I LEFT MY JOB (As a PA)... HERE’S THE STORY | I had no back up plan, left my physician assistant job

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In this video, I am sitting down to talk with you all and tell you the story of leaving my job last year (2021). It’s something I spoke very vaguely about on my Instagram page, but is not something I have fully shared about until now. This is NOT an advice video to tell anyone else to leave their jobs, this is simply to share MY story in case any of you are going through similar situations. And as always, to share words of encouragement, inspiration, and to make sure you know you are not alone if you are going through anything similar.
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[@AlignwithAdrienne]

I do want to add another disclaimer here that I still work as a PA! This story is explaining why I left my previous job with no back up plan, why I was questioning my career path and what I learned from that experience! Thank you all so much for the support!!

[@salsaplease]

honestly i love this because it's so true that medical training makes you think of yourself in this sort of artificial heirarchy, value yourself based off your career, but yes you can succeed and be happy in many walks of life. & i know it seems silly but like as a pa student, its refreshing to know you continue to change and grow after graduation lol.

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Yes! Exactly. And it's not something we often speak about. We definitely continue to change and grow, it's inevitable. When so much of our lives have been taken up by medicine, I think there comes a time when we start to ask ourselves, okay but what else is there? At least that's how it was for me. Thank you for watching and for your comment!

[@bettysmith4527]

I know exactly how you feel! I took an RN job at my "dream hospital", but the unit I worked on was a small team and they were SO TOXIC, and it was full of cliques/bullies! I felt unwelcome and ganged up on, and I promptly left after three months. The day I gave my notice and walked out the door I was SOO HAPPY and relieved, I have never felt so free before. Healthcare in general is full of bullies and toxic environments, unfortunately, but I am sure other career areas are as well! If it wasn't for the financial aspect, I would leave healthcare and go work at a Walmart stocking shelves!! So glad you found your place, and I hope you enjoy your new job!!

[@damikaweg]

I align with this so much! Thank you for being so vulnerable. This is really helping me as a pre-pa student going through a quarter life crisis.

[@crazy4corbinbleux]

Thank you for sharing this story. Mine is a little different but I just withdrew from PA school during my clinical year. I had a full ride so thankfully no student loans. It was one of the most toxic environments, it was draining and I was no longer thriving- I was drowning in this process and lost myself. So many factors went into this but I no longer was the person I knew I worked so hard to become. I am coping and realizing that it is okay to release identities that once served you. I know this time will pass. I am 26, looking forward to getting married, and I know I have the rest of my life to figure this out.

[@krisk7681]

Hey there! This is comforting to hear. I'm in the same exact boat as you were when you wrote this comment a year ago. I left school 3 months ago for this same reasons and it was the easiest yet hardest decision I even made because I worked my behind off for 7-8 years to get into pa school. But like you said, the program was super toxic and I eventually lost myself. I hope you're doing well otherwise! Much luck with your future career and personal endeavors!

[@Snowymtn-nc4yy]

I love this honesty! I am struggling to figure out if I want to go to PA school and healthcare rn. And I love the message that a career does not equal worth.

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Thank you so much! I I really just wanted people to know even once you do decide on your career path, it's okay to question it! And yes, career does not equal worth at all. So important to remember that! At the end of the day we should make decisions based on what we feel called to do, what we enjoy, and how we want to impact the world! You're not alone in struggling to figure it out!

[@tatianagonzalez9893]

I think that this was so brave and honest to post, so many of us go through a similar thing as to thinking we’re supposed to have it all together by a certain age and if we don’t we’re failures.. it’s so easy to look around and compare and the feeling of being lost but I believe the first step is acknowledging such and we’re on our way. I’m on the same boat with you. Keep going queen ❤️

[@blackflute1]

