I hoped things would get better eventually | Silent Hill Inspired Ambience

[@autumndavidson8686]

Been chronically sick with stomach issues.. lost 46 pounds and keep losing more. On top of passing out randomly. Can barely hold a job. I'm worried about the love of my life.. don't know if or when things will get better. I often pray that I'll survive as each day passes.

[@kafkafranzxxx]

you will make it! there is a life for you beyond all this pain.

[@2st486]

whatever life threw at you, you survived. you're shaping quite the diamond

[@Capt.Thunder]

You really need to go to the hospital, like, right away, because it sounds like you don't know what is wrong, but clearly something is. If you're in America, I would understand your reticence, but you need to bite the bullet. I wish you luck, buddy.

[@theaqua1517]

Only time and the road you are on will show you the answer . (In any case try to get help if you haven't already,ok? )

[@jonnyfavors7585]

I'm going through something similar as u. I'm 45 years old, I've lost a significant amount of weight as well due to intestinal issues, I weigh 123 pounds now and I too keep dropping. Just keep in mind you're not alone in your battle friend. May god keep his hand on both of us.

[@ragsii]

In all honesty, I have almost lost in life completely. Twice. But even though I managed to succeed in many things like getting a job, getting a nice home and such I still have to fight against that dark mood that drags you down from time to time. And in all honesty, that mood remains way longer than it usually does the past month. I know that things get better, I know that I can't end it all, but the struggle to keep on fighting is like a shackle that heals your wounds when you get hurt yet doesn't mend the pain. Keep strong, fellas, if not for your current self then for your dreams, your ambitions, your surroundings. The brightest smile is the one you earn yourself after besting life's challenges

[@rod6345]

The music sounds like you found a soulmate to speak with about all your deep feelings

[@vlykk8809]

Still looking this person :)

[@rod6345]

​@@vlykk8809it's great you don't give up on searching for it. May it be a music for now.

[@2st486]

and it was yourself this whole time

[@TJCarter_426]

Man, these just keep getting better and better. I love it. My favorite so far. Sounds like the memory of waking up from a blissfully good dream you knew wasn’t going to last forever, wishing you could just go back.

[@Tokyuuu]

This entire month has been nothing but an uphill fight for me. Appreciate this very much!

[@allenwright9489]

Godspeed. I hope you find the strength to become victorious in your battles.

[@2st486]

for the past months ive been dragging myself out of a years-deep hole teeth and nails. we can do it brother. don't be afraid of reaching out. godspeed

[@CripticK1ng]

Hopefully everything gets better for you

[@seanlamar29]

Keep fighting

[@Novastar.SaberCombat]

Month, eh? Try decades. 💪😎✌️ It's a level of weariness I have yet to see described or demonstrated by anyone else I personally know. I can tell by looking into their eyes that they've *never* truly suffered. And all too often, they avert their own from mine... because they can't endure what's being communicated. Staring into the Abyss is dangerous. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

[@vlykk8809]

Thanks for post this today. Im very exhausted after my work. Im done.

[@Novastar.SaberCombat]

I resonate. But I also think that long ago, I realized "it never ends". Trouble is... I haven't really gotten around to staying put once I close my eyes at night, ya know? 💪😎✌️ I just... IDK... somehow, like some kind of psychotic Phoenix, I keep arising. It's not as glamorous nor heroic as mythology makes it out to be, either. And it *cannot* continue like this forever. Something will change. That I know. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

[@pinheadpatrick1550]

Keep pushing

[@Novastar.SaberCombat]

@@pinheadpatrick1550 Without the WHY, there's no reason to do so.

[@volsavious2319]

I have a heart condition that ruining my life, and I'm only 29. It's hard to sleep anymore. This relaxes me. Thank you

[@mrjackolanterns]

Might be my new favorite ambient channel. No sharp high notes that take you out of the experience. You 'get it' good sir and thank you.

