what falling in love with a girl feels like, documented

[@laurenelloise]

💜 a lil note: 💜 When I initially started filming these video diaries, I had come out of a breakup and couldn't imagine falling in love again, let alone finding my (soon to be) wife! I’m nervous to share something so vulnerable and raw, but i've posted this in the hopes that someone feeling this way will find reassurance in that they're not alone in this experience, and that it is possible to find love like this. *** Whilst i’ve kept a lot of footage, I have removed quite a bit of stuff I just don’t want to share it with the internet, some bits are just between me and galpal! So consider that this isn't the full picture of my emotions going through it! Just the bits im comfortable sharing :) If there is one message you takeaway from this video, it’s that there is a girl out there for you. You will fall and you will be caught. And it will be magical.

[@charlietao-x9h]

that last paragraph hit so so deep. i've been, idk how else to say it, broken by so many people in the past. i've found someone who i really, truly like and it feels so different to liking anyone else. what do i do??

[@UrwaBasharatali]

Seeing you happy feels so good I'm glad you found Erin you guys look amazing together and I know that there I someone out there waiting for us but what if I don't wanna let go even though I'm not in a relationship it's a crush I told her I like her after a year of crushing over her and she got scared so I said I just wanna be your friend but deep down I'm dying to have her with me I like her way to much Infront of her I can't even look at her damn she's so so pretty but there are only a few months left after that our schools will end and I don't know if I'll ever get a chance to confess that I loved her way to much I wanted to be with her every Friend of mine knows that I like her and one of her friends know too that girl helped me so much to confess but now I have to let her go and I don't know why but I promised myself I'll never move on I'll never stop loving her cuz I don't want to I don't wanna think about someone else I can't do that thinking about someone else feels weird even though I'm 18 I don't know if it's love or attraction but it's something I don't wanna feel anymore I cry whenever I realize in a few months she'll leave I won't have a chance to tell her I can't even say that I want her to be with someone who she deserves cuz the thought of her being with someone else is killing me

[@J17891]

This makes me extra emotional because in Dec 2023 I sent a question to your channel for a gay q&a about online dating. And your advice was basically go with the flow. And I did, and I’ve been in a relationship with my girlfriend for almost 9 months. Thank you for all that you decide to put on the internet, including this video! It’s so comforting and sweet. I can’t wait to know when you and galpal are officially getting married!

[@ThatWeirdmelaniefan]

Omg you posted

[@Slam_24]

I really needed this. Just left a four year relationship with my fiance. Worse pain in my life, and I'm convinced I could never be in love again. She was my world. But your video and comment reminded me that one day it will happen again even though it doesn't feel like it will.

[@imnotadolly]

“i had our first bath today, it was really hot but it was really HOT” i was cackling bro lolol

[@laurenelloise]

😅hahahah

[@artemisday]

As an autistic queer person who doesn't always understand how relationships are supposed to go, this is an extremely useful video. Also what a tearjerker! So moving

[@myrainbowheart93]

I feel the same. I feel like the only part of my life that my autism has affected is being able to understand relationships, but seeing this still gives me some hope. Even if I don't have it all figured out right now there's still hope

[@angelamartinez114]

@@myrainbowheart93you deserve love right now as you are

[@alexisfarquharson5]

Yes! Makes me excited for my Journey.

[@aquademoney]

YESSS U GET ME BRO

[@OmbrelloGiallo2244]

I guess somehow most autistics are queer, especially girls i think

[@grahamquick4212]

Possibly the most beautiful couple ever on the Internet. Certainly the best diary of a relationship ever. Hollywood couldn't write this.

[@laurenelloise]

Awww man 😭🥹🤍 thank you, what a kind comment ahhaha appreciate !!!!

[@LittleWitch143]

The timing of this couldn't be better, I've been really depressed the past couple days, and I really needed this.

