I Have a Confession... Trucking is DESTROYING ME

[@UndergroundTr33House]

You’re definitely not alone man, 10-11 hours a day of nothing but a windshield and the same roads in front of you, you have a week’s worth of thoughts a day. And the podcasts, audiobooks, and music don’t fill all that time sometimes.

[@NavyLady82]

Sure doesn't. Sometimes the silence is better but if you have too much silence after a while it works against you.

[@A.M.E-K-87-10]

Take vacation

[@percyastronautstatus.8780]

NO JOB CAN SOLVE THAT PROBLEM.....YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF YOUR OWN THOUGHTS. I NEVER GET BORED IN TRUCKING....KZbin is FULL of content ....YOUR JUST A BORING PERSON

[@lost4199]

Eh boy. I was just thinking about getting into trucking at 40. Sounds like I need to do more research.

[@stetsonmoore7862]

@@lost4199 you don’t have to do over the road to make a good living. Plenty of local jobs that get you home every night.

[@armchairpilot916]

NOT clickbait at all, depression in trucking is probably a more common issue than we think and I'm glad you put a helpful spin on it.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you, at least most didn’t miss the point

[@ega0117]

Having a family and running your daily grind is a very difficult task.

[@a.leemorrisjr.9255]

Probably more common than some care to admit, just that some don't care to talk about it. 2020 sucked, one of the worst years I'd experienced in long time. Government(s) bungling & fear mongering didn't help matters much.

[@lynnflury3995]

I've been otr 3 yrs and I like most but not all of it. Leaving my kids 10 & 14 is HARD. Team drivering is hard. I am pretty healthy mentally but it can be difficult at times not obsessing w soon much time in my head. Met many sad, broken folks out here. Blessings to all my road brothers & sisters.

[@a.leemorrisjr.9255]

@@lynnflury3995 Been there, done that too. 20 years off & on OTR. You'll always have your "rebs," "outlaws," & shady characters out there, but most drivers are good honest guys trying to do a tough, demanding job & they do it well! Underneath that hard, tough exterior, they're really "softies" with a heart of gold!

[@SlenderGinger605]

Struggle everyday with depression while out on the road. You are not alone my friend. Prayers for you.

[@randyrawdingii5135]

Hey, brother. Mental health is stigmatized, especially for men. It's a fight everyday, I feel you there. Good on you for talking about your struggles. You're not alone. One thing that's helped me through some dark times, believe it or not, is helping others, even in a small way. It takes the focus off my own problems and lifts my spirits because I helped another person. I know you're busy. Prayed for you today for peace and comfort. God bless you and your family and we'll be here for you through this time.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you very much

[@MisterSeriouz]

Randy, that was awesome!

[@randyrawdingii5135]

@@MisterSeriouz thanks man. I appreciate that 😁

[@nicogonzales7955]

Number one reason why I came back local, depression. I rather work a little more physical and have some quality time with the family

[@krisbryant7100]

Always appreciate your transparency. There is a lot of sacrifice in trucking that I think doesn't get talked about enough. Stay safe!!!

[@Wiseman478]

I'm a local truck driver and working 14-16 hours a day is extremely stressful. The money is good but not able to have a life is extremely difficult to maintain. Money is not becoming important to me now. But because of my financial responsibility I have to keep doing this. Until I'm ahead.

[@krisbryant7100]

@@jamesdelap4085 it has nothing to do with the virus. It's about being a truck driver. So you totally don't understand.

[@cspencer1982]

I met you a while back loading poles down in Louisiana. We had a short conversation but you really came as a genuinely good, humble guy. My two cents, when I have feeling like this, I take time away from the truck and focus on me whether it’s a week or a month. Take a break. I enjoy taking my family on small mini vacations, seeing their smiles reminds me of why I work so hard. I also decrease my trucking radius to minimize the amount of nights I’m on the road. I may not make as much money but my overhead is extremely low. I run my truck but it’s does not run me. Best wishes.

[@GriffManTheMan]

Just got my Class A CDL last month so I appreciate your advice on this matter.

[@thedale2112]

THAT'S what I'm talkin about right there! No sky daddy mentioned. Just pure, old fashioned human/family exchange. THAT'S what people need. People! People that can let you express yourself in any capacity you need. Real, bonafide, clinical depression needs a bit more, but it's out there! You just gotta go get it! Really! I've done it! And, no bible necessary...

