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[@balletlove2]

Could you make an in depth video about why you chose to leave Kremlin Ballet, what your next chapter in life consists of and what your ambitions are? Would be very interested in hearing about that!

[@flotteluft]

I think the reasons are what has become apparent for many months: that some members of the Kremlin Ballet didn't like her filming there and that she's much more famous than the others. So it was probably envy which made some people stir hatred against Joy.

[@lillyc9634]

why couldnt she stop filming there? if others werent filming why hsould she

[@CarnivorousCowMan]

nightwishnemo Not an argument made my Joy mind you- made by an anonymous fan...Joy herself doesn't even really speak on the reason. Not understanding all the hate

[@zzquakercooler1171]

@@CarnivorousCowMan Can’t judge anything negative from watching a few video clips. She will tell us someday at the right time. Whatever reasons to stay or leave. Please respect her decision. She’s a very strong girl, life goes on.

[@aliayasminjawad152]

@@flotteluft you really wanna believe that, don't you? If you know Russia and Russian ballet, the competition level is unimaginable. She is very good, yes. But in Russia she has not attained the level she wanted to attain. She is among the very best in the West, but there she couldn't be among the top, at least not where she wanted. To be in the Russian ballet you have to conform to so much more. Russian sports is tough and to be the best is almost impossible.

[@vladm5920]

I'm Russian and I have to say that I hate Moscow people, not all, but majority that I've met were cold hearted and rude. I hope your experience in Moscow won't paint a bad picture of Russia altogether. I even avoid travelling through Moscow. I've watched a few of your videos from the past, and I'm truly sorry you had to experience so many hardships and people mistreating you. I never expected this attitude towards Americans, I'd understand it coming from older generations who still got the cold war mentality, not the youth. I feel like, most of them are on a high horse, thinking that being in the Royal Russian ballet puts them on top of the world, and you being there, a foreigner, could take that away from them, so they treat you this way due to jealousy. Not realizing that it just makes them terrible people. Best of luck to you Joy, you are a good person! I hope you'll get to meet more good people in our country and really experience it differently.

[@pani2282]

Vlad Exo Влад, прежде чем писать весь этот мусор про Россию, вы бы прежде подумали своей головой, что вы пишите?? Мир балета - это жесткая конкуренция. Примами становятся единицы, остальные всю жизнь танцуют в кордебалете. Национальность тут ни при чем. Вы так хорошо разбираетесь в балете, что можете с профессиональной точки зрения судить о способностях и таланте Джой?

[@Kith2504]

Everyone who’s not from Moscow doesn’t like us, out of jealousy really ;)

[@Kith2504]

Everyone who’s not from Moscow doesn’t like us, mainly out of jealousy ;)

[@alinarashenko4521]

Как можно вообще так отзываться о своей родине, люди у нас хорошие, они не показывают эмоции на своем лице, всю доброту они держат в сердце, а вы так мерзко поступаете обливать свой народ грязью тоже самое что и себя грязью поливать, тоже самое как свинья в грязи лежит и говорит про своих собратьев плохое вот они мне не нравятся они в грязи лежат!!!

[@marina7935]

@rando fall and rot :))

[@Mariflor1609]

Joy all the best in your new endeavours! The first time I saw you, you were 16 and a Bolshoi student. Now you are a grown, strong woman and a fighter. Rock it girl, you worth it!!

[@katiefulton9456]

Sending you all my love and support and praying for you during this time of transition - I understand it's bittersweet; but you're opening a new chapter in your life - be open to it and try not to resist new and different experiences; when I was your age, I went through a huge transitional period and at the time it all felt overwhelmingly scary and foreign: but now - 6 years later I'm at one of the happiest points in my life. You're already so much stronger than I ever was. I pray for you always and I wish you nothing but safety, happiness, and positive growth -- I pray your talent is nurtured and recognized for all that it is. All my love, prayers, and best wishes. Onward & Upward, dear Joy!

[@tairastuart]

Oh My God! I just stumbled into your videos! I am a transplant, just the other way around. From Russia to Europe where I studied and then to the US. Thank you ever so much for having faith in my native nation. I must say that I had to a lot of work before I felt love for America in earnest. Or for Russia .....I hated her for all the pain that I experienced there while growing up. But now I do love both deeply and sincerely.

