I Lost My Daughter to Suicide, This is How God is Helping Me Heal…

[@elevit9391]

Greatest man in history, had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today🙏🏻. His name is Jesus.❤

[@IWillBeSaved]

AMEN!!!!

[@stronggirlaline]

Amen 🙏

[@gabrielledagher4101]

Amen

[@zondilidovho]

That is my Lord you are referring to right there. 🇿🇦 South Africa

[@melissaacosta299]

Amen ❤

[@edenredeemed]

Jesus please raise among your people spiritual warriors able to break generational curses and cast out demons. I declare on the name of Jesus that all spirits of depression, anxiety and suicide flee from all who come to watch this video. In Jesus name amen. Stay strong everyone and trust in the Lord. Fast and pray!

[@ashleyrandolph5527]

Thank you I really needed this!!! God bless you ❤

[@jayfievre9520]

In Jesus name Amen

[@nataliaavila5477]

Amen!! I come into agreement in Jesus name❤️

[@alondraconde7496]

Amen 🙏🏼 yesssss in Jesus’s mighty name 🙏🏼❤️

[@ericacastro2224]

Amen 🙌

[@laetitiabuys5380]

I lost my son last year also suicide. I feel so empty. Please pray for me.

[@lesleybrown1583]

Sooooooooooo sorry, praying for you 🥰

[@mariahsb7221]

You will be on my prayers 😢

[@gloriabebop5313]

Prayers are ŵith you, be strong 💪🏾

[@marisamartin3664]

God bless and comfort you. May you see him in heaven and have peace

[@JesusISKingNoMatterWhat]

I'm Praying for you!!! Years ago I tried to commit suicide a few times and I Never Blamed God or Blame my mom. Don't Blame yourself. They were sad and depressed. Nothing to do with you. Release and know they made it to Heaven. I met a man in his 80s that talked to me when I got well and he said he knew someone who committed suicide and he said later God gave him a dream saying that a brain is an organ and it was sick. And that people commit suicide because their mind is sick like a cancer patient. So if they were sick God knows your child was sick and made it to Heaven. You will see them again. I know God is sending you this message to you today. Be Strong and Move forward you will see them in Heaven. It was not your fault.

[@elisenowak23]

My heart hurts for every single woman that has felt pressured to get an abortion. I got pregnant at 16 & that was everyone’s go to “solution” otherwise I was “ruining my life.” By the grace of God, he has brought me & my son (now 6yo) through so much and has poured his loved out in abundance. Prayers for this sweet mama, what a powerful testimony. 🙏🏽💛

[@TrukNLife316]

My mother in law tried to force my gf at that time (2010) to abort the baby and my wife called me and she thought I was going to say abort and no, I said no you will not abort, our son is now about to turn 13yo and I thank God we didn't abort our little handsome boy and we are about to get our family bigger (family of 7) thank God for the huge blessings.

[@cocomomo8837]

amen sister ,,Courage is great then ,fear ,God did not give us the Spirit of fear ,but The spirit of Life &love &peace &Joy

[@elysechartrand3692]

Powerful… May the grace of God keep your family close to Him who give peace always. Soon your family will be reunited with Valeria for His return.❤

[@glyndafuentes3000]

God has a reason and a purpose for everything. He is control, just trust Him.

[@MD-hg9dq]

Thanks for sharing. Every heart knows its own sorrow. Now comes a prayer of complete surrender using caps as emphasis to help others find THE WAY AT GOD'S MERCY (HIS LOVE GIFT IN JESUS CHRIST) since our contract with survival is brokered with sadness, fragility and anxiety. On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE. YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰 YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark when aiming to solve a problem then creating another resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive justification by grace even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow. If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰 They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh. They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take. Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES. LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain. LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌 LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰 LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their doors until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌 If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee. Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh. O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰

[@DoreenMiller-qk4wt]

I have a similar story of my daughter committing suicide last year. She was my only child. The pain was unbearable but God is my strength.

[@xiniabryan2304]

I'm so sorry. God alone is our strength. There's no other way.

[@raedawn7991]

Sorry

[@pcbro2094]

God is the Only source Of hope, confort and healing we have. Hold on tide to Jesus, our loving Father.🙏🙏🙏

[@kitwarjri7086]

I'm so sorry for yr loss..I'm praying for u that God will give u the comfort n peace n guide yr heart n mind in Chrsit Jesus.Amen.🙏

[@nancy1543]

❤

[@beckymarie4936]

As soon as she started crying I cried. Lord give her and her husband strength during this time. Her faith is inspiring.

[@sherrydianebrown]

Praying for you. Yes hold on to Jesus like Job. You are a shining light for Jesus.

[@Ms19741979]

It broke my heart

[@robertatrujillo178]

thank you precious sister. my daughter continues to cry for help through depression. she is 14. she loves Jesus and is also weary of this world. pray for my Arianna. I was blessed with your testimony.

[@xiniabryan2304]

I will be praying for her. God is in control. Don't forget that 🙏

[@robertatrujillo178]

@xiniabryan2304 thank you. I won't forget. my son left to heaven Jjne 18 2021... a car accident ...I found out as I watched the news. this makes the sufferings of my daughter seem harder. I will cling to your words....words that I too have shared and too believe.