[@manueladame7492]

This is what’s it’s about. Make the truck work for you. Put someone else in the seat for a while and take a break or buy more trucks and let the younger guys run hard for you. I think you gotta stop looking at it as a “truck driver”.

[@timphillips1570]

Good call talking about it and you can always talk to me Dad. Love ya

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank Dad, love you

[@dona4him942]

Awwww! Sweet! = }

[@dona4him942]

Awwww! Sweet! = }

[@anthonydrummond3500]

Depression is no joke. Our mind is always trying to play tricks on us. In spite of a bad day there’s always something positive that you can get out of it. Thank you for your transparency

[@RoadHammer1972]

I’m always afraid to talk about this stuff because of the toxic super truckers who will destroy your sense of self and make you feel like you’re not really a truck driver if you don’t want to be married to the truck

[@DrivenTrucking]

I understand completely. The toxicity of KZbin was difficult for me to adjust to but it doesn’t bother me anymore. I just say my peace lol

[@sharoncross5993]

@@DrivenTrucking Thanks for your truth I'm a new driver from Baltimore you speak nothing but facts may God bless over you and your family stay strong for your kids they need you and that's what keep me going only thing is I don't have a support system but I'm going keep pushing

[@Nemesis19852]

Screw them man there the biggest Clowns

[@zekemarshall5964]

@@DrivenTrucking your peace is absolutely correct! I always enjoy your videos.

[@python2228]

I call them CB rambos ill key up at the truck stop with my maul dropper and bust their meter and they shut up lol

[@cnote9958]

All the respect in the world to all over the road truckers out there! I did it for a little over a year and just couldn’t take it! Stay strong and hang in there!

[@sharoncross5993]

Do you feel staying local makes a difference? I'm new into this field trying to stay local but need to go Otr for the experience to be honest I was stress the 8 weeks in school

[@cnote9958]

@@sharoncross5993 staying local makes a big difference,for me anyway. I was new to it also but being around familiar surroundings made me much more comfortable.

[@billsteinly8105]

The biggest thing I like about driving local is I get to sleep in my own bed even if it's only a few hours a night. I sleep in when I'm on my 34. The 2nd thing is I don't have to eat truck stop food, but the bad thing is I still eat on the run. One thing bad about driving local depending on how some of runs are, it's sometimes hard to budget time to stop for fuel, because you hate to go there when it's busy and you don't have much time left on your clock.

[@truckerg4010]

This is not for the weak! I’m fighting just to get up everyday. I lost both my parents and a brother-in-law last year. Then had a stroke. I slipped into such depression the only reason I get out of my truck is to fuel, pick up or deliver. I’m still working my way back. We need time balanced. I realized you can’t hide and being on the road 24/7 is not living. God Bless we can beat it, won’t be easy but there’s a way out.

[@buddhabuddha9136]

Try reading A Course In Miracles Bro from Foundation of inner peace it may help you a lot! Best wishes

[@Jaz31day]

Bless your circumstances 🙏🏽

[@netherlandholiday1384]

Sending prayers on your behalf!

[@williamrunyan8431]

I’m 44 years old and I’m gonna be getting my cdl. I appreciate all of your advice and I’ve been struggling with depression. I spent 10 years in the navy (special operations) and when I got out I worked in a coal mine for 11 years 12 hrs a day. I’ve always wanted my cdl because there are always jobs in the trucking industry. I have a 3 year old boy that I love very much and I don’t wanna be away from my family for long periods of time but I want them to have a decent life. My plan is to hit the road for a year and get my experience and then get a local job. I just hope I’m making the right decision based on me having depression. Oh and I’ll be going through SWIFTS academy lol. Hope that’s a good choice. Thanks for being real brother.

[@Michael-kn5ls]

How did your plans go William?

[@ramona8136]

@@Michael-kn5ls update?

[@mikekeierleber2192]

Amen, Thanks for sharing, I know this depression all to well . It took years to get out of the pit and get back to life .

[@JoseSanchez-hw2dw]

I feel you it takes a lot not to think about the many responsabilitys behind an owner operator

[@TheRustyCracker]

I’ve been trying to tell my viewers that trucking is not a good idea for a lifestyle.... it seems fun the first couple months.... then it sinks in.....

[@mr.butterworth]

I feel you must always be moving forward and towards a goal. Otherwise you stagnate, and any job would sink in negatively if you find yourself just grinding only for a paycheck. There has to be more to it than that to derive real satisfaction with the work.