[@tatschum]

I remember leaving my company in St. Petersburg after dancing there for 4 years. So bitter sweet. I cried my eyeballs out. I wish you good luck on your next adventures, Joy! Can't wait to see what Korea will have in store for you!

[@deandrareynolds7371]

From all the comments I was really expecting something awful to happen to the cat in the end. Seriously people, this is like playfully teasing and annoying the cat. Cat’s can look after themselves and will claw anyone who annoys them too much

[@laketown5802]

Not really, he was pretty rough.

[@keenoled]

Hah, that was probably the last time that cat allowed him near. Next time: claws first. And blood.

[@jellomouse]

I’m sorry you are a little sad, but I’m super excited to see your new adventure unfold. A door must close for new ones to open. Onward beautiful dancer.❤️

[@mistyalmodovar4977]

Life will be different. I have just returned home after years of living in France. I am bewildered, overjoyed, sad, and unsure. I think one day at a time and lots of prayer and reflection. God bless you. I will pray for you.

[@MurasakiMonogatari]

Reading through the comments while watching I thought I was going to see God knows what horror with the cat in the end. It was nothing. Srsly, get real.

[@ivyarianrhod]

I haven't watched this video yet, but I just wanted to jump in here and tell you how much I've missed you! I stopped watching vlogs about a year ago to focus more on my own mental health. I just saw the notification that you posted a video, saw the title, and thought, "What?! I have a lot to catch up on!" So that's what I'm doing right now. After watching one video from where I left off last October , I remember how much, and why, I enjoyed watching them. You are such an inspiration, in so many ways. I haven't taken a ballet class since last winter (depression really is a beast), and I missed World Ballet Day for the first time in years, but I am eager to get back to the barre now. And that's just from watching ONE video! So thank you. Thank you for being you, for putting yourself out there, being open with your struggles, and sharing your passion with us. I can't wait to see what you've been up to in the last year, and look forward to where you'll go from here. Lots of love!!!

[@rachelmoo5133]

Zhanna who is her former coach and Mikhail Martyntuk has been very supportive of Joy in term of friendship, competitions and coaching so it's not all that bad in Russia. Of course, it's great she has a better offer in South Korea and I definitely hope she has a better working environment where she is appreciated. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and keep it real. I look forward to your journey in Seoul!

[@beabookworm]

Wishing you all the best in this new chapter of your life. I’ve been a friend of yours on Facebook since you were 16 years old with the Bolshoi, and I’m so proud of you, Joy! You are a huge inspiration! ❤️

[@balletpopular]

You may no remembered me but we danced few times here in nyc in filipovs class at steps. Joy I just want to let you know that some how I always being inspired by you and how much you have transform into a super star like you told me once you will be. I have being a big fan before this vlog. I am happily married to my beautiful wife Maria, and you have inspired me to share my journey with everyone, our good days and bad ones to. My old friend I want to wish you more happiness in this new adventure and that you finally make your mark as one of the greatest ballerinas of our times. Some people may not want to accept this but you already are. I saw your good days and the bad ones too, you show me how vulnerable we dancers are, and thank you for that but that most important you showed me not to give up. Thank you, I will always be a fan. So much love and respect for you ✊ from this humble friend Ibrahim Perez. I don’t spect a reply you get many massages and I understand. I just wanted to say hello. And thank you.

[@vlove562]

That poor cat. If this is what "teasing" is like then I can't imagine the abuse it endures behind closed doors on a daily basis. You seem to be numb to these things, Joy. Not sure why.

[@redsloane879]

Exactly what I thought. Cruel ppl.

[@Kazzzyable]

This is far from being funny. I noticed the filming ended with the cat crying. I’m truly amazed at the insensitivity on ALL of your parts.

[@beatriceaitch2580]

I am so happy for you that you left that place. They were good for and to you for a while but then they tried to bend if not break you and were disappointed when it didn't work. God bless you on your new journey. I wish you an environment of artistic freedom with colleagues, who are also friends and not just competitors. A place where you feel safe and loved and can continue to grow as a ballerina.

