Blending into a grey world I walk on, even though I'm hurt I carry you deep in my heart Running through the city alone Where is the young man I dreamed of He's vanished like a shadow The days when I believed in freedom are long gone Amid this suffocating despair My only light is my thoughts of you Those times were supposed to last forever Now they've turned into lamentations In the midst of the pain where I can't even sigh I chase after you Even though I'm consumed by loneliness I don't give up hope Encouraged by your continued strength I vow to move forward once more As if guided to a future I can surely reach Even surrounded by loneliness and despair I still keep walking forward without losing hope Even though I've lost my bond The light in my heart continues to think of my loved one I hesitate, but I keep moving forward Without the courage to let go of my feelings My lonely heart continues to wander, longing for the lost past