[@kitwarjri7086]

I'm so sorry for the loss of yr Son.May he Rest in Peace.Im praying for yr daughter Arianna that God will gv her the peace n comfort n Guard her heart n mind in Christ Jesus.Amen.🙏

[@MelvinaDelaCruz]

I was thinking of doing suicide. I can't take it anymore. Nobody loves me, even my family & they even bully/treat me bad. I don't have job, I live alone in a very small squatter area just to have sleep area. Im very weak not taking my maintenance for more than 6yrs. I have diabetes, hypertension, heart enlargement, hard to breath, easily gets tired, my feet/toes painful, my eyes need operation bcoz I can't hardly see. I was thinking ending my life. Even food I can't buy & always starving. So many trials, hardships, strugglings, am like a broken glass don't know how to pick up the pieces having all these strugglings😭

[@davidmukunda6435]

Still praying for you. Mathew 11:28

[@beautyforashes23]

I felt myself chocking up while listing to this at work. As someone who dealt with sever depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts as a teenager my heart goes out to you. Never stop believing in God and never stop praying. This was not your fault. The enemy will really play with your mind, praying for the youth is so important.❤

[@lb7084]

Hold Jesuschrist hand very tight and call him every day at any time, His words are true, he stated anyone who call me I will respond. He spoke the truth, he is the only way to salvation. I have proof that he is real.I call him and he respond when I need most. Blessings ❤❤ ❤❤

[@MD-hg9dq]

Thanks for sharing. Every heart knows its own sorrow. Now comes a prayer of complete surrender using caps as emphasis to help others find THE WAY AT GOD'S MERCY (HIS LOVE GIFT IN JESUS CHRIST) since our contract with survival is brokered with sadness, fragility and anxiety. On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE. YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰 YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark when aiming to solve a problem then creating another resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive justification by grace even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow. If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰 They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh. They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take. Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES. LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain. LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌 LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰 LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their doors until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌 If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee. Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh. O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰

[@courseofaction4081]

❤

[@partlysimpson5154]

Yes, I heard testimonies people who are committing to suicide and they call up lord name, even for the first time they are saved and god protect them from committing suicide @@lb7084

[@care4animals114]

​@@lb7084absolutely true. He stands at the door and knocks ❤

[@shykemajae]

I love how she spoke about feeling she needed to be perfect before coming to God because that’s so real, how we try to do God’s role before surrendering to Him.

[@saintejeannedarc9460]

The devil tries to do that to us. I've been having a terrible trial, and struggling for my trust in God again, because of bad circumstances. A friend, kind of like one of Job's counselors keeps judging me and sent me a clip about how I should be a better Christian. It doesn't convict me, that type of thing doesn't occur to me. Holding onto my faith is the most important thing right now. It reminds me of the prayers of the publican and pharisee. Our most honest prayer is, have mercy on me, as sinner.

[@merciedejoie4249]

Everyone who feels the need to come to God must come has they are. Jesus is the Redeemer.❤❤❤

[@sistersusie8569]

We don't clean our bodies before we go in the shower😊

[@annaalva2320]

My youngest brother took his own life in 2013. I asked my uncle who is a pastor about if he went to hell. He told me " if you die from cancer, does God take you? Or from an accident where something is broken or missing? How can you think that God would not also love and take someone to heaven who dies of a broken heart and mind and spirit?" This healed something inside of me that was so broken. I hope people can begin to understand this and not hurt the grieving families more by allowing such a lie against God.

[@anikawhittingham7603]

Not being rude I know that mother is hurting BUT there is no way God can go against his words. Thou shall not kill so how a man commit suicide enter into heaven. God cannot contradict himself. No one wants to see their family go to hell BUT I can only give my sympathy and pray but I will not agree on that. God's word stands.

[@anikawhittingham7603]

Remember Judas kill himself because he couldn't forgive himself for what he had done. Where is JUDAS??? Pls don't fall into emotions where you believe a lie. We have to follow what God's word says. Her story is really touching But I cannot go against God's word because of emotions.

[@lightyearss]

@@anikawhittingham7603 not to be rude either but do you REALLY think that your comment is helping this grieving woman? She lost someone and you’re essentially saying they’re in hell. How helpful is that? You don’t have to agree, but you also don’t have to comment. Pray for them.

[@katrinaflores2012]

This is a very difficult topic. You may see it as rude, but if most of us Christians truly believed it to be okay to kill ourselves, then wouldn't you think there would be many more doing so? I believe this is a lie, and it may lead a few weaker Christians astay who are battling deep depression. Not all Christians are set free. We don't want to say it's okay, God forgives it, and encourage it. The reality is hard. I'm sad watching this.

[@katrinaflores2012]

Let's not forget, scripture does mention prophets who desired to die. They were weakened, feeling defeated. God knows we can reach these extremes. However, if we really love God, we will keep living for Him. If we are truly chosen then a way will be made. This woman's daughter was not saved and she made a tragic choice.

[@jdj0117]

I lost my mother to suicide when I was 12 in 2009. And my birthdate is January 17, so this testimony hits a special spot. Thanks for sharing Miss

[@brittanyfyi]

I have the same birthday. Bless you and your family❤

[@theworldforgot4857]

May your mom rest in eternal peace and may GOD give you and your family strength and courage in JESUS MIGHTY, PRECIOUS, AND MATCHLESS NAME AMEN!!!!!🙏🏽🤲🏽❤️☝🏽✝️

[@Liepos11]

I’m sending you lots of love and hugs!❤❤

[@nessilashylla6862]

We have the same birthday❤

[@theworldforgot4857]

@@nessilashylla6862 may GOD bless you abundantly!🙏🏽🤲🏽❤️☝🏽✝️

[@SuperRennny]

"I'm holding onto him their is no other way" "Their is nothing out there (in the world) I've already been out there and there is nothing I'm staying here (with Jesus)." 🙌🙏💪

[@Svetlanaeliason7123]

😢

[@Kelitha09]

On 9/5/23, I lost my brother to suicide and had to bury him 4 days before my birthday. The last two years of his life we noticed a complete shift in his mindset and attitude. We tried to help the best way we know how. Unfortunately, he felt like this was the only escape. My family and I are going to the grieving process and it’s been challenging. A lot of questions, guilt, numbness and confusion. Thank you for sharing your testimony.

