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Join me on a a little journey as I bid farewell to New York City after 8 incredible years! 🏙️ In this video, I share the reasons behind my decision to leave, the memories I’ll carry with me, the moving out of New York process and costs of moving abroad logistically, and the excitement of starting anew. 🌍 Whether you’re contemplating a similar move or just curious about the experience, I hope you enjoy sticking around! Subscribe to follow my journey beyond the city that never sleeps. Sweet goodbyes and new beginnings await! 👋✨
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[@tsvetelinasamohodova9903]

This video made me so teary! Not because you’re leaving New York but because of your wisdom and the way you talk about your growth. You are so special and I’m so excited to watch you continues growing and see what your next chapter looks like ❤❤❤

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much!! we're all a very like minded community here so know that your compliment is just a reflection of the loveliness inside you too ❤️

[@tsvetelinasamohodova9903]

@@TarMarz 💜💜💜

[@lindsey_isla]

Why am I crying like this is a season finale or something? So excited and happy for you! Sending you so much love and good vibes. Can't wait to see what your future holds xoxox

[@TarMarz]

hahahhaha season finale I love that

[@christinamejia6671]

The last like 10-12 videos titles were all signs of change and moving on. It’s amazing to see the art of storytelling and how you articulate emotions most of us feel - you give a fresh breath of air that allows us to stop holding our breath and accept the natural movement of life and all of its changes. Thank you for feeling like a big sister! Congratulations on honoring you. 🫶🏻

[@SomaraSon]

This year is my 8th year in NYC. I moved here when I was 18 expecting to work hard and somehow earn the life I envisioned for myself. It’s been 💯 more difficult than I could imagine. The days of being dirt broke, literally hungry, struggling to get jobs. It’s been soooo special to watch you alongside my journey in nyc for years Tara. In a way you made me feel like I wasn’t alone but also inspired me at the same time. I went to fashion school here and would tell my classmates about your KZbin. You inspired me to just be me. I think we know what we are talking about - there’s always pressure to fit into the status quo.

[@TarMarz]

thank you for coming along for my journey and saying such wonderful things, sending all the blessings your way!

[@figsandcoffee1923]

Is it normal that I feel like if I was mooving too?! for all the time I felt something heavy in my stomach, it is the end of a big chapter and I am so happy for you. You create a comunity that can feel for you, you haven't cried but I did hahahah Go and challenge yourself ones again, I admire you girl!

[@TarMarz]

i'm so glad it struck a cord with you 🥲

[@InternetGirl1093]

Oh my gosh, this video is right on time. I just turned 30, have been in NYC for almost 8 years too and am leaving next year to go live with my boyfriend. Cheers to taking leaps and making new steps! I'm excited to see what comes next for all of us!

[@PeeweeM80]

This vlog brought back so many memories of watching you from your very first apartment!! 😢 it’s been a journey and THANKYOU for bringing us along for the ride. Here’s to many more and all the best with your new chapter, Tara ❤

[@seoidinquinn7651]

Can’t wait to follow you on your new adventure! ❤❤

[@amalleey101]

Wish you alllll the best Tar!!!! We are allll soo proud of you

[@JennyClaffey]

Omg this is so emotional! I hope you’re so so proud of everything you achieved ❤️

[@rusdierahim]

Cheers to the new beginning Tara!!!! ✨👏🏼💖😊

[@groovyuna]

Love popping your videos on while am out for a walk- such calming energy ❤

[@Rosie-dh5ch]

Crying🥹🥹 Such a beautiful video Tara, all the best with your new move. Big journeys begin with small steps🐢❤✨

[@mominahussain11]

Tara, I have absolutely loved watching your journey and your videos have been so healing in ways that I can’t put down I’m writing. May the journey ahead be full of blessings for you

[@dreamsbylauren]

been watching since you were in uni! Sad to see you leave new york! All of the best on the next chapter

[@proyectocultural4679]

This is so inspiring! And it's so rewarding to see you look back on your journey throughout yours 20s in NYC :) Best of luck in your next chapter!