[@garyr7027]

That would depend on what kind of lifestyle they want. Trucking is in fact a lifestyle just as much it is a job, in some cases even more so if you're all time OTR.

[@garyr7027]

@@cryptoanalysts5793 I drove for 8 years back in the 90's... my OTR days are long gone. So don't go assuming two weeks... geez. There's many jobs with health affects, and people still choose to do it, so that part is nonsense. Few jobs out there has no effects whatsoever, so you choose a job based on your personality. I drove OTR cause I wanted the experience, and I adjusted to the lifestyle, then got out before my health was effected. It is a lifestyle I'm standing by that statement, you're not talking to a novice. OTR is living in a truck, living on the go, living for the job, so yeah it's a damn lifestyle pal admit it or not.

[@alexcruz7719]

@@cryptoanalysts5793 🤣🤣🤣

[@amels4620]

It is the wicked evil spirits that we have to communicate and interact with daily. Those being that Dispatcher, that Broker and that Shipper.

[@michaelhenry462]

outstanding video, no matter if your a trucker or some other job we all hit those lows and just have to push through them,

[@robertallred2368]

Some people are depressed because of a chemical reaction in their brain, but sometimes it is caused by being treated poorly or just a life that sucks.

[@NavyLady82]

Amen.

[@SteveTpenn]

There is a difference. One is a mental health disorder. It's an imbalance of chemicals in the brain. That's true depression. You could be having the best day of your life and all of a sudden you're sad as hell and want to crawl into a hole in the wall. The other is being bummed out about certain shitty circumstances in ones life. Everyone goes through that at times. Just going into more of what you said.

[@bonedust68]

@@SteveTpenn life in Its all spiritual wonder, in reality we are just ghosts in a machine..

[@truemenimprovedaily]

Or all three at once

[@timothykeith1367]

Poor diet, poor sleep, lack or exercise, wear on the body like arthritis, lack of close friends - all of these things can cause depression, but its rather common regardless of the career choice.

[@bhanson4917]

I'm three minutes into this and already feeling maximum respect. Takes a strong man to be vulnerable. Good on you. And thank you.

[@jobinglobin]

Also make sure you get enough sleep, and discuss your depression with your doctor. Medication was huge for me, and yes, consistency in sleep, diet, and exercise is so important. Thank you for making this video!

[@PinayTruckerGIRLUSA]

Thanks for taking the time to share what's on your mind. I definitely agree with you. This is the main reason why I hop on and drive team with my husband. God Bless you all truckers, I understand this business is tough and I'm with you guys, it's sad sometimes. Happy New Year!!

[@lungelinecowboy]

I personally deal with this as well and wanted to share some tips that have helped me along the way. This is still a daily battle with me and will most likely follow me for the rest of my life. 1)Something that has helped me is to learn to love yourself including those faults. Depression and anxiety is a negative but it is also the very thing that makes me a perfectionist, hard worker, and strive for success. 2)People tend to give a big sigh of relief when you talk to them "real". Trucking is full of people trying to be macho and better then other people. It's a breathe of fresh air when someone can talk about stuff like you did. I find the more real you are with others, the better circle of friends end up surrounding you. 3)If you are becoming a truck driver or thinking about taking a leap into being an owner operator. Understand that if you have depression/anxiety it is going to test you a lot. Rushing to get out of the door so you can make sure your on time for a delivery Monday morning after barely having time for your family. Truck breaking down in the middle of nowhere. Months where nothing is going right and everything you touch is costing you money with your truck. Problems at home but you can't be there to help. This is all stuff that will wreak havoc on you mentally and you've got to take time to nurture your mind. 4)I for one have times where my anxiety and depression get the best of me. I've had to learn to make big decisions slowly and make sure I'm thinking clearly. Realize these faults and how they affect your business. Then put yourself aside personally and think about how your mind is affecting the business.

[@hurricaneog13]

I am glad that you made this video. I also struggle with depression. It's has been a factor on why I am not on the road right now. However I am fighting through it to obtain my goals. Our generation tends to make us feel worse about it, but I have learned over the years to tune the negative comments out. Keep doing what you are doing and you will come out on the other side of this happier and more successful.

[@TruckingWithTay]

Tons of love for you man🙌 We got this together, day by day!! Let’s freakin gooooo !!

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thanks buddy, you know it!

