I'm still here.

[@mr.nose_hairyt7937]

Jam don't be hard on yourself! You're a great creator and should definitely continue on. Just don't worry about anything else and keep pushing on the grind. Road to 100k!

[@JamAttack]

lol I mean you gotta be careful of the grind. Take care of yourself. I'll keep makin stuff tho and try not to worry about it so much. Thx

[@mr.nose_hairyt7937]

I just said that because you seemed pretty sad in the video. Thanks for making such amazing content for all of us (:@@JamAttack

[@justawhisp4160]

A nice comment, but I think you're missing the point a little bit.

[@TanVal382]

Jam keep going! Everyone likes your videos

[@yurio3693]

,

[@MoldyGD]

I love chicken. That chicken is a hero. It sounds like chicken. Anyway, this was super eye-opening to hear. I think about a lot of this stuff too but really don't talk about it much, so props for being brave enough to post about it. I'm glad you managed to have this experience and learn more about yourself. Looking forward to your future stuff! You're gonna hit 100K in no time 🔥

[@cobiepal]

CHICKEEEEEEEEEEN!!!!!!!!! :D

[@JamAttack]

thx man

[@CJ__6]

Do the chickens have names?

[@FriedChickenGtag]

10:09 “you didn’t see that”

[@yurio3693]

W

[@Voxicat]

hey, i feel the exact same :3

[@itineriss]

vox

[@zacharybourque8421]

Hi

[@doozybrothers5407]

Hi Voxicat

[@justjust3]

ISTHATVOXICAT

[@thundergamergd]

Hi

[@AeonAir]

This is a very nice video. There's something inherently human about feeling inadequate compared to the other people around you, especially those who do the same thing as you. But I think the hardest thing about it all, is reminding yourself that these are things everyone go through. The feeling of not doing enough, despite working yourself to the bone more or less, is a feeling I think we all share to some degree. It's an incredibly difficult position to exist within I think, despite it being the most common position to be in these days. Finding that peace of mind, realizing that you wont ever reach true satisfaction with your own effort is invaluable. You will always feel like you couldve done more, or couldve done better, and that's ok! It's a feeling we all share.

[@gmdFrame]

Aeonair? More like aeon DEEZ NUTS

[@ANGOOSE_REAL]

​@@gmdFrame-_-

[@DarkInd_Equinox]

Well said, you're a great person Aeon 🥰

[@ChanceYouTube]

Thank you for being here Jam, you are a huge inspiration and I’m glad that everything’s okay! Keep pushing!

[@carl_lenn]

When I was young, I always thought I wanted to be a KZbinr. I love creation, and I wanted a fanbase of my own. The idea of popularity gets to your head. It was only recently that I realized its not just creativity and a fanbase, but theres specific things that the platform wants out of you to be successful. Retention, ads, sponsorships, asking for likes, comments and subscribers, and following whatever is hip, new and cool. I wouldn't want that for myself looking back, and I'm glad what I did create never worked out. Even then, I'm still proud of what I made, when I made those few videos way back when. I think having multiple ways to express your identity is great. I liked JamAttack, I liked Jamber too, and you could probably choose anything else to represent yourself with and it would be cool, even if not jam. Yet how you represent yourself always comes with an issue of how you are being percieved. And in KZbin, the way you are percieved has a huge effect of how successful you may be. Your concerns about identity seem to stretch pretty far and honestly KZbin is not a help in that. I think if you were able to express your identity through other mediums or groups it would go smoother. I cant speak for your fanbase, friends, or family, or whoever, but I support your decisions. I wish you luck as you search for who you want to be.

[@JamAttack]

Yeah u right, that's one reason why it's important to balance life with other things. I realize that KZbin isn't everything for me even if I put a lot of effort into it. It's def a lot of pressure but I'm willing to deal with that because of the amazing opportunities I get with this platform. You just have to remember to take care of yourself and step back sometimes.