[@MarieTheOstrich]

I JUST moved to Berlin and I'm still scared as fuck, looking for a permanent apartment, stretched thin at work. This vlog has been a huge motivator to stick to it, be scared and just jump. I see you on the other side Tara

[@ishanivashisht6419]

Tara! Thank you for the love you put into your videos. Storytelling isn't easy but you sure make it look effortless. Every video is an art piece and this one was extra special. I feel a lump in my throat and very bittersweet to see you leave NYC. I first found you on KZbin 8 years ago when I was just discovering my own love for NYC. Seeing you thrive there, I honestly felt like I could enjoy all the joy of the city and experience all the heartache through you. Anywaysss....welcome to Canada!! As a Canadian, I am so excited to follow your journey in Van and to see where life continues to take you (and us too of course).

[@arlyjuarez]

Tara! I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come 🫶🏼 I wish you the best 💜

[@mariajanellemarquez]

I've been watching you since you've moved to New york from Ireland. Loved your Journey and you actually inspired me to move to London for 2 years! I am so happy you're finally ready to close this amazing chapter in your life. New york will always be there. xoxo

[@yasmine43992]

You’re a rockstar.Everything from the beginning to the end of this video (🙏🏽) is chefs kiss. Sending blessings and light your way 💫

[@kiras.2715]

Your intro explanation was so relatable , especially the parts about figuring out detachment and your definition of self apart from the physical things we own or love and how it’s hard to let go of some of those larger strongholds ❤

[@graymatsen]

Tara! I am so excited for you and this next season of your life. Expansion is so beautiful and I know that whatever is to come will bring you abundance

[@morganhamilton6989]

I moved to Vancouver a few years ago and your videos have always been a warm hug for those moments when a new city feels cold. I’m so excited to see the city through your eyes and revisit the little moments this city has to offer. Welcome!

[@RazeAstro]

Tara, this video made me so emotional! Wherever you go, we will go with you. I know you’ll make the next adventure/city your own! I’m leaving my job after seven years and I relate to how you’re feeling! Everything you said in this video, hit me in the feels! I think I’m going to create a similar memory video to remind myself how much I’ve grown!

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for your well wishes ❤️ hoping I can continue good uploads🥰

[@mikhubert_]

Damn, this made me super teary! I can’t believe it’s been 8 years, really feels like we’ve all grown with you in NYC - can’t wait to see what you have in store for the next season of your life. As many people have commented - this video has also come at the right time, except I’m going to be moving to NYC on the J1 visa in a couple months time.

[@TarMarz]

thanks so exciting!

[@amandagosio]

Tara! I am honestly emotional watching this video. I moved to New York this time last year and you were a huge inspiration for this life decision -- seeking out a place that I could explore and sink deeper into me! I found your channel right before the pandemic and spent so much time watching all your old and new videos at that time, you quickly became one of my favourite people to follow, for reasons I can't exactly explain except for the fact that you were utterly you! Really excited to see where this next journey takes you

[@davidsteve1677]

I started watching your channel I think a few months before you moved into the loft, the growth from then to now is amazing! So excited to see where you go next and how to will evolve even more!

[@gabiIglesias1]

Moving is so hard I really admire how you kept together. I fell apart when I moved out of my childhood home, but I’m really excited to see your next steps used to watch your videos during the pandemic, and I was in a terrible relationship, and I desperately wished for a change and I saw you make one and I feel like your journey has helped mine. Thank you for sharing

[@phoebe261]

I’ve been saving this one for a proper sit down and reflect. This was so thoughtful and poignant - I can’t wait to see what you do next. It was lovely to see you moving on to the next chapter with such grace.

[@17pamelalc]

I am in tears and not even 5mins in. You are so strong and inspiring, thank you for this video.

[@Justviewinn]

Cheers to your new chapter Tara. ❤❤

[@AustenTosone]

Aw this truly made me tear up! It's been a fabulous 8 years for you and I'm excited to see what's next! Come back any time to visit 😇🗽

[@essiebejb]

That’s beautiful Tara! Thank you for bringing us with you and I loved seeing New York in your view. Can’t wait to see what coming up

[@TarMarz]

thank you for welcoming the next chapter❤️

[@Ca_1021]

Tara you’re one of the first KZbinrs I ever started watching many years ago and this feels like such an emotional journey and feels so right for you. Happy for you ❤

[@smilingplum]

This is so beautiful. You really have such a unique and special outlook on life and living. Thank you for sharing and inspiring 💖

[@TarMarz]

🥹🥹🥹❤️

[@saramhere]

I just moved back to the UK after 8 years living in Tokyo and this video was just what I needed! It has been one of the hardest, scariest things I've ever done, but it had to be done! Thank you for sharing your journey and I look forward to more

[@lubog1260]

oh my gosh, I started watching you when you moved into the first teeny tiny apartment in new york, when you had the short blond/silver hair. what a freakin journey! Thank you for all the wonderfulness you have offered.