[@fredgt45]

Thank you for sharing your problem with depression. I'm really glad that the stigma around it is changing and becoming more accepted by society. Depression is serious even if it doesnt show much physically. I'm a new truck driver and your videos really help me to get some further knowledge. Keep it up dude, stay strong, keep your head up and stay safe

[@Artur_Khazin]

Hats off to you Brian, Thank you for sharing this with us,mental health is a very serious issue, be strong , we are with you brother Have a Merry Christmas and a happy and healthy New Year to you and your family!!💪

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you, Same to you!

[@planestrainsautomobiles3080]

I feel this to the core thats why I'm looking for different career options myself too much stress and isolation from friends/family not enough reward... stay strong man

[@NavyLady82]

Truth.

[@AlanAlan-pb9vl]

Some dont like change as they get comfortable in what and how thing are. But realize this change also spells ( opportunity) Learn whats happening and you decide. Be Captain of your own ship and your own biz. We do factoring and leases ( Cdn and US)of equip. Wife ( Philipino met on HK) does taxes and book keeping in Cdn. We do global online marketing p/t ( u can too ) travel Israel. Australia, NY ( 2 wks tour Build custom equip. Go forward. One step at a time. What have u done different today than yesterday to change tomorrow? How long can u " tread water"? Feel like y going down. There is hope for tomorrow. Walk on the water. The boat is sinking 1 403 830 4124

[@MsSAMMACK]

I wish more people would realize that career change is possible at any age. Being so miserable in your day to day activities and feeling trapped by bills only makes depression worse. It is better to down size and let go of reaching a salary goal than getting to the place where you feel the only escape is leaving this earth. Your family would rather have you and less money in most cases.

[@433trucking7]

Much respect. Sometimes we all just need to remember we don't know the struggles of others. Thank you for your content this year and ending this year with honesty is much appreciated. Good luck in 2021.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you! Same to you 👍🏻

[@lgolden972]

Depression is anger turned inward, anger is based on fear. And we all are scared of something.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Fact

[@smk3964]

Lots of bitching on the road.

[@DrivenTrucking]

@@smk3964 to whom are you referring?

[@smk3964]

@@DrivenTrucking Myself. Meant being pissed.

[@DrivenTrucking]

@@smk3964 it happens

[@deshamarie8361]

1000% Respect for you. My husband is a truck driver . He has depression as well. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing. I've played your video's to him. You are very relatable to him. It's also helped me to understand him better. God Bless you and your family.

[@bhow5319]

It's real my man depression is an uphill battle for me as well .not any less man for admitting. Thanks for giving us the real💪🏾💪🏾

[@bigbaby4584]

Good video my friend. That’s why I tell people get your finances straight so u can live. People have to learn how to simplify their lifestyle because if you don’t it will keep u a modern day slave to the trade The idea is that you do not want to fall in the trap of working just to make money. The more you earn the more crap you buy, a bigger house, a nicer car that is more than your yearly salary etc. And of that has to be maintained which takes more money and then you will want to upgrade which takes even more money. So u then reach a point where u need so much money to keep everything going and eventually you crack and it all falls apart. If we learn to live more simply with less stuff we would need far less money and could spend our lives in a vocation, of which we love doing, with far less stress. Depression comes from your surroundings and the people u be around and what u put in your mind like watching the Media, Negative and Dysfunctional ass people talking about their problems and who’s going to be the next President and your mind takes control of you then it takes control of your emotional behavior and then your mind starts to race and u go into a depression state. Think about it what ever junk that u put into your mind that’s what u will get. You are the one that controls your mind u are the one that puts one feet out and one feet in. The man in the mirror is a mans worst enemy. The only way to fight depression is live your life like u are going to die tomorrow because once u leave this world it’s no coming back ,it’s over.

[@LegacyFarmandHomestead]

Thanks for keeping it real man.

[@chriswillard]

You are the man. I have struggled with both depression and anxiety and still do. I am 49 years old and working towards becoming a new truck driver and your perspective about being a truck driver has helped me think about and process what lies ahead. I have subscribed because of your wisdom as a truck driver and your videos have made a difference in my life to know what's to come for my new venture in what you do for a career. I really do appreciate your visions and experiences of what's to come for me and my venture to become a truck driver. Just know this. Keep up the good work and all you do is helpful for those who watch. I can tell you are sincere in what you preach and all you want to do is help those who are about to embark in the trucking industry. Thank you for the time you have put in to help those and myself push forward to a career in the trucking industry. Peace out.

[@rikwylde6074]

Hello from Scotland, thank you for this video, it was the perfect video for me to find at this time, I share your pain. Stay strong brother.

