i'm burnt out.

[@csrjjsmp]

People always say to touch grass but they never warn you the grass is full of tick larvae 🥴

[@SarahKey]

EXACTLY

[@soku330]

@@SarahKey just play zenless zone zero or something

[@rhettmitchell]

Yeah like I’m not about to lay down in that

[@rhymeswithmoose228]

"I feel like I'm burnt out just for existing." As a fellow autistic person currently in undergrad, holy god do I feel this quote so powerfully. Disability is no joke. Thanks for being so candid despite the stigma around all this. We're with you for whatever you need, so prioritize your health and happiness. You're awesome

[@rhymeswithmoose228]

Man, you're point about visceral reactions to being misunderstood is *so* real. To me I've always rationalized it as being related to how I was misunderstood or ignored as a child because of my autism: since I expressed my emotions differently (not less!) than the people around me, I get super defensive and/or hurt when people misunderstand me now, even when it's benign. But I definitely feel that need to be constantly explaining yourself and making sure no one can ever misunderstand what you mean, or why you did what you did, etc.

[@SarahKey]

I think that’s the same for me honestly. So sorry you relate. :/

[@sunpi]

Have some rest this December 🎉

[@ChocolateKieran]

I've also had to learn that no matter what you do on here, people will complain about something so I felt that. I'm proud of you for sticking to editing the way you want and doing what makes you happy, you're literally an icon! This video was so helpful too for helping to hear ways to help mitigate burnout because I feel like a lot of us go through that. Wishing you the best and hope life and content remains fun and positive for you Sarah!

[@redlox2]

Thanks for sharing this with us Sarah! This was very brave of you to share!

[@Rendozu]

Hey Sarah, I’m so sorry to hear about your grandma. My condolences to you and your family. Please take all the time you need. Your health should come first. 🙏❤️ I don’t comment often, but I adore your content. Thanks for sharing and being so transparent with your followers.

[@marinellaredulla]

You are seriously one of my favorite content creators ever! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing what’s been happening recently. I always look forward to watching your videos, both new and old. Your Xenoblade videos are how I discovered your channel, and I always go back to watching them; they’re like comfort videos to me! Keep doing what you’re doing!

[@BrailleGamer04]

Sarah, I relate to a lot of the mental health stuff you were talking about. I have ADHD, bad anxiety, and depression, but I try to take care of myself at the same time and switch up my activities. My video games, anime, manga, art, music, and exercise keep me happy for the most part. Also your content makes me happy I can relate to you. Love your channel forever.

[@MrGamer07100]

The lack of proper KH news affects us all. :p

[@SarahKey]

This is definitely part of it

[@nj727]

Hey Sarah I found your content in the pandemic, I love how varied it is. I don't watch everything, just due to personal taste. But you are such a fun and open creater! I love how transparent you are about mental health. Keep doing you, because it's really great!

[@MissRagnarok]

I actually had no idea that I needed a video like this. For years, yearly I would always suffer burn out around October where I'm ready to quit my job, hate everything, have zero motivation to do anything and even my hobbies that would relax me would stress me. Since 2022 though, the burn out was coming much earlier and this year, I got the burn out in March.... 3 months into the new year and I was already ready to throw in the towel. I was so upset. I never related so much about wanting a clean space but being a naturally messy person. I would clean my Games Room every weekend, but come Monday it is so messy and I had no idea why. In reality, it's because of me. Feel like it reflects my mind where I want clear space but it's always muddled and messy. Thank you for sharing your experience and what has helped you. I think I really need to start working on my nutrition again. Exercise has done wonders for me! I started Cross Fit at the end of April and the reason I keep going at it is not because "I want to be fit" but because it makes me happy.

[@MissRagnarok]

I also understand where you are coming from regarding Gacha games. I feel this with any Free to play and/or mobile game. Where they are consistently trying to grab your attention. It's the reason why I love FF XIV so much because I can pick up and play whenever I want and I don't feel obligated to play it every single day. When I use to play WoW the feeling was very different and I felt like my life was dedicated to that one game.