[@candaceanderson3009]

I'm so sorry for your loss🙏🏽❤

[@Mrs.Duke6624]

I’m so sorry for your loss. 🥺 Praying that the Lord renews the hearts, minds, and souls during such a difficult and painful time and beyond. ❤

[@eecoachgirl]

So sorry for the mother above’s loss and your loss. In my field, I work with many clients exhibiting depression, but like you said, sometimes we can do everything, but…. I pray your hearts receives all that Jesus has to offer you all. It takes time, so it’s hard to say any other words. I had a client whose son took his own life. The client was a very strong Christian. It was difficult for me as a therapist to be there for and with her trying to be careful with words and faith. I believe I wanted to refer her to a Christian Therapist, but sometimes clients really like who they’re working with. I pray her heart is in a better place today. Grief Counselors are so helpful for these scenarios. I’m thinking of your families 💐🙏🏾🥰.

[@deandredaniel6998]

Yes I’m so sorry for your loss

[@LR-uk4dh]

My husband and I suffered the loss of our only son who was 21 years old last December. We know the loss and the grief. It’s real. What the evil one means for bad, however, God can use for good. We had been living a lukewarm Christian life. We are now living a life of purpose with the full armor of God. we are found a God-fearing, God, loving church family. We pray every day. We read the Bible and go to church events and Bible studies. We are fully devoted to Jesus. He has our full attention. He has also given me several signs that our son is with him, and never has to have a sad moment again. Glory be to God! 48:16

[@dinagrijalva1093]

I am a new born Cristiana and these testimonies on this channel help me to see people different and also feed my soul. Thank Yuooooo LORD for saving lives❤❤❤

[@s.d.melcher]

My sister in Christ! ✨💖💪😇✝️🙏🥰💖✨ Randy Kay and SaintAVS are also great channels for you.

[@Danielle14..6]

happy that you got saved :)

[@Yj-Fj]

Hallelujah! All the angels are rejoicing because you have chosen to put your total trust in Jesus as your Savior and your God!! Please do continue to keep your heart and mind focused on Jesus Christ who is the Author and the Finisher of your faith, who reveals the heavenly Father to you by the Holy Spirit, for one day you will see Him face to face!!!

[@midimusicforever]

It's very brave to talk about this openly!

[@gilmaxff]

This video hit me so badly! Just reminded me about how many times I thought of suicide and how JESUS gave me balance to dig myself out of it. 😢

[@Graced4ever]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Lay it all at his feet. He's the greatest comforter.

[@FAITH-g3l]

I CRIED SO MUCH WITH THIS TESTIMONIAL BUT I ALSO LEARNED SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS US ALL 🙏🏼♥️

[@nadi_link]

I cried so much too 😭 Peace and blessings God bless you all 🙏❤

[@iamkels5297]

Me too. Especially the husband part cause that’s what I’m facing now. Going to my husband’s church with his side of families but he doesn’t wanna go to church and would rather stay at home sleeping . I didn’t pray enuf for him and also gave up and let God do the rest. After watching this I guess I have to fast and pray for God to touch his heart and reveals Himself to him

[@curlyheadgirl49]

I lost my Dad to suicide 9 months ago and God is great , he is the only one that gives me hope in this life on Earth

[@claryemily]

My son logan (19) took his life 9/2/22. He was a beautiful soul. He was so sweet. Your testimony was very similar to mine. Thank you for posting you testimony.

[@kitwarjri7086]

I'm so sorry for yr loss..Praying for u that God will gv u the peace n comfort n Guard our heart n mind in Christ Jesus.Amen.🙏

[@ChristyJ]

I lost my 14 year old son on 2/1/23 to suicide…I feel like we have similar stories. I am healing through God…I feel like I survive through my Bible, prayer and therapy. Psalm 34:18

[@xiniabryan2304]

We are survivors. Only God can help through this, my dear sister. I'm praying for you.

[@ChristyJ]

@@xiniabryan2304 Thank you, I prayed for you too…I could feel the same pain and emotions as you were sharing your story. We need to continue to share our stories and how God is helping us through the unimaginable pain and suffering we feel daily. I feel God’s presence in my life and know He holds me up when I can’t do it on my own.

[@postzenith]

​@@xiniabryan2304Hi. I am a first generation Salvadorean woman 32, who lost my dad to suicide on 6/21/23. He was a refugee from El Salvador in the 80s. He was drunk, depressed when he did it. I cant explain it but I believe that he was saved. I cried and prayed for a sign, just one, to know that he was saved. I had a pschology appt that same day and my doc is a man who studied the bible and theology in college. He told me that we cannot comprehend Gods mercy. There is a moment before my dad pulled the trigger where he may have asked for forgiveness for what he was about to do. Thats all that is needed to be saved. I hadnt thought of that! I sat thinking was that my sign? Then 2 nights later I had a dream where his body was getting ready for cremation. I was told to say my final goodbyes and as I approached him his body started to come alive. He began glowing and he took a breath, opened his eyes and got up and smiled at me. He kept getting younger and shining brighter, even growing his hair. He was bald, balding. He was happy I hugged him and yelled, Stop the cremation! You cannot cremate a man who is ALIVE. Then woke up. I believe God gave me 2 signs and not one. Blessings to you and your family. i pray that the Lord will give all us who suffer these tradegies peace that surpasses all understanding. Take care.

[@sophiebean2023]

So sorry😢lost my 23 yr old grandson on 12/11/23 It's devastating. But many don't tell or share their pain..

[@nunya98xt]

Amen, thank you for sharing your testimonies. We overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony!

[@mccoydm8216]

I am so so sorry for your loss! I will be praying for you and all others affected by suicide. My daughter is 17 now but on 2/6/22 when she was 15 we almost lost her to suicide. I will never forget the feelings I felt when I found her in her room. I drive her to the ER just in time. They transferred her to intensive care where we stayed for 2 days. I remember praying by her side the entire time though and Jesus was in that hospital room with us, and she actually saw Him! I truly believe that He was there for your beautiful daughter too and He welcomed her with open and loving arms into Heaven. Jesus knows her heart and He knows she loves Him and she just wanted to be with Him and out of this fallen world. The depression and anxiety can be so overwhelming and our young people struggle with this daily. I pray that God will continue to bring healing to you, your husband and oldest daughter and all others who are impacted by this tragedy and so many others like it. 🙏🏻💞 Like you I also believe that Jesus is coming back soon and He is preparing our hearts to receive Him. You will be with your daughter in paradise soon ❤ God bless you and keep you until that blessed day!

