I Caused An Airport Evacuation! | Modelling, Mania & Me | Shot By You x Rosie Viva | Channel 4

[@rosieviva3625]

Thank you for such lovely comments and so interesting to read peoples accounts of this illness. Channel 4 have been amazing in helping me raise awareness. X

[@graceplatt9313]

this was really refreshing to see as someone with bipolar and who's still struggling with overcoming feelings of ashame and embarrassment after manic episodes. thank you for bringing awareness x

[@lornatw]

I couldn't find this on all4 and wondered if it's under a different link? ❤

[@rachaelking4067]

Hi Rosie 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@tonifly1979]

your beautiful x

[@dankubishta2633]

Thank you for sharing this story Rosie xx

[@imanisteele1920]

As a fellow bipolar woman, thank you for exposing so many all aspects of what it’s truly like to live with bipolar, including the ugly, depressive, Complex, confusing and disorienting, painful, severe-repercussion inducing, exhausting, powerful, intoxicating, dimensions of this illness. I’ve found so often in life, especially when I’m in a hypo-manic state that those around me (more neurotypical or just without bipolar) experience it as something purely fun and at times, something to envy with the perceived lack of inhibition, self confidence, fearlessness, charisma, energy, etc.

[@lawontrial]

This is a real gift to the world and an act of courage. Hopefully, sometime soon, it will be normal to disclose a mental health difficulty and people will treat that disclosure with the same compassion they would have for any illness. Wishing you and your family peace, health and happiness.

[@jadeyx_]

Thank you for making yourself vulnerable and doing a documentary about this, thank you for educating me on bipolar and the effect of it, I bet this wasn’t easy making so thank you

[@taylordeville8870]

This was amazing. I’m 28 and diagnosed November 22 with bipolar 2. I had three episodes of mania last year with catastrophic consequences. This video was like looking at myself. Once I was diagnosed and could understand wtf was going on, I’ve never taken my health and recovery more seriously than I do now. Thank you for raising awareness

[@aquajuwel7098]

Great documentary. Bipolar type 2 myself and was miss diagnosed for many years because my bipolar is mostly depression, and seldom hypo mania. I was told I just had depression and given antidepressants that just made things worse. After a suicide attempt I got a great psychiatrist who diagnosed me after really taking time with me, he put me on low dose antipsychotics and it has changed my life completely for the better. Bipolar is on a spectrum, i can’t even imagine how bipolar type 1 is like to live with, my psychiatrist told me that of all the psychiatric diagnosis out there, bipolar is the most hard to get right because of the spectrum of mood swings…

[@sophiebarden5335]

I have bipolar and also rapid cycle. I was diagnosed when I was 26 and I've hit a low in the last couple of days. Watching this was very emotional for me as so relatable but also extremely comforting. Thank you so much for sharing your story on behalf of all of us living with Bipolar ❤

[@elcee84]

YOU ARE AMAZING! THis is the realist portrayal of Bi Polar I have ever seen! Thank you. As someone diagnosed over 14years ago sending love hugs and prayers ur way. We are not alone. Keep strong 💪🏾

[@acasacas9844]

I'm a psychiatric nurse. I loath this disorder. Great moments of disinhibition, joy, false happiness and living in a never land. It stops, and you feel utter shame at what you've done. Imagine spending money you don't have, family bailing you out and again the shame. It's a cruel illness, exposes people to horrible situations and the depression. Horrible life threatening depression. If you experience BPD you have my sympathy. And jou are brave, God bless all you sufferers.

[@gmc5618]

I have BPD, thank you for the work you do supporting your patients.