[@rickbergstrom3859]

I respect your courage , being honest and vulnerable is not an easy thing to do. Thanks for speaking about this

[@jamieohara2307]

Brian, thank you so much. Your honesty is so much respected and appreciated. As you clearly talked about, depression is real. You are a wonderful human being for talking about something which impacts so many of us and unfortunately so many of us do not know how to address or handle this life issue. Again, Thank You! Merry Christmas Brian to you and your family! Stay safe!!

[@BOBkerTheBilder]

What a relief, cause I'm struggling with that too. Thank you for your honesty.

[@luckydog1996]

Thank you so much for talking about this. I just recently found your videos and I am seriously considering getting into this business because of a lot of reasons. So far all your videos have been super informative and helpful and without making this super long and mushy. And just super glad that you're still here with us and that you're able to conquer your battles that no one else knows about. as some people have already said You seem like a very kind and genuine person.. You're hoping a lot of future potential CDL drivers... I've tried to watch other people and so far you're the only one that can really get me to last a whole video whether it's a short or a long one.. I appreciate you and all the videos that you put out cuz I'm sure more than I will watch.. always stay strong , remember that your loved not just by your family but by a lot of us. ❤ Thank you for this video.. men's mental health is so not talked about enough and it sucks having to be strong and mighty all the time and pretending like nothing affects us...

[@JuanAmadorfamily1974]

You're spot on with goals, I used to teach it to high school kids...goals S.M.A.R.T. (Specific, Measurable, Attainable, Realistic and Time Bound).

[@marynoelle47]

You are not alone. Love and light to you, buddy!

[@choicemas]

God got you! ALL THE TIME. Excellent video. Keep inspiring and encouraging. Above all things, put HIM first. All things are possible, Driven. Stay fresh brother 🙏

[@christopherpeterson4224]

We are the most adaptive animal on earth! Remember that!!!! Lost 2 of my most loved over the last 2 yrs. And nothing has kicked my ass n gear more to take the plunge of change! Thank you for your honesty and content bro! You have been a big motivator for me for sure,because of your real-ness! Keep it up and find your peace in life ❤️

[@danielmwesigwa9652]

I am a rookie here and I was really into a bad depression with constant suicidal thoughts 💭every day , and one day I went to a bridge to jump off because at that time life had no meaning, and I didn’t have much to leave for, My family was all back in Uganda, my wife was bipolar and we kept fighting everyday so the American dream instead became a curse for me. I couldn’t jump off the bridge for some reason and I remember going inside the house and praying to God, I testify to you all that Jesus healed me from that depression and he gave me new purpose in life that keeps me going everyday. I promise he can do the same for you. “PRAYER WORKS “ JESUS IS REAL and he is willing to help whoever reaches out. Love you all God bless you Truckers

[@littlekingtrashmouth9219]

Just remember where all our goods come from: guys (and gals) like him taking it on the shoulder for the rest of us. Godspeed and have a merry Christmas and happy new year.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Same to you and yours

[@splewis1977]

I appreciate your honesty and being forth coming my man. Thats a large demon to fight. I know it first hand. The little voice can be an asshole. Keep fighting. I look at my depression as an opponent, as I am competitive. And I try to best it every day, don't always win. But I give it my all. Stay proud. Stay strong. Keep grinding.

[@madafro]

I'm 49. Struggled with depression for 30 years, and was a problem drinker for over 20 of them. I'm seven years sober now, have left a long career that burned me out, and will start CDL school in January. It's something I've wanted to do since I was in high school, and I'm finally taking the plunge now that my kid is grown and we've got some money in the bank. The issues you address here have been on my mind every step of the way while I was researching this career. Thanks very much for this video, and everything you do to inform new drivers. Thanks to you and content creators like you, I'm able to go into this with my eyes open. Take care, brother.

[@nightnday6675]

Depression is like a scar it never goes away. Its always there to remind you when the cut was at its deepest.

[@awmh1990]

I can relate. I don't have a family but I have a goal. When I get discouraged or things seem to pile on me with hardly any room left to breathe I slow down, park the truck, turn off the music, take a deep breath, and think of nothing but my goal. Stay strong my friend.

[@jerrinjose142]

I saw this video today, wow I started watching you as a trucker and then as the clip progressed I listened to you like watching to a motivational guru. Your words have power you know. I am a newbie trucker and already can relate to what you said about depression and will remember what you shared: stop negative thoughts, nutrition and exercise. Thank you.

