I'm tired of feeling numb

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@iWood2inc 10 ай бұрын

Since I watched your Camino Documentary just last week I've been struck by your way - your sensibilities, your honesty. The way you see things - and the things you see - are truly inspiring to me :) But more than that, you have a way of relating your experiences and vulnerabilities that lets your inner beauty shine bright! Your courage, your big smile and your big heart keep me watching and put a smile on my face as well as I'm sure thousands of other people's faces! I'm tired of feeling numb too - Thank you Stephanie

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

I've tried to write a reply to this so many times, but I honestly don't know what to say 😅This is so kind I can't handle it hahah! Anyways, thank you so much! 💖 Anytime I doubt myself, I'll come back to this 🥰

@amberlara6531 9 ай бұрын

"Im tired of feeling numb" video hit me really hard. I wasn't expecting to cry. Funny thing is I decided to go just to support my brother. As days go by I see that more and more it's something for me. Something I need to do, not want to. I'm also bring my necklace charms that have mom and dad's ashes. I'm not sure how I can thank my brother enough for the experience I'm gonna have. And tha k you Stephanie for making this video

@StefanieHurtado 9 ай бұрын

Sending you such a big hug Amber! 💖✨

@ka6834 10 ай бұрын

Stephanie, maybe you are the next great film maker? Combining literature and that camera. I believe if you can walk that Camino, you can do whatever you set your mind and heart to. Sounds to me that you are a creative temperament who can also get things done. What a gift. And it's okay to feel down sometimes. That's where all the delicious material is waiting to become story. But yes, lots of self-compassion, curiosity and tenderness. You've got the stamina and bravery down. Sending love from Canada. xo

@addy088 10 ай бұрын

I think i needed to listen to "i've got everything i need". I have been very anxious and nervous about pretty much everything and not enjoying the moments much. I've been forcing myself to. A few years ago I did all the "extreme" things just like you, to feel some joy and enthusiasm. I love the way you document everything, keep doing what makes you happy!

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Aw! Wishing for calmer waters for you soon 💖 Thank you so much!

@tobyargall8202 10 ай бұрын

Your videos resonate all the way to the bottom of the world.....Australia. You'll be right darl. Life has a way of working itself out. You're old man would be smiling down on you.

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

SO cool, hi Australia 🤗 Thank you Toby!!

@myandersson6489 10 ай бұрын

You are beautiful- A beautiful human being!🌸🧡 I am walking the Camino (French way) this year, as soon as possible! (Just need to get some things in order for it to happen, but I hope I can go in April) and your videos are my go to for preparation and your documentary made me wanna go like yesterday😅 So thank you for the inspiration and for your honesty about your life. This video brought me to tears and I can relate a lot. Sending love & kindness from Sweden😊🫶🏽

@RenatoHenriques578 10 ай бұрын

Happy 2024 Stefanie, thank you for your videos, I really like your "sensitive eye".

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Thank you so much! 🙏🏼 Happy new year! 🎊

@tadejatement4488 10 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for this video, it really resonated with me. In the myriad of videos and photos on social media about how people are living their perfect lives, it's good to know that someone else is also feeling similar things as I am. I first came across your channel when I was looking for camino videos and it instantly drew me in because of the way you talk about your dad. I did the Camino Frances in May 2022. It was a great experience, but it didn't bring me the peace I was hoping for. When I got back from the camino, I learned that my mum had breast cancer. Thankfully, they were able to help her and she is fine now. My dad, however, isn't... In December 2022 he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and he died two weeks ago at the early age of 65. I never imagined losing my dad so soon and I cannot seem to grasp that he is actually gone even though we knew how sick he was for over a year. I find myself numb without being able to cry and let out the pain. I just feel empty and I keep asking myself whether this is normal. I first watched your videos when my dad had already been sick for a few months and these videos helped me calm down. Strangely I didn't find peace on the actual camino, but I'm finding it now when I watch your videos and when I remember my walk. You're a wonderful person, I love your sincere laughter and your honesty. Keep on feeling every single thing and enjoying life as it is!❤

@aramelmartin 10 ай бұрын

Thanks for sharing. I can relate to a lot of what you're going through and am so grateful for experiencing a Camino through your eyes. I too am tired of feeling numb. You're inspirational, awesome and authentic. 🙏