[@annaalva2320]

I'm so sorry. I hope you and your daughter are ok now. Blessings 🙏

[@MD-hg9dq]

Suicide guilt separates anyone from GOD since it prevents them from asking for forgiveness. Every heart knows its own sorrow. Now comes a prayer of complete surrender using caps as emphasis to help others find THE WAY AT GOD'S MERCY (HIS LOVE GIFT IN JESUS CHRIST) because our contract with survival is brokered with sadness, fragility and anxiety. On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE. YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰 YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark when aiming to solve a problem then creating another resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive justification by grace even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow. If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰 They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh. They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take. Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES. LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain. LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌 LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰 LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their doors until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌 If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee. Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh. O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰

[@googlewalle8904]

I'm with you. Almost lost my daughter, 19 years old, on 5/24/23. Thank God my wife found her in time. She tried to get her out of the bed and they both fell to the floor. My wife called 911, and she was rushed to the Hospital where she also stayed for 3 days but checked herself into to the County for 1 week and was just depressing (almost like One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest movie). I explained to my daughter, who was at the age of accountability that because she didn't know Jesus she could have ended up in Hell. She's very well aware of the consequences of sin and that we've all fallen short, need to repent and ask Jesus into our hearts. She accepted Jesus in June. I'm so grateful to Father God and His wonderful Son Jesus for truly saving my daughter. She still has her struggles as we're just all living in very tough times. I myself am without a Job, and about to run out of money. But, I'm trusting God to take care of us. I pray for all the hurting souls out there. And as they said in this Video, if you know someone struggling with suicidal thoughts, please get them help. Let them know they're not alone. So many are hurting. May God protect and bless you all.

[@danielapearls1491]

Hallelujah💞🙏🏻✝️

[@anitaadido4700]

Amen! We come against the spirit of suicide, we refuse it in Jesus' name!

[@almakehlerbrown3935]

I lost my daughter to suicide 6 days ago. I feel your pain.

[@xiniabryan2304]

Im so sorry 😞 God be with you, dear sister 🕊🤍

[@chrisc1896]

So so sorry to hear that. 😢

[@lolabarrios7985]

So sorry I lost my son on 7.2.22 due to horrible car accident still hurts so bad. 😢😢

[@sveng3192]

I am so sorry. God bless you

[@ellacasper8598]

I am so sorry to hear this. You are a great mama. God bless you. You are in my prayers❤️

[@StrongHer40]

This blessed me immeasurably. As someone who struggles from anxiety and depression, I’m so determined to live and break this cycle so that my babies aren’t dealing with this same issue. My heart aches for her yet I’m so blessed to see how hopeful and encouraging she is. God bless you Delafé Ministries. God bless this Beautiful Woman of God and her Family 🙏🏾 🩵💜

[@LovesMostHigh]

In JESUS NAME

[@mindblowingquestions]

I’m going through those suicidal thoughts and not sure if I’m actually going to do it… so far me waiting on God’s Word kept me going but I do need some type of prayer 🙏🤷‍♂️ would appreciate it much

[@cmariebarnes8228]

Prayed for you sweetheart ❤

[@delafetestimonies]

Praying for you!!! But also please click the link in the description box and allow one of our friends to help you through it. Don’t do it on your own!

[@sishrac]

I understand as I've also been suicidal, convinced there was no other option left. But I allowed God to take over and He did. He's proven to be faithful to anyone who turns to Him. He will give you rest through His Son just as He promised. You're in my prayers.

[@mccoydm8216]

Please do not listen to those thoughts in your head! Jesus loves you and He has plans for your life here on Earth. Soon enough we who have put our faith in his finished work on the cross will all be with Him. Stay strong and persevere! I am praying for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@natasharomero8]

I tried to commit suicide I few times when I was younger in my teens, the anxiety and depression was absolutely crippling. It honestly doesn't last though!! You have so much to look forward to in the future God has a plan for you!Once you feel the bad the good to come feels so much better. Jesus says focus on him ❤

[@cirilohernandeziii]

Her daughter took her life a year today. I can’t even imagine what she’s going through. God bless her

[@pinky-ud1rt]

I lost my brother from suicide in 1997 never got over it..so sorry for your loss

[@xiniabryan2304]

I'm so sorry. It's a nightmare, but through this hell, God comes and walks with us.

[@Beswift1989]

Sorry for your loss ❤

[@linak7155]

This woman relates such a sad life. She was raised by a Jekyll and Hyde Dad and a mom who could not guide her. It sounds like many a story I have heard of self-destruction. Yet, through all the wrong choices, she was still tender. God the Father used her daughter to slowly begin to woe her back to Yeshua.That was amazing! 🕊❤

[@bunglejoy3645]

Lots of us who feel sucidal or try to end it don't come from problem lives childhoods or backgrounds many reasons lead to attempts

[@alserrette]

5 months? 😢 Thank you for doing this testimony 🙏 ❤. It is very powerful 👏. All the praying and fasting over your husband was, just for me. Im praying and fasting as we speak, 9 days. All for my mother's deliverance. Ty

[@lillyhudsondelacey7061]

My daughter passed aay last week, 17 years old. I believe and hold on to Jesus. She believed too, she took her life to end the pain she felt. I cling to my saviour. We will see our babies soon - your testimony helped me, thank you - there is hope

[@NathanParisienSenior]

My sweet 13 year old girl chose to go to heaven, 7/1/24. I pray that you find comfort and that your daughter meets you at the gates of heaven with open arms. Take care.

[@xiniabryan2304]

I'm really sorry. No words. Only Jesus can comfort us 🙏 You'll be in my prayers.

[@lindajaniszewski1094]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. It really hit home. My grandson is struggling with suicidal thoughts, and I am so worried about him. I pray night and day for him. He is 16 and has no friends. Prayers work and I'm trusting God to protect him from himself.