[@Oliveequality]

I hope you feel better soon! I’ve been in your position before ❤❤❤

[@taos_diary_x]

@@LittleWitch143 I’m so sorry 🙁 I hope you feel better soon 🩷🩷 ur so loved no matter how bad you feel

[@sappho-favourite-pupil]

Sending love, things will get better 🫂

[@laurenelloise]

this truly warms my heart that it came at the right time for you

[@taos_diary_x]

@@laurenelloise I love that you responded Lauren. You’re so considerate for your viewers and that’s what we love about you!

[@mysteriousmagic1341]

This was sooooo cuteee - and the fact that u asked her in October 😭🥺

[@mysteriousmagic1341]

You fell in love in October 🤌🍂

[@laurenelloise]

thats why i love fall

[@laurenelloise]

(except it was spring in australia)

[@aquademoney]

@@laurenelloiseshhhh it still works😭🙏

[@dragon-born-nerd]

screaming crying kicking feet this video is a MASTERPIECE! you're so brave to put all of this out into the big wide internet!!! thank you for sharing your journey with all of us baby gays 🏳‍🌈🥹 also the way i GASPED at the end!! the cliffhangers are killing me but the videos are so worth it 🫶

[@laurenelloise]

ahhhhhhhhhh :') thank you so much! it def was a nerve wracking thing to do, but everyone (including you) has been really sweet! i knew this was something i really wanted to share, as it wouldve been so comforting for younger me to be able to watch, so im glad its out in the world 🫶 all these cliff hangers i know im sorry hahahahe

[@Malluu9]

The crying over being scared because you know you’re falling is just sooooo relatable omg so happy you had her to catch you when you fell:,)

[@madisonmaria3981]

This is art as a story teller myself, you SHOULD be so proud of the impact

[@laurenelloise]

aww thank you!!

[@simple.human.being02]

The gradual change in your smile throughout the video and the growing sense of scared but falling in love were so human to watch in a video .

[@mermerilin]

I dont know when I'll find my partner in life but when I do, I want to come back to this video and thank you for making me believe that someone is out there for you.

[@alexandradasilva3]

You better reply to this when you do.

[@wolfzmusic9706]

I hope I find someone too. I'm a 19yo lesbian (almost 20 🎉) and I know I'm still so young but I've tried so hard with women and it's honestly really difficult 😅. I also prefer older women which I think makes it harder too and yeah, sometimes I feel slightly hopeless trying to find someone lol.

[@remydrouant49]

Ok this was the cutest thing ever, my heart is so happy now! I understand you aren't showing everything, but I really admire how much you ARE comfortable sharing. I don't think I'm that brave lol. Watching this made me realize some things(well, they're things I already say to myself but they seem much more reasonable when hearing someone else say it to themself too) and that was NOT something I was expecting, I just came for happy feelings. Thank you so much for sharing this Lauren!

[@laurenelloise]

nawwww 🫶🥹 i really really appreciate that you understand its not everything, i wasn't sure if it would come across that way or not! documenting is something that ive always done, so it felt natural to create it, just a hard task to edit it to the level i was comfortable sharing 🤍 im glad that you feel validated, makes posting this video so worth it. sending love 🤍🤍🤍

[@remydrouant49]

@laurenelloise the biggest thing for me was the self doubt. I am always so paranoid I'll be wrong about something even if I'm clearly right(especially when it comes to interacting with other people), so hearing you say "this girl just told me she's laying on 'my side' of her bed hugging 'my' pillow idk if I can say the L word what if she doesn't feel the same" made me feel like "IT'S NOT JUST MEEEE" lol

[@Multi.fandom.edits.1]

this is so magical i genuinely cannot describe as a girl writes poems about love even though i never experienced it, this gave me hope that true love does exist even in this toxic day and age and i truly wish the best for you both -love Skylar

[@ShamTheRat]

I've loved watching y'alls relationship grow over the years. You are both so inspirational and have helped thousands of people feel comfortable in their own skin.I'm so happy for you!!! 💜💜💜

[@laurenelloise]

THIS. :') this is why i uploaded this video

[@atlasucks]

