I am living an absolutely, crazy life!

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You need to start *writing*, not just videos. Videos are not a good way to organize information quickly. You'll likely never be able to find the clip in a video where you make a breakthrough, so if you do, it's gone. You've said tons of other facts about your life in the past, but I can't search through the 10k videos you've made to organize them, and you can't either. You need to make a journal. Make it organized. Make it obvious. The first page needs to explain what it is, and where it needs to be put when you're done. You will not be able to organize info or make progress doing what you're doing now.