[@emmyems5171]

Thank you for sharing your journey and congratulations on your next journey! Wishing you well! 💕

[@TarMarz]

thank you so much for the genuine well wishes, it's felt deeply!

[@nikibee7560]

Very best wishes in your new chapter, really enjoyed the loft vlogs, you shine wherever you are 🌟

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for your well wishes ❤️

[@AP-oq5jn]

Eeeek! Omg Tara… genuinely feel so connected to you and your journey. Congratulations… I always admire how self aware you are and the fact you never stay stagnant or complacent in life! Looking forward to the next stage 🙌🙌🙌

[@aislingreid1994]

I’ve been watching your videos for years Tara and I’ve never commented lol, but I just wanted to say that your content has really helped me during weird times or has sparked inspiration when I’ve needed it most. I had a big old cry watching this, I look forward to your next chapter, whatever that may be ❤

[@melbelton5232]

I love this.. at 23 you thought you were the adult, adulting. Then life throws a curveball or you make a big decision and when you look back at that you realise you weren’t adulting at all, blindsided by naivety (not in a negative sense) as you just haven’t experienced or lived YOUR path yet. We’re all still growing and learning, all the time. You are so brave. Good luck for your future.

[@user-qv8zj9je8z]

Felt super happy for you! 8 years and what a chapter! Thanks for sharing so much of it with us, it's been a ride! Sending love and so much positive energy to you for your new adventures!

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much!!

[@ijstlvumor]

I've been here since Ireland! I think that's how I always know when you are going to do something major/shifty before you announce :) I wish you the best on the next chapter!

[@EDG1965]

Godspeed! I have followed you, and enjoyed your journey, for a long time. Love your style. I wish you the best!

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much appreciate you!

[@camilleprovins1934]

God this hits right in the feels! So happy you decided to do what's best for you, you go girl! Wish you all the best in your next adventure xxxx

[@TarMarz]

thankyou!!

[@sophiedunne8193]

This video made me cry! I’ve watched you since the beginning of your journey and always aspired to live in NYC too, which I finally did last year for one year. I’m now back home and grateful for the time that I had there. I even got to meet my favourite content creator (you) at one of your clothing sales in Greenpoint and you were so lovely to me. I still have the Reformation dress I bought from you. You should be so proud of everything you have achieved and how much you have grown. Looking forward to following you on your next chapter ❤

[@TheDaisyhg08]

Love you T! ❤ I will definitely miss the NYC vlogs through your eyes but I’m super happy for you and this new chapter in your life! 😊

[@TarMarz]

thankyou!!

[@volcom13lauraz]

Very heartwarming you’re donating your proceeds… love ya

[@marquisstarks9471]

Tar Mar. Wow. What a journey you have been on. Thank you for bringing us along and we wish you all the happiness and adventure you so richly deserve. Much love, from a regular :-)

[@TarMarz]

thank you so much for being a regular I feel your genuine well wishes x

[@britneylumbard9919]

Wow! What a journey. When you said you’d been in NYC for 8 years it made me realize I’ve watched your content this entire time! Although I don’t know you, Tara, I am so proud of your growth and resilience. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I can’t wait to see what you do next. Cheers from Nashville 😊

[@wyn6680]

I discovered your channel during the pandemic when I was also stuck alone in my apartment. I live half the world away from NY, but watching you made me feel like I was not alone during those dark days. It feels like you are my distant neighbor and friend (if that makes sense hehe). Watching your life made me feel how similar yet different we all are. Thank you, Tara! You have no idea how you made this 20-something girl feel empowered and less alone. A lot of things have changed in my life since I first watched your videos, and as your distant neighbor, I'm very happy for you! Keep being you!

