How to know it's time to let go (life update)

[@tsvetelinasamohodova9903]

This video made me so teary! Not because you’re leaving New York but because of your wisdom and the way you talk about your growth. You are so special and I’m so excited to watch you continues growing and see what your next chapter looks like ❤❤❤

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much!! we're all a very like minded community here so know that your compliment is just a reflection of the loveliness inside you too ❤️

[@tsvetelinasamohodova9903]

@@TarMarz 💜💜💜

[@lindsey_isla]

Why am I crying like this is a season finale or something? So excited and happy for you! Sending you so much love and good vibes. Can't wait to see what your future holds xoxox

[@TarMarz]

hahahhaha season finale I love that

[@SomaraaS]

This year is my 8th year in NYC. I moved here when I was 18 expecting to work hard and somehow earn the life I envisioned for myself. It’s been 💯 more difficult than I could imagine. The days of being dirt broke, literally hungry, struggling to get jobs. It’s been soooo special to watch you alongside my journey in nyc for years Tara. In a way you made me feel like I wasn’t alone but also inspired me at the same time. I went to fashion school here and would tell my classmates about your KZbin. You inspired me to just be me. I think we know what we are talking about - there’s always pressure to fit into the status quo.

[@TarMarz]

thank you for coming along for my journey and saying such wonderful things, sending all the blessings your way!

[@christinamejia6671]

The last like 10-12 videos titles were all signs of change and moving on. It’s amazing to see the art of storytelling and how you articulate emotions most of us feel - you give a fresh breath of air that allows us to stop holding our breath and accept the natural movement of life and all of its changes. Thank you for feeling like a big sister! Congratulations on honoring you. 🫶🏻

[@AllisonKozik]

Tara, I just found your channel today but I can’t explain how kismet it felt to connect to your story. I am currently in the throws of my Saturn’s Return, I moved to a new city on the other side of the continent right after my 25th birthday and arrived four days before covid lockdown. My life has been a confusing and hurtful whirlwind ever since, I haven’t been able to make heads or tails of my experience. I have been ready to let go and leave for some time now and I’m working very hard to make that happen now, move to the next city and really learn who I am. I am six months away from turning 30, and facing my blank canvas. The intro to this video left me in tears. You put into words what I’ve been feeling and struggling to process and understand and I am so thankful to have found your channel. Thank you.

[@TarMarz]

i'm so glad you were able to find me! I feel you, my life started over again at 23 and at 28, now again at 31! I like to talk about moving through the energy of these changes a lot so hopefully you'll be able to flick through some of the titles before and after this video and find more supportive videos there ❤️ wishing you the best on your journey in finding stability again

[@figsandcoffee1923]

Is it normal that I feel like if I was mooving too?! for all the time I felt something heavy in my stomach, it is the end of a big chapter and I am so happy for you. You create a comunity that can feel for you, you haven't cried but I did hahahah Go and challenge yourself ones again, I admire you girl!

[@TarMarz]

i'm so glad it struck a cord with you 🥲

[@InternetGirl1093]

Oh my gosh, this video is right on time. I just turned 30, have been in NYC for almost 8 years too and am leaving next year to go live with my boyfriend. Cheers to taking leaps and making new steps! I'm excited to see what comes next for all of us!

[@PeeweeM80]

This vlog brought back so many memories of watching you from your very first apartment!! 😢 it’s been a journey and THANKYOU for bringing us along for the ride. Here’s to many more and all the best with your new chapter, Tara ❤

[@mikhubert_]

Damn, this made me super teary! I can’t believe it’s been 8 years, really feels like we’ve all grown with you in NYC - can’t wait to see what you have in store for the next season of your life. As many people have commented - this video has also come at the right time, except I’m going to be moving to NYC on the J1 visa in a couple months time.

[@TarMarz]

thanks so exciting!

