a Halloween party. I'm pretty sure I could have gotten both of them at the same time if I played it right. And in high school, I was really close to these two girls who were best friends. Later, in my 20's, I got in contact with one of them again and she said both of them really liked me and would have done stuff if I'd asked. And this is just my experience regarding 1v2's 🥲

[@BlooLynx]

Saaaame, I always end up screwing up any chances I have with someone 😔

[@NAPtubexvii]

Numi is just buried under a pile of L's.

[@Necrobadger]

I discovered I was bi literally because of anime. I'm not attracted to the normal smaller, waifish women in anime, but when I saw "traps" with the same build, instant attraction. Came to realize through some special case females like Aisha Clanclan that I'm specifically into strong, muscular women and smaller, more traditionally "feminine" males.

[@appleoxide4489]

based

[@liz_violet]

figured it out when i didn't care about the gender of haruhi and naoto as a tween, i still thought they were hot.

[@djweavergamesmaster]

im still gonna say its 0.2% gay i wont admit it

[@OrigamiPie]

I just wanna point out that "trap" is considered a slur by a lot of femboys and trans people

[@raymond4218]

Extremely based

[@realNoMee]

A lot of female attracted women have it real tough. Women are typically brought up to be very open to skinship with other women and generally more affectionate with friends, so it's crazy difficult to actually figure out if someone is into you or if they're just friendly, or in Numi's case, what the hell is going on with yourself.

[@strawberryfox8819]

Plus trying to figure out if you want to be her, be with her or just be super close friends with her

[@QTEila]

This, holy hell this.

[@LittleMxStar]

I am pansexual so I understand how Numi feels I’ve had traumatic experiences with homophobia it’s really not fun to come out sometimes

[@tamamochan]

I'm a lesbian and yeah that's true

[@metronicmagician1816]

@@strawberryfox8819I feel that

[@ellyrycsama9138]

Numi was suffering from bipanic stuttering while narrating her story. It's so cute!!!!!

[@RoachChan]

Theres a name for that?!

[@ellyrycsama9138]

@@RoachChan i'm not sure if there's one but if there ever was, it would be like that...... just take it from gae/gaypanic.....

[@cloudwalker9572]

@@ellyrycsama9138 I already heared the term before so that's a thing

[@user-mn8lz7gf6d]

@@RoachChan it's just social anxiety

[@georgeuferov1497]

If I had a nickel for each bi vtuber... I would probably have not so much, but hearing such stories is still kinda wholesome

[@charliekahn4205]

I've only seen two or three straight ones, so either it's 80% lesbian or your bidar sucks.

[@huangrenjunism]

holy shit. i've always been really sure that i've never had a crush on anyone in my life (even though i do consider myself pan), but numi telling her story about wanting to get really close with someone and not knowing why made me realize that i had the exact same experience too with another girl when i was really young. i feel like my life just turned around lmfao

[@liz_violet]

omg same! in hs too!

[@beastialmoon2327]

I realized I was Bi in my 20's and everything made more sense in hindsight. Stories like this are so validating ❤️ I've been in a similar awkward situation so I totally feel the pain of ghosting someone like that and regretting it.

[@UnownDepth]

The Bi life is an good life. Happy for her. You go girl

[@nickb3164]

its only a good life if you can get laid, if you get none it is twice the suffering

[@UnownDepth]

@@nickb3164True,but no pain. If you got the power of Vtubers and anime on your side.

[@AngellishV]

She gave me vibes Is always the purple haired ones lmao.

[@charliekahn4205]

Typically they also wear blue and red

[@Jj82op]

Only recently that she says she's Bi right? I'm happy to hear that she figured stuff out for herself.

[@TheAyanamiRei]

Oh she's CLEARLY been Bi/Gay for awhile. An we're not even sure about her liking men, considering how few men she talks about NOW. These days 90%+ of all the people she claims to lewd or has crushes on are Women

[@Jj82op]

@@TheAyanamiRei It's not about how "clearly" or obvious it was, it's a private subject in which we have no right or say about how another person should decide their lives. Reading some of the other comments, this is exactly why I hate when people take these clips. It gets filled with "I think..." "for sure..." "actually, this means..." So because she is kind of a public figure everybody feels the need to judge, express their opinions (or fantasies) and attempt to explain every single detail about sexuality

[@VitaeLibra]

@@Jj82op yeah this commenter is in every other comment talking about how Bao is clearly trying to get with Numi. Parasocial relationships are creepy sometimes man...

