How Over-sensitvity and Hyper-vigilance Begins

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@jJust_NO_ 5 жыл бұрын

This is true. You helped me a great deal in my spiritual path. It's always been the roots. It made all sense to me now and the puzzles are finally integrating. That's how the kundalini awakened within me when I made the intention to face myself. Days would go by and I would feel pain on my legs especially on my knees. I thought that time I made it, healed myself all through out because prior to all my conscious doing of personal healing, the healing was done by a Divine Intelligence. I said this because while early morning, I was outside walking feeling full of love and appreciation, I got home when all of sudden, I felt an energy enter from the top of my head. It felt unconditional love. I would just have shrugged it off as my own imagination yet afterwards, my body started getting sick (diarrhea). It was a purging of my body. It happened whole day and because I couldn't barely stand, I was just lying in my bed browsing the internet. The strange thing of it all was my phone kept turning off. Even when my body was in an intense pain, there was bliss in the background. A feeling of surrender and unconscious understanding that it was all ok. Days followed by when I felt like floating on cloud9 and experiencing deep peace. It is akin to a sensation of being on a boat. The waves are rocking you gently. I thought this was the ultimate healing. However, this was just the superficial layer. Slowly, I went back to density and I needed to integrate and embody the healing within the body as well in my consciousness. It no longer given as a"gift" but I needed to create my own path and realize all of it within myself. Going back to the kundalini, it happened when I made the intention of knowing every aspects of my being (good or bad). There was a message in my dream saying "roots" coupled with scenes of a big man who locked me in a car and I couldn't get out. When I woke up I remembered I was crying in my sleep. During these days I would then be feeling lethargic coupled with knee pain and lack of circulation in my lower extremeties. There was a time when thought came and I blurted out "metallic rancid taste in my mouth" I knew right then what was happening. I lied down in my bed, waited and let the pain consumed me. I felt the pain of war. My consciousness became a demon and I kept saying "mother, mother where are you? Why have you forsaken me?" The pain was beyond imaginable and I felt my heart broken into several pieces. Because of it my immune system got weakened and I contacted a flu afterwards. That was the masculine aspect of me I healed and because of it my kundalini risen however, I needed to heal the feminine as well. When the kundalini energy was released from my root, my sexual organs got highly sensitive and overly active. A mere thought of it released sexual tension. I felt like a prostitute lol and because of it I just blurted out of nowhere, "am I truly a devil? Do I have any hatred against humanity?" Right there I dreamed of myself being a woman and my child was killed in front of my eyes along with a message from a big screen like a billboard broadcasting: "experience for unity" something of the sort.That was so much pain to bear. It was not from this lifetime because I am not married, I have no children of my own. When I woke up I felt the raw emotion of grief and I just howled in pain. My heart was shattered to pieces again. In retrospect, my mind was not ready to digest all that had happened. I was wondering in a dark for a period of time during the peak of the kundalini energy and I meant it literally. In return of the stressful experiences of healing, I feared my sexuality thus my roots. The traumatic event created an upheaval in my system and for a time I avoided anything related to spiritual. Now I am still constantly learning and the fear has lessened somehow. I am no longer greatly affected when thoughts popped out which would bring me back to those memories. Sorry for the lost post. I just want to share this since nobody in my physical environment could ever understand or relate lol. Thanks you to this channel. I am reconnecting to my sexuality and root again :))

@starsoulutions4942 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you, this was helpful

@peaceofmindofpeace1650 5 жыл бұрын

Nice to hear what I feel in my days ☺️ I feel every little stabs in people's words but also educating myself on narcissists so I'm learning to see much I suffered from was the effect from deliberate techniques narcs apply to stop a strong energetic person. I'm late it's from 2018 but for me still very accurate for what I'm experiencing these days.

@travellearn9547 2 жыл бұрын

Hey Wendy, could you talk about how does being more connected to the root chakra usually feel like physically, and in terms of sensations in the region?

@devonseamoor 5 жыл бұрын

There's a connection between the 7th chakra, (the crown chakra), and the root chakra (at the bottom of the spine). When the root chakra contracts, blocking the flow of energy through the grounding cord, which functions as a drain of inauthentic energy, channeling neutral cosmic energy to the center of the Earth, flowing downwards, and channeling neutral Earth energy, flowing upwards, through the grounding cord and chakra-system, nurturing trust and a state of ease, somewhere in the energy system of the body things begin to get stuck, out of balance or overcrowded. Sorry for the very long sentence 😯 When a person is over-sensitive and highly vigilant, which is like the two sides of one hand, the one keeps the other in working mode and vice versa, it's likely that the crown chakra is too open, somehow functioning as a light tower, sending beams of vigilance in order to scan or control what's going on around us. This condition is often as much an outgoing looking-for-safety-please-tell me what I should do-message as a harvesting of energies that are picked up in that mode of seeking information as support, trying to make sense of where one is and why, how or to what purpose, which ultimately results in an internal turmoil, where a person tends to lose grounding and boundaries, energetically and in interaction with others. In a worst-case scenario, this might result in an out-of-body condition, with quite a chaotic "all over the place" behavior and loss of a sense of reality, possibly diagnosed as psychosis. There are valuable teachings to be found in a 5 Volume document The Law of One, channeled information received by Ra, in the '80s, a group effort to explain the nature of energy and spirit.

@starsoulutions4942 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you this was helpful