@@laurenelloisedo u prefer movies or shows

[@alainaz7713]

I nearly cried watching this video, it is so sweet and surreal and emotional. I just recently realized maybe I’m not bi, maybe I’m only gay, and it’s been a little crazy because one of my friends is the reason I realized. I like her so much and she’s so cool and funny and I love being around her, but it’s so hard to take a risk. I understand you so well this whole video in how nervous you are because you don’t want to get hurt. I’m only in undergrad uni right now, but I can’t wait until I find my wife ❤️

[@aquademoney]

GO GET HERRR (if it doesnt work tho pretend i didnt say this😭 but idk anything abt yalls relationship, from what ur describing tho i dont see why it wouldnt work!!

[@MissTotos]

This video is so sweet. As a 43 yr old lesbian that has given up on love and relationships it's still so lovely to see other women being courageous and falling in love. All my sincerest best wishes to you and your fiancé.

[@avdogudy]

no way dont give up

[@kassidy4466]

Please dont give up!! Give us hope 😩

[@avdogudy]

@@kassidy4466 RIGHT?

[@Jaythedragon_03]

Dear Lauren, thank you for your content and your channel, you give me the courage to be myself and accept my identity.

[@laurenelloise]

Aww, thank you so much, im so glad, that means the world to me 💕

[@Soft.biscuit]

Lauren, this is so raw and vulnerable, which makes it all the more beautiful. This video touched a few fibers in me and I’m thankful for that. Please know that your openness and vulnerability in a lot of your videos are really inspiring to me and this one in particular, reminding me that love can be fucking scary but also it’s worth it to take the risk and let yourself be loved and love in return. Thank you also for putting boundaries in what you share with us, I find it very refreshing and a great example to everyone on how important it is to respect oneself and your partner. Again, thank you for being so brave and courageous to show us this so we can have representation. Representation matters, your story matters and I, personally, feel that your videos always have a positive impact in my day, they make me feel more hopeful. Thank you for putting yourself out there for us 😊

[@laurenelloise]

this is my favourite comment. you really understood it. its so hard sharing something to vulnerable and not being 100% sure people will understand it, understand that i couldnt share allll of it, but still wanted to share bits of something that happened, and would hopefully be comforting to others!

[@abstractist]

This is so beautiful and real - so real that it kinda scared me cuz it awakened that curiosity to seek this out for myself again one day and that’s TERRIFYING!

[@sapphicsapphh]

i'm so glad this video came up on my home page. the poems and just everything about it is beautiful and heartening. i'm so glad you found someone who makes you feel secure after the hurt you spoke about. thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this with us 💛🫶

[@SaplingSketches]

This is honestly so comforting to see, thank you so much for sharing your experience❤❤❤❤

[@mayacrs]

Cried at 15:50.. I hope everyone experience this kind of feeling, this tender and pure love and joy 💕

[@ElizabethEdwards-yi3gf]

This is the most beautiful video I’ve ever seen I went through a tough break up a few months ago and you’ve helped me realise I can love again

[@lilmoony24601]

I am crying. I’m so young and only really came to terms with my sexuality a few years ago, but I can not wait for the future, stories like yours bring me hope for the future :) ❤❤❤

[@cl_kim08]

I cannot tell you how beautiful and amazing this video is. I absolutely adore the fact that you documented this, it is one of the most real and purest things I have ever watched and I am sure it is wonderful for Erin to watch this. I know I would just weep if someone made this for me. I long for that feeling. This year, after being rejected by my best friend, I only longed more and more for the feeling of warmth that you describe. Someone I can give my love to, I can hold in my arms, I can kiss, have sleepovers with, dates, movies, everything. I know I can't force love, I have incredible friends who I love very much but this is the longing that just doesn't go away. This made me fall in love with poetry again. I used to write poetry a lot, now I barely do it anymore. I have lost touch with my passions and after being mesmerized by Erin's words on this screen I am starting to feel it again. I love this, I love you, thank you so much for everything you have done for me. For being the LGBTQ creator that helped me become myself, that helped me come to terms with everything going on in my head. ❤❤❤

[@caro5620]

wwowwwwwww i’m obsessed with this i’m so glad you posted this

[@laurenelloise]

nawwww

[@RanDom-bk8tt]

Thank you for sharing! It’s a great reminder to not let fear be in the driver’s seat in our lives. A very creative and real video log. Thanks again!