[@kika7twilight]

Oh that poor cat. I hope that kitty isn’t with that man everyday.

[@tinamccann8968]

The poor cat, indeed!! What is more sad is Joy thought is was funny :-(

[@flotteluft]

Some cats often sleep as if they were dead. They don't feel bothered by little teasing. It meowed in the last second because it woke up from this seesawing. There are many videos on youtube (without cruelty) joking about sleeping cats who appear like stonedead.

[@anettebeatrice1986]

Well the time the cat was sleeping and him patting on his/her head isn't anything that violent but taking the cat into his hand and just shaking or what ever he was doing is indeed violent so.

[@hillerychan9483]

D ee ikr 😡 it's not right to treat animals that way

[@classicbird2627]

that kitty in the vid didn't seem to enjoy that sort of treatment very much - her annoyed "meow" told a lot about that.

[@kikim2749]

As hard as goodbyes are, there is great energy in embracing new possibilities. You will dazzle and amaze us in the coming months and years. There is no doubt about that. You stay sweet and authentic to the lovely person that you are. Watch and see what God will do on your behalf. I’ll be praying and cheering you on.

[@erins.5420]

I wonder if you would consider guest teaching at studios all over the US. I know here in Arizona there is an amazing studio called Masters. I believe it’s run by Russian and/or Dutch trained owners. Good luck Joy! Looking forward to what is to come.

[@meghankelley9994]

Erin S. Do u mean Master ballet academy? If so I’d definitely suggest that joy check out going to guest teach there .

[@gulmerton2394]

You said that last year had been traumatizing... in what sense? You seem to be happy to finally leave Russia. Have you had painful experiences ?

[@washepolnoe6835]

Джой, Вы русская балерина! Все только начинается! Лучшие партии еще не исполнены! Все впереди!

[@WilliamG916]

Dear Joy, I wish you the very best in all of your future endeavors! Please keep your Primafriends in the loop with continuing videos!

[@MimiTachiwkawa]

Leaving Russia does not mean you're leaving what you need. You'll find yourself again

[@matiffma]

my first video I watched after seeing you in the Jenna & Julien Podcast. you're so lovely, and I'm so happy I found this channel :) ♥

[@hilareeek]

DINK DINK

[@KatFink]

Which Podcast was she on?

[@KatFink]

Never mind, I found it. Podcast #50, in case anyone is wondering.

[@marianazarova1375]

I'm from Russia and I have moved to America. I feel so ashamed of the people there... I remember my days at school. It was horrible. Also, the last moment with a cat is kinda... painful to watch.

[@Greta-c8v]

The thing is really russia has exceptional training for ballet look at xander parish they realky did the cery best for him at marinsky with the royal he would not have been a star and he frew to love russia he called st pettersburg abwinter wonderland

[@fabuliz1985]

Why does this video end with animal abuse?

[@abacusyou]

fabuliz1985 how was this abuse?

[@fabuliz1985]

Shaking a kitten until it cries and then throwing it on the floor?

[@anettebeatrice1986]

I agree with you so much

[@elenausenova4591]

I guess they are all depressed and that causes that aggression against animal.One jerk was abusing a kitten and another two found it to be funny. Hate all of them.

[@2snowgirl520]

fabuliz1985 My feelings for Joy have become negative after this. I am sick of her vague videos also. I have come to the conclusion she is too narsisstic and too self focused. Animal abuse and tolerating it is just not tolerated by me.

[@johngarb5643]

The best of luck in all the world in your new adventures. Good for you not to shut the door on the Kremlin Ballet completely but smart to be a guest artist "of my company". I believe in never shutting any door if one can help it There will be times when you will be thirsty for wanting to visit your company of origin for many reasons and for that matter Russia and the friends you have there. You are part Russian the minute it became your home and went through all you went through the good and the bad. The country is infectious for many reasons. You are an American as well as a Russian and that having two countries is fantastic. You were introduced to Russia as a young 15-year-old and because of your immense talent and was given the VIP treatment having assigned to you a top teacher. If any viewer is confused all they have to see is that video in the Bolshoi school video that was made first------ my most favorite video of all time. In that video one can see what you are made of period. Much love to you!!!!! John

[@hattie3334]

Disliking for the fact u laughed at a cat being clearly uncomfortable and swung around

[@nancy8070]

It seems definitely like the right decision. I wish you all the best. Just know that even if it takes a bit of time to grieve and say goodbye, life will send you some great blessings.

