I want to go far away

Soft ambient Silent Hill-inspired music w/ rain. I hope you enjoy listening to it!
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[@wkoblivion4297]

Dear stranger reading this, I’m happy you have decided to stay with us a little longer, you in this very moment are precious and valuable, regardless of your circumstances. I pray you find it in you to continue, I love you, and I hope to see you succeed in whatever you put your heart into.

[@YOURGRANDMASGRAVY]

I think ive been feeling down for a such a long time i dont know whats up anymore. It feels like im slowly drowning myself in this feeling of thoughtlessness and disgraces... I know im not special. I know im not perfect.. im an imperfect being with perfect thoughts who does nothing with them.. Alone i stand as a deity of my own futureness.. and selflessness.. yet i do not what i wish to be.. may i change may i not.. may i be the same way, i will never be anything but nothingness. A singularity infinitely dense with so much heat it implodes upon itself. Bro like.. the more i live the more i fall in this endless pit of suffering filled with mold and worms that eat your mind and heart.. leaving your inside to rot.. the only thing i feel every time i wake up is agony of pain and torture and loneliness.. You know.. im supposed to be someone who does good things in his life.. but ive done nothing to show for it.. i think i've been living as a failure for most of my life.. and i dont really know how go get out of that cyle... You know the harder i try to be a better person.. and. I know i cant be.. i cant change.. and i wont. Not because i dont want to... But because i cant..

[@xOLeary]

The urge to disappear and never come back.

[@Los-pollos-NM]

Everyday😭 🇫🇷✈️🇺🇸

[@patrixty8710]

but from my self

[@PandaSauce42]

God loves you. There's a reason why he wouldnt let that happen. He has a plan for all of us.

[@Los-pollos-NM]

@@PandaSauce42🚶🏻‍♂️‍➡️🌌

[@adrianmikulski6845]

You don't need to speed this up. One day youll disappear, all anger, disappointment, regret, it wont matter anymore. Try to detach yourself from this generic world and do something crazy, why to hold back when nothing makes sense.

[@ExecutionSommaire]

My life makes no sense, I wish money wasn't an issue and I could just wander around the world endlessly instead of sitting at a desk everyday. I don't want to grow old like that please

[@whisky2823]

I feel that bro always strive for more be kind and struggle every day because in the end that's what really matters love you bro stay strong ❤️

[@ecne1337]

You know, most people will tell you that you have to fight, but in my opinion, you have to accept the way you are. What kind of personality do you have and clearly you will be strange and different to others. But you can't convince a person of something they don't even know about. It's just life and it pulls us on. Assume that no one will remember us, live your life the way you want to live it and not the way others want it. :)

[@henrynnadi6578]

I sleep peacefully with your videos every night... Thanks for what you do, you're in my prayers, you are not alone ❤

[@ecne1337]

It is the power of how every man finds the greatest peace in such music. That he can feel all emotions and experiences. Today's time has put shackles on us and we have to pull them, time has forced us to do things that even our heads didn't want to do. We wanted to have our own life, but social networks, porn took our life away. Then we turned to God and he didn't show us his back, he showed us his arms and gave us peace in our hearts and peace. Almighty God is close to us and our loved ones.

[@GC4S]

Your YT banner is really cool. I love that aesthetic.

[@joephob1728]

It’s a better day when you upload

[@greece42]

The path to paradise, begins in hell. Solider through the hard times - you're loved & needed. Much love.

[@babissfakianakis5457]

Perhaps it's for the best if i turn around and face it. However, i need to prepare. I need to go away, even for just a bit. Who knows, maybe i'll encounter something nice along the way.

[@1Nyx_]

Your channel helps me calm down while studying. Thank you for making those videos. I was having a hard time to focus without trying to listen to easing music. Love your aesthetics btw! 🫶

[@SzymonZ.Olszowski]

Poland. A foggy and frosty morning. I look at the wall and listen to this beautiful music. I would like to experience something nice today, talk to someone. But I'm afraid to go outside. I'm ashamed of the fact that I'm a nobody. I want to sleep. But tomorrow is Sunday, my favorite day. Maybe it will be better.

[@pietropietros216]

You have beautiful beach near city called Gdanks, i saw it throught google maps. I would like so much go there in summer with girlfriend, hang out on beach on sunset, love each other, feel a life. But I don't have a any partner, girlfriend or just just girl who is friend. At least my mind creates an imagination

[@ShuyaTheDark]

When I'm feeling down, I find this music more comforting than some happier one. Sometimes you actually want to feel sad and reflect on your situation, rather than get distracted and push the feelings to the back of your head. These vidoes are like little internet checkpoints, albeit a little darker. I hope everyone can find peace, or even a little clarity in their times of struggle.

