Have you ever gotten the feeling of wanting to go "home"? Feels like this reality isn't home for my soul.
@Voltornator15 күн бұрын
Unbelievable! Last night before falling asleep I had a random thought of me saying I want to return to my homeworld. The world that has nothing to do with this one. Even if it was nothingness, we resonate better with it. All we experience here is defeat, suffering, slavery and humiliation.
@tubbyrainbow11114 күн бұрын
Pretty much everyday mate, I don't know why I am still in this hellrealm
@Matowix14 күн бұрын
It's when u are near the end. I want to go home too.
@jaye587214 күн бұрын
I've felt this a lot. It feels like my real home is somewhere else and that I'm just a temporary visitor here.
@WirelessPlum215 күн бұрын
I’m also done talking about females, everything has already been said multiple times. I’ve accepted I’m gonna die a virgin which I’m ok with. Sex is for reproduction and I’m never having kids in this realm. Even if I get to heaven I’ll still question having kids and probably won’t. The only thing I would add to this is don’t over cope especially with drucs. I’m 22 and I’ve made that mistake it completely fried my brain and now I can’t enjoy anything without being under the influence, it led me to a mental hospital multiple times and rehab. Save that cope for later on in life especially if your a young man or at least don’t over do it like I did. Thanks for everything Javal.
@BlackPillVillain15 күн бұрын
Always keep your dreams alive bro. I always wanted to be an edm music maker as well. I always wanted to blend rap and edm. Good luck on your music journey bro.
@ShutingFromTheSky15 күн бұрын
passport...workhard review hotels and brothels till time to fly out. .best cope ever
@javalsmith259415 күн бұрын
if you could afford it
@Matowix14 күн бұрын
Hookers won't satisfy your need for true intimacy and affection.
@MrRobot-jb5tI15 күн бұрын
Loneliness is just another state of being, no different from any other. Whether you are alone or with people, it’s all a part of the same indifferent void, so there’s nothing to escape, and nothing to fill.
@WizdaVision15 күн бұрын
The cure to loneliness is playing Space Marine 2 with the boys on Steam. Hit me up. COURAGE AND HONOR BROTHA! 💪😤
@javalsmith259415 күн бұрын
pfttt space marine 2 is inferior to darktide
@WizdaVision15 күн бұрын
@@javalsmith2594 HERESY! hahaha! I tried Darktide, I did not like it as much as Vermintide honestly. That Darktide OST slaps so incredibly hard though.
@trex041615 күн бұрын
I gave up on women, I don’t even bother with the dating scene. I met women during the 2010s but they played mind games. Rather stack my chips, try my best to build passive income, enjoy my hobbies exercise and travel overseas
@ShutingFromTheSky15 күн бұрын
i as ugly black man.. i try to take my mind off of how ugly i am and thinking about south east asia.. but when you out and about .. black women look at me like they smell shit and look me up and down like they wana fight me.. i totally ignore them but it still feels bad
@Hebrew_Israelite_Young_jedi15 күн бұрын
I get the same experience I’m a ugly black guy 🖤🙏🏽✌🏽
@EchoRayX15 күн бұрын
ugly short black guys have it the worst like even worst than indians, u cant do anything like u will always look like u trying so hard
@Voltornator15 күн бұрын
There's 2 types of people. Those which get satisfaction from living this life. And those which get satisfaction from escaping this life. Javal you're doing god's work!