[@heatheradams4428]

I am so excited for this new chapter. I hope the pay is better and that you can find joy(yourself and the word) in your new company

[@brendadufaur37]

Joy is a positive person who never gives up.

[@сергейдовлатов-ж3щ]

I think that a temporary departure is just the beginning. Russia loves you, you are understood in this country, you are extraordinarily talented. In Russia you will return, and you will shine, you will reach the summit, like Ulanova. And temporary problems only increase desire and motivation when climbing to the top.

[@pfitschipfeil]

poor cat !

[@clairebear5279]

Moving on is always hard, but the future always has so many more exciting things to hold! Best of luck on your journey! On another note, would you ever consider doing some private lessons if you happen to be in Melbourne? I would love to have a lesson with you!

[@fpjimena]

Dearest! In the pursuit of Joy we will have many lives. The best wishes for your brillant future plnety of temptations and promises. Un abrazo fuerte desde España

[@AnneloesF]

Glad to see you are going. It seemed like a restrictive environment for you. I hope you will be joining a wonderful new company or do whatever else you dream of. Best of luck!

[@sassafrasstree7449]

Bless you poppet. Thanks for sharing with us. You conducted yourself beautifully. You have a beautiful soul and attitude. All break ups in Life are messy, sending you huge love on not doubt a bit of a sad day. But you know Bella it's going to be great -your future ahead. You are truly remarkable and marvellous at your artistry. You accomplished great and good things at the KB. Like a fledging bird up high in a nest. Your time for literally spreading your wings. I send you huge love. Sass

[@granadascarf4375]

Poor cat, it appears to be ill.

[@larepimtb]

granada scarf actually this cat is the most happy animal and has wonderful life. The video is little wired to catch the depth...

[@SarahDillon]

Wishing you every success & much happiness, Joy x

[@qrst2008]

I can't believe all these people commenting on "tormenting" the cat!!! Just come off it! I love cats! This guy there just played with the cat, and yes, cats meow once in a while. It was a very healthy and good-looking kitty; that means those "awful" people take good care of it. Get a life and start noticing what's really important!

[@aubynfresh9434]

Um no, that cat was meowing because it was clearly not happy about being swung around - would you be happy if a giant did that to you? Tapping the back of the cat's head also isn't good. Respecting boundaries goes for all living things, not just stupid humans.

[@elenaherwagen3529]

The Russian cat is a great metaphor for a Russian ballerina: she must be able to endure a lot of physical pain and moral humiliation to survive, conquer and shine.

[@usernamenotfound4174]

Why is she leaving?

[@hilareeek]

What an incredible journey you are on. I'm looking forward to all that comes next. And although I am not impressed by all the things that have transpired in the last year, I do recognize all that the Kremlin Ballet has offered and all that you have absorbed. Oh the places you will go...

[@beafitze5909]

A bittersweet farewell Joy, but when the time comes.....as you say! All the very best, I think you’ll find you’ve made the right decision! 👏👏👏

[@voyagered507]

Жаль, что такую прекрасную трудолюбивую и талантливую артистку не посчитали нужным удержать и дать ей раскрыться руководители Большого театра, загнивавшего тогда уже, а сейчас пришедшего в состояние, повергающее в ужас любителей и ценителей театра. Такой позор! Еще держится Мариинский театр, слава Богу. Хотя и чудит периодически. Погоня за деньгами убивают культуру. Мы помним тебя Джой! Удачи, терпения и здоровья!

