I'm lonely.

[@isabellelola517]

Thank you❤ i am 33, i have a 5 year old daughter, i'm working 30 hours a week in a job i don't like and getting low money, just because the workingtime there fits to my private life with kindergarten time etc....i am diagnosed with ptbs (traumatizing childhood), depressions and highsensitivity (if thats the englisch word for it, it means my brain needs more time to handle senses). Our pets help me a lot to calm down. I meditate a lot etc. But sometimes i just need a good movie and a glass of wine😁

[@raylerss0430]

Brad, its 5 in the morning and i havent slept, but you bet your ass that im still watching this

[@raspberrybellini]

It's really intuitive that you recognised these red flags and have seen that depression begins to creep in as self doubt and it usually manifests as doubt in how we look, our life choices and fear of the future being more of the same. I'm happy to hear you're making choices for yourself and being kind to yourself and the people who care are always going to want you to be happy. One of the biggest destroyers of youtube contents is the burnout from comments. It's very smart you know that.

[@Trashpandasoli]

Gotta say "morning glory" sounds so good! I am also someone enjoying slow mornings; where I can make a cuppa and enjoy slow 'waking up'...have the time to make a nice breakfast, listening music or a podcast... I usually can do that only on the weekend since I work Mo-Fr: 8-5.... 'morning glory' enjoying a slow saturday/sunday morning sounds perfect for that time of selfcare! 💜🌞

[@an0ddy]

0:06 intro 9:51 episode #01 actually starts ─ 0:43 Why is there a new Podcast? 3:46 What's the Idea for this Podcast? 4:08 What's the Idea behind "morning glory"? 6:05 What are you gonna talk about? 7:24 How did you decide on the Titel? 9:09 What's the schedule gonna be like? ─ 10:52 "Loneliness" 12:51 Brad takes his mask off 🎭 15:57 Plans for a Website (selling artwork) ─ 16:48 - 28:22 TW: depression, body dysmorphia, negative body image, self loathing, controlled eating, toxic social media 24:41 camera cuts out :< 37:33 advice from Brad 39:00 about being single 39:53 "always have protected sex, please" ─ 44:24 final words and disclaimer ADVICE EPISODES ARE STILL ON :D ─ 45:40 outro

[@an0ddy]

Let's see how long I'll keep up the timestamps for this Podcast 🎉

[@greenstick1989]

This is my first time commenting on anything before cause I just wanted to say how much I love you and watching just one more person recognise their depressions symptoms and manage to lift themselves out of that hole is just so heart warming. As a 15 year old girl I relate a lot to this video and I have seen many people close to me struggle and not being able to help them because I cant even help myself. So anyway I know how much strength this must've taken and you are SOOO strong queen🌈 keep slaying

[@kathleenclark815]

I definitely want to hear what your Dad said on his Birthday ❤

[@panny__2247]

Brad, I just wanted to tell you that when I was in MY darkest times of my life last year I discovered your channel. Your personality got me hooked and I bingewatched your entire video catalogue. It brought and brings me so much joy and good feelings. You are funny, witty, intelligent, blessed with great creativity and you are a beautiful human being. Your shining light was radiating onto me and your videos (and my new obsession with Taylor Swift lol) were a big part in getting me out of my bad mental state. So what I am rambling here about is that I wanted to thank you for your vids and I really liked this first episode of morning glory. Also I am happy that you are feeling better now. ❤

[@841tabby]

Thank you for being so honest. I’m 23 and have never been in a relationship and the pressure that I’ve felt from my family and friends to be in a relationship is wild. And I’ve struggled with getting people to understand that because I am not in a relationship does not mean that I’m alone or in content with my life. It’s crazy even now how much people value others based on if they have a partner . This first episode was amazing, keep doing what you’re doing Brad. Love from Boston ❤

[@mal-nx6xs]

I'm 33 and never been in a relationship. people think I'm lonely but I enjoy it, and that's what matters. live your life❤

[@ariusrainer9345]

Cheers, Love! I'm thrilled for your journey in mental health. It always brings me comfort when pretty people are transparent about their struggles because I tend to put beauty on a pedestal and discount myself as an unpretty person. In a strange way your willingness to adress it makes me feel less excluded. So thanks for that. Cheers to independence though. Due to my line of work I've begun to refer to myself as alone, not lonely. I adore chilling without the overactive consideration of others. Me time is bliss. Me, a cup of tea, and a bit more Brad. 💋 Big Hearts, Sis. You're a major part of my self-care, because of the delight you induce gives me life.