[@eloquentlymo]

There are only two testimonials that have TRULY moved me to tears. This is the second one. Lord, strengthen everyone grieving in whatever way. It is well, In Jesus' name. Amen.

[@modestermasiyiwa5058]

Powerful especially when she says " I know who is behind this ( the devil himself ). Pain, tragedy and all evil comes from the enemy. This sister and her husband have been working so hard for God and of course the devil wants to break them. We hold on to God irregardless!!!

[@oumin6580]

I also lost my son 2/19/2021 to suicide. He was 39 suffering from mental illness. I am still grieving. I also wonder whether he is in heaven. Out of grace, God gave me a dream that he took me to heaven for 3 minutes. There I saw him and Jesus. I cried with you. God is doing some healing through your words.

[@joanneleadley5266]

The grief must be so raw. I've seen near death experiences of people who had committed suicide and they all experienced unconditional love. God said that it was time for your daughter to come home . This suffering world is beyond words and we have to endure so much pain. I don't believe in heaven and hell as places we go to because our hell is living in this mortal, suffering mind and heart. God is unconditional love and he will draw us all back to this state of being

[@LaboyB]

My mother went through the same situation losing my brother to suicide. He was 16 years old 😞. Praying for you and your family.

[@kaarenrobinson2457]

My prayers are with you and your family. I truly believe you have saved someone’s life through your testimony! God continue to Bless and keep you. 🙏🏿❤️🙏🏿

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen!!

[@yolandasweet1625]

My prayers are with you. Keep your hands in God’s hands

[@elchente9229]

God have mercy 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I pray against that spirit of suicide in the name of Jesus Christ

[@Yeshua.22]

How beautiful! What the enemy meant for evil, God used for good 🕊️

[@MrSeaSquirtz]

Yes, amen.

[@kookiemama2008]

Praise God !

[@karenearle5507]

Xenia, I am so sorry for your loss. I can understand your situation, and I am so sorry. I know it's hard, but hold on. Your testimony was everything! God saved me from taking my life. I'm weeping with you. When you said God (YAH) said, as he fought for Moses he is fighting for your daughter also. I believe she is well. I lost my nieces to suicide. I cried for more than a year. Finally, God spoke to me and said her name, and said she is fine. I love you Sister Xenia and hold on to God and Jesus Christ ❤️🙏🏾

[@roseofsharon.6192]

I needed to hear that, our beloved Dannielle took her own life three years ago after a long time of bad mental health leaving us devistated but God gave me a peace in my heart she is fine and with him and your testimony is confirmation...Ppl need to STOP saying suicide leads to the wrong place its so so WRONG !!! .Gods ways are not our ways they are higher ...God bless you dear you will see your daughter again be strong xx.

[@samuelzulu9731]

Of course, it does

[@samuelzulu9731]

Remember, Satan is a liar

[@roseofsharon.6192]

offcourse what does ? @@samuelzulu9731

[@EJ-yd8zn]

God is good no matter what happens to us. Thank you for sharing your story. I’ll pray for you!

[@fromthethrone]

I pray for you. 😢 You will see her again soon, at his 2nd coming. Our homes and families will be finally joined and reunited, gethered together and happy again.

[@Desiree-k7k]

I’ve been struggling with depression and I felt the bolt spirit during her prayer. Thank you for your testimony, I pray for healing for you and your family. ❤

[@PainFreeCarol]

💙💙💙

[@carlybusch6601]

My heart and prayers go out to this beautiful woman and her family. I'm crying with you through your story, but also praising God for the many miracles and perspectives he has given you 💜

[@yomille82]

My heart hurts for her😞😭 ❤️‍🩹 I've fought it myself for years. Lost a dear brother to it two years ago. But my daughter attempted on September 16th. Broke me Worst feeling ever. I was so scared. She's doing better. God helped us through it. Praying I can help her overcome depression teaching her about God's love. Praying for her and her family. Thank you for sharing this testimony. I will share this with my daughter 🙏 The Lord is close to those who are broken-hearted. I pray he gives you comfort and peace my sister 🫂

[@mccoydm8216]

Amen

[@owlsrawesome]

If she gets bad again, seek deliverance. I used to be suicidal for a decade but had the spirit of death casted out of me and now I’ve been free for a year.

[@Docmiller4425]

Praying for your daughter and your family. May God help her and hold her tight so that she overcomes the depression. God bless your whole family.

[@rasheedabrinson3443]

Yes I pray your family seeks deliverance that the devil doesn’t rob you anymore. The devil is a legalist but Jesus will break off those curses God bless you my sister

[@yomille82]

@@rasheedabrinson3443 🥲🙏

[@CarolBuck-bt7km]

Thank you for your testimony. I lost my 28 year old daughter to suicide in Jan 2022. I am broken. I am holding on to Jesus with the last of my strength, but my strength is small

[@xiniabryan2304]

God alone is our Refuge. Soon, very soon, we will see our king and our loved ones ❤️ Don't give up!

[@xiniabryan2304]

🙏🙏🙏

[@vekiebaking-shelton1452]

In the mighty name of Jesus please heal this mother and family over the death of her child. May you feel the comfort and love and peace of Jesus all over you and your family 🙏🙏🙏

[@lonia.5283]

Jesus Christ is truly also everything I have, my only Hope.AMEN ❤ thank you for your testimony. I pray for you that you may heal from your grief, because you will see Valeria again, may God heal you in Jesus Christ's Name. Amen ❤

[@delafetestimonies]

Amen!!

[@sharongovender3138]

Amen 🙏 Thank you Jesus. I also lost my daughter aged 13 in year 2006 . Yes only Jesus can carry you

[@JosieSilva-m6y]

OMG!!😭 My precious sister. I lost someone I loved to suicide. God reminded me.. God is with us even when we walk through the shadow of death! If the blood of a lamb was able to save the Israelites first born from the shadow of death how much more the blood of our precious JESUS!!