[@DMPeyer]

Thank you for sharing all of this with us Sarah. I'm SO glad you're feeling like you're doing better and are doing things to help yourself! (also LARGE felt on the gacha content. They're only for ME now and I'm likely going to keep it that way, way less stress by doing that.) BIG YES TO FRIEREN TOO I ADORED IT! Thank you for being you Sarah

[@MattsLPAdventures]

Finding your channel and your community has helped me understand myself alot, I've had Autism all my life and ive always wondered why my brain worked the way it did. People always told me i'm Autistic but never explained it to me. Finding people I relate to when it comes to relating to how we think helps out alot. i always appreciate your content Sarah, because it reminds me how me and my wife met, through common interest and sharing it with the internet. Thank you for always posting videos and streaming, it means alot to more people than you ever realize.

[@mrcwillis6970]

It’s ok Sarah think we all experience this. Nice to see your working on it. Keep taking care 🩷

[@storm4950]

I like your compilation edits. I personally struggle with watching longer video’s, they take a while to watch but your compalition are the perfect length imo and i like the style of it

[@PermanentViolet]

this is such a real and relatable video, sarah. i'm so sorry for your loss and hope you're able to maintain this routine and continue taking care of yourself. i just want you to be happy, healthy and see you make content that inspires you.

[@aceface3333]

I love your compilation videos! I watch a little bit of one each morning when I drink my coffee, it's a nice way to start the day. People watch because they enjoy you as a content creator, so I think anything that brings your personality to the fore, like your editing style, can't help but be a plus.

[@scottwelch9044]

WOW! I feel you! Your sharing is very helpful for those of us going through similar situations. I tend to shut down and close up the world around me. It's a protective response.

[@SageKasuto]

You are so beautiful, Sarah, inside and out. So sorry for your loss. And I hope you find some good tick-free wilderness zones to explore!

[@HyrulianKale]

Your content has always been a welcoming and wholesome place to come to. I'm glad to hear that things are getting better! Watching you experience one of my favorite series (Xenoblade) for the first time has truly been a delight, and now to hear that you're getting into my favorite (Zelda), I'm excited to hear your thoughts on it in the future! Keep up the amazing work!

[@Crescent-Adam]

Condolences again about your grandma. Thank you once more for being candid & vulnerable with us. We're all complex beings struggling to make sense of ourselves & the world around us. Some of us are more challenged than others but we're all united in the same experience. It's inspiring to hear about your great steps towards bettering your circumstances. They're pretty universal imo & helpful to others. There'll probably never be a perfect answer/solution. It's always be a work in progress thing. What's important is to keep at it. Glad things are kinda looking up. Wishing you the best!

[@chrismyers7794]

I really appreciate videos like this you do, because like you said, it lets me know there are other people out there that think almost exactly like me. It’s just really nice to have a kind of conversation with someone who thinks the same way.

[@Chaos-vm7cy]

Thank you for saying this Sarah. Recently i've also felt very burnt out due to gacha games not letting me rest and just relax on life. I've also been trying to drink lots of water and it talk more and hang out with friends and it really helped for my mental health. Don't apologize for not uploading content, as long as you're happy and you're taking care of yourself, that's all that matters! You're doing fine!!

[@Sam-Pereira]

I'm both proud of you and thankful for you sharing all of these life glimpses. It's not something that would be expected of you, which makes it all the more special and likely very helpful for many people. As a people pleaser myself, my biggest fear is being misunderstood, because I try so hard to be a positive force to an unhealthy degree, so I resonated with that sentiment especially. Thanks also for sharing things you've been working on and what has helped and how it's helped, it's all really awesome information to share! 😊 I hope you can continue with these endeavors and keep some space open for non-work activities & relaxation time!