[@laurenelloise]

yesss, love this way of phrasing it! im going to remember that one.

[@voyance4elle]

I think this is the most wholesome brave and authentic thing on the internet!

[@40-watt]

That was the most wholesome video I’ve seen all year, especially for KZbin, thank you so much for sharing this

[@laurenelloise]

aww that's so sweet, thank you for watching :').

[@nobodygnomes]

stop this is making me cry as a young lesbian 😢😢❤❤it’s beautiful thank you and great luck to you both

[@aquademoney]

i love these poems in between the clips sm too its so cute

[@inthesensethat12348]

This. Is. So. Adorable. This may be one of my favorite videos on the internet. It’s so cute and it gives me so much hope❤️

[@noitavlas]

This video made me want to make one of my own. To write, to record myself, to gift it to future me and give her a little wave of nostalgia of the life I have today. Beautiful storytelling, so sweet, so authentic, so human. So happy for you and so happy for your wife ^^

[@KSPCProject]

So cute 🥰, the poems, diaries, both of you two are really made for each other. I love the Idea of recording video diary like this, it just looks quite cutee, lovely sapphic diary ❤

[@almanewgard7809]

im proud of you for showing these videos its very hard sharing personal clips of your life!

[@laurenelloise]

ahhh thank you so much!! 🥹 def was a hard one to edit together and decided what to keep/take out but i knew i wanted to

[@abdouglas7603]

OMG I’m so happy for you guys!!!! I found your channel years ago, and you gave me the confidence to come out to my parents and friends, and my life and mental health have completely turned around! Even now as a teen in America fucking terrified for the future and the next 4 years, you guys give me so much home that someday this could be me. You are my Rose and Rosie ❤️

[@hfortenberry]

Wow, I’m 56 and my girlfriend is 60 and we JUST went through all this the same time as you’re filming your story, so I was crying a little (happy tears) watching this. 🥹 She is the first person I’d ever been through all this with. I’ve never been mutually in love before her. We met 7 months ago and have been seeing each other for about 6 months and I was the one who said I love you first. However, she was the first to have feelings (I was not far behind her though ❤) and I have felt she was in love from very early on. Then I said it about 6 weeks ago but she’s so scared to say it. She told me she just takes a long time to say it because it’s hard for her. Last night, she kissed me and stopped and said so tenderly, “I almost said ‘I love you’ just now”. ❤ She’s getting so close and it’s beautiful to see her feeling more and more comfortable as she catches up to me. She’s so good to me and makes me feel so special and accepted and loved. I’m so happy. 🙏

[@lassam333]

Thank you for sharing this emotional ride. Love the poems inserted in the video and I even understood the Christmas in winter although I live in the northern hemisphere. So happy that you managed to overcome your fears and come to this stage of your relationship where you propose to each other. One step closer to your wedding. So excited already for next week's proposal part 2.

[@Greenday678912345]

laurennnnn i've been watching you since almost the beginning and I'm so so happy you found your person 😭😭 you are so perfect for each other!!

[@laurenelloise]

awww man thank you so sticking around for so long !!! thank you so so much, i feel so lucky!!

[@mirivi]

CONGRATULATIONS. This is going to be a good watch, love is difficult and a whole journey. It takes time, especially in a WLW/queer world, it's so difficult to find the right person for a variety of reasons. Thank you for recording this, it's nice to hear about others experiences. 22:19 - THE BACKGROUND. IS THAT THE WINE PAINTING YOU TWO DID TOWARDS THE START OF THE VIDEO..?

