"I hurt myself over the stupidest things" - song

[@classy_info]

Honestly wish this wasn’t as relatable as it is

[@Ollielikesart]

fr

[@ゴーキティゴーキティライドキティロール]

I wish bro 😅

[@Em_Animations_516]

Me too, it’s sad that a lot of people relate to this.

[@Hamster_Girl_18]

Same

[@Ollielikesart]

@@classy_info yk I’m ending it tonight so bye

[@sheep9890]

I love that you mixed orange with blue and made it so moody and mesmerising at the same time.

[@weird_eddsworld_fan]

orange is also the opposite of blue on the color wheel so i thinks thats cool too!

[@Jupiter-p7f]

Omg yeah same

[@strings_prisioner]

" you act like a character! Stop cutting yourself and being weird!" - my dad trying to "help"

[@Irenglovers]

I'm sorry, he shouldn't say that

[@Angelface-d4f]

Thats not helpful, or nice, at all. Hes supposed to support you and not compare you to "characters", as its a big problem. I hope you understand your problems are valid and not fron cartoons ok?? ❤️❤️

[@Irenglovers]

@@Angelface-d4f yeah, agreed.

[@eksprolek2924]

My mum got angry but i forgot what she said. Ik she asked if i am dooing it for attention and accused me of dooing it for attention but she belived me when i said that's not the case

[@Angelface-d4f]

@ thats not fair tho.. Sh is an actual response to trauma or depression, etc. Going through a tough battle like this and getting called an attention seeker?? Im happy she ended up believing you, but thats not gonna help you regardless. I hope ur doing well

[@lemonsweet-yu5ct]

I desperately need this on Spotify or something I need it in every playlist omgggg this is so horribly relatable and I love it

[@pricklycactiboi]

agreeed

[@danielaugustin613]

Please we need this on Spotify

[@MintyAnimates12]

I was just abt to add it to my playlist, but realized it wasn't on Spotify :,)

[@lillia6666]

SAMEE

[@OneDisaster]

Hey. Does anyone know the song name of this? I can't find it in KZbin for some reason?

[@akido4361]

I interpreted this two ways; at first I thought this was about the invalidation of one self reasons to SH, as a way of saying "I'm dumb and I hurt myself over the stupidest things" even if (at least I believe) all reasons are essentially valid for one hurt themselves because after all is a way of releasing stress that one doesn't control the second way I saw it is that this also shows the futile cycle of being at a bad moment of one's life, trying to get out of it but with never it being achieved, I also thought of this that way thanks to the times words repeats 3 times in the song, like "cry, cry, cry", "try, try, try", like it was the cycle of trying to get better but getting worse, and that's why of "I hurt myself over the stupidest things" not as them being stupid or dumb, but seeing them like that because it's pointless I like to interpret things :), and it could be easily both I believe PD: I hope you're okay! this song was really cool and pretty and even if is about pain essentially (may it be emotional, physical, or both), even bitter things shine in their own way and everyone is beautiful even at their "worst" moments!

[@APotatoe324]

the oops at the end was a great touch it’s like the regret you get after (:

[@bigbannana9088]

I interpreted as him being dead because of him keeping his eyes opened

[@LizBizBean]

I love that ending *messes up* "oops" *ends song*

[@NimsHell]

Walking around slightly disoriented and leaving marks is so painfully relatable

[@midorionions9253]

This hits so close. I've recently been obsessing over the fact that I can remember all the times but can never remember the reason. Knowing that the reasons were all small and forgetful but the pain was always remembered. Maybe it means that something deeper was going on and this was just a sign. Thank you, I feel less alone in this big world now.

[@eksprolek2924]

For me the reason was usually same so i can remebwr it, but all the time i did it just mash into a mess

[@Lotuz55]

This being set in the bathroom just made the video that much more relatable...

[@invisible-immortal]

the drawn out, off tune vocals make it sound so much more human. the way it DOESN'T sound "professional" or pristine is genuinely what makes this great

[@Zynasaur]

I hurt myself for feeling guilty, crying, thinking something's my fault, getting yelled at, for fun and more :D

[@yankuss_95]

saaaaaame

[@wormmuncher]

oh my god the accuracy of accidentally getting blood on the light switch while stumbling into the bathroom is wayyy too real

[@ÆËØŒæ]

PLEASEEEEE I NEED IT ON SPOTIFY OR SOUNDCLOUD I MUST HAVE IT

[@brettjackson1019]

It’s on YT music :)

[@Killua_079]

The song is so majestic that at first I didn’t even realize you were the one who made and sang it Anyways, I hope you’re doing well man. I know this sounds silly because I’m someone random person from a different place around the world but I understand your struggle. My heart goes out to you.