[@Bracyteaker11]

I’m so glad your in a better place and that your able to notice the changes and the things you do when your in a bad place .You do deserve to love yourself and body . I remember finally feeling happiness and I was watching one of your videos early last year and I just laughed and it was so genuine and I felt light and you showed me that so thank you for that and even if that family member doesn’t we all know the effort and time you put in to your career and the videos and we appreciate it so much. THANK YOUUU 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@dianefurlong2911]

Brad, you’re amazing! Thank you for this heartfelt Podcast. Please don’t apologize for sharing your thoughts and feelings. I was in my early 40s before realizing that it was okay and important to do things to make yourself happy and content. I’m so glad for you that you’ve found that while still in your 20s. You’re such a creative person and that’s impressive. Thank You for All that you do.

[@bitmoreBrad]

❤️❤️

[@filmsyoushouldbewatching]

I completely agree about how overwhelming it seems every time you open social media or look at the news. It's important to be aware of these things, and we must appreciate the privilege we have to look away, turn our phones off, while this is their reality. Regardless, it hurts-hurts your mind, your psyche-being bombarded by information overload, having all of that at our fingertips, like you say. And don't you find that good news doesn't seem to sell? It's only the bad, and the negative that we see on the news. Which is such a sad reality to find ourselves in. It's as if we have become brainwashed into consuming only negative content, addicted to negativity, and it's just so draining. So, yeah, enough of my ramble, all I'll say is thank you for having the courage to voice this. We, me having just finished uni and not being able to find a job, seem to be going through similar feelings. So, thank you for sharing xx

[@ceemo2541]

I’m still on uni but I’m looking for an internship and I feel so burnt out. I really enjoyed reading your comment :)

[@makeitaten8000]

God how much I loved listening to you! Yay you! ❤❤❤

[@jellyrodriguez]

This podcast is such a safe space I’m so excited for the next episode, much love brad you are so amazing❤️

[@MJ-jq2bq]

This was so cozy! A great addition to my morning as I started my work day. Thanks for the vulnerable vibes

[@jeffreyedwards1811]

Greetings from Florida! Love you and your channels. You're very engaging and real. You're absolutely gorgeous, don't think otherwise. I obviously don't know you at a personal level but as a RN I know we all require the human touch. Just a snuggle or hug daily makes the difference between a smile on your face or a grimace for the day. I talk to a therapist weekly and recommend it. It's very freeing to tell a stranger intimate feelings you have and explore how to live your best life. Your wonderful Brad and a big virtual hug coming across the pond.

[@lillymellentin8018]

Brad this is so so great!! Thanks so much! LOVE IT ❤️

[@chaitea840]

Aww I loved kitchen sink I’m so excited to see where morning glory goes! Love u Brad!❤

[@mateosebastianmanriqueboho6647]

I just love it ❤, thank you for sharing your experience and thoughts with us, somehow that makes me feel better, as we realized that what social media shows isn’t real. And people all around the globe face similar issues

[@deadfor7yrs246]

was gonna listen to an audiobook while sewing and found this uploaded at the perfect moment can’t wait to listen thank u brad

[@rodrigostrazds2485]

Love this new podcast Keep it up and cant wait to see the next eps

[@itsaudreyyyy]

Oh I CANT WAIT to buy your artwork!!!!!!

[@ryanve1997]

Brad-from start to finish, I resonated with this episode. I’m just this midwestern Ohio girl and often I feel like people our age are pressured to have these extravagant social lives. And as someone who has also felt that cultural loneliness and not had the words to tell the people that matter, I am so grateful for you and the light you put out into the world. ❤

[@brandilavalley18]

I loved this shift of the podcast. I like being able to listen to the hard things we go through because it helps us realize we are not alone. Please keep doing these types of podcast episodes!!! Love you Brad🤍🤍

[@mikaelroldan9240]

I'm in love with this side of a person! So vulnerable and warm. Love you Brad.