[@crlpxz]

These comments :(. May we find solace in the depths of our unspoken sorrows, and release the burden of overthinking and fixating on those who have caused us pain. I wish you all healing.

[@giovannifighting9611]

I'm scared of my future

[@Glanmire1990]

Trust in God lad, nothing to be afraid of

[@careyewart4413]

@@Glanmire1990the one who puts his trust in the Lord does a good thing

[@VezonTheInsane]

My dad’s health can be described as going sledding in winter. A long climb upwards, followed by a quick drop downward. He has a cancer which is so rare it doesnt even have a scientific name. It’s unbelievably aggressive, and if it’s killed in one place, and dad gets better, it reappears somewhere else months later. I just want this suffering to end. I’ve had to live with my mother helping him and seeing him get better, and worse, and better, and then worse over and over again. Please lord, let him have at least a full month without pain or stress…

[@KyrieVanilla]

I pray for your father and your family’s health. I hope the Lord will ease your suffering.

[@kavyachaturvedi-b5i]

hey man ! how is your dad now ? i pray for him and your family i hope they are safe

[@izzinhaaa8]

I love all the songs, the best to listen to before bed. It has greatly improved my sleep, thank you for posting this type of content.❤

[@Xx7Zeithious7xX]

I love the ambience in your videos. I use these when I'm playing a game and it's very tranquil.

[@slugzz6094]

love these bro thanks for making them

[@nightshade36340]

You are really professional thanks again

[@kafkafranzxxx]

whats the line between being happy and depressed? I always feel like I am in the middle... and I love it.

[@DerekInKC]

Well said.

[@zerosaber257]

Cathartic?

[@ay0iq]

wow i feel the same

[@santiagoiglesiasgarcia9807]

Being melancholic, I guess.

[@MeimeimeiaPunangk]

Shifting too the new world it eventually gets better away from the evil

[@ellesdee1]

i miss her so much

[@paulmc107]

Thanks for these posts, these have helped me dround out background noise and helps me focus in

[@Whiledaway]

There are no strangers in the mirror world.

[@2st486]

we're divided by space-time our duality. good travels

[@notspaso6644]

How it started: *Sisyphus pushing the boulder uphill* How it is going: *Sisyphus pushing the boulder uphill*

[@denisecameron534]

Another fantastic video ❤❤❤❤

[@abdulsurjj9119]

Brothers takes care 🫂

[@manterprise]

Thank you!

[@Mufireael]

Appreciate this work of art, thank you for letting me rest in this atmospheric place...

[@basedbuddha777]

Damn this riff really hits.

[@Lillian-mt6ii]

This is wonderfullllll ❤❤❤❤😊😊😊😊

[@ApocalypticSoundscapes-nt2kq]

this is amazing

[@Oztington007]

we all ended up in silent hill

[@tombra3059]

Nailed it 👍🏼

[@BrutalEchoes-zb5zw]

beautiful

[@EdnerLopes]

Beautiful

[@FranzBinder20]

I'm so depressed. Can barely concentrate on the things I have to do and just want to lay down all day. My job burnt me out, but also I don't know what else I could work. I am trapped in desperation.

[@BaljetBenchode]

I’m depressed too. You know it helps the best. Stay busy. Find something you like or get a full-time job. Hang in there just stay busy at the end of the day relaxing is the best you got this it’s all in the mind.

[@Landekar]

I don't fucking know dude depends on the type of job you do honestly. If it's something people tell you to do out of obligation then it's probably something you will hate sooner or later. If it's creative then there's also a degree of burnout but regarding self-worth. I can see for myself that I'm doing a project that I have not had nights of sleep for like two straight days and dude do you want to die. But doing this out of spite and finishing kind of refreshes you for a new Lookout on life

[@samurrrez2751]

идеальная музыка под которую я сидела и рисовала рисунок, затем посмотрела на цены в стоматологиях (тк у меня уже три недели болит зуб) и охренела от того насколько они высокие. в такие моменты ты понимаешь ценность денег и боль хоть какой-то пинок начать что-то делать, когда ты целыми днями ешь раз в день и у тебя нет сил ни в туалет сходить, ни зубы почистить, теперь пожинаешь плоды..