[@CarlBland-cv5zo]

It's even worse when u think your getting better out if a long depression but it's just mania a the crazy Ness starts again Benn dealing with this since 17

[@gmc5618]

@@rufarochikwanha4972 she's referring to Borderline not bipolar

[@simmic3766]

Thank you for your noble work and dedication. I can’t imagine how must be hard dealing with psych patients. Hats off to you.😊 When my son was confined a year ago for Mania and Psychosis, it was so hard to deal with him. What a devastating illness! My son lost his house, friends, verging to bankruptcy, lost his girlfriend and almost his job! It’s a year of nightmare and we’re still left traumatised by it though the tide is coming around slowly for him. He’s now back to work slowly. We’re so pleased! But what a journey! Fingers crossed it won’t happen again!🥹😢

[@person2225]

I really like the way this doc was made. The interweaving of showing us everyday moments and of Rosie narrating her experiences really felt like I got a good insight into this aspect of her life. Thank you for making yourself vulnerable and talking about your experiences so honestly Rosie

[@SummerTenenbaum]

I’m so glad I watched this!! It’s just so refreshing seeing people bring awareness to the wide array of mental health issues. It can be so easy to remain blind to illnesses that don’t have an obvious physical form.

[@triciaw3064]

I feel you sweetheart. I've been diagnosed/re-diagnosed, medicated/re-medicated, and I've been sent from this person to that person for the help that hasn't helped. I was 1st on meds when I was 18, I'm 58 now. I've been told that I was Bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, and others, but now they call me EUPD. I don't care what they label me as, so long as they can actually help me. I've been so close to the sectioning wards (more than I want to remember being), but was allowed to go home as I had a dog and lived alone. I don't have that excuse anymore. None of this makes me happy, but at my age, nothing upsets me and could stop me writing this. I wish you nothing but love, trust and happiness always. xXx

[@shereenaA]

I am touched by your courage and openness in sharing about living with bipolar and to reaching out to someone who might be struggling to find their feet again. Letting them know that they are not alone. Living with bipolar myself, I do see some parallels and your story has touched my soul. Thank you for having the courage to share your story. You have made a difference ❤

[@andrewgifford7740]

Fair play, thanks for sharing this Rosie. I have a bi-polar friend and this has helped me understand, as much as I can.

[@judithlauron2856]

THANKING YOU Rosie for exposing the pain,confusion as to perhaps WHY? why those days, hours, months were happening to YOU. Acknowledge your bravery. This documentary was a huge insight for me and I send you all the WHITE LIGHT I have to you, ROSIE.

[@mika_9]

I still don’t understand about the airport evacuation, it was not deeply explained or maybe I just didn’t get it… how did she cause the airport evacuation? Can someone explain it to me? Thanks!!

[@mila12hihi]

I've bipolar as well. Thank you for bringing awareness!

[@nathat4250]

How brave of her to be so honest. I hope Rosie gets very successful in her fields!

[@elouisetimpson2981]

I too have bipolar…. And this is the most honest and real portrayal of bipolar I have seen tbh. God bless you Rosie ❤. Hope you get everything you dream.

[@carlobrenkman2293]

What a fantastic initiative! Beautiful docudrama. Most sad and painful is the fact that although you have friends, family and professionals who say they care, who try to convince you they understand, never ever call and ask for a change: "Hey, how are you doing? How are you coping with your bipolar I disorder or better said: illness." That'll make you feel so darned alone. I can't describe that. You know, for decennia now, even professors at Yale University are not capable of what bipolar disorder really means. They'll always sum up all 'so called' extreme symptoms, so you already get drawn out like a big looney. They never talk about residual capacity, which is probably the most important thing to judge, to understand as a therapist, how much can this particular patient carry, how much stress can he/she handle, etc. When the attention will be much more concentrated on that part, a lot of people with bipolar I, II of cyclic (III), shall have the feeling that at least they are being heart by one or more and that will decide for a great part the process of the illness. I love being bipolar, because I have found out that my residual capacity is big enough and I am very thankful for that part. Thank you very much for being an activist and for showing the world that manical-depression isn't just some vague issue, but a very severe psychiatric disease, which can be lovely at the same time. You are very cool! I wish you lots of stability and I wanted to say that you are so very brave. Keep your head up!

[@mrg4388]

Bipolar type 2 here. Had a massive episode in 2018, luckily it only lasted a few weeks. Terrifying stuff... Good luck Rosie ! :)

[@Mikethamanc]

You’re amazing for being honest and open about this and educating and inspiring others.