[@frankjaeger1711]

@@TheAyanamiRei Well it makes sense since she’s a vtuber and people would freak out if she mentioned she liked some guy or talks to other guys irl like friends. It’s safer for her to mention liking other girls because for some reason people don’t care about lesbian relationships. At most she will probably mention things she likes in men like muscular thighs or something more personality wise. If she just found out she’s bi, she still probably leans more towards men. If she hasn’t been in a relationship or had casual sex with a woman yet, she’s probably just bi-curious. Not all women who develop feelings for another woman mean they will become lesbian/bi. Same with guys. There’s a lot of people out there who’ve experimented having sex with the same gender once or multiple times, but found out they weren’t into it and immediately stopped being curious. Or they find out later in life they were wrong and go back to being straight/gay/lesbian. Not that it matters either way, but it’s the truth. I don’t know her like any of us here though so I’m just speculating. Sexuality can get really confusing for a lot of people. It takes a lot of experimenting for some people to find out who they truly are. For me I know I’m straight as an arrow, I’ve never had to experiment to find out, but others don’t feel the same way.

[@shriekinninja330]

@@VitaeLibra Bao's been with Senz for years now

[@shadowslime3640]

I always had a feeling she was bi.

[@casteanpreswyn7528]

Everything she does screams "bi panic". Lol

[@shadowslime3640]

@@casteanpreswyn7528 holy crap you're right

[@rezendeiiz.knight1084]

after seeing bunch of numi's reaction on other girl vtubers the interacted she have gave me the thought she maybe a bi but hearing this story of her welp that sums it up

[@krazykorean2525]

finally telling us what we already knew lol

[@paula8515]

I think everyone has that one moment they look back on in highschool with regret. Mine just happens to be about 96% of highschool.

[@drakefire6675]

I really feel for Numi, because in high school I started crushing on an old bully of mine. Specifically, because he was the only one who got the memo I didn't want anything to do with the whole lot of them.

[@YURI-OFFICIAL]

I've had a similar experience where I discovered parts about myself I never knew existed until i met a particular person, any relaters?

[@MostlyAnimatedSketches]

It's always interesting to hear other people's coming out/realization stories. I'm aromantic but I thought I was just bi for a really long time (because I realized I felt the same way about men and women, but I didn't even want to consider that I was aro for a second because of the stigma and expectations set by my parents and peers) so I tried to force myself into what I genuinely thought was how people would act if they had crushes or felt attraction, because I thought, "there's no way I could possibly be aro". It was very cringe of me and I'm very sorry if I weirded anyone out lol (especially since I obviously didn't care too much when they turned me down). It took me actually getting pressured into a relationship for me to start questioning if I was aro, and that was a long trauma-filled journey in itself. Hearing this story makes me a little curious and self-conscious because I don't really know what that's like, but I can definitely relate to all the denial and not being able to understand everything right away. It's super tough.

[@daosdresari7349]

God damn Numi sabotaged every romantic encounter in her entire life.

[@DesTheMagicDog]

Welcome to the club Numi! Let's go!

[@seneca983]

Funny that it's Numi that brings a "sense of normalcy".

[@kevlarandchrome]

Akuma "I can't read context clues with a map and a goddamned decoder ring" Nihmune everybody, let's give a nice round of applause.

[@jacobwumbo827]

Once again Numi takes an L while her brother further demonstrates his Chadness.

[@SA-mo3hq]

Numi's entire adolescence was Bi Panik

[@mantidream8179]

I like how Tricky just constantly nods and bounces around

[@therealdiplotator]

I love how tricky is just bouncing around in the background

[@Rhodair]

Dang, I can't even imagine ghosting a connection like that. I didn't even know anyone like me while growing up in the 90s. I told a couple people I was bi freshman year - no one understood, just assumed I was gay, and I was basically a pariah all of high school.

[@Piratesaregay12322]

Oh man, a vtuber is bisexual?!?

[@KDB349]

Wouldn't be surprised if all of them were lmao

[@kobrax0341]

Pretty sure being straight and a Vtuber is a rarity (maybe pure lesbian too)

[@johnhurley8918]

I was gonna get defensive, but then I was like, "wait a minute..."