[@aliciagraceluna]

I have SO many emotions rn lol. I started watching your journey in 2018 in the apartment before this special one. When I went to New York a few years back I totally went out of my way to try that cutlet sandwich at La Cantine. You and Ruth, you boxing at that one gym, covid dance parties on the projector, redoing the apt. I’ve seen a lot of your life and although I know I don’t know you, it feels like I do and I just want to say how beautiful your journey has been and how happy I am for your next one. I really look at you as a big sis and you sharing with us digitally is one of my fav parts of the internet. Sending you lots of love. 🦋🌍🫶🏽🫧✨🤍

[@aliciagraceluna]

& you’re a gem for donating..FREE PALESTINE 🍉🫶🏽

[@TarMarz]

awh sweetie! you've got so much vids to catch up on lol, I think maybe 10 months has passed since this. Thank you so much for watching and being so kind x

[@melbelton5232]

I love this.. at 23 you thought you were the adult, adulting. Then life throws a curveball or you make a big decision and when you look back at that you realise you weren’t adulting at all, blindsided by naivety (not in a negative sense) as you just haven’t experienced or lived YOUR path yet. We’re all still growing and learning, all the time. You are so brave. Good luck for your future.

[@RazeAstro]

Tara, this video made me so emotional! Wherever you go, we will go with you. I know you’ll make the next adventure/city your own! I’m leaving my job after seven years and I relate to how you’re feeling! Everything you said in this video, hit me in the feels! I think I’m going to create a similar memory video to remind myself how much I’ve grown!

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for your well wishes ❤️ hoping I can continue good uploads🥰

[@estherkag]

This was heavy - I basically re-lived my moving experience from 2 years ago… Tara, have an amazing new blank canvas in Vancouver and to your friend, velkommen til KBH! 🇩🇰

[@MarieTheOstrich]

I JUST moved to Berlin and I'm still scared as fuck, looking for a permanent apartment, stretched thin at work. This vlog has been a huge motivator to stick to it, be scared and just jump. I see you on the other side Tara

[@michelleosbourn4367]

Oh Tara, what a beautiful way to describe life's changing seasons. Very excited to see you bloom in wherever life leads you next. Also, all those clips of past years had me remembering your past seasons of style. Did you end up holding onto that Ron Ami droplet necklace you used to wear all the time? I remember when you got that at the start of your NYC journey - and it had an absolute chokehold on me ;) Feels like another heirloom from your life's journey.

[@TarMarz]

I did! I actually wore it the day I moved for moral support 🥲

[@michelleosbourn4367]

loveeee that

[@ParamoreFan62]

end of a era, onto your next chapter!! feels like I've grown up watching you and you've provided me with so much peace and guidance. I'm so incredibly happy for you

[@TarMarz]

thankyou!! hope you enjoy catching up with all the new vids since this one!

[@Erika_Fox]

Awh will miss you Tara!! But so excited for you xx

[@ishanivashisht6419]

Tara! Thank you for the love you put into your videos. Storytelling isn't easy but you sure make it look effortless. Every video is an art piece and this one was extra special. I feel a lump in my throat and very bittersweet to see you leave NYC. I first found you on KZbin 8 years ago when I was just discovering my own love for NYC. Seeing you thrive there, I honestly felt like I could enjoy all the joy of the city and experience all the heartache through you. Anywaysss....welcome to Canada!! As a Canadian, I am so excited to follow your journey in Van and to see where life continues to take you (and us too of course).

