I Almost Lost My Dog | Life Update

[@TruckerCassie]

Thank you for all your nice comments everyone. I am reading with tears in my eyes, especially when it's about your dogs ❤ When I finished editing this video I doubted if I was gonna publish it, but I'm so glad that I did! I truly have the nicest community on KZbin ✨

[@davidmbattams]

I’m so glad you published it.

[@eduardopfuhl5753]

No,you dont have niciest community in youtube, you MADE niciest community.💜

[@janvandenhurk3251]

especially us (retired) truckers, we know how it is and we all wish you to overcome the troubles .... you have the same dissease as us, diesel in your veins

[@mikevandervegt]

🙋🏼‍♀ you could try not to be on your phone in bed or 1h before sleep same go's for using pc internet.. or do like me, use your tablet and watch a tv show you allready know, so its boring in a way, as if its new it will keep you up, my other pillow is the stand for my tablet and in time i fall asleep, a plus point with wanting to be alone for ever , other wise a head had to use the pillow 😊

[@TruckerCassie]

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk!

[@nathangutteridge2376]

Cassie, as someone who suffers severe clinical depression, it makes perfect sense when you say you have no motivation to do anything. It's been the story of my life. Pushing through just to get normal everyday activities like work, cooking, general hygiene etc takes so much effort it sometimes feels like you can't do much else. Just remember, you're not alone and even though it can feel like climbing the same mountain every day you're still winning by not giving up ❤

[@Nalleman64]

Sad to hear you are not feeling well. 😢 Your animals are a great support. ❤ So glad to see Alfie being himself again. ❤️❤️❤️ He has the best possible "mum". ❤️ Problem sleeping isn't fun. I usually fall asleep easily but my problem is I'm waking up way to early and then I can't go back to sleep. I really hope you'll feel better soon! Spending time in the forest is a good thing!

[@lab1966]

Walking in the woods is good therapy, it takes your mind off things and it'll tire you out for the night, take care.

[@DavidD-qr2vn]

Cassie, Having lived with a wife that has suffered serious depression, I am encouraged that you recognize you are having a depressive episode, for so many years my wife would deny it and would not seek help and it got really bad. The next step I encourage you to take is seeing a professional to get help with it. Mental health is not something to put off or be ashamed of. More people suffer from it than you can count. There are very effective medications that really do help without much side effect. I'm glad Alfie pulled through. It is tough losing a family member.

[@Ammar14340]

Your smile is beautiful Kassie greetings from the Middle East You are strong, be strong

[@williamoverholser6154]

Hello Cassie, I am happy to hear that Alfie is doing well. Always love your videos. Suggestion for your depression. Light therapy. You could read about it on various articles on the Internet. Lamps that help are very reasonably priced and you’re not on medication. Stay safe Cassie and greetings from Southern California U.S.

[@floatingpeaks4584]

Sorry to hear you are suffering from mental health, speedy recovery

[@staceycampbell4464]

Love watching your videos..... I hope you get to sleep better soon and feel better all together .... So glad Alfie? Is better x 🙂

[@danyedeline8958]

I often take long walks in the forest to recharge my batteries. I understand your anxiety for the health of your little friends. I have three cats and a dog and my life stops when they are sick. You should consult a therapist for your sleep problems, you need advice to find serenity. Thank you Cassie for sharing your thoughts with us. take care of yourself and your friends. See you soon 💋❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💋

[@davidrutter8147]

I'm here in the UK , I am a subscriber and watch all of your videos. I have 2 dogs at the moment but I have owned others in the past. It's the worst feeling when 1 of them is sick because they can't tell what they are feeling. Losing 1 of my dogs feels like losing a child and it hurts so much. But I know when I get a dog I should outlive it. I can't be without dogs in my life, my wife, my children and my granddaughter all loved our dogs. You a said you are struggling at the moment , my wife has been there herself and she says if it wasn't for the dogs, that she could talk to and tell them what she was feeling without them judging her, only wanting to make her feel better. She has said she might not be here today. Be strong for you and your little friends. ❤❤

[@rolfridderberg6690]

Tack Cassie för en stark upplevelse för dej. Önskar att du helar dej å återkommer. Good luck.