[@beancarable]

this made me so happy to see. amazing idea with documenting the phases of catching feelings. this must feel great to see after a couple years- all the best for you two.

[@NeeksTheAngel]

OMG I’ve been waiting for this , you guys both deserve each other and I hope you guys continue to have an amazing relationship that most of the gays hope for

[@laurenelloise]

this is very sweet, thank you so much!

[@Zoomalyssa]

Oh my goodness. Your story with Erin is so beautiful! This was so inspiring to watch, I’m so happy you found each other!! You also give me hope for myself, so thank you for that 🫶 :’)

[@laurenelloise]

Thank you so much!! 💖💖 yesss ofc!!

[@natalie_b310]

This has came at such a good time for me cos i am sooooo scared to get into a relationship or anything and you showing how scared you were too has helped so much to know i'm not the only person to feel so scared about everything hahhaahahah

[@Crystal-vi6bb]

❤🥺this is soooo cute the world needs more of this.

[@DippyFresh-d6l]

Oh my god I can't wait for everything to come! I am kicking my feet knowing that my crush also likes me and I'm gonna ask her out like next week and I'm just so excited! Wish me luck...

[@sapphicsapphh]

good luck lovely!!

[@laurenelloise]

naww wishing you luck! 💜

[@DippyFresh-d6l]

@@laurenelloise thanks! I got this

[@totallyasmr5402]

how did it go??:)

[@paulacarlosrojo9214]

I needed a video like this in this exact moment

[@laurenelloise]

so glad it came at the right time for u

[@lottiehodgson2230]

I cannot tell you how excited I am to watch this!! I'm so unbelievably happy for you 2 and I hope we all experience this in our lives ❤ I've just watched jt and it is the most beautiful video ive ever seen!!

[@letsbeabean]

KZbin just knows I needed to cry today This was beautiful

[@RebeccaWestwood-zy4wj]

Thank you for this video, and showing your fears and worries because that gives me so much more hope that when I have similar feelings

[@laurenelloise]

You are so welcome! it makes it worthwhile knowing this is helpful! i feel like baby me wouldve really liked a video like this

[@eviiiiie]

I FINNALLY GOT AROUND TO WATCHING THIS YAYY (ive been very busy) this literally made me cry. and also ERINS POEMS ARE SOOOO BEAUTIFUL. I just wanted to say that you guys are my rose and rosie. congratulations, and i cant believe i had the privilege of watching your relaionship over the years. ❤

[@trekkie74656_]

You two are the loveliest couple! Thank you so much for posting! Having something like what you two have would be amazing! I first found your videos almost 3 years ago when I was still questioning and you have helped me so much over the years! Maybe one day I'll be ready too!

[@EdwardRoderickMarks]

i discovered u and subbbed to u today .you are a beautiful lady, my niece loves a woman , my brother do not like it but i told him she was born that way go and love her. she is still your child

[@DieCoolstePotter]

Thank you, you are a good unkle :)

[@basiapieckowska7468]

🌸 thank you for being such a beautiful and feeling woman

[@ronhey1709]

Thanks

[@laurenelloise]

aww thanks so much for the tip!! 🥹🫶 very much appreciated!!

[@palomalinde]

Thank you so much for posting this❤❤ I’m truly so thankful!

[@laurenelloise]

You're so welcome!

[@linnaesheng3751]

this is the most wholesome video

[@laurenelloise]

🥹🥹🥹

[@rockstar.marceline]

may this type of love find me one day

[@ArtichokeHunter]

ngl this stings a little at the breakup wounds but i'm glad it works out for you two!

[@laurenelloise]

ahh i feel you! i know how much breakups can hurt, but you will come out the other side much stronger, i really mean it

[@jonahnichols1]

This is so adorable!