[@harringtonhypa1648]

This is beautiful, im so happy to hear that she is Seventh Day Adventist, she's the first testimony from an SDA member that i've heard on this channel. We need more of these testimonies from SDA members

[@charityhope9546]

I’ve struggled with thoughts of suicide since the age of 12 and deeply in my 20s. I’m 38 now. The last thoughts of suicide I had was a yr ago. I have no idea why this has been my burden but my belief and love for Christ is so deep; He has carried me through every time. I know He will use my experience for a greater purpose. I coincidentally now work in mental health and I’m pursing my NP. Im able to first hand understand my patient’s deep pain. I’m able to speak of the love of Christ daily in my interactions with patients. It has brought me great joy. There is no greater human experience than to stare into the eyes of another human and be able to radiate the love of Christ in the place of darkness they sit in and witness hope be restored. The enemy has tried hard to take me out; but by the grace of God I have been protected and able to pull through . I pray God continues to have mercy on me and sanctify me according to His will.

[@chrisc1896]

God is good all the time. Glad u r still here.

[@GISE0102]

MayGod give you strength! No one deserves this pain ! Am struggling with my 3 brothers they are all alcoholic and homeless everything they touches they buy alcohol and drugs ! And am struggling with shame because of them and me I had to drink to try hidding my shame try no to be me even I can’t tell my husband my identity because I am ashamed but pray for me I want to quit alcohol and be a better mom to my son and my husband and to break all family curse! Who ever reading this pray for me am struggling with depression and anxiety! And am tired

[@xiniabryan2304]

I'm praying for you, dear sister. God has better plans. Just open your heart to Him and let him do the work on you. Surrender to Him, it's worth it.

[@ServantofYah99]

As someone who lost my father by suicide at 8 years old . This testimony touched my heart ! Thank you for sharing your testimony, and thank you Jesus !

[@kimacker8594]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are grieving and you had to relive a lot of pain. You are helping people. There are so many people out there suffering from depression, etc. and they have to realize that Jesus is the only way in this life. Like you said, it won't always be easy, but it is the only way to live, for Christ.

[@Jackjohnjay]

This poor woman has been through so much. God bless her and grant her peace. ❤

[@deeali9757]

I lost my grandma and dad very recently to suicide. There is so much turmoil in my family. I hope we dont lose another to suicide. It's really tough. I have started my walk with Jesus alone. Hopefully, I meet him soon.

[@xiniabryan2304]

Jesus keeps you and sustained you. I'm praying for you!

[@deeali9757]

thank you 🙏 @@xiniabryan2304

[@janieferguson9754]

I'm so sorry for your loss, it's so hard to lose your loved ones, but God will take care of us especially when we learn to trust Him completely. God is watching over you and your family,

[@JumpdeArt]

How have you been?

[@tracymay8268]

Jesus desires relationship. If you draw near to Him, He will draw near to you. Talk to Him and He will respond but it just might not be how or the way you expect it. Just like our human relationships it is by willingness and love, not by force.

[@LR-uk4dh]

Only 18 days before this lady’s daughter took her life, my son of 21 years took his life. The anniversary of his death is in only a couple of days. The grief is very difficult, but without Jesus, I don’t know how anyone does it. Jesus has given me multiple signs that he has my son with him. what the evil one means for bad, God turns into good. My husband and I are now putting on the full armor of God. we have found a wonderful, quaint church, full of God-fearing, God-loving people. We read the Bible every day. we attend bible studies and pray and love others, and are generous. We had been lukewarm Christians, but that is no more. Our whole beings is devoted to Jesus Christ. To God be the glory! we love and miss our son profoundly, but know that we will be reunited one day in heaven. Thank you Jesus. 48:16

[@CoolNaija-ij4qj]

Parents, never speak death in front of your children. Always speak blessings upon them and fast pray rebuke wicked spirits. Modern life often means children left yearning for community and satan takes advantage. Proclaim!

[@alexandraquijada3222]

Xenia, thank you for sharing your testimony. I am sure it was not easy. I am sorry for your loss and pray for peace for you and your family. The Lord is using you to minister to others as well as your husband. How awesome the lives you will touch. May God continue to bless you in abundance. In Jesus name.❤❤

[@xiniabryan2304]

Thank you ❤

[@antoniquemarks5203]

I felt so much HOPE listening to this!! Glory to God for this testimony 🙏🏽

[@susanbaker3461]

I am truly sorry for your loss! 😢 we lost a brother to suicide in 1993. He was only 33 years old. He is missed more than he could ever know!! Maybe this is your purpose to bring others to Christ through what happened to your daughter! You will see her again soon! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@teresitadacpano4265]

Wow this made me cry with her. I can imagine how painful she's gone through and yet she holds on to Jesus and stand in her faith. Yes your testimony will encourage many, many parents to love, support and look after their children esp.those who are going through deep depression and anxiety. I believe your daughter is now resting in the arms of Jesus. Keep up the faith God is using you in a powerful way.

[@mandybell7884]

I lost my husband to suicide - 1 year after he proclaimed Jesus as his Lord - the enemy really went after him - very hard - but I begged God to show me no matter what - what my husband was feeling Iright then in death - I had a spiritual experience literally filled with joy and peace , a peace I have NEVER felt before - God bless you , thank you for your story & testimony - sweet sister in Christ . - arms around you - praying for you and sending love to you - God is so good !❤

[@proudmen1220]

We don't know where is your husband. Only God knows. But killing yourself it's a sin

[@xiniabryan2304]

I'm receiving your hug 🫂 thank you, sister. And God bless you!