[@guy0725]

Walking in the forest is excellent therapy. I start doing 4 to 5 km of intensive walking a day, and I only get positive from it. Glad to see Alfie is doing better. Big HUG ❤!!

[@peterhowells7309]

Greetings from Scotland! Never worry about publishing your videos, what good are we out here if you can't talk to us! I totally understand you Cassie! The bad sleep cycle is difficult to break, but it will pass, you know it will. May I suggest you go to see your doctor and ask for a simple blood test? It may be something as simple as a lack of one or more key vitamins. I've had a life long problem with depression and I can tell you that you will get to a point where you can control it. If you haven't already done so, go see your Doc and get checked out! Keep getting out walking, it's a great natural anti-depressive! And of course - talk to US! Talking/sharing helps too! I could listen to you talk all day! 😊 Sorry to hear about poor Alfie, but he's a tough wee man and he looks well again now. They are a lot more than just a pet, I understand that bond! They feel your mood better than any human ever will! We once lost a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel because some idiot at a party of our granddaughters decided it would be funny to put some vodka in the dogs water bowl! She had a serious fit and died in minutes! What a dumbass thing to do! Please, Cassie, do not worry about the non-published videos! They can wait, we can wait, you know we will! 😊😊🙏🙏 P.S. IF you need to talk, we're here...........

[@nekolivegaming]

Im glad to see Alfie alive and well, and youd be suprised how fast an animal can get sick even with a small amount of, shall i say something unusual. I hope ull be able to sleep well again eventualy and ill be looking forward to more truck vlogs or vlogs in general!

[@morbidangel7683]

Hey, Cassie, everyone has a phase of exhaustion. But I know you are a strong young lady and will overcome this to get back to your old form 👍Lovely Greetings from germany😘

[@ianlove3]

Take care.

[@doylemontgomery3944]

WOW I was the 1st to give you a thumbs 👍 on this video all the way from Texas, I so enjoy watching. Lovin'it 💖 from Texas. Hope lil' bit continues to get better!!!

[@BrendanBOURKE-re6if]

HOPE YOU GET BETTER SOON HAVE MISSED THE DOGS IN THE VIDEOS

[@Erik-vrachtwagenchauffeur]

I am glad to hear and see that Alfie is doing well in the video. That you can tell this say a lot about you are a strong woman and pls stay positive. Keep Talking helps always and keep thing you love and like to do. We all how keep supporting and understand when something it takes a while when a new a new video comes. You are the best

[@sillarsscott7694]

I am very sorry that you had medical problems with Alfie I understand and wish you All the best

[@sillarsscott7694]

I understand depression Is it possible for you to see your doctor Lack of sleep is a major concern for depression Especially when you say that you had dark thoughts

[@stoptheplanetiwantoff6906]

Try warm milk or even if you have it over there Horlicks or Ovaltine in it it really relaxes you and helps you go to sleep and it's all natural❤❤ and I'm glad to see your dog is fine and I must admit they are both cute❤

[@user-ig1xo3om2x]

Friendly advice, some of it 3rd person from a UK General Practitioner (that's the doctor you would visit first) on how to get to sleep better:- 1) Try a hot milk drink at bed time, for instance cocoa or drinking chocolate made with milk, not water. 2) You can also try drinking a typical pub double whisky (50 to 70 ml, about a shot glass) during the evening. Both of these should produce sleep endorphins.

[@tonybrodd7866]

Styrke kramar ☀️ hoppas det ordnar sig för dig, så du får sova & må bra. Kämpar själv med att kunna sova, & när jag väll lyckas somna ( ytligt sömn ) så vaknar man ju väldigt lätt 🙄😣🥱. Har haft dom problemen sedan ca 34 år, har själv hundar 🐕 tack gode gud för dom som får mig att gå ut. Önskar dig allt gott Cassie & att lilla Alfie klarade sig 🙏

[@craigstrickland1572]

Alphie FTW!!! Take time for yourself!!! Viggo you rock too! Thanks for sharing sleep does help some with depression, trust me I know.