[@OUTSIDER8801]

// I walk the void, and through this journey, I learn that no place shall embrace me. // // Felt like that'd fit this. //

[@j.c.9990]

the void is dark. but i’ve walked this way for long. light cant change the path now for i am gone /wanted to add something. hope you like it:) /

[@OUTSIDER8801]

@@j.c.9990 // Arguably the best response I've seen. //

[@kira_15_R3D]

i already went far away, there's nothing there just more pain the pain never ends

[@mrzd8648]

Damn first time being this early, also luv your video

[@mikecherry4978]

Thank you 💗

[@wikenzii]

The path i've been following for as long as i can remember is gone. Its dark, and quiet. Im lost. Still, he told me, as long as i keep moving, i'll find a way, and if not; I will forge my own.

[@syl_939]

Thank you

[@certifiedweirdo0101]

"I want to run away... run away forever.. to be far away from this place... to be far away from the place i so called home" - Kasuga from "Flowers of evil"

[@hugomelia5528]

This is such a beautiful place where everyone is kind , i love this . ( Hello from France ) ♥️

[@n0n3xisten1]

thank uuu 🖤

[@Intjwithocd]

I love how every one of ur video is exactly 1 hour long. With some increasing by just 1 sec. Which is also seem peaceful idk y tho

[@psicofelipe]

Entiendes la escencia de la música de Silent Hill. Muchas gracias por tu trabajo

[@Musical_thinker]

Agreeing with you

[@aroacee51]

I don't wanna be sad, nor happy, I just want to free my mind, and think of nothing for a moment

[@BendyTheTomato]

el wowzers

[@p34chyf1zz6]

opened this right after relapsing, woaaahhh

[@Chat_AKA]

Your videos… a safeplace.

[@Umbragato]

Everyday these thoughts circle around my head, i wish they either went away or finally took action. Im so tired of all of this. To some my life is "perfect" but to me my life fucking sucks.

[@mbdtf9006]

LESGOOOOOOO

[@Heymilyyy_]

they're come back these FCKING THOUGHTS thx for being here

[@Basil_Omo]

I found Peace Thank you

[@sunny3324]

I just wish he didn't exist, i know I'm a horrible person for wishing that but everything i struggle with it all comes down to him. I'm tired i wanna escape from all of this.

[@mcmilliftw1166]

Fell asleep listening to this, am I a psychopath 😂

[@Los-pollos-NM]

Merci departure je t’aime

[@PLUTOWRLDZ]

I have been overwhelmed to the point I want to be by myself I wanna leave not just comeback I want to be at peace since I haven’t been lately

[@Embedded_in_Reality]

I am tired of disappearing, without actually being disappeared.

[@Fentiso]

I like your vids bro keep posting

[@Khloudzy]

Yay another playlist 😊

[@livingandfuture]

i miss you so much. i would give everything to see you again. please never forget me. - this soundtrack made me blue.

[@Lucien-w8q]

perfect

[@zetsukisakime]

Your hands are still around my neck, choking me as hard as possible. Your hands are still gripping my heart, only letting it beat faintly.

[@carlysingsstuf]

how does the one person I love so much, make me so sad

[@Musical_thinker]

Is it because life is like that? Is it meant to be like that? Is it a wrong choice or illusion? Is it a dumb feeling? Idk the answer, I can only ask... How love is really so hurtful?

[@AnjumPatrick-n9d]

🌹🌹🌹 I LOVE YOU

[@user_-165]

I fucking hate having feelings, I would have left my family years ago.

[@AngraBotha]

Friend, I love your music It gives a deep comforting sadness. Would it be okay to use some of your music in a Silent Hill fan video I may work on? Will credit you, of course. And it is purely a passion project.

[@Eiisa101]

Is it possible to make video like where you are just walking in the dark it really gives that sense of being missing

[@renaissancesin]

I just want the world to pause for a year so I can catch a breath. Everything is suddenly going so fast…my childhood, teenage years and now my adulthood is in the process. I hate this, I hate doing all of this for a fkg peace of paper and a few more figures to survive..

[@zvafenP]

DO YOU KNOW HOW SUCKS IT FEEL WHEN YOU DONT ACHIEVE YOUR DREAM JOB OR SOMTHING YOU WANTED TO BE LITERALLY I FEEL HOLLOW LIKE EVERYTHING IS TASTELESS I KNOW THAT NOT EVERYTHING A MAN WISHES GET BUT IS ACTULLY SOO BAD WHEN IT HAPPENS TO YOU LIKE IDK BUT IF SOMEONE EXPERIENCED THAT ALSO TELL ME WHAT YOU DID ABOUT IT IM KINDA FEELING IM IN THIS ON MY OWN AND ABOUT THE URGE TO RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING I HITS ME EVERYTIME AT LEAST 6 TIMES A DAY

[@francisandrade727]