[@laurenelloise]

naww thanks

[@DancingArcher]

I can't imagine the bravery it must have took to make this video initially. So happy that you found your person in the end. Incredible video

[@hsuancheng8009]

You guys melted my heart ❤ thank you so much for sharing 🌻🌻

[@laurenelloise]

awww 🥰 ty ty

[@funnydummy674]

That's wholesome. I hope you two have the best life together ❤️ Love your videos, lauren Xoxo funny dummy

[@nico-isnt-illiterate]

Awww y'all are amazing!

[@laurenelloise]

🥹💜💜💜

[@roniredansky6341]

I love you both so much!❤ I hope you have the best life together!

[@Aliyahearts]

Literally so cute!!❤

[@laurenelloise]

eeeeee 🙈🥹

[@leahstumm9662]

This is great you have this for your memories ladies💜💜

[@pattiekhalil6336]

I'm so happy for you guys! ❤❤😊❤❤ you know what, I'll be all the adventures and I'm so excited😊😊❤❤

[@laurenelloise]

naww thank you so much!!!

[@heidiroush5448]

This was such a beautiful video!! It's amazing how much of your inner thoughts that you captured along your journey.

[@laurenelloise]

Thank you so much!! it was really nice to be able to watch it back and see where my head was at during different stages

[@barbieguevara1483]

Thanks! This video made me remember the day i said to my gf that i love her. The day the i fell in love and the day that she said she loves me back.

[@tcort]

This video is amazing. It must have taken heaps of time to edit. Thanks for putting in that time and sharing it.

[@laurenelloise]

thanks fam! it took me about 2 weeks on and off. mostly because it took a lot emotionally/mentally to go through all the footage. thanks for being here

[@vanessax6938]

This was so beautiful, and it made me incredibly happy. Thank you for sharing ❤

[@Oliveequality]

To the fellow queers reading this, I could use some advice. So I’ve known this close friend for about a year and a half, and I really like them . Every time I see them, it’s like my soul lights up and I just can’t stop smiling. I know I like this friend, but I also suspect I may be falling in love - totally living up to the lesbian stereotype here lol. I don’t know what to do, because I’m afraid that if I tell them I could ruin the friendship. And they just got a boyfriend but they’re pan so maybe they might be interested in me sometime. I’m falling apart here. I’m a baby gay so PLEASE HELP!

[@seraphinnie]

Hiii! I know this type of situation so well unfortunately. Since they got a boyfriend, you shouldn't tell them. It's not respectful of their relationship, and on top of that it's basically guaranteed you will be hurt. And I feel like some distance between the two of you would be good so you have a chance to get over them. If you hang out all the time, the feelings are just going to increase. I'm so sorry you're going through this, sapphic heartbreak is the worst. :(

[@kloverc2657]

I agree with the other reply, don’t tell them while they have a boyfriend. I understand how difficult that can be, but in the long run it will be better for you both. If they break up with their boyfriend and you feel like there’s an appropriate time for you to have a real conversation about your feelings, honesty can’t hurt. Just remember that if your friendship is true then it will bounce back, and if it gets ruined by something you can’t control, it’s not worth the pain. We love you 🩷

[@Oliveequality]

Thank y’all both so much. I really appreciate the support

[@Poppy_viccytoria]

Oh. My. Gosh. TEARS YALL ARE ADORABLE

[@laurenelloise]

ahhhhhh 🫶 🥹

[@AubreeBerlin-t5b]

I love your videos! they make me feel not alone and that I can love who I want to,thank you and keep up the good work! 👍

[@MayTheSwiftie13]

THIS IS GOING TO BE SO CUTE

[@mariem.5613]

Thank you for sharing, truly beautiful and poetic ❤

[@bluecheshirecat13109]

This is the definition of sweetness ❤❤

[@laurenelloise]

🥹💖💖💖

[@nilanisiriwardena5019]

The most beautiful feeling.❤

[@neisulore_dv]

STOPPPPP I NEED THE PROPOSAL VID SOONER

[@laurenelloise]

very soon!! ive been re-editing it because the file corrupted 😫 but its coming hehehe

[@sloth_crew]

Ahhh such a cute little video, I watched this tearing up seeing how happy you both are just brings me so much joy. Can't wait to see more of these amazing videos, you two are definitely made for each other, its so cute x Just thought I'd also mention that I also have a gf, we've been together for 2 weeks now and so far everyone has been very accepting and really supportive of us.