[@erwinadones384]

Just always take care of your self Cassie 😊😘❤️

[@jeffreychesters1353]

It’s amazing your life of ups and downs, and you keep going. I hope you get back to driving real soon. You are a beautiful model to your country with sharing what most people wouldn’t do.🌹💙

[@TruckerCassie]

Thank you for your kind words! :)

[@stephanegueroult9778]

HELLO CASSIE I AM STÉPHANE FROM PARIS ( FRANCE) I JUST WILL SAY I AM WHOLEHEARTEDLY WITH YOU GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FUTURE FOR YOU AND YOUR DOGS I AM VERY HAPPY TO SEE YOU IN YOUR VIDEOS SEE YOU SOON STÉPHANE FROM FRANCE

[@Amazing408]

keep it up and be positive I'm sure you will get there .... be brave

[@davidrogerbinnyi2573]

What an Amazing video Casie so sorry to hear you speak of the dark area you found yourself in , but be Assured we re so behind you and think you are truly a very Special young lady xx Pets ate so much a part of a family especially dogs , where they become a walking companion . Glad all worked out with the dog xx Stay safe and healthy and we all 🥰

[@janvandenhurk3251]

Cassie .... please .... you, Erik and all the animals go first, luckily it all ended okay .... Never think we need to have a vlog every few days, your health comes first, I know the feeling you went/go through .... when I got short of breath (I always blamed it to the long working days and 7-8 weeks away from home) and got told I have serious COPD, then they took away all my commercial drivers licences .... and that hit hard that I couldn't drive through Scandinavia anymore nor my trips through out the whole of Europe. I felt bad too, didn't want to do anything anymore .... my dog (Newfoundlander) died 7 yrs ago and he brought in 5 sick kittens that needed help .... so 3 yrs my friends came and fed them and cleaned the litterboxes when I was working, now I'm home for 4 yrs every day and they made me get up and do things and take care of them .... now I'm doing better, but walking 100 mtrs is difficult .... We can wait for a vlog, true followers will wait till you are ready .... Your health and problems go before us. 💞 🐕🐱🚛🚚

[@user-pj6gg5if6w]

Hunden min var som et familiemedlem. Og et av mine barn, når vi måtte la henne slippe på grunn av cancer. Var en av de tyngste stundene jeg har hatt. Tenker og savner henne enda. Selv om det blir 3 år 18.mai❤ får håpe du kommer over soveproblemene dine etterhvert🥰

[@DaNeShady90]

Känner med dig Cassie. Precis som du, lider jag av depression, sömn svårigheter och ingen motivation. Dessutom har vi förlorat två av våra hundar under en väldigt kort tid. Hundarna betyder allt för mig och det har varit väldigt tufft. Men livet går vidare.. Men jag är glad att det slutade bättre för Alfie. Har gråt i halsen när jag ser dig berätta om hans sjukhusvistelse. Keep on fighting, ta hand om er :)

[@Cucumber4you]

i remember that stream. the long wait for the doctor to call. it whent from a sad stream to a wonderful happy stream.

[@esalehtismaki]

Sleeping can get like that. When you start feeling that you must get some sleep, it becomes too big thing and that keeps you from sleeping. When I had these problems, breaking the vicious circle with a sleeping pill helped. You just have to be careful with those, because they are addictive as hell. I have a strict rule that I never use them two nights in a row. The best non-medical way is to care less. Don't look at the clock, just don't give any thought on sleeping, just lay down with eyes closed and let thoughts come and go. It's horrible that all people still don't know that chocolate is poison for dogs. Good that Alfie made it. I hope you get over the depression soon. Remember that it will end, that's most important.

[@kry3551]

Hi Cassie your Friend Kevin here sorry your not feeling well happy that Alfie is feeling well again Thank you for sharing God Bless you and your dogs?

[@carltondoorman9145]

I'm glad you're taking such good care of Alfie. He's a beautiful little dog! My good friend has a beagle and a chihuahua and they're they're both the most perfect little angels I know. And don't get discouraged about feeling melancholy and having trouble sleeping; that's more common than you think. I have those exact same experiences, but they always pass and when they do I feel new all over again. I hope that works for you too...?