[@iroosthegoose5835]

I completely get being overwhelmed by media, you are not a coward for needing to rest. You can't save the world if you are burnt out ❤

[@abirmaassam2215]

I loved this podcast episode; it was really cathartic. I've been feeling the same way lately on every front you just mentioned. Struggling with my body image, with feeling unproductive, craving love and intimacy and aching for what is happening in the world. I'm so happy that you are trying to get to a better place and you inspired me to do the same; take initiative and work on actually trying to make myself happy instead of seeking that from someone else. Love you Brad 💕

[@ambervanderhoorn1701]

thank you so much for being so open and honest, the last half year has been my lowest ever and I have been really making big steps rn and hearing this is so encouraging. So happy to hear that you are doing better and I wish you the best possible, you’re a beautiful soul 🫶🏻

[@flor8567]

Regarding the social media part, I felt that at my core. I can't delete it because of the news part and its importance to what I do, but I have started to limit my time with it. Something that helped me a lot was turning to physical media like cds and dvds, even like a kindle or ipod helps a lot to stop you from wondering into twitter or instagram.

[@onyxisnotuniqueenough]

listened to this episode this monday morning and it was the perfect length for my commute to uni thank you for sharing and letting us see a new facet of yourself! i love this morning theme and i'm excited for future episodes

[@ChespinCraft]

Very glad you talked about loneliness and relationships to start off this podcast, it's very validating to hear what I've been thinking from someone else's perspective and that they relate--would love more episodes that go deeper if you wanted to do that. As a young gay guy who's never been in a relationship before, the feeling of isolation and desperation is almost indescribable especially in this community. The part about tricking yourself into being happy not being in relationship really resonated with me, I feel like I'm finally starting down the path towards breaking that barrier down, and moving towards being authentically happy by myself but its going to take time and work. This is all to say that I really appreciated your openness in this episode and looking forward to future episodes!

[@ashlee8057]

Thank you for being so open about these things. Around a very similar time to you I also went through a lot of body / eating related issues along with the usual depression and anxiety that comes and goes for me. It’s just nice to know I’m not alone in this stuff and that things can always get better. As you said you’re now content and happier than ever, and I hope I’m on the same path as I’m now seeing a psychologist and dietician and just trying to be better despite the constant mental hurdles. Thanks again, love your honesty as always ❤

[@hayleylandseadal2923]

Love you so much Brad! I feel you so much on just really loving and feeling comfortable at home. Not going out very often, and finding creative outlets! Thank you so much for sharing as much as you have with us. You are truly a light in people’s lives 🩷🩷 you such a special person! You are truly an inspiration 🥺🩷

[@michellebarry1555]

Everything you said is so relatable Brad. The body issues and the comparison to others on social media is completely real. Also the sadness and overwhelming feelings every time you watch the news or go online. I had to stop for awhile also. I like your new format. When your camera went out I just layer back with my headphones and just listened, I appreciated just hearing your voice talking to “me” ☺️

[@sheaaabutterrr]

I love this episode! I really like the ending when you talked about making yourself happy, because I completely relate, about a year ago I dropped all of my bad friends and stopped looking for validation in anyone, and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been! Life does have so much to offer, so if there’s something in your life that’s hindering your happiness, GET RID OF IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE whether that be self hatred, bad friends, or technology!

[@evan.c1219]

So glad you’re back and feeling better, I love everything you give us so I’m reeeally excited for this new pod!! 2024 is our year!!! 💖💖💖

[@kaelin9758]

I listened to this as i had breakfast and coffee this morning. It works wonderfully as you intended to have something to wake up slowly to. I love slow mornings the best and can't during work weeks because i start work at 7am. Love the topics too and i relate a lot to what you've said about socializing, depression and motivation as a young person in their mid to late 20s.

[@mirandamoran4791]

I always love your videos so to be able to share opinions with you and watch these new videos mean a lot ❤

[@DonJackson_04]

Sending love and positive energy. Thanks for sharing your story with us 💜

[@isaeivy]

ohh i love this, it was very therapeutic. im in my early twenties and its important for me to hear someone with a bit more experience talk about these things. you gave me a sense of safety to concentrate and think about my own worries surrounding depressive states which i tend to avoid because of the amount of anxiety. i really appreciate that. and im happy to know that you feel better know❤

[@matilda2111]

❤love the way you pronounce every word with all your emotional mixtures

[@heidiroush5448]

I am so happy that you were able to recognize what you were going through and that you are doing better. Your ability to be so open and honest about yourself is so incredible. This podcast is going to be great and will hopefully help you and other people. Your body is beautiful just as it is, and though my saying that isn't going to prevent you from feeling negatively at times, hopefully it will for even a few minutes. You are a very talented and beautiful person worthy of so much love. When you find the guy you're looking for, I hope he deserves you.

[@final_queer]

new subscriber to your channels and I appreciate your honesty and humor.