[@HybridAngelZero]

As someone who struggles with a lot of the same issues, it's actually kind of comforting, in a weird way, to not be alone with those kinds of struggles. Honestly, I loving having both the VoD channel and the regular content! It's so fun. I'm glad you did take the break, too. Sending all the love 💕

[@erseric872]

Had a weirdly similar experience with burnout when my grandpa passed away. 100% approve of exercising more for your mental health. Also your videos always been very feel-good and relaxing to watch after a long day of work so thanks for all your hard work

[@NowWeAreAllGames]

Thanks for sharing so much of yourself. There are parts of this I high key relate to and of course there are parts of it that I don't because they are unique to you, but I think hearing other people talk about their struggles and their successes always makes us feel less alone. Unrelated: I've been playing through Xenogears for the first time (just started Disc 2) and holy dang, that game is a TRIP. I've been playing at night and then putting your VODs on while I work during the day, it's been a really fun way to experience the game.

[@Therudicle2]

I really enjoyed hearing about your journey to better your mental well being. Very proud. Can relate to criticism about videos and taking them a bit too much to heart. I try to remind myself that I know what my intentions are with the video and if the criticism contradicts my vision. I think you know what's best for what you're trying to accomplish and should stick to it.

[@TheLuKEYx]

thank you so much for sharing. We are all your cheerleaders, keep being strong

[@brennanlable]

as an autistic person I feel like I understand you sooooo well when it comes to having a visceral negative reaction to being misunderstood. it has made me very careful about how I speak to people. normally I am very chatty and I know it can get on people's nerves even when I try to keep it restrained but I find myself just overexplaining everything. I just give up sometimes when someone isn't listening or im not adequately describing something or if I get too emotional I just can't talk I literally freeze and just stare at them... its tough. I want to be in control of other people's perception of me and I have to relax that. some times we just cannot control what other people see. yummy matcha I just bought a matcha bowl and the little stick thing and frothing brush. and if you're interested in reading another manga after FMA I highly recommend hunterxhunter. I know a million people have already screamed at you about it. both are peak

[@Super-AntOreo]

As a fellow content creator on the spectrum, I relate to a lot of what you were talking about. It’s good to take a break when you need to and destress from the rest of the world. Don’t overwork yourself and stay hydrated!

[@juunibug]

Personally I have been suspecting I am neurodivergent because I have so many sensory issues and also get very obsessed with things that are my special interests (among other things). I really appreciate creators sharing their experiences because it makes me feel less alone in how I feel and less "outsider" if that makes sense. I'm also a messy person that hates messes so it drives me crazy! A cluttered room clutters my brain so much! I also lost my Lola recently and I can only imagine how hard it must've been to lose a loved family member so I hope you've been extra kind to yourself! I've been enjoying your KH1 playthrough videos in the background when I do work whether it's (trying to) clean my room or work on cosplay hobby stuff. It's really easy on my brain and feels uplifting. Thank you for your open honesty Sarah ❤

[@pkpinna]

Sarah, you have been like my favorite gaming content creator for such a long time. Your videos have always been such a delight to watch, and have oftentimes brought so much comfort when life got hard. You are such an inspiration, and a lot of what you've shared in this video and others really resonates with me. I'm really happy to hear you're taking care of yourself and feeling more yourself these days. I just want you to know that while the negative comments may seem louder, you're always going to have fans like me who haven't stopped rooting for you and just want you to be happy! Also thank you for reminding me I need to catch up on Frieren

[@asgarzigel]

For what it's worth, I really appreciate your edits. They often make it way more enjoyable for me. And you can always watch the Vods if yiu want to.