[@emelyandtheuke]

Holy shit does this video come at an auspicious moment. I’m turning 28, going through the exact same transition of moving far, finding a home, and letting go of my home area for something new. I no longer have any ties to that old part of me, but it’s like an old friend you’ve ended communication with naturally. No ill will, just friends who’ve fallen out from time and distance. It’s TERRIFYING to look around and think this won’t be my home anymore, but it’s something I knew was coming for years and it feels like releasing that last breath of fear. I wish you so much goodness in this new journey, it’s been amazing to watch you grow over the years. I know it’s like a one way street (we see you but you don’t see us) but it’s like watching a good friend have an amazing blessing and opportunity happen to them. We’re so happy for you and cannot wait to see what’s coming, and it’s so comforting knowing there’s someone going through it alongside me haha ❤

[@TarMarz]

I love when people tell me they are on these oddly parallel journeys with me! ❤️

[@fdotleonora]

Tara, you might enjoy this. i dreamt last night about a huge map and my eyes lingered on Vancouver BC…and then i wake up and you are moving there. so excited for you!!!😊

[@TarMarz]

that's so weirddddd like precognition! you could probably practice that skill if you wanted ❤️

[@wyn6680]

I discovered your channel during the pandemic when I was also stuck alone in my apartment. I live half the world away from NY, but watching you made me feel like I was not alone during those dark days. It feels like you are my distant neighbor and friend (if that makes sense hehe). Watching your life made me feel how similar yet different we all are. Thank you, Tara! You have no idea how you made this 20-something girl feel empowered and less alone. A lot of things have changed in my life since I first watched your videos, and as your distant neighbor, I'm very happy for you! Keep being you!

[@im_embo]

Thank you so much, Tara! I found you in 2019 when I had moved away from NY after years there. I think we maybe have come to NY on the same day even! News years day, so much snow! And while I was living in Soeul that year, I clung to your videos because I was so homesick, and that's when I knew it was meant to be my home. I came right back to Brooklyn after that year abroad and don't ever plan to leave again. Excited to celebrate my 9th year this new years. But I can't wait to keep following along with you! Especially your journeys home-my family is from Derry and I visit ever summer. This video is so bitter sweet. Thank you!! 🇵🇸

[@lubog1260]

oh my gosh, I started watching you when you moved into the first teeny tiny apartment in new york, when you had the short blond/silver hair. what a freakin journey! Thank you for all the wonderfulness you have offered.

[@isobelmarshall5632]

What a goodbye!! I have to tell you I went to NYC in October (from Manchester uk) and made a day of walking to la cantine and sitting in the Maria Hernandez park reading a book because of you on one of those really sunny hot days there!

[@TarMarz]

I love that you made that part of ur itinerary 😂

[@morganhamilton6989]

I moved to Vancouver a few years ago and your videos have always been a warm hug for those moments when a new city feels cold. I’m so excited to see the city through your eyes and revisit the little moments this city has to offer. Welcome!

[@ТамараГолубовић]

Felt super happy for you! 8 years and what a chapter! Thanks for sharing so much of it with us, it's been a ride! Sending love and so much positive energy to you for your new adventures!

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much!!

[@weeezzza2150]

I’ve been watching your content way back when you were living in Ireland. I’ve watched you on and off over the years and I was shocked that you’ve been in NY for 8 years. The growth on you has been amazing❤

[@layls142]

now that I've finished watching the video, i'm crying. I've moved around so many times in my life so hearing you talk about leaving a place you feel very connected too (and your apt) resonated so much with me, it reminded me of all the times i've had to leave and say goodbyes, and all the times i'll have to do it all over again. thank you for sharing your journey and being vulnerable. i'm not sure if Vancouver is your final destination, but regardless I'm excited to see it through your eyes, truly hope your new journey is nothing but filled with happiness and success. and finally, thank you for supporting Gaza

[@TarMarz]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@saramhere]

I just moved back to the UK after 8 years living in Tokyo and this video was just what I needed! It has been one of the hardest, scariest things I've ever done, but it had to be done! Thank you for sharing your journey and I look forward to more

[@gabiIglesias1]

Moving is so hard I really admire how you kept together. I fell apart when I moved out of my childhood home, but I’m really excited to see your next steps used to watch your videos during the pandemic, and I was in a terrible relationship, and I desperately wished for a change and I saw you make one and I feel like your journey has helped mine. Thank you for sharing

[@layls142]

I'm tearing up just watching the beginning of this video

[@AngelaFafard]

This feels so finale, but I know it's just the beginning of an amazing new chapter in Vancouver. Can't wait for you to explore Canada and the west coast!