[@TruckerCassie]

Yeah, these feelings go away sometimes, and when they do, it's like I'm a different person. I always think "how could I be so sad when life can be so amazing?". But then the depression comes back, and sucks the fun out of anything :( It's awful how it works. Thank you for sharing your thoughts! I wish you a wonderful day!

[@Mushyboy007]

Good chat, being a pet owner grows a hard heart, saying goodbye is the hardest, which in a way is good, it means they were your friend from the beginning, you will always remember them, I have had my friend now an extra 5 years because of the hard decisions to make and it’s been worth everything, still the only being that knows when you need them the most…love your blogs…

[@josephmahia3766]

Just look after yourself take the time out younger to keep a healthy mind

[@Saskue78]

Hope you are able to get some good sleep and feel better soon with some good rest. Also good to hear your dog s doing good to. Have an amazing week and enjoy the convention to. 🙂🙂

[@jonnyberggren4598]

Happy that everything turned out good. For all dog owners or people used to dogs. We now that chocolate is never good for either cats or dogs. But maybe not all others knows of that. Sadly this year I couldnt make it to Comic Con. I had hopes to finally say Hi in person. And not only thru text in either here or twitch... Just want to give you a "cyberhug". Ive been thru depression in my life to. And with all other things especially with your dog. I just wanted to show my support. As a long time follower but also as someone who knows how dark it can feel. And we are very alike in many ways, thus some age difference. Annyway, once again sending you thoughts of consideration and care. From Segeltorp/ Stockholm / Jonny

[@keironastbury9399]

Im glad little ones ok now and I hope you can sort things out i can fully understand how you are and feeling right know, just stay strong and try to ignore whats getting you down and get plenty of fresh air and mix with positive friends not the negative kind ( the ones that dont give a shit about you or just want to use you kind ) your a stunning woman dont let life drag you down XXX.

[@joakimkarlsson1749]

En av de bästa videorna jag har sett. Hur du lyckades få ihop allt otroligt bra. Va rädd om dig Timmerbils chafföeren

[@TruckerCassie]

Tack så mycket! Har börjat lite smått med att redigera videon där jag åker med. Den kommer bli super när den är färdig! :D Ha det bra!

[@isdrakens]

Cass kram. I know how that feeling of lack of motivation is. It is .... not fun. I think you have noticed my abscence for a while. Glad to see that viggo and alfie are doing well. Good that they can help you get a bit of energy at least to get motivated for their sake. 🌹 Tänker på dig.

[@Peter-gi3re]

Please take care of your self Cassie. You are a very sweet and kind human and we need more people like you in this world. When you start to feel down remember there are many people who love you and there are so many things you love in this world. Try and get yourself to go where you are happy like the forest and spend time with your 4 legged friends. Interrupted sleep is a serious problem and I know it is difficult to deal with. Once you get out of a sleep pattern it can be tough to get back to normal and it takes time and effort. Avoid sleeping pills if at all possible…. They only mask the underlying problem. I know Alfie and Vigo are everything to you like they are your children. I love all animals and would love to have a dog again but I fear the loss because of their short lives. It is a shame that pets can’t live as long as we do. I hope you can get some rest and feel motivated again to enjoy your life. You are a very special woman and you should have more joy in your life. I wish I knew more to help you.

[@stevepeat1719]

Hope you and your dogs (and cat?) stay well. Really best wishes Cassie. Stay strong.

[@jimdavids6708]

Lack of motivation and insomnia are symptoms of your depression. I have suffered this for most of my life, for the last 10 years I have managed it with the help of medications, exercise and the unconditional love of my family and dogs. You are a wonderful human , you have charisma and a beautiful smile that radiates happiness, and you are adventurous, you will get through it ❤

[@Tugger4me1]

So glad to hear that little Alfie is better and so sorry to hear you are struggling a bit at the minute - things will get better, think happy thoughts.

[@mfl950]

Glad to hear the little one recovered, and you look after yourself too . Always enjoy your videos and vlogs , best wishes from down under ..