[@reforgenarsil]

That nature walk sounds scary; I’ve gone on a bunch and never had issues, but I certainly understand the fear of going through it again. I’m glad you’ve been finding good ways of helping your physical and mental health, and most of all I’m happy you seem to have a great partner that loves and cares for you and is being very supportive :)

[@PrincessSaraTV]

i love you Sarah i’m so sorry about your grandma i know how hard it is, if you ever need anything i’m just a message away ❤ i’ve been burnt out for probably over a year at this point, i’m not even a “big content” creator. but thank you for talking about this topic i know it’s hard and i thank you for being so valuable ❤ love you

[@tylerseidel809]

First off, thank you so much for sharing what you're going through, and while I was wondering particularly about FF7 Rebirth updates (I was more than glad to see you playing my GOTY pick), I'm glad you're taking time to better understand yourself and reach a good place mentally. That said, I'm also glad that you shared because as an adult who's been told by people on the spectrum that I absolutely show traits (hyperfixation, problems with social cues, not sure about sensory issues tho), hearing that your struggle with general life burnout is related to your diagnosis has me thinking I should get tested. I was tested as a kid and found not to be on the spectrum then, but also, our understanding of what constitutes autism and the ability to diagnose it is so much better than 20 years ago. Again, thank you for your bravery in sharing ❤

[@SupremeBrawler]

As someone who's also autistic, this is very validating to hear since i'm not alone with this, "I feel like I'm burnt out just for existing." that quote hits for me! I too am naturally messy and don't like mess either, i feel burnt out with either tidying or cleaning the dishes, this is also combined with me going out every day. I don't think keeping your health in check is silly at all. Being a people pleaser is quite a draining process, I would know since it drained me completely when i was doing my Christmas shopping last year and I ended up feel guilty and unsatisfied like i always HAVE to find the presents for everyone. i'm trying my best break out of the habit is incredibly difficult, which is something i'm still working today. i've said it once and I'll say it again, Your edits have been very helpful for me to keep up with your content, Although I really love watching it live as well I don't mind at all watching the VOD as well since I help out with VOD highlighting, the more busier I Get IRL, the harder it is for me to keep up, so I couldn't be upset with you with your style of working. All of what you said is exceptionally Validating to hear cause it I no longer feel like i'm alone with these struggles, so belive me when say these words, PLEASE PRIORITISE YOUR WELLBEING FIRST! You're doing and outstanding job not just as a content creator, but as a Person as well! You're very brave to share this with us, Thank you for sharing and I hope this helps you in the long run!

[@E85BAIT]

We watch your videos not just for the content. But because you're in them. Post what you want, when you want, how you want.

[@gab2v7]

I get the feeling, so many stuff happening in the world and personal life, it's like so overwhelming lol. Love the hyperfixation in FMA, it's simply amazing and i can't wait to see you playing the game! As for genshin and gacha in general, it's...poignant, it was because of your video that i became a genshin player and it really helped me during my grieving process, it's bittersweet hearing the updates but i'm so glad it helped your mental health! (And i hear you, i'm never playing Star Rail again LOL). Hope the future will be better, for everyone. - Avocado

[@hp4985]

Idk if it will help but Healthygamer's video on burn out was pretty good imo

[@CoolJoshyy]

So this may be long (I’m actually typing while the video is going but I want to say something right away) 3 minutes in I’m relating a lot and I do want to just look at this real quick. It’s completely okay to be burnout it’s completely okay to have these bad days but you as strong as you are make it to a better day AND other people’s day. The working out for example! With this year coming to an end I hope you are having a good year, but I know that next year will be even better. You may get knocked down but the best part of you is that you get down but you don’t stay down and that’s how strong you are. I say this all the time I noticed LOL but keep being you because there is one Sarah on this earth and that is amazing! Let’s make this December great and let’s make 2025 beautiful as well!

[@iaredrewidic]

5:03 Not me watching this and feeling burnt out and then going "oh crap, I need to go to the gym!! That's why I'm feeling off today!" 😂 Thank you, Sarah for the reminder!

[@SamM_Scot]

It's ok to feel burnt out now and again as it happens to everyone. You still have the best Xenoblade playthroughs on the internet as it seems you always have a fun time never annoyingly judge silly things like I see many others do, especially concerning the masterpiece second entry Xeno 2/Torna. I hope things go well and I'll stayed subbed for more great gamin content :-)

[@A_Majikal_Ninja]

Its important to take needed breaks some people need more than others and thats perfectly fine

[@tonydeluna8095]

You got this! You are strong. But I’m glad in this video you walk but don’t workout, and that’s ok! As long as you are active, that’s what counts. I hope you have a great December 2024!