[@gravitygames4495]

It's so weirdly surreal having kinda seen this all go down from the inside that aside this marks the second time I watched a video with minecraft footage in the background while someone talks about their life this week which is odd that it happened twice

[@JamAttack]

you now have 10 cents

[@ARandomCanadian]

@@JamAttack Dang it, you stole the joke I was about to make

[@Satgamer80d]

@@JamAttack took me a while to get

[@potatojuiceultra]

9:43 "Sometimes, it just feels like Tube" is an amazing line - looking back I understand where you are coming from. That being said, you are far from being defined by youtube's expectations, I think no matter which direction you take your videos they will still be good. Also, I really like your platformer mode post commentary idea, and the way your icons eyes move when it turns around make it surprisingly expressive.

[@CorruptedNoob42]

But the best line is "hello doggy :)"

[@NorthLunaa]

POV: you’re one of the best and most underrated creator and you still think you’re not good enough. Bruh, we love you :)

[@GDMacHInE]

47 likes and no replies? Lemme fix that

[@Virtual_Garbage]

​@@GDMacHInEI don't get these comments, what's the point in "fixing" a comment with big amount of likes???

[@zacharykindlefire2902]

nom

[@quantumftne]

He knows we love him

[@FlameFire-3]

I honestly think that you need to just do what makes you happy instead of rushing out content/levels (or whatever it may be) and not being able to enjoy it. Take your time when you want and relax a bit. I promise that no matter how long it takes for you to make something, I will not stop enjoying it because you make SERIOUSLY good work!

[@dubbie7879]

its okay, burnout sucks, i will wait, i dont need you to overwork yourself. it wouldnt help. i just enjoy your content when/if it continues.

[@dubbie7879]

also congrats on the gender stuff, as a genderfluid person myself its cool to see other people uncovering their own identities :3

[@GDplazma]

I agree completely

[@SawBSketch]

I appreciate you being open about your worries and struggles with identity, as it makes me, and i bet many others, feel valid of having those struggles as well, and showing it shouldnt stop Anyone from doing what we enjoy. Whether you'll be Jam, Jamber, or anything else, Jam related or not, I appreciate and support you. We all choose our own path. I'm happy you are doing it with an open heart. You're amazing.

[@galofuf]

we're all here to support you no matter what g 🙏🙏🙏

[@1plush2]

hey jam!!! i really hope you get through this, i may not be doing the greatest either (came out of a mental hospital ~2 weeks ago) but i really hope you are getting better after this. you are my FAVORITE creator, a great one. i wish you luck :) (oh and i LOVE the name jamber.)

[@SiyanGD]

I love you JamAttack! You inspired me to make a lot of things in GD!

[@Lation]

I'm not as big of a KZbinr as you are, but I do 100% relate to what you're saying here. I had a lot of identity struggles, especially in 2021 when my channel blew up. Above everything, I wanted to make quality content, and because of my immense burnout and stress from the growth, I didn't feel like I could, so I did what I still think is the smartest thing I could've done which is just stop. I didn't upload for two years. I only came back when I felt like I was ready and things have been going great lately! :) My point is that 99% of people in this line of work go through the exact same thing that you are, and it seems like we all take it differently than eachother. The #1 thing you need to make sure is that you're happy. It may feel like it, but there are no shackles on you to this channel. You don't HAVE to do this. I would much rather watch one video of you be happy then ten where you don't feel like yourself. You be you and we'll all be happy 💙

[@KompadoodleLEL]

furry unsubbed

[@GD_ELECTRO]

mama mia

[@mrworld1645]

@@KompadoodleLEL I counter that by subbing

[@ProbablyPibumo]

@@KompadoodleLEL wow you suck

[@Nightcaat]

@@KompadoodleLELFraud

[@SomeIdiotOnRoblox]

I love you jam attack, you gave me motivation to build a level when i just didn’t want to do it.

[@JamAttack]

you got this

[@Sumthing8U]

@@JamAttackFOCUS

[@Eltako741]

@@JamAttackshould i continue my weirdcore level? I’m really out of motivation to make anything

[@itineriss]

​@@Sumthing8U 8 keys

[@yurio3693]

W

[@zuloxyy]

Just keep on being and doing whatever you want. You will always have so many people supporting you.

[@swagnoiceswag]

the openness and realness you present in this video is genuinely admirable

[@blucpinygaming]

Yo don't be so hard on yourself man, people aren't judging you nearly as much as you think, we all respect you as a community member and creator. Most importantly, just live your life and do what makes you happy, because in the end that will be what leads to better content and level production. ❤ P.s. Love the new video format btw

[@Jayden89117]

Hey jam, I know dealing with these type of mental health problems can be very challenging, and I know just “getting better” doesn’t really work, but I know you can get through it. Love your vids (:

[@W4ckyYL]

You are one of the realest or at least most relatable person I have ever heard from, I definitely wish you the best with whatever you end up doing!