[@bengtbroden5629]

❤❤❤ Alfie and Cassie and Viggo

[@tomassanesson902]

❤❤❤❤hug jag hoppas att du blir bättre å lile vovfsingen blir bättre kram på dej

[@ericglass952]

Sorry to hear you have not felling well and Alfie not been well i have a small dog myself and know how you must have felt when your dog is ill . May be you should go to your mum and dads for sum love .

[@mayflowerlash11]

Yeah, chocolate. This is what I thought early in the vid when you described Alfie's symptoms. I don't want to moralise or lecture or presume too much, but, I have come to realise that all living things come to an end one day. Most people are afraid of death, this is a natural consequence of our evolution, but by understanding and accepting the fact of our (and our pets) mortality we can make the most of the life we do have, fully appreciating the here and now. By accepting the fact we will die one day we fully appreciate and enjoy the present moment. The alternative is to fear death every moment we are alive and conscious. That's not the life I choose to live. Regarding your depression, I don't have any words of wisdom as I've only have minor and temporary depression in my life. When I do I focus on the fact that it will pass eventually and hold on. This may not be useful for people with serious and chronic depression. My last comment is a bit shallow but hey, it's all I've got. You are a very beautiful woman and, as far as I can tell from your vids, your beauty goes deeper down to your soul. Please don't do anything you can't recover from. It would break my heart and the hearts of many of your viewers. Love Gary

[@jamesbrussels5776]

Hi Cassie hangin there you are Awesome. just talking about how things are is good for us all to do well done CHEERS

[@bigchiefbear]

Hi cassie. So sorry to hear you are suffering like this. May I suggest a chat with your doctor.sounds like you may need blood test yourself to rule out few things. I'm a type 2 diabetic and you do have symptoms that I suffer from. So blood sugar check is a must. You may also be lacking in iron or other vitamins. These things shouldn't take long to correct . I hope this helps. So glad Alfie is getting better. The pair of them are super cute just like there brilliant mum 👏. All the best. Jason. Boston .UK.

[@williamwhannell5788]

Ah so sorry you are feeling low just now! You are coming through it already as you are out walking and talking about it now! Keep talking, we are all with you Cassie! All here to hold a virtual hand when you need it. You need a proper hug though! Keep pushing forward, you will get there! Thinking of you, Andy x😘

[@davidmbattams]

I’m sorry you’re struggling at the moment Cassie, I too suffer low mood and am also so lucky to have my best friend Border Terrier Charlie who keeps me in touch with the world when I take him out for our walks. We have lovely woods near me and I know exactly what you mean by the relaxation of walking and spending time outside in nature. When sleep is a struggle it’s a vicious circle because you worry about not sleeping and that can then this can contribute to more not sleeping. I hope you realise your videos give so much pleasure to people and really show you as a caring, funny genuine person who has the guts to share things which are not always easy to deal with. Don’t worry about all the videos that might need editing etc….It’s just nice to have a video when you post one. Sorry this is so long, and hope you don’t mind me sharing a few thoughts. Look after yourself Cassie and enjoy your walks through the woods!

[@user-yh5uu6ls3p]

Hi Cassie very sorry about your little dog have a good day au revoir Jean

[@johncraig9869]

Get your doctor to send you to a sleep clinic where you are hooked up to a few hundred wires & they monitor while you sleep. You may have a sleep disorder

[@mrade5321]

My little dog (no longer with us 😢) got ill one day. I took her straight to the vet. Thankfully, they diagnosed her right away and knew what had to be done to fix her. It must have been a nightmare for you not knowing what was wrong with little Alfie. You must have been going out of your mind. Thank god the little guy pulled through 👍

[@johnhorner769]

Can't beat dogs Cassie. We lost one of ours in August and our other is it little old lady at 14. Love dogs though ❤

[@lawrencerinaldo2306]

Cassie, it’s great to have your forest walk. However, having suffered depression, let me suggest a doctor visit for medication. At least with that, your mood may smooth out being the same every day, definitely have more motivation to do things, and if you take the Rx at night help you sleep. Best wishes for you to get normal…what’s normal?