[@kimberlycarder1817]

​@proudmen1220 I don't ever recall Jesus saying that in the Bible. However in the Bible Jesus opposes pride, proudmen1220. Not one word from Jesus about suicide being a sin. Jesus tells the weary to come to him. The bible does not specifically mention suicide as a sin. Maybe read your Bible again 🤓 Chardi Kala to all ✌️ 🫶 🖖

[@tshausthoj58]

I lost my dad, my mother in law, my oldest daughter, my oldest sister and my sister in law all within 4 years (2018-2021) but the hardest one was losing my oldest to suicide at the age of 14, 4 years ago. She would had been the same age as yours, graduating this pass spring. I know the devil was out to get her and i didnt know how to save her.. She had seen a black shadow sitting on the bed of her dad's truck 2 nights before she took her life, i wished i knew then what i know now, i wished i knew how to pray over her and for her but i wasnt taking my faith serious at the time, i was too into this world, a lukewarm Christian who kept flip flopping back and forth with my faith. I was also 7 months pregnant and I didn't think I was going to get through my storm, feeling like Job, I lost so many loved ones closest to me but God loves us sooooo much!! 2 years after her death, I found God again, my faith has never been so strong before. I still have a long ways to go but praise God I'm not where I used to be. I have my days where I cry my heart out but God is definitely my strength now, He carried me through my storm and saved me!! Thank u for sharing your testimony, something u hold so dear to u ❤ He's definitely been there all along, through our darkest season, He's such a good Father!! All praise and glory be to God 🙌

[@janieferguson9754]

I sincerely pray that God will continue to strengthen your heart and your faith as you continue this journey,. It's a tough one but God is always in control. I'm sorry for your loss. God will do anything to save us because of how much He loves us, keep trusting Him completely.

[@franklinpineda204]

Continúa luchando y no te rindas Dios tiene un ejército orando por ti y tu eposo. Tu hija esta con EL, Se fuerte,

[@bellyfulochelly4222]

💔 Este es un mensaje difícil pero importante. Amén.

[@YisSongs]

Thank you for the courage to share such a deep testimony. Depression is a strong battle and many are suffering in secret from it. May this testimony bring light and encourage those who feel that way to seek help. God bless you, you are a strong woman of God.

[@AdopteeOutOftheFog]

Thank you for the beginning support for someone who is suicidal, I remember when I attempted it multiple times, it’s not that I didn’t want to live it’s that the pain and suffering and obsession to do it was so overwhelming every day every night and no one could acknowledge what my internal experience was, they just shamed me and made it about them and called me selfish, that doesn’t help a suicidal person, listening, true compassion, and not saying “well I can’t help you” is extremely unhelpful.

[@BriaBarrows]

I understand. 🙏🏾

[@user-jq8qw1mp6u]

Very true ❤️‍🩹

[@mylifeisbeautiful5242]

You are not selfish my dear. Don't listen to anyone and believe that Jesus loves you. May Jesus give you hope, love and strength to overcome your suffering. My son committed suicide last year, and it was me and my husband who acted selfishly because we did not understand our son that he was depressed, did not understand his pain and suffering. I feel a lot of guilt now and pray that God will forgive us and our dear son. Every day, I pray so that Jesus would save him and bring him to rest in His Heavenly Kingdom.

[@unconventionalforager6389]

Xinia, I’ve seen you Sabbath after Sabbath, and no one can ever know what another person goes through. I am praising God for your testimony. You have come a long way. Blessing to you and Pastor Bryan.

[@ChildofGod-g8f]

I am so, so sorry for your loss. Sometimes people are just too good for this earth. Remember, death has lost its sting. I believe Jesus picked your daughter up and took her home. He knew your daughter was sad.

[@raqueldelvalle7420]

Thank you for your testimony l struggle with depression and walk away from Jesus l dont what l want Him to do only that l need Him now.

[@xiniabryan2304]

Come to Him. Is never too late. He loves you with everlasting love. Never forget that. Keep holding on. Jesus is coming soon, and all this pain will have an end.

[@cindycardoza4717]

I’m in Tears I felt God Speaking to me in this video Thank you you are touching lives God is a merciful God 🙏🏽

[@hanimarfz1592]

I believe Jesus brought me here ❤

[@bapsymcdowall9574]

Whatever you ask in jesus name, will be given to us in his time, amen...

[@luciemarinov129]

I’m So sorry for your great loss, my daughter died from alcoholism 4 months ago leaving a 13 year old son, the dad is out of the picture! I am glad u have faith , I know they are safe and happy in Heaven and we will see them again ❤❤❤, thank u for sharing your testimony, u have a lot of courage, love to u❤❤❤

[@proudmen1220]

Who is happy in heaven?

[@bunglejoy3645]

​@@proudmen1220her daughter

[@tyrianadomasin3594]

Struggling with severe alcoholism.. oh Lord he’s the only one who can free me.. I just want to be free… I don’t know how to just stop you know my family doesn’t understand why I won’t just stop… just hurting so bad…

[@roseluvslux]

I don’t think I cried on any other testimony the way I did hearing this beautiful woman’s story. Such a beautiful testimony! So much of what she said resonates with me. There are so many times when I feel the same way her daughter felt. I just want to be in the loving arms of Christ. I revel in the beauty that God created here on earth, and I am so grateful for all that He has done and continues to do, but I feel such a void because I know this is not my home and I long to be with the Heavenly ❤Father. Her testimony touched my heart and soul and I pray that the Lord continues to bless and use her family for His kingdom. Thank you so much for sharing!

[@somihmar6404]

Sister this life is temporary, we will enter to eternal life through Jesus, you precious daughter went ahead, stay blessed 🙌

[@lindapattillo38]

What a beautiful testimony, wow, God never fails us.