[@ThePatxiao]

@@kobrax0341 I would say most vtubers hell, performers like to joke about stuff like that. I wouldn’t be shocked if some gay vtubers joke they’re into the opposite sex for comedy or just to say yeah they’re attractive

[@bored_person]

@@KDB349 Lily is straight.

[@terra-blejoke9941]

Numi turned a W into a L with little effort

[@Paladin327]

Snatching defeat from the jaws of victory

[@The-X-Territory]

Numi is a master bag-fumbler.

[@MainGoldDragon]

3:04 why does that make PERFECT sense ? LMAO

[@TipoIrritable]

It’s the irony. Many, but I mean MANY of them aren’t gay.

[@whatsagoodusername823]

Life desperately tries to hand Numi a W and she slaps it to the ground

[@kin4386]

Well, as someone who still doesn't really know their own sexuality, it is nice hearing people discover theirs.

[@AlexTrain5249]

I’m a hetero but I don’t judge people’s sexuality. I’ve gotten so many L’s it’s not even funny. I was disliked by all the girls in high school and still to this day, many of them look at me with disdain at my lanky profile. I have a body and face that only my mother loves (literally). Which is why I’m doing what I can to bodybuild. I sympathize with Numi for getting L’s. I understand how nerve racking it can be to be in a relationship when you have low confidence.

[@christophsiebert1213]

Hope all goes well for your body building. Get strong, you got this!

[@thierryfaquet7405]

Protip from someone who went the muscle road : get an education and make money. Muscle is fine for geting pussy, but if you want to build something women want financial stability and what wealth provide.

[@BlooMonkiMan]

​@@thierryfaquet7405 Oh God, not this again...

[@_ubiquitous_9766]

my gaydar has never been wrong and ayo still ain’t been wrong

[@stankwiz]

Okay, but mad props to that first girl who saw two hot siblings and rather than pick one, went for both. That takes balls the size of Jupiter

[@lordhirudo5311]

I think if you take one of those quizzes in the first place, that’s a pretty strong indication right there.

[@lucadivine3862]

I've always known I liked girls and so I knew I couldn't possibly be gay, but I kept having nagging feelings like I should be gay even tho I don't like guys at all... And then I discovered I was a gay girl...

[@toganium4175]

Numi says “like” a lot.

[@C4H10N4O2]

Yep, a little flustered I guess

[@johnhurley8918]

It's a sentence filler. It's a very normal thing that a lot of people do.

[@AkumaNihmune]

I get nervous talking about the subject 😞

[@johnhurley8918]

@@AkumaNihmune It's a very normal thing. You're fine.

[@VitaeLibra]

@@AkumaNihmune damn. You're good. No one can judge you for who you're into. You don't choose who to like. If anybody actually has "criticism" then they're not worth your time worrying about

[@derbyjr]

How does Numi take more L’s than me? She literally has unlimited options

[@MrCarlBackhausen]

OMG! I can relate to this story so much! I am probably also bi or pan sexual and have had sooo many almost relationships that i delt with exactly the same way! At least 2 boys and 3 girls that i just ghosted when i realized that they wanted to go into "something" with me and it FREAKED THE FUCK out of me! I just did not understand what to do or what to say so i just left in the middle of 2 dates with them because i got such incredible anxiety. There is few things i found as scary as intimacy and sex back when i really didn´t understand who i was o what all the feelings ment. I just didn´t understand what to do when it came to sex or relationships at the time. Wasn´t until i had one stable long relationship with my one and only like, REAL girlfriend that i understood what it was all about. Lasted for about 4 years and then she started to want to get more serious an i panicked again and broke up with her... The idea of mby getting married and starting a family scared the living shit out of me! I have really awful chronic health disorders in my genes so giving birth to a child that might die before 12 years old (like I almost did) is something i swore not to do. So That was just not an option. After that i have had some flings at times but mostly i have adapted to being alone, because i am 35 years old now and my health is getting worse. Don´t think i have that long left to be brutally honest. So i don´t have the energy for something like a relationship, nor do i want to drag someone into all of the shit i am going through. A bit to honest and sad i know, but it is kinda important to my experience with relationships. But it is nice to hear that i am not alone in being a hopeless, confused individual is WONDERFUL! It is a really cute story. It is something most people go through i guess. It just isn´t talked about a lot. Especially not if you are of mixed sexual orientation, people atleast used to keep that bottled up for the most part when i was younger. Now it might be easier because people are more open and proud of their "labels" and experiences. I just realized that this isn´t her channel, so this might not be applicable, but i applaud it all the same. This was heartwarming :)

[@Ai_hoshino7123]

No wonder sinder is having a rough time talking with numi

[@Kareszkoma]

Ohhh, that's so cute and innocent. So adorable.

