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[@carlosarteaga380]

jesus bro, this is art in it's purest form. its just what i needed. im tearing up. im on the same boat, recently turning 18 and finishing up my first semester of college. this has been one hell of a boat ride, social media's draining effect, doubtful art based ambitions and fears, and not knowing where the f this boat is gonna end up. but one thing fs that this is not a lonely ride, and my mind is finally opening up the clouds to shine on pure comfort to release and embrace my dreams from the dusty shoebox of confusion. to escape the nostalgic trapped heartache of before to look up and embrace the sunlight of self-talking comforting words saying "its gonna be fine bro" cuz even if no one remains in ur life, you'll always have urself, hence you'll never be truly alone. and this artwork clears the fog covering the boat, revealing the souls going on the same journey, lifting my heartache and replacing it with a jelly-type glow, a orange-y jelly with googly eyes yelling there is more than myself, there is you, there is him, there is her, there is they, and there is everyone else, there is the boat in the middle of the Affectus Sea, there is the journey ahead, and there, what started all this is our super-duper cool dream will our dreams keep us asleep or wake us up? we dont know, but a bright dandelion in a poorly cut dirt filled lawn once told me "its gonna be okie, i know the grass will turn green."

[@rasherrater8380]

I luv this video, hit me at the right time and feels pretty shitty ngl, i got lost on the way to progress and forgot having fun and i found myself very disconnected from my friends and rn i am utterly alone with myself and its good and bad cus i can be myself freely without being judge by my friends and this feeling idk if its real and i would be judge or maybe overthinking. age of 17 , kinda lost on what to do in life , no romantic interes nor people to push myself for them, just me doing hobbies cus i luv myself and hopping it would get better if i keep on. Great vid btw made think a lot at 3am

[@Lakjager]

I don’t know why, but there’s such a strange beauty to this video that you don’t really see most places. This video was really relatable, and I’m glad it found me.

[@tp0ff_1]

[@bigidlagger7589]

I feel this way as well but I guess the difference is that I do have a goal for picking compsci and its not just for the money and its moreso because I want to make a game, my problem though is commitment to it because this is the first time I ever experience to commit on something as a guy who just half-assed my way to solving my issues and problems in life and by the day its working less and less, and it scares me

[@flogmarp82]

that’s what people dont understand like i know i’m young but i havent done anything close to what i want to do

[@bagel8922]

dude this feel so much like what ive been feeling recently, just know you’re not alone and this video was awesome

[@darrenchao5902]

i love this, and i wanna let you know that these worries are valid, and i partially relate to some of them. you seem to have lot of solutions to the issues you brought up already, this is a huge accomplishment!! the next step is to just slowly work up the courage and energy and be ready to use those solutions. its not gonna be easy, people might doubt you and you'll end up doubting yourself. stick to it. and if it doesnt feel right, ask for advice, ask for help, and make these video diaries. you got this!! im very happy that you were vulnerable in this video!! its very brave. have a good day!! much love

[@McCarry_2]

Real asf

[@unescapedly]

Great video. You’re crazy talented, don’t get complacent. Plenty of us will be around to build stuff together. Love ya

[@harpersegal345]

this video is really cool

[@bruhmoment3054]

and didnt even put the music used... smh

[@tp0ff_1]

遠い遠い親戚 - betcover!!

[@music.reserve]

I love you