[@sabrinaihh]

What a lovely gal. I wish her all the best xxx I have also struggled terribly with my mental health and now im (thankfully) medicated and doing a lot better. I know how hard it is to put on that mask of ‘normalcy’ everyday and my heart goes out to anyone experiencing that.

[@AI-Grooves]

I have rapid cycle bipolar and have been sectioned twice. Thanks for taking the time to make your documentary

[@JamesMarriott-g3l]

Really brave and really well done. You should be proud of this doc, I relate to so much of your story and wish you all the very best on your journey.

[@mrsnw5]

Thank you for sharing your experiences. This is so helpful for understanding bipolar.

[@jeannieelizabeth6585]

Thanks for sharing, Rosie. This will help so many people! Looking forward to seeing what you do next!

[@izro1436]

So glad this conversation is out there💗💗

[@adamjstout]

Even though it doesn’t seem like a big deal, taking your meds every day for four years is an amazing accomplishment!!! I’ve heard way too many sad stories that include the line, “they weren’t taking their medication at the time…” I often compare my brain needs to someone living with diabetes. The pancreas doesn’t just suddenly start producing insulin, no matter if someone tries to encourage (or shame) it. It’s just a part of life now. My brain doesn’t produce enough seratonin. So, I take my meds every day. It’s just a part of life now. Not a huge inconvenience. I have to take allergy meds daily, too, or I get super miserable around our cats. Meds that are properly prescribed are something to be grateful for, nothing less.

[@piaogilvie8463]

What a fighter you are, Rosie. Respect

[@norwegianzound]

My poor older brother brought mayhem to all our lives one day in New York in 1988. We still love him and always understand he is not responsible for the affliction he's had visited upon him. However, during his quiesent periods he has the responsibility to put plans in place to try to deal with it. That's where the sympathy is challenged. Rapid cycling makes it very hard for this fine lady to get to grips with it, but she brings an intelligence that will hopefully see her through.

[@andys2856]

What mayhem did he bring?

[@erikamigone3251]

My first reaction...just to wrap my arms around you and tell you that everything will b ok.....you're a brave girl to tell your story and with it... help others with the same diagnosis....i had my sister in law with it ...i know exactly what you went through.....thanksfully you had the courage to fight it and now you're happy.... living and enjoying life.....keep fighting Rosie !!!😘💖 the best of the world for you....💪💪

[@Lodavies]

Thank you so much for this. So informative. Very powerful.

[@lottiechats8120]

so brave i admire you! I hope this helps more people feel less alone with mental health xxxx

[@jordoncrimmins7943]

Such an important message 🫶

[@jordoncrimmins7943]

Thank you to Rosie for sharing 🫶🫶🫶

[@TheAnnegallien]

Thank you, great documentary. Quote: « accepting that depression can be part of being happy. «

[@StratsRUs]

It's Manic Depression

[@bicho.cosmico]

I liked that quote too. We have to accept that the colorfull life we dream about will allways have some gray spots, and it's ok. Accepting is difficult, but it's the closest we can possibly get from an intangible "cure" .

[@AlainaSandford-xs8yx]

I would love to see something on EUPD/BPD. It's sadly very stigmatized and misunderstood. It's been an ongoing battle for me. Some days I can have painful low mood and want to harm myself and other days I'm a functioning professional. I am all parts. Thanks for sharing your story. We all need compassion.

[@andreadavila3293]

Gracias por compartir tu testimonio de forma pública, nos ayuda a identificamos y tener puntos de referencia para nuestro propio camino. Sigue brillando!🎉

[@jojobrown2504]

My sister has bipolar and was sectioned a few times when I was younger. Mental illness still needs to be taken as seriously as physical illnesses. I was put on antidepressant this year after years of struggling and even that was a challenge getting to that point . After endless talks and assessments.