[@b.r.52]

I guess Numi had basically subconsciously prepped herself into a prolonged celibacy and developing herself as a bottom.

[@skylartaulbee7218]

Everyone hide their is a tiger tank moving our way

[@tracer1012]

Take a drink everytime she says "Like".

[@RoachChan]

I hope it's a drink of water,

[@VitaeLibra]

@@RoachChan they're either passed out or dead

[@lotusdynamicc]

numi being bi is not surprising at all tbh 😭😭

[@cordingdesert9566]

So close... so very close

[@Demon666x3]

Well, there's always Friends with benifits. Joking aside, I'm glad for her discovering she's bi.

[@AA-ui6sy]

“Everyone into k-pop is gay” I UNDERSTAND NOW!

[@BlueShifted]

Feels good to know I'm not the only one that had similar stuff

[@bobaoriley1912]

Definitely. From the denial to the obvious signs in hetrospect to the Bi Panic, it all felt very relatable.

[@DarknessDpa]

Ahh so that's why I overheard that Numi was groping Bao one con.

[@The_Steele1]

As a fellow Bi this is all very relatable. Except for the getting close to anyone part. I’ve never dated anyone. Though the ghosting part was accurate. I once accidentally let 10 days go by when talking to someone I was interested in. I then texted them. They never texted back no matter how many times I contacted them. I still haven’t dated anyone. A classic Bi who is bi themselves.

[@romancapulus5577]

Yet another ‘She had us in the first half’ story

[@helper_games]

So what im im hearing from this story, numi almost had a girlfriend?, dang that's unfortunate for her, she was so close

[@scarletjester7831]

Her having this "oh shit, what?! I can't be I like _____" when talking about her experience with this was basically me in my teens, I didn't really accept myself until a year or so after highschool. A lot of regrets and "what ifs", but it is what it is

[@gregd806]

Imagine alternate timeline Numi...

[@thunderflare59]

Numi be all like: That's not true. That's impossible.

[@pgrankin1]

Brooo Numi fumbled so hard with that church camp girl

[@Merilirem]

Ouch. So Glad i never had to go through anything like this. Just knew from the start. It was other stuff i had to figure out lol.

[@Dragonero1700]

Sometimes you need time to accept and understand the stuff that you are bi ,as a straight man I really can't tell the feeling of that ,I hope that one day ,she is gonna find ,the perfect woman or the perfect man for her

[@AustinAwsome]

Although not bisexual myself I relate to being confused about what I am a lot of the times. As a guy I can like girls and find them attractive, but I have never put myself out there to date anyone since I'm not sure if I'm not sure if I'm attracted to girls in a sexual way or not. Like I can look at a video or picture and find a small amount of girls "hot" but in real life I've never gotten that feeling. I to this day at 23 still question if I'm asexual or just a *really* low sex drive straight guy, it's really confusing.

[@RoachChan]

I tend to follow my heart; feelings don't have to make sense.

[@SoullessOO1]

Not to armchair psychiatrist too hard, but you might want to look into Demisexuality.

[@BlaZay]

That sounds an awful lot like my experience, and I have recently confirmed myself to be ace. Heteroromantic ace, to be accurate, i.e. I am romantically interested in some girls, but with s*x I'm like "eh, why not I guess". I found out after learning that other guys sometimes get hard by just looking at someone very attractive, or think "man, I wanna f*** her", and I was like ?????? how??? In retrospect, that explains a lot about me being a late bloomer on some aspects, or why some people get so obsessed over actors/actresses/singers/etc..

[@364-unbirthdays8]

No shame in just not labelling it. You don't have to put a name to everything. Speaking from experience!

