I hit rock bottom...

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[@shekinahgordon477]

I am normally a quiet viewer, but I have to comment this time. Isi, because of you I bought that Bible a while back when you first mentioned it. It has completely changed my life. I finally have a close relationship with God that I have always wanted. Thank you for sharing your journey. I am 22 and I definitely look up to you as a role model❤

[@natashaaugust6797]

I mever comment but SAME❤

[@IsimemeEdeko]

wow🥹🥲😭… just WOW! This comment just made my week!🫶🏾 Thank you so much for sharing that with me.

[@mand.ii_sa92]

me too! spirit led Isi is so relatable!!!! Praise God!!

[@georginaasante1671]

Not usually a commentor either but this video is SO REAL! I love Isi for that fact that she's just honest and everything she says has wisdom. So happy about the way God is using her and every day Isi gives me more reasons to love her 💝

[@Makayla2.0tv]

What is the Bible name?

[@shakeraduncan9858]

Stopped everything to come watch

[@goddessjalissa]

I really missed you on here, Thank god you back uploading...I love how raw and transparent you are...& how you really about spiritual, mental, emotional, physical and financial evolution in real life....Your such a role model ❤

[@rocketdollar7074]

Powerful 🙏🏾 I’m glad you found your way to Christ through all the noise. Spread the word… He’s coming back for his children, we must get ready. Stay blessed

[@DoseofDi]

I just bought that bible for myself. Your videos come in as a sign from God for me sometimes & I’ve been wanting my own bible for some time now. Remember, if you only touched one soul, God saw it. You have algorithms that literally work against you on all of these platforms & you’re still building an amazing life for yourself. I love to see it 🫶🏾

[@theholistichunny]

Love to see you in the Word! I’ve been on this journey as well, and it has been SO transformative. Thank you for sharing this on your platform!

[@theholistichunny]

Side note I had to PAUSE when you talked about the garden and Apple products. Shook

[@shamika1027]

I love how everything Im watching, listening, and reading is all talking about feeding our Holy Spirit. I believe that God is working in my life right now 😢❤

[@callendergirl7504]

I don't even know where to begin. Watched this video twice and may watch it 27 more times!! Thank you for shedding the light within my darkness, me not understanding why all of this is happening in my life. Thought I'd done everything "right". I so need the holy spirit and will take yu our advice to tap in. Thank you, thank you for sharing your experience so openly and transparent!

[@Ronice.Chantal]

You know you from Chicago when you say head a**. Welcome back we missed you!

[@monicapatterson6135]

The song says “ I was lost now I’m found. I was blind now I see “ and I’m so glad you now see that conforming to other people’s standards isn’t why God put you in the position your in but being true to YOU and who you are and what you bring to the social media space is what sets you apart and why I follow you personally. So happy to see where Isi 4.0 takes you this year

[@justmerochellej3001]

Wow - you’re 28 and I’m 51 and this was inspirational and informative- I needed this

[@helenwiggins9390]

Amen…, God has his hands 🙌🏼 on you, keep growing he will never leave you, trust the process 🙏🏽🤗

[@makeupbylexiib]

I think I’m about to delete everyone else & your about to be the only person I’m subscribing to‼️ definitely made me realize a lot about my life, how much closer I need to be back with God. I’ve been feeling lost just scrolling on my phone & looking on tv to satisfy my needs which wasn’t working. Smoking weed just to smoke my life just feels weird! Thank You Lord God For This Women❤

[@Kayw2188]

It’s something about Isi wearing this robe in her talks that brings me comfort, like the consistency and continuity of it brings me joy for some reason 💕

[@miahscott5]

I’m so proud of your growth Isimeme. I’ve watched you evolve over the years and you have also sparked my own self introspection. Thank you so much❤

[@charitycrawford6981]

I’m glad you’ve come to this conclusion. Be careful with terms like “tapping into self” be still while meditating on Gods word and not your own thoughts. God bless you and your husband. ❤

[@commetoutlemondepod]

did sis watch the new episode of futurama cause everything she is saying is the message she gave 5 month prior to it; i am glad you just realized that cause as a viewer, lil sis to you i felt it, the disconnect from who i started watching 5 years ago. and i thank you for the message about god, i need it today! The song I need you from the walls group sums it all up 🙏

[@thebeautyinmybackyard]

Girl, this is a testimony. A beautiful testimony! So happy for you Isi ❤️ Can’t wait to see where God leads you!