[@lilylebowsky5908]

To the negative comments; I think so many youtube followers have no better things to do with their lives than to dictate and feel deserving to suck all the joy out of youtubers. People change. Get over it. Also she has had to put with a much more challenging environment/team for years... many of you commenting wouldnt...even for a week... and you would DEFINITELY b*tch till the end...... I just feel like her having us as fans is as much of a joy as well as a curse. People wants everything ....... just think of your own life. Also people treat each other far worse than than you could possibly imagine...(yet happily invite pets indoors and treat them like royals. They need fairness not superior treatments).... #JustSaying

[@sonjameyerhofer9703]

I totally agree. Fairness is the thing what we miss in this case, sorry. Treat a cat like a feeling creature or like a royal, there is a big, big difference. And use words which are offensive for people is the same topic. But there so many comments which starts with good wishes etc nevertheless.When she takes time to tell us, that she ist leaving (after so many videos of struggle, complaining and sometimes tears) but unfortunately nothing else - is it really "sucking out the joy" what we do when we ask or wonder? The Prima-Friends who are adressed in every video to support what she is doing in several ways? I think she is interested in honest comments not in bootlicking. Nobody got rude, nobody gave her names or anything like that. Just honest comments of people who care.

[@Logan61912]

Don't like the Russian guy at the end abusing the cat. Wish he knew better.

[@manga12]

It might be hard to put it aside after soo long, but with all the bs and politics you might be better of to cast the cocoon aside and blossom into a butterfly, you made it as a dancer for four years in what many would call the vatican city of ballet, and held on tough, and you were the first westerner to go to and graduate from the vaganova school no one can take that away from you, and the connections you made in dance as well as the technique forged into you that is the essance of Russian Ballet, it is what you decide to do with it now that you have your tools and know how to use them. good luck and love and blessings Joy

[@simplytiffany8695]

That poor cat

[@alainlemoyne3285]

poor cat and you laughing stupidly like that ! what an end !

[@ClaireMarieBryant]

So incredibly proud of you, you're so brave. Keep taking care of yourself and inspiring those around you!!

[@Maeglin7936]

I wish you the very best. 💖💖💖🍀

[@nicholasgerrish6022]

I’m not surprised that this lady has left Russia. An American dancer in Russia might not prosper too well at present, and staying wouldn’t be a positive career move. Get back to Beverly Hills quick!

[@tinamccann8968]

I did not know you were the type that thinks it is funny to torment a kitten. All this time and you can"t even give us a decent explanation on what has happened.

[@BHall-hd1kb]

Tina McCann she makes strange videos. Doesn’t say much just shoots 3/4 of an entire video showing absolutely nothing. Never gives explanations. I’ve watched her for about 6 months trying to sink my teeth into something but it’s just not going to happen. I just unsubscribed.

[@sonjameyerhofer9703]

Wow, I always thought it´s just me (that i missed a Video or because of my poor English) that I don´t really get all together and all informations. And sometimes I don´t get the humour either... Good to know it´s the same for others...

[@tinamccann8968]

Rebecca & Sonja I have been a subcriber for a few of years now and this past year has been very odd. Joy has great drive, determination and good work ethic --- she has accomplished a great deal and is quite admirable in her accomplishments. According to her, this past year Kremlin Ballet has cracked down on her vlogging. She has had some injuries. She seems to be in a struggle to work out a path for her future. Even so, I think she has been playing cat and mouse with her viewers which translates that she has contempt or little regard for us. The few times she as reappeared after a long absence, and has been a little more candid, is when she is trying to sell products. This last video with no decent explanation and the laughing session while tormenting a young cat is the last straw and I too have unsubscrided.

[@TikvahS87]

Part of professionalism is not trash talking people behind their backs, esp onto a public forum. I see Joy's silence as an indicator of professionalism. She may be able to share more now that she has completed her last day with the company, or she may decide to keep that information private on a permanent basis. It's clear that there was a breakdown in her relationship with her coach and other people in the company, but up until now, she has had to see these people regularly. So why make things even more awkward by blasting them on social media?

[@sonjameyerhofer9703]

One thing is to talk behind someones back - another ist to share informations about your plans. It´s already anounced (days ago) that she will go to the Universal Balett. But not here. Just an example oft informaton that would not offend peoble at all.