[@jeffsutton950]

Thank you Brian for your sharing of the mental illness, I've been suffering from depression myself and it is not easy. The medication does help.

[@jessegonzalez5267]

I’m with you on this brother, but we’ll get through this with God’s love and blessings. Merry Christmas and thanks again for everything you do to bless us all...❤️

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you and same to you

[@aaronc.4468]

I get it, I had to step away from the industry once to take that mental break. It takes a lot to open up about this topic. Try to take it slowly and do your best you can! I hope you and your family have a great Christmas! Be safe driver!

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you! Same to you and yours.

[@AngelicStorm]

I don't even mind click bait when it's good...Happy your opening up❤, it takes courage 🙌🏾

[@AvocadoCotijaCheeseConnoisseur]

I would go into detail about how much I agree with you and share my personal experiences with depression, anxiety, and many, many failures and struggles, but I rather not. Instead, I’ll say this. I completely understand you, agree with you, and support you and your channel. Keep on fighting the good fight. Thank you for all your content and genuineness.

[@drelocs2878]

I can hear the sadness in the heavy breathing IYKY. Take time out for self care: mental health comes first. Speaking from one human to another. Love you brother. ✊🏽❤️

[@DonLockhart59]

Love your channel and salute to you Brother; stay strong for your family and Have a blessed holiday and New year.

[@Mijaycapri79]

Ive always suffered from being depressed too. Went OTR for 1 year because I felt like I couldn't make money for my family any other way. (I started driving at 22 and I have 3 kids) . I'm local now but wow the wave of emotions i dealt with. Wife left me in that amount of time. Came home to nothing. I'm local now and the toll it took on me in the amount of time really terrorized my mind. Couldn't imagine where I'd be now if I would have stayed out. Hats off to all you guys we all know the struggle, everyone can think we are paid tourists but its a lot more than that.

[@richardgshields]

What three years OTR did for me - crazy high cholesterol, a1c 10.1, blood pressure elevated, weight 285 lbs . Its taken me 9 months off the road to lose just 30 lbs and my get my blood work near the normal range, its all still in the red zone (just barely). And I have always eaten pretty healthy. My number one recommendation: walk 30 to 45 minutes a day without fail. Power walking even better. And Fix your diet = oatmeal is way better than anything else for breakfast you need the fiber to help absorb cholesterol. The trouble driving all day, you never want to stop and walk more than five or ten minutes. Better for me to come home every night, use my home gym, eat a super clean diet, shower in my shower. The money wont be worth it if I die suddenly out over the road. Also, no one mentions this very much but vitamin D deficiency happens because you are not getting sunlight. That sunlight through the glass is not the same as actual sunlight, you have to get outside more often to get in the sun.

[@smokehouse1369]

It’ll be 3 years OTR for me this February so I’m definitely with ya on the over weight thing & probably lack of sunlight since they normally run me north more so than south. I hope this will be my last winter over the road I gotta have a better balance of work life & home life.

[@Jarhead1313]

I'm in my second week of trucking school and being that I suffer from depression and beat myself up constantly I needed to hear this video! Thanks brother

[@shawnnorris3410]

That was Right on Thank you I Know this Was Two years ago But Man this is good Merry Christmas happy new year

[@ronaldking7180]

THANKS for sharing your thoughts peace and prosperity and light!!!!!!

[@johnygsx-s7507]

Thanks for sharing Brain, mental health has been a struggle since i was a kid. And it still is, but my motorcycle and my daily walks keep me going. Those are the things that keep me from doing something stupid. And it's good to know that we are not alone. Even the little things can make a huge difference. Last i had a really hard day, and on my walk this elder man started to talk to me about how lonely he was because off covid. And this 10minute conversation we had made his day. And it made me feel good. All it was 10 minutes off my time, and i don't think that old man knows he made my day from really bad to pretty good. Still love watching the video's 👌 stay driven 👊

[@DrivenTrucking]

That’s awesome, thanks for sharing

[@christielawrence4640]

Well conveyed. Thank you. The Dark Place is difficult.

[@adamcorbitt7195]

The fact that you have something new and looking forward too is a huge deal. Always moving forward brother

[@k.l.channel5953]

Faith in God and giving him the stress. I give it to god every day and boy does it help

[@smk3964]

Well Brian, who would guess? You seem so energetic. I too call my relatives only when not depressed. You are out of Texas. There's gotta be some local or regional work to to stay close to home. Sunlight exposure is crucial. At least bear chest. If not available must take vitamin D3. Strength exercise is very important also. I've noticed my mood getting better after only 30 minutes doing pull ups. I have to praise you for dealing with it like a man.