[@amandagosio]

Tara! I am honestly emotional watching this video. I moved to New York this time last year and you were a huge inspiration for this life decision -- seeking out a place that I could explore and sink deeper into me! I found your channel right before the pandemic and spent so much time watching all your old and new videos at that time, you quickly became one of my favourite people to follow, for reasons I can't exactly explain except for the fact that you were utterly you! Really excited to see where this next journey takes you

[@davidsteve1677]

I started watching your channel I think a few months before you moved into the loft, the growth from then to now is amazing! So excited to see where you go next and how to will evolve even more!

[@kolorfulkarol]

Tara I'm legit crying just from the intro, I feel like I am that person now. Can't wait to look back in 8 years. I am forever grateful we got to meet and I made connections with other women in person through your channel and we talk about how lovely of a person you are! A creative force, fashionista, otherworldly spirituality but most importantly kind. New York will miss you but will always be here for you!

[@ijstlvumor]

I've been here since Ireland! I think that's how I always know when you are going to do something major/shifty before you announce :) I wish you the best on the next chapter!

[@aivenuemontello8144]

I remember the night I stumbled on you channel, 23 fresh out of college, in my “big girl apartment”, in a new city. I felt like we were on the same trajectory. I loved watching you grow and unfold into the person you are now. You’ve inspired me in so many ways and I thank you for that. Wishing you all the best Tara 🙏🏾

[@thesdfable]

its okay you can always go back home whenever. it is home. it will always be waiting for you

[@laurakastner6102]

Tara!!! I'm so emotional!!! I hate endings! I'm going to miss your presence in New York.

[@mariajanellemarquez]

I've been watching you since you've moved to New york from Ireland. Loved your Journey and you actually inspired me to move to London for 2 years! I am so happy you're finally ready to close this amazing chapter in your life. New york will always be there. xoxo

[@malenefjrtoft3807]

Less than 5 minutes into the video and I’m crying! 🫶

[@TarMarz]

sorrrryyy 🥲

[@KerryEink]

Sobbed at the intro remembering all those past versions of Tara! So very excited for this new chapter and to see what comes next in this wonderful chaotic life for you

[@volcom13lauraz]

Very heartwarming you’re donating your proceeds… love ya

[@CarolinePrudence]

Awww I feel like my adolescence of watching you in new york and seeing you grow has all come rushing back. You were the first youtuber I really "got into" being an irish girl and seeing you make NYC your home. Its sad to see you leaving but I hope you take your youtube family with you on your next journey. Wishing you all the best in your new adventure (I'm not crying you are!!! 😢)

[@TarMarz]

that means the world! thank you for sticking around!

[@vbradley1922]

Yes! So excited to see your journey unravel. Leaving somewhere you grew so much is so hard, but you’re so grounded you’ll bring the good fortune.

[@TarMarz]

thankyou!❤️❤️❤️

[@RazeAstro]

This actually made me cry 🥺💫 you truly are our big sister!

[@TarMarz]

🥹💋

[@sarac9897]

The part when you were in the park made me so emotional I started crying❤️It’s like when everything around us is happening and changing, the park and its trees will always be the there and stay the same way it has always been. How comforting is that ❤️

[@TarMarz]

it means the world to me that you felt something ❤️

[@jinitabunsi6743]

Dear Tara ❤ so happy for you. At the same time, I'm an emotional 😢😅

[@bennysmiley]

So beautiful 🥹 Although we are about the same age, you are a bit of an online big sister, so proud of how far you have come. After almost 8 years in Rome, I moved to Florence and the time felt just right. There is definitely something in the air 🫶🏾

[@sarahgreen7359]