[@sandrastewart9438]

May the Lord God always keep his arms around you. Don't worry your daughter is in paradise with your best friend Jesus. Thankyou so much for your testimony. ❤❤❤❤❤ You helped me through the Lord God

[@timothymclaughlin8791]

Thank you for the courage and faith in opening your heart with us. On June 19th 2015, we lost our second oldest son to Aortic Aneurysm next to his heart. He was 22 and serving in the military. Our oldest son is dealing with Meth and Alcohol addiction and is in a rehab in TJ, Mexico. On June 22nd 2022, I died in my backyard. It was not my time yet. I had what is called an NDE. I won’t go into detail about my experience. What I will share is this. I was held in the heart of Yeshua’s (Jesus’s) unconditionally loving presence. Yeshua permitted me to see how much love He has for our oldest son and how he views our son’s addiction. Our son’s addiction is a disease; sickness. It does not get in the way of God’s love for him. Yeshua showed me how His love can change our son’s life if is will to open his heart and let it in. Mental and emotional health does not separate us from the unconditional love of Yeshua. He is there with us and intimately knows and feels everything we experience. Yeshua’s Holy Spirit is closer to us than our breath. He is our breath. He promised us that He will never leave nor forsake us. He keeps His promises. Your daughter is with Yeshua, I believe this with all my heart. Perhaps she has met our son there in thar magnificent glorious light experiencing our Father’s overwhelming love.

[@love.JESUS.2day]

I too struggle with grief..my son Sam n my daughter Thea..the depression is so overwhelming sometimes.. this testimony encourages me.. Jesus is my everything also. HE is my strength..HE is the only reason I am surviving this nightmare.. thank you and God bless😢 💔💔

[@chilly777]

Thank you, this has blessed me and encouraged me for the sake of my daughter that has passed now being 3yrs from fetynal 😢😩 her thinking it was Percocet. She knew Jesus but had been very depressed and lonely 😭 After her passing I myself didn't want to live for almost 2yrs. But my Jesus got me through it 🙏🙌🙌 🙏

[@VoiceAndPianoByChristaFord]

Dear Sister, This post is beautiful, THANK YOU🎉 for sharing this!!! Anything Jesus says, I want to hear

[@Jaithesaintt]

This channel is Amazing. I’ve been binging and crying all day. At the 33 minute mark. Sheesh.

[@CreatingWithMyCreator9]

Thank you dear sister for sharing your testimony and how God has sustained you through it all. How deep the Father's love for us. May he continue to protect, strengthen, comfort, and full you with His everlasting joy and shalom peace. 🙏

[@janieferguson9754]

If we don't love God we can't serve Him, because some crazy stuff happened that we don't understand, but He said trust me. God give us the grace to trust you completely and continue to heal the broken hearts of those who have lost their loved ones.

[@MsAnni-ct2un]

I cried throughout this testimony. I pray the lord keep and comfort you. Thanks for sharing, jesus is the answer

[@esterwillis7582]

God bless you. Never ever give up on Jesus. Keep Him close to you. I pray for your peace as another believer on the Earth. Complete healing for your heart because of your daughter. Peace to you my sister always.

[@jessesonofdaniel]

Amazing testimony God Bless You! I needed to hear this in more ways than one. I relate my mom and brother have both committed suicide. It's hard but ony thru Christ my weaknesses are perfected by His strength. Many Blessings to you my sister in Christ!!

[@Jae-jy8qv]

I came up with your husband I am very proud of you and his strength and the life you have led. I actually spoke with him a day or two after he got baptized. He was so excited and happy I was excited for him. I pray for you and your family thank you for this testimony.

[@xiniabryan2304]

Thank you 🙏

[@jonathanmwale586]

Very touching but in all this God still stands

[@ChristinaChua-k5x]

Thank you for sharing. Your daughter left on my 60th birthday. Time is passing so quickly and I know our time is coming up soon. I'm at awe of your strong faith and trust in GOD. I am also on my journey to being one with GOD. Like u said, GOD doesn't say that life will go smoothly when we live our lives according to His holy will. I'm grieving too and with your sharing, it comforts me and know I can go thru this but only with GOD by my side. Thank you and GOD Bless you and your family.

[@GOD1-st]

God bless you woman of GOD !!! I pray that he continues to cover you mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally. I pray that the blood of Jesus Christ continue to wash and shield you and your family ❤

[@MrSeaSquirtz]

Amen to this prayer.

[@stanleystcyr4307]

GOD BLESS HOPE IN THE LORD 💕💕💕💕💓💓💖🔥

[@daniellesullivan5]

I send my condolences 😢 I’m grateful that she chose to share her testimony instead of following in her daughter’s footstep 🙏🏾❤️‍🩹

[@sandrapalmer6196]

This is such a beautiful testimony-sharing her pain with us is helping. I never felt in my spirit that all those who took their lives went to hell as many of us were told. God sees their heart and knows what’s there. I too was in a place of such grieving I did not want to live and begged God to take me 4 yrs ago. Sometimes people get in so much pain they can’t bear it. But Jesus

[@freedomtruth2024]

Power testimony. God is always there at our lowest times, even if we can’t feel Him. Sometimes faith is the only way to feel His presence. 🙏🏾

[@stephanierollins4492]

Wow… I could feel your love for Jesus through your words and you have opened my eyes & my heart to stop pushing Jesus away and stop waiting to get my life together to get to know him. You have definitely made a difference in my life 🙏🏽

[@PainFreeCarol]

💟💟💟YOU GO GIRL ! No more "waiting", God has been patiently waiting for you !

[@marilynbauan3633]

Thank you for sharing your testimony I have lost my oldest son through suicide in 2021 a month before his birthday and I watched the world falling on me but I know that God has a better plan and bring me as closer to him than ever Praise God for the strength and carrying me and my family through the process of healing..

[@sorayaa.8546]

My heart breaks for you and your beautiful family, my dear sister in Christ. I’m so happy to hear how God has been comforting you in ways only He can. I’m also happy that He led you to seek therapeutic help. Thank you so much for your transparency. God is using you to help a lot of families. I will keep you and your family in prayers. May the Lord bless you and keep you, may He makes His face shine upon you and give you peace 🌻❤️

[@dennakilpatrick4742]

I am so sorry for what has happened to your family, to you. I can see your strength. May He keep you covered in His oil of gladness. May your heart be healed. One day you will see Hilaria again. ♥

[@lorinwood3300]

This just hits different... My heart goes out to your family Xenia.. You are loved.

[@xiniabryan2304]

Thank you 🙏🫂