[@thedale2112]

What?? There's no need to forfeit your own critical thinking skills so you don't have to give a shit about anything. Humans help humans. If you need help with ANYTHING, have the courage to reach out to people who drive who YOU are. "Giving" it to your sky daddy is NOT helping clinical depression. It just keeps it balled. Think for yourself. Much more truth, beauty and wisdom will come to you that way...

[@thedale2112]

@@mike612 I tried to reply to you originally. I'm a bit technologically challenged, but I figured it out all by myself. No sky daddy necessary...

[@sturgismilltrucking2779]

Man I live up in Lufkin and i would be more than willing to help you. Ive been a owner op for 7 yrs and the struggle is real. Pm me and i will give you my number and i have some good contacts for work where you can be home ALOT more and still make awesome money.

[@thedale2112]

@@sturgismilltrucking2779 There ya go, Brother! Nice work...

[@tinak4350]

The winter is the worse season for depression.. we listening so keep doing the videos. You will encourage someone because you are keeping it real..

[@southernhotrodder]

I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you making this video. I’m a young guy and I love to drive but the depression out here is something on a new level. If you ever need someone you can talk to you dm me anytime for my cell

[@timothyhayes2935]

30 years out there and i hear you loud and clear.I started to turn into a completely different person and it was not a good change.

[@truckerlittledebbie2603]

Good video! Depression is real and is no joke! Trucking can be very lonely! I love it but darn... it's good days and bad days! I keep looking up and God pulls me through!

[@juanlloydjr3481]

10:35. That type of mindset is why people lack confidence. Anytime you self doubt yourself, your mind begins to believe its true.

[@artiglesias9317]

He has a gift to communicate wonderfully. Shares the truth, would be a great teacher.

[@geek49203]

I got into this as a "retirement job" at age 60. It's a tough job. I'm routinely running out the 70 hour weekly clock, not to mention the various 11 and 14 hour clocks. Take home pay right now doesn't match the effort. Will it get better? I'm told it will. But yeah, it's a tough job.

[@PatPfnuer]

Great video! Daily stretching and meditation is a good one to add to eating healthy and exercising.

[@jaykoehn4106]

Yep same thing bro been driving for 4 years now and I just can’t take it anymore quitting next month selling my truck and going back to a day job and tbh I can’t wait cuz my depression has just gone thru the roof it’s time I do something before it’s too late

[@shawnscott1254]

Losing Chris Cornell (and subsequently Chester) was a huge blow for me. Depression is real. Mental health and awareness is important, and only recently is becoming talked about mainstream (thank goodness!)!. You hit the nail on the head with a lot of points here. One of the reasons I follow you & a select few others is for the ‘real world’ perspective on trucking. You’re right, not all sunshine and rainbows, it’s a hard career, and from someone who also has young ones at home, being away from family is challenging. Thanks for putting it all out on the table Brian. Be safe, take care, and best to you & yours for the holidays. Looking forward to more content when you’re able. Cheers.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thanks Shawn, same to you and yours

[@JoseSilva-un2nm]

Yep i really feel you bro i have three kids that i hardly see 6, 4 and 2 year old. my first 2 years of o/o were very stressful and depressing i almost wanted to quit but i finally see light at the end of the tunnel i am really looking forward for 2021! Thanks for your great videos. Videos like yours is what keeps me going and i am really greatful for that! 🙏

[@godvibesonly7137]

Words can’t even express how much I appreciate this video bro. God bless

[@challengable]

Brother, 67V here. Scout helicopter repair. Thank you for your service! I have been in the life of depression/ anxiety. Please give me your ear. Suffering had no meaning, hence hopelessness was sometimes my companion. It got real bad in 2002 after my wife left. I was so angry, I had to do something. Hear me out, I always believed but never really acted like it. Now I do, always. Like it’s my purpose. Service, just like 67V , only multiply it by 10 Thousand. No more meaningless suffering. I still suffer, but there is joy attached to it, not hopelessness. I’m trying not to sound trite, because when humans join the supernatural, it’s not to be taken lightly. Blessed be. No need to suffer brother, any longer than necessary! Thank you for your service to our great civilization and thank you for your videos. Both have been very helpful. Pain is inevitable, misery is optional. Peace

[@youngpatrick29]

Respect for opening up and being vulnerable. That is always helpful for others

[@harishankarvishnu2541]

Hay man good video and thanks for the life's advice really appreciate it sir...!🙂

[@MisterSeriouz]

I love you and thank you for what you have the courage to post. May God be with you on your journey. We that care can and will be depressed by the truth but we all will have a testimony to tell from it.