@omerto559914 күн бұрын
Thanks for supporting the copes I always get coworkers and dudes at bars trying to help me when they're in the same bs if not worse. Instead of just being supportive. So thanks man. 👍 hope to hear some beats from you 🎶
@noodlery703414 күн бұрын
I encourage people here to read Schopenhauer on how to endure the pain of life. That guy had it all figured out 200 years ago
@Bren1260214 күн бұрын
I thought I was the only one who just want peace dam Kudos to you ✌️
@Hebrew_Israelite_Young_jedi15 күн бұрын
I’m a average black guy I’ve never been given a chance by any female I’m rejected within seconds 🖤✌🏽 I’m a virgin and black women be little me instantly
@red-eyedjedi969815 күн бұрын
Over, it is. Prepared to die alone, I am. ⚰️ (Yoda voice) I’m glad I still have my copes. Making music, listening to music, video games, and weed ain’t never let me down. Well actually, only sometimes. Lol
@mexdrago300915 күн бұрын
Cope positivy and a decent amount of money in the bank can be great. I grew up loving house and trance plus other types of dance music from the 90 to 00s. I didn't get to go to the clubs at that time because I too young. I still want to go and not for drugs and 304s. lol
@FallenAngelHermes14 күн бұрын
Lol taking estrogen 😂 hell nahhhh id rather cope 🤣 my nigga Javal!
@Recluse61615 күн бұрын
You're not even a bad looking guy, average at best but average ain't good enough these days.
@chief855913 күн бұрын
It’s because of autism
@infamous145412 күн бұрын
Love your vids recluse. Are you going to upload in the future?
@Recluse61612 күн бұрын
@infamous1454 Probably, I'm out of things to talk about. Plus KZbin keeps flagging my videos.
@infamous145412 күн бұрын
@@Recluse616, fascstube is full of 💩. They are going against free speech by banning comments and vids.
@carsonmalleet436715 күн бұрын
Yooo what electronic artists do you listen to? What sub genre are you wanting to produce? I’ve been getting into producing too! It’s fun and a very easy way to pass a lot of time haha.
@javalsmith259415 күн бұрын
wow man, what a question, i would say my fav subgenres are house, future bass, future funk, disco, melodic dubstep, i enjoy guys like Madeon, Syn Cole, Flume, Tollef, Galantis, Retrovision When i am able to start off i think i'd probably try making progressive house first, because i think its structured pretty simply
@Gbl2002415 күн бұрын
There is plastic surgery, that needs a lot of research and money. But it can save some of us
@javalsmith259415 күн бұрын
good luck affording that
@Gbl2002415 күн бұрын
@@javalsmith2594 I know I'm probably the poorest guy you've ever heard of. I am from Venezuela and I had never even had a phone.
@jeremys395115 күн бұрын
@@Gbl20024brutal man, that’s one of the poorest countries in the world
@Gbl2002415 күн бұрын
@@jeremys3951 At least there are very few woke people, although stupid people abound anyways.
@ELITECITY7714 күн бұрын
What city u from
@javalsmith259414 күн бұрын
New york city
@ELITECITY7714 күн бұрын
@ appreciate the raw content u real live putting us on game in this degenerate society everyone an NPC
@Champvik6 күн бұрын
Bro you ain’t even ugly
@javalsmith25946 күн бұрын
@@Champvik average guys and below are cooked, if u not top tier out here youre struggling
@Champvik5 күн бұрын
@ in the west yeah prolly, not too bad out the west, HTN and above is fine tbh, I am about a 6 facially, 6’2ft, have good dating success because of blackpill, maybe you can ascend but I think enjoying your hobbies is a decent outlook on life
@Proj.A.Z15 күн бұрын
Mr. Javal… If you’re one of US…maybe you agree or disagree but you have learn a very exponential way give up on all the coping we have done in life… Then, give Zero-phucs for what other people think even what Doomers think about each other… These two types of people to me… 😢Those who hide from the truth…in the end we all die alone… And those who die in silence….what they did or thought was never wasted on vying for external validation! Everything is cope…besides what is between our two ears…Inside is everything!
@tadariusme15 күн бұрын
y try shyts redundant
@tubbyrainbow11114 күн бұрын
I actually, quite enjoy being alone......I'm 6ft4, decent looking and can be very social but I'm just done man, just finished with this world.......there is absolutely nothing here I want to do anymore (and I had a very blessed life, I really and truly lived a wild life, got the women, travelled loads, had all the fun experiences, achieved the things.....but it just all gets old man, nothing hits the same anymore)