Wow! I always knew this day was going to come, mostly because you were clear that your never saw yourself staying in nyc indefinitely! It seems both surreal and so natural that you are moving on now. I am so excited to see what you do next and where you do it. I started following you on youtube before you lived in the loft! The first video that led me to you was your video documenting your experience quitting the pill. I have valued your authenticity and vulnerability while maintaining boundaries for your online presence. You continue to pass on so much wisdom and knowledge. I wish you more growth, happiness, and adventure in this next chapter. xx ~S

[@phoebe261]

I’ve been saving this one for a proper sit down and reflect. This was so thoughtful and poignant - I can’t wait to see what you do next. It was lovely to see you moving on to the next chapter with such grace.

[@17pamelalc]

I am in tears and not even 5mins in. You are so strong and inspiring, thank you for this video.

[@sophiedunne8193]

This video made me cry! I’ve watched you since the beginning of your journey and always aspired to live in NYC too, which I finally did last year for one year. I’m now back home and grateful for the time that I had there. I even got to meet my favourite content creator (you) at one of your clothing sales in Greenpoint and you were so lovely to me. I still have the Reformation dress I bought from you. You should be so proud of everything you have achieved and how much you have grown. Looking forward to following you on your next chapter ❤

[@evahartnagel]

This makes me quite emotional. I'm kind of in the same situation, but I'm faced with the decision of whether to leave my hometown (and the proximity to my family) and move to my favorite city because I got a great job offer there. This decision is so hard for me because I love being with my family but I'm also drawn to the city. Thank you for sharing this with us! It's kind of given me some encouragement! :)

[@britneylumbard9919]

Wow! What a journey. When you said you’d been in NYC for 8 years it made me realize I’ve watched your content this entire time! Although I don’t know you, Tara, I am so proud of your growth and resilience. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I can’t wait to see what you do next. Cheers from Nashville 😊

[@someonespostcards4785]

I'm only about 6 minutes in and I'm crying but I'm so excited for you! The throwback clips felt like such memories for me to watch, so I cant even imagine what that was like and how that felt for you. The first video of yours I ever came across was when you moved to New York. You in New York has been with me through my twenties, and I've learnt some valuable lessons from you and it feels as if ive watched an older sister grow up alongside me but she's also been a little bit ahead of me and helping to guide me. And it feels insane that as you're closing this chapter and moving on to the next chapter in you're life I'm doing the same, and I'll try something new and have you do the same right along my side? And I'm so happy that we've all gotten to watch you and your growth in New York, and now we get to tag along on another adventure! I'm so excited!!! Thank you for always being just the best ❤️ (This comment is probably absolutely insane and doesnt make any sense, but I'm crying a little so my english skills just went right out the window so I'm struggling to explain what I'm feeling and what I want to get across 😅)

[@TarMarz]

I appreciate you so much, I genuinely feel all the warmth and kindness and care for me and I really appreciate (and sharing some good vibes to send back your way) ❤️

[@elizabethkeyes1626]

crying. this is the most special and beautiful video Tara. Here's to your next chapter

[@abiraouida]

By far, this is the most emotional video 😢😢 or maybe I am so emotional,,, I am so proud of you for everything you did and accomplished ❤️ it was great watching through all those years ❤️ ❤ and god that intro , alot of clips still remembering them like they were yesterday 😢😢 so happy for you 🎉🎉 hope you have all the best in your new chapter 😊😊

[@TarMarz]

thankyou so much for your well wishes! back at you ❤️💫

[@tikaishuman]

tara i legit still remember those days when you just moved into the tiny shoebox apartment in manhattan. and all of a sudden i was also transported back to where i was back then, and i've also come so far. thank you for sharing this beautiful journey with us 🥺

[@TarMarz]

it feels like a full on lifetime or two ago yet like yesterday at the same time 🥹 I can only imagine where your journey has taken you!