[@Erika_Fox]

Awh will miss you Tara!! But so excited for you xx

[@CarolineElif]

We are all moving with you yesss you are the visual ❤

[@im_embo]

Thank you so much, Tara! I found you in 2019 when I had moved away from NY after years there. I think we maybe have come to NY on the same day even! News years day, so much snow! And while I was living in Soeul that year, I clung to your videos because I was so homesick, and that's when I knew it was meant to be my home. I came right back to Brooklyn after that year abroad and don't ever plan to leave again. Excited to celebrate my 9th year this new years. But I can't wait to keep following along with you! Especially your journeys home-my family is from Derry and I visit ever summer. This video is so bitter sweet. Thank you!! 🇵🇸

[@user-ht5xb7nd6r]

Sobbed at the intro remembering all those past versions of Tara! So very excited for this new chapter and to see what comes next in this wonderful chaotic life for you

[@elizabethkeyes1626]

crying. this is the most special and beautiful video Tara. Here's to your next chapter

[@carminatv8827]

I love your authenticity, Tara. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Truly inspiring and real! Much love to the next chapter.

[@TarMarz]

thankyou! 💋

[@vbradley1922]

Yes! So excited to see your journey unravel. Leaving somewhere you grew so much is so hard, but you’re so grounded you’ll bring the good fortune.

[@TarMarz]

thankyou!❤️❤️❤️

[@temilybadillaserrano6373]

So nostalgic and so hopeful at the same time, my good wishes and light to you Tara, what an inspiration you were and continue to be ❤

[@TarMarz]

thankyou so so kuch

[@aivenuemontello8144]

I remember the night I stumbled on you channel, 23 fresh out of college, in my “big girl apartment”, in a new city. I felt like we were on the same trajectory. I loved watching you grow and unfold into the person you are now. You’ve inspired me in so many ways and I thank you for that. Wishing you all the best Tara 🙏🏾

[@katiewoodward3430]

For a while now, I've started your vlogs expecting you to tell us you're moving and each time I've been surprised when it didn't happen. Clearly you had some kind of vibe about you. I found you from your first finding an apartment in nyc vlogs and it's been lovely to see your growth and adventure since then. Good luck on this next chapter! xox

[@amiegalbraith7853]

Wow the first 6 and a half minutes were stunning! Crying 🥲!!! So amazing to have witnessed (and gotten so much comfort) from your journey over these years. As an English gal living in Amsterdam for nine years, I am curious to hear in more detail how you knew it was time to move on in the Q&A!

[@sarahgreen7359]

Wow! I always knew this day was going to come, mostly because you were clear that your never saw yourself staying in nyc indefinitely! It seems both surreal and so natural that you are moving on now. I am so excited to see what you do next and where you do it. I started following you on youtube before you lived in the loft! The first video that led me to you was your video documenting your experience quitting the pill. I have valued your authenticity and vulnerability while maintaining boundaries for your online presence. You continue to pass on so much wisdom and knowledge. I wish you more growth, happiness, and adventure in this next chapter. xx ~S

[@BN-yu2rg]

I've been anticipating this for awhile. You should be very proud of your growth and reflection. I'm excited to see what the world has next for you - sending love! ❤

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for being excited for me!

[@sharrlizz]

Tara 😭 the way this video immediately put me in my feels. We've probably all known you'd leave soon but i still felt unprepared to watch it really happen. So bitter sweet! I've been watching since your uni days and I've always loved your hunger for growth. I can relate to leaving a transient city after watching a lot of your friends leave first. It feels right. Enjoy Vancouver and wishing you all the best for the next chapter.

[@nadraaouida7257]

I love everything about this video, love your talk and your words. you are an amazing person good luck ❤

[@TarMarz]

thank you sweet one!

[@weeezzza2150]

I’ve been watching your content way back when you were living in Ireland. I’ve watched you on and off over the years and I was shocked that you’ve been in NY for 8 years. The growth on you has been amazing❤

[@Soul6277]

The end of an era 😭 wishing you all the best on your next chapter! Very exciting ❤

[@just_another_account8089]

I can't believe I've been watching your channel for more than 4 years! I've loved living vicariously in New York with your videos but I'm so excited for you to take the next step on your journey! 🎉 I hope everything goes smoothly with your international move. 💖

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for staying around for so long!