[@SkulkingSOB]

This song slaps so hard and rings so true

[@ali1ff3]

who wrote it?

[@SkulkingSOB]

@@ali1ff3 It's an original song by the creator of the video.

[@Dami676]

metronome in the back is so banger!!!! (love this song)

[@Aeth3r_x]

"It's not even that big of a deal, quit hurting yourself over the weirdest things!" -my friends trying to help me, 2024

[@winter_tuolis]

No way that's so relatable haha. my friend literally said you are the most understanding person how can u not understand yourself

[@Bmclrd]

PLEASE DROP THIS BANGER ON SPOTIFY‼️‼️

[@CHANAE-ANIM]

Not me watching this every night before sleep, not me watching this every morning. Not me knowing it by heart. Not me watching it every time. Not me in love with this song. Not this so relatable.

[@CHANAE-ANIM]

Btw do you know how I could learn this song ? I play piano and if the partitions existed I would be the happiest pianist ever hahah

[@NatsukiTheFairyBee]

Same FRFR this song is so awesome sauce,, hope ur ok (I’m gonna try to find the key thingies but idk much HELP)

[@akezu7]

I’ll post music sheets to a piano version once I can :D (it’ll probably be when I’m less busy with school though)

[@NatsukiTheFairyBee]

@@akezu7 WOWIE thank!! goodluck with your schooling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@GR3YMAN1A]

This hits harder than anyother song for me, this makes cry when i havent cried in months.

[@nassima.a]

Accidentally putting blood on the light switch, this or doorknobs is such a relatable detail

[@Sad_PaperBag]

Bro cooks better than my grandma, and that's saying something!! This is genuinely such a good song, I NEED this on spotify 😭😭

[@AkiraTux]

The look in their eyes as they do all of this is exactly how I used to feel. I was so tired and everything felt so pointless. I felt like I deserved to suffer so I pushed down any positivity to keep myself like that.

[@Spacing_out_twenty-four_seven]

I was staying clean for a while...until family stuff happened and I couldn't keep my hands away from glass for more than 1 day. I was clean for 2 months, I was doing so well, but not anymore- it's been 6 hours since I had a relapse. This song is more relatable than it should be but you got a talent for singing and drawing, so thank you for expressing my thoughts and feelings (I'm not good with emotions) random stranger

[@luciellawliet]

Oh, this is painfully relatable. Wonderful animation and song. Please be kind to yourself, you deserve it and to be happy

[@creampuffstuff]

I really like the melody of the piano in the background and the meanings behind the lyrics It's so relatable and just reading the title hit me in the feels The animation in the background has good composition and the color scheme is so satisfying to look at whilst still conveying the mood of the song Love listening to this and I hope there will be more releases from you!!!

[@Marinestations]

As someone who started using a blade to hurt myself recently over something I’m probably just overreacting to even though it really really hurt me, yeah. Yeah. Been hurting myself before for years but never like this. Never the proper way.

[@National_Threat]

Okay, but like- WHAT ABT THAT VOICE BRO 🙏

[@Luminatedd]

please put this on spotifyy!!!

[@SILLY-WILLY-PAWS]

This was sooooooo good and the drawings, animation, using the color orange to symbolize where the person hurts themselves, and just everything about this and how you match different things with the lyrics is amazing and incredible

[@Randomlyas2]

WE NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY!!!❤

[@Autumntown]

This felt like watching my life for the past years

[@nobutyesyetno8770]

this kinda encapsulates how i feel rn. just dreading every day and getting anxious over something as simple as a speech for my college class. and i know its really simple and not a big deal to most but i cant handle it. so im just gonna end up coping with sh and other useless things :')

[@Watcher.1NC]

Not even 30 minutes ago i was having a mental breakdown and i inflicted self harm upon myself. KZbin thinking they real silly recommending me this, huh? Love the song and animation keep up the amazing work ❤️

[@1star-girl1]

First time listening to this i was like "omg this song sounds so good!" Then i felt tears streaming down my face so i avoided this song for the rest of the day but here i am now playing this on loop (trying my hardest to not make this sound depressing- anyway, i love your music! Need this on Spotify!!!)

[@cattymations]

WE NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY!!

[@anonimkullanc489]

Why is this so relatable

[@kate-db2fi]

The blue and orange is such a great colour match the orange contrasts so much with the blue so the important parts pop much better :D

[@OneDisaster]

i need a full song version of this

[@castlebeki]

I can already feel my tears flowing down.