[@tonyd6500]

I’m sorry you have been battling so many challenging emotions, and your depression. I hope you’re better soon! ✌️❤️

[@018CCHC]

Who else watches every one of your vlogs to see you hold that 360 cam close to your face and jiggle your eyes?? 🤪

[@MrFranck002]

You made me tears in my eyes with that story 🥺 im glad Alfie feel better now! Give him and Viggo the biggest hug for me 💜 take care of yourself Cassie ☺️

[@marksapollo]

Sending you and Alfie virtual hugs. Our dog is everything to me. When we had our last one put down I cried so much for several days, worst then when my dad died! I hated having to go to work too as they didn’t really care. They are such joyful animals, utterly devoted to you and so loving. Luckily our current dog doesn’t pay much interest in chocolate, he’s more of a cheese or dinner person when we have meat. Hope you get back to sleeping soon, and keep up with the walks as you said they help.

[@MichaelWSmith-gx5bn]

Hope you are feeling better 😊 So sad😢 about Alfie, glad he has recovered, that should help you 🤗. 👋🇺🇲

[@dacop]

I'm so glad Alfie made it through alright, can only relate to the sheer panic you feel when you're told that it's the hospital but at that point the cost doesn't matter - it's life or death and you do what needs to be done 🥺

[@pasivaan9563]

This northern autumn darkness makes anyone suffer from depression

[@TruckerCassie]

Truly :( Even during daytime, the sky is always covered with clouds

[@jeffdayman8183]

Glad Alfie's ok! Hope you can get back to good sleep soon. Cheers!

[@masterbeuner8964]

God bless you!

[@michaelwilbur7959]

Glad to hear your dog ALFIE is doing better.

[@Gelis8]

You are completely powerless when the dogs get sick. Glad it went well. We have 2 papillons one 6 year and one 17 year. The oldest has hovered between life and death this spring due to veterinary negligence. A dental cleaning that went wrong. They forgot to remove a tampon for the breathing tube from which he swallowed it. Had to go to Valla and new anesthesia. 2 anesthetics within a few hours on an old dog is not recommended. Now they managed to take the tampon with gastroscopy. But spent 3 days at Valla animal hospital Linköping (not their fault, but another clinic) Today he is fine. So I understand your anxiety and worry. Take care.

[@mcporter03]

I had my dog for 16 years, tword the end, she had some seizures, so I took her to the vet. cancer they came back. I had her put down a month later after seeing she was no longer able to take walks. She was great, if she found a bear she would jump her front end up and grunt bark like she was huge. I have not got another dog, as I am getting sicker. I have MS, and it is progressing. Now for sleep, I cover my stocking hat over my eyes and turn the tv down. I was going to be a log truck driver, but rolled a tank for 8 years , then just drove a city truck for a store chain. Thankyou for all the videos I have seen of you🫡

[@eduardopfuhl5753]

🤗🤗🤗😘❤ I'll hope you getting well very soon I love your videos,your smile,the way you take care of your dogs. Waiting for more videos.

[@robmac1259]

I hope you get better soon

[@maxplanck9055]

Cognitive therapy can help, counselling too, knowing and understanding depression helps alot. Have you tried warm milk late at night to help settle your stomach for your lack of sleep? Or quiet music, relaxation music, whale sounds or ordinary nighttime radio may help, try an electric blanket to help keep you warm at night, I hope this helps, much love cassie take care ✌️❤️🇬🇧

[@user-xe6nk3we9y]

Hello, thanks for your nice videos.

[@hertwend]

Sad to hear what happened to Alfie. Luckily, he's fine now. From your incident I got immediately a flash of a incident which happened month ago. We had two dogs, they found painkillers for dogs, they ate the whole package. We took them immediately to the vet hospital. Older dog didn't survive, but younger one did. It would have been a huge tragedy if we had lost both dogs. Yes appreciate and love what you have at this moment because you never know what will happen next. Take care of yourself. Cheers from 🇫🇮

[@TruckerCassie]

That must have been so horrible to experience :( Glad to hear that you still have one of them left ❤

[@user-hv9io4vf6b]

💝💝

[@65bugnut]

I'm glad that your dog is getting better. Isn't it crazy that we have to pretend to be asleep, in order go to sleep? Enjoy the forest, and the trees changing color. Take care.