[@za1985]

Amazing timing as always

[@TarMarz]

looks like you won't be alone in your big changes then ❤️❤️wishing you the best!

[@sarahb3606]

Ooooooh a new adventure, how exciting. Looks like you gave NYC a fitting goodbye. Hugs for what's to come. I will miss your apartment 😂 it was a corker.

[@AP-oq5jn]

Eeeek! Omg Tara… genuinely feel so connected to you and your journey. Congratulations… I always admire how self aware you are and the fact you never stay stagnant or complacent in life! Looking forward to the next stage 🙌🙌🙌

[@katiewoodward3430]

For a while now, I've started your vlogs expecting you to tell us you're moving and each time I've been surprised when it didn't happen. Clearly you had some kind of vibe about you. I found you from your first finding an apartment in nyc vlogs and it's been lovely to see your growth and adventure since then. Good luck on this next chapter! xox

[@nicky4015]

Tara you have a gem of a soul thank you for the good energy and thank you for your support for Gaza 😢❤

[@TarMarz]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Soul6277]

The end of an era 😭 wishing you all the best on your next chapter! Very exciting ❤

[@krystalkandee]

Tara I cried my eyes out 😢this was soo beautifully shot and so beautifully moving you’re such an amazing storyteller I’ve loved you and your content for nearly a decade so this is very exciting for me to see you’re growth! Know you’ll smash it whatever you do next you go girl 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@TarMarz]

I appreciate your storytelling compliment so much, this is the longest I've spent on an edit, it look 5 full time days so to know it was worth it means a lot ! x

[@krystalkandee]

@@TarMarz it was mesmerising loved it 🥰 thank you for sharing your journey with us xx

[@sharrlizz]

Tara 😭 the way this video immediately put me in my feels. We've probably all known you'd leave soon but i still felt unprepared to watch it really happen. So bitter sweet! I've been watching since your uni days and I've always loved your hunger for growth. I can relate to leaving a transient city after watching a lot of your friends leave first. It feels right. Enjoy Vancouver and wishing you all the best for the next chapter.

[@IheartLOST06]

The beginning ❤❤ 😭😭😭 i loved seeing all the snipets of young Tara till recent and i was like 8 years--just like how i have been following you for 8 years, and it made me reflect on how much I’ve changed and grown too- from being 20 years old to now 28 🤍 and I’m so excited for where god is going to take me next ❤❤ and where you will go next ❤❤

[@carmenzapata4186]

I’m literally crying….wth? lol. Not a sad cry but a happy light cry. It’s so hard to make a decision to leave anything and I’m genuinely so proud and happy for you Tara! Good luck to you wherever you go ❤

[@TarMarz]

thankyou 🥹❤️ appreciate the connection you have with my story

[@nuraykilic5031]

Just one word: Finally! I am so happy for you.

[@TarMarz]

🥲❤️

[@greta4552]

Have an easy transition to this new chapter of yours 🧘🏽‍♀️🪷

[@krislitch]

Tara! This whole vlog. That intro. The editing. 👌🏼 Congratulations on your new chapter! Can’t wait to see more from my favorite online person. 🤗💜✨

[@TarMarz]

thankyou appreciate you❤️❤️🥹

[@reemtaha9922]

I feel like I've grown with you even thou we're probably the same age, I've followed you from the very moment you moved to NYC and regrardless the fact I'm a thousand miles away, I enjoyed evey moment of NewYork as much as you did through your lens ❤ Can't wait for some Canadian content, I actually don't follow anyone who's in Canada so that'd be interesting to see🥰

[@dece4616]

I am so happy for you. It is not related with your environment. You are the light and you will bring it wherever you will be. lots of love🧡

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for your well wishes ❤️

[@pureheartbadass]

this was unexpected and yet expected. it's wild seeing this old footage because i RECOGNISE it. truly been here since the start wow. i remember when i moved to a different country last year for a semester abroad and one of the first things i did was watching one of your vlogs for familiarity. this is making me weirdly emotional. i hope everything goes well, very happy for you. and thank you for donating to palestine x