[@alyx4458]

Your video couldn’t have come at a better time. I’ve been feeling the exact same way about my current city and want to move. Waiting until my lease is up but this was the sign that I am on the right track. Good luck and all the best for a new chapter! ❤❤❤

[@TarMarz]

hope you follow those instincts 💫

[@someonespostcards4785]

I'm only about 6 minutes in and I'm crying but I'm so excited for you! The throwback clips felt like such memories for me to watch, so I cant even imagine what that was like and how that felt for you. The first video of yours I ever came across was when you moved to New York. You in New York has been with me through my twenties, and I've learnt some valuable lessons from you and it feels as if ive watched an older sister grow up alongside me but she's also been a little bit ahead of me and helping to guide me. And it feels insane that as you're closing this chapter and moving on to the next chapter in you're life I'm doing the same, and I'll try something new and have you do the same right along my side? And I'm so happy that we've all gotten to watch you and your growth in New York, and now we get to tag along on another adventure! I'm so excited!!! Thank you for always being just the best ❤️ (This comment is probably absolutely insane and doesnt make any sense, but I'm crying a little so my english skills just went right out the window so I'm struggling to explain what I'm feeling and what I want to get across 😅)

[@TarMarz]

I appreciate you so much, I genuinely feel all the warmth and kindness and care for me and I really appreciate (and sharing some good vibes to send back your way) ❤️

[@imjoat7551]

This made me cry I don’t know why I guess because I’ve always been in awe of you moving to nyc as it’s something I always wanted to do and never found a way how (still hoping) but just the wisdom you have to also know it was time for you to leave. Just amazing xx good luck for your next chapter xxx

[@TarMarz]

thankyou 🥹🥹🥹

[@xiomara4362]

I literally wish you ALL the best in this next chapter in your life. ♥️♥️♥️

[@TarMarz]

thankyou thank uou

[@laurakastner6102]

Tara!!! I'm so emotional!!! I hate endings! I'm going to miss your presence in New York.

[@abiraouida]

By far, this is the most emotional video 😢😢 or maybe I am so emotional,,, I am so proud of you for everything you did and accomplished ❤️ it was great watching through all those years ❤️ ❤ and god that intro , alot of clips still remembering them like they were yesterday 😢😢 so happy for you 🎉🎉 hope you have all the best in your new chapter 😊😊

[@TarMarz]

thankyou so much for your well wishes! back at you ❤️💫

[@Aleci]

Tara, I felt so identified with this video. I’m from Peru and I lived in the U.S for 8 years too. I moved back home this past June and I’ve been enjoying my time here sooo much. The best of luck with your move! :)

[@TarMarz]

thank you for the encouraging story!

[@estherkag]

This was heavy - I basically re-lived my moving experience from 2 years ago… Tara, have an amazing new blank canvas in Vancouver and to your friend, velkommen til KBH! 🇩🇰

[@zehra1012]

Thanks to you I found La Cantine back in 2020 - so grateful to have been able to make many of my own memories there over chicken cutlets sammies and oat date shakes🥰 best of luck with the next chapter!!

[@TarMarz]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@dauriagroux-holt4028]

I've been watching since uni days I remember being so incredibly proud of you for making such an amazing LEAP 🎉

[@TarMarz]

woooooow has your life changed as much as mine in that time ? thanks for sticking around!

[@katharina.25]

ooo I knew it!! you seem so at peace, excited for you xx I'm not moving, but I'm thinking about it because it feels like a chapter closing rn, and the vlog is just taking away some of the fear and nervousness - trust the process I guess

[@TarMarz]

it's always an uncomfortable feeling but we all get over each little challenging hill as they come!

[@CarolinePrudence]

Awww I feel like my adolescence of watching you in new york and seeing you grow has all come rushing back. You were the first youtuber I really "got into" being an irish girl and seeing you make NYC your home. Its sad to see you leaving but I hope you take your youtube family with you on your next journey. Wishing you all the best in your new adventure (I'm not crying you are!!! 😢)

[@TarMarz]

that means the world! thank you for sticking around!

[@evahartnagel]

This makes me quite emotional. I'm kind of in the same situation, but I'm faced with the decision of whether to leave my hometown (and the proximity to my family) and move to my favorite city because I got a great job offer there. This decision is so hard for me because I love being with my family but I'm also drawn to the city. Thank you for sharing this with us! It's kind of given me some encouragement! :)

[@cosmogabz]

Why did I feel emotional watching this?! Thanks for sharing snippets of your life Tara, excited to see what's next for you!

[@TarMarz]

🥹🥹🥹thankyou for spending part of your day with me !

