I quit Clubbing for this Reason

Yesterday I uploaded a video about Ketamine, as I felt uncomfortable about uploading it, I took it offline after a few hours. I currently just don't feel comfortable with drugs itself or the Berlin club lifestyle. Here are the reasons why I will change my content and why I feel uncomfortable with drugs overall. I love the fact that I am so healthy and happy, talking about these topics just doesn't fit with me anymore.
Have any questions or feedback for me? Leave a comment and I´ll be happy to get back to you!
Thanks for watching, more to come!
Love, Mischa
Instagram: / post.mischa

[@FredericGUILLEMAN]

It takes a lot of courage to realize it, to leave drugs behind. Feel free to post videos about mental health, that has helped me a lot, listening to your testimonies. I experienced similar stuff but in my own way, so that is a great help you have offered to us.

[@post.mischa]

Thank you very much, that is good to know

[@mytelevisionisdead]

"When you get the message, hang up the phone" - Alan Watts

[@andreinabarrionuevo9067]

I will miss you. 😢 I'm trying to change my mind on drugs while on therapy and it's really difficult changing the environment...mostly friends and dealing with loneliness and that's what's make me go backwards... So happy for you changing your lifestyle and hope to see more videos on other topics. Have you try cold showers?

[@post.mischa]

Thank you so much!

[@koenvanvliet509]

Heel veel respect man! Ik kijk al best lang je video’s omdat ik het leuk vind om uit te gaan in Berlijn. Had me heel leuk geleken om keer met je naar de Berghain te gaan. Dat zit er nu helaas niet meer in. Maar dat is ook niet belangrijk als je kijkt naar waar je nu mee bezig bent. Nogmaals veel respect Mischa!!!

[@post.mischa]

Dank je wel Koen! Zeker een keertje doen om naar Berlijn te komen, dank je wel voor je support. Dat doet mij goed

[@koenvanvliet509]

@@post.mischa Geen probleem, you can do it man! Btw, ik ga in augustus weer naar Berlijn. Nu al heel veel zin in. 😊

[@post.mischa]

Dank je wel! Heel veel plezier, als je nog vragen hebt erover kun je ze altijd op Instagram stellen!

[@koenvanvliet509]

@@post.mischa ik heb je een berichtje gestuurd! :)

[@sweetvonbettie1]

Good for you! Animo!

[@post.mischa]

Thank you

[@Lilablaublassgruen]

Post scriptum: and hey, much respect, sugar is my biggest 'enemy or lets say, to be more positive and neutral, my biggest actual challenge 😅. Be super proud on yourself as well, that you quit this 'drug', not healthy comoing strategy (if it was one for you) and 'bad/destructive dopamin source' as well! Great work, decision for and 'present to' yourself 🖤. 👍😊

[@post.mischa]

Thank you so much ❤️ Ooeh sugar is such an interesting one. It’s such a rush I get now if I do get it and it feels super uncomfortable that I realised I do not even want to eat it anymore 😅 but we all have those things. Some are easier than others ☺️

[@Lilablaublassgruen]

@@post.mischa yeah, I am okay with it. I do not need to worry. Its not suuuuper much sugar I eat, but I just know, that I use it as a kind of coping mechanism, so to say and I just don't like it! It also has something to do with my 'stressful' life circumstances. I mean, its not just the sugar what make me feel 'bad' and what I am working on to change. But also to change - in the way its possible right now - the stressful life circumstances. Balance is such a great keyword, I think. Sounda easy but depending on a lot of factors. I am proud of my path as well. It all has its time. Patience sometimes also is a 'keyword'. Sometime the mind is much faster than the ppssibility to actually make it happen and real 😊. Thank you as well for your kind and supportive words and for your response 🙏. Have a wonderful sunday, too!

[@eltiopaquillo141]

Ánimo y fuerza!. 👋🫡🇪🇸

[@post.mischa]

Gracias

[@Lilablaublassgruen]

🖤🖤🖤 Nothing else to add, I guess. Love your decision and your focus on feeling connected with and to yourself and listen to yourself and focus on your path forward and pay attention to the energy actions, things and people have and the energys impact also. Hope you just believe in yourself and wgat you truely feel and even if it realky s*cks sometimes just nevertheless stay on your path and take the chances to be(-come) the one you really are or fell and want to be 🖤🖤🖤. I am personally very happy about your decisions! But the most important is, that you feel happy, well and authentically and in a goog energy about your words, actions and content, of course. I watched your video yesterday and it did not feel "right" (do not mean it in a judging way) and you realky also did not seem to be lucky or relaxed with it. And I was a little confused also. Did not get the message - of course I did and you know. It just felt 'not true and right'. (I am sorry, I am just not good in not saying/writing anything if I feel 'too much', especially if its positive.) I am looking forward to your upcoming words and content and I am really, really happy about your decions and changes and chosen path and I wish you all the best, much positive energy and strength and focus on the really nurishing actions, things and people in your life, Mischa. (I mean, I am also really happy for anybody who does.)

[@post.mischa]

Thank you very much! Yeah I noticed it as well whilst I was editing. There was no joy and the energy was just off indeed. It makes sense to me, I have drawn myself so far away from it all. Thank you for your kind and supportive words as always. Gladly having this video now feels like such a relief that I can take those kind of video's of my list. Looking forward to the upcoming content and just overall seeing how I am doing, which is a great improvement overall