😊

[@sky09872]

i miss myself

[@jimmyneutron3742]

Word

[@S.T33L]

Even in my dreams she d9esnt love me anymore

[@AbdallahAzerjawi27]

3 times..3 times she "pranked me" into thinking she loves me. A sick joke that ruined my entire life..she used to text me alot, and so I did too. One day she types I love you, I still remember the feeling of being loved for the first time. Then she said it's a prank. She did it 2 more times before I scolded her. About a year later I told her this time I love you, she said she was deeply sorry for what she had done to me, and she was only a kid and that it's her fault. I told her it's ok.. I still see her ig stories and all, we dont talk at all now (Social and religous rules that we respect), and she probably likes another guy. I just wanna be loved by a girl, I want a companion, a partner..

[@djt8937]

Make sure you love yourself first, my friend. Be interested in yourself, take care of yourself. If you spend time chasing butterflies, they'll only fly away. If you build a garden, the butterflies come to you.

[@ExecutionSommaire]

I want a companion too, solitude makes me sick. Last week I had a date with the perfect girl, I even kissed her, then she ghosted me and eventually said we didn't match. Have been crying every evening since then.

[@JoshSmith-ff8dw]

honest solitude is better than fake love

[@AbdallahAzerjawi27]

@@djt8937 you know what's the worse thing is? I actually tried and I'm still doing this. I'm hitting the gym and I'm in better shape than the time I first met her. I'm more educated as well and I can say I'm physically and somewhat mentally better. But the lonliness just kills me man, I don't chase women due to the Islamic society norms and rules and I'm thankful for them on one hand, on the other I feel like shit when I remember I'm gonna have to wait at least 6 years before I get married..(I'm 18)

[@AbdallahAzerjawi27]

@@ExecutionSommaire Jesus dude that sucks hard..I'm sorry you have to go through this now. Work on yourself for the time being and I hope you find someone that is your real partner..best of luck

[@user-we6dc7jx1r]

تلاه شبه جملة جار و مجرور ( اهه اهه )

[@sakana_uo_]

i want to become a fish and go to many places.

[@roger_peri]

If someone here just is interested to hear it. I need to share my story with someone...

[@wolfferrari7302]

If you need to talk you can send me a message.

[@roger_peri]

@@wolfferrari7302 Couple of months ago, in April, I broke up with 9 years of toxic relationship after I found out she was cheating on me with one of my friends, at my bed. I attempted to suicide and ended up in hospital with mental health meds. This last half year has been hard as hell, and my best friend was a big support on me, and behaviours changed between us and started to be closer, ending up with me realizing that I've been in love with her ever since I met her. I told her about it and seems like it's mutual but we both are so afraid to destroy the link between us by taking it to the next level. I also found out that I had many chances to be with her before but I was so blinded in the black hole that my ex was to see it. Life is not fair sometimes friends, pay attention to the signs it gives you. And in the end, it had to happen. We tried to stay as friends but I couldn't manage it no more. She is a gorgeous woman and it's so easy for her to find suitable men for her. But she kept just messing around with those guys just for fun and enjoying the "relationship things" with me despite no carnal contact. My feelings just instensified but she stayed treating me like that "best friend" role that I could not fulfill no more. I've been dating other women, successfully but as soon as the thing was starting to get nearer, I couldn't do anything but compare them with her and discard them. She talked me about those guys, in a detailed way and that was destroying me and one night, with the last one i could no more. As soon as I told her that I don't care at all about these matters she got angry and disappointed but I didn't cared anymore. I've been consuming cocaine and other drugs ever since my suicide attempt. I don't know if maybe it's the most cowardly way I've found to self-harm. In the end I assume we were not feeling the same during all these years, or maybe she's not brave enough to face it like I want to. I don't want to die anymore, but I know I don't want to be this person as well, I'm tired of being the good guy and it not being reciprocated. Hopefully someday I will find someone who I could see as special as I see her. I hope she find someone who could see her as I do. I don't care either of both ways, I'm happy if I stay alone the rest of this time on Earth. I close myself and think: "I lock you out there sons of bitches."

[@roger_peri]

@@wolfferrari7302 I think KZbin keeps deleting my message about it

[@user-we6dc7jx1r]

لان المضاف اليه مصدر مشتق من لفظ الفعل الذي بعده

[@danilromanov6890]

Что это за игра?

[@sirmely]

Minecraft vibes my goodness..

[@Jekyll-t5h]

I want to leave

[@user-we6dc7jx1r]

وره تلاه فعل تام اكتب ( تلذ )

[@OppoNhammer]

I have a lot of love to give, is there anyone who can take it ?

[@AnjumPatrick-n9d]

XXX

[@aroacee51]

I don't wanna be sad, nor happy, I just want to free my mind, and think of nothing for a moment