I Don’t Know How to Feel Beautiful

[@aprico226]

Beauty is so personal, and even the most gorgeous people have been called ugly by someone. But honestly, it doesn't matter how many people tell you you're gorgeous if your own brain is out here gaslighting you tf up. This video really hit on everything my friends were saying last night, and I’m so grateful you made it to my fyp. 💗💗 xoxo keep glowing!

[@lettersfromnirja]

ikr? thanks for watching

[@bear3s]

In the first half of 2024 I was OBSESSED with getting pretty, I invested most of my time on videos about glowing up and in beauty hacks. And this have been happening since 2022, the difference was that this time I was making it my priority over everything. Even over my masters degree. Until I deleted Instagram (never used Tiktok) some months later. I finally felt beautiful and confident, not having a hundred gorgeous people to compare myself to everyday, I started actually paying attention to my features and how far I went with all the effort in the past years to clear my skin and make my hair silky and glowing. I did it, I got to where I wanted to be but I was so focused on the social media expectations that I didn't even notice it. I know the fomo, I know the fear of being delusional and thinking I am better than I actually am and being slapped in the face by the reality later. But those things are so stupid to fear, we all know that what is shown on social media is carefully edited and curated, it's not real. So just get rid of it, really. It does wonders to the self-esteem.

[@AyaGuendouz-wq6lf]

I didnt want the video to end

[@stanstraykids-stayracha]

Speaking the words unspoken by so many. "What if that light feels so dim it's almost gone, what if I've hidden it behind layers of insecurity, self-doubt and a desperate need to moulds I never chose, I wish I could tell myself that this is enough...that I'm enough" Means...so much

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thank you for watching!

[@shresthjamalta1496]

It resonated with me on a different level , being a man myself I am insecure too about how I look , how other people see me , or am I good enough for the world, constantly looking at the mirror , checking my hair , it’s frustrating sometimes and after watching your video it made me finally realise what true beauty is and it can’t get better than this.. Btw u are gorgeous

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thank you so much!

[@Marcycee]

Had to subscribe 💕 enjoyed watching this video

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thank you ❤️

[@rashazz_]

This is SO powerful. Ty for this 😢❤

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thank you!

[@sabrinsabamanjur3341]

this is strangely relatable and i'm so happy that it appeared on my feed

[@lettersfromnirja]

I really appreciate it!

[@shraddhabasu2304]

Thank you for speaking to me deeply through this video....

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thank you for watching!

[@AbhishekThakur-tp9pc]

Nirja you are speaking the truth and I appreciate your effort. I am also relate with the content. Please make videos like this. Which tells me about true nature of human being. Beautiful video❤ Loved it

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thanks a lot Abhishek!

[@rudratikekar5658]

beautiful video fs

[@lettersfromnirja]

Thanks!

[@the-comments-poet]

Teardrop As I look out my window today I see a tree. In the field over there, among friends It stands tall and strong and I don’t know his name I do not know trees as some do Botanists and horticulturists know these names Greek and Latin. And family and ancestry too How tall they can be and how deep their roots go Bark and buds and leaves Me, I don’t know such things I just look out my window and see this tree Majestic and imposing. Kingly you might say And I don’t even know his name He has probably been here for a long time Long before my little window came to look upon him When these were fields busy, foxes and squirrels Wild grasses and noisy creeks Old and wise I imagine my tree to be And I look at him looking back at me His leaves dance gracefully in formal salute I would dare a question if only I knew his name How did you come to be Who have you met in your days. Were they kind and friendly What do you dream about in the cold of winter Is the summer shower warmer after the storm I should probably stop this daydreaming now Trees do not mind for intrusive onlookers Who know nothing about them Not even their name As I go back to work, I see a leaf falling from my tree

[@lettersfromnirja]

It's beautiful!!

[@syedyunusrizvi]

:) the world has been ignorant. And so have I. 🌻

[@lettersfromnirja]

No it's just you, Yunus

[@Nobody-z7q-c4s]

I don't know either im in depression

[@lettersfromnirja]

Take care of yourself!