[@crispyleaf9]

Bad drinking game every time she says “like” take a drink this video will kill you

[@RandalXVI]

The more i get to know numi and the others the more i fall for them

[@shaggyjankinz2832]

Why is this so relatable 😂😭 I actually hate how much I relate to this emotionally lol

[@suhnih4076]

You don't say?

[@Never_heart]

Honestly Numi's story is way to relatable

[@ToyotaCorolla1780]

Numi fumbled 😭😭😭

[@GVM69]

BI-Myself this joke has perservered and i cannot stop myself over this pun

[@charlx8979]

Me realising i was gay for weenus as a teen Me realizing im gay for booba as an adult

[@petercooper456]

I felt this in my bones man when I was in high school I was such a useless Bi it’s almost not even funny in hindsight

[@toasatoshi]

going to just say that, as comment sections go, this one deserves a W.

[@torunsmok5890]

Numi out here tellin us about the one that got away damn

[@BknMoonStudios]

I'm a gynephile man (I like women, men that look like women, and non-binary people that look like women). For the longest time I believed myself to be heterosexual, since I had a homosexual experience with a friend in elementary school that didn't go too well, and I've never been attracted to manly-looking men. Only recently, at the age of 25, did I re-evaluate my sexuality. It's honestly weird to talk about this IRL with others.

[@dragnarok4286]

So you're just straight with a kink for bubble butt femboys

[@FiltyIncognito]

That's awesome that you opened yourself up to a wider sexual spectrum.

[@SJrad]

The embodiment of the Shadow “Looks female enough” meme

[@GeneralNickles]

I'm just glad someone else remembers Quizilla.

[@Rebecca_The_Dragon]

I miss Tricky's old model so much....she was so much cuter and more wholesome.

[@MiraPacku]

I hoped Numei talked to this girl about it at some point I feel like I'd have to, my conscience would kill me otherwise

[@unknown20005]

hey man sometimes girls are just hot can’t really help it and yeah i was always quiet in school but popular girl’s always were around me last time was chear leaders in highschool it was an interesting time but sadly by then i had given up on trying for any relationship’s i know some of them were single not sure if telling me was just casually chatting or was supposed to mean something more but i always just assumed it was the latter cause meeting girl’s in school who also like other girl’s and were interesting in dating a not so popular person like me is more rare then pulling 5 star characters in genshin impact

[@battlehenge4]

To quote a line from Girls Bravo, “It’s like she’s catnip for lesbians.”

[@GrimVenture]

This is like when i was in highschool where everyone said they were bi. I swear so many streamers/vtubers say the same thing.

[@coloidshelving5442]

girl couldn't accept the bi meme until she accepted the kpop meme.

[@flare5282]

She found out by a "are you gay" quizz. Those things work?

[@eraisuki4963]

Yep. Also if you are doing a "are you gay?" quiz you deep down know something is up even if you are in denied

[@FiltyIncognito]

That should be comment at the end of every gay quiz. "By the way, this is one of those question; If you have to ask...you're probably gay"

[@wesleyfreeman5918]

holy frick if i was more of a social butterfly i probably would have had the same experence lol

[@mrpuddingpop1]

Bag fumbled

[@fermleegrasspit2187]

3:04 I Knew it

[@TipoIrritable]

You’d be surprised on how many of them aren’t gay.

[@cyberneticbutterfly8506]

I would have thought it fairly obvious what you like from m----but practices and what you imagine and who you imagine...I guess not.

[@federicopalacios7439]

Part of it comes from societal norms, since society tells you that you're meant to be attracted to the opposite sex most people just assume that and don't think about it. It isn't until they start relating closely to other people that they realize what they enjoy. There's many stories of lesbians accidentally kissing their friends (like drunk or something) and realizing "oh shit I actually really enjoyed that". There's even a manga based on the real life of the author where she always noticed how she got slightly aroused around women, but never really thought about it until she was in her late 20s! That's why 'coming out' is a phrase, it's a real phenomenon.

[@n4me485]

I just watched a random Vtubers story about how they realized they were bi... neat

[@rockzyk1291]

Self-discovery stories (sexuality, gender, etc.) are so interesting to me because they're always experiences I've never had and can't relate to. They seem like such a process, and the fact that so many people seem to go through a phase of denial, while it seems fairly normal, is a little on the sad side.