[@klouise5831]

Loved this so much ❤ thank you for being so open and willing to share your feelings i found it relatable having been in a similar place myself especially with depression and body dysmorphia, the way you described aspects of it really helped me to put into words a lot of things that ive been feeling, cant wait for the next one brad, glad to hear your in a better place now Also love that this was the first thing i watched waking up this morning, such a good concept 🤩

[@bitmoreBrad]

🥰❤️

[@lautaylorsversion-e4y]

You bring so much comfort to so many people brad, we love you and we thank you a lot for eberything you do❤️

[@PokhrajRoy.]

Congratulations on your new podcast! The new look is slay 🔥

[@edugator6]

Enjoyed this very much! Good for you-So glad you are feeling better! Thanks for sharing. This was very enjoyable to listen to as I did my morning routines. ❤

[@jessmPS]

Thank you for sharing. I’ve had longer term issues with body image and continue to struggle with taking action. Thank you so much for sharing and I deleted fb and other social medias and it helped a lot.

[@_lifeofrye]

i related to this episode so much! thank you for sharing your story, brad!

[@thomasdanielince]

I studied in London for 3 years and found I couldn’t afford to stay after my student loan ran out, I miss it, however I am much more of a recluse than I was when I lived in the city

[@frascameos]

i'm so glad you're doing better now brad, thank you for opening up to us!! like you said it's so important to take time for ourselves and do what truly brings us some sort of peace of mind. always a pleasure to be in your company, absolutely love this new pod idea (as a big fan of american psycho) !!

[@CourtneyTalbot-v2f]

Omg Brad, I also had the darkest time of my life September/October and went on holiday with my parents in Sept. I relate so much to this and appreciate you speaking about it. I am still in it but for the first time, I am actively working on myself and hopefully feel better soon. Last year was awful so I really hope this year will be better ❤

[@stefaniebm2266]

I truly missed this, thank you Brad for the podcast!! ❤

[@mothsarelovely]

Brad makes me feel so seen and less alone and I'm so happy that I found his channel and am thankful for him and videos like this ❤❤

[@jenfreybeato3256]

This was so relatable thank you

[@svi2623]

I love listening to you talk so happy you’re back ❤

[@dobby3lf733]

love you brad ❤

[@itzomar6060]

been missing the podcast so much!! cant wait for this!

[@FrauFarbenfroh]

Really love this kind of content

[@dianefurlong2911]

Good Morning, here it is 5AM in NY. Thanks to a very strong iced coffee last evening I had a whopping 2 hours sleep 😂 Let’s see what you have to say Brad. Thanks

[@sarasalt85]

I loved the kitchen sink pod and Im loving this new podcast too!!

[@gregorille]

about social media: yes it's important to know but it's not like it's going to change your mind if you're already against the violence. Socials are really extreme right now so it's completly fair to log off the constent exposure to violence.

[@wwhn]

As someone who has and still struggles with body dysmorphia I totally understand. as KZbinrs it can be hard to be this vulnerable for thousands of people to see but thank you for courage and transparency! you are not alone! You are beautiful and you are THAT bitch!

[@PokhrajRoy.]

This podcast was what the doctor ordered ❤

[@Simone.tea1]

I am so excited Brad! More fun content to make me smile :)

[@darcieelliott3296]

I’ve been waiting for this one! So excited to listen to

[@FredrikBob]

Love u brad Watch all ur videos❤😊

[@indrajrosandi1806]

I like it when people go against the mainstreams these days. The hell with what people bragged about themselves & what they owned, what they did - I love for just being ME. 🎉

[@matilda2111]

Yeah buddy love you a lottttttttt❤

[@emmamariah]

loved it ❤

[@mike90317]

Morning Brad ☕

[@katiemarie_]

oh my days so proud 🫶🏼

[@latinoburger123]

Welp, found my new podcast I’ll be listening to during my zoom meetings

[@LahDeeDah7]

I think loneliness is a big epidemic in millennials and younger in general, not just in the gay community, and I think it's the prevalence of hookup culture and dating apps. Now that people have a wider area to look they can theoretically have all their boxes checked for the perfect partner. So anyone who doesn't fit everything isn't even given a chance and if they do find someone, it's unlikely they'll check all of that person's boxes. So now everyone is hooking up with people they find attractive but are unwilling to build a life with. Which just leaves a lot of people hurt and makes them more closed off from being vulnerable. So now everyone is isolated from each other mentally, spiritually, and emotionally even though the world may seem more physically open. It's so tough for us all and it's so difficult to try to break out of that alone because it really requires everyone to get on board for any meaningful change to happen

[@mayabaker6020]

I’m lonely too babe.