[@AuroraRosalia]

Thank you for speaking about this. I wish you so many good vibes as you journey into a healthy life.

[@basedmek]

Appreciate the vulnerability here. Keep working on you and discovering the highest version of yourself. I've been watching you for many many years and part of the reason I always come back is how authentic you come off on camera. Much love from Texas

[@TheHopper2000]

Having a day, ever, where you feel like you react to people ever-so-slightly more stern or harshly than usual, and you feel like an awful person after, and it helps to add to the burnout. Just wanna let people out there know it's okay. Tell those people you acted harsh to that you're sorry. They'll usually say it's fine, and they want you to tell them what's going on/what's wrong. It's okay. Don't be embarrassed. They just care about you. Take care.

[@AyTonio79]

Omg (message to edit later) 12:12 I feel the same sometimes.. 21:43 Apart from Kingdom Hearts, seeing your Genshin Impact Inazuma arc help me and i did enjoy, cause i was seeing your livestream and i went two hours behind and being surprised in your stream before my own game. Im glad that you feel better without that gacha stuff.💫 25:23 FRIEREN MVP im enjoying the manga so much and this 5th the 13 volume will come out! Bye, and take care, see you soon on streams! 🎋🤗

[@katieferrer6739]

I’m also naturally messy but hate mess! I end up getting bins to put the “mess” in and then hide the bins away. Someday I’m gonna have to face the horrors of what I’ve packed away 😩

[@Imoore4.0]

Thank you so much for sharing with us! ❤

[@mattyanok5595]

I am struggling with a disability that keeps me housebound, and this helps a lot, showing how everyone has their own thing. So many of us are neurodivergent in one way or another. Keep your head up, and I’ll keep mine up!

[@Niaisbae]

I rarely comment, but I can just say, that just watching your videos and watching your personality is such a great experience

[@ZoRowArk3]

I'm really glad to see the video ending on a really positive note, it seems like it's been going a lot better lately and you can be yourself more 🥰 Really looking forward to your next Videos but especially to your reaction to playing Zelda, since that's my favorite VG Series alongside KH :D

[@tjskeyblade]

I really appreciate your deep discussion about being burned out. I was burned out once I do know Sarah key

[@mydolphinmarie]

Thank you for this video I too have autism and read manga I’ve been a fan of yours since keyblade Sarah and appreciate that you are real and loved hearing more about you

[@convergeman7825]

Gacha games can have some of the best music, characters, and story moments out there...but they can be such time vampires if you try to keep up with more than one of them at a time. Like a lot of other folks, Genshin was my first proper gacha game, but before that I used to play all sorts of games from DMC to Kingdom Hearts and almost anything everything else you could think of, and now it feels like I play nothing but gacha games even though I do still have a backlog of regular games I want to play. This is all to say that despite gacha games having their moments, I still think having the strength to tear yourself away from logging into a gacha game every day is something to celebrated, and it's something I'm working on doing more of myself as well. It feels so liberating once you realise you no longer have to clean out the new content every month to avoid FOMO. It feels great when I'm able to just enjoy a single player game at my own place again just like old times, without worrying about missing out on rewards or saving to guarantee new characters.