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for being here! 🙏🏼🤗

@tsi4service 10 ай бұрын

Thankyou for sharing where you are at. Life is a bit of a roller coaster so hang in there. Your cat is the image of my daughters cat Neko. I discovered the other day that there is an Australian Camino!( only 7 days long) its on my to do list. Happy new year to you 😊

@togood4u1 10 ай бұрын

We are truly kindred spirits. Thank you for telling your story. It's the same as mine with a 20 year difference. I am only just now coming back to life after the death of my dad and granny. I am truly so happy that you are learning and trying and doing at a faster pace. Documenting your authentic self sends a spiritual " lifeline" to some and confirmation to others that they are indeed, on the right path and to keep moving forward. Thank you Stefanie. You've allowed me to cry happy tears today when I could not shed them on my own. Now to go for that much needed walk outside in the sunshine!

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Omg now I’m crying 😭 hahaha wow ❤️ this was exactly what I needed to hear today. Thank you!! Have a lovely time outside! ✨

@togood4u1 10 ай бұрын

@@StefanieHurtado just got back home and it was glorious! Cheers to happy tears and healing hearts!

@AMCD18 10 ай бұрын

Embrace the beauty of life as it unfolds, courageously facing its challenges. Trust that you will not only be okay but thrive, empowered by your unwavering commitment to staying present. Namaste.

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Love this, thank you!! 💙

@yllienverdes 10 ай бұрын

This channel is super exciting for so many reasons! I hope it brings to you all the enrichment that it offers your viewers. You won’t be broke for long. Keep going! 👍🏻

@StefanieHurtado 9 ай бұрын

Ahhh this is so sweet ❤ Thank you so much!!

@Anamolouslou 10 ай бұрын

The opening... Sisterhood is a beautiful thing to see ❤

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Ahh I’m so glad and I totally agree 💖 I’m very lucky

@AmericanSlimmer 10 ай бұрын

Beautiful. Your Camino video helped save me end of 2023, and your experience of dissociation and time and emotions and life are definitely relatable. Thank you!

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

I'm so glad!! ❤ Thank youuu!!

@petechadwick6261 10 ай бұрын

Hi Stefanie, well I watched your Camino vlog about a year ago and it really stuck with me & I'm going through bit of rough patch right now and I started watching it again, about half way through. Then found this vid, & I just want to say, your a strange person, lol, just the way you open up and share everything, so your a GOOD strange person. Lol again! Thanks for just being here.

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

hahaha thank you 🥳 you get me. I hope things turn around for you soon! ❤

@akeroth36 10 ай бұрын

If you ever would like to what snow and winter is like you are most welcome to Stockholm, Sweden - we have many lovely pilgrim passages - sime even to Santiago 😊❤️

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Ah I’ve always wanted to see Sweden! Some day! ✨

@georgeoliver4704 10 ай бұрын

Good for you. It's great to get clarity. You'll do fine--you're smart and resourceful. You're welcome to visit us in Maine anytime in the new year.

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

George!!! Oh my goodness, how wonderful to hear from you!! I hope you and Howard are happy & healthy ❤ I was just with David, reminiscing about how we wound up in NY. You and Howard played such a big role in that pivotal time---I can't thank you enough for your kindness!! I'd love to hear how you two are doing!

@georgeoliver4704 10 ай бұрын

@@StefanieHurtado I sent you a friend request.

@ProBioMech 9 ай бұрын

Sounds like you’re living again. Good for you! Poco a poco ultreia!

@chris24j48 10 ай бұрын

Great advice and I also look forward to your next adventure ❤🎉A very Happy New year to you and yours🎉

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Thank you so much Chris! 🤗 Same to you!!

@ellenkunkel8845 10 ай бұрын

Well done. Wishing you so many happy days ahead.

@StefanieHurtado 10 ай бұрын

Thank you!! Same to you Ellen! ✨

@remcovanandel2976 10 ай бұрын

We live in the netherlands and have a house in central portugal , we go to do the camino portuguese from Tomar ! Watch for youre ki point , it s help you to feel youre birth energy ! Greetz from Holland Rem and Alexandra p.s the great awaking goes fast 😂🇳🇱🐇🇺🇲🙏