[@callmewtvruwant]

This is the first time I’ve seen you, and as a teen lesbian myself, I’ll admit, I got a bit teary-eyed. So incredibly happy for you strangers, I wish you two nothing but the best

[@matthewoakley7702]

So cute! ❤ I love this so much! I can't wait to see the next part!

[@laurenelloise]

naww thank u glad u enjoyed and are excited for next weekkkkk!!!

[@jenosleftshoulder]

this is beautiful

[@ladansemakabre]

this is so touching

[@quinnzy_ECHOESteam]

This makes me believe in love again.. after getting out of a 9 month relationship with who I thought was the love of my life

[@meg.h.]

im so happy for u girly

[@laurenelloise]

naww tysmmm

[@Vichataramwal]

So so so happy for you both. God bless you guys. Lots of love

[@laurenelloise]

thank youuuuuu so muchhhh

[@Milocooke]

I’m so happy for you

[@SV8901]

I love this video so much

[@laurenelloise]

💖💖 glad u enjoyed this one!

[@Chefrob-s2l]

Congrats on finding your soulmate ❤️😍😻❤️❤️😍😻❤️

[@laurenelloise]

thank youuuuuuuu

[@Its_Me1330]

I am so happy for you guys. You are the cutest couple ever and I wish you the best 💜💜💜

[@laurenelloise]

nawww :') thank youuuuuu

[@Its_Me1330]

@ ofccc 💖

[@LindaReside-gg9sc]

Wonderful couple, certainly made for each other,have a lovely life together, enjoyed your videos, xx

[@RyuSoFine1724]

You two are so cute💕

[@Itsnotaphasetrustme]

Hi Lauren!!! I've been watching ever since you started your channel and I love you and galpal together it's so cute, read This with galpal if you can, This hit deep into my heart realizing that it takes a while for someone to actually find there person and for me its like I've been searching for so long and I've had so many people I've talked to and none have ever felt right, I didn't really think about needing to wait for the right time and moment for the right person to just appear out of no where and be there for a reason yk?, I met my girlfriend two days ago and to be honest I was terrified because I didn't know what was going to happen or like how it was going to go we spent all day and all night talking and even tho we just met she had popped the question I was scared at first because I didn't wanna get my hopes up but I've started to feel different in a good way talking to her even though we are long distance its still so amazing to be in a relationship where I feel loved and appreciated, I've waited 3 years to get someone I actually feel good with and then it's just happened out of nowhere, being a lesbian relationship is one of the best choices I think I have ever made in my life. Also I have to say I'm so happy for two, I have honestly been waiting for you to get proposed to for so long like when ever you post I'm always like is today the day!?, I knew from the start that you and galpal are forever soul mates, and I can't wait to see your wedding and what ever other future you have planed Love Ryli, All the way from Kentucky ❤️

[@HorsesTravelVlogsJack]

I love this, no I don,t think it's TMI or too PG it's the truth about your love story.

[@laurenelloise]

ahh those clips are in reference to bits that i cut out! there was sooo much spicy stuff that i thought was too much for youtube hahahah

[@Rawr_Ilikegirls]

Thank you for posting this

[@laurenelloise]

no problem! it means a lot to me that you enjoyed it

[@JanOpperman-i8t]

Hoi Lauren and erin okay this was another special video to watch can`t wait for next weekend, i`ve been following you for as long as you and erin being in it together greetings from the netherlands❤✌👍

[@JanOpperman-i8t]

Thank you

[@SV8901]

Cuties, cutest couple ever I love watching your videos they are always amazing 😊

[@laurenelloise]

literally thank you sooo much!!!

[@mostrecenthero]

Congrats!

[@laurenelloise]

thank youuuu