Everything you said in this video really resonated with me. I’m currently taking a gap year before applying to PA school and was planning to apply this upcoming cycle but I’m pushing it off to the next cycle. The main reason is because my last job as a MA in a family medicine clinic was extremely toxic and burnt me out. I was going to work on autopilot and lost my compassion for my patients. Up until that job, I was looking at healthcare through a rose-colored glasses and was shocked to experience what I experienced. I began to question my passion for healthcare and if I really wanted to continue on this path to being a PA or even if I wanted to work in healthcare anymore. I starting feel very lost and depressed. Healthcare was all I ever knew and had my eye on since high school. It felt like I’ve worked this far for this long, giving so much time, energy, and money to becoming a competitive applicant for PA schools, but now I’m giving it all up. I could imagine people’s disappointment in me. Despite knowing that staying at that job would only make me feel worse, I stayed for a few more months. When I finally quit, I too felt irresponsible for not having a job lined up, but it also felt freaking liberating. I gave myself at least 2 weeks to relax and reflect, but there was pressure to find another job immediately. I landed a PT tech job that I’m currently working in. And honestly, it feels like I just jumped from one bad place to another one… which sucks. It made me feel unmotivated and like maybe this is a sign that healthcare is just like this and it’s not a good fit for me. I’m still in the process of figuring out what to do, which feels like a lonely process. However, your video made me feel not so alone in my thoughts. For anyone out there going through something similar, you’re not alone and it’s okay to question the path you’re currently taking. Best of luck!

[@SC-hu5pz]

It saddens me that there is so much toxicity in healthcare. I FEEL YOU. I HAVE BEEN THERE. Feels like a nightmare. I really hope that things get better for you.

[@adamr3345]

Every single job regardless of what career will have issues when it comes to collaboration and burnout. Often times feeling like you are stepping out of the boundaries between the position you applied for to "make ends meet" or fill in the gaps. ESPECIALLY ORTHO, everything is so fast paced. What really helps is just speaking to people from different fields and asking them what they struggle with. What really helps? Diversify your portfolio go experience things, if you find yourself questioning a career and cant get a definite answer to why am I doing this? Go experience more. If you decide to go back to health, you can say I've done this this and this, and I am confident to why I am here applying today (upper level education lets say).

[@monalynn2007]

Thank you so much for sharing. Ironically, I went through something similar and feel reassured that I am not the only one who has felt this way and went through these changes as well. You had me at, "I wanted to go into aesthetics." Unfortunately, when I applied, almost everyone wants 1-2 years of experience, so I did not go through what you did. However, I do understand what it feels like to work in a toxic environment. I am pleased to hear that you were able to get out of that environment, and I hope you found a place where you feel like you belong and you are appreciated for the work you do.

[@keishac9668]

Thank you for your transparency. That was refreshing. I'm currently trying to decide what I want as well.

[@livingwithkathryn4887]

and that’s on internal growth👏🏽 It’s so freeing knowing that being worthy of respect is not something you earn- its a birthright. I love watching your journey and I can’t wait to hear more about your new PA job! xoxo

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

yesss! It is SUCH an important thing to understand. We are worthy just as we are, and from there you can choose the career you want from a feeling of freedom, not from trying to gain a sense of worthiness. Always appreciative of your support Kathryn!!

[@elizabethnava2002]

Thank you so much for being vulnerable and transparent. I totally agree with what you said, and definitely have felt this so much, especially when family pressures are also involved. Thank you 🙏🏽

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Yes, family pressure can affect us more than we realize. Thank you so much for watching!

[@khayz6304]

So glad you spoke up. I am here right now. As a matter of fact, i just have my notice a few moments ago. I am on this journey now and I’m grateful you posted this.

[@emsabby99]

I appreciate your transparency, insight, and courage to share your experience 🥰 Good luck on your next adventure!!

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Thank you so much Em!! :)

[@lear9792]

I’ve been in the same position where I just dropped everything and left cause I couldn’t stand the toxicity of other people. I just want to be happy. I’m reflecting on this journey.. A lot of our decisions sometimes are influenced by the environment or circumstances and sometimes frustrations. I wanna make sure before I decide to transition to this path that I have a strong passion for it. Thank you for sharing your story! 🙏🏼❤️

[@dj_kaits]

Love you, Adrienne. I've been there and I'm always here to listen if you need/want it. 💜

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

OMG love you too! Would love to reconnect with you. Thank you for watching and supporting!!