[@Slixour]

I could never relate to the troubles of being popular on youtube, but almost everything else in this video really made me feel something. I'm having extremely similar problems, like too similar and it's kinda weird. But thanks so much for this, I needed to see it.

[@SaNe_Hyperr]

Take as much time if you still need it! As long as you are ok then everything will be ok! Love your vids btw :3

[@achithefemboy]

lurker here Jamber is an awesome design and idea! i think they look awesome. keep doing whatever you wanna do, we'll still be here for ya

[@Grred_]

You don't know how genuinely much of an inspiration you are to so much people, including me. You were one of the reasons i pushed through to get my first rated level! Just know that people love and embrace you for being you. :)

[@TheMarshiiRose]

hopefully whatever you decide to do from here goes well! also jamber is so cute :3

[@spotishii]

Jam, I can relate with this SOOOO much. I'm in school, just got an F on my test and it absolutely broke me (I'm an A- student). Mental breakdown in class, my teacher had to pull me out. You know what she said? Everyone else got a low score. She purposely made the test super hard to see how everyone would react. And that's when I realized- it's alright to chill out a bit. To not be so hard on yourself. You are your worst enemy. Conquer that enemy, and break them. We love you :)

[@Slyme_7]

You saying just sometimes just feels like "tube" is a great way of putting it

[@The_7thSoul]

Jam you dont need to keep pushing or keep doing things you dont want follow your passion and do what you like be who you wanna be and most of all if you dont want to you dont need to if something is to hard or you just dont wanna do it stop, or teak a break and continue. You dont need to push yourself to limits you dont want to.

[@dry4smash946]

Ay dont be hard on yourself jamattack, you are such a good creator and i am glad that that you are still around, i hope you can solve the burnout issue soon :) (also i really liked jamber’s designs)

[@ByrneGD]

What a deep video, thanks for coming out to your viewers. We will always support you :) I reckon you should still do challenges with your friends like Moldy, if u don't want to be a youtuber you don't have to.

[@JamAttack]

nah I still like this, I just have to approach it the right way I like being in other videos a lot too tho

[@SaviN7]

I'm so happy that you are working on your identity and doin what makes you happy! I really love your creations and content and I am really looking forward to what you create with Jamber

[@Therealcooliuscaesar]

“JUST DO IT! DONT LET YOUR DREAMS BE DREAMS! - John Nike

[@Fforeal]

I love you dude keep building

[@voyagerii6194]

Never Give Up my bro, I still believe in you Oh and also, take your time for a little while, take a break!

[@orots]

it's genuinely rlly inspiring how much you've opened up, you'll always be respected no matter what endeavor you decide to undertake in the future

[@CJ__6]

14:42 Of course we’ll support you with anything you do!

[@james2be916]

Jamber is such a good character design! Would buy a plushie O_O Oh and the commentary style Minecraft KZbinrs do when they move around and zoom in translates VERY well into your version where your icon moves around the table and jumps.

[@Ryder7223]

Thank you for shedding light on the jam situation, you'll always have our support. ❤

[@zerarori]

you gave me reason to keep creating. and for that i thank you. due to you, i’m still playing this game. thank you for everything, jam. you don’t need to be hard on yourself either, take it at your own pace and help yourself

[@loophole_5215]

Jam you inspired me to start creating I’m so glad to see that you’re doing okay!

[@_lea]

I was thinking of doing a super long comment but all I have to say is your videos made me keep playing gd for the last 2 years. I've always had trouble staying motivated and finding reasons to work on whatever level I found myself in, but seeing your way of creating really made me stay and try to find new ways of creating. I was never really happy with myself because I couldn't finish anything quickly in this game but after watching your videos and overthinking stuff a lot, I came to the conclusion that my life doesn't revolve around this game, and I have enjoyed it more than ever, even if I don't play it that much. Really, take care man. You already know this but you should never do stuff out of pressure, just have fun your own way, and don't feel overwhelmed by anything that you don't actually enjoy. You aren't forced to do anything, and you don't owe us anything, it's you who makes YOUR videos after all.