[@xSablelicious]

Can't wait to listen

[@ElliotSwansson]

slayyyyyy so excited! (also i have to ask do you know of/about Mike's Mic?)

[@bitmoreBrad]

no i don’t actually who is he?

[@ElliotSwansson]

@@bitmoreBrad ahhhhhh ok he's an absolute icon, Australian youtuber who makes analysis videos of 2000s tv shows, and he used to make commentary videos. he is 💅which is why we love him even more www.youtube.com/@mikesmic

[@PokhrajRoy.]

@@bitmoreBradYou will love his channel. Lots of pop culture discourse

[@Kitkatkatattack]

Oddly enough with body dysmorhpia, I'm still not sure if it's seeing a different image in the mirror than what others see. However, I have asked a number of friends, my partner, and even my own parents about "do you see this" referring to say my upper arms. I had an accident that caused me to lose a lot of weight in a short 3 month period. Where is was every bit of almost 70 pounds, and I am so fearful that say any type of flab bits that may be. I overly focus on it, and asking others did kind of help (people you trust) to see if they see something different than you do. I've had body dysmorphia since middle school. And now that I look back at old photos, I think I look better back then. Than the time when I was in middle school, I literally would hide my form with baggy hoodies and sweat pants that were a size larger than they needed to be. Another thing that goes with dysmorphia that I was told by my therapist was, "do you ever try to hide yourself/your body from others?" In the since of hiding in extremely baggy clothes to not going out with friends because of body dysmorphia. I would say you definitely the issues with social media/or even family and things people like to say to fuel that body dysmorphia on top of depression that comes out. It sucks since body dysmorphia progressively goes through stages, but you can get to a point where you can get out of your own mind it takes a lot of work. But the best thing I've heard is "try not to pressure yourself," which is easier said than done.

[@Kitkatkatattack]

Thank you for sharing and talking about what you have been through, honestly, just coming from a place where their is so much uncertainty with social media.

[@coledesantis3361]

Definitely make more

[@CosmicNiffler2102]

With the mask on, your superhero name could be Morning Glory 😋

[@CosmicNiffler2102]

Really related to this episode, btw. Thanks for being so open with us. You're a beautiful human ♡

[@PokhrajRoy.]

13:16 I could be wrong but I thought as Gen Z, we’re more homely and sober.

[@gregorille]

Im like 33 min in and my take is you can go slower and deeper in some of those points!

[@melissaeastridge7402]

Your 10am is my 4am so it takes me about 4 hours until I watch it😂

[@KelseySummer1304]

easily going to be my fave🤍

[@Trashpandasoli]

algorythm love comment

[@itss_nattyj]

“She’s dead.” 😂

[@RubyJordan-tf3ij]

Omgg yesss ❤❤

[@donny_1k946]

Do you have any other socials?

[@bevssabado3460]

❤❤❤

[@user-dx2dm8oq8g]

I deleted the apps from my phone. I prefer to meet with people rather than scroll like a voyeuristic creep. I noticed that some people won't support you as an artist or if you run your own business. They won't do the minimum to like or share, but will know everything about your life when you meet in person. I don't like that.

[@upsupeter]

I no it’s not about me but personally I think your body is fine. It’s all about preference and for me that’s your body type,your not slim and certainly not fat your big boned and that’s who you are. I love a guy who has some meat on him I also love to see you dressed up as you always look good chest legs and ass perfect. Stop beating yourself up you’re perfectly fine as you are honestly not just saying it. If I had to say something it would be I prefer your hair a little shorter. Sorry. Every one going to have an opinion that’s the nature of being on here ,can you imagine if you really took to much notice of all these people. No. And you need a thick skin for your job. Now cut that shit out your head chest out ass pumped and fuck the rest move on and be proud. Life is never easy and has its high and low points and we have to hold on and ride that wave. Put that cheeky grin on your face and get on with it. ❤😊

[@ashdrizzy]

the mask is killing me

[@aziragoramo]

Marry me

[@filmsyoushouldbewatching]

Funcshway-wise - im stealing that ✨

[@jariah92005]

Omg who sleeps with socks on??!!!! Stop it!!

[@mirandamoran4791]

I always love your videos so to be able to share opinions with you and watch these new videos mean a lot ❤