[@robertstanley9633]

Thank you for sharing! I initially followed your channel because I thought I wanted to become a PA but I changed career paths 3 times in the past 2 years 😅 and I definitely understand when you said you felt guilty being burnt out because I feel that whole heartedly. I admire your vulnerability and courage to listen to your intuition because I feel like we share similar realizations with life, carrer and happiness and it feels nice to not feel alone. I'm excited to see what's next for you. All the best, take care 💕

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Thank you so much for your comment! I think it is more normal than talked about to change career paths like you did. It makes sense that since as humans we are constantly changing, that our interests in careers would change with us. You're definitely not alone!!

[@adamr3345]

Exciting! What careers did you change to, and what are you doing/plan to now?

[@bubelaJC]

I’m an NP working nights in a toxic environment with no work life balance and I can relate to this so much, looking for a new job as well. Thank you for making this video, makes me feel like I’m not alone. ❤️

[@wayneford9545]

Trust. Honesty. Transparency. Risk. Courage. Growth. Always follow and trust your gut, heart and brain!! STAND.

[@valeriecreps8906]

Thank you so much Adrienne for sharing your story. I myself went through nearly the exact same situation as a PA within the last year and a half (entered into a toxic position after feeling burnt out from my previous position), and hearing you tell your story makes me feel like I’m not alone with how I felt. I also am trying to navigate this profession to find the happiness I had set out for myself all the years ago when I dreamed about one day working in this field. Thank you so much again for sharing! I’m excited to follow along with you on your journey 💛 I wish you all the happiness!!

[@cadydavid8627]

Also in the almost the exact situation, graduated in 2019 extremely burnt out presently and questioning everything and am feeling terrified. We should start a support group! Thank you for posting this video, very honest and relatable…I’m serious about the support group! Lol

[@alexisnicole6066]

Hey Adrienne. I went through an almost identical situation as a PA a few months ago. The sentiment that everything was leading up to being a PA - college, grad school, etc - yet when you got there you weren't happy really resonated with me. I hope you find happiness and peace in your next position!

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Thank you so much Alexis! I am glad it resonated for you. Sometimes it can bring such relief just to know you aren't alone. Wishing you peace and happiness as well!

[@tamarasears5318]

Thank you for the best advice 😊

[@Times_to_Relax]

I want to go back for my PA but I have bipolar 1 that is triggered by stress…thanks for your video, this helps

[@oeckstei]

Something I would love for you or others to talk more about 1.)You can be a PA in 22 different countries. The healthcare structure and culture can be vastly different from the US. 2.) PA consultant/ telemedicine ?

[@nikiedmonds6236]

I want to quit my PA job so bad...my current practice is beyond toxic and my mental health is in the toilet...unfortunately I can't afford to just walk out and I'm having difficulty finding another job...I know deep down I chose the wrong career but I don't have the energy to completely start over.. this video gives me some hope that it's possible to find happiness...thank you ❤️

[@sashanicole555]

aw Adrienne I'm sorry to hear that. I really wanted to be a PA though.

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

I still work as a PA. But I would definitely not base your decision to become a PA off of my choices or experiences! If you want to be a PA, become a PA. If you don't, don't. This is a video about my personal experience that I am sharing in case anyone else is struggling with the same thing. This is not a video to tell someone what career path to take or not to take. Everyone is on their own journeys and paths. Only you know what is best for you! :)

[@JaiiKaiiLove07]

I did the same thing as a PA at one of my jobs. I left without a backup to reevaluate what I wanted and no one understood, people were confused but ultimately I'm glad I did. Loved this video!

[@katiemetzger7331]

Did you list the job on your resume or did you leave it off? Or did you only list the years worked if you're trying to cover up a gap? I've been a PA for 2 years, my first job I was at for 18 months and have references. My second job was a horrible fit so I had to quit after 2 months. I'm currently worried about how this is going to look and if I should list the job or not.

[@JaiiKaiiLove07]

@@katiemetzger7331 I listed the job on my resume since I was there for 4 years. They asked about the gap on my resume and since I left around the holidays I explained that I quit at that time so I could spend more time with my family and was already on my job search

[@katiemetzger7331]

@@JaiiKaiiLove07 ok good to know. Do you think people will understand me leaving a bad fit job if I can provide good references? Is it even worth listing the recent job at all or just be honest as long as I can explain in interviews?