[@coupledbythemiles]

Wow, this was very insightful and blessed me! Thank you ISI for your authenticity 🧡

[@candicenaomi]

Soo wild because that's literally one of the first dates my husband and I had. Not intentionally either, we were walking past a park near his apt and we just went, sat on the grass and he was teaching me how to meditate cuz I SUCK at being still, calm and centered. More then than I do now but I'm still a work in progress....#Shoutouts to dope husbands who teach us and help us to improve 💯💯

[@brianabradshaw838]

i had to comment for this one! this video came right on time. i’m so joyful that you were able to pause and trust in God to help guide you to what you needed. I’m in a very similar situation right now to where I’ve received everything I’ve prayed for and I was unhappy still. I just recently lost my high paying job and am faced with the opportunity to dive back into my roots and discover not only who i am, but how it is i can apply my skills to helping others, which i believe is my purpose. i’m so glad to see both you and chizi stepping into a period of being true to self. i’m excited to be on this journey with y’all!

[@brittuhhknee]

Really needed this! Thank you for being so transparent Isi 💙

[@blesss3641]

"God gave me what I wanted so I could realise what I needed which was Him" that was soo good

[@CherrySweets11]

I see so much of myself in you , the way you are & express yourself . It’s so refreshing tbh

[@mayaa_cieraa]

I didn't know how much I needed this. Thank you so much Isi ❤️

[@ashanticeperry6865]

I’ve just restarted my journey with God. And seeing this just confirms that I’m headed on the right path. Your words really spoke to me❤️❤️

[@Sonia-cf4vf]

The Bible the instructions for life. I'm so glad you are unlike some of these ditzy influencers that don't know there head from there butt!

[@jasminejazziej8787]

Sis I so LOVE TO SEE YOU EVOLVE AND WIN!!!!!!!

[@rebeccaodusola8943]

I usually don’t comment on KZbinrs that I subscribe to but man I have been watching your videos for years and enjoyed each of them especially the one where you announced that you moved to Chicago because I’m originally from Chicago and that made me happy! but this one right here, hit me really hard. All the topics you talked about was really valuable and I feel like I can apply all of these valuable topics into my life and I feel so much better now watching this video. God is good man and this was a sign for me to watch this because I feel so much better and imma do a lot learning about myself and do a lot of self-reflection with not only myself but all the things around me. I thank God for you Isi, thank you for sharing this with us. And I pray that God will continue to bless you and your family! FYI you’re literally my favorite influencer keep doing big things with God by your side!!! 👏🏾💕

[@k.naturall2128]

Thank you for your transparency. Self discovery is a hard but rewarding journey.

[@Jwill267]

This whole video is a gem. I love your transparency. You should be so proud of yourself and we appreciate you sharing and blessing us with such knowledge. ❤

[@Summer15]

I think I was only one going through this, I had to unplugg and connect up with God and nature 🙏

[@mells20]

Exactly why I take breaks from social media it can be draining and useful at the same time!

[@demetrissenglish7022]

I ran across your video by your title and my heart is happy for you as a young adult that you have took inventory on your life and you are now walking with the lord .I love that you are reading the word of God I am rejoicing that you have a relationship now with the lord amen" To God be the Glory ".Stay Encourage because until the day you leave this Earth you will have trials and tribulations.But there is NOTHING to Hard for God !!!

[@Shannaeddy]

Nothing we can't do without him! alk in your purpose honey!! Love this for you lol and us hearing it

[@sheniyj]

I’m so proud of you Isi 🥺❤️ I’ve been watching you since I was a little girl in middle school, tryna figure out how to do my hair (everyone else was light skinned with that 3a/b type hair and I’m a brown skinned sister😭). Now I’m a 19 y/o college freshman and it’s been a pleasure to see you grow up especially with finding your own relationship with God. God bless you and your family! 🙌🏾❤️

[@salmaashshareef3611]

Let's take a minute to appreciate that smooooth intro and literally the whole video!