[@LaTarita95]

oh my god I'm so excited for you and wishing you all the best! I'm sure it will help you progressing

[@doina7]

OMG cat people, he wasn't abusing the animal. Yeah he wasn't playing with him like he would a baby, but it's not abusive either. It's a different culture, different way of life and while there are people who treat pets like they're made of glass, most play "rough". There are moments where you spoil an animal, but this is clearly playful. There is no malice and I'm sure he spun the cat a couple of times only, even because the cat himself wouldn't allow for more.

[@OlgaRykov]

I like how sanctimonious everyone is, coming from a culture that films using a cat like a machine gun. And as someone put it "hitting the cat on the head" is like saying that bopping a dog on the nose is "hitting them on the nose". If people want to slander and dehumanize another person - they will, no matter what. They will find a way.

[@NatashaEstrada]

This video is about a major life change and all anyone can think about is that darn cat. I'm sure the cat is alive and well at Masha's house right now

[@WildVee]

Sure, but it's no way to treat an animal. Bet you'd be freaking out if that was another person or a kid being flung around like that. It's really not funny nor is it entertaining. It's sad and really disappointing. Animals are not toys.

[@kimlangenderfer7493]

The laughing during the mistreatment of the cat...unsubscribed.

[@erikanann]

I'm sure this was bittersweet. I feel you will be able to spread your wings a bit more now. Sending much love and support.

[@uzubo5656]

Ms Joy, what a sad but true story... Now I know you are dancing at the Universal Ballet as a principal. God is always with you.

[@Greta-c8v]

Surprised she didnt go to a company in europe not Korea

[@1974Coconut]

why did she leave, and to where?

[@nuhrew]

You are such an inspiring, open and vulnerable artist. Thank you for sharing this with us! For any young dancers that follow Joy and would like to have a one on one conversation with her, Joy new mentors on mentorly.co! You can book a session with her and have her help on planning your own dance career or any struggles that you are dealing with in transition too. Good luck on your next step Joy!

[@r.h.9376]

What happened last year? She kept mentioning it.

[@landcal]

Be kind to yourself during this time of uncertainty, change, and discovery :)

[@alainlemoyne3285]

don't know how it is possible for other people to write you have a beautiful soul ! after this evil laugh at the end ! awful !

[@lilylebowsky5908]

I dissagree with your focus. While that cat gets attention is fed washed sheltered you have animals just around the corner from you neglected and actually abused. Zoos are full of unhappy animals who are treated like..... i dont see anyone else taking action yet playing with a kitty aappears to get your antena all switched on..... just look at what truly needs your words and attantion on such matters..... dont waste your breath on happy cats. Focus on abused neglected animals......

[@alainlemoyne3285]

happy cat ? have you seen how the guy throw the cat in the air at the end ?come on don't tell me what to think on that matter !

[@elenausenova4591]

I disagree with you. Whoever is on the video are just jerks. If you adopt a cat does not mean it can be abused even if it was fed and washed.

[@2snowgirl520]

Not funny with the kitten! 😡

[@dlourdes4743]

where did you go? why did you leave?

[@Grizathvili]

Joy was telling about her move after years of ballerina course in Kremlin. Nevertheless the comments here mostly discussing about the tormented cat, even the cat seems fine and comfort. The expression of the guy is so awful, looked like he would eat the cat later after shaking it like softdrink can. LOL

[@fijaysmythe7371]

The cat bit angered me!!!! Ballet is my passion so I came here to see some beauty,not mistreatment of animals!

[@stephenhardy6340]

Broken hearted to see you leave. You are amazing, your talent , power and force of will are unbelievable!! You should be so proud of yourself. You are an incredible artist who will be a blessing and shining star to any company lucky enough to have you!!!!

[@mihailfelixdumitresc]

Girl, you are brave to have ever been to Russia to train with them and live like them !

[@monsieurkot5858]

What that means? What's wrong with russian ppl?