[@JaiiKaiiLove07]

@@katiemetzger7331 I'd say you could do either as long as you have a good explanation. I just wouldn't talk very poorly about your previous employer

[@bobdeengineer7396]

Thanks for sharing I am a license PA and not able to land a job/career for the past 1.5 years. Good thing is, my engineering degree kicked in so I can troubleshoot and fix about anything to scrounge up a living. A bit of advise is never change career if you are over 40.😂.

[@captaintom7600]

Ideally, future students might go through this introspection prior to taking on student debt and bad experiences.

[@burritobrosvideos8060]

Impossible

[@user-hn9qg5qm3o]

Everything you are saying Adrienne is exactly the same thing I have experienced in healthcare only difference is I am a Physical Therapist Assistant. You would think “Ohh just walk people around all day..how hard can that be?” I have experienced much of the same shadiness and nasty toxicity amongst various healthcare staff and bullying seems to be everywhere. I rarely meet anyone in healthcare that doesn’t have this weird condescending personality. Even when you try to just do your job and stay out of their way it can sometimes feel as if they come after you like you have a target on your back.

[@3M13s]

That’s awesome! What specialty are you in now?!

[@danielm5531]

How are you doing/feeling these days? Hope you are doing better mentally. I am a PA almost 10 years in, and I am questioning if I can do clinical work anymore. Stay strong

[@Ntalaia]

Hey !! Why do you feel that way ?

[@danielm5531]

@Ntalaia Hey! Feeling like I never have enough time to just sit down and talk to patients as people, not numbers on a lab sheet or an icd 10 code. Some patients just want to be heard and talk to someone to know they ok. :)

[@bianka4590]

I am in medical schoool only because of aethetic medicine.. but everything other than is draining me out completly . :( I am burnt out and can’t deal with this anymore , i dont know what to do :(

[@ashirahh]

Talk to someone regularly, Dear. You have to have a social life in spite of med school otherwise you will suffer mentally. Big hugs

[@yanelydelgado6759]

Can you do a video about your new job? Like what you do? Was it a specialty PA change?

[@AlignwithAdrienne]

Yes I probably will eventually! I haven't really disclosed much about it yet. After my experience with my last job, I wanted to make sure this new job is somewhere I feel comfortable talking about. But I likely will make a video or talk about it in the future!

[@yanelydelgado6759]

@@AlignwithAdrienne Thank you!!!

[@Uromastyxfanatics]

feel this way too, but I am an engineer

[@JulesQ94]

Not happy in my first job. Hoping that it’s just the wrong specialty for me. But it is a weird feeling to have this goal and all this buildup for SO LONG and then it’s here and meh.

[@brianlee9776]

Yeah... Been a PA for 10 years... Looking for a way out.

[@eoinbrennan3949]

I left my job in healthcare too. The environment was toxic and there were more red flags than communist China. I understand the fears..........of not having something else lined up, of feeling like you're irresponsible, while everyone around you is "Busy" and "on their Grind". The fear of not knowing what the next step is. I debated with myself right up til the last minute as to whether I would resign or not, but in the end I pulled the trigger, and it was because of this Bible verse: "What profit a man that he gains the whole world but loses his soul. Is anything worth losing your soul for?". That verse filled me with certainty, despite the fears, I left. And the people I worked with were amazed I could just walk away like that. A lot of them had been there so long they'd become institutionalized, they could no longer see the glaring red flags and they'd become some hardened that who they really were was buried under layers and layers of trauma. I resonate with the lack of a sense of identity aswell, but when I stepped back and really unpacked all of these fears and doubts, they were all nonsense and I realised that from the word go we are all conditioned to slot into this big production machine. In fact Pink Floyd have a song about this, its called "Welcome to the machine"(from the album Wish you were here). Everything we're told and taught is training us to be a cog in that machine. And its a cold heartless, uncaring, unfeeling monster that extracts the best from people then spits them out when they're 65 or whatever, broken, their health long gone, only for them to keel over and die shortly thereafter. I made a vow that whatever I do with my life it will not be a decision based on fear and I will not serve that machine in any way shape or form.

[@kuddusjajira8392]

I don't understand i m trying to understand why don't you or cant you open your own business?