[@MsGR09]

Absolutely amazing video!!

[@maira8715]

Loved this video soo real brought tears to my eyes and heart

[@Melanie.c.g]

This is confirmation for soooo much, if not everything, I have been going through.. you have no idea. Thank you for sharing this 🙏🏾❤️

[@zoheret15]

This is a beautiful message. I’m happy for you in your new journey. Watching you have God at the center as your anchor is a wonderful sight to see. May God continue to speak to you and bless your life and your family’s too.

[@deannaking8556]

Literally my fav influencer! Love you and am so proud of you!

[@jamielah976]

You go Isi, go Holy Spirit ❤🎉

[@joanbiyafranklin7199]

I am so glad that you are so transparent and you are going in God’s direction i know it!!! I am so excitedddd 😆😆for the true isimemeideko🙏🏾

[@2348523]

This 👏🏽 is 👏🏽 everything 👏🏽

[@choscenone9118]

Love this. Literally what you said aligns with what I wrote about on my blog today… Love this gif you and beyond happy for you.

[@kayladoniece9993]

I loveeee your transparency in this video!!! ❤❤❤

[@shybyjune]

Oh my God you have no idea how much this message has resonated with me. I just want to thank God for placing this on your heart to share with all of us and I am certainly grateful to have gotten this message this evening. I appreciate you! thank you for your time and energy. There are so many more things I want to say but I you have certainly summed it all up in this video Gob bless you 😊

[@callmekort3468]

Thank you for posting this Isi. I started following you during the pandemic and I will say I enjoyed following you because I felt like you mirrored things I was feeling and helped me feel less alone in this stage of transformation. & reminded me that it’s okay to be me. Still working on being with self but I appreciate this video

[@aurielle.g]

I loooove this. In God we are accepted, defended, loved, forgiven etc. Relationship with Jesus is mando ❤

[@L_R..]

Love this video! ❤️ Thanks so much for sharing your experience and testimony!! 🙏🏾❤️ I appreciate it!!

[@keyathediva4268]

Literally on the same journey 🤗❤️.

[@syndelleclarke6212]

You look and seem genuinely happy and I love that for you💜... congratulations on your new journey with God wish you all the best ❣️

[@brittanycooke-mcmath1131]

Go ahead minister Isi! Lol. This was a really good video!! I loved every moment of it & I’m so blessed by it. I’m so happy for you!

[@sharraylovely95]

This video was very much needed I’m going through something similar In a different form. I’m not close to my goal but now I’m kinda at stand still being a mom and having no outside help besides my husband so kinda struggling and trying to push through and most importantly being thankful. We have a place a reliable car and then some but I feel some empty mentally. I appreciate you Isi and I am so proud of how far you have come❤❤

[@djaniquemoore]

Isi saying “My Husband”🥹

[@shelbyspellman3046]

Oooohhhh that talk on 21:16 , I wasn’t ready but I got ready babe because that’s a convo!

[@rosemah]

Love the intro. ❤️

[@greenbeanmasheen]

I was doing my skincare while watching this and we started ice rolling at the same time, I just thought that was funny 😭

[@courtneyevans7817]

I’m in this very state of life. I have a similar upbringing and walking through life the past 3 years have just felt empty. I’m slowly making my way back into church and working deeply on myself. I can’t wait to tune into this new era in your life. Thank you thank you thank you for always sharing! Have a blessed week.

[@trinandrealewis001]

That's why I'm not on Facebook anymore. Truly.

[@kendrajoyce3294]

Im so glad u posted i have missed ur content. 💓 u speaking some real stuff girl. Love it. ❤️ thsnks for sharing. ❤️

[@TheSmithHousee]

I needed this video ❤

[@mariefrancerw]

loved this video i m here for it thank you

[@Sugarxspicenails]

So glad to see your face!