[@Xanderplayz-km3mh]

Yea, not a long comment at all!

[@_lea]

@@Xanderplayz-km3mh oops my bad

[@Xanderplayz-km3mh]

@@_lea lol

[@charleswilliford3906]

I think you are one of the best creators, don’t stop, your content is great, and your style is so cool

[@carrotyspice9550]

Yeah keep it up! I can completely relate to you, since I have little to no motivation for some projects. I feel burnt out, yet I haven't even done anything.

[@StephenHogarts]

33:18 can’t wait for later projects! But of course take your time. Spending that long on the glorious fortress video sounds exhausting. It’s fine if you don’t post for a bit. I can still just rewatch the cellar path and glorious fortress video for the 20th time.

[@kanii_1]

Jam, you've prolly heard this a lot, but focus more on what you're comfortable with. Other people will always be commenting on anything and everything you upload, but don't let it get to you. I wish you the best of luck with whatever it is you choose to do😸

[@ziwuri]

you're genuinely pretty and/or handsome, and I like your voice

[@Zyronyix367]

I think I speak for everyone here when I say you are one of the best GD creators/content creators out there, all you gotta do is keep being you! Even if the current you changes over time, we'll all respect your decisions. We love ya Jam!

[@cSzyX]

I’ve been trying to get a rated level for the past few months now, you’ve inspired me to spend more time on my levels and have now made something Im proud of. Thank you jam attack

[@advance64bro]

Take your time Jam, your content always makes my day :) I really hope you get better, stay strong Jam

[@DawningAgain]

This... is surprisingly the most relatable a youtube video has been in a while. I love your content JamAttack. You make us happy with the time you spend on your videos. I don't want you to feel pressured to continue to work and work if you don't want to. After all, you have already done so much, and deserve a break. I could never post something as personal as this video. Thank you for all the content and fun, and heres to a better JamAttack! (:

[@jaynt456]

It will be cool to see what occurs now. Hopefully you'll be in better mindsets about everything going forward :)

[@relylolz]

Recently you've been one of my favorite creators, whatever you wanna do I just wanna watch and enjoy, you do you man. :)

[@VanadiumVoxels]

you are literally my favorite creator of all time and my biggest inspiration when it comes to creating. i feel like you absolutely deserve to take a break every now and then.

[@iNubble]

It’s okay I know how you feel, burnout is something a lot of people including myself have experienced. It’s gotten so bad for me that I’ve had to take a step back from some of the most fulfilling hobbies I’ve had because they have become chores. The way you feel is totally valid and I think giving it this much thought is a sign of stepping in the right direction. I’m here for the content no matter the quantity and topic!!! Hang in there :P

[@B-SOUTH]

I'm glad you know that you know that you don't want to be anything you don't want to be, and your doing amazing. whatever you change into or how long it takes to upload or anything like that i just want you to remember that you are my and so many others favorite creator (i also love your music i use it for so many levels) have a great day jam

[@Hychie]

really inspiring video, both in terms of online identity and other things like that, as well as more personal issues that i can relate to myself. it really encouraged me to hear a lot of the topics that you spoke about in this video, and im glad that you were able to discover these things about yourself!! glad to see you back

[@avoiding-murder9561]

Man, I'm actually so happy for you. Though the video is in a sad tone. Your videos have been a source for inspiration for my brother, who is attempting his journey into youtube. Jam. I'm gonna tell you this. Your voice is soothing. As I use yours and other youtubers youtubers to sleep too. I look foward to the growth of you and this channel!

[@ItzTheBanana]

;) Hope everything goes well Jam Everything in life has it's ups and downs and maybe your in your downs but stay positive, and everything will go fine. Go with the flow and hope all things allign for you. We love you

[@TherealGlacialGD]

Jam you are an amazing creator and you shouldn't be hard on yourself, just take it easy and don't worry about all those things and try to keep on going (also fr you were my favorite youtuber when I started gd and you still are now

[@mgmpking]

thanks for making us intertained ! you deserve more then 100k !!! i've been here since like 500 or smth bro u deserve being famous for what you've done

[@ryuox]

you're so real for this

[@Hamburzee]

like if Jam attack is best creator (Btw I'm gonna like this cause its a no brainer)

[@ezekielrobinson1776]

This hit me in the feels😭

[@Epicloudz]

Dang boi you have done almost to much great stuff thanks dude

[@Clowdering]

We love you Jam!!! Lay back a bit and take some rests if you need :)

[@H0GLIN]

I personally really like jamber! i think it would be a good rebrand. but I totally understand burnout is a thing and is very real, i feel like a rebrand would be great, but i understand if you dont want to do it. cheers, jam!