[@robertrace8890]

Thanks for sharing this Sarah you are awesome 😊

[@MarcoGonzalez-dx3mj]

Sarah, thank you for opening up about your life! I’m sorry you’ve gone through so much. You do the content you wanna do, the people who love you will love all the things you put out! Screw the haters! Thank you for always providing such awesome and wholesome content, you are what makes everything feel amazing 😊

[@JasperJunior94]

Burnout 3: Takedown confirmed...? 👀

[@zipzip070]

the goat racing game ngl

[@KK-ef1ow]

Honestly, hearing how you view your edits makes alot of sense. I hadnt realized that you approached it that way, and so I apologize for the "just post the whole thing to prevent burnout" comments. I do enjoy your edits, and always look forward to more. 😊

[@SarahKey]

don't apologize! i absolutely know those comments are well intentioned

[@pokemonsecretwonders]

Fellow 20-something autistic person here! I feel you. Burnt out all the time with everything. You have handled it brilliantly and I admire you for that. Keep being you

[@sky-gon_jinn]

Hey Sarah, I've been a silent watcher for a while now. In general that's what I am and try to be. But I want you to know that you're not alone in your burnouts or your feelings. I'm not a content creator and likely will never be, but I know what it feels like to feel burnt out on life and existing. Everything will be ok, and I'm thrilled to know you're taking steps to help yourself. You absolutely do not need us for validation, so please keep continuing to be yourself at your own pace :D

[@Plasmacat1]

Honestly bro do what you find more compelling and comfortable for you both personally and in content creation. Doing compilation or playthroughs in KZbin is hard enough as it is because you’re fighting the algorithm boss, even very big streamers with a niche suffer from that. In the end you cultivated your audience and I’m sure most will adapt and while some might not be happy, others will be it old or new fans. Finally exercise comes in all forms so maybe you haven’t found what is right for you besides walking which is great on its own. Hope you keep feeling better and I’m sorry for your loss.

[@ssjbargainsale]

Hey Sarah, just want to leave a small comment because it resonated with me in a few ways. I see myself in a lot of what you said (I'm not diagnosed autistic, but Im working on getting to know more about that). I found your channel for the first time when I played Persona 4 and wanted to see some reactions. Occasionally I pop up to see if you posted a game Im interested in seeing or dont care about spoilers because I enjoy your style a lot, and listening to you talk about these things made me want to maybe try a go at creating content as well. I also cant handle being misunderstood and take negative comments to heart way too much, so I never really tried creating anything. Im rambling and dont know if I really made any points here, but thanks for this video. Im in a really bad place and your words helped me see feel seen and gave me a bit of hope. Appreciate you

[@Jelle_Gamez]

Let's be real this community is one of the best there is. Sarah we understand that you need rest Enjoy the holidays 🎉

[@reactsgamergirls]

Oh Sarah, I completely understand how burnout feels, and I can only imagine how stressful it must be when your reactions are misunderstood. Please take all the time you need to recover-your fanbase isn’t going anywhere, and we’re all here for you. ❤ I first discovered your channel when I included your reaction to Mythra in Xenoblade in one of my videos. I had to re-upload it due to KZbin policies, but I still remember your comment back then-it made me so happy and honored at the time! 😊 So please, take care of yourself. You’re amazing, and we’re all cheering you on.

[@midori9284]

Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. Take all the time you need and take care of yourself. We will be there ❤

[@eyesonbee]

This year has felt like four years. I feel you. I hope you get the rest you need! If you ever wanna chat I am here as I have hit this roadblock a bunch

[@sebasces71]

Sara, you don't need to worry about genshin. I did the same and it helped a lot. I actually started watching you since KH3 and love your videos about KH and other RPGs such as Chrono Trigger (one of my favorite games). You can do wathever you want and enjoy your life. I have also been working on my Mental Health. In order to be happy, it is very important to love yourself and also ignore the toxic people. I wish you the best and hope you recover from everything that happened!🙏

[@huntersausageandredbeardsh2360]

I was diagnosed a few years ago with autism as well. It's tough to interact with people out there and to connect with them you know.

[@alittletookish]

I used to never drink water, then I allowed myself to buy the $50 hydroflask I'd been eyeing and ever since I've eliminated soda entirely and now only drink water and coffee. having a water bottle you love is such a game changer! that said, pls make the content that makes YOU happy. we'll watch it :) also also. fma is PEAK. easily my fave anime. I still need to read the manga, but I recently acquired the full set so SOON!