[@rae-annwright4011]

This was so powerful👏🏼

[@alyssajohnson504]

I’m going to have to watch this video once a week cuz I needed to hear all of it

[@torilareine8114]

this video was right on time. Thank you Isi!

[@llewujyelhsa]

Love these chats !!❤

[@KarenAfua]

Wow. This video was a blessing

[@Dimples999]

Congratulations 🎊

[@AliciaMichelle295]

I think you should stop letting what other people do bother you so much. You mentioned peace be still. Other people can do them and follow trends and it shouldn’t weigh so heavily on you. Opinions are not facts we all need to remember this. There is no one way of thinking. I think therapy would be good for you because we have heard this conversation or epiphany from you before. And I think it’s time

[@BHunt530]

Hearing you speak about your relationship with Christ is making my heart leap for joy! Go girl gloowwww!🥹

[@mbranche4234]

Hi Issi 👋🏾👋🏾👋🏾. Your joy is your job! Stuff, people, places and money are not needed to get you there. God, Jesus and The Holy Ghost will give you a joy beyond your experiences. Look at life thru the lense of love is to look at life thru God's eyes. It takes time.

[@Teaching2TheMAXX]

Beautiful 😢❤.

[@rebeccasflowers9352]

I love this

[@NephiLove]

Related to so much in this video❤

[@HerHighnessofQueens]

I can second that @shekinahgordan477 I’m not one to make many comments, however this video was so enlightening. Thanks Isimeme for shedding some light on real life relatable topics. No matter where a person may be in life. An influencer or otherwise all that you have said was extremely helpful and useful. I have recently made a huge decision for my life for 2023, which I pray in the end will only make my life better! It definitely does take just being still sometimes to realize what path or direction to take . It’s truly a BLESSING to be able to tap into self and not let fear of what others think stop you from making you next move or best move in your life. Happy New Year and many blessings to you Isimeme and Josh!!

[@floradaily]

when Isi said "husband," I said wow! just seeing her become this woman and leveling up constantly is crazy.

[@shanell8451]

Isi I Love you …. But these past few Talks have been repetitive and I’m being transparent as possible ❤️ I Love you Girlie but it’s in all honesty.

[@sevenpm7036]

agreed 👍🏾

[@asiaasia408]

I hope I’m not the only one noticing a lot of content creators getting deeper with God and answering the call. We are really living to see revival. Its no coincidence. Im so proud and excited for your journey getting closer to God. I always knew this time would come in your content creating journey. My heart is smiling.❤

[@Foreignfee]

I literally just had this conversation with my boyfriend; he kept saying he goes through periods of darkness…I had to explain the same things; if we reach our goals and are still unhappy there is an internal battle with self that needs to be sorted through.

[@RayBabes]

Congratulations on 7 years it’s definitely hella stupid lit over here 🥳I’ve been watching you it feels like forever literally probably from the beginning when you were in college 🫶🏽Wow I’m so glad your at peace and this video definitely helped me I always watching your full videos. I love that you continue to self reflect and elevate in yourself from those reflections.

[@chelle2264]

I found myself having to unsubscribe from a few channels last year because everybody started trying to be “that girl” and that girl turned into those girls who had all the aesthetics but no substance. It was nice to watch their lives but eventually it started to feel like a waste of my own.

[@kimo6944]

A lot of what you spoke on resonated with me. I'm 35 years old and a few years ago I started feeling similar to what you described. I used to spend hours scrolling on FB and it often felt like everyone else was living life and I was stuck. I deactivated my account, started to take my relationship with God more seriously, I meditate and journal. I also started therapy again. I started a IG account and I follow close friends and family and accounts that inspire me. All these things have had a tremendous and positive impact on my mental. It's a continuing process of choosing to be happy and content with your life as is but also knowing that if I want something in my life to change I'm the only one who has the ability to do so. Thanks for sharing your journey because I very much felt like I was the only person struggling with these types of feelings. 🥰

[@entouchxoxo448]

You got young woman…. I was so distracted with kids, husband , day in and day out of the matrix , that I didn’t get connected and really tapped in until I was 45! YOU GOT IT✨🙌🏾👁

[@CoilyCode]

I pray God gives you the grace to maintain the transformation and never stop learning. We never stop growing.