[@F4ml4y]

There's that word again. Hope. I hung on to it for so long. Even though I am a non believer, I still prayed to whatever gods would listen to me, no matter if they are high up in the skies or if it's my ceiling lamp. Just anyone, can anyone listen to me and help me? I am so helpless, alone. The only thing that keeps me going is hope. Hope that maybe someday things will be better, the sun will shine and I will smile. Doesn't matter how long it takes, days, weeks, months, decades. I'll be waiting. Still, I feel unhappy, miserable. But hope keeps me here, alive. Hope alone won't get you anywhere. You may not have gotten yourself into the mess you are in right now, but only you can pull yourself up from it. Hope is a very strong boost to yourself, but if you don't do anything, hope won't boost anything. It's like 1000 x 0. And you are the 0. You have to make an effort, give atleast 10% more, and with hope, that amount is multiplied by an amazing amount. Nothing changes if nothing changes. You know? Everything will remain the same until you make a change. Hope isn't your magical saviour. You are. Hope is just there to help you, to push you up that mountain, but you have to make the steps.

[@tristankrammel5041]

What beautiful words. I hope you find what you're looking for.

[@memento_mori6019]

It needed to be said and you said it. Thanks for putting this here.

[@Mufireael]

Hmm, I really love your philosophy and I deeply resonate with it... I’ll remember these thoughtful words of guidance, for I consider them valuable and meaningful for the journey ahead. Much love, take care on the path. 🖤⚔

[@2st486]

stop whatever you are doing listen to "Kingdom of Heaven III - The Antedeluvian Universe" by the band Epica. just do it

[@diamondthom]

Multiplying by zero is zero though

[@Somethingnothereds]

This is the video to distract from the greatness that will get to a normal video

[@FranzBinder20]

I think this time I'm done. I'm horrible in my profession and will either die from burnout because I have to stick here or will have to quit and be poor.

[@thibaultvivet7731]

stay strong, life can always be better. Maybe being poor for a while in order to be happy then is a good deal. If you need to talk more i m here for you.

[@neotower420]

guys has anyone else keep ending up in silent hill game world for like an hour 😢 hellooo

[@2st486]

we're cast back here whether we want it or not. we still "have work to do" apparentely

[@fleshbag7754]

Yeah, i'm getting sick of guessing and trying different things. Some days i really do think the world 'shifted' at some point. Just like in these games. Except there was no siren blaring above a place of refuge. There was no warning, and the darkness never left, either. We are left in the dark, trying to make sense of the world gone insane.

[@locustt7]

Masterpiece, thank you for this

[@GNOTEE]

Thank you! I'm pretty sure the vst I used for this one was CUBE.

[@locustt7]

@@GNOTEE wow, never heard of this vst. Will definitely try it. Thank you ❤️

[@Glanmire1990]

I wish right now at this moment it was Christmas eve 1983 again

[@leonarit3544]

Как спокойно и хорошо с той музыкой

[@X_GAUNTLET]

I dont know if i am going anywhere in life. Gotta do it all myself. Thats fine, that makes sense.. its just, hard. Yknow?

[@wax_platypus]

there are no mirrors in the strangers world

[@asrarmavara]

can i use this music for my videos?

[@GNOTEE]

@@asrarmavara sure! Just put my @ in the description :)

[@victorangel_naranjo2178]

Spotify??

[@GNOTEE]

No sorry, just here rn

[@Somethingnothereds]

At least let them say it to me face ya know

[@SelinaLifeisStrange]

Life is strange

[@Novastar.SaberCombat]

Reflect, oh, sentient ones. Recite the hex of final vows. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

[@MoriohAnime]

I lost hope in that idea