[@sophiajohnson9201]

Wow Tara this intro was so beautiful! when you said you'd been in the loft for 4 years I did a double take as I just can't comprehend that I've been watching you for that long, but I'm so glad I have and I'll continue to do so for as long as you make content, this channel is such a safe space, so thank you so much for creating that and sharing your life with us! Excited to keep growing with you :))

[@TarMarz]

the time that's passed (especially with the pandemic) feels not real!🥹

[@yasmine43992]

You’re a rockstar.Everything from the beginning to the end of this video (🙏🏽) is chefs kiss. Sending blessings and light your way 💫

[@zehra1012]

Thanks to you I found La Cantine back in 2020 - so grateful to have been able to make many of my own memories there over chicken cutlets sammies and oat date shakes🥰 best of luck with the next chapter!!

[@TarMarz]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@aoifeoconnor5753]

This hit home so hard! Currently in the same position, ready to leave my adopted home after nearly 8 years and onto the next adventure

[@TarMarz]

another parallel journey to mine, seen there seems to be a group of us in the comments finishing out this 8 year cycle

[@KatieMeehan]

I went to New York in 2017 and asked for recommendations on Twitter of where to go, someone told me about your channel and I've been watching ever since. It's been such an honour to watch your journey and your personal growth has always been something that has inspired me so much. I moved from my small town in the NE of England to London, and seeing you move to New York and find your way there has been so inspiring on my own journey, so thank you x

[@TarMarz]

awh katie I remember! thankyou for the love

[@hayjanetown]

Oh Tar. You’re not crying (in this video) but I’m crying. So, onto the next ❤️

[@Ankl21]

Hey Tara, I've been watching you for years, but never comment. This is probably my favourite vlog of yours, I honestly just felt like I was watching my friend be exactly who she is right now. Recently, every time I watch your videos, the message has really resonated with me - sort of like we're growing up together (like you said). You inspire me a lot and I feel like you're the type of person I'd love to hang out with IRL. Really cool that you're making this huge decision with so much honesty and trust!

[@TarMarz]

wow your comment blew me away, thankyou🥹

[@hcathytagmount5124]

End of an Era. Onwards and upwards. Congratulations on your new adventure

[@TarMarz]

amen sista 💋

[@sistrine]

Wow! I discovered you in 2019 and it makes me sad that you are leaving. But, I totally understand. I am preparing for a big change in residence as well. All the best on your new adventure.

[@TarMarz]

looks like so many of us are moving! ❤️💋

[@lauragonfer]

This is so bittersweet but lovely, Tara! I’ve been following you since your small one room NYC apartment and you’ve grown, you’ve expanded so much ❤ I’m also 23 and I’m feeling really lost at the moment, playing with the idea of moving abroad to a big city but I’m not sure how or what to do.. this video has inspired me to ask if you could talk a bit more about your journey in NYC, your tips, your advice, your experience… it just feels so right coming from you 💕

[@TarMarz]

ouuu I might do a video dedicated on moving to nyc butttt will def include this in my q&a video too! 20's is all about trying new things and experimenting so if your called to do that just remind yourself that you figure it out along the way ❤️

[@AustenTosone]

Aw this truly made me tear up! It's been a fabulous 8 years for you and I'm excited to see what's next! Come back any time to visit 😇🗽

[@danielaorlas4069]

The number 8 is luck and abundance though. The Divina bless you in this new journey, you are super cool 🌷✨🌞🍃

[@edellekenny1744]

I was wondering why you were looking through our old footage! Love you so much! Hard to leave a good thing, smart to know when it's time. Our 20's are at peace.

[@amiegalbraith7853]

Wow the first 6 and a half minutes were stunning! Crying 🥲!!! So amazing to have witnessed (and gotten so much comfort) from your journey over these years. As an English gal living in Amsterdam for nine years, I am curious to hear in more detail how you knew it was time to move on in the Q&A!