[@birb3000]

Takes me back to a time not long ago but still in the past. That feeling of laying down looking at the ceiling was such an unexplainable but strong feeling. It's still strong, just in a different way. I'm thankful that I'm recovering but it's weird to let go of certain parts of myself. They were causing me more pain then good, but they were still apart of me. Someone could argue that they were just apart of my depression, but my depression was a part of me. And i stand by that. It changed my life completely. It stayed with me for over 2 years straight and on and off before that. How can that not be apart of me? It is. Now it's more apart of my past than my present. But my past is what made me who i am today. I love the animation. This is such an important topic, even if it is a difficult one. Thank you for sharing yourself through your art

[@sof-r1w]

ive been bawling my eyes out for hours cause my gf is broke up w me for no reason.. this song helps me feel a bit better. tysm for this ❤

[@dizzy_blittzy]

I NEED THIS TO BE AN ACTUAL SONG PLEASE🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@right_where_you_left_me]

This was extremely relatable, and I wish it wasn’t

[@zelladabesto]

the fact i got this recommended while doing it

[@caracallu4850]

"sleep to death" line hit me hard. this is exactly what i'm going trough right now-my depression has never been worse and because of extreme amount of brain scourching, su1c1d@l thoughts i just sleep through my days trying to escape it all, waking up just to eat, use the bathroom and repeat the cycle. i barely see people talk about experiencing this, so i'm thankful that you wrote down that lyric, it makes me feel seen and less lonely in my journey. same goes to the nail trimming frame-i cut my nails frequently while i dissociate, somehow, it calms me and distracts from anxiety. yet sometimes i go too far and cut too much, which causes wounds and bleeding. so for me, personally, this frame and lines is not only an allusion to SH, but also this coping mechanism i have. this song and animation feel oddly comforting. thank you a lot. hope you stay safe and strong.

[@janivelasquez6390]

I fear I need this on my spotify playlist

[@AshrellStudios753]

Relatable except I can’t hurt myself much, and I’m too scared to die.

[@mariadim2809]

This may be a short song but it's absolutely amazing!!! I can't stop listening to it over and over! And the beautiful art + colour palette is gorgeous!

[@verabertousso7216]

most of the time i don't even have a reason to it, i just do it as a habit, addiction

[@houndyxx]

please make this a song!!! id absolutely listen to this on repeat while i sleep.

[@honkyclowni]

This is a really nice animation. It reminds me of who I was back in Middle school, my life is better.

[@micecream]

Imagine hurting yourself over math grades haha… *oh god what have I done-* this song is so good tho I wish I could save it onto my playlist eeeeeeeeeee!

[@micecream]

It really captures how I’m feeling this autumn- just cold and distant from everyone else

[@Preppybabiess]

BROO WHY ISNT THIS FAMOUS???? RELEASE THIS SONG NOW and VIDEO

[@CryptidHunter_425]

Ha. Relatability is tough. Been clean for about 3 months now, but every so often, I just wanna do it, y'know? Working on getting better. Gotta get better for the future we *will* create, for ourselves and our children. It's just tough

[@nobutyesyetno8770]

Wish this was on spotify I'd stream it 24/7

[@astr0z_I]

Honestly, this song is bomb, but sad at the same time when you look at the lyrics.

[@yanni2586]

any chance youll consider uploading your work to Spotify?

[@akezu7]

@@yanni2586 hopefully! I’ll probably pump out some more songs so i can publish them together

[@camlune]

this is really touching, thank you for sharing it with the world :( I hope it gets better, in any way possible, I know it’s not easy, you’re strong just by being alive

[@icedvio]

This is a beautiful song and the art is so fitting as well. It’s sad how much I find myself relating to this, mainly laying on the bathroom floor. It was the worst time for me when the bathroom was the “safest space” for me and I am glad I got out of if. I wish you all the best. Stay strong, you haven’t lost yet.

[@slushiixoxo]

PUT IT ON SPOTIFY THIS INSTANt tHIS IS A BANGER :0

[@Notametrocop]

This is just a masterpiece, and a this is too relatable for me to bear. I just know your next song is going to be just as good or even better but I mostly think it’s going to just get better and better and better and better. Keep it up!

[@xm077]

At first, I thought this was a Rio Romeo song that I hadn’t discovered yet. It sounds so great, and I would love to have it on Spotify

[@finnick_real]

ive listened to this song so many times, and i cannot express how much i adore everything abt it. ur voice is wonderful, the music is amazing, ur art, the lyrics, the relatability augfgfhrr. ur sososo talented, and i hope ur doing good :)

[@yb_bonk]

I feel like this is where my life is going right now. Honestly, it's relatable in the moment too.

[@Ejjewjsmmdrdm]

Same :(

[@mylksiie]

I LOVED the style of your animation, and the orange markings just looked so good in the scenes Plus the song is really really good! (…)

[@Sealies]

This song is so depressing and a hit. I love it, along with the visuals! Good job :,D

[@user-Mari_321]

THIS NEEDS TO BE ON SPOTIFYYY😭😭💍💍

[@Epheme_ris]

I love your voice so much! This song is so beautiful and haunting t the same time.