[@TruckerCassie]

I've been thinking about that too! Unlike animals, who just seem to blink more and more often until they're simply asleep. They seem to have it so easy :D Have a nice week!

[@InstantDesign]

As just a random person struggling to make their way I find you inspirational. 👍

[@johntaylor5158]

Nice video great dogs take care young lady

[@dannesvanstrom3408]

Heej cassie. Kom till Nynäs så fikar vi och kollar älgar😊

[@mikedive9934]

Hi Cassie sorry to hear you are suffering from depression and the situation with Alfie is very stressful I’m glad he lived against the odds. Not sleeping is bad because it adds to the depression and low motivation. I suffer from bpd , depression anxiety and psychosis so I have an idea what you are going through. My thoughts will be with you, hope you are feeling better in time.

[@malcolmclenton1663]

We all get too attached to our pets, but hey that's part of the beauty of owning them. Chin up girl, I'm sure you'll get over this problem. We are all here for you.😘

[@V8-friendly]

I take Mirtazipine (Remeron) 15mg, 1hr before bedtime. Getting the best sleep of my life after everything else (Ambien, Temazepam, Lunesta, Trazedone, Valerian root, Melatonin, etc.) has failed and been tried for years. Sleep recordings showed deep REM sleep too which is essential to wake up fresh the next morning. Not feeling groggy or hungover either. Remeron is an older antidepressant but its major “side effect” is sleepiness when low doses are used. Of course, everyone is reacting different to these type of medications. So needs to be discussed with your doctor first, and I am not a doctor. For me, I wake up fresh, alert, well rested to make it happily through my day. For me, no side effects either, but again, everyone is different. Caution: Higher doses (as used for treating depression) of Remeron work just the other way around, makes you all awake, energized and difficult too sleep. If it also works for depression, I don’t know, cause I don’t have any, and the dose would be too low to begin with.

[@gorannilsson1366]

❤️❤️❤️😘

[@shallowsubstancecontent]

Tack för din nya film! Stark berättelse: ta hand om dig och dina hundar ❤ .

[@mikemamarimbing]

Don't worry about your videos we can wait take care yourself like you take care Alfie,and don't forget your name is Cassie!!! 😅and you rock🤘🤟

[@antonlivingstone]

So how are you doing now are getting sleep now I hope so can't wait to see your next video gob bless❤❤❤❤

[@Daytona2]

I've had depression in the past, so know a little. Sleep deprivation is torture - hope that your doctors and mental health therapists are supporting you. I've had both extremes of sleep issues as a result of 2 bouts of depression - sleeping for 24hrs and disrupted sleep. I hope that you're off work, so that you have the opportunity to sleep whenever you can. I wonder whether sleeping somewhere else would help. Don't feel pressured to do anything other than look after Viko & Alfie - walking them can be good for you, too, as you say.

[@danielenberg]

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[@ramisilmu1658]

Kiitos!

[@TruckerCassie]

Thank you so much!! 🙏🙏

[@RichardFriedlaender]

Your english is so much better since you VLOG and subtitle.

[@johnfellows2867]

Hi Cassie, when I saw the video title, my heart sunk. You might remember that last April ( it was on your birthday actually ), we lost our little Daschund Alfie, and I can still feel the awful anguish of it. Dogs are like children, so innocent and totally dependent on you, so glad he seems to have made a full recovery. You must get medical advice about your issues, dont just think they'll go away. You shouldn't be like this at your young age, I worry about you like you are my own daughter ! Please look after yourself ! XX

[@TruckerCassie]

Oh, I remember when you told me about your little Alfie 😭 I've tried going to the doctor, but all tests showed that all is normal... And a psychiatrist just pulls up bad childhood memories, making sleep even more difficult. It's a complicated situation 🥲

[@johnnysollvander2630]

Just a BIG hug to you all.

[@dk_vayrac7162]

Good to see Alfie up an about again, and of course the famous Vigo. No, chokolate is pure poison for a dog, glad he's healthy again 😍

[@spencers4121]

I suffer from the same depression zero motivation or desire to do anything, I had a 2 year old black lab that really helped. And then a lost him he was only just a few months over 2 years old, needless to say that didn't help at all.

[@oscaramaya8599]

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