[@kerristarr5498]

Thank you for talking about this, it's so important.

[@nubbie11]

Glad you are open about this. I am 64 and got laid flat by depression about 25 years ago in the middle of young kids, both me and my wife working high pressure jobs. A good shrink and meds saved my life...it took some time to find the right mix. A step at a time brother, care for yourself, eat right, get exercise, build relatonships.

[@cleancutamerican]

Appreciate the honesty. Take care of yourself

[@gavin9523]

Gavin here from Scotland. I’ve done a few years living in the truck. Good days and bad days. I’d force myself to find a positive in everything that was happening. I missed out on a lot not being there as much with my daughter. Positive I took from that though was because I was working away I could afford to have a roof over her head at weekends and take her on days out and get some quality time in on the few days I had. I still managed to make a few memories. I’m off tramping now and now on nights. Currently working towards day shifts. These moves weren’t possible without the slog to start off with. Takes a Big man to be honest about your feelings. Respect brother

[@markjacob9590]

Keep your head up..i know depression and suffer from it to from multiple tragic events in my past..your right its something that truly never goes away..but you push through them real hard days and keep going forward..prayer helps!

[@trulyblessedziiz1030]

Hey king, i found you're channel and i must say your very honest and sincere when you speaking. Im a new grad/driver. Something ive been wanting to do for a long time. Stressful part is finding a company that will invited on. I wanted to start out regional to get a feel of it. Watching your videos really tell the truth about being behind the wheel of a semi. Im learning that a lot of ppl forget about one thing and thats self respect. Theres a lot of views about take home pay but no one talks about what you describe. Thanks for your insight and dedication. New sub here good buddy 👍

[@diamondd83]

Thank you for your time and video, greatly appreciate it and very timely. Be safe, healthy and well 🙏🏾

[@whaletailmining136]

Hi I just found this channel! I hope you got better. I am training for my CDL right now and hope to start making good money soon!

[@tparker6532]

Def. Not easy. I struggle too bro. Your channel is a big help.

[@DrivenTrucking]

Thank you

[@TNG64]

I’m a OO in southern Maine. I’m currently leased on to a local company that is notorious for mid-treating their drivers AND leased on drivers. I love how true you are to keeping it honest and growing your channel through honesty. Thanks for being YOU!

[@andrewfish6900]

Well said I really had bad depression in my late 20’s driving truck it was like a switch turned on and along with was panic attacks and anxiety hardest thing I have ever went through on the road.

[@willmann30]

I hope you pulled through and found a sense of relief and clarify.

[@John-km2uw]

Excellent insight and advice! Keep the channel going; it's fascinating to watch & listen to your stories from the road ...j

[@benjaminpulinaria3909]

Man you are totally right sometimes l feel the same lam a new driver only 2 year and the way l enjoy my life with my friend and family is changing little by little.

[@silvertrucker7942]

Great video!!!..... I came off long haul in July to run regional, best thing I could have done for myself. Stay safe brother!!

[@Smooth_Operator_83]

Great message I’ve served with a lot of brothers and sisters in the army that suffered from depression. On another note you are the standard when it comes to making KZbin videos as far as where I aspire to be and accomplish. No detail gets left unchecked love the way you use cooler phones for this videoTones not bones using talk to text always look forward to your videos

[@richo2895]

Had the day off and just happen to watch. Thanks for your mentor mentality . Happy New Year!! That writing of the goals is a golden suggestion.

[@Wendy-zl8kv]

Thank you friend! Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Holidays to you, Your family and all your followers! Thanks for you transparency I appreciate you

[@dumbmechanic_01]

Thanks for this one Brian. It hit the feels hard. In the past when I have driven I have always had issues with depression but I’m hoping this time since many of my health issues are taken care of I’ve lost the weight I have and eating so much better this time o can be a huge success not only for me but for my family.

[@koftaboy]

you are awesome, brother and i really hope you get well and im sure your strong power of well will get you out of this no matter how small the steps are, you will make it in the end. btw im moving to Houston soon. ... thank you so much. stay strong. praying for that surpasses all knowledge.