[@mihailfelixdumitresc]

@@monsieurkot5858 Nothing wrong with Russians , but when you are an American in Russia, everything is difficult: the training methods, the language barrier, making friends, understanding the local culture, etc. Especially the training methods are very tough, demanding to the extreme and coaches don't give a damn on how you feel when you are at the end of your physical limits. I have watched documentaries about Russian gymnasts girls and the stories are between unbelievable and horror. How they got abused when they were having a bad day and how they were punished when they challanged what the coach asked them to do. In a few words: a lot of abuse: physical, mental, emotional. The underlying assumtion of the training method is that a person cannot give their best unless being "squeezed" to the extreme. Also, another sad conclusion is that the individual doesn't matter; what matters is the performance of the group, at any costs. These are Soviet methods and, in my opinion, in the 21-st century, coaches with such mentality should be sent to Siberia to train penguins and sea lions, not human beings. Yes, good performances are likely to happen after thousands of practice hours, because human bodies trained this way become performance machines. Do I care about these performances when I know how ballet dancers/athlets/gymnasts/etc are being trained /treated ? No, not at all. Performance should not be achieved at ANY COSTS. Those girls one day become mothers and that means their bodies will be subjected to a lot of transformations. But afters years and years of hursh training, apart from broken ankles, joints, muscles, fingers, knees, shoulders, God knows how well they will be able to tackle motherhood. In this case, the American girl chose conciously to join a Russian team, so it was her decision. The fact that she remained for a while, again, was her choice, so nothing wrong about Russia or Russians. I also watched a documentary about Igor Moiseyev ballet dancers, whom I really love, and the story was pretty much the same: endless hours of tough training EVEN IF THEY ARE IN PAIN from rehearsals, because if you don't do it, someone else will take your place and they will do it , at least for a while. I am 100% against this kind of attitude towards performance. I stopped appreciating Russian performance of any kind , long ago. Because it is "obtained" AT ANY COSTS. I do not care how well they perform in competitions, I do not care if and when they are number one in any field of sports, dancing, etc. Those people' s lives were torn apart by medieval training methods and I care more about their suffering than about their performances. Performances come and go, but suffering remains forever. This is what I see when I watch Russian performance: PAIN.

[@lollyp092]

What did actually happen? Why did she leave? Someone please explain o.O

[@handeakgun134]

I almost cried, actually I shed a tear or two, good luck Joy you are a very special person

[@cleareyedliar]

Really disappointed to hear you using a slur against the disabled. I know no malice was meant, but you're too kind and good to let that be a part of your persona. Please reconsider using "r*tard" in your daily life. All the best to you.

[@melissasmith6762]

Oh _COME ON_ .

[@ndnaf3705]

For God's sake. There always has to be that one person that has to nit pick over something stupid.

[@harveygirl95]

Lol

[@tinakuczaj3958]

Really disappointed that you would judge her over something so stupid

[@AM-re2bc]

Almost no one uses the term "retarded" when referring to differently-abled people. No offense should be taken as you should never refer to someone with slower mental abilities as retarded in the first place.

[@TheXtremeButterfly]

All the best wishes for your future Joy! :)

[@patriciabilinkas3911]

I’m leaving before I see a cat abused as I saw in the comments. You look very unhappy btw.

[@user-bw3fl7fj9w]

Leaving at this time,after you just went through all the paperwork to live in Russia doesn't make much sense to me. Especially you're not going home,because you miss your family or life in USA. As someone said that you're moving to South Korea, that's going to be another cultural too,and in some ways maybe even more difficult, because in Russia you spoke some of the language and walking down the street people might not know you weren't Russian, whereas that isn't going to be the case. Also, when you work for a company ballet or otherwise, you the new person is supposed to adjust not change them. If you broke your contract that doesn't look good. What attracted me to your site was that you're an American living in Russia and ballet. Now, seems less so..

[@user-bw3fl7fj9w]

Oh, I forgot it would be nice if English subtitles would be used,when you or others are speaking Russian, so those of us who unfortunately don't understand Russian know what you are talking about

[@MichelleBlumears]

You will always be amazing no matter where you are !!

[@aurum496]

Joy ты вдохновение для меня!♥️

[@elainematthys7962]

You have out grown them. As hard as it is to leave the familiar for the unknown, you need to move on and move up. Good luck!