[@agents5307]

I can understand. I also am on the autism spectrum and I've gone through many rough points in life on and off.

[@realMetalsonic646]

As you read on Discord, my grandmother passed away as well. So I know that pain too well. As a person with Aspergers (a form of Autism), I understand why you were hesistent to talk about it because I have to put up with that stigma as well. Even at times, I find myself being mad and just wish that I don't have a disability and be a normal person. All in all, I understand what you are going through, and even if it doesn't sound like it based on how often I go to your streams these days, I am still showing you my support during these tough times :)

[@PoshIsGaming]

quietly followed you for awhile, love your edits, found the vod channel recently and watch those too if im impatient. Enjoy whatever you decide you want to enjoy ♥

[@shawnknepper3442]

As someone who also is in the Autism Spectrum, i hope you find inner peace within yourself and hope you have a great December ahead! (and hopefully we'll have some more Kingdom Hearts news soon!)

[@Struzzylive]

After watching this, I won’t be joking around anymore. Bc I am NO stranger and can relate to having my feelings Sara, ty for your heart. I’m here, all our hearts are here for you ❤

[@cerisejaxel9636]

So hard to lose a grandparent. 💔 Also people-pleasing. Having to accept that you can’t make everyone happy, and that’s fine. I need to work on that too. That said, having the vod channel is a nice alternative! I like your edited videos though. Wishing you the best! 💕

[@Kennyhayes]

The reason we watch your videos is not because you are the best at playing games like Genshin impact but because of YOU! We like watching you play these games because of your awesome personality and way of producing content!

[@skatingwoodenguitars]

This whole video worth it to hear Sarah say water.

[@mentormachado4601]

Good video, I wish you success and I'll tell you about my experience, I had been in a deep depression for two years in a row, I started doing therapy (it helps a lot), practicing piano and chess as a hobby, and exercising, it was enough for me to continue dealing with my depression and I'm currently very happy with my achievements, we are in the biggest era with cases of depression or burnout in history, and technology, our screens, has a very big factor in this, growing up surrounded by screens for long periods, especially since childhood, has serious consequences in the future, another thing that has always helped me a lot with games, was the way I see video games, there's nothing wrong with those who see video games just as fun, but this can cause the person to quickly lose interest in games, in the case of having several games in your collection, you go anxiously looking for something to play, and lose interest in 2 seconds, as for me, as a very emotional person, I've always looked for depth in everything, and in the case of games it's knowing how to value them, we quickly lose interest in something that is just a pastime for us, but When we give value, it is eternal, whether you seek value in music, characters, history, art and other things, allowing yourself to connect with the characters and understand their motivations and things like that makes you give value to what you are playing and completely changes your view on how you play, I never think of games as programmed products, I play them as if I were exploring a book, I followed your journey in Final Fantasy 7 Rebirth but I had stopped watching the channel when you stopped, this notification was a surprise, I wish you all the best in this world

[@federicomancini2705]

Hey Sarah I wanted share a few tips that I hope will improve the way you feel about working out: first you dont need many "sessions" per week so you can excersise 2 to 3 days a week for 30 to 45 minutes and its still gonna be great because you have less "risk" of burning out and over train another thing that helped me is that there are a lot of "types" of exercises (like weight lifting; crossfit; calisthenics etc) so maybe you could try them and see what you like more and also set some goals to achieve like walk a mile or do x amount of pushups to keep you motivated to reach them. Another "thing" I suggest you to try is yoga or if you dont like being in a class try meditating many people who are under pressure meditate and they say it helps them a lot And also I wanted to thank you for all the amazing content you post it always makes me feel better (especially your Kingdom Hearts 1 playthrough recently) I feel like you're one of the most genuine content creators on both KZbin and Twitch Also sorry for the long message but I wanted to try my best share some of my experiences and what I think could help you ☺️ I hope you have a great time