[@sophiekanny9790]

Wow Rosie, you are doing such an amazing job in raising awareness around bipolar disorder! It is really brave and inspiring xx

[@swaranbains8326]

Battling an invisible war, hard to conceptualise if you don’t have it

[@allforlove18]

I am diagnosed with bipolar 2 and didn’t get the diagnosis until I was also hospitalized. I used to be awake all night and then walk to the park to watch the sunrise. I thought “oh this is normal”. In reality though doing that excessive amounts and doing other impulsive behaviors isn’t something everyone goes through. I’m thankfully on medication now and my symptoms are managed.

[@TheEcoClimber]

The hallucinations are sometimes tangible. The ones in Alice in Wonderland syndrome that I have, are more real & vivid than people would consider as ‘standard’ hallucinations. They are very useful insights into true life & a beautiful lense into souls & colours & the vibrations of life.

[@IndigoAngel1448]

I've known so many people demonise this disorder and it makes me sad :( I don't have bipolar myself but I feel for people who can't help the way they express themselves.

[@riogerald4211]

Now I do t feel so alone with my bipolar

[@Randoms620]

Rosie, so brave ❤

[@annetraa]

my aunt has always been bipolar I would say and she chose to stay in it. you are the example that we can get out of it, fight and have a life. Bravo for your fight and your courage. It takes more effort than many and you're so real thank you

[@leonorabrandscheit]

it's for many people that negative events like a break up trigger mania. people would think more of depression happening after these times. actually mania is even worse than depression for me. you feel like you are ripped into million pieces and directions and your brain is on fire. you live in a parallel universe. u think nobody understands you und you suddenly understand everything, the concept of life. in everything you see something. your thoughts are faster than you. you travel in time, experience the world through new senses. you don't know what fear is anymore. nothing can stop you from anything. thats dangerous. when you come down from the trip you are bathing in shame of what you have done. what is really confusing: having a mixed episode.

[@AZ-kr6ff]

You should speak for yourself. Try saying "I" rather than "you".

[@delaniedeniro5181]

Thank you for sharing this

[@michaelland8210]

Watching this felt vital, beautiful and alive - just like you Rosie!

[@imanisteele1920]

Thank you 🙏🏽

[@dianedurham3314]

Bless you sweetie you fight it.

[@andypeutherer4218]

All the love to you x

[@bicho.cosmico]

Wow. Thank you so much for sharing your story, Rosie. 💕💕💕💕

[@lalaausten9072]

What an amazing lady you are

[@saraholaday9321]

Prayers

[@jesshands4831]

Thank you !!!!

[@argee97]

More content like this please C4

[@annasukiassian9866]

So brave, Rosie

[@sarina5352]

😢😢😢😢😢😢It's scary poor girl.

[@imanisteele1920]

But little do they know nor understand the other sides of it. And they remain ignorant to its complexity because when you have it, there’s often pressure to hide the ugly aspects. To disappear during depressive, dark, spiraling states- the come downs and paying for manic behavior that inevitably follows. Until you’re the “fun friend” again.

[@rosameijering5161]

This is very good for us all to see to understand you a bit more and not judge at all

[@francescalausi]

Ooh, now can we do it about working class people who aren’t societies idea of “beautiful” and look at their struggles whilst facing severe mental health? :)

[@bobstar6837]

"Did a lot of people talk about it?" "Hell yeah! Er I mean of course not...

[@MnichProductions]

Send You a lot of love !

[@debbiewatts5377]

Its not easy being diagnosed with bipolar. Its a fight everyday to cope

[@leonorabrandscheit]

if you transition from depression into mania it's so hard to see, because you think you are just doing better.

[@artisticafflair408]

Surely modelling and having to watch what you eat can also cause stress mentally and physically. Isn't that just something more you need to think about, when your brain clearly has so much on its plate already? Believe me i understand mental head 'daaaas' as i call them, I have autism and adhd.

[@denishennessy1318]

All the best to ya

[@littlewoodchopper2659]

My insurance ran out, Denied disability. Waiting for my meds to run out

[@bboppppppppppppp]

i know just how you feel

[@Alicia-vq8jg]

omg, no this is to relatable wtf i literally have been feeling off because i thought i had an energetic attatchemmt from random ass ppl whos names i cant remember 😭✋🤣🤦‍♀️👹 Ive never been forcibly sanctioned only by choice. I purposely dont drink and dont date because attatchment is too scary. I dont even like befriending people that much because i dont want to be let down

[@dariogomes3598]

Iam not sure i would be diagnosed with bipolar, but im sure the institution would be different.