[@bigdata5644]

ты очень красивая..сильная духом...в твоих глазах я вижу вселенную!!! и я теперь подписчик)))

[@goetiagirl]

All the best and much deserved success for the future! PS: why bother a sleeping kitten so????:/

[@2snowgirl520]

Are you moving now? Are you with a new company ? Are you only guest artist inh?

[@the-fiddling-fox]

Pancake 52 She's got a principal dancer job in South Korea.

[@taliasxx]

Guys I would hardly call that animal abuse. More so teasing the kitten. Those taps were soft and though the swinging back and forth was unnecessary he wasn’t hurting the cat, just probably annoying it.

[@NatashaEstrada]

Exactly! Too me it was obvious it was very gentle and doesn't look much different to what goes on in my house on a daily basis but my cats are very much taken care of. When you have young kittens it's good to handle them a lot and get them used to "taking a joke". Especially if they'll be around kids eventually who have no qualms about picking them up like ragdolls etc.

[@redlantern3371]

Sorry, don't agree with you on this one Natasha. Animals were not put on Earth to learn how to "take a joke". And children should be learning from their parents (by example) on how to treat animals. Picking them up "like ragdolls" is not acceptable at any age and children can and should be taught that.Thumping an animal repeatedly on it's head is not funny. Nor is twirling it around. In my opinion.

[@lilylebowsky5908]

redlantern i dissagree with your focus. While that cat gets attention is fed washed sheltered you have animals just around the corner from you neglected and actually abused. Zoos are full of unhappy animals who are treated like..... i dont see anyone else taking action yet playing with a kitty aappears to get your antena all switched on..... just look at what truly needs your words and attantion on such matters..... dont waste your breath on happy cats. Focus on abused neglected animals......

[@redlantern3371]

Lily Lebowsky: We could have a much broader discussion on my dislike of zoos but it's not appropriate here. There is a difference between opinion and judgement. Judgement is a verb indicating action. Opinion is a noun indicating a state of mind. I was simply giving my opinion based on what I saw on the video. And believe me, I never put anything in writing that I haven't thought out first. Opinions are precious, to each his own.

[@NatashaEstrada]

They were also not put on this Earth to live inside and be dressed up etc. Actually neither were humans. Let's go back to shitting in the woods instead of posting comments on our computer. Because that's what God intended. I would also love to see a video of you successfully teaching a 1yo not to pull a cat's tail. That was not thumping. You can literally see the effort he is making to gently tap the cat holding his muscle strength back That cat is very lucky in the scheme of things. There are homeless people in Moscow that will literally freeze and die in the streets this winter. Probably many cats too.

[@andrealobos1871]

You are truly inspirational! Blessings to you and your next adventure. Onward and upward!

[@skylarjewel4041]

What is the song that was used in the background during 2:30

[@KickinTheBucket-List]

I'm excited to see what comes next for you

[@billettescrafts]

Best of luck to you Joy! You've got your glow back 💕

[@catharvey66]

I don't think I have enough vile words to say about anyone who stands by while an animal is treated like that. Your story and you were interesting to me until I saw this.

[@ileanamuntean7338]

I think she is back in Russia now.

[@janicecoulson5388]

I am not surprised after all the year you have had, I wish you good luck with your future, keep blogging!

[@untitled1464]

joy look into project polunin!

[@Dovid2000]

So, why did you decide to leave Russia? No explanation given.

[@veramentegina]

so glad to see you leave!! don't pre-judge your future. It will be more wonderful than you can ever imagine if you just let it be.. You don't even need luck. You are wonderful. :)

[@pridenprejudice2004]

Is it just me, or is there some Botox overload going on?

[@nataliefay97]

Not botox, looks like a lot of puffiness/ swelling. Not sure why though

[@amandabrown4895]

That must have been so hard. Sending you love.

[@jjgnva]

Joy, I wish you would explain, how/where you are going to next.. Kind of left hanging over here!!!!

[@alinavolkova878]

Please, never forget what Kremlin Ballet has taught you - not only physically/technically, but also mentally. Best of luck with your future plans.

[@brendadufaur37]

Why is whoever that is treating the cat so terribly? Seedy.

[@abbathefreeze]

best of luck with youre new adventures