[@Trixii__384]

I found this today and I think I found my new favorite music artists

[@funtime_cadence5596]

What a catchy song. This is quite sadly relatable, though.

[@im_KOKO_cat]

The animation and the colors in it are really nice, so is the song. its sad how relatable this is, but i hope that you're okay

[@Strawberysh0rtcake]

Praying one day this’ll be on Spotify🙏🙏

[@Juniper6666]

Everything about this made me feel something literally words can’t describe. WHO LET YOU COOK?!?? COOK MORE OFTEN ACTUALLY THIS IS AWESOME‼️🗣️💥 honestly a whole feast, art and song wise. you’re literally one of my top favorite artists im NOT joking 🧍🏾

[@McSpriteV6]

I literally went straight to Spotify to add this to one of my playlists but after failing to find it I went back at the comments and one of them said that you made it😭😭🔥

[@mantisvenom]

man… the clipping of the nails rlly hit me

[@MelodiTheMess]

this is so well done. the lyrics, the instrumental, the visuals. I’m so sorry for all who relate to this.

[@ThatOneKelPlush]

I need to be told when this is on spotify as soon as possible :D (also an such relatable yet amazing song, good job!!!)

[@That_is_me-]

I NEED TO RECREATE THIS. AND I NEED THIS SONG TO BE ON SPOTIFY OMG

[@ehehehehahah]

This probably won’t help anyone, but stay strong! There are people who appreciate you, even if you don’t know it, there are people who are waiting for you to come home every night, waiting to see you everyday, or waiting for you to text them. Wherever you are someone is thinking about you and wants to see you

[@WowAPotato]

Wow this is really good (ABSOLUTELY AMAZING) tbh, adding this to my favorite songs playlist

[@Frantherium]

PLEASE put this on Spotify

[@astratheboop]

this NEEDS to be on spotify 🙏

[@wailashmushkin]

well that was the realest thing i've ever seen all day

[@BlueWoFandWcue]

I wish the song wasn’t so relatable. Also, I love how the orange smudges all over the place (you can interpret that in many ways omg :0) and the beat is awesome!

[@SkyeElephant66]

I do also hurt myself over the stupidest things…

[@Jinxx419]

I need this on Spotify ASAP it's so good 😻😻 AND YOUR ART SKILLS ARE SO GOOD

[@avgusta.valdman]

I need a longer version of this 😭😭😭

[@animaastella]

I just discovered you account today and I gotta say its been a while since I’ve been moved like this. This song and august 16 (your previous song) have moved me so much. And inspire me to do work like this. Also you’re crazy talented how the heck do you not have more followers? The art is phenomenal and the musical composition is great. There are so many ways to interpreted this and apply to many situations. Thank you for existing as an artist and person and for really changing the way we see art and life ig. Good job :)

[@animaastella]

( please ignore the grammar mistakes lol )

[@paper_eater3000]

this is beautiful i feel like the piano's short and uneven (swing?) melody makes it feel more like its on the verge of tears

[@toastyyybear]

Holy shit you wrote this and drew this!?? Insane talent dude.

[@Angelface-d4f]

this is terrifyingly relatable..

[@Irenglovers]

I'd rather feel pain rather than numbness:3

[@orphvnkicker]

this song is amazing pls consider uploading to spotify! Youre so talented :3

[@Kalashimi]

Banger discovered, This is relatable on many levels, you have a lovely voice ❤

[@FlurryTheDragonFox]

I didn’t need this gut punch to younger me’s soul ooughhhh,,, *silently likes the video*

[@beescared]

I can't even think of words to describe how I feel about this so uhM❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@star-x5x7d]

i love this so so much ive been listening to it on repeat

[@meatymaggot]

I can relate to this. The smallest thing goes wrong I hurt myself. There will be periods of time where I go weeks without doing anything but lately September all the way to November now it’s felt like I am drowning and the false illusion of control I give myself is all I have. I’ve been doing this since I was in middle school. I have visible scars covering my arms people point out. Some say it looks like ring warm. White, red and pink. Got dark red scars on my ankles and white sorta pink scars all over my chest all these scars caused by my bitten down finger nails. It’s hell, feels impossible to stop. I even woke up clawing at my wrist one morning. It’s never easy to stop, I have a good support system but it’s more over the fact that I don’t talk to them. I don’t know how to bring it up or I don’t want to get in trouble by my school discussing topics like this to people I trust like my speech therapist. Everyone sees it, I know they do. But it’s weird to bring up so I don’t blame them.