[@Clarence_Top_G]

Wow I bet the other travellers were pissed off

[@kylewilliams5761]

I've just used and abused everyone and everything until I'm now alone as they're all exhausted...!!!! If it's just me then that's all I can hurt.. Good luck..

[@piaogilvie8463]

All the best to you!

[@quackieshoebill1019]

Is that tablet casing lithium at 37s

[@charliehunt4797]

In the uk we have your choklet

[@tanya8940]

💕💕

[@Star26900]

This was so hard to follow

[@getin3949]

My sister is bi-polar and is on medication, she's fine as long as she takes her meds. Why is this such a problem? People that don't take their medication WILL have episodes so take your meds.

[@AZ-kr6ff]

That's extremely offensive.

[@elies8084]

Wow she wanted to lunge into the baggage black hole

[@justmadeit2]

I imagine the medication is strong. Have people ever managed this condition without taking them and trying other things such as super healthy eating, no alcohol, meditation and exercise, or does that not help?

[@ellenb839]

no, our brains are inbalanced and will only deteriorate without medication. those other things help of course but cannot work alone

[@Finggy]

Schizophrenia

[@amjoy-9316]

People with bipolar can go into psychosis too.

[@neilhunter495]

I'm a model, presenter and events coordinator- AKA Unemployed

[@Finggy]

😂

[@lexm17]

All of those are real jobs…

[@REALIZE-nb9fw]

REALIZE 👅

[@JORDANDAVIES30]

It seemed more like a dating show and her getting with loads of different blokes rather than a mental health documentary

[@powderandpaint14]

She was only dating one guy and they became a couple during the documentary?

[@JORDANDAVIES30]

@@powderandpaint14 Nah I'm pretty sure she had another 1 or 2 boyfriends also. And that's probably why she keeps getting mental health problems, because they let her down and ditch her and then she spirals down again into a super depressed state. She definitely had more than 1 boyfriend in the documentary because in the texts with her mother she is saying something about not wanting to fall in love again.

[@powderandpaint14]

@@JORDANDAVIES30 nope, she was only seeing one guy.

[@JORDANDAVIES30]

@@powderandpaint14 at 3:32 she had a break up that triggered her bipolar. And then at 4:43 she kissed a random Guy and asked him to marry her. And then again at 7:14 she had a date with another guy. And then at 8:32 she talks about dating again which means she's had dates with other guys.

[@powderandpaint14]

@@JORDANDAVIES30 her bipolar episode started after she had a breakup yes, and she kissed a stranger and asked him to marry her during that episode, then she was hospitalised. She then starts dating a new guy (this is a few years after her bipolar was diagnosed) and they start a relationship during the programme.

[@TemoteControl]

Try keto. Just try it and see what happens.

[@twosense4989]

My ex cheated on me with a person like this sure he's having a great time 😂😂😂😂

[@camtheo7555]

Good

[@bogantellectual]

Well that's on your ex, not the person he cheated with. He made the commitment to you, not the other person. Also it's common for cheaters to lie to the other person, saying stuff like you're in an open relationship, or that they're basically broken up.

[@nomg563]

Yeah he probably is because dating a bitter woman like yourself is no man's desire. Good for him

[@amjoy-9316]

@@bogantellectual if the other person knew he had a girlfriend then it’s on her too but obviously mainly the bf 100%. Im sick of people thinking the other person involved isn’t at fault too if they knew the person had a partner.

[@burrrrrrrrrrrrrrp]

I wouldn’t have pegged her for a model but good luck to her

[@Sarit473]

How rude

[@wheatstonebridge]

She looks exactly like a model! So beautiful and has that model look.

[@nomg563]

It is always the nasty looking creatures with the dumbest comments...