[@nhlanhlahadebe9536]

I’m from South Africa and ,this has touched me to the core ,I can relate in so many levels,i really hope more influencers could be as in tune with what’s really important in life and spread that with the masses just like you ,I wish you all the best in your beautiful journey ❤

[@jameshaplummer1780]

I see you as my big sister. You gave me so much advice over the years that no one has taught me. I appreciate you and your beautiful spirit. #PeaceBeStill

[@diamondjones2552]

Love you girl. Evolution is the key to success and I am so proud of the woman you have grown into and become!!!! My now husband and I have been together since 2014 and have gotten married in 2020 and had our daughter in 2022. Seeing eh beautiful black love that we have in what you and Josh have is exactly the kind of love I want my baby girl to see. Keep up the growth cause 1 Millie is coming up for you and you have EARNED IT!!!!

[@ShaytotheNayHay]

This is so true! I realized that myself and I'm working on being present with family and friends. Being more active, discovering hobbies for myself, developing a deeper relationship with God, etc. New Year, new me. ❤️

[@Therealvictoria.b]

This video made me cry . You actually have me thinking about my own life . Thank you ! This is eye opening❤

[@tanaeb.2671]

I’m so happy and proud of you Isi, the 7 years, and you sharing with us your spiritual journey! Life can have difficult times. Thank you for showing us perspective, how you’ve overcome, and what you’ve learned from them. Appreciate your openness. You’re amazing and it’s beautiful to see you continuously standing in who you are and stepping into it even more. We love you and appreciate the transparency ✨💚

[@Journey2Grace]

Im so in love with this God centered content. There is room for unique God centered content thats for us (millennials) that allows us (young but we grown though peoples) to come into the knowledge of how God fits in our world. And the necessity of our relationship with God to actually even be fulfilled in all the things that we are doing to appear happy and successful either on paper, to ourselves or to media. Love you love you and congratulations on reaching so many lovely milestones and now the true manifestation of success both internally and externally 🎉❤.

[@desirebrown5759]

I feel you on the 29:55 part of fitting the mold. I felt that with my crochet/knitting journey. I see all these AMAZING talented people creating art/magic and forget that I am just as amazing. If not a damn unicorn in the crafting space. I thought I had to make all these basic colors and English styles of knitwear and honestly I was like bump that colors is what I love and colors/interesting pieces are what I want to wear. But it took me to taking hiatus to realize and live fully in my power. It’s a beautiful journey.

[@jesanagadley2751]

I am very excited for this year for you! Thank you for being so transparent and vulnerable with us on this platform. I needed to hear this

[@jessicajorge7740]

why she keep repeating herself?

[@__rsa_0160]

You mean her videos or in this video in particular?

[@jessicajorge7740]

Her videos

[@__rsa_0160]

@@jessicajorge7740tbh i felt the same thing she says the same thing in the last couple of videos where she talks about what happened in the last year but again these videos are like an update about her life so in this video she talked about her 7th anniversary the whole verse thing and the announcement she will make next week which are new things she never talked about but all the other topics she talked about previously

[@jessicajorge7740]

Yes, she keeps justifying the lack of consistency, but she doesn't change a thing.

[@jessicajorge7740]

I love her videos but it's getting annoying

[@jaliamcgriggs5973]

First comment 🎉 Isimeme 4.0 is here!! So happy for you girl!

[@alyshahilliard7668]

Okay, but wait! The nature and silence thing has me emotional. When my mom passed each year I would go to the beach and just be silent. I haven’t been in a while but I will this year I will! Thank you for that. Also, I heard this the other day that God will never put you in a place where you won’t need him. It will ALWAYS draw back to him. Whew girl! Anyways I love you thank you for this message. Peace, be still.

[@sarahbelle1993]

Loving the 4.0!!🤍💫 Sis through every transition, I am going to be rocking!!!🤞🏽