[@TheLunarPriestess]

Aww! I've been following you off and on since you moved to NYC. I was a few years older than you when I moved to NYC but I only stayed 18 months. I loved it there but life called me some place else. I'm sad to see you go but I am sure Ireland will be another adventure. Godspeed!!

[@TarMarz]

thankyou!!! appreciate your well wishes ! x

[@kolorfulkarol]

Tara I'm legit crying just from the intro, I feel like I am that person now. Can't wait to look back in 8 years. I am forever grateful we got to meet and I made connections with other women in person through your channel and we talk about how lovely of a person you are! A creative force, fashionista, otherworldly spirituality but most importantly kind. New York will miss you but will always be here for you!

[@isobelmarshall5632]

What a goodbye!! I have to tell you I went to NYC in October (from Manchester uk) and made a day of walking to la cantine and sitting in the Maria Hernandez park reading a book because of you on one of those really sunny hot days there!

[@TarMarz]

I love that you made that part of ur itinerary 😂

[@RazeAstro]

This actually made me cry 🥺💫 you truly are our big sister!

[@TarMarz]

🥹💋

[@za1985]

Amazing timing as always

[@TarMarz]

looks like you won't be alone in your big changes then ❤️❤️wishing you the best!

[@dece4616]

I am so happy for you. It is not related with your environment. You are the light and you will bring it wherever you will be. lots of love🧡

[@TarMarz]

thankyou for your well wishes ❤️

[@Ray-lp6ko]

Congratulations on taking the the step and lots of luck your way on this new journey

[@TarMarz]

Thank you so much!

[@Ray-lp6ko]

@@TarMarz your welcome and thank you for sharing your thoughts online so vulnerable and you have been a great help from The woo woo stuff,carrot salad to great fits

[@sarahb3606]

Ooooooh a new adventure, how exciting. Looks like you gave NYC a fitting goodbye. Hugs for what's to come. I will miss your apartment 😂 it was a corker.

[@sarac9897]

The part when you were in the park made me so emotional I started crying❤️It’s like when everything around us is happening and changing, the park and its trees will always be the there and stay the same way it has always been. How comforting is that ❤️

[@TarMarz]

it means the world to me that you felt something ❤️

[@shay22-x]

I am so excited for you. I bet it feels very freeing to move on! 💖

[@TarMarz]

being in limbo thinking 'when should I go' was the worst bit, after the decision to everything felt much lighter!

[@edellekenny1744]

I was wondering why you were looking through our old footage! Love you so much! Hard to leave a good thing, smart to know when it's time. Our 20's are at peace.

[@angelah9690]

I think we all knew that a new adventure was coming soon, I'm so happy for you. I remember each of your flats and I laughed each time I saw them, your growth is amazing. Keep growing, keep shining it can only get better ❤❤

[@TarMarz]

You're the best!🥹

[@tikaishuman]

tara i legit still remember those days when you just moved into the tiny shoebox apartment in manhattan. and all of a sudden i was also transported back to where i was back then, and i've also come so far. thank you for sharing this beautiful journey with us 🥺

[@TarMarz]

it feels like a full on lifetime or two ago yet like yesterday at the same time 🥹 I can only imagine where your journey has taken you!

[@emelyandtheuke]

Holy shit does this video come at an auspicious moment. I’m turning 28, going through the exact same transition of moving far, finding a home, and letting go of my home area for something new. I no longer have any ties to that old part of me, but it’s like an old friend you’ve ended communication with naturally. No ill will, just friends who’ve fallen out from time and distance. It’s TERRIFYING to look around and think this won’t be my home anymore, but it’s something I knew was coming for years and it feels like releasing that last breath of fear. I wish you so much goodness in this new journey, it’s been amazing to watch you grow over the years. I know it’s like a one way street (we see you but you don’t see us) but it’s like watching a good friend have an amazing blessing and opportunity happen to them. We’re so happy for you and cannot wait to see what’s coming, and it’s so comforting knowing there’s someone going through it alongside me haha ❤

[@TarMarz]

I love when people tell me they are on these oddly parallel journeys with me! ❤️

[@pureheartbadass]

this was unexpected and yet expected. it's wild seeing this old footage because i RECOGNISE it. truly been here since the start wow. i remember when i moved to a different country last year for a semester abroad and one of the first things i did was watching one of your vlogs for familiarity. this is making me weirdly emotional. i hope everything goes well, very happy for you. and thank you for donating to palestine x