[@sethdash1906]

Hey jam, though this was a long and emotional journey for you, im super glad that you were able to come to a conclusion, i also wanted to say, as someone who can call you a friend (in online terms), i would still be your friend no matter how you decided to go with your rebranding, and also as friendships go, i feel like most normal people have awkward spots in them, for myself im someone who can pretty often worry about if what i said or did was immature, annoying, or awkward, and yes i do feel like i have been that way sometimes, and also if you think about it, aside from very very few people in the world, practically everyone is a nobody, and thats ok, to me, what matters in the end is how you treat others, and you treating others well just from what ive seen is something i think you do well, also something that might be a tad bit unrelated, as someone who is also a college student (though im currently mostly online) and also lives with their parents, and (though this might not be the case for you) lives in a rural area, i can get lonely sometimes, so its nice to be able to interact cool people like you and other friends i have online, but yeah, again super happy you got everything worked out for yourself, i wish you the best luck on your future endeavors

[@Minecwaft_]

Jam, we fully support you in your decisions. And remember to take breaks, it’s important and KZbin shouldn’t feel like a chore. Don’t set your expectations too high because you can’t keep setting it higher because eventually it becomes impossible to meet those expectations. Take as much time as you need for anything in your life, we will support you through any adventures you undertake.

[@asassin0735]

I am not a youtuber. but this does hit me in the soul. I get it. I just say. Jam is really inspiring and impressive. Atleast to me

[@appetizer_egg2652]

Lil tip: f3 + f4 to change gamemodes😂 I think also either f3 + esc or f4 + esc to pause the game…

[@Zewind]

Jam, idk if youll see this, but I just want to say how much your work means to me. Ive learned so much from your levels and videos and become such a better creator because of it. Whatever you end up doing just know that atleast one person has you as their favorite creator

[@MalaChadd]

i love that cloud deco bush

[@RispGD]

NO SHOT LMAO 20:08 I was literally going to do this EXACT editing style after 2.2 released. I was inspired minecraft youtubers who did the same thing as well. This is so funny to me lol now I might have to reconsider since I already have comments saying I'm copying other youtubers' editing styles (even though I taught myself how to edit). anyways this video was very relatable to me. I've had similar thoughts in the past about other things, so I understand what you went through. Just try to do what you think is best for your channel and yourself, otherwise burnout is inevitable.

[@thesunisoursaviour]

haii good content

[@bananamaniac3633]

oh hey it’s you

[@anza2]

keep going! you’ve been an amazing creator!

[@LemonAid_osc]

I love your levels

[@Gd-Adham7098]

It's ok, you don't have go hard hard on yourself. Try taking as much rest as you need. I'm sure all of us won't mind waiting :)

[@sdacegd]

Great video. I may not be as big of a KZbinr as you, but I understand some of the things you talk about without burnout and other things. Just remember that your fans will always care and make sure that you’re okay :)

[@Random-wk8yk]

i love how you constantly swap between talking about serious stuff to something like "oh nice coal"

[@AustinJarrett-et9ib]

If you continue gd creating I have an idea the you could do that might not be as overwhelming, just simply making a simple level not with too much detail. Something that’s more relaxing to make instead of pressuring

[@JamAttack]

I should probably do that one of these days lmao

[@kaderen8461]

i really like the kind of "layout" deco style, because it doesn't require a lot of effort and if you pull it off right is still really smooth, very minimalist

[@deltamaxgmd]

Jam, don't go too hard on yourself. The rebrand is a really nice idea! If you think the change is good, do it! Ignore the hate comments and embody yourself in the nice ones, and don't forget: We'll always love you, as either Jamber or JamAttack!