[@BN-yu2rg]

I've been anticipating this for awhile. You should be very proud of your growth and reflection. I'm excited to see what the world has next for you - sending love! ❤

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for being excited for me!

[@kiras.2715]

Your intro explanation was so relatable , especially the parts about figuring out detachment and your definition of self apart from the physical things we own or love and how it’s hard to let go of some of those larger strongholds ❤

[@graymatsen]

Tara! I am so excited for you and this next season of your life. Expansion is so beautiful and I know that whatever is to come will bring you abundance

[@michellemontana]

Idk why I'm so emotional! So happy for you. Peace by Taylor Swift came to mind when you were at the park. Lots of feelings at the end of an era. Cheers to the next part of your journey.

[@TarMarz]

🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️

[@wicklawalker9495]

“The ability to create something out of nothing “. Growth 🙌

[@abeach5420]

Hiya Miss Tara ... (first --sorry for not being able to follow-comment these last many months but am sure you survived and did not notice, hehe. That said I am certain it was 2018 or 19 I found ya here on the Tube). Much happening...especially for your fab self. I SO hope you are here in Vangroovy for along time but I know we are to wait til next video. Happy for you & your luv being together for longer time now. Maybe nowwww I will see ya out and abooot hehe. Sad have never seen ya these last 2 summers as I open water swim heaps so kept an eye out for ya on our shared beaches or possibly on the bike shares (not in a creepy way, haha). Still would luv to see ya out in our beautiful Salish Sea swimming...she is the ultimate glorious sea. I have swam in seas i.e. in Indonesia that are glorious also of course but was born and raised by this one. I know due to Fraser River silt, that mixes from around UBC through False Creek, totally weirds people out as creates unclear water, but I know heaps of FAB spots where you can fully see I am so far behind but hope that your new ventures within unique areas are further able to be delved into whilst living here. Lots of open minded and earthy people around. part 2 below

[@abeach5420]

Anyhoo . . . CMas around corner--not sure if here or heading to the motherland, but just a reminder to book ahead for various things here if you are planning to book C.mas event-productions etc. Cap. Susp. Bridge and Grouse Mtn at C.mas are FAB. Also Vandusen Gardens. Thank goodness rules surrounding Air B & Bs are hella changing by May--we need housing of all kinds so badly and now have changes that will bring stock back to the people living here (if they can afford to). Glad you two have your crib by the beach and am so glad wayyyy back I took that chance to send email to your business email to share of where to live and not etc. Maybe one day will cross paths but I understand by now that you do not seem to do meet ups etc...hope your peeps in NYC got to see you though as you were found by many at the beg. of your arrival 8 years ago...congrats on NYC living and thriving.

[@temilybadillaserrano6373]

So nostalgic and so hopeful at the same time, my good wishes and light to you Tara, what an inspiration you were and continue to be ❤

[@TarMarz]

thankyou so so kuch

[@aislingreid1994]

I’ve been watching your videos for years Tara and I’ve never commented lol, but I just wanted to say that your content has really helped me during weird times or has sparked inspiration when I’ve needed it most. I had a big old cry watching this, I look forward to your next chapter, whatever that may be ❤

[@dreamsbylauren]

been watching since you were in uni! Sad to see you leave new york! All of the best on the next chapter

[@Aleci]

Tara, I felt so identified with this video. I’m from Peru and I lived in the U.S for 8 years too. I moved back home this past June and I’ve been enjoying my time here sooo much. The best of luck with your move! :)

[@TarMarz]

thank you for the encouraging story!

[@WatT328]

Would have really loved it you did a meet up in NYC before moving - you have inspired so many to move to New York just sneak leave, feels messed up as a long time follower

[@TarMarz]

it's called an irish goodbye 😎 (i'll be back)