How to see God in Meditation

I couldn't interact with celestial beings at all, and I felt an overwhelming fear that if I didn't leave quickly, it wouldn't be just the destruction of my physical body but the complete annihilation of my astral self.
So, I chose to flee from there hastily.
After years of meditation and astral projection, I barely managed to reach the celestial realm.
In the current dimension, my spirit is close to immortality, as it doesn't perish like anything else.
Here on Earth, I might even be considered divine.
That's why I could act as an exorcist.
But in the dimension beyond the universe, the celestial realm of complete immateriality, I realized I was nothing more than a mere mortal, like a fly.
After that, I lost my arrogance, realized the insignificance of my existence, and pledged not to consider differences in status in the human world.
After all, compared to the celestial realm, the difference in status in the human world is just child's play.
From then on, realizing the incomprehensible difference in status, I felt unjust about my existence for a while.
Would I have to perform lifelong, or a few more lifetimes, just to reach such a position?
But not anymore.
In the end, I realized that we are all one.
When I encountered other spirits in the astral realm if I felt their spirit was weak, I felt pity, and if it was strong, I challenged them by exercising my spiritual power.
The day I arrived in the celestial realm, it was a world shining in golden light, with very mysterious, serene, and brilliant structures called celestial language scattered all around.
The back of the golden deity sitting on the throne before me appeared to be about five times larger than me, roughly estimated.
However, when I approached him, his size seemed similar to mine.
For the first time in my astral form, I felt intimidated, just like a cornered mouse trying to gauge him, I concentrated all my spiritual power on my hand and firmly gripped his right elbow from behind with all my strength.
And the spiritual power backfired on me instead, and although I didn't feel any pain, I felt a very powerful spiritual influence on my right elbow.
At that moment, I felt that the deity had a higher-dimensional power that dared to challenge me, and fearing that I might not be able to escape before he became aware of me, I fled from there.
Now I realize that deity was me, and I was merely trying to gauge myself.
So, now I'm neither angry nor resentful.
After all, we are all one, and if I pinched my own elbow, isn't it natural for me to feel the same effect?
This is not just a fantasy novel.
How can such a delusional person speak as if these stories were true and real?
Soon, this content will become a matter of course and reality.
Then, since it will be a reality, everyone will simply accept it as a matter of course, merely foresight and insight for everyone at that time.
As astrology and palmistry seep into our lives and eventually gain credibility, just as cryptocurrencies like Bitcoin will one day become the most valuable, the foresight that it will happen will also become a matter of course, just as it was uncertain fiction in the past.
Are you still unable to accept and deny reality, trying to escape?
Accept it.
Then you become an adapter, a resident of the forthcoming new era.
In the new era, the destruction of the physical body is just the annihilation of our character.
We are like experiencing the most realistic 4D game.
Life is like playing the lifestyle of a log, endlessly reviving when the physical body perishes until we achieve our goals, just like in the game.
Have you ever played Super Mario?
If we, the players of this game, repeatedly play the game to clear the stage, Mario, the character, will revive countless times, even if he dies countless times.
Likewise, when we descend to the afterlife, life is set to repeat through the destruction of the physical body and reincarnation until we achieve the goals we set.
In Buddhist teachings, this is called karma.
Find it. And achieve it.
Find the reason why you incarnated.
And be sure to achieve it for eternal pleasure and liberation by complete accomplishment.
Earth is not just a prison planet.
We didn't come to this Earth to find karma and achieve goals to be released from prison.
We came here just to play a well-made game called Life.
We are simply experiencing and enjoying life as if playing a well-made game in this world.
Remember. Emotions like joy and sorrow, including suffering, are the most enjoyable entertainments we want to experience through the game called life.
In the future, my actions will interpret and explain logically the secrets I know at your level, helping you awaken from the dream called reality, guiding you on the path of an adapter, and facilitating the awakening of the new humanity.
According to what I have realized so far, this is the purpose for which I started this game and my role.
for the new age.