[@Merciless-Destiny2]

Jam why are you so real. I don't really have any meaningful words, because you just took them right out of my mouth. I'm not doing the whole youtube or rebrand thing, but i do understand where you're coming from. Love ya man, glad you're trying to improve yourself.

[@StraiteVids]

I just want you to know that no matter what happens, we will all support you and at least I will still be happy and open with who you are. I really hope people are accepting of this and that no body will over react, but I know that things like that would never happen and people will always hate something. I really hope you dont get let down by any one and that no body completely over reacts to something like this. I will always be happy listening to you being you and I am completly fine with any further developments. I just want you to know that people support you and you should not let people choose who you are.

[@IanEthereumGD]

JamAttack, Thank you for 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 anything, with your creativity made us inspired with your creations, hope to see more stuffs about you.

[@Tdubble0100]

There are a few things I have to say, 1: You are a great creator on both KZbin and Geometry Dash, People will support you on what ever you decide to do. 2: I will definitely Subscribe to your Minecraft channel and watch your videos there, Minecraft is my favorite game followed by GD, I also watch Hermitcraft (Grian's POV) 3: Finally, you kinda look like my cousin I can't wait to see what you have in store for 2.2 and will support you in it, even if it is just a small silly level. Love you content and wish you the best.

[@AstroBoiGames007]

just saw Glorious Fortress and HOLYYYYYYY THAT IS A GOOD LEVEL UNDERATED

[@weriders]

Don’t be harsh on yourself. Keep striving to be you. While I can’t relate to much of this, i’ll say that you should look at the good side of things! You might’ve failed the rebrand that you spend a long time on, but at least you tried to make it! My recommendation for a (possible) rebrand is maybe a person with a bottle of jam as its head. I don’t know, it seemed fitting in my opinion. Just recommending though. Also, before anything, maybe you should try to find where you’re at in life right now. Anyways, have a great day! :D

[@starfGD]

Okay instead of just making a comment of just saying "we missed you", Imma do this instead. Jam, remember, you have such a patient fanbase. We will always be here. And even if a video is delayed or a level is canceled, we will still support you on your journey as a KZbinr or creator. But something I can't really help with is burnout. But that's because burnout is mostly a personal thing. And issues like that can't be solved so easily. And while sometimes people find the solutions to problems fast, that's the thing. Its other people. So its best in my opinion to take issues like burnout one step at a time. While I'm just a dumb child on the internet and can't help much, just remember this. We're here for you. And we always will be Jam ❤

[@JamAttack]

you guys really are really cool. I appreciate how understanding yall are. While I get a few weird people here and there, most of you are one of the best audiences I could've asked for honestly. Thanks for the support. I'll keep making cool stuff to fulfill my end of this parasocial relationship 👍

[@starfGD]

Thank you Jam, very cool

[@GuessGeomentry]

Hey it’s me sockurr from your live streams you probably might know me as Asher I watched some of your streams and I had amazing ideas and I know I’m a bit annoying every now and then but that’s just me and I take that inspiration from you,bli,galofuf, and CuLuC but mainly you because your the first person that I saw of geometry dash and your the reason I started geometry dash because I thought I could take the inspirations and ideas that I wanted to release through my very own device and I’m coming up with ideas and most of them are inspired by you but please don’t be hard on you I love the rebrand and also I’ve got something for you soon coming up later this year

[@TrinkleDinkle]

everyone is comforting jam. I'm scratching my head at 8:58

[@FunDaOne]

Good luck with everything!! also we love hermitcraft 🔥

[@metronite]

It’s nice to listen to this stud when you’re burned out. It shows how other people deal with stuff.

[@On_Beat]

I love jambers design

[@speedg]

sooo true about that 2.2 statement

[@kindabaddy]

Even if you never use them, the designs are pretty cool

[@calipergd]

No matter what you do, people will spite you for what you are. That's life, so take those chances and do what makes you happy. At the end of the day, it's about you, what you want.

[@Dj_Gaming50]

You are great and I will respect any decisions you make. You are very entertaining very awesome and don't stress yourself too much about anything.

[@retsam6264]

Even if I were the only person supporting your journey I wouldn’t stop. Do whatever makes you happy and love yourself. W long hair. 😎

[@datguyravy5496]

"ive gotten so used to being a nobody in real life that i kinda dont realised that im respected here" damn that hit hard