[@raarsi-dar]

As someone in a relatively similar boat (also diagnosed with autism four years ago and mom died a year later), I can definitely say that 1) the best thing you can do is to keep being open about it and 2) feeling defensive about your stuff is DEFINITELY an autistic trait. As for perpetual burnout, while I suffer from it too, I've always found myself associating it more with depression, but that might just be a "me" thing since every case is unique. All I can say is keep doing what you're doing on your terms at your comfort level. Some things I have to keep telling myself as well when it comes to stuff like this is that you are NEVER alone, that there are people here who care about you, and that there will always be whiny people being nitpicky about your stuff, which is never a "you" problem but a "them" problem and they can be told something I've been told almost my entire life whenever it came to my mental health as a kid: to suck it up.

[@nintenster]

That opening looked very comfy

[@SarahKey]

fat cushion is unmatched

[@vicentecastro7148]

I’m hoping that you could overcome this predicament… God bless & more power😁

[@madnnis]

feel hugged by your whole loving community

[@AshralDude]

I am too, I don’t even have a job 😅

[@SarahKey]

honestly that's valid, life is exhausting no matter what

[@NER0_Sparda_dh]

​@@SarahKey true

[@EsporHB]

I'm sorry for your loss, and also.. I was also burnt out. Btw you're not just autistic, I'm pretty sure, just like me and almost 50 percent of autistic people there's probably ADHD in the mix. Well I mean, just a feeling. All of that is so relatable. Misunderstandings are so difficult and hurt. Being autistic either makes us unmasked or people pleasers

[@defineyour100-njstadl25]

Just watched the Ocarina of Time edit, then watched this. Loved the edit!! Keep up the great work

[@PrincessBubblegum]

Lindsey stirling said the same thing she watched someone react to her music and the first thing the guy said was he didn't like it which made her feel bad but she understood you cant pleased everyone

[@theanimeplaya4141]

I recently got hit by a car it’s a miracle I survived in recovering but I’m in pain so your videos really helps me go through the day

[@sorenvanaheim776]

Hey good to hear from you and I hope things are on the upswing now. I agree that you should be doing things the way you want with your edits and such, but there is always the option of having an unlisted playlist where you put the full game streams to appease both crowds. Finally, and if you need the break first take it, but also if you want another long winded JRPG series to find yourself lost in, Ys is a fantastic one that I think you'd enjoy. I hope yo have yourself a wonderful night and take care.

[@fo4urm640]

I've always admired you & your content. I'm sad our interests haven't aligned as much. I grew up with PC & not the franchises you did & now my interests are more akin to that. I got very hype to see you playing To the Moon. I completely forgot it had an autistic character in it & i too had been recently diagnosed around the time that video came out. I really hope you thrive, turn that fomo into jomo !! I wish you all the hearts 🧡💛💚

[@blazinblue1878]

Take care of you!! May your heart be you healing key

[@MommaDani]

Burnout is a real thing. Keep doing what makes you happy and content. You really can't make everyone happy. I'm glad you're doing better ❤

[@NeO_SaNdMaN4040]

5:00 5:25 Hiking is always a bit of a challenge. Gotta look for the right spots and the right times to go. Working out is always a great thing for mental health, but everything involved in it, and everyone around that- is ALWAYS different. Find your niche, or find the fun in it, and stick to it, Sarah! This is coming from another autistic, nerdy KH fan. There is nothing easy about losing family. You need to take time for yourself at ANY and ALL POINTS in life- if you feel it’s necessary, then do it.

[@trinity31409]

As part of a coping behavior I go in and out of Beyblade toys. Something about the mix and match of parts works for me. Same with the sound and the differences in movement and the way they interact with each other. It satisfies a part of my mind in a way other activities do not.

[@NeoZiggy92]

Even you got to let your MP charge back up. 😊🗝️ 🩷

[@SarahKey]

i love this!

[@NeoZiggy92]

@SarahKey That was my immediate thought when it came to you!